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Today I talked with a tattoo studio to make my 3rd tattoo 💭
#personal#it will be for my father#i don't have a date yet or a price#but i need to express my love for him#i miss him a lot#and i'm crying a lot bc i feel so alone without him#sorry for the negativity#i always try to make my blog positive#but sometimes i can't
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caw 🦅
#neopets#neotag#neoart#eyrie#mutant#vin doods#I can't beat the allegations that i doodle dnd creatures on a daily with this one huh#god i love mutants eyries so much i'm sorry i gavehim more draconic features but uGH;#what great colours lmao#I also gave inverted knees to the hooves cause i aint doing whatever neos doing#can you tell i have a thing for dnd and dragons in general im so sorry JAKLSDF#also in topic i've been so wanting to make a neo player's manual for so stupidly long its insane#might actually do it at one point#i had species and proficiencies and everything at one point i think its all gone lol#also for a fact that i'd be a me-thing for the most part#like i'd be the only one wanting it or playing according to it#my other friends none like neopets so yeah#god do i want to dm a neopian adventure i have tons planned lmao#but oh well#i'm super greatful for all positive commenta ad every like and reblog you guys ave given meeeee#i sound like a broken record but i swear i try to not leave this blog for long but i always read your tags and crack up to them sajhas#i know i've left a couple of you on read that actually wanted to know about my characters BUT IM SO SORRYYYY#my master's taking so long and everytime there's something new and have to rewrite and replan everthing everyday i hate it here#but i will do it#i know i will#both the lore writting and my thesis HASJKHASJS#anyways if you're still reading dont be afraid to shoot up a couple of messages! It might make this blog less dead
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Thinking about all the little jewish influences I encountered before I decided to pursue conversion. G-d really plastered it on a neon sign where I was going, and I was sat there completely clueless. I think it's so fascinating when other conversion students and jews by conversion talk about their own experiences with judaism before they even knew they wanted to convert, and it's nice to know I wasn't the only one
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#if anybody wants to share their own please please i beg of you do so (if you're comfortable)#because i find it SO fascinating and I can't remember if i have solicited others to share their pre-conversion interactions with judaism#i wasn't *too* exposed to anything non-xtian but i knew a little about judaism and always felt pulled toward it#and everything i learned along the way reinforced how much sense it made#and i think it's special and complex and unique#i still have complex thoughts but i find that it's really easy to have them compared to before i decided this#anyway i'm trying to remain a positive blog because judaism makes my life so much sweeter#and it's important to hold onto that no matter how scared it is out there y'know
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i'm serious though that people online have got to stop looking at posts and trying to therapize the op and anyone who relates to it. "that's not a healthy way to think" "you just need to do it" maybe not, maybe so, but ultimately who cares??? people are allowed to express their unhealthy, maybe self-pitying, maybe nihilistic posts on their blog. they aren't asking you for advice. they do not know you. you are not their therapist nor are you even their friend. they are not having a conversation, they are venting on their own personal space. if you find these posts annoying just block the post or the op and move on. no one wants to hear your thoughts on someone's mental health when you don't even fucking know them or their situation
#people in the replies of that childhood bedroom post further back in my blog#'dungeons are only like $15' okay first of all not everyone has access to fucking sex dungeons (maybe geographically or physically)#secondly that can be a lot for some people. okay.#thirdly that's a small part of what the post is actually saying#and the other people saying 'you just need to do it' you don't know op#you don't know them! !! you don't!!!#'your friends are probably not living these fantastical lives' probably not but not the point of the post!#and also people are allowed to vent about things that might not be true!#i'm using this post as an example but it's really fucking everywhere#you can't express a negative or depressed opinion on here without people trying to make it positive#or some 'pick yourself up by the bootstraps' shit but make it mental health related#like the fucking 'heres the life i've always longed for' ~sequel~ that i complain about all the time
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I'm not usually a person to post on many serious matters not regarding fandom on here, but as someone who watched a lot of his stuff and posted about him in the past a bunch, I just wanted to say that I'm no longer am going to interacting with any of Wilbur's content and if you support Wilbur Soot then please don't follow my blog because you are not welcome here. All strength and love to Shubble in this ✊
