#i am a mentally unwell individual

[burguesinha24]

just listened to eternal sunshine by Ariana grande and have since calmed down 😌 I would greatly appreciate if y’all sent ideas or requests tho pls I need motivation 😭😭 maybe I’ll post a snippet??? Idk y’all just send me s o m e t h I n g

I have only written three pages of personal trainer!Vi and I already want to kms why do I love her yet have to be so bad at writing her pls

[barrel-of-bones-and-brain-worms]

I've been working on a Shopkeep painting for a few days and I finally finished it

And now that he's done he's joined Turbo on my wall

[brainjuicey]

for someone that finds it so difficult to connect with peers, its a cruel circumstance to be deprived of any productive familial relationship

[garpen]

Gotham Twitter AU Pt. 25

<<Part 24<< Master List >>Part 26>>

They're taking Shrek off Netflix this July 31st and I am mentally unwell about it. I literally watch it multiple times (3-5 times) a week.

I have like over ten unfinished fics from multiple fandoms in my docs just staring at me, waiting for the day I finally breathe life back into them 😞

Tried a new thing in the last pic where it's just individual tweets instead of threads. What do yall think?

Six posts SIX DAYS IN A ROW, BABY!

[cyberrose2001]

I'm tired of hiding behind anon. It's time I fess up to how down bad I am for Optimus Prime.

I want a Matrix and Synth-En powered Optimus to rearrange my guts and keep me round with his sparklings. I want Optimus to use me to singlehandedly repopulate Cybertron, keep me as his personal breeding toy.

Being the Prime's mate would be such a high honor/position. You'd be treated like a Prime yourself, human or not; especially once you've obtained a sacred womb tattoo. Optimus himself would pamper you, femmes and mechs alike would envy you; the council could chew nails and spit fire at the fact you hold more say than they do, just because you fuck Primus' chosen one.

I'd say a lot more, but I'd probably either be sent to jail, or the nut house.

Tl,dr; I would let Optimus Prime do horrendous things to me. I am a mentally unwell individual.

oh HELL yeah!!! confess your sins my child

If you're gonna help a Prime repopulate Cybertron, you have to expect the most lavish pampering. The most expensive silks and gowns that allow your rounded figure to be on display at all times, a private penthouse/quarters with a birthing suite that give the best views Cybertron has to offer

I'd never think to bring the council into it, but I have to agree that they would be less then enthused that a human is granted some kind of power over them, not just because you're fucking Optimus Prime (which holds power in itself) but because the damn matrix has imprinted on you too which is one step above any kind of power that the Council wields and they hate it

And the mechs and femmes that'd flutter around you like groupies anytime they get a glimpse of you in public. You'd be revered like a celebrity for being the Primes mate and due to you being the first human they've ever laid optics on, coming in crowds just to bask in your essence, or to stare at you in disgust. Some Cybertronians might even get a chance to feel your baby bump.

I too, have a lot of things to say but I'm limiting myself to a couple paragraphs FJJDKS

[davidjordanphoenix]

I know what it's like to be treated like an animal.

I have been abused and neglected by the medical system time and time again for my pain, my weight, my gender assigned at birth, my mental state.

I have complained time and time again for my pain and been ignored because of my weight. I just got out of the psych ward where I had a complicated UTI for a week before they told me and started treating it. They took the urine sample on Sunday and didn't give me anything to treat it until Friday. I was sick the entire time and they did not treat me for a week.

I have been given medicine I did not need and should not have been taking by force. I have suffered as a result of that medication's effects on my body.

I have been dragged and violently restrained for being confused. I have been refused pain medication for pain I could not manage on my own. I have been told weight loss is the only solution for my pain without any answers for management in the meantime. Do I deserve to suffer because I can't drop weight fast enough? Do I deserve more pain than a thin person has to live with day to day because of my weight?

I have been treated like an animal by the medical system. While I have had good individual nurses and doctors from time to time, the overall system does not see me as a human.

Is my pain not real just because you don't have an explanation yet? Do I not deserve treatment for my pain because I am unable to maintain a specific lifestyle while I'm suffering? Do I not deserve to be treated as a whole, complex human being with conflicting and various needs that your system has been unable time and time again to meet?

