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so i got sick again… and I went to the fair yesterday and my entire body hurts like CRAZY… send help i’m begging you
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I’m still so mentally ill over the whole Luffy refusing to eat unless it’s Sanji’s food thing. Like. We KNOW how fucking feral over food Luffy is. He loves food and loves eating so much that he steals it off other people’s plates and out of their hands and is so impatient when it comes to meals that he’ll literally try and sneak into the kitchen to mooch before it’s ready. Or he’ll try to break into the refrigerator. I know Sanji mentioned putting a lock on it at some point bc Luffy literally wiped it clean. He will not hesitate to eat other people’s portions or literally an entire meal meant for a whole ship of people! He’s unbelievably selfish when it comes to food and that’s just SUCH a central part of his character that it’s become almost endearing. Even in Totto Land Luffy didn’t think for a second before devouring everything in sight, including an entire fucking HOUSE, regardless of the consequences or the people it might affect. Homie did not care!! He’s food driven first and foremost!!!
Until Sanji leaves him. Until he decides that eating—something that he loves and brings him comfort—isn’t WORTH it unless it’s Sanji’s food he’s eating. It’s been shown that Luffy has zero self restraint when it comes to food so the fact that he was SURROUNDED by food on all sides on a food themed island and utterly refused to partake in any of that? Even though he hates being hungry and will always make eating a priority over pretty much anything else?? The amount of willpower it must have taken for him to sit there and purposefully let himself starve, for SANJI. Even when food was offered to him conveniently (in the form of syrup rain) he stubbornly rejected that. Because it wasn’t Sanji’s food. Because it wasn’t Sanji who made it, who always puts so much thought and care into the food he makes, who always indulges Luffy and prepares extra because he knows how much Luffy eats and how much he loves to eat. Luffy literally took one of the most defining traits he has and tossed it out the window. For Sanji. I’m going to fucking blow up
#RAGHHH. RAGHHHHHH#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#WCI#Whole Cake Island#Shima speaks#I just can’t get over it. I’ll never get over it actually.#Luffy refusing food. Bc he wants Sanji more. Bc he CARES about Sanji more#HE REALLY SAID ‘Guess I’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’#This isn’t even half of it. This doesn’t even tie into the whole ‘I can’t become King of the Pirates without you’ line#Luffy really looked at his utmost goal (becoming Pirate King) and his favorite thing in the world (food) and said#’Without Sanji it’s not worth it. I don’t want it’#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#He’s never done that for anybody else. I am just SAYING. JUST SAYING!!!!!!#Usopp jokingly: What do you want more the One Piece or Sanji#Luffy without a moment of hesitation: Sanji#Usopp: Haha see I—oh. Oh???#Usopp: Was NOT expecting that tbh.#Luffy: I’ll pick Sanji over food or the One Piece every time :)#Sanji: 😳😳😳😭😭😭#GIGGLING INSANELY. I CANNOT BELIEVE THEM
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Program sense headcanons in Tron.
I have many so there's a readmore
Programs have different senses or level of sensitivity based on their function. They can change if upgraded; Tron shares some of his monitor senses with Beck using the disc
Programs designed to monitor a system or involved in communication have heightened senses, and a lot of processing capacity for them. Some programs are designed to get a broad idea of everything, while others are more specialised
Some see the program equivalent of shrimp colours - seeing radio waves is common in tower guardians or those who communicate with the internet.
Programs do not have a sense of smell
Less of a sense of taste than humans (they usually just eat energy, which tastes mostly similar. They can tell if it’s poisoned. Like irl, water from different taps tastes different but not by much.)
They DO have electroperception, and some have thermoception. Same with grid wildlife like bits.
