#i am so unbearably lonely
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chronic-cynic · 1 year ago
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God, I really don’t know what to do with myself.
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eclysia · 2 years ago
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i wish i had people who needed me as much as i need them..
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adambomb82 · 9 months ago
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charonte-simi · 2 months ago
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I've been hit with some Big Sads 3 days out of the last 6. I'm so not okay with this.
It's not even seasonal depression cause the season hasn't changed yet, get your shit together
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steelycunt · 2 years ago
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starting 2 finish up research and move into trying to create some sort of plan and. this r is sooo. oh my. he is the loneliest girl in the world but like actually this time. he is so very. he needs a hug so terribly much he is such a sock in need of darning he needs a little kiss he needs. even just one single friend
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tothepointofinsanity · 1 year ago
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[I have an urge to delete this account…not out of spite or hatred, but simply because I cannot tolerate being perceived by so many at the same time. It’s not exactly a big fuss - after all, this isn’t my first time disappearing completely from the radius of a fandom, with all of my posts inaccessible to a major extent. But since my things are reblogged so often, people can undoubtedly still see it. It’s so hard to explain my apprehension for it. A room full of strangers, occasionally looking in at your works, not even saying anything. Strangers. I’m fearful of strangers, not the acquaintances I met on this blog. It must sound so absurd and even cruel to say such things, even to myself. I appreciate everyone being so patient with me when I don’t deserve such positive treatment.]
[I do have two solid reasons to not delete this account just yet: I need to fulfill that initial quota of drawing a lot of Sayaka until the end of the year 2023. That was the only reason tttpoi even exists on Tumblr again; it was my New Year resolution! My gallery must be complete. Second reason is because all my Greener Grass Awaits stuff would be gone, and I really don’t want that.]
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why-its-kai · 1 year ago
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me tonight remembering how deeply and painfully lonely i am irl lol
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khamomile-kitty · 6 months ago
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lol it’s not getting better it’s getting worse! I am lonely and in pain! teehee!
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brokenyouth · 1 year ago
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i just had the weirdest breakdown
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olli-online · 1 year ago
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gayfranzkafka · 1 year ago
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when i'm having an insane time but i'm sober so i'm just like alone at my house on a friday night drinking a little seltzer & sitting here with my computer with the following tabs open: sex & the city (paused) on hbo max; criterion channel 1937 film fifth avenue girl (paused); google search "fred astaire"; tumblr dot com; google search "prayer hands emoji"; wikipedia entry the misfits 1961 film
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head1nthestars · 2 years ago
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gommyworm · 5 months ago
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phagodyke · 6 months ago
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ahh.. I have tickets for a small music festival tmr which I went to last year + had a whale of a time but this year theres only like 2 artists I wanted to see but they released the schedule a couple days ago and neither are playing before 9:30pm. since I don't live local anymore I'd have to leave to travel back home around that time or I'd miss the last train... and there's not rly anywhere I can crash overnight there (and I was planning on going alone anyway like I did last year). so I think im gonna have to let this one pass me by :-(
#its not the end of the world like theyre not artists i LOVE love just ones i know and like a few tracks of#last year i had so much fun bc one of the artists there was an all time fave of mine. but yeah im not missing out on that this year#but its still a shame. i miss living there and being able to walk to gigs to easily like the music scene was so up my street!!#and i was kind of looking forward to it. but i shouldve planned it further in advance if i was serious abt going#i just didnt think theyd BOTH play so late???? i swear they had an earlier schedule last year#i guess i could just go and mill around some of the shows earlier in the day even tho ive skimmed most of them on spotify and theyre-#not rly my thing. sigh#im v tired + starting to feel quite sad this evening for some specific reasons i dont really want to think much about bc it is what it is#so its hard to imagine going out and having fun tomorrow. maybe ill just aim to get my chores done instead and see how i feel after that#i might fix my bike up and check the other local climbing gym out bc i havent visited that one before and itd be nice to mix it up#and i need to go out on the bike at some point this weekend so i dont build up anxiety abt it after yesterdays crash. hmm#man. its hard trying to do things solely for my own enjoyment sometimes. im usually pretty ok at making myself do it#and im grateful that i am! but i think im just feeling quite lonely. and not in a way where being around other people rly helps#like its more of a core thing. i feel kind of unseen by people in my life at the moment and that makes me feel like im not quite real#and i dont really know what to do about that. i think its why im still on my discord hiatus i just dont really have anything to say rn#ive felt this intermittently throughout a lot my life i think. but most of the time i can distract myself from it enough not to notice it#and i put the effort in socially regardless + usually when im in the moment it doesnt matter. but the stretches inbetween those moments..#its not unbearable and i dont feel that depressed at the moment either. just a bit lost i guess. i know itll pass eventually#but yeah it just keeps nudging up against me bc im feeling every little misunderstanding and slight quite keenly atm#ahh.. well its okay. ive never really needed much anyway im good at taking care of myself and thats enough to get by#ill do something nice for myself this weekend one way or another. im gonna go take a long shower rn i think and then read a bit#ah and i said i didn't rly want to think about it! but i guess i did... well i feel like i exist a little more for typing it out anyway#okay yes shower time now :-)#.diaries#maybe someday ill have ppl in my everyday life who i do feel seen + safe around. a girl can dream.. i have a lot of work to do before then
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malachitezmeyka · 7 months ago
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What hurts the most about bad days is that I literally don’t have anyone I could go crying to when they happen
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evvlogetarian · 1 year ago
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Man I am not looking forward to the fact I've got 3 back to back exams coming up ...and two of them are for a class I'm worried about like...fuck idk...and it sucks cus I've had a lot of ppl reaching out to me lately wanting to hang out or talk and it's like I don't have it in me for small conversation sorry... T_T why is being an adult so hard I feel like I can never fully achieve balance between work-school-personal...ykwim...but also I'm a chronic overworker...I can't ever Relax ...
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