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yes I posted a Mouthwashing rant 30 minutes ago. I am posting another one. More Mouthwashing spoilers
I think the horror in Mouthwashing works so well is because you’re expecting Curly to be the main monster of the game. He’s this scary guy that acts like the mascot of Mouthwashing, and with the surge of mascot horror as of recent years you expect this dude to be the one hunting you down. Plus in the beginning you’re lead to believe curly crashed the ship, so you have this negative image of him. So just to find out that he’s just a victim of Jimmy’s actions is horrible.
Let’s talk about Jimmy for a second. For more than half the game you play as him. I think most people agree with the fact that he is the main character, you play as him, he pushes the story forward, and he is the reason why everything is happening. Having your main character being this unlikeable, evil, asshole works so well in Mouthwashing favor. Because nobody wants Jimmy to succeed. But to play the game you have to go along with his fucked up plans.
Both of these things subvert the expectations of people playing the game. Not to mention how they directly feed into each-other. For example the beginning scene. Your lead the believe curly went crazy and crashed the ship, why wouldn’t he go crazy and start attacking the crew. But obviously the truth is Jimmy crashed the ship.
We thought curly crashed the ship but instead it was Jimmy.
We thought curly was the villain but instead it was Jimmy
can you tell I’m so normal about Mouthwashing
ALSO PSA. PSA. I DONT THINK CURLY IS A GOOD GUY, HES BAD, JUST NOT IN THE WAY YOU EXPECT‼️‼️
#I formed a hyper fixation in under 20 minutes of watching a kwite video of him playing it#i am not diagnosed with anything#so that means it doesn’t exist!! :D#mouthwashing analysis#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing spoilers#mouthwashing#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing horror game
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okay why is my brain working overtime rn im literally so exhausted girl (gender neutral). like. i dont have the physical energy for all this mental energy you're putting out right now what the fuck.
#why did i write 900 words about fiddleford mcgucket at 3 am last night#i was TRYING to SLEEP#and i cant sit still todau AUGHG#<<< someone get this man some adderall!!!!#(the man being me)#i am not diagnosed with anything#but i should be bc wtf is this#the worm speaks#personal
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hey fellow photosensitive phuckers,
people don't tag flashing properly. we know this. however. you can also stop all media from autoplaying.
just go into your settings until you find "media auto play" and toggle "never auto play".
and then bam. much safer to scroll through.
this will mess with stimboards and stuff but it's a small sacrifice imo
#cpunk#signal boost#photosensitive epilepsy#epilepsy#actually epileptic#(im not diagnosed with anything but flashing lights give me absence seizures it seems)#fnd#actually i am diagnosed-ish with fnd#cripplepunk#cripple punk
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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time
#futaba sakura#persona 5#p5r#p5#fanart#futabadoodles#chat i am SO losing it#went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg#neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit#and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing#like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life#and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you#cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??
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roberto do you are have autistic
I don't think so? I've never been evaluated. Been told I should get checked for ADHD, though, apparently coffee isn't a sleep aid.
I don't think I have autism. I look at people's eyes. Of course, not at their eyes, eyes, that's just a metaphor, no one would do that. But their eyebrows. See? That's normal behavior, decoding metaphors and making eye contact.
#ask robert chase#house md#ask me anything#robert chase#send asks#gimme asks#ask blog#house md roleplay#ooc: i am PROJECTING onto this man as a late-diagnosed auDHDer#do i think chase house md is autistic in canon? nah not really he reads more ADHD to me. and i read a compelling argument for BPD chase#but in fanon? fuck yeah make that boy autistic we don't have enough decent rep so i am all for making it ourselves#personally i think house (obvi) wilson park and masters are the *most* autistic of the gang.#but i am all for autistic chase also. guy's got issues maybe he's also an undiagnosed high-masking misfit with no clue he's got ASD#autism headcanons#actually autistic#autistic chase?#late diagnosed autistic#late diagnosed adhd#autism house md
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I actually long to work at the OIAR not because i want to investigate paranormal stuff but because the repetitive task of documenting each case is so interesting to me like i want that big handbook of all of the codes that correspond to each scary thing yesssss let me organize yessssss
#i am not going into library sciences or anything#im an art major#but in a different life….#the magnus protocol#tmagp#the magnus archives#im also not diagnosed with anything#yet….
