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i'm exactly as normal about him as I thought I'd be
#my art#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun vash#vash#tristamp#trigun stampede fanart#trigun fanart#idk the tags fr this fandom sorry its babys first trigun#im not abandoning jjk but expect more other stuff sprinkled in!! including trigun <333 including him <3#ANYWAY IM SOOOOO NORMAL ABTHIM IM SO NORMAL I PROMISE#im lying im sorry im feral about him i want unspeakable things done 2 him it was over the moment i heard his voice#but [redacted] thoughts aside#hes so fun to draw oh my god how did they make a character Exactly For Me how did they make one that ticks all my boxes#hes blond but like i can work with it i will get good at rendering blond hair for him <333 hes worth it <333333#i was cruisin along mindin my business having fun learning how 2 draw him and then i get 2 the arm . +24hrs to total drawtime#all my cheats ...my safety net of being able 2 use flesh to disguise th fact that u dont reeeeally know where tendons or joints go...#out th window. this prosthetic is practically an anatomically correct model. u can see EVERYTHINg#put my entire me into trying to figure it out h i think it is ok i think i like it#god i rly cant get over how he's just a combination of all the fun parts of drawing yuuji megumi AND gojo#he is the center of their triple venn diagram and i am EATING HIM ALIVE#sorry ill calm down .... fr now.... smile :)
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do yall ever think about bruce/batman!clone danny standing in front of his bathroom mirror after finding out he was a clone and silently tracing his face. The slope of his jaw and point of his chin. The high angle of his cheekbones and the shape of his eyes, the curve of his brow bones and the shape of his nose. The volume of his hair and the way it curls and gets fluffy when it gets too long.
His hair is black the same way a crow's wing is black. His dad's hair is black the same way a black bear's fur is black. His dad's eyes are blue like the ocean is blue. Danny's eyes are blue the same way a glacier is blue.
His dad has a square jaw and straight flat hair, and he tans and gets a face full of freckles when he's out in the sun for too long. Danny burns like a lobster and his face remains untouched. Danny has a sharp jaw and tall cheekbones, and Sam says when he's not smiling there's almost something regal about him. You would never call Jack Fenton "regal" when he's not smiling.
Sam says when he's not smiling he looks scary the same way a stone statue is. Jack Fenton when he's not smiling looks scary the same way that german shepherd staring at you across the street is.
Do you ever think he grew up wondering if he was adopted. Because of course, he has black hair and blue eyes like his dad. But having the same color doesn't make you someone's child.
Or, worse, things he's heard from the other kids and the other parents and even some of his teachers growing up; that he was the product of an affair. And that his dad was just too stupid to notice. And Danny would defend his parents until the day he died, because Jack Fenton wasn't an idiot and Maddie Fenton wasn't a cheater.
But doubt comes in with fickle tongue. his parents swear up and down that he is their child when he asks about either. That Danny just had his grandparents' features, but he was their son and they loved him.
But Danny doesn't look like either of his parents. His mom's eyes are blue like an aquamarine and Jazz's too. And they burn like lobsters in the sun too, but Jazz gets freckles on her face and so does Maddie. And as Danny grows up he doesn't bulk up or get stocky like his dad did, and when he hits puberty he doesn't shoot up like a tree like Jack Fenton did.
He stays small, and they say he's a late bloomer (and he is), or that he just has his mom's height. But he's fast and has good stamina, and some days it feels like he's built entirely different from his family. That the things they went through growing up just didn't apply to him. Jack and Maddie Fenton both had acne and breakouts when they hit puberty, and Jazz inherits it and he's seen the amount of skincare products she keeps on her side of the bathroom.
And then he hits puberty and breaks out maybe once or twice, but his skin stays clear for the most part and the problems and changes his dad went through just don't happen to him.
And the truth is worse than all of the lies.
