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hanging out with a friend who Knows about The Thing today, and very much likes to take advantage when they give massages so….rip me 🫠
#i am so getting ahead of myself#but the last time we hung out they got me pretty good so#….plus i actually do need a massage 🫠#wallflower speaks#tickling blog#tickling community#tickle blog#tickle community
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been thinking about double life again lately so here is my ideal lineup if they ever do a second one:
scott & joel
would be horrible (incredible)
pleas eplease please please please i need to see them self destruct
gem & jim(my)
sometimes when the others say one of their names i think they're saying the other and then i have to go back to recontextualise the entire conversation for myself
i just think theyre a sweet duo and would be cute soulmates
jimmy final two (real) (not fake)
skizz & lizz(ie)
i like when their names rhyme
though after that guess the build it's questionable whether skizz knows how to rhyme
before wild life i'd just say some of the silliest on the server maximising their joint silliness, but
lizzie wants him dead now. it would be such a shame if he was the one person she wasn't allowed to
impulse & etho
yeah how do you like that bdoubleo100
this time impulse wins i swear it'll for real be this time
grian & bigb
they'd both be sooooo happy
bigb would treat him right
#grumboOUT #scarianOUT #bigrianIN
tango & bdubs
toxic AF
they lowkey are even now after wild life but i dont think thatll stop them from divorcing on live tv
cleo & pearl
most terrifying duo for everyone but gem
they've resolved their past trauma and now they can live happily with pearl's DOTS (Dog Of The Series)
unless,
mumbo & scar
completing the buttercups soulmate circuit as is Right and Just
unstoppable force (mumbo "kills a lot but only when he can die even more" jumbo) vs immovable object (scar's persistent survivability when in grave danger)
ren & martyn
god. i mean. you know i had to do it to them
this time they can die in each others arms
holding each other until their bodies give out
whispering reassurances until they can't speak any longer
#sorry i got a bit ahead of myself with that last one there#also i genuinely think this might be the only way to get scott and joel on a team together#i am so willing for them to prove me wrong#double life#trafficblr#life series#smallishbeans#scott smajor#geminitay#jimmy solidarity#skizzleman#ldshadowlady#impulsesv#ethoslab#grian#bigbst4tz#tangotek#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#pearlescentmoon#mumbo jumbo#goodtimeswithscar#rendog#martyn inthelittlewood#traffic smp
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ladies, I need to wander despondently across a foggy moor asap
#*this also applies to the not-ladies among us#y'all deserve a good pensive ramble across a moor in a really cool greatcoat#just be sure you don't turn it into anything vigorous#this is not the time to be Aragorn we are looking for Jonathan Harker pre-Dracula at best#in regards to the moor: a wind-swept cliffside would also be suffice#it would NOT do wonders for my health of course but hey#fortunately the bestie and I have plans to go hiking next weekend and if we don't have another option I'm gonna beg for the hemlock trail#I'd also take the cedar springs#I just need Nature that isn't the beach#in other news I am happy to report that the week is smoothing itself out somewhat#we're all still on edge but it's not as bad as it was and we've effectively kicked loose the pebble in the the shoe#my darling sister sent me a gift and told me to treat myself so I may get bubble tea after work#and I begged for tomorrow off so I can sleep and then spend the day coughing in peace#(this is such a bizarre cold. I didn't get any of the preliminaries outside of some sneezing)#(and then it was straight to my chest. not even a sore throat first! usually I get a lot of build up and can often get ahead of a bad cough#(thankfully my nose is not congested. I suppose that's the trade-off)#so I'll sleep in and then I may sort some of the filing I'm taking home from the office#by then I'll likely have completely lost my voice#AND I have ingredients for chili because for once I planned ahead. might even make some of my favorite rolls as well.#and then next week...I start a second job#(super simple and it's 2 hours max every evening. once I figure it out it could be an hour tops unless I decide to take it slow)#(the pay is great for the job and it'll give me something to do instead of just...I dunno...reading through the winter I suppose)#(sorry my head is in such a fog I don't know how I'm surviving work)#mine#greatest hits
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idk like. jesus did know his time was limited, but for how long did he know it? do you think he watched the sky before he went to sleep and knew it would be one of his last sunsets? did he reach out to the orange wavering sun as if to hold it in his hand? frowning when it didn't burn? did he bite into a fig during supper and cry at its sweetness? kneel down next to a dog running in the road and marvel at the existence of life, whisper to it "tomorrow is my last, please keep me in your mind"? did he try and stay up long past everyone else to savor the night, the light of the stars, the sound of the wind? maybe he longed. yearned. i think he wanted a lot of things very badly before he had the time to say it
#pig originals#im so fucking sorry i think ive been thrown into my mutuals brain. for a hot second.#i dont even remember the bible but i am so so mournful over. when characters understand they have to go Soon but don't want to#lingering. i love the word lingering. that's this!! that's this one!! do you think he tried to linger?#hung around doorways while his friends chatted inside? tried to memorize the sound of their laughter? im getting ahead of myself#ren if you see this. whoops i have to go#pig pens
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it is officially the one year anniversary of hz episode 16, aka THE spinel pokemon episode, therefore!
