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(Spoilers for The Locked Tomb, esp Nona the Ninth)
I know a lot of folks were meh on the storyline with Nona and the schoolkids, and felt it didn’t really progress the plot much.
But I think that they might actually be the most important factor in the end. They were the purest, most human connections Nona had. And now that she has returned to being Alecto, that is vital. She is angry, she has been hurt and betrayed. House belief is that she will end Jod and the world. And maybe she would.
But you can’t take loved away.
And it is stated over and over that Nona loves those kids. Those scrappy, coarse, rough little survivors. And Noodle.
And its no mere chance that they are literal children. They are humanity’s future. And I think that love is what will be the deciding factor for Alecto. She won’t want to destroy them. She will want a better future for them. And Harrow will follow her in that goal. She will have found her true god, like Anastasia before her. And they will be what finally truly saves humanity.
Because you can’t take loved away. And Nona/Alecto loves those kids.
#the locked tomb#the locked tomb spoilers#*ben wyatt meme* Its about the relationships#took me a while to figure why there was such focus on the school stuff#but in looking forward to what has been set up#i can see why it was vital#nonas little homelife and her schoolfriends#show her the side of humanity alecto would have never seen with jod#she played with children and dogs#she had her hair braided and family breakfast#she swam in the sea with the jellyfish#and those things are all worth saving#nona the ninth#alecto the first
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I had this AU archived off my accounts for a few years, but I'm thinking about it a lot more these days so I'm digging it up for sketches.
This is Kudari from Codebreaker, functionally the starting antagonist for the story when Emmet accidentally collides with him and takes parts of his body.
For a little debrief, the main idea of Codebreaker is that Emmet discovers that he exists in a false reality, and that there is a parallel plane where all of the instructions for his reality exist. He finds his way to this plane by accident after walking back from another lonely day at work, and is hellbent on learning how to manipulate it in the hopes that he can recover Ingo with that knowledge. Kudari is his own set of instructions, who he partly dismantles, allowing him to actually interact with the code. This leaves a hollowed out shell that starts trying to find his own way to get his body back from Emmet.
I'd been thinking about the Beta Submas leaks which lead me to sketching him again. Here's the first rough warmup sketch I did with a fight between him and Emmet.
From there I just started reworking his old design to be worse 💀
Let me know if you guys want more of this freak, he's honestly really fun to sketch.
#submas#submas au#au#emmet#subway master emmet#emmet pokemon#kudari#tw body horror#The armband says“ 駅長”‚ Station Master#If you're wondering about the ribs and spine‚ when Emmet first ran into Kudari it initiated a battle that he couldn't fight in#his pokeballs went dead and the mechanism couldn't open‚ and since Kudari was only speaking the scripted lines and not acknowledging him#he panicked and hit him across the face to disengage#When he fell motionless to the floor‚ he went to go check his vitals/run cpr but every touch was making him dissolve so he freaked out#and ran out of the subway‚ leaving Kudari without a good chunk of his body#Since his instructions were scrambled‚ Emmet gained the ability to see and modify code using Kudari's eyes and mouth#Kudari gained free will‚ no longer having every action decided for him‚ which was immediately exercised to hunt down Emmet for his body#There's more but if it wasn't apparent I'm not a fan of talking about this story 💀 it had several comics and information posts planned#but none were released after the initial 2. There's more rat lore behind why I shut it down but maybe another time#If you want to see this AU‚ the old posts are available on instagram. It's outdated and not great‚ but it can give some background
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Frank! fantasy flavor!