How horrifying.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danny fenton is a clone#clone danny fenton#clone danny#thinking about the inherent trauma that comes with growing up as a clone and not knowing and questioning everything about yourself#thinking about the amount of effort and lying that Jack and Maddie would've had to to do if they wanted to pass Danny off as their bio son#the MEDICAL RECORDS#danny's medical history is completely different from theirs. any generational health problems the waynes have would/could be passed down to#danny and he's completely oblivious to it up until the reveal. he'd have no idea about any medical risks until they hit him before that.#so many little things and inconsistencies that would just build and build and build until it finally came to a head and the truth came out#forever and ever and ever fascinated by the underlying horror of being a clone. there's a horror in being cloned but there's also a horror#in BEING a clone. like yes he could've always known from the start and that comes with its own set of issues BUT. just. him not knowing#for the longest time. the lies and deceit and betrayal. you know how adopted kids come out and talk about how they didn't know they were#adopted for the longest time and how traumatizing and betrayed they felt when they're finally told 15-20 years down the line? yeah that#i imagine finding out you're a clone is a lot like that.#i read a book in middle school once abt a girl moving to a new town with her family and getting these horrible nightmares and noticing how#everyone was acting strange around her. one of her nightmares was about the 30yo police officer being a shambling corpse talking to her#and at the end of the book she finds out she's actually the clone of a dead older sister and the police officer was her sister's boyfriend.#and she was in gymnastics but quit and her parents were so disappointed bc the og sister was a champion/award winning gymnastics player#and i never did finish the book but god am i reminded of that.#i love reading the dpxdc clone danny posts and they usually have him brush off being a clone which is literally totally fine but duUUDE#just imagine his own horror over it. its SOOO good
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Why don’t we talk more about the fact that Neal Caffrey had poetry magnets in his cell?!? This is a fanfiction dream!!! Our boy was writing angsty prison poetry!!!
#our boy is so soft and sad and sweet and lonely#also i just restarted the series so get ready for freak outs#i also am taking notes in a google doc so i might get hung up on details like this#im not obsessed#i promise#im lying im a liar#im totally obsessed#white collar#neal caffrey#peter burke
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guys i can’t believe they deleted cherik angry makeout session in 4k from dofp 😔
it would’ve added so much more to the story 💔
#its real i swear guys#i am totally not lying!!!!#james mcavoy showed me i swear!!#they were really going at it!!#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#wish does not shut up#xmen days of future past#xmen dofp
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ZEMMA LEAKS?? WAT WHAT. WHAT.
#total drama#total drama 2023#td zee#td emma#total drama reboot#zemma#zee x emma#zeemma#i'm so sorry. i am lying#this is me lying#they're canon in my heart#i enjoy tricking people and making fake storyboards
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I wanted to draw something from wild life but my hand, my hand can not draw humans right now. explodes. team BET though 🙏
#mcyt#wild life smp#life series smp#bdoubleo100#ethoslab#tango tek#my art#cat mcyt au#background from ibis paintx library because I could not be fricked rn#some markings on etho and bdubs totally not on purpose <- lying#also how am I supposed to show bdubs stress whitening hair on a cat. agony#oh yeah#team bet#accidently wrote teb instead of bet send help
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I'm not obsessed with Jason Grace. I'm merely giving him the love he didn't get all these years. 💅
#Yeah no i totally am not obsessed. look at me. lying behind the screen#I love brick boi sm#He deserves more love#But I'm glad I'm seeing more love for him on Tumblr tho. Instagram reels are SO harsh on him like is it a trend to hate him there or smth?#I saw Goodread discussions from wayyy back in 2013 and literally all comments were trash talking him sm#I felt like such an outsider looking at those comments tbh bc ppl give me weird looks when I say I like Jason#pjo#pjo fandom#pjo hoo#percy jackson#jason grace#pjo hoo toa#pjo series#annabeth chase#piper mclean#leo valdez#frank zhang#hazel levesque
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I think I can’t say Dream is crazy for putting himself in the hellish box of his own making, because I’d have to say that I’m crazy for constantly procrastinating myself into a hellish box of my own making…
#someone please explain to me why I just like to make myself suffer……… there is no reason things should be this hard…..#of course in this instance I full on am walking into prison knowing Quackity is following right behind me but still………….#me on the menu#pandora's vault#c!dream#dreblr#oh and then I cover up that I’ve been stupid and procrastinated by lying and pretending everything is fine…. I totally have my shit together#uh huh… yea for sure for sure… you better let me bitch about my lack of sleep and lie about why :)#some people just want to watch the world burn. I just prefer to jump into the lava ;D
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One of my favorite things is that I’m Crowley and my partner is Aziraphale and they genuinely thought that Crowley was suave, cool, and mysteriously sexy until I was like; “babe no, he’s a dork” because Crowley kinnies see right through it. 😭❤️
#I’m happy to have found my very own angel that totally overlooks how out of their league I am#crowley kinnie#crowley is a lying liar who lies#good omens#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable husbands#aziraphale x crowley#good omens 2#crowly x aziraphale
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After losing Sylvie is when Loki gained control of his time slipping. When he gained control, the first place he went to was to right before he lost her. And he turned around to look at her when he was saying it wasn't about the where, when, or why but about who.
I am going to be thinking about this till the end of time.
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Ordered myself a Beetlejuice Build-A-Bear and oh my God I think I'm obsessed with him lmao (watch the video if you wanna hear him talk (and me fangirl lmao)) 😋 !!
