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devilishdelights · 1 year ago

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i need a tag for the characters n my mc specifically but last time i made oc tags i fuvkin forgot what they were

#i can’t even find them anymore #doing it i was like oh i’ll rememebr easy.#i never learn #💝 maybe this emoji. bc the yellow bow pink sheep but it’s a heart #i don’t tag shit here bc it’s sooooo much. i only tag on my main blog. but i wanna tag here now so i can have saved posts to look at for #later when i get the sillies.#like i could just use names. mamsmc??#maybe just mammon and mc lol

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puppetmaster13u · 11 months ago

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Prompt 209

Now Jason was planning on, well, a lot of things, when he came back to Gotham. He had a lot of plans, several of which had to do with the old man and even more that had to do with cleaning up Crime Alley, making it safer and all that.

What he was not planning on was to find some sort of lab in the basement of where he was planning on setting up a safehouse. Nor was he planning on finding several literal children in cages inside said lab. Oh and Lazarus Waters- but children! With muzzles! Being experimented on!

Now he’d like to say he had a plan in what happened next, but if he’s honest everything had gone Green and he didn’t remember what happened next, only that he’s back home with said children and covered in blood. Oh and everything smells of smoke.

… And apparently there’s more of these things dotted around Crime Alley with the rest of these kids, er, siblings? Family? Fright does mean family? Okay kids, he’s not turning into Bruce but you can stay here while he deals with this… however long that takes.

He better not be turning into Bruce he swears-

#DCxDP #DPxDC #Prompts #Liminal Class #Ghosts are Dragons #Halfa Jason Todd #Not that he knows that #The kids are sticking with him because he registers as Safe #And look they WERE teens but they’re not anymore and they’re TINY and in an UNKNOWN space with only like half their memories #They’re taking what they can get #Jason is very concerned the first time he witnesses them going partially dragon (even if they can’t do a full transformation yet)#He is freaking out way more when he Does fully transform in one of the later labs with no warning thx to one of the scientists shooting #something at him #Now the Bats are scrambling to find out about Hood because this no longer looks like crime lord bullshit #and more like a non-human entity whose offspring has been stolen and is attacking to get them back #Well from what can be seen from the Ecto spikes messing with tech #Jason has no clue how he ended up taking care of 13+ (why do you have so many shadow clones Kwan) children #Jason: Oh god my hoard is children I can never let anyone know #His Merry Men: Okay this is the safest person to leave our kids with and work for he would very much kill for any child #New Goon: Okay but are we gonna talk about the-#Merry Men: No we don't talk about the fact that he turns into a giant dragon and if anyone asks No He Doesn't

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ghonorrhead · 23 days ago

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FAT JONI MY BELOVED I WILL NEVER TIRE OR YOUR EXCELLENCE and neither will gyro 🤓

#jjba #johnny joestar #gyjo #gyro zeppeli #jojos bizarre adventure #my art #first pic is of them in an office au hehehe #i just needed an excuse to draw Johnny in a cute office girl outfit #but now it’s become so much more…#i was thinking that George is the ceo #nick is alive in this and will inherit the company #and Johnny well #he’s just kinda there #his dad gave him a high ranking job in the company but he has no need to work tbh he’s just there chillin most of the time #and gyro comes into the picture #and he starts working at his company as a janitor to make money to pay off his debts for school #but Johnny is immediately enraptured by him #and so he’s always flirting with him #smh #workplace harassment ass #but gyro doesn’t mind he’s honestly just scared that George will find out and fire him #or worse 😨#but yeah #FAT JOHNNY IS NECESSARY IN THIS AU BECOS… he just is.#gyro also helps him kinda work out because Johnny insisted on it #he doesn’t even work out doe he just watches gyro do his various demonstrations and then takes hella selfies #i love fleshing out dumb ideas like this #the rest of the pics are just silly doodles #last one is a redraw of a panel I can’t find anymore #MAYBE FOURTH PIC IS A LAND OF THE LUSTROUS AU???