a redraw of my very first (08/01/23) digital drawing of spinel (*'▽'*)
plus cool overlay hehe
i can't believe it's been a whole year since he got his big episode ∑(゚Д゚) i don't think i'll ever be as excited for any episode as i was for 16
here's to another year of this freak !! maybe he'll actually show up soon outside of a 5 second appearance that sets up him being suspicious just for it to be forgotten for months
og under cut! (old art alert)
#pokemon#pokeani#anipoke#pokemon horizons#pokemon hz#pokemon spinel#spinel pokemon#pokemon explorers#my art#rambling moment up ahead my bad#honestly i've been pretty demotivated when it comes to making hz stuff#i've seen complaints abt hz stuff that VAGUELY resembles the stuff i make (keyword vaguely)#and it. reallyyyy got to me despite the fact that it probably isn't about my stuff at all and that i'm overthtinking it!#but it did stump me for a while until i remembered. Who Cares#my target audience is mostly myself so!#making content for your own enjoyment is much more fun (and easy) than trying to cater to anyone else#life lessons with hershey#which means i am back on that grind! maybe (school starts Very Soon)#anyways! if you read all this i swear i am not usually this much of a loser i've had character development!!#/e wave byebye#sidenote i wanted to make smth bigger since hz16 changed who i am as a person#for the worse i just got way more annoying about spinel after it#BUT..! i had to get this done in one night since i'd be dragged away from my computer until after the ep's anniversary
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commissioning @vos-videmus was a life changing experience. forcing you all to look at this immediately (please don't repost or crop out the watermarks. thanks 👍)
#kitakata sensei#lost judgment#judgment#kuwana jin#jin kuwana#i've been meaning to comm a kitakata render for ages and i finally just decided to do it#like i'm sorry the in-game flashbacks are just NOT flattering 😭#but this...... (touches my screen tenderly)#when i got the update in dms for this i got so flustered i had to force myself to do a few more housechores to calm down#anyway regardless to say i am very happy rn#he is also photocard shaped so i can hopefully eventually carry him around irl too#when i actually get my shit together and print it that is#it feels kind of illegal to see kuwana without facial hair which is funny considering that yamakoji is clean shaven most times ive seen him#i should... definitely do this more.... pull up to someone's dms comm something from one of my fics...#maybe i'm getting ahead of myself. i'm just so excited and happy#i love him and want all my kuwana mutuals to see him too
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So in the same season we get this:
We also get a shot of Suzie very not-subtly holding up the book A Wizard of Earthsea towards the camera, which happens to be a copy with a purple cover
Perhaps this is meant to be a further hint and foreshadowing at Will's potential powers? And if so, could Will's story be similar at all to that of the protagonist of Earthsea— Ged?
#hiiiiii so I would elaborate but I got excited to post something and am getting ahead of myself#I'm reading the book currently but I'm not finished#it's short but I'm a slow reader so who knows when I'll finish it but be on the lookout for a will post as soon as i do#will byers#will byers has powers#also sorry the suzie ss is kinda blurry the camera is moving while shes holding it
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ok no honestly i'm thinking about it i am so pumped not even just for sunny 17 itself (i mean obviously) but more so for the experience it's going to be for sunnyblr to get together and watch it and talk together and reconvene after every episode and share our thoughts and stuff. seriously highlight of my summer last year was doing that. we are going to get so so weird about it. there will be such pointless and unsettling discourse. and ultimately it will bring us closer. and it will be a great time
#i wasn't even here for that much of sunny 16 like i'm a very new sunnyblr user all things considered so#idk why i'm severely nostalgic#but either way i am really excited to share it with a community of. Like minded crazy people#that is seriously so much of the joy of watching this show is that theres so much to dissect about it if you can find people#as Weird about it as you are#im getting ahead of myself this isnt even that soon#but whatever#im excited#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#sunnyblr
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[Image description: A traditional drawing of Katrina from the film Vamp. It is boldly coloured with oil pastels, and is a close-up of her face, stretched out to bare her fangs. Both her mouth and her eyes are wide open, although one of her eyes is obscured in a dark shadow. She is deeply shadowed, although the contours of her face are lit up from below in a bright and unnatural neon green, which also makes her visible eye look uncanny. There is a pink rim light around the top of her head, and deeper reds behind her. The oil pastels create a grainy texture that is offset by the rigidity of the colour blocking of the different tones of her face.]
