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on a scale of one to ten how bad would it be for me personally to read all of aftg for the first time this summer (i’m going to do it anyways)
OOOHOHO going to go with 10 bc i think the answer would be a 10 for just abt anyone if you like it odds are it will suck you in and never let go (ihave unfortunately been trapped here for 5 years) and if you don’t like it you will probably Really not like it. it’s definitely a series you need to suspend your disbelief for and is absolutely by NO means “unproblematic” although i don’t think the latter will really be an issue for you given what i know of like. every tv show you post abt but anyway. but the passion and hope and desperation and second chances and sense of selfhood absolutely bleed into the pages and it is utterly intoxicating. also obligatory “please please please check the trigger warnings if that could be a problem for you” bc it has a great many. also also followup question on a scale of one to ten how bad would it be for me personally to watch iwtv for the first time this summer
#claudia unfortunately has me in her clutches i simply must learn more abt her… even lestat and louis and that other guy whose name i can’t#remember rn but starts w an A lately the posts ive been seeing abt them have me 👀#personal#ask#emma#officialjimmybuffett#ive been eyeing my aftg set myself for a reread since finishing tsc so we might even end up reading it at the same time!#<- tsc as in recent spinoff not as in shadowhunter chronicles#oh also quick note i remember finding pretty much. everyone kind of insufferable in the first book my first time reading LOL so you might#have to bear w it a minute#or well i don’t remember anymore if i Personally found them insufferable or if there was just a vibe of ‘wow these characters are kind of#insufferable like objectively’ but either way. watch out! 🔫 they’re all assholes <3 and not always endearingly#okay done rambling now
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Thinking about DP x DC Jason Todd being a revenant again. Here's my scenario. Jason gets called that by some ghost. He's like "what the fuck is that supposed to mean?" He's heard the term before but he doesn't know any actual lore. He googles it. He scrolls past the Leonardo DiCaprio bear movie. He opens the wiki. Sees the words "animated corpse" and gets a chill diwn his spine. He starts reading the first section.

He closes Wikipedia.
That night he has a nightmare that his family buried him, again, this time with precautions. He wakes up in his own grave, full of stones, too heavy to move, to scream.
#CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS#like reading this section in the context of jason is SO HORRIFYING#the idea of someone knowing it was possible for him to come back. to wake up down there. and wanting to keep him there#stay dead. we want you dead. you're too troublesome alive. you're meant to be down there.#so anyways. jason internalizing all this shit and feeling uncomfortable in his own body because he's thinking of it as a corpse#and of himself as haunting a place he doesn't belong#and then meeting danny and danny says 'wow you're a revenant aren't you! The dead so restless they can't bear to stay in their graves'#and he smiles. 'You're amazing. Your will is so strong'#and the Ghost King tells Jason 'You're alive but that doesn't mean you aren't one of mine. I will come for you'#and batman says 'we will keep you safe from that entity and his threats. you don't belong to him'#and jason says 'he didn't mean i was his possession. he said i was his responsibility. he said he would help me if i ever needed him'#and bruce sees the faraway look in his son's eyes and doesn't know what to say#okay I'm done#for now#dp x dc#dpxdc#revenant jason todd#danny phantom#dc#batfam#jason todd#my rambles#my writing
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END OF CHAPTER ONE
FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 65-72)
* Time to put this puzzle together.
