#i am actually dizzy

[wigglys-dikrats]

don’t watch honey queen if you have heart problems - i had to lie down for queen b

[vampiresblog]

currently the worst part my health rapidly declining is that I have barely any energy at all and the energy I do have is spent on booking drs appointments, arranging with specialists, organising all of my medical records and history to bring to new drs, submitting applications for disability support, getting blood drawn for genetic tests, etcetera. I don't have time to do anything except be sick, and I don't even know what I'm fucking sick with

[snzluv3r]

What about an allergy denial scenario?

ask and you shall receive (six months later <3)

here’s my first attempt at a proper allergy denial scenario where you gift me flowers that i insist i couldn't possibly be allergic to as i apologetically sneeze all over them, not wanting to spoil such a beautiful gesture. lots of hitching and some very harsh sneezes

[dracothedeatheatingcupcake-ao3]

And that’s a wrap for Comic Con 2024! Ha, it was a lot of fun, but I really enjoyed dressing up as Mondo today! I even had a couple people recognize him! And a few others just liked the hair, one of whom asked how long it took me to get my hair like that, which tells me that at least it looks natural enough for people to mistake it as my actual hair, ha.

Overall, Comic Con was cool! On Thursday, I attended a live podcast recording for Braving the Elements, which is an Avatar the Last Airbender podcast hosted by Janet Varney and Dante Bosco (the voices of Korra and Zuko, respectively), and I actually got a trivia question right and I should (hopefully…) get an email from them soon to get a prize for answering the question right. If not… oh well. At least I’ll be featured briefly on the podcast answering trivia correctly, even though I usually suck at trivia, ha.

The rest of the days were a bit more meh, but I still had fun. I won a Pokeball ornament from a Hallmark panel, since I knew how many Squirtles were in the Squirtle Squad, aha. Which leaves my trivia score 2 for 2 at the moment.😅 I also got a free shirt and scarf for the upcoming Yakuza live action show, which was neat. I’ve never played Yakuza, but my brother has, so I was able to give him the shirt at least.

Still, while Comic Con was fun, I’m definitely glad it’s over so I can go home and clean up from my frantic cosplay creating the last several weeks, oof.

Also! On the first day I dressed at Taka, but since I was by myself I only have the one photo my dad was able to quickly take of me before he had to drive off and a quick selfie I took in the car.

[bittsandpieces]

I think if we try hard enough we could sexualize migraines

[iloveacronix]

Doodle request(s?)...

Vermilliontech or sensei garmadon and Cyrus duo.... Cutely smirks

MMHMMM now thats what im talkin about kit, GOOD SOUP GOOD SOUP👏😈

"Machia doesn't have nails.." IDC- IF CYRUS IS PAINTING HER NAILS THEN NOW SHE HAS NAILS, PERIOD/j (We do not talk about why she looks funky okay my eyes have been teary for the past 2 days I can't see anything)

Bonus confused Cyrus for you pooks bc I didn't know what to do for the sensei garm and cyrus duo, I didn't even know it was a thing but it sounds cool, I love Cyrus duos :D (so 99.9% chance I'll draw it depending if my mind works, my fever vanishes, and if art block is not an issue)

Also this is another vermillion tech duo noodle I made likeeeee about 3-4 months ago when I first thought about them two being friends

[etherealspacejelly]

being on stimulant medication is like

if you cant make your own panic attacks, store-bought is fine

[cyb3r-mutt]

Started thinking about being on my knees for someone and nuzzling at their bulge and begging for cock like a good puppy now I can’t stop thinking about it and rutting against my hand

[maudiemoods]

I knew the nurse on the helpline was gonna tell me to stop drinking coffee but once she actually said it it became real and now I'm sad

[narugen-moved]

i quite literally just screamed

[curlsincriminology]

Okay……….. the beta blockers are meant to widen my blood vessels to prevent the migraines……

Widening blood vessels from heat of shower can cause fainting…..