#just felt i should adress this stuff cause its. yeah#its so messed up#his music really helped me through some messed up stuff and even if i wanted to listen to it now i couldn't even enjoy it i don't think#its just. man#i havent been watching much of sbi and their friends since technos passing but like. this still is such a punch for some reason#glad shubble is in a better situation now and that she had the strength to come out with this. this is such a mess#tw abuse#Wilbur soot#im not gonna make more posts about it or rb much stuff if its not support for shubble#cause i try really hard to have my blog be a positive space for myself and for people who enjoy my art and my blog#but like. wilbur is such a godawful person and its like. with dream i just always thought he was annoying asshole#if not an absolutely awful person although you know i don't rule it out#but with Wilbur like. i never thought about him this way and now that i do a lot of stuff feels. well bad#there are a lot of things that seem really bad with this context.#its just. man. what a fucking asshole. don't even have words for this
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Hey this guy is a native speaker and you can hear him say the names of the new thieves. Yui, Hina Nishimori, Toshiya Sugai, and Miyu Sahara. Idk if he’s speaking 8n Chinese or Japanese but the names sound clear. https://www.youtube.com/live/6fQz402kUg4?si=RId-nY6Gk7ju9RL2 at 40:43
Oh, haha, I was just about to post a link to his stream of the preview livestream, for anyone else who was curious to see it!
He's speaking Japanese, which means his readings of the names (which are written in Japanese) are probably a more accurate guess than what I'm doing with my dictionary, yeah. The kanji characters that Japanese names are usually written with often have multiple ways they can be read, though, and my understanding is that even if you're a native speaker, the first reading of the name that comes to mind may not always be the correct one, in the same way you could misread a name in English because you've heard it pronounced one way, but the person whose name it is pronounces it another way.
Which isn't to say I think he's wrong necessarily! Just that (at least as I understand it as someone learning Japanese) it's still not 100% confirmation those are their canon names, so I'll hold off on calling anything "confirmed" until I hear the names in-game, just to be safe.
(Though, to be clear, I do consider Yui confirmed, since they write that name in English in some cases as well, haha. The above explanation applies to the three names written in Japanese.)
But thanks for sending this in, all the same!
#anonymous#third beta#genuinely always appreciate when you guys find stuff and send it in even if I've already seen it. to be clear#because I *am* going to miss stuff sometimes and it's always nice to know other people are looking around for things too!#as for my obsession with confirming names in-game it's largely that I'm trying to limit how much name confusion goes on on this blog#getting used to calling someone one thing then having to switch (ex the suwa arai -> motoha arai confusion of the first beta) can be troubl#and I know not everyone reads every post I make and keeps up with the game info as much as I do. so basically I just want to keep it simple#and in this case the best way to do that is to avoid using a name until I am absolutely positive it's the canon one!#ruferu is sort of an exception in that that IS his japanese name but it might be something like ruffle or lufer in an english dub#but at least ruferu is *a* correct name for him as opposed to luffy which is speculation/possible mistranslation. you know?#not to write an essay on my reporting philosophy with this blog though haha sorry#bui#riddle#sepia#puppet
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I’m so glad I can come on here and feel the emotions I need to feel without being judged or told I’m being too negative. I’m so happy that even if I don’t have the space to express my feelings to the people around me, I still have this little corner of the world (my blog) to heal
#had a hard day today#and my feelings were immediately dismissed when I tried talking about it#I try my best not to vent a lot around certain people#and I’m usually a very positive person irl#but today was rough and I was seeking comfort and got told I was complaining#I just needed to get it off my chest#and I only spoke about it for a minute or two before dropping the subject#but apparently that was too much#most of my family is very ‘it’s ok to feel negative emotions just don’t show them in front of us’#so I should’ve expected that reaction#but it still hurt#I’m not going to feel happy all the time!#I want to be sad and frustrated without being shamed for it#within reason of course because I do t want to be that person who’s always complaining and whatnot#but y’know in a healthy way#if that makes sense#anyways thank you agere blog for being my escape#a place where I can be me#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#sfw age regression#age regressor#age regression#agere blog#quizzyrambles#quizzyvents#anyways I’m going to go cry in my room and not feel guilty about it because I’m allowed to feel my feelings
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I feel like I've said this quite a lot the last few months, but as far as anyone in my past is concerned, I'm a whole new ass person. I'm happy and have found myself in the best way possible and, for some reason, that infuriates the toxic people who have long since left my life.