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#long post#SO SORRY FOR THE POST BEING SO LONG BUT I NEEDED THE DRAMA AND YOU GUYS BEING LIKE#“why is it still going.....”#hehe#JOKES ON YOU! I LIED! THESE ARE 8 PAGES NOT 6!!!#yippiee#YOU GOT EVEN MORE#OKAY NOW#To address everything!!!#“time travel? Really?”#YES REALLY#HAVE YOU ALL SEEN WHAT SANS SAYS IN HIS BATTLE#“our reports” “timelines jumping left and right” “an anomaly in the time-space continuum” HE KNOWS ABOUT THAT STUFF#HE RESEARCHED THAT STUFF#HE HAS A SECRET CODEWORD READY IN CASE HE FINDS A TIME TRAVELER WHY WOULD HE HAVE THAT???#Alphys has researched alternate universes too(which are usually related to alternate timelines)#okay enough of me rambling#I told u guys I made a mess to make the undertale timeline make sense lol#ANYWAYYSS#SIGH finally done with chapter one#IT WAS 52 PAGES LONG!!!!#So many things happened here#PAPYRUS AND FLOWEY ARE BACK!!!!#see you all again soon with chapter TWO#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#papyrus is gaster#undertale#gaster
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There’s nothing wrong with wanting unconditional love from your f/o, there’s nothing wrong with being ‘the exception’ there’s nothing wrong with making ur self ship super lovey dovey- there is nothing wrong with making your f/o love you in the way you want to be loved!!!!! It’s your ship do whatever you want
proship/variants + neutrals and RPF DNI
#saw a post that pissed me off lmao#not to ramble but I struggled with low self esteem for. most of my life#part of the reason I’m able to be more confident now and less. anxiously attached is BECAUSE I used my selfship to cope this way#imagining my latest fixation being obsessed with me#worshiping the ground I walked on. being hopelessly in love with me#this how I was able to build myself back up and recognize the kind of love I deserved for myself !!!#I know people don’t really like to be reminded of this but your f/os aren’t real#they can feel however you want them to feel. and if you want them to be so in love with you it’s all they can think about SO BE IT!!!#you deserve to imagine a character who’s never upset with you. who would destroy a city for you. you deserve to be loved unashamedly!!!!!!#make your selfship how ever you want#so sick of ppl in this community complaining about how others selfship UGH#okay I’m done#selfship#self ship#self ship positivity#self shipping#self shipping community#selfshipping#self ship blog#yumeship#safeship#safe shipping#f/o community#fictional other#f/o positivity#♡.txt
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actually no i’m not done. if you’re going to use bucktommy breaking up as an excuse to be biphobic and call it “the end of bi buck” then please do me a favour and unfollow me. block me. i’m not doing this. not when a character i’ve seen so much of myself in for so long is canonically bisexual. i really don’t care if you see this as dramatic. it took me too long to get comfortable in my own skin to have people invalidate someone’s bisexuality if they choose to date the opposite gender for a while. i’m bi. i’ve dated men and women. was i not bi when i was dating a man?
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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!
#drawing#art#digital#comic#sanders sides#roman sanders#virgil sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#creativitwins#platonic dukeceit#platonic prinxiety#ts roman#ts remus#ts janus#ts virgil#lbau#okay now that this is done RAMBLE TIME. THIS IS FROM MY HUMAN AU AGAIN :D#long story short‚ the dark sides were friends from ages 7 to 14-15 until virgil up and left without a word and pretended not to know them#i posted a relationship chart a while back with a before and an after. welcome to the before part!#they haven't seen each other in about 4-5 years‚ virgil is terrified of them‚ and roman is about to be very confused.#ignore how bad this looks i started it on MS Paint before i realised i actually wanted to do something good#also: thats more personal but im actually kinda proud of myself for posting something that even i see as a bit cringe#it's a college AU with a very cliché and dramatic re-meeting‚ it's almost embarrassing to post? but oh well#my head's been full of that AU in particular and i do want it to stay a daydream thing only but consider this a little treat for myself#also 1) remus' outfit is a bitch to color so cloak it is; 2) im giving roman Thomas' fashion style; 3) i really like how janus looks here
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the thing is that if comments/kudos/engagement are "payment" for authors' "free" work, aka if fandom is transactional, then readers are in fact "paying" for something. and if readers are "paying" for something then fic is a product, and if you are "paying" for a "product" you are in fact - generally speaking - entitled to make some basic demands regarding said "product." what that looks like is gonna be different from reader to reader but we have spent years upon years arguing, rightly so, that people are not entitled to updates, or completed fics, or to offer unsolicited criticism, or fics going the way they want them to, or that authors shouldn't have the right to delete their stuff, etc etc. etc. and that entire argument crumbles the moment you turn this into a transaction and it's just no wonder (if no less goddamn obnoxious) that readers' entitlement is skyrocketing when they are treated like fucking customers. like. turning this into an us vs them seller vs customer thing is, aside from entirely ignorant of the fact that writers most often are readers themselves, the most horrific thing happening to fandom. stop turning this into a fucking free market under the guise of community. i swear to fucking god
#*mine#mona rambles#i said i was done with this entire discussion but people make me so tired oh my god#on fandom#comment discourse#before someone gets on my dick. i am Not saying the entitlement of readers is justified or the fault of people who'd like some Actual Commu#*Community#i'm saying that if you write guilt-trippy thesis statements about how you're owed comments as payment then maybe you need to kill#the capitalist inside your head.#okay now I'm done. for the time being
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THIS THING IS SCUUUFFED AS HELL & ITS ALSO THE BEST THING I HAVE ANIMATED THUS FAR. IM SO IN LOVE WITH EMIZEL. JUST WISH I GAVE HIM MORE STUPID TATTOOS. NEXT TIME THO. NEXT TIME. I ALSO LOVE VEX&VIV SOOOO MUCH. charlies flavor of Deranged is my FAVORITE!!
