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feel like I've genuinely spent at least a quarter of my day too horny to think. i was going to do some kind of art today but I've been thinking about the boy...
#for like the third day in a row#me: I've gotten so much hotter fr like i'm SO hot now and i was already hot i can't believe this#me when a friend who knew me from before says he thinks I'm hot: buddy what do you MEAN??¿?¿¿ 😵💫😵 really?? 👉🏾👈🏾#i enjoy his friendship and his company ♡ and i don't want to make it weird so i needed to cool off for a couple hours (。ノω\。)#i just kinda asked him if he wants anything more of me and what his boundaries are :3c and we can go frm there#i don't like to drive myself crazy wondering and letting a crush build. i nip it in the bud before it consumes me by just asking 😌#this isn't my first crush on him but i did keep the other ones to myself.. he's different 👉🏾👈🏾 but things r p different these days#and it's been a while since we've last seen each other. I've never been more attracted to him than i am now 😵💫😵💫#what happened.. wait no we have been getting closer i suppose. I remember always wanting to know him more in our#friend group back then and i feels rly nice to actually understand him more these days (❁´◡`❁) ♡ to be seen and understood myself.#it's a whole thing lol but basically i split off frm our old group then he kinda got kicked out and the group fell apart#but then we reconnected months later and we're better friends than we've ever been :3 i like him and appreciate him either way ♡#😮💨 having a crush on someone is so exhilarating yet exhausting lmaoo. he's a good boy though i like himmm ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ#ougggh... waaaahh.... auhgggghhhhggggg........#i haven't had a crush on someone in a while (。ノω\。) I've been blissfully hanging w my bestie but he keeps getting me#god..
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#ah yes one of those terrible every months where instead of numb and complacent i feel all my sadness all the time#just thinking about how i probably won't have children and trying not to cry at work#for like the third day in a row
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Local big sister experiences emotions, more at 6
Been wanting to do one of these with Lauren for AGES, but I never got round to it. Then I saw the Lydia and Phinium expression sheets on @littledigits’ website and I felt inspiration like never before.
The funniest struggle I have with Lauren’s design right now is that she nose too big for she got damn face. Literally, Hilda characters noses take up a fairly small portion of their faces, and her’s took up WAY too much, leaving little room for her to make facial expressions. But I struggled to find a fix because when I made the nose smaller it just didn’t look like Lauren anymore, so I took this as an opportunity to work on that!
She still has a larger nose than most characters, starting higher up (like her grandad!) and ending lower down (but not quite as low as before). I also made her eyes a little smaller and with a shape similar to Lydia’s (though you can see in some of these I hadn’t quite landed on that yet and her eyes are a bit too big), which works both as a nod to her parentage and because I think it makes the nose look bigger. This still doesn’t leave as much room for the mouth as most other characters, but that’s okay — Lauren is a very private person who keeps her feelings close to her chest, I think it works for her to have subtler expressions, adds to how guarded she is! Oh and I also updated the shape of her hair slightly, just to make it a bit more style accurate.
These changes are pretty small on their own, but I think combined they work well to make Lauren feel a lot more…alive? Far less stiff, anyway. I think she also has a more unique facial structure now, instead of just “what if Johanna was 90% nose”. She’s still got a big old nose and I love it but now she can emote, yay!
This is really all just concept stuff, I’m hoping to get a new fullbody style-ref for Lauren out soon! Now that I’ve improved the main issues I had with her face in the last ref, now it’s onto the silhouette! I want her to read as more of a strong character (though it comes across decently in her current ref, I wanna push it more without being as exaggerated as Ahlberg, which is. A challenge for me lol), streamline her silhouette, and finally make her taller than Johanna like she’s always meant to have been <3 I made her shorter for so long because I thought it would help her read better as her daughter but you know what? That’s dumb actually, she’s tall.