#jace noises#this is purely personal and im sorry#i try to keep it positive on my blog but i went through the ringer last night i swear#I'm good though#I've just said this to many people#i hit a certain point pre covid where i no longer gave a fuck how people saw me anymore#not in a bad way#i always do my best to make sure its safe spaces for people#i spend a lot of my time advocating for mental health#especially in queer spaces#because no one deserves to feel the same pain and struggles i had you know?#tldr i just know who i am as a person#and what my values are with healthy boundaries attached#and recently its ruffled the feathers of people who can't control me#im too headstrong#im never going to change who i am because it doesn't someone's views ever again#and ultimately if you are reading these tags#whether a stranger or a moot or whoever#neither should you. within reason of course#don't be scummy#before anyone gets concerned#i am truly okay
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I cant believe this teacher who is new at our school took over my whole club *that I made*, started doing everything her way, and is now making people run for president.
like hello??? I did all of this last year. I ran every single club meeting, came up with activities, did all the paperwork, advertised at club rush and during summer break, and literally started this club from the ground up. and now she thinks she can walk in here, take charge, and change everything without asking me once???
well. lets hope people vote for me to be president this year. because if they dont she successfully took my own club away from me.
#sorry I never make this vent posts#I try really hard for my blog to always be a positive space#but im so tired#i just. need a second to get this off my chest#if the negativity bugs anyone pls lmk and ill delete this and not do it again
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I hope to be able to communicate. An emotional vibe
[Mirage 28, Story: Stephen Murphy, Pencils, Inks and Letters: Jim Lawson (as far as i can tell and so says the wiki). 1 page each by Eastman and Rich Veitch, not included]
[The style for this issue has a softer painterly look to the duoshade. All panels are horizontal across the width of the page.]
[ID from alt: Two panels, Leo leaning over to look at Raph, who's in profile and glaring slightly downwards. He asks "Care to talk about it?". Close on Raph's face, still not looking at Leo, he says "No." END ID]
ID from alt: 3 Panels. Casey leans over, gripping bridge trusses on either side of himself, asks "Hey bro', What's going down?" Raph's feet dangling over the edge of the bridge, its shadow cast on the water below. Raph says "The River... I suppose..." Close on Casey as he looks down skeptically "Um, Yeah. -- Hey, talk to me Raph. Really talk to me."
ID from alt: Three panels. Raph in profile, gazes down somberly, he says "Can't. You wouldn't understand. You're... You're human. You can't possible understand. Wide to all three of them, Casey has shuffled closer, one hand still on the truss. He says "Say what? I'm what? You can kiss off, Pal." Leo on the other side leans back a bit. "The what about me Raph? Why won't you tell me?". Close on Raph, annoyed now. "You're crowding me Leo, you're both crowding me. -- Don't crowd me." END
^gets sick every time i look at this one (HIGHEST OF COMPLIMENT)
ID from alt: Two panels. Close on April's hand. Holding a small turtle in its shell. Caption box "No... not this time, baby." Raph in the foreground, still upset. April and the other turtles sit along the bridge, all apart from Raph. April still holding the turtle, looks over to him. Caption box "When the hell will he simply accept all that's happened to him?" END
Second caption box references April's line in the 3 issue Raph got de-mutated arc. Which he spent the most time being looked after by her.
