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what sounds like a solid name for an in-universe version of a crayfish/crawfish/craydid
#z's abt to go scramble over some rocks to catch dinner#don't worry he's having fun#describing it as a 'miniature lobster crab'#i can only think of boring options#like lobster fish#but that would mean something different in atla verse hmm#how jarring would it be to use craydid lmao#look if atla verse has 'shrimp' and i can use just 'crayfish'#oh what if i translate it to another language#is that clever or lazy??#smh#like the sun inside of you
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Just so y’all know:
I’m biracial and I’m not Israeli (or from Israel)
But I guess I’m a piece of genocidal white trash because I want the war to be over and have all the hostages be freed. I guess I’m also a blood thirsty Jew because I want Palestine to be free from Hamas and the only way for that to happen is for Hamas to be taken out. G-d forbid if I care for both Israelis and Palestine (the innocent civilians not Hamas)
Y’all must be very bored because I’ve been getting harassed and threatened since I woke up this morning. Instead of harassing random Jews (who are rightfully allowed to express their anger and frustration about the election) maybe you should do something else? Like go outside, read a book, stay offline??? It’s kind of funny. You guys can express your opinion but when we (Jews) do it y’all circle in like vultures… I wonder why?
#jumblr#antisemitism#holy shit they are swarming me today#wow y’all must be bored#at this rate maybe I will be on a block list#maybe number one…#one can dream#but seriously#STOP HARRASING JEWS DIPSHITS#this is for the person who thinks that they are the only one who is allowed to have an option#I happily deleted your anonymous message#but I made a separate post to respond to your…#uh *loving* message#enjoy!
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killer should know about dumb video game meta stuff ike i-frames and animation cancels and critting amd breaking out of bounds and use it to his advantage in fights. maybe he learned it from chara in something new as a silly little thing to try out because theyre already teaching him all this bullshit on killing so whos to say a video game character cant learn a player's cheats?? he's already interacted and collaborated with a player before i think its fair he knows tricks on how to cheat undertale's fighting system
everything's all fine and dandy in a fight against killer (no it isn't) until you see him glitching around and somehow phasing through your attacks. he looks ridiculous but it gets the job done
#i have no idea if any of these mechanics are actually IN undertale#theyre just some ones i came up with in games i play#i mean if they don't exist in the ut fighting just like. pretend they do idk????#i just think it would be cool if killer could do that. he fights dirty and when i mean dirty i mean totally cheating#SANS UNDERTALE CHEATS WHY CANT HE!!!! but he gets to cheat in a more game breaking way#when you fight killer there is no YOUR turn and HIS turn its ALWAYS his turn. and youre just helplessly attacking during it#guys in this one im not talking about meta awareness im talking about loser META strats. most effective tactics available#stage 4 chara wins ahh acting like a goddamn sweaty gamer. because what am i supposed to interpret with chara wins????#chara wins means NOTHING to me??? i can only assume that it means killer either acts like chara or fully listens to whatever chara wans#boo boo boring im a VIDEO GAME PLAYER not a goddamn psychiatrist. i will always choose the more fun option#killer becoming like chara/player is infinitely more cool than him and all the psychological stuff going on in stage 4 to b obeying orders#yeahhhh like sure there probably IS a bunch of crazy stuff in stage 4 related to psychology but also#unga booga character act like YOU cool idea. besides stage 4 is almost never elaborated on#so to me that's up to personal interpretation. everything is personal interpretation if not brought up#i say as i make the most ridiculous unfathomable headcanons for the mtt just because the topics aren't mentioned#I HAVE FREE WILL I HAVE FREE WILL MY MIND HAS FREEDOM I CAN POST ANYTHING I THINK ABOUT#ok thank god because i hate having to worry about my posts#ok i dont have anything left to say about this hc so im bringing up SOMETHING NEW (haha)#killer reminds me of I'm High!!! by maretu. except replace all mentions of a girl with w a person for chara#and somehow manage to work around the mentions of love and romance. because i really really dont wanna make killer into a kid diddler#but aside from the mentions of love and specific gende??? i think it fits!!#ugh so many songs fit killer ITS NOT FAIR!!!! i can NEVER find songs for horror.... am i not looking hard enough ☹️☹️☹️#im hard#actually i found a song that fits horror lets GOOOO maretu coming in clutch with NAMIDA ‼️‼️#dokuhaku does too :3 maretu my glorious king how many great songs of yours fit the murder time trio#killer sans#murder time trio#sans au#utmv#tricule hc
