#i am not going to be able to sleep
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wow thst was a good nap
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ata tu corazón, mi amor, y arrástralo por la tierra
#this art hurts so bad#in a way i'd never be able to explain#also it just upsets me a lot because i don't like how i did it:(#idk how to make it better so i'm just gonna leave it as it is#and go to sleep good night#it was supposed to be cool and simple just like that#but in my eyes it's just missing everything and i don't know how to fix it#genuinely thought it was gonna be a good art but here i am oh well. that happens i guess#im sorry javier :(( i'll make more good art i promise#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#javier escuella
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#sleep token#vessel#vessel sleep token#iii sleep token#vessel iii#song: nazareth#very likely this has been posted before so feel free to ignore it or point me towards a different post but i just. wanted it on my blog#am unsure where or when this took place if anyone has any more specific info i'll update it#the source is the tweet where i found it#i. very simply. have not been able to get this out of my head since i saw it and got tired of hunting so. here you guys go#they're just so cute#i have a bonus gif i'll add in a reblog i didn't want it to take up the whole post#the good news is searching for the the source ritual is what lead me to that video of them playing nazareth at ulu back in 2017#so that was a fun find#gif me baby one more time
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Happy birthday TRIGUN STAMPEDE!! 🎉
#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#trigun fanart#meryl stryfe#roberto de niro#tristamp#well i nearly forgot to post this here OQNDNWNA#but here it is! wow 1yr old! truly amazing#words do not suffice to describe how much i love this series and how i adore trigun as a whole#it was like catnip to me and i couldn't let go#i have not been here since the first episode but hey it is also almost a year for me so AHA#i HAD to do a gift for the occasion or i wouldn't be able to sleep. hence the 2 am drawing bc it appeared on my eyelids and i had to
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Whatever happened to "I ain't holding back anymore?" Huh???
#no like omg imagine after saying thay he still hesitate to do pda when they go out hskskskskqsjskq#hold his hand in public and suddenly he just foams in mouth#btw 4/10 never happened that's just a western propaganda to confuse the shinjiham allies#i am so ill actually i listens to shinjiro's sl romance every night before I go to sleep I think at this point i memorized the line#anyway aaa I want to draw more cartoony shinjiham but i am sooo busy ueueu im able to draw this because my assestment got postponed today#yall better pray i graduate fast so i can just unleash my true power and draw the normal no murder but angsty au of shinjiham i wanted#asukart#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#shinjiro aragaki#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#shinjiham#foolmoon#persona 3 femc
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19.09.23, tuesday
tired !! but nOT SLEEPY damnit
things done today:
2h lecture
4h of coding
#but i should be sleepy bc it’s 8pm and i’m trying to go to sleep early#but I also would need an evening walk to reset my brain I think#but im tired#but if I won’t go I might not be able to rly sleep too well#but !! i am !! tireddd !!#and i dont want to go !!!!!#studyblr#bookblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#studyspo#dark academia#september 2023#2023
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day 4 - cosplay!!
#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#alice yabusame#reko yabusame#needy streamer overload#notyoinara art#alice yabusame art marathon 2024#this was originally going to look WAYYYY different so it would fit with nso more but i ran out of time#<- might remake it after this month#i am happy with how the faces turned out though :3#sleep did not help I FEEL WORSE#able-bodied artists please give me your strength
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#kabushiki gaisha magilumiere#magilumiere co. ltd.#magilumiere magical girls inc.#株式会社マジルミエ#magilumiere#magi lumiere#sakuragi kana#gifs: hotwaterandmilk#gif warning#anime gifs#anime edit#magical girl anime#magical girls#mahou shoujo#animangaladies#unfortunately the anime airs after i've taken some weekly meds that put me to sleep#so i am not going to be able to “get in early” with posts about the anime#but it is cute and fun#a solid intro to the manga without being anything too exceptional#i look forward to purchasing all three BDs#the extras are shaping up to be nice :3
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POV: You’re Vaggie:
#artists on tumblr#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#vaggie#hazbin charlie#hazbin vaggie#chaggie#art#my art#artist on tumblr#fan art#I have class tomorrow what am I doing except going to sleep 😭#poor Vaggie not able to admire Charlie’s right side 😢#it’s ok cuz Charlie is cute at all angles :)#we need more of them being in love in season 2 istg#hazbin fanart#charlie x vaggie#vaggie hazbin hotel#charlie hazbin hotel#Charlie#hazbin chaggie
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Satan shower card edit because WHY IS HE WEARING SHORTSS 🤬🤬‼️‼️‼️
also plopped some headcanons and better lighting on him :3
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One with less steam on his ass because it started off as a joke but I am NOT a coward:
#omg im going insane becuz i forgot to remove some part of his shorts 😭😭😭#also i am so proud on his ass????#it sounds weird as hell but theres been weirder#anyways like i was able to create ass from SCRATCH????? and rendered it???? clap clap....#i've seen people's post get taken down so TUMBLR.... TUMBLR :3 TUMBLR HI... YEAH SO LIKE....#i need to fucking sleep this shit took me 45 minutes (atleast thats what ibispaint told me)#obey me satan#satan#obey me#... uhm#StOP WHY DID SEVENTEEN BY MARINA START PLAHING RIHHT WHEN I WANTED TO POST THIS 😭😭#is this a sign to make a seventeen satan animatic 🤨#obey me shower card#obey me edit
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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I recorded all this back in February and March but never got around to editing it all together, so here it finally is. Definitely not because I’m really bad at talking to a camera and I feel like the whole thing awful. I’m gonna get better pictures in the morning, because I have a migraine. But this is my little whaleshark buddy. Any name suggestions?