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me when I dont want oestrogen or progesterone but my mother has explicitly said she doesnt want me on testosterone (fair enough I guess??) or blockers (ok but wtf with that one I already have massive tits what more do you want from me smh 🙄🙄/silly /hj): so.. ignore the problem for longer then? :D
#No but seriously having to convince like 7 separate doctors that I am in fact seriously struggling and do in fact seriously need help like..#every time I want anything diagnosed/looked at or like.. need help with. Fucking miserable!! Tempted to just die in a blanket cocoon or sm#instead.#cant fucking put myself through this AGAIN. I don’t want to see another fucking doctor I just want to not be dying for like 32 days each#month. Is that so much to ask for ? SMH.#GRRRR#ummmm this has gotten more vent/rant -y as I’ve gone along sorry chat!
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If it does happen that Buck's rebound is the same woman that kidnaps Maddie.....well it just screams Tim thinking it's 'genius' for Buck to feel oh so guilty that it's his fault somehow that his sister is in danger and spiral as usual and make the situation about him. Like enough for Tim to abruptly implode Buck's loving and stable relationship with his boyfriend JUST to have Buck single to hook up with this woman.....
Tim strikes me as someone that once he has an idea, he will push it forward without further thought to current storylines (or finishing them properly) or the future of those chracters which is why everything is a jumbled mess and we got the Brad love fest taking up valuable screentime, because that whole mess scream that Tim thought it was amazing and genius and he knows the perfect actor for it that the audience will froth over....and look how that turned out.
He seems very bored with the main chracters with how he treats them this season....like when you have something you use to hyperfixate on that you're losing interest in so you have to speedrun it to try and find that dopamine spike you use to get but it falls flat.
All this to say....I really hope this woman isn't Buck's rebound because it will be another pile of trash and relates in zero way to his 'figuring out who he is' shitck.
#this is just speculation#bucktommy#<- because#911 critical#adhd trait comparison does not mean i am somehow diagnosing tim to make thay clear#i have adhd and this is just the way i can explain it best#dont let her be the rebound because how is thay buck exploring anything butnmore trauma#what kind of growth would that be
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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Do you know this (canon) ADHD character?
Proof: The creators have said in interviews that Evelyn was written to have undiagnosed inattentive-type ADHD, but cut it from the final film out of fear of insensitivity.
#poll#canon adhd character#eeaao#everything everywhere all at once#evelyn wang#eeaao evelyn#evelyn eeaao#apparently they did so much research that one of the writers ended up getting diagnosed with adhd#i still need to watch eeaao i want to#but not having seen it#i wish they hadnt cut it. we need more explicitly adhd characters#and we especially need more media that shows what being adhd is like#and apparently that was like. literally the original concept????#man.#also something funny to me: evelyn was already planned to go up today#someone else submitted her last night LMAO#ofc they had no way of knowing that she had been submitted and to be clear i am not annoyed by this or anything#i just am always very amused by coincidences like this#it's fun
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really feeling like drawing right now. not actively, not right this second, but on a deeper level I feel like I could draw if I wanted to which has not been the case for a while. I do want to after I finish running an errand... I need to focus on something else, turn off my brain for a bit
#uuahg#I keep forgetting that I Am actually diagnosed with something and that a lot of the problems I face on a day-to-day come as a direct result#frustrating as shit#I wish it was harder to conceal these things so at the very least people who'd understand would somewhat gravitate towards my general area#and I wouldn't feel as if I were “pulling the rug” self-pathologizing or attention seeking#by making the choice to express what I'm really feeling once in a while#as shitty as that is and as grateful as I am for being able to function it sucks to feel alone & it's worse when it's by choice#granted it's a choice fueled and consistently re-affirmed by mental illness. but it's not an excuse for anything#its something I hold myself to and nobody else. I think it's healthy for people to talk about their problems and I try to encourage it#and I see the hypocrisy 100%. I know everything about this is wrong and unfounded but it's hard when everything you feel contradicts logic#it sucks when you consider yourself to be logical and then have this kinda wrench get thrown into your way of thinking#It gets harder and harder to trust yourself#I reach into my pocket for something to blame and end up touching my own pasty ass thigh because there's a hole in it
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anyone else write like a really good sentence and you gotta get up and pace a little
#like wow. wow that’s good. I have the zoomies inside me. must pace.#don’t diagnose me with anything I’m too old this is just how I am#Asukies ramble
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hi mutuals/followers/people that look at my blog frequently but dont interact….