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the arguments against self diagnosing any illness sound very funny when you’re a chronically ill guy that’s been trying to get diagnosed for almost a decade with something 90% of doctors don’t even believe in or blatantly don’t care about and they will say directly to your face “yeah so you have all the signs of this and we’ve ruled out a lot of other things but we just don’t know enough about it so we cant diagnose you” and diagnosis wouldn’t even get you the resources you need because those resources barely exist in the first place slash we don’t know what would help because, see above, medical professionals deny the existence of this very real condition or set of conditions, and so there isn’t enough funding or research behind it. the ouroboros of a terrible healthcare system should not stop you from trying to determine what resources you need even if that means just saying you have the thing so you can move forward. if you need treatment for xyz symptoms, even if you do not necessarily have the condition most associated with those symptoms, you still need treatment. there is not a real house md out there cooking up the perfect diagnosis to your condition while violating many professional and ethical boundaries that i would absolutely let him violate if he could, you know, accurately diagnose and treat me. instead you have to do what you can do with what you have and if you disagree that it is necessary to “”play the system”” to get potentially life saving care, then you have never had the marginalized usamerican experience and i wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy but if you keep insisting self diagnosis is the problem, instead of like, the horrors of capitalism, i wish you stuck in a doctors office for an hour and a half only for them to suggest you might feel better if you take a multivitamin or lose some weight.
#dr house would take one look at me and say ‘you have cfs. boring. get out of here’ and my life wouldn’t change at all#and i still wouldn’t have access to anything useful for this condition#it’s a perverse thought but i do think that long covid will actually revolutionize how we treat chronic fatigue. eventually.#and that’s only because doctors themselves can and do get long covid.#there is not a doctor on this planet with cfs (i would love to be proven wrong!) and if there were we would already have a million options#any ways#if you know a guy who can get me that diagnose DO tell. in the meantime i’ll just address my situation as it is#and nobody with professionally diagnosed cfs will bat a single eye. we are in the same boat and all we have is each other#continue to uplift chronically ill and disabled people with the time you spend trying to refute other peoples understanding of themselves#everything i’ve learned about how to treat my body better and mitigate my symptoms has been from disabled people/people with cfs#never has a doctor once helped me on this front. it’s only been the community. thank you community you are all we have#sp#fatphobia mention#only in the last bit but bc that’s genuinely such a pervasive inhuman thing doctors do i had to include it
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Late night magenta.
#im not going back to facebook#im not going back to twitter#or instagram#any of those#i realized not everyone is entitled to me and i to them#why force connections#why force people to be roots of your tree when they were supposed to be leaves that come and go with the seasons#not to mention why care about where i went off to where i had gone when i gave advance notice im out#is it out of sincerity cause you genuinely thought i vanished from the face of the earth#or is it you got bored with everyone else around you and saw me as a spare at the back of the shelf#or the secret third option you needed someone to talk to cause evidently im a damn good therapist and you don't have to pay me therapy money#im very careful who i give my energy to#if we pop into each others spheres lets not waste it even if its for a short amount of time#like you i can't be everyones root or branch or leaf for their tree#but i can always be the wind#all around and you might think of me often but im not here im somewhere else#dont mean for all the cryptic metaphors#im just frustrated so many people that ignored me when i was homeless and struggling finally want to see how I've been#when i put it out there i needed help#only to get told i “wasnt loud enough”#i don't hold resentment toward them or anger#if anything it makes me sad for them#cause they can't enjoy the person i am now#not unless i choose it#magenta is my vent word
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I am chess playing villains #1 hater
Play another game. Or at least a different variant of chess.
