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sugar-omi · 4 months ago
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I already shared with you but they have to now about the most Cove coded one I found from Mythos
https://soundgasm.net/u/MythosVA/I-Adore-you-I-Always-Have
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YES THEY MUST KNOW!!! THEY MUST!! 😭😭
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bitchesgate3 · 6 months ago
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Whenever I have a topic or fixation I want to spam about, I have to dig through my hundreds of drafts to find unpublished gems that I just... have.
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bookwyrminspiration · 9 months ago
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god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait
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itsaspectrumcomic · 5 months ago
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It's OK to rest
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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kendyroy · 2 months ago
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logan and wade really are gonna spend the rest of their lives together huh? they’re really gonna outlive everyone and only have each other.
logan’s gonna spend another several hundred years living, but this time with someone else by his side. someone who loves him so so very much. someone who’ll constantly remind him how loved he is. someone who’ll be his partner till the end of time
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fintrafeatherfall · 13 days ago
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HAPPY HALLOWS EVE EVERYONE!!!! ENJOY THIS NIGHT FULL OF FUN AND SCARES, AS IT ONLY COMES ONCE A YEAR!!!!!
no text version as well!,
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white pumpkin drawing felt like destiny for Halloween heheh
i could fix her i think
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chirrups · 8 months ago
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blockmen bloodsport… save me.., blockmen bloodsport, save me blockmen bloodsport
template by @/xmaruu11
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macksartblock · 7 months ago
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beware of burnout it's so real i'm afraid
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also bc ended up making my writing into a font to avoid killing my hand as much and bc I saw Caden do this, I thought it would be fun to see who y'all think it suits lol
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bisclavret · 9 days ago
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i've loved bbc gwaine for 13 slutty, slutty years but it wasn't until i watched eoin macken's depressing ass film (that he made with tom hopper and funded partly with donations from merlin fans 😭) called Leopard about generational trauma and gendered violence and uhhh severely messed up brothers with an oedipal complex? and a 5.7 imdb rating. the protagonist eoin plays is basically modern gwaine if he was appropriately half-dead from alcoholism and pub brawls and sick with worry over his brother percival i mean tom hopper. and the movie goes crazy with the symbolism. i'm talking the painting of ophelia floating on the water being a puzzle they work on together cutting to literal dead women floating in water leading up to the wildest mommy issues you've ever seen type symbolism. anyway it wasn't until THEN that i was like. oh i see. this guy eoin is not normal. about themes and narratives. and gwaine was his dream role of a lifetime like that's still his special guy so i just KNOW he overanalyzed him to hell and back he did all those microexpressions on purpose he took that shit SO seriously. and now i do too. now i, too, am. the gwaine overthinker.
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an--artistic--autistic · 5 months ago
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made some new ones 👀
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nonasbirthday · 1 year ago
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the nature of griddlehark is that gideon says something to piss harrow off and harrow snipes back and gideon responds and then they’re off to the races & they're having a great time. the nature of gidianthe is that gideon says something to piss ianthe off and it hits too close to home and then ianthe narrows her eyes and systematically takes gideon apart for being a dead virginal provincial loser obsessed with her necro
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until-another-one-comes · 3 months ago
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I can't rewrite this season but if it was up to me, I'd still have the Umbrellas sacrificing themselves to save the timeline and at the end we see the Umbrellas still alive, but they're all living different lives and perhaps with varied ages to show that its not their existence that caused the timeline to get fucked up, but the marigold that started everything.
The Umbrellas were always meant to exist and live, but it was the marigold that caused the timeline getting muddled and disrupted their existence. Without it, the Umbrellas (and every other kids that were created by the marigold) were able to be born and live their lifes normally like they were always meant to.
Would it still have a lot of plotholes? Yes. Would it make sense? Perhaps not but at least its better than what they implied with the ending which is very upsetting and dangerous the longer you think about it.
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creekfiend · 3 months ago
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my therapist said I'm doing really good and she's so impressed by how well I'm managing my emotions lately 🥹 thank u
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hood-ex · 5 months ago
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"Love" and "proud" and "family" come up so frequently in bat comics now. Bleh. Bring back something I can relate to like emotional constipation and repression.
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emsartwork · 4 months ago
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Barbie Girls: Liana and Alexa
Cottage-core babes
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