#i am so fucking depressed
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spotted in a japanese city pop cover of "Good Luck, Babe." comment section
#i am so fucking depressed#every time I think about the manga's ending I feel overwhelming sadness and regret
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tonight i will kiss charles’ face and hug him and cook pasta carbonara for him and ruffle his hair endearingly and hold him and tell him he deserved so much more and 🥺
#.txt#charles leclerc#I AM SO FUCKING DEPRESSED#I AM SO FUCKIIIING SAD#is this what its like to be a charles fan. i dont like it#but i love him so much#monaco gp 2023#monaco gp ‘23#f1#f1blr
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I think I should accept that I love my job but my job greatly and negatively impacts my mental health.
#if you've been here a while#then you know this already#and you're probably thinking “well shit dawn I could've told you that”#and yet here I am#personal#sigh#i am so fucking depressed#at least we have fic fest#delete later
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Will I make it through this year? Stay tuned
#cal blogs#I am having a shit awful terrible time#I am so fucking depressed#nothing I do is good enough#I can’t stand the holidays#and I can’t do anything right in the months of November or December#someone please end me
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I don't like time moving forward taking me further and further away from when she was still alive
#all of it is so unfair#we only knew for 4 months she was sick and then she died#it was so quick#I miss my mom so much#I am so fucking depressed#she was just. an advocate for me. she supported me#I felt I was able to pursue certain creative things because she was supporting me#that's so invaluable to me#I miss being in the car with her I miss showing her music I miss talking with her so fucking much I miss talking with her#I miss talking with her.
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I need to find my ds so bad im literally about to fork over $250 for a new one just so i can play tomadachi life again 😭
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I'm so tired of thinking my f/0s wouldn't love me, telling me they don't and will never love me, or just hating me. I'm tired I'm so tired of living like this
#i am trying to keep telling myself its past 9 pm and im on my period so im just like more emotional#but goddamn#i am so fucking depressed#like what the fuck do i do#things are getting so much better#so why why am i so fucking sad
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a moment of silence for all us disabled ones who had to watch each of their friends move on with their lives without you and get jobs, go to school, have partners come and go, get engaged and move house etc.
shout out to my fellow struggling people who are still sitting in the same bedroom they grew up in. the ones who can't get a job, can't make new friends, can't find a partner or partners, can't move house and can't go to school.
I hope one day we can all find someone to at least sit with us in our rooms. I see you and I understand... and I'm sorry we can't be that person for each other
#hell o void#hell o hadal#disabled#disability#invisible disability#nuerodivergent#nuerodiversity#mental health#agoraphobia#depression#anxiety#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#autistic#autism#i know this applies to more people but i am too tired to think of more tags and i really need to stop posting and do other things#but this is something i struggle with constantly and cant get over so#about#it hurts even more knowing that my friends who have done this are also disabled#like.... what do you mean they can overcome their disabilities and have lives why the fuck cant i do that
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i wish i didn’t miss him… i wish i didn’t wanna hear his voice telling me he loves me again.
i wish i didn’t want him to kiss me again like he did the first time. i wish i didn’t wanna fall asleep in his arms and feel safe like i used to.
i wish he didn’t break my heart and walk away. i wish he didn’t give up on me when i wasn’t ready to give up on him.
i wish i didn’t wanna call him. i wish i didn’t want to send him things i know would make him laugh.
i wish i didn’t wanna hear about his day or tell him about mine.
i wish i didn’t wonder if he misses me the way i miss him.
i wish i could face him without crying. i wish i could see him without being reminded of how happy he used to make me.
i wish i could feel like it was possible to love someone else someday. i wish it would stop hurting.
i just want it to stop hurting.
#I can’t do this anymore#I am so fucking depressed#I wanna cut him out of my mind and heart with a scalpel#when does it get easier#personal#rose rambles
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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snap out of it
#messyr#already dying hard this bermonths like cmon why does it keep striking whenever i need to be academically focused#( never was focused bc of how brain damaged i am AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH )#UGHHH.......... Can i even graduate at this rate i feel like im wasting so much and i can only blame myself#fuck this stupid brain fuck this stupid brain stupidstupid dumb dumb dmb udmbdumb dumbdumbdumb#vent art#vent post#artists on tumblr#doodle#depression
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Knee deep in the Void Odyssey and you're bleeding me out, is it casual now?
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#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#wade wilson#cw blood#like everyone and their mom i too am losing my mind over this movie and the honda scene#logan in this movie is EVERYTHING#DEPRESSED GUILTY OLD MAN BEAN YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE#i'm so emotional over him so fucking thankful for this film#i have so many little things i want to draw from the movie we'll see if any of them actually get done lol#marvel#marvel comics#marvel fanart#x men#x men fanart#art#my art#literarymerritt#merritt draws#i changed the original caption bc i thought of a better one
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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I know its not a lot for most writers, but y'all. I wrote the first 2200 words for an original story of mine. I haven't written much of anything (outside of roleplaying) in like 15 years. I could cry. I miss this so damn much.
#writing#writblr#like y'all trauma and depression and mental health really took a lot of this away from me#even though it took me all fucking day to write those 2200 words i am so fucking proud of myself
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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I've never wanted to adopt a child more. I need to hug him or else I will fucking die.
#lil sanji cures and makes my depression worse#like both at the same time#HE'S SO FUCKING TINY#MY POOKIE#HE FITS IN MY POCKET#I AM GOING INSANE#one piece#black leg sanji
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