Like I get it! you're scheming and manipulative! but this is the third family game night that you've had us do a chess tournament, and I kind of prefer sillier games that are a little less heavy on the strategy.
What about cards against humanity? Exploding kittens? hell at this point I'd settle for rock paper scissors.
Play another game!
#ferret thinks#my hatred of chess playing villains is largely preformative#and mostly due to my desire to see villains playing some other games#like chess symbolism can be done very well#but I am quite frankly bored of it#and think about the possible implications of a villain playing connect four#That's a solved game where the first player will always win if both are playing perfectly#so if a villain lets their opponent go first that can imply either cockyness or believing in giving their opponent a fair chance#and if they play first then that implies they're only putting on the performance of a fair game#(because of course a villain who's whole thing is connect four would know how to play perfectly)#not to mention the possibility of them playing imperfectly on purpose#I know villains who play chess are iconic but I really think we should explore other options
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i think i should kill myself not necessarily as a desire to be dead but because i think life is incredibly boring and even moments of genuine joy dont particularly make living 70+ years of basically Nothing and Chores worthwhile. i want to see if theres another universe ill go to. and if theres not then at least i dont have to do laundry and to work anymore
#i got over being violently suicidal bc i hated myself but im still suicidal just in a different way#all happiness in life is 'despite' something or a 'but'#idk. 'i spent an amazing day with all my friends and it felt like life was worth living!' yes but thats IN SPITE OF everything else being#pointless. like the reason it feels so good is because its finally not boring and awful for five minutes not necessarily that its the#greatest joy a human being can experience#i dont particularly think anything we can experience on earth or in a human body is very interesting. its only interesting in comparison to#everyday life. we arent psychic or having ecstatic visions or discovering new worlds and colors or anything particularly monumental#i want to die so i can have the potential to shift to another planet or reality#i want to join a cult NOT bc i think theyre not insanely abusive and corrupt and evil or could be good but because i need#to be made delusional or something. like i need my brain twisted into a new shape. not into a healthy shape or anything or to be 'fixed'#i need to be fully crazy or in a coma or a permanent drug induced episode or something. or be dead#those are the options. im simply so bored of being alive no matter if life goes good or bad im just not interested#its like a tv show i dont particularly like. im not saying its bad its just not for me. id like to change the channel
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#Gah! I feel stranded and stuck#And the only way to get unstuck is to do the hard and distasteful and (worst of all) boring work#and keep doing it until I can afford to move on#but I DO NOT WANT TO!#I DO NOT WANT TO DO ANYTHING!#(EXCEPT MAYBE SIT HERE AND CRY ABOUT IT!)#ahhhhhhhh#i am so stressed right now#i keep feeling like somehow i've lost my last chance#like there's nothing left for me but this endless miserable contentious existence#where i stay here to be picked to death by people who think they are better than me because they had more options open to them#(it's not that i don't have a lot of people rooting for me...i do!)#(but the weight of their expectations is almost making it worse.)#I am such a mess right now#and it's so much worse because i am trying so hard to look like i have it together#and so many people think I do#i slipped up a bit last week and a few coworkers realized i was hanging by a thread and now they're treating me like i'm made of glass#which is also worse#i am in such a bad place mentally even though i am trying hard to get it together#i keep dropping pieces#okay rant over
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runs around in a circle i mean it when i say everyone should play mysims... its just a silly little game about building up a town one furniture piece made of weird shit at a time with vague lore and a good soundtrack
#styx says#its. so easy to acquire. like u can still buy the pc version (closest to the wii version but still a little bit different)#not Actually making anyone play it its like. one of those game that i think is awesome and a masterpiece but is actually a little boring#but ive played it for over 6 hours straight once and only stopped cuz my wrist hurt im so autistic abt this game#i lost my point. did i have one. uhhh. my wife is in it and i have the url mysimsyuri does this convince you at all /j#edit: forgot to say there Are some downsides to the game#apart from how tedious it is#like. in the cas section ive seen picrews more diverse u only get 3 skin tones and a handful of hair options (i think theres 4?? 5 dependin#on the specific hair)#and each townie only has like 10 not even lines of dialogue dfghdfkj theyre all unique but like. not fleshed out at all#anyway . i return to my rest of not making an original post for a month or 2. happy pride month xfghdk
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hmm. had an actual conversation with nightmare coworker today that seemed mutually productive. she apologized for saying some bullshit that hurt my feelings and i clarified that my intentions are to help not to undermine her, and we both agreed that there's no competition against each other and that it's the lack of growth in our role that's the problem. it was...productive.