A combination of the two above things lets monitors do that footprint-seeing thing that Dyson and Rinzler do (even if not directly linked in to be able to see system logs for that area)
Structures and vehicles give off different electrical frequencies. Programs whose function is related to those buildings can sense them, and receive signals from that which can hold information and helps them know where to go like they're ants following pheromone trails. e.g. programs in charge of the trains will have Train Sense
Messing with the above is totally what they used to control people in frame of mind
Programs also have their own signature they can use to tell each other apart
Electrical signals as nonverbal communication. Can communicate with Bits or Bytes this way
This thing that electric fish do called jamming avoidance
Programs can be linked with each other, common in counterparts or parent/child pairings (as in the computer version of parent and child), and share information with each other over the link like telepathy
Full black circuit-covering suits like Rinzler’s are stealthy both due to not giving off light, and masking the electrical signature of a program. They can disguise themselves as others using a similar principle
Users give off electricity, so they seem like a program to other programs on first glance, but those who know what to look for can tell the difference. Given it’s used in communication, programs can get confused talking to users as their electrical impulses don’t follow the same rules, but they can loosely interpret them with practice
Imagining Tron or other monitors getting sensory overload if network traffic is too high, or if in the outside world and standing among a bunch of computers/phones/servers/radio towers etc.
Programs in the outside world get pretty much none of the electrical feedback they’re used to, which can be unsettling for them
Idk how it would be different for Isos. I imagine there’d be a lot of similarities but their senses adapt/change based on their circumstances - getting stronger when needed and weaker when not
#if we wanted to really get into it even stuff like seeing or hearing would probably be electroperception for programs but EEEEEHHH#taste thing is what I was getting at with the beginning of the food post#but I worded it poorly#also feeds into the Tron autism headcanon#I don’t have it so don’t quote me#but I recall reading somewhere that for some people the trouble with nonverbal communication#can be from heightened senses#as they pick up too much information about the other person’s body language/tone of voice which can conflict#tron headcanon#worldbuilding#Quorra outside: *tripping over stuff because she can’t tell it’s there*#*fish are the best animal*#*this forest is too damn quiet*#*communicates with electric eels*#Tron leaves the system and immediately has to go back in because it’s too damn loud out there with all the phones#Has to get the filters on his helmet upgraded before he can go again#tronblr#tron
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Long Day at School
Daddy! Peeta makes my heart melt. Figured everyone needed some of him to withstand the winter.
#dad bod! Peeta does things to me that I can’t explain on tumblr sorry#bc you can’t tell me after 20 years he doesn’t look like a dad#he’s in his 40s let him eat cheese buns and complain about his back hurting#and I just know the toast babies would hang on him and want to be held constantly#he’d want to hold them constantly#que walking into the bakery and he’s got both kids on his hips and he asks how he can help you#but my personal little heacannon for this pic#the school and bakery aren’t too far apart so he picks up the kids if Katniss can’t (she’s hunting#and he picks them up after letting them play with their friends for a few minutes#in this pic toastbaby girl is probably 5ish and toastbaby boy is a baby so he wouldn’t be in school yet#I headcannon the siblings are 3ish years apart#but Peeta picks up his little girl from school and she’s not chattering about her day like usual#she falls asleep on his shoulder before they even leave town#her name is Willow#but he calls her so many endearing names#buggiebite#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#everlark#fanart#peeta mellark#thg#katniss everdeen fanart#district 12#katniss mellark#katniss and peeta#toastbaby girl#toastbaby
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killing people who don’t get an animals consent before touching them &/or ignore when animals are visibly uncomfortable with being touched.