ANYWAYS, thank you for listening in on the annual Lauren redesign, and to the artists behind the show for posting so much amazing inspiring show stopping concept work for free because it makes my autism worse /pos
#her hair will prolly need some slight adjustments to account for her blue streaks but that’s a problem for future Sadie#also#local Sadie can’t stop saying “’local person… more at six’#more at NEVER. STOP IT SADIE ENOUGH#oh and apolgoes 2 @littledigits 4 the tag I do not mean 2 bother u <3#anyways these are not perfect! it’s my first time doing an expression sheet like this#but I’m proud of em anyway!#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#hilda netflix#art#my art#digital art#fanart#doodle#Hilda oc#drawing#Hilda Lauren#Hilda fanart#don’t look too closely at the background I was very lazy with editing the template. which is also from littledigits blog#I will probably do more of these one day#I especially wanna work on her angry expressions lol cause if you’ve read plenism you know my girl has anger issues ✨#and she’s worked on the m since but.#she very much still has a temper so long story short her angry expressions are IMPORTANT I think lol#also the third expression on the top row? my favourite genre of Lauren expressions#just experiencing the horrors#oc#my oc#also the expressions are ordered weird I know but I couldn’t be bothered to line them up properly or in a way that makes sense alright shus
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*eye twitching*
#seriously wtf do these admins know#this is like the third or forth day *in a row* that either f1 or rbr has posted about seb#i need to know what's going on 😭😭#sebastian vettel#sv5#formula 1#f1
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If I don't paint for over a month I intuitively believe that I can't paint – that learning how to paint was a weird hallucination, that if I try I'll find myself as clumsy as I was when I was 18, taking my first watercolor class.
I have a big, neither bad nor good, almost complete painting of an iceberg hanging in my room right now and I don't believe I made it. It looks obviously beyond me to have made, or to complete.
(And so of course I don't go into the garage to resume work – who, me? Why would I do that?)
Not true of pencil drawing, incidentally – that always seems intuitively accessible.
#rambl#I need to come up with a simple warmup piece and I'll get started again. it's like cooking#sometimes I fall out of it and think 'how could i possibly cook things it's so much effort'#but then i make ramen for myself two days in a row and on the third day I'll think 'I know how to touch a pot... tikka masala tonight'
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Tvornica kulture, Zagreb, 11/11/23
#joker out#attention ppl! it's old unpublished shitty pics time#one day before another tvornica ticket battle and i am not ready#tvornica is a great venue tho cuz you can show up 20mins before the gig and get like third row if you don't mind it being on the side
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Florist! willow and kindergarten teacher! hunter send tweet
#ive been thinking about this more with the new season of abbot elementary#like walk with me#hunter carves palisman mainly for lids so hed actually be great around them#and one day willow picks up her goddaughter bc amity and luz arent available#and omg its the pretty florist that hunter gets his flowers from for his classroom and family#huntlow#toh#willow park#the owl house#hunter noceda#hunter toh#toh hunter#au#shouting into the void#im home sick for the third day in a row bear with me here
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rendering practice…. again!!! i think i’m starting to get the hang of this!!…… again!!! only time will tell if this will remain my favorite rendering style.
#furry art#anthro#fursona#cute#bunny girl#i fuckING FORGOT THE AHOGE WA THIS IS LIKE THE THIRD DAY IN A ROW WHERE I HAVE#anyways yea
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TWO! OF! THEM!
#isat#isat spoilers#my art#isat siffrin#isat loop#human!loop#look i have not much to say about this#i WAS gonna draw bonnie today but i got like one shoe in before my brain decided human!loop time and how am i to argue with that#i wanna point out i didnt play the prologue? yet?#but i thought inverted color scheme would be fun#and yknow. all the little details to seperate them as people. because they are not the same. at least not anymore#maybe they were at some point maybe they were always different. who knows with all those time shenanigans#anyways! 5 days in a row!#....okay maybe i DID have much to say about this#also the third picture was an afterthought dont come at me with perspective and wether it makes sense#i know siffrin technically got his back to the mirror but also loop isnt an actual reflection#its more of a two sides of a portal thing i guess?#.....its halfway to one am and all the status conditions have hit me at once and i have work tomorrow so imma go eep#also yes i know the islands symbol is a 4 pointed star not 8 i am aware the 8 pointed ones are on purpose#i got an irregular one too#....yknow the 4 pointed ones on the pins for where they came from the irregular shaped one on the hat for who they became before#and the 8 pointed one to both show that they have grown beyond a homeland they dont remember and the fact that. yknow.#theres two of them kinda
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Exchange #7: Arturo's gift for Min!