and further cementing for me that it is time to begin making my Exit. i will be sending out my resume to a few places this weekend.
i'm still processing the conversation, and am struggling to place myself in where i am responsible to better my behavior. because i genuinely don't want to be an ass, even though i really don't like this lady and will jump for joy the day i never have to see her again. she stated that she knows my intentions aren't to hurt her, and that she thinks i'm very kind. i apologized for if my behavior came off as undermining her, and said that my intentions are only to better my own growth—and that i know she's trying to succeed too. i validated her feelings, and complemented the effort she is putting in.
where i'm struggling with is: am i in the wrong/causing harm and needing to change if the issue is that her feelings are incongruent with what she knows of my intentions? her feelings are her responsibility (WOW i almost typed "her feelings are my responsibility". i feel like that's a freudian slip) and she states that she knows i don't mean to hurt her. i'm going to try to be more clear in wording my intentions with her (she feels like me trying to take work off her plate is to undermine her. when really, i'm caught up and see her getting overwhelmed, and i want to help and also have something to do since i'm bored).
but i'm really struggling to look at my role in this and pass judgement on myself. i can and want to do better, and i don't think i did anything wrong, but i'm always so hesitant to say it's not my fault or i didn't do something bad. like i can't trust my judgement on that. my intentions were good, her bad feelings are ones caused by her insecurities, which she more or less has expressed to be aware that they are not true—the hurtful thing she said to me, she acknowledged was said out of hurt and not what she actually thinks. so, is it fair to say i'm not the bad guy? i'm not in the wrong? i know good intentions that still result in harm don't absolve anyone, but when the things that are clashing are insufficient communication and reactive insecurities... i'm not a monster, am i?
#well. i AM probably a monster for how much i dislike this lady#but i don't ACT on it#and i genuinely couldn't care less about her. i participate in decent human pleasantries because i am a decent human.#and at work we're stuck together#the thing that's irked me so much about this conversation is just.. her self centeredness#that she thinks everyone is out to get her. to undermine her. whatever.#bitch nobody cares about you enough one way or the other to put in that kind of effort. i sure don't#i empathize but i do not sympathize. to feel that pit that makes you feel like the worst kind of center of attention#i get it. but genuinely you are not the main character and no one is going to spend their limited time and energy to slowly attack you#you are not the cat with all the knives pointed at it#it's a terrible feeling to feel like you are! but when it influences your behavior to the point that you are making snide comments#to people who have no option not to interact with you then uh. then you're in the wrong buddy#and the people around you (who cannot easily leave! bc work!) should not have to bend over backwards to assure you#that they're not pointing knives at you. to protect themselves from your feelings making you say mean shit#like yes. i can be more clear with my intentions. i'm generally not the greatest at that. but my baseline that i want to#modify my behavior from is NOT one that a regular well adjusted person would take as anything but kind#and if a regular well adjusted person got a little offput by me volunteering to take work off their hands we would've had a very chill#3 sentence conversation about it MONTHS AGO.#i understand and respect (even if i find it annoying and overbearing) the need for me to announce my intentions like im working in a kitchen#and saying 'hot water' or 'knife' as i move around other people but we shouldn't have reached this conclusion this way#and frankly who's to fucking say me being more clear with my intentions will only feed the flames of her thinking i'm out to get her!#'i caught up on my stuff and your plate looks full. i'm bored. anything i can do to help?' could be a pointed knife for all i know!!#and if it is- and my actions still hurt her in that scenario- am i still responsible for the hurt caused??#like WHERE DOES IT FUCKING E N D ?#personal#*exhales* okay i feel better now#i just hate talking about my interactions with her bc i just want NOTHING to do with it. i want her out of my head!!#but until i process it i can't let go#and i'm still going to have to go over all of this with my shrink tomorrow#it just makes me mad how much of my time this bitch takes up. i'm not getting paid to think about work right now!!!!