I am disabled. I am chronically ill. I'm constantly tired. I'm constantly in pain. I'm constantly sick. I am mentally unwell. I am unable to meet your standards of health NOT because I am lazy and unmotivated but because if you had to carry the load I shoulder daily you would not be healthy either.

I'm sick of being treated like an animal by a system that wants me gone. You would rather I suffer in silence than seek help because whether you like it or not, you don't believe my pain is real.

My pain is real and it's the realest thing in my life and you don't get to decide how much of my pain is valid.

[cordd]

(my) collection of bill gifs because i am a mentally unwell individual. mayhaps i will post steven but i dont have as many :-'(

[theresstillgrowinghere]

Oh I am fucking angry.

Dr. Edwin Leap (yes, I will call you out by name because you published your bullshit online for the whole world to see), thank you for almost comedically illustrating why so many patients are afraid of doctors.

You do not ever get to think of your patients as other. They are your same flesh and blood; I don’t care how much you want to think of yourself as separate from those of us unwell. (I can tell how much disdain you hold for us just from this short article. We are failures, not good enough, not strong and morally pure like you are, hm?)

Healthcare can never, never, allow itself to other its patients. And yet, you publish an entire article calling sick people Homo infirmus and Homo fragilis? Your tone doesn’t come across very humorous, but even if it’s just supposed to be a silly little joke, explain to me why the fuck you think that would be okay.

Why the fuck would it be okay to say another person is not only not your same species but instead defined as other primarily by their illness?

And designated as such by you, a medical professional with direct influence on the lives and wellbeings of the very people you are dehumanizing?

Do you not see how terrifying that is? Do you not see why people would be afraid of you after just having read this piece?

And then you go on, boiling my blood:

“Homo fragilis, at least as a diagnostic category, begins earlier and earlier in life and often results not only in a tribe of people dependent on medications but also, ‘relying on the kindness of strangers.’ No, maybe better put, ‘demanding the kindness of strangers.’ These individuals require food, shelter, medication, affirmation, and often money from others because they cannot function in the wild. I’m not being mean; the causes are legion, from poor family structure to mental health challenges to social media.”

I cannot believe how many infuriating things you’ve said just in this paragraph alone, but I want to focus on the part that immediately washed me with deep shame. Unrightfully so. You have no right to make me feel ashamed, and yet, when you said “demanding” better captures my state of existence, it turned my stomach inside out.

Yes, I am disabled. I absolutely rely very heavily on other people. Yes, I require food, shelter, medication, affirmation, money. And so do you, christ. You aren’t better than us just because we need support from our communities. Getting support from those around us isn’t a crime, isn’t a wrongdoing, isn’t a moral failure.

You know what it is? Human.

Whether or not Margaret Mead actually said that a healed femur in recovered ancient remains was the earliest sign of civilization (we’re going to save the charged nature of this term for another time and for now just use it as a placeholder for consistent, steady, lasting community), there is a reason why people latch onto this story. There is a reason why it warms people’s hearts:

So many of us want to care* for people. So many of us want to have people care for us. So many people feel closer to others, to ourselves, to our own humanity when offering others care.

(*I am including all the vastly different ways we can show others care, love, support, respect, protection, encouragement, etc.)

And perhaps the most upsetting part is how close you are to understanding the problem while getting the most key pieces so, so wrong. You’re right, our current healthcare system cannot handle the amount of support patients need right now. But please, I beg you, could you consider for just one second that it is not the fault of the patients? Could you please not strip me of my humanity just because I need help to survive?

Fix the system. You’re right, there is a massive problem. But it’s not us. Next time you’re considering your “long-dormant zoology degree,” think twice and reflect a bit before publishing bullshit like this. Think about what it means to take care of those around you. Think about your own humanity.