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt secret santa saga#arturo giles#min jeung#eden tobisa#fanganronpa#i swear i have no agenda about putting min and arturo together even though this is the third time#the superheroes i just thought they had similar powers#greek mythology i just thought they would both read it#and now this one is totally random! hopefully this will be the last time bc i'd like to explore them with other characters more#also min two days in a row! min fans eating well(?)#my art#comic#fanart
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white lotus Binghe living his best life :3c
#lbh: *'trips' into sqq's tatas like 3 times in a row* sqq: could it be... im a really bad teacher?? ? ?#also for the third one i was thinking sqq quizzing him on monsters or smth#but looking at it it seems more...#'day 435 as a xianxia teacher. my disciple is quoting love poetry to me again. guess i#havent sufficiently impressed the differences between genres upon him yet.'#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#nendo bingqiu saga#nendo trials and tribulations#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain's self-saving system#mxtx#nendoroid#nendoroid doll
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a part of me is low key jealous of everyone who has had the chance to be in the first row for käärijä's gigs, but a bigger part of me wonders how the heck are ppl able to queue for HOURS or basically for a whole day??? like wow the dedication gotta respect it, i wish that was me 😭 but im old and mukavuudenhaluinen
#käärijä#i've seen him 4 times and the closest i've gotten was uhh third row#since i've never experienced first row i dunno if it's worth it but WOW does it sound like a lot of work to get 😵😵#i wish it was easier so i could one day get there but pfffff i feel like that's an impossible dream for me to have#but even a row further back is ok as long as there isn't some asshole holding up something for half the gig obcsuring your view...#i was so pissed after my first käärijä gig bc of that lol#omppu jorisee
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boy that AD sure can HD
#this is like the third day in a row where i’ve scrolled on my phone for ages instead of making breakfast while fully aware the ENTIRE time#how much i was going to regret not having breakfast#adhd#adhd problems
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i want to dieeeee
#third day in a row of feeling like absolute shit and i'm not being brave about it at all#i have to feel better by tomorrow#non-negotiable#if my shunt is fucked up again istg#medical //#ellie.txt
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2023 Australian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Lewis Hamilton)(my personal post-race highlights)
#i seriously think this race took like 10 years off my life#i think i aged about 50 yrs during it and had about 5 mental breakdowns#i dont think i can sum up all my thoughts: just look at my liveblogs and youll see my emotional rollarcoaster#to quote will buxton: “its been a long day.” AND I HAVENT EVEN SLEPT YET WAHHHHH#anyways absolutely wild race but yknow what im glad i experienced it and ty to you all for being here with me#when else am i gonna experience such fuckery#apologies to everyone affected by my yelling and screaming i think i lost my mind about 10 times#props to nando for his consistency#not only has he gotten p3 3 races in a row#but he also lost and regained his p3 twice in a very confusing way(i think i was abt to have an emotional breakdown at the third restart)#okay but things that make me squeal: THE WAY FERNANDO LOVES HIS TEAM AND THE WAY THEY LOVE HIM and THE WAY MAX TAPS HIM ON THE BACK HEHEHE#fernando alonso#max verstappen#lewis hamilton#2023 australian gp#fa14#mv1#lh44#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula one#formula 1#(2023: 3/23 races watched)
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i am freeeeeeeee [collapses into a pile of dust]
#the last hour went okay bc we were just playing a card game and doing gifts/cards phew#also i found out theyre celebrating my bday on... august 25th? hewwo?? they didn't tell me until now 😭😭#my sister will be back at uni in sept and my parents are leaving on a trip the first day of sept so i'll be alone again for it fsdjkl#which. mixed feelings about that. i won't have to be afraid of them interacting w me but also :'( a little sad to be home alone for it#for the third year in a row fsjdkl#OH WELL. i should just be grateful tbh fdsjkl#the one thing i'm very sad about though is i can't go upstairs anymore bc the new security system has motion detectors#last year i watched jerma on the TV up there and sat on the comfy chairs... it was so fun fdsjkl. can't do that this year though AUGH#alas!!! i will somehow make it fun anyways maybe i will just ask if i can use the oven so i can make myself a cake again this year#SORRY FOR PERSONAL POSTING SO MUCH TONIGHT BTW. its been rough this evening fsdjkl but im going to go draw now :3#dandy.cmd#vent //#ALSO CONGRATS TO ME FOR BEING RLY QUIET AND AGREEABLE AND NOT ADDING ANYTHING NEW TO CONVOS HURRAY#finally i have gone back to highschool me thank GOD i've gotten too comfortable having opinions around them since i graduated fdsjkl#being around people (in the workplace and going to a counselor) who treat you like a Real Human Person will do that! wow!#abuse cw
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