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i really wanted to blend that monk-class inspiration w/ Frank's personal vibe... i like to think that i Succeeded!
i turned his tie into a sort of brooch since, yk. bowties aren't all that Fantastical. they miss the style. also i think they'd be more comfortable with something smaller since he's very active and needs a wide range of maneuverability
i bet Eddie or someone wheedled them into adding the leather shoulder pauldrons - leather to keep it a bit more flexy, and also. it just looks Cool!
figuring out what would replace his vest was tough. i didn't want them to be entirely unprotected, but i couldn't give him straight armor. though i will admit! a sort of tight-fitting crop top was Considered! but i landed on a gambeson vest as the best fit - comfortable, flexible, a Vest, while providing some level of protection! also, gambesons are quilted, which fits Frank's diamond-checkered vest!
ive already mentioned that one of my favorite outfit things is Flowy Pants Tucked Into Boots, so... that choice wasn't very character driven. except the boots are a tall ankle wrap - for that extra stability and strength! their shoes are pretty flexible and are only a few steps away from being slippers.
and the half-skirt - open skirt? - thing (still don't know what its called) is purely some self indulgence. i think Frank looks great in skirts!! also imagining him Throwing Down w/ the added flair of the skirt... damn. it'd probably help confuse enemies too - what're they gonna do next? who knows! the skirt is in the way and adding extra Movement!
i like to think that his knife is either in a sheath attached to the back of the belt, or they have it on their thigh (under the skirt) like Wally's bag. he probably never uses it... punching is the way to go for Frank methinks. it's probably reserved for cutting ropes and fruit
speaking of punching.... wrist wraps! inspired by boxing gauze! pads his knuckles, keeps his wrist compressed, its the best choice for physical combat. though the wrapped knuckles probably always have blood showing through anyway... or no yeah it's mostly other people's blood...
as for scars - Frank probably has quite the collection! i imagine that they've been picking fights since a young age, and in such a dangerous world he probably got hit a Lot until they learned how to hit back. and hit back Well. still, i wanted to give him a cool face scar with a very lame backstory - a book with a crisp, sharp spine corner fell off a high shelf and bonked them in the face at juuuust the right angle <3 he probably stays very fucking quiet about it which makes everyone think there's some intense traumatic backstory behind it. there isn't. Frank's just embarrassed.
closing note: i imagine that Frank has zero magic. literally none. cannot wield it for shit cannot utilize it. he's just like Howdy fr
#im Very happy with this outfit ngl#they probably know a bunch of different fighting styles...#and then stitches them all together into a Frankenstyle#get it? frankenstein's monster + frank + style - yeah yeah i know im hilarious#he probably stresses everyone tf out with how gung-ho they are in a fight Without Much Protection#like yeah gambesons can cushion blows and depending on the quality can lessen or even stop arrows / stabs#but frank's is a Vest. yeah it covers his vital organ area but like. their face? arms? legs? its free target practice#everytime eddie sees frank throw himself at an enemy w/ magic or Much Bigger Than Frank#he has about 100 heart attacks#catch him sprinting to cover's franks ass. they need it#frank Will look at someone way above his pay grade and go 'yeah i can take em'#(and that's why they consistently end up under poppy's healing wing)#julie unfortunately is on the same bullshit as frank#so if frank takes on someone he cant handle - so will she. without blinking!#though when she (or anyone else) tries it that's when frank goes 'are you crazy?! dont fight them they'll kill you'#frank has common sense when it comes to other people <3 not themself <3#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#ah yes and the tiny knife... the glorified cheese knife...#even sally has a nice dagger and she's got some Powerful magic on her side#meanwhile frank is bringing fists to a gunfight smh#tryin ta think of a backstory for him for this au...#im thinking... he was either an orphan or his parents straight up Ditched him as a kid...#and he was taken in by a... fuck im missing the word. monastery? or something?#whatever it was it was run by somewhat spiritual people that raised & trained highly skilled/disciplined fighters#with the intent of 'you will fight for good blah blah blah'#maybe frank would sneak out and thats how he met julie? and he taught her some combat skills maybe...#& then he wound up running away w/ her or somethn#or he completed his training and went out to be a Soldier For Good but wound up following his own path & moral compass... idk
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There's a deep irony in Berserk being so admired by people who really really hate what Berserk is about on an emotional level, but especially when writers want to take influence from it. Because Berserk is very strong thematically, and someone who can't acknowledge subtext is going to whiff on emulating anything good.