[lotus-pear]

sometimes i wonder if other artists actually read through every single one of the tags that have been added to the reblogs of their posts because.

i have said much mentally unwell things there

im not even going to deny it but i do worry for the people who actually read them because then they will have to get to meet my mental instability

if you do read the tags i apologise for anything weird i might have said. but. without regrets. because i am an asshole

i hope all of you know i sit down and read each individual tag on every post i put out. every single one. every day. if you tag it i’ll see it.

that can be meant as reassurance or a threat. take it how you will

[fictionkinfessions]

Was talking about our canon differences in this kin server I'm in, and I got accused of, wait for it- Excusing Someone's Actions??? Like. No. I'm not. What *your* version of them did was absolutely awful, and they were a piece of shit individual, and I am with you on that. *MY* version of them was different. Yes, they did awful things, and yes, nothing about the how's or why's could ever excuse what they did. But it makes everything Feel Different. If someone had psychological reasons that caused them to do what they did... Of course I'm going to feel pity. Of course I'm not going to be *as* mad, in this specific situation. But to accuse me of Excusing the horrible things they did, just because I -in a completely different lifetime, mind you- can look back and feel pity and sympathy towards someone who *I* knew as mentally unwell and unable to fully realize and understand what they were doing? You really need to go outside and sit in the sun for a little bit. Different canons exist. You can also feel sympathy for someone's situation without excusing their actions- that's possible.

Thankfully I haven't seen anyone on here post that sort of stuff in a long time but like. We all have to remember that if someone says something that doesn't align with your canon, that doesn't make it a lie or wrong or whatever else /gentle /sincere. A version of the person you knew might've been the complete opposite in someone else's life. And that's okay! /Gen. Sometimes it sucks, knowing what could've been, but that doesn't mean you should throw harsh words. We genuinely had to time this person out of the server for a few minutes because they were getting increasingly agitated and vulgar over this. So this is your PSA that, if you see something online you don't agree with, put the screen down and take a breath. I'm sorry, but we as a community have grown past this. Some canons will just be different from yours, and that doesn't mean anything more than it is.

Everyone remember to stay safe out there, and take care of yourselves <333 you're loved and cared for

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[ihateedwardnygma]

please elaborate (ignore how i voted i thought about it for 2 miliseconds only)

info dump time yay!!

i’d like to preface this by saying what i believe abt ed is likely a personal thing and up to interpretation… for starters he’s a fictional character + also. as with the majority of characters i enjoy, a lot of the things i love / find interesting about him tend to be things i headcanon. i don’t think my perception is necessarily the correct one and i also think the original poll has a lot of right answers… like you said lust and even if you put no thought into that vote i actually think it makes sense… at least in my opinion it ties into his pride, which is what i voted.

anyway! i believe that ultimately his biggest sin- and his fatal flaw overall- was his pride. his downfall is caused nearly exclusively by his own sense of pride and inability to let go of his ego. whether directly or indirectly, pride was at the centre of the majority of poor decisions he made: most of the time he acted out of a need to keep up his ego and save face, desperate to earn the respect of others around him.

i think ed had a very fragile self image- throughout the show, we see him sort of project things onto other people- denying them their own personhood or autonomy and acting as if this can both save him and perhaps save them too, if he gets it in his head that they need saving. he might view himself as smarter and superior to others on the surface, but this disguises a HEAVYYY case of low self esteem… the guy literally can’t function without his ego being stroked. he doesn’t particularly know who he is, and tends to define himself by arbitrary traits such as power and intelligence. when his inflated and distorted view of himself is challenged, he becomes angry and prone to lashing out. this can and does lead to him inadvertently torpedoing the rare few good things that actually do happen to him, which is, even if he is kind of an asshole, really sad to watch.

with this being said, i believe the fandom do tend to characterise him in black and white- either this pride and innate selfishness is a flaw set in stone that cannot be fixed, and this therefore makes him 100% evil and irredeemable- alternatively, people will go the opposite route and suggest he’s some kind of innocent little guy absolved of all responsibility for his actions because of his evident issues. and i believe it should be looked at with more nuance than that- yes, he’s not a good person, and yes, he’s done some downright evil things. but at the same time, ignoring that he was a deeply unwell and mentally ill individual with zero support system or help- i mean he got thrown in fucking ARKHAM when he was caught- does a disservice to the character. i doubt he could ever have been normal- i view him as CEN-coded (childhood emotional neglect) and also having multiple mental illnesses- majority of these are my own so it’s not like. Stereotyping lol- that may make it harder for him to navigate life. but i do think characterising him as purely evil or purely good are both takes that lack comprehension skills.

