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I already shared with you but they have to now about the most Cove coded one I found from Mythos
https://soundgasm.net/u/MythosVA/I-Adore-you-I-Always-Have
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YES THEY MUST KNOW!!! THEY MUST!! 😭😭
#i love this man so much#i am dysfunctional#physically unwell#mentally for sure#LMAO IM SO FUNNY#eye roll
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Whenever I have a topic or fixation I want to spam about, I have to dig through my hundreds of drafts to find unpublished gems that I just... have.
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god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait
#executive dysfunction#shitpost#every day I get stuck in waiting mode for SO LONG and SO MANY TIMES#that one time I tried adhd meds it fixed it but then I. was like no I am going to be scared and not continue taking it <3#and also. I simply did not like the psychologist and did not want to have to go back#so. rawdogging the world <3#man if I could start a task right now...then you'd see...then you'd all see....
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It's OK to rest
#actually autistic#burnout#chronic fatigue#executive dysfunction#neurodivergent#autism#not lazy#i am. tired
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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logan and wade really are gonna spend the rest of their lives together huh? they’re really gonna outlive everyone and only have each other.
logan’s gonna spend another several hundred years living, but this time with someone else by his side. someone who loves him so so very much. someone who’ll constantly remind him how loved he is. someone who’ll be his partner till the end of time
#i am not okay#they’ll have dogpool and laura too#like a little immortal family#sure maybe they can be dysfunctional and wild sometimes#but like they all still love each other#forgive my yap#im just yapping again#poolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#logan howlett#wade wilson#wolverine#deadpool#deadpool 3#worst wolverine
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HAPPY HALLOWS EVE EVERYONE!!!! ENJOY THIS NIGHT FULL OF FUN AND SCARES, AS IT ONLY COMES ONCE A YEAR!!!!!
no text version as well!,
white pumpkin drawing felt like destiny for Halloween heheh
i could fix her i think
#also apologies for being so AWOL socially and art wise lately!!#ill start replying to things and actually being somewhat active soon i promise :3#executive dysfunction and social burnout be damned i am still alive o7#ANYWAYSSS WHITEPUMPKINNGNN#cw blood#tw blood#cassie rose#mcsm cassie rose#cassie rose mcsm#white pumpkin#mcsm white pumpkin#white pumpkin mcsm#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm art#mcsm fanart#minecraft#halloween#happy halloween#halloween my beloved
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blockmen bloodsport… save me.., blockmen bloodsport, save me blockmen bloodsport
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#trafficblr#trafficseriesiys#bird art#grian#goodtimeswithscar#mumbo jumbo#solidaritygaming#smallishbeans#scott smajor#impulsesv#skizzleman#tangotek#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#inthelittlewood#rendog#ldshadowlady#bigbst4tz2#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#I’m late by like three months WHOOPS don’t think too hard about that#i will never be on time for trends on account of the dysfunction i am once again sorry#i actually drew some of these guys for the first time for this
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beware of burnout it's so real i'm afraid
also bc ended up making my writing into a font to avoid killing my hand as much and bc I saw Caden do this, I thought it would be fun to see who y'all think it suits lol
#trust me i am working my way out of it lol#dndads#dungeons and daddies#normal oak swallows garcia#hermie the unworthy#oakworthy#once again i find them really funny being so dysfunctional#and no there is no step prior to the inevitable breakup it just happens#this is just how they are throughout college (they do not talk post graduation the reunion is the 1st time they see each other in years)#lincoln li wilson#taylor swift dndads#hero oak swallows garcia#ik i didnt write out like every character i could have but i was distracted by giving my brother impromptu sewing lessons#i didn't expect that to happen he just kinda showed up like 'I know you'd love to help me with something' like who told you that??#my artwork#edit: I wrote reignite wrong are you kidding me dugjxghshzs it was 4 am oh well
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i've loved bbc gwaine for 13 slutty, slutty years but it wasn't until i watched eoin macken's depressing ass film (that he made with tom hopper and funded partly with donations from merlin fans 😭) called Leopard about generational trauma and gendered violence and uhhh severely messed up brothers with an oedipal complex? and a 5.7 imdb rating. the protagonist eoin plays is basically modern gwaine if he was appropriately half-dead from alcoholism and pub brawls and sick with worry over his brother percival i mean tom hopper. and the movie goes crazy with the symbolism. i'm talking the painting of ophelia floating on the water being a puzzle they work on together cutting to literal dead women floating in water leading up to the wildest mommy issues you've ever seen type symbolism. anyway it wasn't until THEN that i was like. oh i see. this guy eoin is not normal. about themes and narratives. and gwaine was his dream role of a lifetime like that's still his special guy so i just KNOW he overanalyzed him to hell and back he did all those microexpressions on purpose he took that shit SO seriously. and now i do too. now i, too, am. the gwaine overthinker.