#And by that I mean that like many of its influences and descendants the plot is fundamentally driven by toxic gay shit lol#Listen there's just no beating around the bush here: you either understand this type of story is super emotional#That the softness and hope and love for humanity is vital connective tissue between the edgy violent dark setting#And that at its core the queerness is *central*#Or you will just end up creating something toothless and cynical with tokenizing bullshit at best#You cannot make that lightning strike twice if you're too scared to even write that shit as ACTUALLY core to the plot#You don’t have to make your shit gay to be good you just have to understand if your major influence was gay and why#So that you respect subtext and thematic writing and emotional resonance in writing in general#And maybe understand that if you also want credit for pushing the envelope you get where the real standard is#This is one of those things I see in equal measure in dudebro homophobes and supposedly progressive queers#No that wasn't “bait/delusion” it was barely subtext and if you go into writing with that attitude you're going to write shallow shit lol#I genuinely believe when people lament about reading comprehension they're actually talking about willful ignorance#Because willfull ignorance *does* cause a need to deny reality to a point where it warps your ability to understand information#Having difficulty comprehending text from a learning disability or improper teaching#Has fucking nothing on someone whose deliberately trained themselves to rationalize away anything uncomfortable#Tag rant over but this shit really is a plague and you can see it so starkly when it comes to Berserk#An undeniably respectable work from a place many envious little goblins that covet it do not actually respect
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lot of people online are arrow removing experts but apparently not arrow identifying experts because that’s wasn’t even an arrow
#she got shot with a crossbow#it was a bolt#I mean regardless I’m not sure the removal process was correct#but you gotta also take into account she was working with a much smaller and thicker shaft than an arrow#like given the length of the shaft she was working with and the fact that it didn’t seem to be in a vital area or hit an atery#I can at least see an argument for how it was dealt with#like you know the head probably didn’t go all the way through her leg and that’s why Nynaeve had to push the head through#not sure she could have broken the fletching off after that without something to actually cut it because its thicker than arrow#and harder to get a grip on and steady without putting pressure on the injury when snapping it#and ‘oh but she’ll bleed out’ its tv no she won’t#do you want Elayne to meet Rand with an arrow in her leg?#she has to look NICE when meeting her subjects#wot on prime#wot show spoilers#wheel of time
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the amazing, showstopping, incredible @musicallisto enables me daily <3333
for your consideration <3; you may now rest soundly in the knowledge that i am, in all things, correct.
#not kpop#.jpeg#'olive wtf why are you posting f1 here on your kpop account don't you have a sideblog specifically for this?'#and what if i want to merge my two (2) personality traits and what if i think it vital the kpop girlies know i beef with random famous men?#my beef with george russell continues to go on strong and largely unexplained#obviously lance stroll and i don't fuck with each other.#and moving up the tiers; if i knew estie bestie irl and we were in competition i would tear his throat out and thrive off of his failboy#moments. but because he's only on my silly little screen i can also find him funny on occasion#lando is here for reasons more complicated.#that whole row of 'they're here i guess' is very self explanatory#i put valterri there because i didn't know where else to put him but also i find his occasionally Strange behavior fun. weird uncle core.#and if i'm a checo apologist? what then??#fernando is an icon yes yes but very little brainspace is dedicated to him.#max verstappen deserves a category of his own where in i can go: love hate relationship (pos) i see too much of myself in you to hate but#also when i put aside your loser cringe content and your champion energy i feel like we wouldn't be particuarly close if we were to exist i#the same space at the same time#and then the rest of that row is beloved <333 darling <333 zhou can sweetcorn post more that's all i want from you tbh#and top row makes sense i fear? oscar has been promoted whoop whoop.#if i could isolate his personality and put it in a petri dish that would be a wonderful exercise in personality formation thanks
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my roommate is normally not here at this time of day and is just here for some reason and I'm just sitting here like "damn I was really hoping for some time where I'm not just alone in that no one is talking to me but in that no one Can talk to me" like that is vital time. Wednesday is my biggest chunk of it literally all week. Why are you here. I want my ~4 hours of being actually alone. I would even settle for like ~2. Please.