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#THE SQUIRMING IMAGE#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#ACTULY FINISHED THIS A WHILE AGO. kept going back n forth between trying to work on it more or call it done#in the end i chose DONE!! i worked on this for a full day n a half. NO idea what possesed me but it is NOT happenin again anytime soon#i shall do better NEXT TIME!! in the meantime tho OH MY GOOOOOD WHO WANTS TO SCREAM ABT THE SUCKENING WITH ME#THE FUCKINNN THE FUCKIN THING WITH VEX N VIV BEING THE SHADOW LEADERS OF THE FANGS/DEMONS#OH MMYY GOOOODDD THATS THEIR LIL MEAT GENERATOR... THTS SO FUCKED UP AND COOL UUUGHHH I LOVE THEM...#THEIR FLAVORE IS SO WONDERFUL. I LOOOVE HOW SILLY THEY ARE. MAKING PUNS WHILE PULLIN A SCREAMING VICTIM APART#vex n his lil fashiony art workshop and viv n her sterile n clean doctors office#i bet she doesnt even HAVE a medical liscense. it would be funny if vex did tho. could u imagine#they main MEDIC in tf2 together. viv is the battlemedic while vex only pocket medics for her. COULD U IMAGINE#guh i could go on abt these two forever n ever n ever i LOVE THEMM i gotta draw em more....#OH ALSO before i run outa room. i should say. i took inspiration from a tf2 animation called POOTIS ENGAGED#the animator. Ceno0. uses black bars in the action sequences in SUCH A COOL WAYYY everytime i watch that video i feel inspired#oneday ill make more complex fight scenes... one day....#in the meantime UGHHH I LOVE THE SUCKENING SO MUUUCH CAN I JUST FUCKIN SAAAYY THAT I THINK EMIZEL IS A SMART COOKIE!!#THESE PPL FUCKING FEAR HIM NOW!!! 'SHAMIA SHAMI' IS NOW THEIR MORTAL ENEMY!! POWERFUL ILLUSIONIST. CANT DIE.#THAT PART AT THE END THERE WHERE HE FUCKIN. KILLS HIMSELF INFRONTA THEM. THATS SO AWESOME. THATS SO METAL. AND THEN HE COMES BACK!!#I WATCHED EP 7 ASWELL BUT I WONT SPOIL IT HERE. BUT OMYGOD. EMIZEL IS SO COOL AND CAPABLE N SMART N FUNNY N UGHHHHHH I LOVE HIMMMMM#OKAY THATS MY RAMBLE FOR THE DAY THANKYOU FOR READING. I READ ALL TAGS SO YOU SHOULD RAMBLE TOO. IF YOU WANT. IF YOU CAN.
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To understand Obi-Wan, you have to understand that his reputation of being demure or a bitch are not mutually exclusive. In fact, I would say you can't have Obi-Wan without at least a little of both.
Obi-Wan is someone who always has a remark on the tip of his tongue. It's just his instinctual first reaction. Always some quip or bite of sarcasm. But the thing is, he knows when to rein it in. He knows when his choice words are appropriate and when they're not. And if he feels particularly compelled to be bitchy when he can't, he'll phrase things in a way that will be scathing without the target ever realizing what hit them.
He's known as the negotiator. He knows his way around words. Now, it's my understanding that we so rarely see him utilizing this particular skill set in canon because that's not what the story was ever about. It's demonstrated in other ways. How he's regal and more reserved amongst figures of respect to downright maliciously petty while facing foes like the Sith.
Take Anakin's perception of Obi-Wan. He sees Obi-Wan as a perfect, stuck-up, unflappable Jedi. This competes with the fact that Obi-Wan is particularly catty and playful with Anakin and routinely chides him for behaviors... yet does many of the same himself. He's far from perfect but obviously wants Anakin to know what's best and do better than him.
Anakin has this perception of Obi-Wan (not only because it seems he's never good enough for him) because it's how he perceives Obi-Wan's station in the world based on how Obi-Wan is treated by others.
To really get into Obi-Wan, one must talk about how his self worth issues constantly war his ego. Constantly building himself up only to tear himself down again. Going around saying Sith Lords are his specialty (having never actually defeated one lmao) yet finding himself shocked and deeply honored when Mace calls him the master of soresu.
His moments of grandeur are sharply transposed by his feelings of insignificancy and inadequacy.