#katrina vamp#vamp 1986#vamp#katrina vamp fanart#vamp 1986 fanart#vamp fanart#traditional art#so basically i havent posted in nearly a year now due to mental failings (i say ambiguously cos its hard to sum up)#which is to say its more of a persistent but underlying mood than something catastrophic and that so dw too much#anyway#this whole time i have been really sad that i havent been posting art and it would make me happy to do that again#so here i am#i think i will try inktober this year just to get back into things but like give myself 2 days ahead this time#if it is hard i will just finish it in my own time lol#but this is a pretty old piece as i have a backlogue of older and newer ones that im gonna post#about 2 b4 inktober and i will resume the rest after#anyway vamp is great and grace jones is amazing in it and u should all watch it 💛💛#pinnacle of 80s red green lighting (my fave type of lighting)#also for reference i scanned this a week or so after i stopped posting lol
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[I'm probably gonna totally redo this blog like... this summer. Maybe. Assuming I still have the sheer gall to continue running this corpse.]
#[idk I still feel oddly hesitant about changing it at all. Partially because I dont know how to make things nice and Aesthetic ™ as all#those cool indie rp blogs‚ but also because I just feel like I'll be getting way too ahead of myself. Like:]#''look at that loser he thinks#he's so cool but we all know he doesn't belong in with The Elite Blogs. Fuckin poser'' kind of deal.]#[Which is true but still.]#[though the fact that I'm as old as I am and roleplaying is automatically docking my cool points anyways.]#ooc
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the idea of haymitch dating is so fun to me - not because it means he's gotten to a better place to be able to do that healthily, although yes that's something in itself - but because of the untapped comedic potential in katniss vs peeta's responses
peeta is supportive but also very excited & honored to bring out his little-brother behavior in teasing him relentlessly. like he's happy for haymitch and all but he's getting revenge. he's ding-dong ditching his house during a movie date and leaving broth behind on the doorstep*.
katniss? hates it. won't hear a thing about it. not only is she weirded out but she also gets embarrassingly protective. one day someone flirts with haymitch while they're in town and she's like get away from him. 🙅🏽♀️ and haymitch goes "you know i've been around longer than you've been alive, right? and i mean that in several senses" and she says "shut up haymitch." and then peeta asks if she's just jealous and she says "shut up peeta."
#*yes this is future SOO content (tho lacking context) and yes i am getting ahead of myself but listen. it's just so fun#more people should write about it#haymitch abernathy#peeta mellark#katniss everdeen#hunger games
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Hmmm I'm curious about what yall think about the cannibal colony
Because to me, it feels like there is evidence on both sides. But I do feel like their hellborn and it personally makes more sense to me
Or, manifestation of humans greatest sins, being in the pride ring and, well, who takes more pride in vile acts then serial killers nd cannibals?