#MOTHERS FRIEND DOING THIS WITH OUR CAT RN IM PISSED.#SHE DIDNT EVEN GIVE TOFU ANY TIME TO SNIFF OR ANYTHING??#Sigh.#tofu came downstairs to see what was up bc person was in the house#But person just immediately started petting her#even tho tofu was visibly uncomfortable and clearly just wanted a sniff test or sm#went to my room asap after that and tofu followed quick on my heels#obvs I let her sniff as much as she wants before petting her (if she even wants fuss) so she had a sniff and very much seemed to want fuss#so I gave her a few strokes and then sorta checked in and she swirled around and bumped her head into my hand (all the while her tail was#pointed straight up with the tip quivering a little every few moments - a sign of happiness/excitement to see a familiar person)#so we had cuddles for a bit until she hopped off my chest to go get water or sm :3#BUT I DONT GET WHY MORE PEOPLE DONT HAVE SIMPLE WHOLESOME INTERACTION WITH THEIR CAT LIKE THIS??#LIKE. CATS ARE SENTIENT. THEY SEEK AUTONOMY - ESPECIALLY BODILY AUTONOMY. WHY TF WOULD YOU NOT LET THEM GIVE/DENY CONSENT??#like. if you aren’t willing to learn enough about an animal to understand when it’s unhappy at the very least *why* would you interact with#one?? (This person literally has a cat as well.)#idk man these are the same sorts of people that’d probably do the ‘awww just give me a hug! I’m your auntie(/whatever)! why can’t i have a#hug? 🥺’ sorta thing.. like. BRO. It isn’t my/the cat ‘s fucking job to regulate/look after your own grown ass feelings.#SIGH..#just. The fact this person has like.. met tofu once. Lived in the same house as her for maybe 4/5 days one time and thinks the cat is#obligated to put up with her or whatever.#(This is how I imagine people be acting around cats when they’re like ‘idk man cats just don’t like me! Cats are just independent by nature#I’m just stood there having to listen to them shit talk a whole species bc they don’t understand consent (or at least don’t universally#value it - eg; with children; with animals) ANYWAYS. CATS ARE A SOCIAL SPECIES WHO HAVE DEVELOPED TO LIVE CLOSELY WITH AND DEPEND ON HUMANS#THEYRE OFTEN VERY AFFECTIONATE AND LOVING AND FORM LASTING RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEIR HUMANS AND WILL MOURN THEIR DEATH PROBABLY MORE THAN#HALF OF THE HUMANS WHO ATTENDED THEIR FUNERAL.)#If tofu doesn’t like you I don’t like you mate. I am wholeheartedly willing to cut people off if they act wrong with my cat - like - BRO.#IVE KNOWN HER LONGER THAN I HAVE MOST OTHER PPL IN MY LIFE. SHES GOT ME THROUGH WORSE AND IS ALWAYS HAPPY N EXCITED TO SEE ME.#That cat has done more for me than you ever have! She loves me with her whole fucking soul and I her with mine. If she picks up the wrong#vibes from you/you break any of her clearly set boundaries we are DONE.#(Obvs /nbh - nobody here. & generally lighthearted but uhh yeah needed to rant abt this bc I care strongly abt it and other ppl should too)
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In the process of 1.5 hours, so much drama was revealed to me that I’m cancelling my next trip back to my hometown next year.
#Sigh……..#I cut off more than half of the people I knew here and it’s still this messed up??#I need to lie down#But I literally can’t until another full 23 hours from now#Why did I do this to myself#Liveblog count (Lia’s Holiday Trip Home Sunday Edition):#Friendships ended: 1#Friendships repaired: 1 - these guys were salty at each other since June jfc#Flights cancelled: 2#Hours of sleep: 5#Update 2 ->#Therapy sessions given: 1#Therapy sessions received: 1#Update 3 ->#This one was actually pretty relaxing#Hours spent yapping: 9#Update 4 ->#No energy to get into it. But I feel like I needed to go to a self help session or something after that#Update 5 (pure venting) ->#These people want to be involved in my life more so badly but they are only willing to do it on their terms and not mine#You don’t get to have that for free anymore!!#“There was no time to talk” BULLSHIT. There was plenty of time! I even brought up the topic first during lunch!!#To keep acting like this doesn’t exist and only want to talk about it when I’m exhausted and trying to sleep#You picked a time where you know I don’t have the energy to fight back because you’re too scared you’ll say the wrong thing#And I’ll cut you out of my life again
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sometimes i forget that people on here don’t know i’m visually impaired/legally blind, or that that’s even a thing with people with albinism (i’m actually like…blind. not in the “oh haha i’m like a bat, i can’t see the board!”, it’s the “i’m never going to be able to get a drivers license unless it’s extremely, extremely limited to daytime and two lane highways only, needs an iep, can’t read less than size 24 font without squinting, reads braille because my eyes get tired, can’t see snow/rainfall, can’t see 3d, can barely see my keyboard” kind of way) so when i try to make a blind joke it doesn’t hit as hard as it does if you know me irl. sigh.
