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don’t watch honey queen if you have heart problems - i had to lie down for queen b
#i have heart palpitations#lauren pls#i am gay and i have pots#dysautonomia my dudes#i am actually dizzy#jesus christ#linda monroe#m o t h e r#lauren lopez#honey queen#nightmare time#nightmare time 2#nmt#nmt2#starkid#team starkid#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#my post
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Fig and Ayda want to get married, queen Caramalinda has a lesbian hot situationship with a hot butch paladin of devotion made out of smores, Adaine said she never ever wants to get married (ace Adaine??? 👀👀👀), Sklonda and Sandra Lynn are married in a different universe, Cody wants to marry a male skeleton, Gorgug was distracted by Pinocchio pole dancing, Kristen officiating the world's strangest gay wedding.
#i have died and ****** so many times#i feel delirious#i am actually dizzy. i need some sugar#Dimension 20#time quangle#time quangle spoilers
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currently the worst part my health rapidly declining is that I have barely any energy at all and the energy I do have is spent on booking drs appointments, arranging with specialists, organising all of my medical records and history to bring to new drs, submitting applications for disability support, getting blood drawn for genetic tests, etcetera. I don't have time to do anything except be sick, and I don't even know what I'm fucking sick with
#chronic pain#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#disability#chronically ill#chronic fatigue syndrome#fibromyalgia#multiple sclerosis#pots syndrome#<- tagging bc I am currently being investigated for all of these but have no idea what it actually it#could be all of them or could be none#my only official diagnosis is#joint hypermobility#and#sleep apnea#but there is something far worse happening here#I should not be in pain all the time#as of this week I am a new#cane user#bc I can't fucking walk for 5 minutes without getting sore and dizzy and tired#I'm just so tired#rant
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What about an allergy denial scenario?
ask and you shall receive (six months later <3)
here’s my first attempt at a proper allergy denial scenario where you gift me flowers that i insist i couldn't possibly be allergic to as i apologetically sneeze all over them, not wanting to spoil such a beautiful gesture. lots of hitching and some very harsh sneezes
#my wavs#snz wav#sneeze wav#snzbian#you can tell i improvised all the dialogue because i said the flowers were in a vase#then later said i wanted to put them in water lol#alas#next scenario i do will be an attempt at an actual scripted wav#i got a little too sneezy recording this one and couldn’t think of words towards the wnd#all that hitching had me dizzy#as always i am open to requests you just never know the timeline lol#might take a day might take a year but i’ll TRY#snzblr
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And that’s a wrap for Comic Con 2024! Ha, it was a lot of fun, but I really enjoyed dressing up as Mondo today! I even had a couple people recognize him! And a few others just liked the hair, one of whom asked how long it took me to get my hair like that, which tells me that at least it looks natural enough for people to mistake it as my actual hair, ha.
Overall, Comic Con was cool! On Thursday, I attended a live podcast recording for Braving the Elements, which is an Avatar the Last Airbender podcast hosted by Janet Varney and Dante Bosco (the voices of Korra and Zuko, respectively), and I actually got a trivia question right and I should (hopefully…) get an email from them soon to get a prize for answering the question right. If not… oh well. At least I’ll be featured briefly on the podcast answering trivia correctly, even though I usually suck at trivia, ha.
The rest of the days were a bit more meh, but I still had fun. I won a Pokeball ornament from a Hallmark panel, since I knew how many Squirtles were in the Squirtle Squad, aha. Which leaves my trivia score 2 for 2 at the moment.😅 I also got a free shirt and scarf for the upcoming Yakuza live action show, which was neat. I’ve never played Yakuza, but my brother has, so I was able to give him the shirt at least.
Still, while Comic Con was fun, I’m definitely glad it’s over so I can go home and clean up from my frantic cosplay creating the last several weeks, oof.
Also! On the first day I dressed at Taka, but since I was by myself I only have the one photo my dad was able to quickly take of me before he had to drive off and a quick selfie I took in the car.