He's a complex, multifaceted, hypocritical human being like any. He's elegant and bitchy and yes, at times a sopping wet cat.
He's all these things because he's Obi-Wan
#also should be noted that we usually don't see Obi-Wan at his baseline#he's in high stress situations where he's bound to dial things up to 100 and frantically jump to whatever works#ALSO also should be noted that when it comes to a difference of morals he always feels he's in the right and therefore will get combative#okay I'm done speaking for now#lasagna rambles#obi wan kenobi#character meta
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in case you are in the mood to feel devastated here’s an alternate way of viewing charles’ response to edwin’s confession:
we know that charles kinda puts edwin on a pedestal- yes they are partners but there is a bit of a hierarchy between them. charles just looks up to and admires edwin in so many ways while constantly looking down on and being really hard on himself. he puts on his big happy persona because he thinks that people wouldn’t like him if they actually got to know him.
so when edwin confesses, it’s like a blow to him. he took his charming persona too far and went and tricked the most important person in the world into thinking he was worthy of love. and it’s worse because he does love edwin in that way, which is exactly why he can’t let him know that. charles still believes that he is like his dad, and he saw exactly what his parents’ relationship did to his mother.
he thinks that loving edwin in the way that he wants to would only cause more pain to this boy who has already been through far more than he deserves. so he blinks back his tears, attempts the same charming smile he’s used all these years, and dishes out the gentlest non-rejection in the history of forever
#i don’t really think this is what happened but my brain just loves to add an extra sprinkle of angst to everything#but honestly the more that i study that scene the more i think this is a possibility#at least to some extent#like specifically his facial reactions after edwin says he’s in love with him#he looks panicked and devastated#almost like it was something he thought about before and was afraid of it happening#and then he cracks his little joke to downplay it because he isn’t ready to accept that what’s really happening#because he already had to watch edwin get dragged away before he could step in to protect him and now this#his two worst nightmares became reality in hell#anyways i do think he’s just oblivious and will figure it out in season 2#but i just wanted to ramble#i do think a lot of the reason why he has to figure things out is because he’s afraid he’s a bad person#so it’s more him figuring out if he’s good enough to love edwin rather than if he actually does#okay i’m done yapping for now#dead boy detectives#payneland#charles rowland
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Never gonna get over the way Garmadon’s colour (purple) is directly across from Misako (lime green), Lloyd (green), and Wu (yellow/gold).

This is called Analogous complimentary colours (yes i got that from that colour theory drawing with the anime style cubes.)
I have no idea if this was done on purpose by the ninjago character designers but this is GENIUS.
The colour directly across from purple is a lime-ish green, Misako’s colour. Garmadon and Misako were the two with the least fights overall, and Misako was one of the people who helped Garmadon handle the desire to be evil the easiest. His genuine love for her helped him for a long time.
Wu and Lloyd being right next to Misako (the side complimentary colours i believe) shows how deeply he loves them too, how much they also helped with the venom in his blood, yet they were the two he was forced to hurt the most. Wu spent years trying to help Garmadon and praying that the venom wouldn’t take control, and he never wanted to fight his own brother, especially with the guilt he already felt.
Lloyd never wanted to fight his own father, but his destiny and morals pushed him to do so. He did his best on both healing and trying to keep his dad alive, and still he is forced to fight him.
Misako isn’t actively in Garmadon’s path to evil like how Wu and Lloyd were and are, making it so Garmadon was forced to feel more resentment for the two due to the corruption and was forced to fight them more often. This shows how harmonious his relationships were and could’ve been but were affected by the roles they were each forced to play.
This could also show how they stand at two separate sides straight from when they were born, how destiny made it that Garmadon would forever struggle with standing side by side with the ones he loved the most.
This is so badly written but i wanted more people to know what i realised mid drawing Garmadon.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lloyd ninjago#lloyd garmadon#misako ninjago#misako montgomery garmadon#wu ninjago#sensei wu#garmadon ninjago#ninjago garmadon#asrikals dumb rambles#now if we want more dumb colour anaysis#morro and kais colours (the two characters who are arguably the most liek garmadon) are called the triadic scheme or whatever in colour the#-ory omg the workd limit. basically that means theyre a balanced set of colors that equally#each POP OUT FROM EACHOTHER which could show hiw despite how they’re complimenting each other theyre still incredibly different to one#another and thats what pushed them ti becoming whi they are#theyre equal distances away from each other and equally simialr yet different#and finally harumis pink is right next ti garmadon and right between them two#is the overlords lighter purple (magenta maybe??)#okay im done
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABO!!!