#misc#maybe it’s my sign to stop making an ass out of myself#whatever i don’t believe in signs#i do know braille tho#like it’s not the quirky “lol so blind” thing#i genuinely cannot see#idk how to explain my vision either since i don’t have normal people vision#so it’s hard to compare to smth you’re not accustomed to#i dunno this is a ramble#ok the driving thing is complicated#technically…i can kinda sorta drive#if i wear my contracts AND glasses AND and extra set of glasses with a bionic in it#and i’d have to go through tests to see if even that works—and even then i have to go in front of a driving judge to see if they approve it#and if it got approved then i’d still have to go to “special” drivers ed#and at the end of all of that my license would be limited to daytime and no more than two lane highways#BUT i can’t even try that because if all went according to plan i’d lose my services and iep#so i’d have to wait til after college#which given all of that…it’s not worth it#sure i feel like an idiot riding the bus in my junior year and needing to be picked up from clubs (and i’ll feel worse my senior year)#but i guess its better than getting my services repealed#this turned into a rant#…oops#i’m really insecure abt not being able to drive mb lol#i mean get at least i’ll never have to be designated driver—and the school can’t take my nonexistent license for “low grades”#ignore the tags this is a ramble abt my personal insecurities-—i’ve never ranted abt the visual side effects of albinism 😭#alaska’s irl bullshit
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I do not think it’s a good idea to keep Nia’s situation from the rest of the group. But the bitchy side of me is glad she doesn’t wanna tell anyone because I know the moment we do, it’ll become all about her again and MC’s issues will get pushed even further into the background 😑🤷🏽♀️
#choices bolas#choices blades#blades of light and shadow#choices stories you play#playchoices#‘she’s the baby of the group’ ‘you’re our heart’ ‘poor innocent Nia needs to be protected and saved again’#and the thing is that I do like Nia as a character#but 1) I hate when MCs aren’t treated like MCs#and their only purpose is to observe and facilitate the other characters’ stories and growth#and I feel like that’s ultimately what ended up happening in book 1 of this series and will most likely happen in this one as well#like yes obviously MC experienced growth as well but it’s always in the ‘going from a newbie to a competent individual’ sense#and that’s beyond old#plus it doesn’t work when they pick and choose when they want to acknowledge our competence in book 2#and 2) I also can’t stand this flawless/perfect character archetype they do#or rather the ‘only flawed in ways that make them look even more perfect’ characters#it’s so overdone and unrealistic imo#like Nia is so selfless she doesn’t consider her own needs?#she’s generally timid and lacks confidence?#she can be naive and a bit too trusting?#please those aren’t even really flaws#they just serve to make the character even more the paragon of virtue which again is just unrealistic#especially because the last two often end up being flipped and portrayed as the person always seeing the good in others#but idk maybe I’m missing the point or something#I know this is a common character archetype but it’s one of my least favorites#which sucks because as I said I do actually like Nia even though I might be coming across as a hater#i like some of the writing for how she fits into the group and I also like how her faith is unwavering#plus she is competent and has skills in her own right#but for whatever reason the writers thought giving her real flaws or at least acknowledging the shallow ones they did give her#beyond face value wasn’t a good idea?#idk maybe I’m wrong though and things will play out different than I expect
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if my mom mentions this fucking child one more time i am going to commit a federal crime
#ari announces#so first if all i can’t even remember how they got in touch. i think she’s part of an lgbt support group and that’s what it is?#but either way. he calls her up. he’s 20 btw. says his partner broke up w him and is now living in the house w my parents.#my dad was told HOURS before he got there this was happening.#my sister is moving home bc she got laid off. like. this is such a weird situation#christmas is gonna be sooooo awkward lmao#like who is this rat you picked up off the street that disrespects you????#this is seriously the wildest thing she’s ever done. like NOTHING comes close. this is unhinged#once again she has been taken advantage of and her kindness has been take advantage of. and she says she’s healed like ok girlie pop#hate to say it but healing is a process!! you shiuld still be in therapy!!
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the problem with mostly writing episode 1-2 set fics is that i have to swear up and down to imaginary readers that i’m not writing N as a passive doormat and that he is indeed someone who can be self-assertive (yes, including in opposition to squadmates or partners/loved ones) and knows he doesn’t have to mask around people but unfortunately he hasn’t really had that character development yettttt. bc it’s a month after Pilot at most.