#danganronpa#mondo owada#kiyotaka ishimaru#GPOY#ishimondo#personal post#My angry face could do some work ha#I can do a mean death glare. But angry face? Not as much sadly#Oh well.#Oh! And I’m kinda proud of myself with the Taka costume#Not for anything I did on the costume but because I was able to lose enough weight to fit into the cosplay jacket I bought years ago!#It was too small when I bought it and while I got it refunded I didn’t actually return it#Since the company was trying to make me spend $40 to send it back?#And I was like… that pretty much takes up the majority of the cost of the outfit what.#So I never sent it back and still got the money for it#I always thought that MAYBE I would one day lose enough weight to fit it#But I didn’t have much hope of it#But! I have found a good medication that helps with my appetite and I am trying to exercise more#And now the jacket fits!#The pants of the cosplay still don’t but that’s fine#I have white pants ha#Oh also yes my hair did deflate as the day went on ha#I’ll fix it before the next con I decide to wear this costume to#Luckily I didn’t overheat that badly while wearing it#There was one moment where I got very dizzy but that happens every so often with me these days#The heat didn’t help but it didn’t fully cause it either
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I think if we try hard enough we could sexualize migraines
#like. my body is weak and my brain is slow and easily suggestable#the meds make me a little dizzy#i have to be naked because the texture of clothes is too much#curled up in bed in the dark only half conscious#itd be soooooo easy to take advantage of me#plus#yknow#orgasms are actually a really helpful treatment for migraines because of the flood of seratonin#similar to how triptan meds work#to make a long story short im home from work with a migraine and am both in pain and horny. clearly
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.. ultranausea
#kerosnes#digital artist#artists on tumblr#phighting!#phighting art#phighting fanart#roblox phighting#phighting#phighting roblox#subspace tripmine#I’m really dizzy rn sorry#nausea#my head hurtssss#phighting subspace#subspace phighting#subspace fanart#subspace#subspace t mine#did i cook#i love him#i’m actually losing it#so nauseous#why am i like this#silly gays#sillyposting#silly little guy#so silly#theyre so silly#silly goofy mood#my wips
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Doodle request(s?)...
Vermilliontech or sensei garmadon and Cyrus duo.... Cutely smirks
MMHMMM now thats what im talkin about kit, GOOD SOUP GOOD SOUP👏😈
"Machia doesn't have nails.." IDC- IF CYRUS IS PAINTING HER NAILS THEN NOW SHE HAS NAILS, PERIOD/j (We do not talk about why she looks funky okay my eyes have been teary for the past 2 days I can't see anything)
Bonus confused Cyrus for you pooks bc I didn't know what to do for the sensei garm and cyrus duo, I didn't even know it was a thing but it sounds cool, I love Cyrus duos :D (so 99.9% chance I'll draw it depending if my mind works, my fever vanishes, and if art block is not an issue)
Also this is another vermillion tech duo noodle I made likeeeee about 3-4 months ago when I first thought about them two being friends
#Uh oh I got a fever damn#108 is actually crazy#it was 111 last night#But its no suprise its HELL hot where I am rn im starting to question how im not roasted by now#WE COWBOYS ARE FONNA GET GRILLED WITH THIS HEAT YEEHAWW👆🔥🔥🔥🔥#Anyway sorry Kit I promise to make you a Garm and Cyrus doodle once I get this fever over with#I feel pretty dizzy and weak#lego ninjago#ninjago#art#lego ninjago fanart#my artwork#help me please#Ninjago machia#Machia ninjago#Commander machia#Commander machia ninjago#Ninjago commander machia#Ninjago cyrus borg#Cyrus borg#Cyrus borg ninjago#Vermilliontech#Friking silly billies#not shippin#I mean I know about overtrauma(which I made and is Lloyd and Cyrus) BUT GARM???#Overtrauma 2.0 duo frfr I actually see them being friends just like how Cyrus and Lloyd are#Relived au
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being on stimulant medication is like
if you cant make your own panic attacks, store-bought is fine
#adhd#actually adhd#adhd meds#like. why is my heart rate 100 bpm i have been sitting down for over an hour#why am i anxious and shaky and dizzy#for the low low price of one prescription you too can have all the symptoms of a panic attack every single day
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Oh mother, tell your children Not to do what I have done Spend your lives in sin and misery In the house of The Rising Sun