ID from alt: Two panels. Raph sitting with his back to his brothers, looking down and upset again. Wider shot shows everyone on a raft, the other turtles sitting and Casey pushing raft along at one end, Raph facing the rear, tense, observing the water. April sits between them, not facing either direction, observing Raph. END
ID from alt: Two panels, nighttime. The group sits around a camp fire, Casey standing to tell a story "-Like so much red white and blue Alpo. See, man, there was this..." Raph stands facing into the dark. Caption box: Raphael stood apart from the rest of us..." Wide of the landscape, moon reflecting on water, surrounded by trees and distant mountains. Caption box: "... And stared intently across the moonlit water." END
ID from alt: April and Raph trying to move an unconscious being, mostly humanoid with amphibious features, their three bodies lit against complete blackness. Raph holds her under the shoulders and says "You take her feet, I'll get her head." April kneels to hold her ankles and says "Thanks, Raph." END
ID from alt: Intricately detailed depiction of one of the aquatic beings while still in the egg, curled with its still developing limbs and large eyes. Caption boxes: I am conceived anew -- And as I grow -- I watch my people wither. END
ID from alt: Wide scene lit by the camp fire. April kneels with the beings head in her lap. Four more of the species approach her and the body. Casey stands back closer to the fire, and the turtles, even further back, towards the shore line. Caption box: They've lost her. END
ID from alt: 1. Two panels. Caption box: ... The only four of their species.... The turtles stand in line, Don, Mike, Leo and Raph, looking over the water, and the four remaining beings heads sink below the water. Caption box. "... just like-" The beings completely unseen now. Raph turns his head, looks behind them.
2. Two panels. Dramatic close up on Raph, looking back. The hint of pupil in the normally white eyes adds to the expressions intensity. Close on April meeting his gaze. Eyes wide with shock. She says a quite "-Omigod". END
ah. i was just gonna tag rant about this its getting way too long. oop
As i said earlier. this was ANOTHER ISSUE that was adapted into 03 during the Leo angst era. so they swapped Raph for Leo.
(NOT MAD ABT IT. i could go on a very long talk abt raph leo interchangeability and every time they've done that in adaptation, and why so many of the raph leo conflicts are about them being so so similar.
and how they are the person the other gets/gets them. and loss of that understanding due to separation or injury causes the blow ups.)
ANYWAY
03 didnt have the events that happened to raph that are referenced here anyway. those being. Raph almost being killed in a drive to solo kill the shredder (which... Leo Does btw) but more importantly admitting to Leo that he feels he has no control, that he cant think through his emotions.
And, again as mentioned, the de-mutation. It took him from weakened, to childlike, too deteriorating illness, until he's a particularly emotive large turtle, and then even less so to a normal smaller and smaller one. And this was caused by a very powerful being that thought he'd be happier that way, after feeling all the guys bask in the water, and be in awe of real baby turtles.
So these are the things he can't talk to Leo or Casey about. And this comic issue is one thats in the mode of "something written by april" like journal entries. And it wouldnt be clear cause i removed the CONTEXT lol. but that is her seeing a vision, from this dying being, of her [the being's] life and history, and its like. not pretty! not good things happening to the extincting amphibious humanoids.
So the lack of control, emotional and LITERAL, over his fate, his body, his being his mind? The things he cant tell his human best friend or his leader and brother. She goes through something impossible, she has no control, she fails at saving this being. And she sees it. And they see each other. And their is not a fix it at the end of that. She doesn't tell anyone else why she gets spooked. Everyone is just standing around each other in the moment, where its all not okay.
#some shit#turbles...#im so so so ill about this. positively unwell.#stephen muphy of the puma blues huh. you dont fucking say (<- extremely poetic indie com about humanity and enviroment)#was trying to let it speak for itself but yes also btw. the fish ppl. yeah listen.#DO YOU SEE. do you see. just motif. he looks to the water and she looks to him. HE LOOKS BACK?#i mean. and not to be biblical or greek classical or honestly. vonnegut-ian? but the way he turns around. to look at her. and how that is#often a thing that seals ppls fates. but it doesnt change his fate. its her. knowing it. in that moment.#it just lights my blood on fire and makes me so so so naw she ous. nauscious. nauseous.#LOVE. when i have to exit the tags for smth to long and. BRO. my syntax. my registre. it gets all different. literalllllly can not help it.#well. enjoy. i said more than i even meant and i meant to say a fair bit.#23-27 are for real for real. the weird comics deserts. there so left field and. need to be chewed on but not really always in a good way.#(i mean non as bad as... 18? the msg one.) so i was taking my tales of break and then. BOOM. this shit. ARGHHHHHH#wifi blogs mirage
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i'll chime in a little on the whole. big vs small blog thing. i am a small blog. i don't have a super high follower count. i don't have a bunch of anons clamoring for more of my writing or people asking for my thoughts. honestly, most people, even in my extended "circle", don't know who i am. im not "popular" or "big" by any means, and i know my place.