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#I really am vey happy with how he turned out#just look at his stupid little face#i do wish I’d have been able to give him five gills#but there wasn’t room#This project was originally meant to be posted for fishuary#plushblr#plushie#plush#shark plushie#sharkblr#whale shark#fishblr#shark#been learning about oceanic manta rays today#and their reclassification into the mobula genus#also did you know that they can change the color of their skin and it’s thought to be a form of social cue#anyway#probably gonna sleep#my head hurts#Though I honestly might just continue research because my brain is going#mimimimimimi#handmade plush#artists on tumblr#small artist#young artist#mossypidder motion#nugget sighting#kawaii style
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ugh that made me irrationally upset. gonna go read some fic to cool off. but yes, please do respect people's preferences on their own blogs.....
#any fic reccs with top!logan/bottom!wade are welcome ofc#or just any fic reccs feat. eurylochus or poseidon or odysseus teehee I'm not anywhere near as fussy with them#or anything with Athena and Telemachus being fambly#or anything involving the mouthwashing crew (minus Jimmy) x happiness lmao (though I prefer gen stuff there)#OR ANYTHING WITH HUGHTRAIN :sobs:#I am going to sleep so will not be able to reply for a couple hours but what the hell#hell. just send me your fave fic for any other pairing! PLEASe. I wanna read good stuff :3
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couple of mello + near doodles
#death note#mello#mihael keehl#near#nate river#meronia#bright colors#eyestrain#been having fun w colors recently :3#these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards#like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh#i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind#this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done#with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool#with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really#help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes#me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk#anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you
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i dont think i have the right to ask this, since i so rarely have the energy to reply, but .. i want my drive to draw art back and this awful depression gone (or at least made less bad..) so desperately that i will bear the shame of asking it anyway, just in the hopes of something getting that spark i had held onto for so long to light back up
though .. im not sure what i want to ask for, i guess .. anything? something you'd like to see me draw, a compliment, a question- whether zelda or oc related, a little totk rant of your own, a picture of your cat, a random fun fact-
#ganondoodles talks#i feel guilty just writing this#i feel like i do so little and ask for so much#too much#and the good ol 'you dont have the right to feel this miserable- theres people literally dying' is back ever so strong#i have barely been looking at anything online#idk why its gotten this bad now of all times#of course this is nothing you are requuired to do#i am not trying to put pressure on anyone#or make anyone feel bad#or responsible for me bad feeling#i just ... want out of this .... and dont seem to be able to do it myself#i am hoping all i need is just a little push to get me over the edge of fighting back again#i know therapy and/or meds would probably be better#but the former is basically impossible to get here- and i got bad experiences with it#and the latter would be a long process of things that cause me so much stress and im afraid it wont make anythign better#.............if our doctor would even be willing to get anything going#maybe this is all just headache sleep depreived wahteever thought sludge#.. im going to bed :U
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Them but as that one cupid yuri
Solo pieces :]
#I KNOW I said I was going to bed but look#I wouldn’t be able to sleep without getting this idea out first soooo yeah#sleep deprived for them I guess lol#my hero academia#mha#bnha#doubldeckkr doodlz#mha fanart#bnha fanart#himiko toga#ochako uraraka#here togachako nation you can have this 🤲#togachako#love bullet#I haven’t checked it out yet but I REALLY like the colored pieces#of art I’ve seen for the series#I haven’t made a colored piece in ages either this was mad satisfying#RIP TO THE BLICKIES BRO I AM NOT AN ARTILLERY GUY
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