#bañana post#like dog coding N in my pilot fics is. well i can’t guarantee people will pick up what i’m putting down in front of them#but that coding is NOT written in a ‘this is a good and healthy thing/mindset’#and even with the narrators bias in effect it’s heavily lampshaded in one paragraph at Least#murder drones
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i hate tiktok girl’s girl feminism so much like some women are cunts and i don’t like them!! and i honestly think it would be belittling to both of us if 1) i denied myself the right to hate them for being annoying and 2) i denied them the right to be obnoxious and bitchy.
#real feminism is about letting women be actual real complex#actual human beings. which of course means letting us suck!#let women suck!!!!!!!#it’s actually so stupid like if i complain about mel at work being crazy and having no boundaries and constantly making me uncomfortable#i’m seen as a pick me and not a girls girl#but when i complain about eric doing the same thing and being me uncomfortable i’m praised for standing up and not taking shit from a man#🤨#make it make sense!#any type of feminism that treats men and women as different beings never works#acting like women can’t be cruel and aren’t capable of doing bad things is belittling and is infantilizing them#how the fuck are you uplifting women if you don’t even see them as real people#mari.txt
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Fwb with Oliver who expects he’ll have to break things off once you get too attached but it’s worth it for a little fun except u never get too attached in fact ur the one who has to tell him it’s over bc he’s gotten too clingy
#I’m thinking I’m having thoughts#my avoidant attachment comes out soooo full force w bllk men it’s crazy#but anyways…..u meet u hook up once#u think it’ll be a one time thing which ur cool with#but the Oliver proposes u make it a regular thing#it’s too good u get real slutty (and so does he) he’s not satisfied with one time#probably does some cheesy don’t fall in love w me speech#but u know what this is#except at some point lines start blurring#and Oliver starts to come over without even looking to have sex#he just wants ur company watch a movie order food#boyfriend things#except Oliver is not boyfriend material and he doesn’t think he’ll ever be#and while he knows he maybe should stop it#he can’t#cause he likes u#and maybe it has to end but he wants to keep it going as long as he can#until one day ur asking him to meet up#and telling him u don’t think it’s a good idea to keep hooking up#and the truth is ur falling for him#and u know he might be feeling the same way#but u tell him that u think he’s treating u too much like a girlfriend#u lay out the facts#he has no choice but to agree#he knew it was coming he just didn’t expect for u to be the one to break it to him#but now he can’t sleep bc he can’t call u before bed#and every time he hears your favorite song ur all he thinks about#and sometimes he picks up snacks u like when he’s out for when u come over but u don’t come over anymore#he’s never been so torn up about someone in his life#omg I reached the tag limit bye
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extremely messed up that covid can have long term mental side effects they don’t tell you about actually
#this isn’t even fair it’s a physical illness#tbf it wasn’t the covid itself that got me it was the subsequent quarantine#cw unreality#cw dissociation#for tags#bc i got covid in like?? 2022 i think#and got so bad during the quarantine that i now have long term issues with unreality in media#and it’s not as bad as some peoples obviously i’m not saying that#but there’s a sense of like. i would’ve been able to handle this a few years ago#it’s getting better to be fair but like. it’s been two years#could barely handle act 5 of isat#the aftermath wasn’t too bad though to be fair. i went to bed directly after and the morning was fine#but there were points where i should have gotten up and picked it up in the morning#cant do welcome home even though it seems like something i’d like#it’s not a terrible thing yk it’s just frustrating. and hard to explain as a side effect of covid#like you see the quarantine and being alone and scared all the time really messed with my head and now i can’t handle this specific thing
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My five year old has his very first day of kindergarten tomorrow 🥺🥺🥺 I didn’t expect to be hit with such a huge wave of emotions but I’ve been a WRECK all day
