#i am exhausted but it was a nice day

[yohankang]

i went to see her (the sea) today!!!

[shorthaltsjester]

i do understand the frustration of like the way rio and agatha’s relationship went in agatha all along even if i personally am pretty happy with it but good grief if the reaction to the show isn’t some of the most clear articulation of the ship-ification of stories that currently happens in fandom. like, at no point was agatha all along presented as the Agatha and Rio Love Story, it is not theft or baiting that they didn’t have a happily ever after and they didn’t have the domestic cottage core scenes that were never alluded to that large swaths of the fandom just decided Must have been a past that was at Most very vaguely implied between them. also. agatha Is the villain, she’s got some complexity but she Is very much the antagonistic force, i thought that was what was compelling about her. i thought was the toxic murderess y’all were drooling over and now i see people explaining that actually billy manipulated agatha into dying. literally what is wrong with you lmao. god forbid a woman have agency in making a dark choice in the name of a boy she’s come to care for in a complicated way.

like don’t get me wrong i do think the last two episodes of the series were weaker plot wise than others, but so many of the complaints i see are like complaints that some minor scene or plot point that the fandom, not the story, accentuated wasn’t sufficiently dealt with. like. idk. can we interpret stories as more than just about the representation count and how satisfyingly the queer characters fit into the tropes you’ve decided they ought to fit into. agatha all along is an insistently queer show beyond the kiss count of agatha and rio and even beyond the identities of billy agatha and rio. can we maybe look at it as a show that’s also dealing with themes like oral history traditions and the nature of folktales and the antimony of real and non-real or interrogating the consequences of accepting and perpetuating easier rumours about yourself that paint you in a horrible light but for the wrong reasons instead of explaining the truth which is just as bad but requires you to be honest.

idk man. i’m pretty satisfied with agatha all along as a story. i think there’s some stuff with motivations that couldve been made clearer and i think — though she gives an incredible performance — they probably shouldn’t have cast an actress who’s schedule didn’t really work well with filming to play someone who the narrative depends on being a significant character. but as it’s own story and especially as a pair with wandavision, where wandavision is what happens when a woman ascribes herself to tropes such that they become her reality and agatha all along is what happens when a woman ascribes herself to false histories such that they become her reality, i’m pretty fucking impressed with the incredibly creative stories with significant themes and complex dynamics and uncomfortable ambiguities that jac schaeffer continues to craft in the hostile-environment-for-creativity that is the mcu.

[napping-sapphic]

do NOT have a best friend because you WILL be trying to sleep and then they will text you some of the cutest shit on earth and then you will be so busy thinking about it that sleep gets too hard >:(

[teamhawkeye]

a brief moment of much needed calm

[helianthus21]

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[ananxiousgenz]

just had a complete meltdown on the way out of work and spent 10 minutes crying in my car, peace and love on the planet earth <3

[bluesidedown]

noooooo.....

[kuromi-hoemie]

feel like I've genuinely spent at least a quarter of my day too horny to think. i was going to do some kind of art today but I've been thinking about the boy...

[stories-by-rie]

how to feel excited about my own projects again

[fatcowboys]

im done w moving and out of the shitty apt w the shittier roommate (who did not let move out happen without adding as Much drama as possible) and have just. been feeling so much better. living w my two friends who actually communicate well and all work together on our needs and gah. so less stressed and anxious now!!! and also in a week kitty introductions have gotten farther than they ever did w shitty roommates kitties (they were kinda bullies, so we had to move glacial speed even w oregano cat expert) and just. thank u the universe things are so much better now

[sirenscriptures]

i know i’m just a silly writing blog but i hope you know that this is also a blog for the girlies (gn) who never feel like they can fit in anywhere. that wherever they go they feel like they can never 100% truly be themselves with almost anyone. the ones who feel like their soul is too big for the body they’ve been given. the ones who feel like everyone else knows what they’re doing and they’re just stranded in the storm. the ones who feel like their presence is never fully appreciated by others and just “tolerated”. i see you, i hear you, and i love you.

[yaoianimeremade]

Soon im rly gonna do it

[greppelheks]

me after having a perfectly pleasant and fun time with other people: I need five days to recover from that

[thyme-in-a-bubble]

my cat is the best. it's only 3 in the afternoon, but today has already been A DAY™ and now she is just giving me all of the love.

[icefire149]

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[einstetic]

i'm not tired, i'm exhausted