Can you guess…. What almost happened….

[whoopseydaisy]

"it is the realm beyond, and between, and through, and past the world"

since the release of the character playlists, and the rain road in the arc 1 finale my brain has been absolutely spinning about musicality in the wizard, the witch, and the wild one. and the relationship between music and the spirit realm, and then how that intersects with umora.

because since the beginning there has been this emphasis between the world of spirits and music. eursulon's theme, when we first meet him, before he crosses over, is this beautiful choral music—the first time we hear singing in the show. and then there is your honey is quiet, honey with a note of song. the first diegetic song we hear performed, is sung to honour the spirits.

(edit: eursulon’s breath!!! the thing that brings him back to himself, after it had been lost!!!!)

so i have the rain road on repeat and i'm re-listening to fireside chats and in the one for the first episode brennan describes the world of spirit by saying "it is the world beyond, and between, and through, and past the world" and it reminded me of the scoring. we hear the stories of umora, but beyond, between, through, and past the world; surrounding it, but separate from it is the score. (making me feel like us, the audience, is sitting and existing in the spirit realm. and if it is supernal, if it is what is beyond and between and through and past the world— aren't we?)

but that called to mind eursulon's character playlist, and how it, especially in it's representations of eursulon's early journey, was so instrumental. and that led me to ponder the intersection of music and language. how young eursulon's theme was choral but not lyrical.

the structure of language is the domain of umora.

and how that intersects interestingly with what we have seen of the lingua arcana. suvi's rhythmic somatic components. reflexive indicative and null clef alluding to the structure of grammar and music theory.

and then how the rain road is choral and lyrical, together. the first breaking of that line between the score and the world. connecting, like ame does.

and that is why in the wizard the witch and the wild one ame is a meta narrative representation of musical theatre. in this essay i will—

[c-kiddo]

hallo! just wanted to say with regards to the dizzyness poll that i randomly got suggested just now, it might be worth going to your gp (if possible) because super regular dizzyness can be a sign of a deficiency! it can also be heart related sometimes, but its more commonly deficiency, either way theres often ways to treat it :] (I hope i am not overstepping with this, as someone currently going through getting referrals and things for dizzy/lightheadedness ive become kind of acquainted with some of the 'more common' causes)

i dont live where my gp is at the moment so maybe next time im home for a long time. plus i have bad experiences with them i wont lie so i havent yet .. (plus 1 million waiting lists etc etc). im trying taking extra iron n stuff but still get dizzy from bright lights and going uphill a lot n being too warm n standing still etc so far . . i will see how it goes idk maybe my body is just like this

[unriding]

mr & mrs moze are havin a pajama party :3 hehehe some chibi ref practice tonight n i thought of u two !!! ♡

ying ………

[shot-by-cupid]

EVERYONE SHUT UP. I’m so in love with her actually shut up

She is actually so fucking gorgeous looking at her is like. Breathing for the first time. She is my EVERYTHING. I would kill somebody for her idc. She says jump I say HOW HIGH. I would jump over the fucking. CN TOWER. If she wanted me to.

She’s stunning. Don’t even she is STUNNING. She is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen I feel sick.

[boxwinebaddie]

odd thing to bring up after i talked about how i'm finally trying to write for myself and not other people, but because i start and don't finish so many projects...i'm honestly not even sure where to go? i'm feeling a bit stumped atm, so if anyone has something in particular that they're interested in seeing from me, please lmk.

obviously i'm trying to only travel down paths that i want to, but as i look at my pinterest boards and all the projects i've started, all the styles and respective universes i'm cobbling together, i'm finding i am very interested in exploring all of them, so my stomach hurts, my head feels funny and my heart is a little confused. i'm feeling lost and as you are all my sunshines my only sunshines, the very same way i appreciate the warmth you provide me, i'd also love a guiding light.

thank you for all your support.

it is extremely precious to me.

-uncle nina