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pshawtyy · 2 months ago

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i’m bout to quit my job 😂😂😂😂😂😂

#like tell me why my manager texted me to come in -_-#didnt even give me an hour notice just asked me to come rn #like ?????#bitch u rlly thought #i even told them that i couldnt come this weekend cs i’ll be busy #but do they ever listen ???#no absolutely tf not 🙃#im so over this shit #they literally work me like a dog and expect me to do everytjhinf #it pisses me off #i js wanna die #like i can’t this anymore #i’d rather kms than deal w this toxic ass shit #i need money but like is it even worth it bruh #plus im too lazy to find a new one #sooo….#idek what to do anymore :/

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thewingedwolf · 1 year ago

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luther: the golden child

diego: the mastermind

allison: the peace keeper

klaus: the clown / mascot

five: the rebel / truth teller

ben: the lost child

viktor: the scapegoat

is this something i think this is something

#the umbrella academy #rani makes text posts no one will read #hargreeves siblings #ben being the lost child is kind of forced bc he’s dead but i find it interesting even then #bc ben was unique in the family for already hating being a superhero and his powers due to the horror of them. and however it is he died #it had to be horrific bc viktor doesn’t write about it in his book bc five doesn’t know what happened. and before he died ben’s unique self #awareness seems to have meant they all loved him in a normal way only for his death to poison those bonds completely #so through no decision of his own this very sullen and cranky child has to become a self sacrificing wallflower bc the only way he gets to #even exist is if he takes care of klaus and tries to sober him up. his big moment is sacrificing himself for his siblings! they can’t ever #escape the abuse that reginald heaped onto them!! even in death they’re playing roles reginald forced them into #and sparrow ben is clearly so used to being the manipulator so he’s thrown when his family dies and sloane refuses to be manipulated anymore #and he winds up kind of lost child esque accidentally *anyway* - ignored and repressing his feelings and unable to connect emotionally #also before anyone says diego is too stupid to be the mastermind google ‘the mastermind dysfunctional family role’ it doesn’t require you to #not be a himbo only to be willing to be cruel & as they all say in s1 diego never knows when to stop #pogo is an adult enabler. grace has a weird function bc the umbrella kids love her and diego is convinced she killed reginald bc of abuse #five seems similarly attached to her (makes sense given delores) but the others see her more as an enabler which is INTERESTING #i’m gonna stop rambling now

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pallases · 6 months ago

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on a scale of one to ten how bad would it be for me personally to read all of aftg for the first time this summer (i’m going to do it anyways)

OOOHOHO going to go with 10 bc i think the answer would be a 10 for just abt anyone if you like it odds are it will suck you in and never let go (ihave unfortunately been trapped here for 5 years) and if you don’t like it you will probably Really not like it. it’s definitely a series you need to suspend your disbelief for and is absolutely by NO means “unproblematic” although i don’t think the latter will really be an issue for you given what i know of like. every tv show you post abt but anyway. but the passion and hope and desperation and second chances and sense of selfhood absolutely bleed into the pages and it is utterly intoxicating. also obligatory “please please please check the trigger warnings if that could be a problem for you” bc it has a great many. also also followup question on a scale of one to ten how bad would it be for me personally to watch iwtv for the first time this summer

#claudia unfortunately has me in her clutches i simply must learn more abt her… even lestat and louis and that other guy whose name i can’t #remember rn but starts w an A lately the posts ive been seeing abt them have me 👀#personal #ask #emma #officialjimmybuffett #ive been eyeing my aftg set myself for a reread since finishing tsc so we might even end up reading it at the same time!#<- tsc as in recent spinoff not as in shadowhunter chronicles #oh also quick note i remember finding pretty much. everyone kind of insufferable in the first book my first time reading LOL so you might #have to bear w it a minute #or well i don’t remember anymore if i Personally found them insufferable or if there was just a vibe of ‘wow these characters are kind of #insufferable like objectively’ but either way. watch out! 🔫 they’re all assholes <3 and not always endearingly #okay done rambling now

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otaku553 · 2 years ago

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Oc aged up? Redesign? Doodle