#my post#like normally i do a zoom call and then just like. hang out with full privacy for a little bit#no one being around to even potentially see me is like. vital to my mental health. i require it the same way i need to talk to people#and do absolutely nothing*. Like yeah i can be socially isolated or very busy but they make me weird.#at least every few days i need time when i'm the only person who can be in the room#this is why i start going insane on vacations since i am spending 24hr/day with people.#after about 4 days in ideal conditions where i'm busy and having fun i get antsy. i am not in those conditions. it's been like 48 hrs#can i have even 1 hour to myself please please please#// complaining
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trying to gather my thoughts on unruhe. something about this exchange is so vital to me…about how scully maybe isn’t as natural a seeker as mulder. about how her work as a pathologist is focused on “how” rather than “why”…whereas mulder’s profiling is the inverse. a woman is dead and a man killed her and no amount of probing the inner workings of his psyche, his dreams, his nightmares will remedy that situation. discovering the why doesn’t bring about any deeper sense of justice or peace. because really, no why could ever really explain the mundane horror of a woman’s abduction and murder. if anything, it just more starkly reveals the ugly simplicity of the human capacity for cruelty.
but i also love how later, she leans on the why. she channels mulder and his profiler brain. schnauz even picks up on it (“great. now they got you talking like sigmund freud,” in reference to him calling mulder freud during his interrogation). she asks him why he does it. why her. why this. why did his sister kill herself. why did his father do what he did. part of it’s to keep schnauz talking but it’s also another example of how she reaches for him, even metaphorically, in moments of fear and difficulty.
i also love how this episode, with its themes of unrest and strife and trouble, focuses on scully. mulder is usually the more restless character, always searching and seeking and chasing and moving. but scully is just as, if not maybe even more so. her mother’s remaining daughter. her father’s disappointment. a catholic to her bones, even as she lapses. a woman in a man’s job. who imagines a life to be a husband and kids and big sunday dinners, but who can’t stop following the mad man in the basement. who always insists she’s fine, who locks it all away, who chafes and squirms and explodes in impulsive incendiary bursts. who is always always trying.
there are just some things we don’t or can’t look too deeply into. if god is real, or why the woman in front of us is dead. scully will dig and scrape for proof and explanations for many things, but some interrogations aren’t worth the effort, or the fear of what might be found. some things just are, and they’re too big to move or change or overcome. women die because men kill them. what the hell does it matter?
#the x files#does this say anything at all? you decide.#to me this is especially a specific moment that points out the difference is gender dynamic between mulder and scully#which is not to say that mulder fails to grasp the depth of vulnerability women particularly face - he often does#but there sometimes feels like there’s something a little more…academic? to his approach? as a profiler and an investigator#in the sense of like. seeking out reasons and building out the psyche of the perpetrator even once he’s caught#like there’s a woman lying dead on the road and her killers in custody so why are we talking about dreams and nightmares and psychic photos?#scully as a woman who has experienced gendered violence doesn’t need to go probing because this is how the world is#men kill women because they can.#there is something vital about living in a violent world as a woman that mulder cannot fully understand#idk if i’m articulating my thoughts on this clearly at all#like there’s so much here…the fact that it’s lobotomies…the loss of the mind and sense of self#and scully is or at least likes to think of herself as cerebral so that’s terrifying to contemplate#and then being confronted with how restless she is and refusing to look at it….#also i know at the end she says she sees the value in looking at why monsters do what they do in order to understand them#and ultimately stop them#but i think that still troubles her and#doesn’t come easily to her#IDK i’m just saying stuff ok bye
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Kerry and Cullen for A1?