#beetlejuice#keatlejuice#build a bear#beetlejuice merch#i am actually so normal about this bear totally (is lying)
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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👀 any hear me out? Please :3c
ask game
hello hello!! one random hear me out coming up!
i span a wheel because i couldnt decide svfnfrhjbfkdk
i like those lil jester guys!!! 🌞🌜
i cant even say i was swayed by the cool fanart of them... the instant i saw Sun while i was watching a playthrough of FNAF SB i just went "oh no. he's going to be my fav, isn't he??" and it was just hammered home when Moon was revealed...
#inbox#velwy.txt#aka-indulgence#ask game#im a sucker for yellow and blue!!! im a sucker for celestial theming!!!!!#i was into fnaf sb just before i returned to the ut fandom#because i rrrrran out of fics to read. and went. hey yknow what fandom probably updated a bunch while ive been gone? undertale. (i totally-#-wont get invested in it again.) i said. lying to myself#LMAO#anyway moon calls the player a naughty boy and while in canon it is directed at a child. /i/ am not one- *is dragged off stage*#also!! i sent you an ask for the ask game the other day but idk if it got eaten :(?? nobody ive sent asks to for the game has replied yet s#who knows! maybe tumblr ate them all up :(#edit: linked the wrong post LMAO
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More Mava!
The inquisitor is known for taking 5 minute power naps standing up and then just GOING for days. How she’s still functional is a mystery.
My character ramblings below the cut.
For the most part Mava and Solas get along well and on the topic of the fade the two chat all the time. Mava admires his knowledge of magic as well of his painting skills which she secretly finds most impressive. She comes to him for any magic advice first and quietly learns through the conversation he has with Dorian and Vivianne. That being said if Solas starts trashing the Dalish Mava will argue with him ALL DAY annoying anyone within earshot and each other. She also doesn’t completely trust him, his lack of history too suspicious to ignore.
Mava has a certain affection for Cole. She finds the boy endearing and takes him out often, encouraging him to talk with their companions. His existence between spirit and human fascinates her. After specializing in the way of the rift mage she felt even more comfortable with him as he sees the responsibility she has on her shoulders. She comes to him to hear gossip, the inane unimportant kind. A hold over of when she used to eavesdrop as a child that developed into a sort of guilty pleasure. Mava also enjoys when she hears other’s talk of his gentle presence, even if they don’t know it. It makes her oddly proud and she sees him as a little brother.
Mava’s relationship to her commander is… complicated. Mava was initially evasive towards Cullen, a human ex-templar is not exactly comforting to a Dalish mage. The two were polite but not close, though Mava appreciated his banter with her other advisors. Things became unavoidable when Mava allowed the Mage rebellion to join the Inquisition as equals, a choice that she worried might make him, and some others of the inquisition grow angry or even leave. Cullen’s support despite him disagreeing made Mava respect him and the two found they had more in common then they once thought. Mava can see the weight he puts on himself and finds comfort in someone who understands her and checks in. His stories of this family reminds her of her own and the two grow to appreciate each other’s company despite their disagreements. Though Cullen’s love of the game chess will forever allude her.
#I am so totally normal about DAI I promise#I’m lying#that’s a lie#oc: Mava Lavellan#dragon age lavellan#lavellan#lavellan oc#dragon age#dragon age art#dragon age inquisition#dragon age inquistor#dragon age solas#solas dragon age#solas#dragon age cole#cole dragon age#dai#dragon age cullen#cullen dragon age#cullen rutherford#SLIGHT lavellen X Cullen#but not really#only a little#also I am very ANTI Greg Ellis#just making that known up front#dragon age brainrot#annamatopoeiaa art#mava lavellan
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Sometimes, I think I want Grizzly to put more gay men in Riptide.
Other times, I remember Dark Puckered Hole and reevaluate.
#jrwi riptide#just roll with it#this is a joke but also#unless I’m blanking on anyone who isn’t Finn#totally a real possibility#not a lotta mlm couples#but there are three wlw couples that I can think of#I mean two are only half alive and one of the two is a villain pair#BUT STILL#AND NOT THAT THREE IS TOO MANY OBVIOUSLY I love wlw i am one so don’t say anything#and all of Finn’s homo escapades happened in the past#they’re over. finish. kaput.#where was I going with this?#uh#I think Finn and Earl should hold hands because it would be so fucking funny#and when we go to Horsea (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE) I need to see reruns of brokeback mountain#give Gryffon a man who is just as big as him who he can hold hands with COWARDS#and let drey charm some guy LOOK AT HIM AND TELL ME HE’S A STRAIGHT MAN. come on. you can’t. if you try you’re lying to yourself.#jrwi riptide spoilers#jrwi spoilers#I think?
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head#hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got#blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well#these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol#hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!!#its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed#u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell#hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best#if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand#I'll be normal now I prommy (lying)#well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again#eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife#hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart#have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative
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