#asclexeposting#poll#poll about me#personal poll#mutuals and followers hi#vote in my poll boy#ive been having a weird week and also did some research and i need to know. idk.#i haven’t been diagnosed with anything/tested bc ive always met societal standards educationally and socially i thought? but idk kills myse#sorry for asking#but everyone says i act weird/i am weird
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Taskmaster autism special with Fern Brady, Ivo Graham, Joe Thomas, Katy Wix, and Sam Campbell.
#taskmaster#i know only fern and katy are diagnosed but both joe and and sam have both said they think they think theyre autistic#ivo graham idk tho#if someone knows if anyone else thats been on tm is autistic or self dxs please tell me#also i am not officially diagnosed but my therapist did give me the thumbs up about it.#whenever i say anything about autism i feel like i have to say that
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People with stutters, lisps, and/or just those who have a hard time articulating their words: Your F/O will always listen to you patiently and let you finish your thoughts. They don't judge you or think any lesser of you for the way you speak.
#og#f/o tag#f/o#selfship#i don't think i have anything like this officially Diagnosed but i sometimes stumble on my words#could be anxiety (general or social). could be my potential neurodivergence#whatever the case is i feel bad when i'm saying things 'improperly' or w/e. and i feel like ppl are judging me#so i of course will go 'blorbo from my brain would love me anyways.' internally#and i am hoping to spread this positivity to you :)
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i'm so mad i don't have private insurance through an employer so i could get any kind of therapy or medication or anything. tags are a rambling rant
#i'm on medicaid bc i 1. got laid off 2. haven't found work 3. am disabled and verrrry few therapists accept insurance around me at all#let alone medicaid. i've only found one therapy group that takes it but the therapists there aren't very well equipped#for anything that doesn't respond well to the very basic frankly entry-level cbt coping mechanisms#and i have it IN my report from the psychologist who diagnosed me with autism and adhd that i should avoid typical anxiety therapies#because they're likely to only increase my anxiety. so now what do i do when that's the only therapy available to me and i know i need help#what really gets me is that i know in oregon a ton of great therapists who won't push cbt on me take medicaid#and i also have my family there. and my dad owns his own business and employs family. and i need a job so bad#because i need to feel like i'm contributing to the world and that i have value and that the world wants me#it's sooooooo demotivating getting a ton of job interviews but never getting hired for anything on a base level for like confidence#but it also really sucks because i Know i ramble during interviews because i don't trust i can answer the question right#but i know i could do the job so well if someone would just let me. like i feel like i need to beg people to give me a chance#because i'm literally like. that top performing promotable improves everything employee. every time. no matter where i am#and i feel like no one believes me. that no one is ever going to want me to work for them. because i'm the type of person who should be#kept away from the world. idk it feels like humanity's rejected me. and i just feel so sorry.#i just want a psychiatrist who takes my insurance. and a therapist who takes my insurance. and work to do to feel valuable#but there are so many barriers. and i'm so tired. i seriously need so much more support than i'm going to get#and approaching all of this with the realization that i'm autistic now just makes it like. oh. i NEED support. and i'm not going to get it#moving back to oregon's off the table and i don't think my family would be as willing to help as i hope they'd be#so i'm stuck here. what do i even do. i feel like i have nowhere to turn#it's like life's decided it's done with me. i feel so worthless i'm so scared
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