BUT i know that even with my smaller platform i can still at the very least raise awareness for a cause that is important to me and should be important to everyone. if someone finds out about ficsforgaza through me, and through ficsforgaza finds another, "bigger" author they like better and decide to sponsor or request from them, i would still be ECSTATIC about it. because at the end of the day, the most important thing is happening: people are donating to palestinian families and helping save lives.
with respect to the ficsforgaza movement (and other similar fandom/online movements), it's important to remember the objective of the movement— raising money to help families in gaza. we as writers are not being directly donated to. we as writers are not the focus of the movement. the focus is, and always should be, aiding the palestinians. that is the point.
#thinkmin!#listen. and this is to my fellow ''small blogs''#i get it. i do. western fandom is an inherently self centered space. it's easy to see others being sponsored or requested and feel bitter#because at the end of the day it comes down to feeling ignored and useless. and that's never a good feeling.#genuinely tho. and i say this with all the love in my heart. sometimes we need to let our egos take the backseat#decenter ourselves. remember what the whole point of this is.#and if u STILL have a problem with the movement i will say like. it's okay to donate independently of it#it's okay to (and in fact please do) continue to spread awareness of fundraisers independent of this movement#ur allyship and activism do not have to involve this particular project if it makes u upset#that being said. i will forever and always support aleks and kae for organizing this#no matter how u try to spin it. i believe it's been a net positive#and that's all i have to say i think
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#Today's episode was. Okay.#Fun fact I had never watched this episode. Once I started but was interrupted half way through#And like… Nothing reminds me how much I'm here only for two characters as much as watching an entire episode without them. Seriously.#I wish I was joking and I wish it sounded less shallow… But it's true? I'm sorry.#I wish I at least had watched this when I was still positive towards kuniki/dazai but not I'm just ╮(╯_╰)╭#Especially since like. I know intimately how it feels to put your moral code and abstract ideals before your own happiness.#So Kunikida's character only makes me feel miserable more often than not#I'm sorry for being so negative I usually try to use this blog specifically - more than my main - as a place to be positive and enthusiast–#and keep negativity low but this time I'm failing (´;ω;`)#I apologize#I like Aya as a character but I don't really enjoy her role in this episode specifically. There's a lot of tiny things that just bug me.#Literally the best things of the episode for me were the couple of Atsushi frames.#The fleeting and definitely not there daz/atsu in Atsushi always bringing up Dazai.#Atsushi and Akutagawa and ss/kk in the op/ed.#And Dazai messing up with Kunikida was funny I suppose pffttt.#Oh well. Off to Dead Apple we go 🙏🙏🙏#Thank goodness there'll be some ss/kk and Kyouka before three whole episodes of Fifteen arc#random rambles
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#since today was a little weird idk.. i just wanna make it clear that i do truly love all of dtkq+ and all i’m here for is to support them#and love vlog about them and make my silly little posts and jokes#and if you don’t like me or the things i blog about i am kindly asking you to just unfollow/ block and move on#i also sometimes unfollow people and it is not always with bad intentions i just don’t always wanna see things that make me upset#in other news i’ve been thinking about moving blogs because i truly want my experience on here to be as positive as possible#and i feel like because i have a lot of followers now and anons send me hate unprompted that’s not always possible#i’m very attached to this blog though so we’ll see#anyways lots of love and please try to be kind because we are all dealing with our own shit and this should be our silly little escape to#talk about some silly little guys
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i'm creating a whole frikkin fantasy world with a conflict and everything, lord help me