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Thredup is a great site for if you care only about what brand your clothes are and not about any of their features
#all of the search and categorizing options are so terrible#I mean the options are fine. it would be nice if selecting them meant you were shown clothing that matched them#also. you say on the site that sizing is wildly inconsistent between brands (we know)#you also provide (some) measurements for most items#why are you using tag size to sort things. you could use the measurements#‘my size’ is a basically useless filter because you want to put in the full range of sizes that might fit you in some brands#(since there’s not one size that fits you in all or even most brands)#but then 98% of results when you actually click on something cute are not your measurements anyway#because that size in that particular brand doesn’t fit#also why do you use only chest measurements for dresses. where is the waist measurement.#those are different things and there��s not a consistent ratio between them you can’t skip one#same with skirts having waist but not hip#although usually I’m looking for (and not finding because again filters don’t work) for styles where the hip measurement is irrelevant#you sure can search and sort by brand though!#thank god nobody cares about the style and fit and characteristics of their clothing and only the name on the inside#mine#tangent in the tags#not really though it’s all very much on the same topic lol#I got bored with poshmark browsing last time so I decided to switch it up#you would think a site where everything runs through it would standardize their stuff better but no it’s somehow worse#than the site with a thousand random people doing different things#thredup#thrifting
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have you seen raees with mahira khan? if so, thoughts?
a visually impressive movie but that was about it for me. like the plot was very predictable and then bc i was watching it for mahira i was annoyed even more bc she was pretty much there to give the doe eyes and do nothing else
#i'm actually curious whether this was the only movie option she had to do in bwood bc like#obv her and fawad blowing up happened in parallel but his bwood appearances were way better#like he was actually afforded characterization#and idk a part of me feels like it's bc fawad paid more attention to the meat of the stories#while she looked at an opportunity with srk and more or less couldn't pass it up. even though it did like nothing to showcase her skills#which personally speaking i do think are like. average. like she's good at playing a certain archetype#but her range doesn't extend beyond it so as an actress she really bores me now lol#either she's playing the innocent playful girl with the doe eyes or she's having a breakdown. there's no in between#the sad thing is humsafar was her big break and it is probably the most challenged she ever was to perform a script#but i can admit hum kahaan kay sachay thay came close#anyway. yeah. pretty unmemorable movie for me idk i'm not pulled in by the srk glamour anymore gjkdflhdf#outbox
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now that i think about it, i wonder how the rest of the playerbase actually sees chongyun. as in everyone who's not privy to his character stories and voice lines, and who probably haven't done his hangout event either. i wonder what kind of personality they think he has
#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo,ide yo !!#a common complaint among chongyun enjoyers is that he effectively seems to exist solely as shipping fodder with xingqiu#cuz whenever he makes an appearance in events it's always with xingqiu#the tcg event was a step in a different direction in that regard. which is a good thing#they can both be part of a limited event without being joined at the hip#but outside of the shipping thing#one streamer — who's not a chongyun main boooo (jkjk) — described him as “boring”#and he was making a “”tier list“”#(in big quotes cuz it's not an actual F-to-S tier list but more of a set of categories vaguely ordered from least to most agreeable)#anyway he put chongyun in a category he COULD make an argument for kind of. but in actuality he fits this one other category way more#which tells me that he knows jack about chong#that's all i have to go on. the only other thing about him the playerbase talks about is his weird kit and how he's a mid support at best#which is another discussion entirely#but yeah. seems like the playerbase at large sees chongyun as a character who just kinda... exists#hangouts are optional so anyone who doesn't care to do his or read his lore on the wiki just never get to learn about him as a character#kind of like an “if i don't see it it doesn't exist” type of deal. most people probably think he doesn't have any personality whatsoever#just because the game doesn't force you to see him
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I was interested to hear your opinion on Darklina because the Darkling is inspired by the likes of Jareth and Raistlin and it's really just a shambling mess, but I totally respect you not engaging, it's definitely not worth it.