#okay but can we agree? House of the rising sun? beautiful amazing incredible timeless masterpiece? yeah?#all i want is to put on a cute 70s dress with the bell sleeves and some gogo boots and get my hair all pretty with the flip curls#and go to one of those really cool and dark and lowkey shady bars you see on the movies. with a pool table and a jukebox#hard-looking bartender with an impressive mustache named Mitch or Hank#and go up to the bar and he'd be like “whatya having doll?” “oh. anything sweet please”#and he hands me some soda-gin or whatever with a lemon slice. and the guy next to me notices my drink and is like#“hey Mitch. give the lady something nicer eh? maker a double from the back shelf. extra ice”#“i'm fine with this actually. i don't drink whiskey” “tonight you do sweetheart”#and he's wearing some really nice jeans and boots and a dark shirt and a leather jacket. dark hair but has some freckles. charming smile.#“what is a pretty thing like you doing in a place like this? i think them church youths go bowling next door”#“i am not lost. can't a girl enjoy some music” “does the boyfriend know?” “i answer to no one”#and he takes a long drag of his cigarette and chuckles. Mitch brings my new drink as gives him a look before drafting some beer#“so. the pretty lady likes a little danger eh?” “the lady has a name” .#i take a sip of the whiskey and try real hard not to cough. he thinks it's funny. i think he's a little cute#“does she now? and does the lady dance by any chance” and he's standing up quite tall and offers me a hand “she does”#and we go to the dance floor near the jukebox where quite a lot of people are dancing and eventually this song starts playing#and he kisses me surprisingly gentle and tastes like menthol cigarettes and hard liquors and I'm definitely a bit dizzy from the drink#he probably has a cute name like Daniel (Danny is what everyone calls him)#and maybe he has a bike or a really nice convertible. obviously red. je offers to take me home but we're just driving for a bit instead#“didn't you daddy taught not to get into stranger's cars?” “my daddy also taught me not to kiss pretty boys and yet”#“so you think i'm pretty?” “pretty enough”#and we laugh to the wind and the radio is on and this song starts playing again and it's a perfect moment#anyways. great song great band 👍#darya's mixtape#Spotify
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Started thinking about being on my knees for someone and nuzzling at their bulge and begging for cock like a good puppy now I can’t stop thinking about it and rutting against my hand
#oh my godddd#need it#actually a bit dizzy at the thought#I wanna give someone head so bad#not even as a specifically subby thing tho it totally could be#I just am desperate to have someone in my mouth
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I knew the nurse on the helpline was gonna tell me to stop drinking coffee but once she actually said it it became real and now I'm sad
#i drink a decent amount of coffee!! what am i to do?#not drink any i guess 😔#i was actually at work this morning and thought “hm. maybe I shouldn't drink this with that weird thing going on with my heart”#but I drank some anyway and guess what? it shortened my breath and messed with my heart!! made me dizzy and nauseous!! (worth it!)#(no i dont have a coffee addiction i can stop at any time (i literally cant))#i was joking around and doing the jojo siwa dance and my gut immediately twisted and now i got this weird cramp pain in my side#why does god hate me#now im paranoid that my appendix blew up ❤️#also i got these weird spots around my eyes! they're kinda pretty! small red dots! (im genuinely worried)#i looked it up and sure it could be a serious condition OR the fact that i ugly cried for the first time in god knows how long!#its been a rough week ok#ren won't shut up
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i quite literally just screamed
#egg boils#OH MY GODDDDD SHES SO HOT SHES SO HOT MINA PLEADENRNRNWJZLAHFLWNXLCJKWJRNSLXJXKvvbebrkkfke I NEED UOU SO BAD#ASHIRO MINA#MINA#OFFICIAL MERCH#THEY KEEP MAKI BF HER LOOK GORGEOUS I ACTUALLY CANNOT#i’m going to throw up#kaiju no.8#sorry to everybody in the main tags i am So ooooooo dizzy ashiro mina save me
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Okay……….. the beta blockers are meant to widen my blood vessels to prevent the migraines……
Widening blood vessels from heat of shower can cause fainting…..