no, we're not going into "maybe later" territory because they're not into that - not with each other at least 👀
My dear, thank you for this option ;; the height gap gives me life 💛
The Meme
#ask meme#dragon age#hawke#kerry#cullen rutherford#fereldan husbands#ndo sta l'art tag#I really should develop that outfit with the rose theme. I described it with words but I've never drawn it because I'm afraid of failure :'#they'd both have the same background if cullen didn't leave to become a templar#but the west hills airling is a place for wine and spirits hence why the roses#did u know that roses are vital for cultivating grape vines?#I wrote some paragraphs on cullen and roses and how they're a perfect match in terms of symbolism lol#on a surface level we're all roses basically. soft and delicate but with a distinct layer of self defense and stuff like that#on a practical sense tho roses are the sacrifical lamb of agriculture#they're the first line against parasites that come for grapes#they're treated gorgeously and nurtured for then being sacrificed in favor of something more important#that's why you can see rose bushes in vineyards#they're there for a purpose and their purpose is to be shields - or canaries in coal mines <<'#...u already knew I'm not normal about this guy lol#sorry for rambling 🙏
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holy shit i think this past saturday was the first time in TEN ENTIRE MONTHS that i forgot to take my pills for a day
#I'VE NEVER BEEN THAT CONSISTENT BEFORE THAT'S A WILD RECORD#meds reminder app my beloved#i broke my streak BUT DAMN WAS THAT AN IMPRESSIVE STREAK!#and i took my meds yesterday i do know that#so I've only missed a single day since i started these in January#not counting the time my old psychiatrist refused to let me refill my meds in time so i had to take them every other day#bc i didn't want to run out too soon and just Stop Taking Them for a whole week so we did every other day instead#no longer seeing that entire FACILITY bc they were so fucking awful with this shit I just LEFT and my new one is much nicer#that shitty facility was the same one that trapped me in a room bc they didn't bother to make sure wheelchair users can open their doors#and i was in a fucking. windowless room with a heavy steel door and a lot of insulation bc it's supposed to be a private doctor chat room#which is honestly fucking STUPID that I'm expected to show up in person for an appointment#and then they stick me in a room to fucking VIDEO CALL the doctor#like. fucking. THIS COULD HAVE BEEN A FUCKING EMAIL#except replace email with just video call#they didn't need my vitals for anything they didn't need me there physically WHY WAS I STILL FORCED TO COME IN#JUST LET ME VIDEO CALL THE DOCTOR AT HOME LIKE. WHAT THE FUCK#and then they forgot me in the fucking call room and didn't let me out until i had my mom grab me#AND THEN THEY GOT MAD AT MY MOM FOR IT. THEY WERE LIKE 'you could've just called for us' I WAS FUCKING SCREAMING SOBBING#once i move far enough away from that facility to feel safe posting its location#I'm making a PSA post for anyone else in the area#bc holy FUCK that was awful and the fact that THAT'S the facility that our local hospital directs people to is absolutely INSANE
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hate that i have to choose between bylertwt and here if i want to see just a little byler content bc on one hand you got ppl not even believing they’ll be endgame or saying every rainbow in st is a gay byler reference then on the other everyone thinks byler wont be important to the plot at all when mike and will are two very important characters for the next season and are going to team up. i hate it there and here. like there’s no middleground for me anywhere 😭😭 does anyone else feel like this like i guess i have to mute byler on here idk
more in tags goodnight
#believe it or not i STILL can expand on byler theories two years later the more i find out about the show in general#and where they realistically integrate into the s5 plot and i still think them coming together is something vital#im literally just in the middle of the two sides of the byler fandom like i do not belong in either space and im tired of it so#idk i hate a lot of bylers too but like. i can see SO clearly how their relationship will fit into the s5 plot im not saying its everything#but idk why ppl act like its not important#anyways goodnight thats my take bc both sides are annoying#this isnt in ref to a specific post either i’ve been feeling this for a long time lmao#also when i say relationship i mean their entire relationship romance is just a small part of it#ANYWAYS damn#idk i still am very passionate about them BECAUSE of how they fit into the story but it feels like im the last one who thinks that idk 😭😭
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did not write as much as i liked today but i made the playlist for the nanowrimo 2023 project that has a specific order to reflect the tones of the story and that's the closest i get to outlining before a draft so