Sabo Week Day 7 - Sabo Day
i'm so so so glad to be able to celebrate my specialest little guy properly this year!! i care about him immensely, maybe even too much. he's got me in a grip for sure.
if i was a bit more confident in my phrasing and wording skills i would turn this post into a proper, cringy lovemail, but thankfully for you, i am not, so i'll let my own existence be the testament of my love for him instead.
#god im so happy im stimming so so hard#ive been waiting for this day since. last year basically#i can't believe this is my second year celebrating sabo's birthday... what the hell...#anyway back to me imploding bc of this stupid blonde idiot#im covering him in kisses#m hugging him so tightly he stops breathing#he deserves the worllddddddd#sabo week#sabo week 2025#revolutionary sabo#flame emperor sabo#sabo#sabo one piece#i cant wait to see all the other art for him.. im gonna eat so well...#im really sorry i couldn't offer anything of better quality myself but sadly. no time nor ability to do so#also fun fact about my sabo week scribbles: they were all supposed to have a light blue/sky bg bc of a theme i was trying to follow-#-in my head but then day 1 and 5 happened and i liked those new concepts more so. eventually there wasn't a theme anymore#and now all these sky and blue backgrounds look very repetitive but initially they were supposed to be a collection... a family if you will#okay im done rambling#HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WOULD KILL FOR YOU#fool scribbles#< almost forgot my own tag😭😭😭#cw capslock
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OKAY question
i wanna reread choices and edit it but i can never make myself do it cause im like "ugh wow so long i simply cannot"
but also, every time i do reread parts of it i have like *thoughts* like SO many thoughts about it and about what i was thinking at the time and how that has or hasn't changed and what i was trying to do and what i love and what i hate and blah blah blah
SO the question: if i did like a lil read-a-long with soph thing, would anyone be interested? like maybe in the form of small podcast episodes where i discuss the chapters as i edit them and you guys can like tell me the different stuff you want me to talk about etc etc and then i will have the motivation to actually do this and also somewhere to dump all of my *thoughts*
or is that like, a stupid idea that no one asked for? i cannot decide whether this is leaning more on the fun cute side or the annoying keep this to yourself side, Y'KNOW????? so i ask
#like in theory i could do this on tiktok like a normal person#but tiktok terrifies me and i don't wanna#or i could just write posts about it#but i feel like that is going to be infinitely less fun to me than just like#going on lil rants#like extended public voice notes#but again maybe a horrible idea idk#sometimes i just WANT to talk about it like in depth because im a nerd#and i wanna love it again#okay sorry im done now#soph rambles#choices
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE VERY SPECIAL HAJIME HINATA !!!!!! new year's kisses for the birthday boy :)
#martzipan#hajime hinata#chiaki nanami#nagito komaeda#komahinanami#komahina#hinanami#ok that's all the tags. ERMMM TEEHEE !!! i had fun with this one#which kinda surprises me. bc it's been a while since i've drawn#but. kmhnnm reigns supreme in my head always and forever. my little muses#you can tell i had no clue what typa outfit to put kmda in. but it's ok i got to show off the neck so it's fine <3#there's one specific detail in here that i really enjoyed adding. and i'm curious to see if anyone will notice it#if not it's a treat for me but. potential game for the keen viewers out there#OKAY i'm done rambling now. gonna go do some cooldowns and then Go To Bed bc i have just barely managed to evade a headache#happy new year folks <3
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#not the proudest of this but it works ig#i didn’t draw the computer by the way it’s an asset i found on ibispaint rip 💔#now time to ramble#i made this ambiguous about who’s talking#Timekeeper or Nar#because it can apply to both of them in a way#i mean i made it with one character in mind#but it can be perceived different ways#could timekeeper feel bad for what he’s going to do/what he’s done?#does nar feel terrible for subjecting stanley to torture for years?#who knows totally not me#totally not#tsp#the stanley parable#tspud#tsp au#unwanted guest au#tsp unwanted guest au#ACTUALLY OKAY ART COMING SOON RIP HORSE 2025
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college fiddauthor but they’re women… do you see my vision
#gravity falls#my art#fiddauthor#if they were women i think now ford not only has a weird complex about her hands but also about being a woman in stem#she’s like the reason i don’t socialize is because i have to focus on proving the world wrong about the intellect of a woman.#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#also it’s important to me that they’re names don’t change#neither of their names are first names that exist lmao#that first quote is from blink twice btw#if fidd was a woman she’d be like if heather from blink twice was secretly a genius#okay i’m done rambling sorry
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