#i blame all of y'all who talked about baldur's gate and i blame vee's fantasy verses#and i blame myself bc i have always been a sucker for fantasy :' ))))#there's gonna be a power hungry king ( ofc ofc ) and his nephew trying to get his country back#an elven rogue blessed by a god and helping lead the rebellion against the king#it's not her usual kinda thing to do but she's a lady of the people ( but the nobles hate her asdf )#and there's also a few other characters and a lot of world building to do#like i'm thinking the gods in this world walked among the folk but there was a battle amongst them#and some believe they all died while others believe they simply retreated to another realm#and here comes rin our elf who is basically walking proof that at least some of the gods live#i haven't decided what exactly happens to her that makes everyone go ' oh my she walks with the gods' favor '#but i'm excited about that especially bc rin was definitely one of those people who believed the gods were dead/never existed#ANYWAY i'm both looking forward to all of this and dreading it bc it's gonna be a lot of writing#to just kinda flesh out the world itself and whatnot#but maybe i'm just complicating it in my head#also i'm not sure who all i'm going to actually feature on my blog#but i'm currently leaning towards delwyn the nephew and rin the elf bc i think they'd be the most fun and interesting atm#bc both of them are in a position where people are looking to them for leadership but they have wildly different backgrounds#but my gosh let me not continue to ramble about my ideas in the tags asdfgh#get ready to ramble | ooc#bro why is my ooc tag not working today??
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I just want to say that i REALLY love your art!! It looks so soft and makes me wanna hug it with all the strenght coming from my heart
Also, i love Piepoe and her little friends!! They all are so cute, and adorable and Piepoe looks like a big marshmallow, I'm definitely drawing them!!
I just want to give the biggest hug to everything in this blog /vpos
-miau anon 💫
WAUGUGHH... BRO.. THESE WORDS MADE ME SO HAPPY!! THANK YOU SO MUCH...!!!
I'm glad you enjoy my art, and I'm really glad you enjoy Piepoe and her little family, too!! Hearing this kind of stuff literally keeps me going bro, you're so nice it makes me want to cry😭‼️‼️💓💘💘💓💖💖💖💓 thank you SO much for your kindness...!!! Truly, thank you!! My blog would most certainly return your hug!! It loves you!!!
#i always feel like my words cannot truly describe just how much your words mean to me#but i try to do so anyway!! because you deserve to hear that your kindness means so much to me!!#i appreciate it so so dearly... it keeps me going and it has made this week feel so positive!! thank you!#all of the other creachers and friends who are viewing this blog and tags too... thank you all so much!! from the bottom of my heart!!#sending love to you!! thank you so much for your words and for this lovely message!!!#make sure to rest and eat food and drink water... be safe now!!!#💘💘💓💘💘💘💓💘💓💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💓💘💖💖‼️
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mmmmmmm I told myself I wasn't gonna vent on this blog anymore
#Vents 🌧️#idk man I just don't know who I'm supposed to turn to at this point#I was doing so good I AM doing so good but just like. idk what's wrong#like yeah I know. I've got 'problems at home' but. like I've always had them why is that stopping me#I feel like all of this is pushing me into a period of depression#I don't wanna do anything anymore but I've got no choice bc my parents are making me#I feel so hollow. nothing makes me Feel right now and it's bad#and idk what I'm doing wrong. I'm trying so hard to be so positive and cheery like I always am and so supportive#I'm working myself to the bone to make everybody happy and. it's still not enough#I am still not enough. and I don't know what's going to change that#how much harder do I have to work for everyone to love me#I want everyone to love me#and yet... even if I was surrounded by adoring friends. would I feel happy? would I feel. anything?#I don't know anymore. nothing is never enough for me#and maybe that's why I'm not enough for anyone else#until the holes in my heart are patched up nothing is going to fill it. it's all going to leak out#when am I supposed to feel happy again#sorry everybody. I'll probably delete this later I don't want it clogging up my perfect happy blog
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