i went off on a tangent there and i’m really sorry!! but i wanted to clarify what i mean when i talk about ed + pride- in no way am i villainising the character nor am i saying everything’s okay bc he’s got like. 12 gazillions disorders or whatever- i just think he’s a very fun and interesting character to analyse… ^_^

[chemicalarospec]

my dad invited me and my brother to watch Firefly with him and it's actually really good??? (idk why I expected it not to be-- probably because the last time I tried one of his old Spaceship Shows (the one with the puppets) it was too sexist and too slow to get through.) First of all it should have been ILLEGAL for them to not have a single Chinese character in this show, but as a Chinese person I do like the aesthetics of the show and how they mashed up traditional Western and Chinese styles. The pronunciation is hilariously bad (IF ONLY THEY HAD A CHINESE ACTOR, HUH), but I like it because it's funny. (Me and my brother do laugh out loud every time.)

But the characters are actually so good?? First of all we got THREE FOUR (I didn't count right lmao) female main characters, no smurfette principal here! One of them doesn't even have any implied romance so far okay technically River doesn't but I was thinking of Kaylee and she has a crush on Simon lol. Kaylee, my favorite -- I LOVE how her appreciation of girly feminine stuff is portrayed as something that should NOT be mocked and does not negate her more "masculine" role as the mechanic and that she can nerd out WHILE being feminine. There's also how Mal, the main character, and Zoe, his first mate, have a longstanding and deep connection that's entirely platonic! Men and women CAN just be friends! Do note, Zoe (who is awesome btw) is married to another man, the pilot who is honestly so far the most boring character, and Mal is interested in Inara. Who, speaking of, I also love how so far Inara's profession as a (unionized it seems!) sex worker is treated with respect. River is the most ~okay~ in terms of sexist writing as a weak and mysterious and mentally unwell but sexy woman, but since she's not the only woman it doesn't feel like a big deal. (I feel like she's going to become more grounded, at least I hope so because I want to see more of her personality!) Misogynistic comments are challenged when made! Of course the writing isn't perfect but it's a LOT better than what I expected (and if a modern show didn't do the things I'm praising here I would be offended btw).

Also River's brother Simon is a complete dandy (I think it would be stereotyping for me to call him gay lmao), I love that for him. Episode one he bleeds from his mouth like a dying c-drama boy-- I just had a Vision of the resemblance and now I can't get it out of my head, all he needs to do his open his eyes super wide and then he'd be a dying c-drama boy. He cares for his sister so much, it's super sweet even though he REALLY sucks at dealing with psychosis(? would that be the term to describe her episodes?). Book is an instant icon of course, he's just there forcibly being the moral compass lol. Christianity in space smh. Despite being mr sexism I also love Jayne's character - he's funny (love a guy who's always trying to kill) and the question of his loyalty is intriguing. Mal is a kind of a Generic Protagonist Man but his backstory is solid enough that means his brooding attitude actually makes sense. The "Badger" side character is funny/interesting too, and my bro says he looks like Captian Sparklez haha. (Wash (Zoe's husband) is there. Sometimes he's funny.)

Going back to the design, I am partial to Victorian or whatever aesthetics, so I love how they threw that in along with the cowboy thing, and there's a lot of individual pieces merging Chinese aesthetics with that that I think do a great job. It speaks to my mixed heart <3. The costuming is actually so fun (mostly speaking to crowd scenes), so many characters get to wear distinctive outfits . Also kind of Killjoys vibes because they say "shiny" haha. I respect how space shots have no environment noise, only cowboy music lollll. Visual effects are interesting; you can always Tell but it does seem to me the best they could do at the time.

Wow this post turned out longer than I expected. So a recommendation for Firefly I guess! Forewarning, the parts with the "Reavers" are pretty dark/grotesque -- actually, there's significant violence throughout the show, the Reavers are just the worst.

[playtimewithdogday]

You're Poppy's Angel . . .

Welcome back.

ABOUT THE BLOG ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃

This is an AU based ask-blog surrounding the popular game Poppy Playtime - But mores specifically towards the character DogDay!

There are a few ground rules to lay out though before you continue!