Can you guess…. What almost happened….
#I am prone to dizzy spells in the shower so I have a shower chair#but I stg that was the closest I’ve been to actually blacking out in years#what am I supposed to do!!!!!#it takes 45 minutes MINIMUM TO DETANGLE!!#I only shampooed! didn’t even condition!#don’t know if I even rinsed well before I could tell I needed to get out#broooo#I’m just trying to live#shut up jazz
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"it is the realm beyond, and between, and through, and past the world"
since the release of the character playlists, and the rain road in the arc 1 finale my brain has been absolutely spinning about musicality in the wizard, the witch, and the wild one. and the relationship between music and the spirit realm, and then how that intersects with umora.
because since the beginning there has been this emphasis between the world of spirits and music. eursulon's theme, when we first meet him, before he crosses over, is this beautiful choral music—the first time we hear singing in the show. and then there is your honey is quiet, honey with a note of song. the first diegetic song we hear performed, is sung to honour the spirits.
(edit: eursulon’s breath!!! the thing that brings him back to himself, after it had been lost!!!!)
so i have the rain road on repeat and i'm re-listening to fireside chats and in the one for the first episode brennan describes the world of spirit by saying "it is the world beyond, and between, and through, and past the world" and it reminded me of the scoring. we hear the stories of umora, but beyond, between, through, and past the world; surrounding it, but separate from it is the score. (making me feel like us, the audience, is sitting and existing in the spirit realm. and if it is supernal, if it is what is beyond and between and through and past the world— aren't we?)
but that called to mind eursulon's character playlist, and how it, especially in it's representations of eursulon's early journey, was so instrumental. and that led me to ponder the intersection of music and language. how young eursulon's theme was choral but not lyrical.
the structure of language is the domain of umora.
and how that intersects interestingly with what we have seen of the lingua arcana. suvi's rhythmic somatic components. reflexive indicative and null clef alluding to the structure of grammar and music theory.
and then how the rain road is choral and lyrical, together. the first breaking of that line between the score and the world. connecting, like ame does.
and that is why in the wizard the witch and the wild one ame is a meta narrative representation of musical theatre. in this essay i will—
#wbn#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#ive just been so struck recently by just how foundational music is to the artistic landscape#which makes so much sense because it is an audio medium#the rain road#wbn fireside#edit brought to you by me getting a bit dizzy singing rain road hard in a hot shower and thinking ab#and for a moment i was in the crowd at port talon#and then i was like damn i really am in the spirit world of umora a little bit right now#they really did nail the whole music being magic thing#which is great bc if u simplify the fraction it’s sound is magic#and this is an audio medium#and the medium is the message#just musical theatre kid to art school trash to actual play girlie things
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hallo! just wanted to say with regards to the dizzyness poll that i randomly got suggested just now, it might be worth going to your gp (if possible) because super regular dizzyness can be a sign of a deficiency! it can also be heart related sometimes, but its more commonly deficiency, either way theres often ways to treat it :] (I hope i am not overstepping with this, as someone currently going through getting referrals and things for dizzy/lightheadedness ive become kind of acquainted with some of the 'more common' causes)
i dont live where my gp is at the moment so maybe next time im home for a long time. plus i have bad experiences with them i wont lie so i havent yet .. (plus 1 million waiting lists etc etc). im trying taking extra iron n stuff but still get dizzy from bright lights and going uphill a lot n being too warm n standing still etc so far . . i will see how it goes idk maybe my body is just like this
#asks#theres like 5 things i have/might have that have fatigue n stuff in the symptoms . ranging from nd to hormone imbalance to disability#so Lol... .. ...#waiting list for adhd assessment is 3 yrs where i am rn so i am not bothering im self diagnosing because good god#so havent tried anything else#funny that i can walk for 5 hours and be totally ok but if i go up too steep hill for too long especially if its v bright. dizzy. died .#the other hard thing is i got autism . so its rly hard to know what my body is actually feeling . so iunno . hard to describe things
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