#he even sleeps with a pale brunette that wears green eyeshadow but we dont have time to unpack all that#well he tries to sleep with her. but he has erectile dysfunction. due to the alcoholism. but we simply do not have time to unpack all that.#i bet he intended that role for katie and she was like brother i love you but i am not doing that x love and light#eoin macken#gwaine#bbcm
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made some new ones 👀
#disability#chronic pain#fibromyalgia#mobility aid#autism#actually autistic#cane user#autistic#actuallyautistic#no spoons only knives#i forgot that the day changes after midnight 🤦♂️#executive dysfunction kicked my ass today so i had to pay extra for one-day printing to be done friday#but everything i need printed has been sent to print so 🎉#now i just need to paint about 30 canvasses and magnets#i am not good at managing my time
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the nature of griddlehark is that gideon says something to piss harrow off and harrow snipes back and gideon responds and then they’re off to the races & they're having a great time. the nature of gidianthe is that gideon says something to piss ianthe off and it hits too close to home and then ianthe narrows her eyes and systematically takes gideon apart for being a dead virginal provincial loser obsessed with her necro
#& absolutely nobody is having a good time#don't get me wrong i am entranced by gidianthe.#they are dysfunctional in a completely different way#the locked tomb#kirianthe#nonasbirthday
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I can't rewrite this season but if it was up to me, I'd still have the Umbrellas sacrificing themselves to save the timeline and at the end we see the Umbrellas still alive, but they're all living different lives and perhaps with varied ages to show that its not their existence that caused the timeline to get fucked up, but the marigold that started everything.
The Umbrellas were always meant to exist and live, but it was the marigold that caused the timeline getting muddled and disrupted their existence. Without it, the Umbrellas (and every other kids that were created by the marigold) were able to be born and live their lifes normally like they were always meant to.
Would it still have a lot of plotholes? Yes. Would it make sense? Perhaps not but at least its better than what they implied with the ending which is very upsetting and dangerous the longer you think about it.
#the umbrella academy#it was so weird because they had two scenes with abigail blatantly stating how it was her creating marigold that started all this problem#so why did the show say#with no argument#that it was the umbrellas fault???#it made no sense. what is it about them specifically that keeps causing things to be fucked up#they're dysfunctional? okay yeah so would anyone if they're raised by reginald hargreeves#that would imply its reginald thats the source of the problem#their powers? still not right cuz the marigold was the thing that gave them the powers#so it should be the marigold#logic aside its also just such a horribly toxic message#the more I think about it the more genuinely disturbed I am about it
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my therapist said I'm doing really good and she's so impressed by how well I'm managing my emotions lately 🥹 thank u
#i always want to call her by her full name but i am not going to dox myself on tumblr dot com you know.#anyway. yay me#🏆#dysfunction junction#we had a double appt today and i drew myself a super villain outfit for tormenting doctors in.#best therapy.
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"Love" and "proud" and "family" come up so frequently in bat comics now. Bleh. Bring back something I can relate to like emotional constipation and repression.
#boooo i want my dysfunctional family rep#which like they are still. technically. i mean you can't look at gotham war and be like that's a functional family#but at the same time they have a group chat and like huh what?? naaaah group chat is too... normal#am i making sense#i just feel like instead of being big happy family#they should all be more sectioned off#to only some members interacting or getting along#and others not really interacting or not being that close#y'know. variety.#and steph not being included in the family and just a friend/ally. like babe she's not bruce's kid and why would you want her to be#why would you do that to her and give her a dad like bruce#but also also all the love/pride/family stuff hits so much better when it's rare. a treat. it's so constant now it doesn't hit the same#batfam
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Barbie Girls: Liana and Alexa
Cottage-core babes
#barbie#barbie and the diamond castle#barbie liana#barbie alexa#diamond castle#cottagecore#cottagecore lesbian#cottagecore butch bisexual#YES SHES A BI BUTCH#anyways. this was supposed to be done last month for obvious reasons but i am a fool with executive dysfunction
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