> Certain shipping is allowed, but only kept within certain restraints (see the "About The Story > References" part of this post!) - and please do not force me into certain ships. > I do not mind self shipping, please feel free to all you like within the restraints explained later :) > There WILL be horror and gorey art during some posts or within some designs - alongside possibly sensitive content. Please take care to not force yourself into a negative mindset by viewing my page. Be gentle with yourself ♡ > There may be aspects relating to age or pet regression! Please keep in mind that regression is NOT kink and should not be thought of as such! So please keep an open mind when viewing this blog ♡ > There may be a possibility of suggestive posts! If these occur then they will be censored and warned about for my personal comfort and possibly others :) > DO NOT send suggestive asks or indulge in possibly suggestive posts I may create if you are a minor. I have the freedom to block you and I will! [ I am an Adult, please keep this in mind. ] > I am very much a physically disabled and mentally unwell artist! I will not have a posting schedule as I will post when I think it is healthy and okay for me to! Though despite this I will do my best to post multiple times a day to make up for any days I may not upload. All I ask is for your patience! ♡ > My personal blog tag where you can view all my posts will be #ptwdd

ABOUT THE STORY

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This takes place in the 'normal' PPT universe except all characters are separate individuals! Such as the Smiling Friends DogDay vs the Plush DogDay vs the DogDay we see in-game are all individuals!

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ani!DogDay;; > This is the DogDay we see in-game! named ani!DogDay (animatronic!DogDay) due to the way he is visualized and so forth ☀ This DogDay is more canon aligned to what we see in-game. A kind entity who just wants to help Angel get out of that place and warning them. There is not much change from canon with this one other than possibly some design choices. This character is portrayed as an adult - shipping related things with this depiction is a-okay!

pos!DogDay;; > This is the DogDay we see in-game but in a more "possessed" state and is far more hostile than ani!DogDay. pos!DogDay is named this way due to "possessed!DogDay"... a little on the nose ain't it? ☀ This DogDay is within the concept of the critter Smiling Friends (the small little guys!) possessing DogDay and creating a 'follower' of Prototype himself. He can seem sweet but is extremely hostile underneath the smiling exterior. This character is portrayed as more of a mentally deranged adult - shipping related things with this depiction should be minimal and treated with caution.

SC!DogDay > This is the Smiling Critters DogDay (SC!DogDay)! This one is also very similar to canon :). ☀ This DogDay is simply just the Smiling Critters cartoon version of DogDay! This character is portrayed as more of a child. Do not ask for ship related things with this character depiction.

PlushDay > This is the Plush DogDay! This one is a living plushie of DogDay, and is a friendly entity! There is not much else to say about him haha. ☀ This DogDay is just a soft plush version of DogDay and i just a friendly and curious entity. This character is portrayed as more of a child. Do not ask for ship related things with this character depicion.

??? > This is more of an OC lol but this is a Depiction of the possible worker that was used to "give life" to DogDay! This being haunts around pos!DogDay but is not the root cause of his behaviors - and prefers to leave that vessel when he becomes hostile unless trapped within it unwillingly. ☀ This 'DogDay' is an adult male janitor who previously worked for the company before being used as a sort of 'fuel' for DogDay. He's generally neutral but it's up to YOU (the asker :))) whether or not he's friendly or hostile. This character is portrayed as an adult and shipping related things are a-okay!

H!DogDay > This is a Human version of DogDay! This is within the idea of DogDay just being an everyday worker in the game! ☀ This DogDay works as an entertainer for children during the 'day' hours to make sure the children were having their proper fun. This character is portrayed as an adult and shipping related things are a-okay!

Enjoy yourself and have fun, Angel.

For we've only just begun.

[times-of-drought]

⬛i-see-with-clarity-deactivated202819

I love making other szekhnane uncomfortable afteir their awakenings

^illustrated

🥑itsnanyabusiness follow

NOOOO THIS IS TOO FUNNY FUBNDUSNUS

#but also rip op waiting to see when you get deactivated for that #I wont come to yr funeral </3

🌁gayforschekhnane follow

WHAT THE FUCK???? WTF IS THIS SUPPOSED TO MEAN????

🍽decently-pureblood follow

??? Is this meme serious??? I cannot believe this shit I thought stuff like that was over centuries ago

⚜️eepy-agent follow

This post is making me regret not turning, the FOMO is too strong. Can anyone pwease translate? 🙏

🥑itsnanyabusiness follow

Read my url unawakened (derogatory)

🐊anothernanehistorian follow

Please disregard them, sleeper!