#idk how to explain this from a I Dont Actually Outline Before Drafting Usually POV but#making playlists with a specific order feels like the first layer to understanding a narrative bc its like i can hear the tone of it unfold#i dont need to know what it will look like on page but i can look at a playlists body#and it feels like i can see the ebbs and flows of the narrative's tone/vibes/etc. the emotional movement#which for the type of stories i write that helps a lot LOL#making playlists that way kind of feels like ive put the story into a heart monitor. its not showing me all the vitals but its showing me#the movement of the story's core#OKAY WAITTT i think the best way to explain it is#i'm a very vibe driven writer but also vibes are very sensory to me#when i make a playlist its not just songs that remind me of the wip its songs that SOUND like the wip to me#i have a very deep sensory relationship to stories + sensory things connect me to the Vibes#and the more familiar i am with the Vibes of a story the easier it is for me to enter the story and then figure out what actually happens#which is why i prefer to discovery write most of the time bc being deep in the story like that#feels like a similar level of immersion that i get from things like playlists#PERSONALLY!#so when i make playlists in a specific order the songs usually group themselves together and it feels like i can hear how the story moves#through those groups without knowing what the events look like yet#playlists and moodboards etc are literally integral to me because stories usually start very abstract/vibey in my brain#rather than a clear idea and i need something more tangible/sensory to flesh it out
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yeah I’m sorry I know I’m not so much about comics at the minute but I just saw the most flop take re jayson and d!ck I’m about read every issue they badly referenced in that shitty post so I can insert panels when I call them an idiot
#‘oh no poor jayson and Brooce the other guy is ruining their relationship by not adding vital context’ I’m sorry was the batarang to the#throat not vital context? did that not address your concern? ooh he doesn’t know the lengths he went for him#why does someone else need to tell him when he can see the response his presence is having#show your care and concern and love and grief to its subject stood in front of you#which is possible without listening to him and killing chuckles but maybe not by acting unaffected and then walloping him maybe#whatever I was gonna go to bed why did I see that now I’m pissed#what a fucking clown honestly if jokes retires tumblr user ********** can take over for him#zh.txt#comics#batstans interact and I start biting
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we NEED to erase the concept that jedidiahs fashion sense would drastically improve were she to transition and dress fem . i think the situation would Improve she would wear outfits that didnt look like she was a nerd in a high school drama more Often yes perhaps accessorize more to make it less bland BUT shed still be rocking the bella swan mormon khaki skirt outfit on a regular basis
#VITALLY important post u see#camp here and there#jedidiah martin#femidiah martin#a khaki skirt can gen be cute hence why i had to clarify the specific genre
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oh my god. i just saw some of my OLD OLD digital art like before i made my art blog and holy fuck. suddenly faith in myself completely restored
#this is why its vital to save your old art like you can get yourself so down and be like wtf am i doing this for im not improving#nothing like seeing something you made 4 years ago to bonk you on the head and make you see sense#ofc im not improving AS fast as i could be bc i dont draw enough but still#now my priority should be to become faster like its absolutely necessary. it already was years ago#i just checked how long it took me to draw my latest post and ill tell you. those two drawings took me 39 FUCKING HOURS#like that is absolutely unacceptable. no 'just go at your own pace' or anything no. that should not happen and i need to fix it#hopefully there is an actionable plan and advice out there ill have to look <3#waah im so sad it seems the steady trickling in of notes has stopped finally. i was so close to getting my first drawing with over 200 notes#im sorry if this is shallow but it is a big deal to me#im so thankful for the notes i did get tho! it is my most well received drawing ever and that makes me happy
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okay instead of complaining further I want to share something useful I've been using lately as I try to work through the food I have before buying new things, this is a site where you can input the ingredients you have and it'll tell you some recipes you can make with it...so good if you're trying to cut back on your spending or you have trouble coming up with meal ideas 👩🏻🍳
#I've been doing my new year declutter and tackling my pantry was so embarrassing bc why did I have 4 nearly empty bags of#vital wheat gluten and 5 boxes of breadcrumbs 🧍🏻♀️#it felt so good to reorganize things so I can more easily see what I have tho. gonna make a list & tape it to the inside of the pantry too
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