I agree though, the beard really is quite offensive. They don't know what archetypes they're working with.
It's honestly not even hard to do it right, and yet...
#these characters only ever seem to happen to the mainstream by accident and it's pitiful#like every iconic example I can think of only happened because of a decisive happenstance in casting#which separates temptation figures and boring cautionary tales from genuine grotesques and Beast figures#and even byronic heroes frankly#or they meant it to be a grotesque but didn't intend to make him a romantic option lmao#or you have an A+ perfect instantly immortal and timeless character but the story/script is mediocre at best#and they don't know what to do this the character if it's an ongoing thing and they have to respond to him becoming insanely popular
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im so over it with high school and especially with math class !!!!!
#im really worried that im going to start college and im gonna hate it just as much#i qualify for a free tuition program and I plan to attend college in my city while living with my mother#which is totally the most affordable option! and yet the most boring!!!!#everyone says that the college i plan to attend is just like a larger version of the highschool i already go to. ew!!!!#when i was finished with junior high i thought maybe in highschool... maybe there wont be puddles of piss outside the bathroom all over the#hallway.... well i was totally mistaken#i dont want to get too hopeful about college for this reason lol. and also. what if its just like highschool?? thatd kill me.#well im only a junior in highschool right now so i still have to deal with this for 2 more years blegh!! totally blegh..#i cannot keep up with school right now its totally freaking me out ive been pulling multiple all nighters a week and im still not able to#finish all my work and im just freaked out but im trying to be calm about it at least in front of other people#like i stay up all night to finish my work and then im too tired at school to do anything.. like ive been scoring good enough on my tests#and quizzes so thats good but i just dont have the energy for anything like im totally behind in math class!!!! like multiple assignments!!#sometimes i take a nap after school but i think most days im up till around 4am regardless of if i took a nap and sometimes i just stay up#until i have to go to school and then i try really hard to do my classwork but actually im so tired and i have to drink multiple coffees so#i can still sort of function like a person who got more than an hour of sleep... you know#well thank you for coming to my rant#gordbye#actually i hope nobody reads this
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Do u think Theon has a gambling addiction
#Asking my fandom of two people here ^^; Can’t wait for communities so we can have forum discussions on my head children~#just pav things#I was studying the psychology of gambling today. Watched a documentary on the losses to pokie machines in australia#Apparently the dopamine receptors are most active when you are playing and only marginally increase when you win#So you know Theon. who is actively trying to relieve his emotional pain and is bored of life#would be drawn to the addictive nature of gambling and just… playing the game#in his mind he knows he always has his intuition powers as a safety net to recuperate losses#which only makes the allure of playing properly greater :)#So he keeps getting that rush of morphine-like ‘happiness’ in him that motivates him to keep going#and he’s a child. you can imagine the engrossment.#It’s not about earning to live it’s about living to earn. that’s all he can see himself doing anyway#Anyways I think this is an interesting minor alteration for several reasons#It makes the parallels to Inigo stronger for one!!!!!!#Similarly Inigo also abuses addictive substances illegally (cigarettes~)#But the difference is drawn in that while Theon is entrapped in a predatory system that ultimately couldn’t care less about him#Inigo is very much leaning into his own self-destruction. He knows what he’s doing and it’s the reason why he does it. It’s self-harm.#Somehow getting cancer is more appealing than knife wounds but y’know it’s in the spirit of Inigo to overcomplicate things#especially considering. he has a pocket knife. the easy option is RIGHT there. you all can munch on that for a bit.#And the second point is the shameeeeeee#That’s what his spiriter form is built off of :3#You KNOW he carries around so much shame for his lifestyle once he gets assimilated into Archie’s squad#Comparing himself to Luna and Ewan who are just two kids trying their best and don’t know any better when they mess up#And Theon holding himself to the standard that he SHOULD know better because hey he’s older and more mature#And so on the numerous occasions Ewan questions and assails Theon’s behaviour (and there are many)#He only feels WORSE until his feelings reach that point of no return :)#Shame :)
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