I am sorry, but I doubt anyone will translate this post for you. You can try asking an awakened non-nane friend (irl) to translate it.

#I am amazed nane even reblog this post at all... #it will get nuked soon #don't worry about this!

🤡kalik-in-flesh follow

I ain't scared lollolol

The nane on the left says, roughly, "I awakaned as a szekhnane recently". The unspecified guy on the right says "murderer-pilled humanflesh maxxer" (maxxer and pilled are spelled out, we currently don't have words for that)

Hope I helped ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

⚜️eepy-agent follow

...what?

#I don't like the implications #I have a nane sister. Uh. #I am concerned #freaking out a little bit ngl

🥩devoted-scribe follow

Hello.

To put your hearts and minds at rest, the creator of this meme was found by their local Wellness Office. It was determined that Neios Okuwiencyk was a mentally unwell follower of Nrinne and Kalik who wanted to sow chaos and discord in our community. She was placed in an institution for people like her. She will be treated for her delusions and hallucinations there, and released after she can differentiate reality and fiction.

This meme in no way reflects the way szekhnane awaken. You needn't worry about it, as it is an approved religious practice. It is in no way more gruesome than the typical szekh awakening ceremony and nobody gets hurt during it!

Moving on from this unfortunate situation, @kalik-in-flesh will be found and corrected as well, translating the offensive meme was not the right way to approach this delicate situation. When found, they will be tried for blasphemy for their url.

@itsnanyabusiness, @anothernanehistorian and 56 other nane accounts have been mildly fined for not reporting this post to their local Wellness Offices.

Please keep your eyes and ears open for any unwell individuals who may need professional help! Inaction leads to spread of misinformation and hurts our society!

[shy-canadian-snowflake]

hello, I just wanted to let you know your mentally unwell wade hcs make me feel really... at ease, I guess? I don't have psychosis or hallucinations, but I am Not Doing Well, and Wade's my comfort character. Seeing him in these situations written by you and also the ones where his friends are there for him made me get a bit more courage to entrust my friends with what I'm going through and lo and behold they're helping me out! so thank you for writing it, it makes a difference, even just a small one, for me :) -💥

This has to be one of the kidnest asks I’ve ever gotten and it warms my heart so much! I’m so glad that my work is making a difference, that’s the best thing ever to be told. My heart is so happy it feels like it could burst!! 

I’m so so glad that you have friends who are there for you!! The courage to bring that up is amazing, you are a strong individual who is great at making the good kinds of friends. You are strong and brave and so much more! A lot of people don’t have the courage to do that, so be proud of yourself that you trust your friends. Trust is an amazing thing when you aren’t doing well, and it sounds like you are putting your trust in amazing people!! I wish you the best for everything and I hope nothing but good vibes heads your way! <3

[deadpan-whistled]

INTRODUCTION

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✧. ┊NAME: [ Dylan]

✧. ┊AGE: [ 20 ]

✧. ┊PRONOUNS: [ He/Him ]

✧. ┊GENDER: [ Transgender Male]

✧. ┊SEXUALITY: [Bisexual]

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Hello all! My name is Dylan and I am a mentally unwell human being who is here for a good time. I love my religion (Omnist), art, writing, and various video games, so do expect me to write about those.

I am a poor, trans, bisexual, and autistic adult living in southern America, so I may write about hardships sometimes, as well.

I have autism, ADHD, OCD, DID, Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, BPD, and schizophrenia (a lot, I know, I apologize.) I am diagnosed with these things, however there will be no hate for self-diagnosis here.

I am engaged to a wonderful person whom I am very proud to be sharing my life with. I am also just going to be referring to myself as ‘I’ in most posts, unless it is specifically talking about me being a DID system.

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RULES

✧. ┊NO furry or therian hate

✧. ┊NO transphobia or homophobia of any kind!

✧. ┊NO racism will be tolerated AT ALL to ANY BIPOC individual

✧. ┊NO radqueers or paraphiles

✧. ┊NO sliding into our DMs without asking.

✧. ┊NO maps/ pedos

✧. ┊NO hating on anyone else’s religion, even if you do not agree.

{Please be kind to one another!}