#goal was to make him 2x as unlikeable than before lmao #I think story bits are putting themselves together #older cot is now in a position of leadership #Vv left the team or retired for reasons after a big fight #during which xieran lost an eye and all of them got traumatized #cot grapples with the feeling of betrayal from Vv leaving them but also understanding of their reasons and cot’s own desire to retire #cot doesn’t like playing by the rule book anymore and actively goes out of their way to make things difficult for everyone besides xieran #ie getting paperwork done on time and then hiding it so the people who need it can’t find it or have to go to extreme lengths to find it #stops caring altogether for the organization which they work for #maybe even has several contingencies or leverage to bring the organization down to its knees #and instead of using it just dangles it over their head for the amusement of their grappling and vulnerability #their own petty revenge for what he perceives as the organization forcing his closest friend to break under pressure and leave #he also knows fully well that bringing down the organization would be forcing the several hundreds under their employment into poverty #which he doesn’t do mostly because xieran still exists as a voice of reason for them #probably feels some amount of guilt for being the only unharmed out of the battle that injured xieran and pushed Vv to retirement #after all their role is never at the front line. at the best they are a distance attacker #because they insist on bringing a gun to a sword fight

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butnotbubblegum · 6 months ago

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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.

#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea #like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit #and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble #and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal #and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die #and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide #like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif #like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat #is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself #is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills #feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing #actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub #i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local #and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id #if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like #such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just #is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state #by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about #living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the #urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends #and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so #fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i #hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever #bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc #everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m #father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop #i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak

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not-bluejay · 1 month ago

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guys i’m totally and completely fine with the fact that no one ever cares about me as much as i care about them ^U^ <- lying

#i just kind of lost my friend group #there wasn’t a fight or anything i think they just drifted away from me #or maybe i drifted away from them #i don’t really know what happened but none of them message me anymore #i realized that i only talked to them if i started the conversations #so i just stopped starting them #it sucks because for a while i thought i had a best friend (which i haven’t had since i was really little or maybe ever)#but i think i was just doing the thing i do where i idolize someone for a while and see them as perfect #and now i’m trying to make new friends and it’s not going terrible #but i can’t help but feel like this is cyclical and it’s gonna happen again #and eventually i’ll run out of people willing to put up with me #and i’ll never find someone who cares enough to stay #and even if i do i’ll push them away because i don’t believe them when they say they care about me #i’m so jealous when i read about or see good friends because i want that so bad #but i don’t know if that’s ever going to be something i get to have #anyways that’s where im at rn #sorry for the vent lol #barking into the void

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ssruis · 7 months ago

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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.

#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad #I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left #and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them #so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop #factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as #well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before #when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac #(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run #several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at #some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover #purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are #exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home #now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment #mine #oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.

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persephoneflouwers · 3 months ago

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https://www.tumblr.com/seasurfacefullofclouds1/765003931228209152/i-think-over-the-years-some-of-the-most-vicious?source=share

and the way i think those demons are just about to double down on louis. they lost one target, the hate is still the same

Only replying to this ask from that blog link because:

1. They got me blocked and I know they said harmful, offensive things about me several times by now, so high chances are I don’t agree with anything they have been saying.

2. They’re a solo stan. I’m sure at some point that have said stupid shit and hated on Liam (just search for Liam in the search bar and you’ll find out something exactly like I did).

3. People who don’t understand the complexity of drug abuse and addiction don’t really have much to add in any discourse.

4. I would stop going to blogs that are basically always dragging 1D/the other boys to seek validation for your opinions. They’re not validating them, they’re taking this opportunity to hate the other boys and justify the questionable stuff they keep saying.

I’m not mad at you for linking it, obviously you couldn’t know.

#You would think after what happened fan wars would end but no #they don’t and I genuinely cant stand anymore.#Even if I’m angry probably more than this person will ever be #and even if I could shut them up with less words than they use in those posts #I find not necessary to engage with the content they post on their blog #Honestly I don’t care what they have to say especially because they can’t respect people’s dignity as human beings first #and now they try to compensate their actions (calling Liam disgusting for example)#without acknowledging the complexity of the situation.