I mean, they look freakishly similar and are shown to have kids; which we havnt seen in any other sinners, none look as identical as they do
Edit, they do have multiple kids in cannibal town, shots Shor pre/teens, tho we still haven't seen kids outside of the town so, did they age or die at that age
I'm also pretty sure kids get a freepass to heaven, especially one as young as the cannibal boy would be
We also see Susan, who could've just died at that old age, but no other sinners have shown to be that old. And aging is only a hellborn thing
There's also that thing um....fautiss! I think, said on stream, about her being hellborn and a hellborn overlord, tho that might not be canon anymore
And sure, they could just leave the pride ring for the exterminations, but at risk of said stuff being destroyed, if they were hellhorn
So personally I think there's a lot of evidence pointing towards them being hellborn
But on the other side, we do see sinners with similar tho not identical features as the colony, mimzys eyes and cheeks for example
And exorcists aren't allowed to kill hellborns, tho I wouldn't be surprised if they ignored that rule in favor of time as long as they don't hurt Charlie or a large number of hellborn it's fine
And they bleed red. Which I'm not sure cause I don't think we saw any bleed, at least I didn't
Side note that is not at all related to the question, I feel like their kinda based on an ant colony with how similar they look and the colony in their name. Fun little thought that popped into my head
#.....why does every question I type out devolve into a long ass rant??? I am so sorry🥲#i do think their hellborn are baded on their ring so the cnanibals take on a more 'dangeorus appearance' since humans are dangerous#gonna stop before i get ahead of myself tho#tell me what you guys think tho!!#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel rosie#hazbin hotel cannibal town#hazbin hotel questions#hazbin hotel theory#vivziepop#idk what else to tag#supernatural polls
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girl HELP absolutely everything is going exactly right on the high school lesbians obsessed with space show and there are still FOUR more episodes to go
#looks like there are some oh-no-foreign-exchange-plans-may-make-us-part woes ahead but. probably not four episodes worth#(also yes i AM saying everything is going right while ton is getting hit by charoen bc i think (with much love) that it's good for him)#(of course i don't think mawin getting stood up is what he deserves. but i DO think mawin ending up with ton during the meteor shower....)#(well it SHOULD be foreshadowing is all i'm saying. and so far i have no reason to believe this show would waste that)#*#23.5 degrees#anyway. this is just how the pacing of these gmmtv shows works#< things i tell myself while hoping we can avoid the inevitable main couple breakup arc
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looked back at some of my fakemon designs. i prefer the 1st concept of missa's design
GOING TO REMAKE HIM ONCE AGAIN
#the idea of a pokemon just getting a new accessory in their evolution amuses me#only this time the “accesory” is the full body LMAO#like i can imagine that he found skeleton parts of a pokemon and just put it together the best he can#OOOOO maybe i can give him a little ability(?) where after he takes a certain amount of damage he just loses control of his “body”#so it just falls apart LMAOOO#am getting ahead of myself oops
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also "textless" versions of these, wahooo
#corned beef#joe iconis christmas extravaganza#bsol#speaking of >:3 & >:3 third time's the >:3 in successfully slammed both up against the window of joe iconis's car (twitter @'d & Seen)#which is really just a :3 but whom among us (orchestra hit) is not a little impish with it#first year i did fanart like wouldn't it be fun if joe saw & liked this. second yr like Same plus it did happen last time#then also recency Fun Times bias sure but he did make it a frame in his End Of Year Good Times Celebration video like >:'3#yes i draw exactly what i wanna draw b/c it's some specific thing i enjoy that much so Yep that is the xmas show to me#so powerfully i was moved like ooh fun xmas villain wrole?? in '19 when i was paying attention & relieved of some bmc closure malaise#by the xmas show but obv Least aware / knowledgable lol. technically showed up in '18 around nov/dec but no chance Right then of tuning in#i mean i had the capacity but did not know it existed / even Less helpful preexisting context. anyway so by the time the show returns#& i've done research in between & gone my god i am i live laugh loving like Yeah i'll do more fanart & omg cyril & omg krampusfucking#able to ramp it up this year & like just thanks to Drawing Experience i'm better at forging ahead through thee process even when it's#extra ambitious like my god am i in over my head? well keep swimming for the surface like only several times going [aaa....] only to yknow#not be that tripped up anyway but still go [(celebrate) christmas!!! (with me)] & be like Do It For The Krampusfucking Gift#one post for another like lighting up my life joe just coming out like ''who wants clips. first up Full Cyril Fucks The Krampus number''#like jeez made that happen And passed it along....it's always the like epitome of my art like i make the specific often really niche stuff#i really respond to; does anyone else enjoy this? if yes; Wheeee; sometimes this is also ppl Behind the really niche shit i enjoy#like i truly hope you do get that kick out of it as i slam it up to the window; worth a Highlight Of Your Year or not#the power of [i do like to Draw the things i latch on to] + [internet] for you#really the bsol design even More an event in ''how did i even do this'' b/c even when planning to make it slightly easier like well#fewer figures; i'll use ink pen so i hone the lineart less than i would to precisely get [line weight mostly irrelevant] Line Geometry#yet still going ruh oh i'm honing for sure. but then like did Most of the lineart all in one night + all the coloring the next round#when i draw quite slowly / the Honing is virtually always an inextricable part of my process like i do Nothing in less than Hours#like i think even my freewheeling bsol sketches posted just this morning took me at Least an hour; judging by vids i played in the bg lol#not quite calibrated to have Attuned Confidence In My Ability To Forge Ahead thusly like oh no if i don't have Momentum or it doesn't#happen to be one of those times things just spontaneously come out great right off without more honing / consideration we're fucked....#not actually the case but yknow still realizing this lol But still able to just pat myself on the shoulder like It's Manageable & it is/was
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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