#personal#he’s so excited#we’ve been talking about school for so long and he’s so excited that it’s finally here!#and a little nervous too he said but he keeps asking about the other kids and if he gets to have lots of friends now#he really liked his teacher when he met her and he’s excited to see her#the only thing that tripped him up a little was when I told him that me and his daddy are bringing him to the school but we can’t go with#that he has to just listen to his teacher and we’ll see him after school 🥺#I’m mostly worried that he’s not going to get enough food at school because he doesn’t eat very fast at home#he doesn’t focus well on meals#I’m hoping that positive peer pressure helps him with that#if he sees the other kids eating he will hopefully follow their lead#he’s going to be taking the bus home as well and I’m nervous about that for him too#even though it’s silly because his bus will pick him up in the morning and bring him directly to the school and then drop him off first#after school#he’ll be on it for maybe 20 minutes each day#I just worry too much#i worry about how issues he might have that I can’t help with like what if it’s too cold in just one room#but I don’t know that and send him in shorts?#or what if he gets teased for things I can’t anticipate right now? how can I best set him up for success with his peers?#I only know what he likes not what other five year olds like#I don’t want him to feel like the odd one out#but maybe that’s inevitable at some point#I can’t protect him from the world if im not there 😔#that’s the hardest thing about it#obviously this is supposed to happen and school will be so good for him#but he was a tiny little baby just yesterday#at least that’s how it feels#they say it goes by fast but damn
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“Making anyone over the age of 8 watch tcw should be forbidden” okay, but why?
because it’s bad in the way only bad kids shows can be. and then it’s also bad in fifteen other ways
#I don’t think it’s uniquely terrible but I do think it sets out with some very lofty goals and faceplants in an attempt to achieve them#also it gets anakin’s character really wrong in a way that I think undermines a lot of what’s compelling about him#I will say something I do like about it is that it fleshes out the clone wars in greater detail#like the bits with syndulla on ryloth#but it fails to do anything compelling with those bits in a cohesive way#it’s so wrapped up in conveying an obvious moral lesson that it loses nuance#which! of course that was going to happen!#you can’t pick a tangled political morally ambiguous war as a topic#and then use a kids show to try and depict it without losing nuance and cohesion and a host of other things that make good storytelling#even kids shows that are about war and do it well (like atla) aren’t dealing with wars as tangled and difficult as the clone wars are#like. tcw was just never going to be able to say anything about politics or war#with the depth and coherence the clone wars necessitate#in my unprofessional opinion tcw was. much like the prequels. and anakin too I guess. doomed from the beginning#asks#anon#star wars#this is my highly developed opinion
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GGS TEAM PAST!!!
#DUUUDE THIS WAS SO FUN#dreadful#veji#art#splatoon#splatoon 3#grand festival#grand fest splatoon#Man I shed like a few tears by the end of the reveal news thing#Like not out of sadness cause my team lost but just from the joy that all this happened and I was here for it.#I never got to experience splatoon 2’s final fest so I’ve waited 3 years for this and I’m…. Just so happy!#If you couldn’t tell from the colours in the drawing I’m team future btw#I laughed so hard seeing the results lol we got NOTHING#Oh and I guess I should put my reasoning for my pick of future#so here it is:#I picked it because the future scares me. But it’s gonna happen anyway so I might as well look forward to it#I can’t let myself worry about where I’ll end up and who I’ll be when I’m older#But I do need to keep looking forward#I also chose it cause of deep cut. Like that was a big factor in my choice#Their music shaped my tastes. I just love it so much#And sure the characters themselves aren’t as fleshed out as the other idols#But they still mean a lot to me as splatoon 3 is the game that got me into the franchise#Even though I played 2 before 3 could never fully enjoy it as I came too late#I missed every splatfest cause I got it a year before splat3#So I could never connect the way I did to 3#Hearing anarchy rainbow for the first time changed me man. I fell in love instantly. It just means so much.#As an autistic person I actually surprisingly don’t really stim that much. But hearing anarchy rainbow just… flipped a switch.#I couldn’t stop moving. Literally like DJ Octavio man. It was a crazy experience to just feel like I had to move.#to walk around or something. To wave and flap my arms. Copy their dances. It sounds a little weird and childish when it’s written down#But it’s true. Splatoon’s music showed me that my autistic stimming was something I should embrace.
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