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isdalinarhot · 6 months ago

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None of the loved ones I know irl are sentimental in any way so it kinda sucks because I’ll think about “ooooh what if Dalinar got super injured and had to get medical attention but sadeas stuck by and was the first human Dalinar sees when he comes to >:)” and then I’ll think “nah Sadeas would never give a shit that much tbh” and then I’ll think “just like my parents pretty much every time I’ve almost died” and then I’ll think “:(“

#my mom finds no significance in graves and hasn’t ever visited her dads grave because of this #and it kind of pisses me off. I want her to visit my grave when im dead. you can’t even bother to. like. put flowers at the headstone of an #immediate family member? fuck off!#it would be really fucking nice if I could have ever visited my grandpa’s grave seeing as he was alive in my lifetime and all #but nooooooooo my mom doesn’t give a shit about the dead unless she’s fantasizing about getting a ghost visit from them :/#what was this post about again #drunkposting #luke.txt #purple dragon jungle juice #this post isn’t fair they cared when I was a baby 15 year old being Almost Dead for the first time and then no other times #I get it im not young and cute anymore so my death isn’t tragic anymore #AT MY GRANDPAS FUNERAL WE DIDNT EVEN GO TO THE ACTUAL BURIAL PART!!!‼︎ I WAS NOT PARTICULARLY CLOSE TO HIM BUT IT STILL MAKES ME MAD

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tchaikovskaya · 9 months ago

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#i committed to working out again (as of like a week ago) which I do sincerely need to do #but even post recovery I like. see muscles move under my skin and I remember what they looked like when they were so developed #and I had zero body fat then lmao. like Back In The Day i would be so thin I could look at this #*those muscles when I was even getting up from a chair.#I could see the contour of their boundaries (?) and even my ligaments/tendons sometimes. thru my skin. bc I was so thin #and when I look at my legs and arms move forward sometimes that’s all I can #think about. ‘u used to be able to see that move under ur skin but u can’t now bc there’s too much fat in the way’#I should be talking about this with a therapist I guess but I hate all of them and I don’t have a billion dollars and a whole decade to spen #*spend finding The Right One who is a good fit and is trained in this stuff specifically and can actually help me #idk what I’m even saying here anymore whatever I’m just…. ugh fuck.

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housewifebuck · 10 months ago

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Who up and wanna take me out back and shoot me rn

#anybody else having like the worst fucking night of all time or just me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m at the end of my rope !!!#I can’t take this shit anymore!!! (continues to take it)#first I go to help someone give her cat it’s FIP treatment and got bit like 14 times and then I went to the ER #and then it was super crowded and I felt like I was overreacting so I left #even tho I know I wasn’t lol I have enough experience with this shit to know this is bad #and then coming home I almost got in a fucking head on collision #and then got a message about a dead cat someone had hit and left on the side of the road #so I had to go get it and take it 20 minutes away to the emergency vet to be cremated #and the cat had clearly been recently pregnant which means there are kittens somewhere dying without her #so I’m gonna have to go back tomorrow and try to find them if they’re still alive #which means I’m gonna have to deal with the homeowners #fuck!!!!!!!#and that’s IF I’m not back in the ER in the morning if these bites get infected #like her teeth hit the bone in my finger lol #I might um. kill myself. idk #personal

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ziggy-stardust-is-in-love · 6 months ago

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Are you going to the Saviors tour?

🤤 YES I AM AUGUST NINE ILL BE IN PHILLIE BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IM SO EXCITED although ngl I’ve been listening less to Green Day the past few days with makes me nauseous bc I hate losing interest in things BUT I STILL LOVE THEM AND IM SO EXCITED

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swordmaid · 1 month ago

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usually his ratty cloak is covering it up but he wears the drow poison she gives him as necklace hehe

#I make him start wearing it after the act 2 romance since in my hc in her own romance scene #she will be giving that 🫶#lowkey the shape is giving butt plug. well. whatever he’s into i guess #also I hc the chain for that actually breaks like in cazador’s fight or something then he just gets it replaced #but he’s particularly careful about that vial bc she picked that up when they were in the underdark in act 1 #and the vial is of drow design so . pretty uncommon in the surface and it’s one of the things she cherishes since she can’t go home anymore #so the chain can be replaced but the vial can not. even if he finds one similar it’s not the same so I like the idea he’s careful with #it hehe 🤭🥳 that hc is specific to spawn astarion tho. ascended or pre act 3 romance idt he’s as careful #and do hc shri’iia has her little bag filled with underdark stuff she got from act 1 and it’s like just useless trinkets or mushrooms #or even the withered sussur blooms but she keeps it with her and rifles through them when she’s homesick 😔🫶 and now in the surface she #collects drow related items. and when he goes in his trips to the underdark coven post bg3 he always makes sure to bring something back for #her 😔🫶#shut up about bg3.

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