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i did not finish a single one of my calculus problems <3 iâm too stupid for this shit <3
#i always hate being in these classes#âoh but youâre such a good studentâ i dont know how i got here and i dont know what im doing#i wish i could just like ask for everything explained and be able to review for a while bc this is shit from last year#that i know i know how to do but i canât remember it and esp with the ones that give you new stuff that r supposed to trip you up a bit#my brain genuinely just shuts off seeing it. like theres no critical thinking or problem solving or whatever going on i just see it and go#âoh i donât recognize this. thats not supposed to work like that. okay guess weâre not doing thatâ#there isnât supposed to be a negative in a square rootttt you canât get a square root out of a negative what do you want me to doooo#sobs#we were breaking my streak today too man
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iâve been wanting to do this since day one
#team fortress 2#tf2#era.png#idk if iâll.. tag the characters? its just a silly little meme#iâll think on it#anyway i guess iâll ramble a bit in the tags then#mains: iâve always played sniper but recently picked up engie! i love avoiding conflict forever#fav character: hmm this aussie that i hate (affectionate)#relate to: i relate to the both of them at the exact same time. autistic AND adhd#learn to play: iâm a dedicated healer class player but medic is soo difficult for me for some reason? one day. one day#fav ship: hmmm these bozos that i hate (AFFECTIONATE)#like to draw: spy is just fun to draw :) ignore sniper this isnt about him#NO ID SORRY :( this feels very difficult to write an id for. i am very sory#REQUESTS R STILL BEING WORKED ON BTW iâll get to posting those soon. thank you. i will stop talking now
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These kids are NOT studying rn
#alternate timeline where they just continue growing up together and go to school together as normal#jon continues being a superboy so he's not the best student you ever saw (tired! and he's got street smarts he's fiiiine)#but dami wants to pursue a medical career so he's always studying (or in class idk what medical students actually do) he's a nerd aw yeahh#so 90% of hangouts start to happen at the library - quiet so Jon can nap while Dami gets some studying done (Jon should also be studying)#the stupid manga-esque title of this fic I'm not writing is 'The Ex-Assassin and His Delinquent Crush' or something#it's absolutely a slowburn for the ages.. spanning all the missed opportunities until they're both adults and damian can't help but confess#anyway this was kind of just a doodle that happened bc I heard a pretty song which reminded me of studying at the library but falling aslee#under the sun coming thru the windows but then it became something a little cute... hehe#art#fanart#digital art#manga style#screentone#illustrationish#jondami#damijon#supersons#jon kent#jonathan kent#superboy#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian al ghul wayne#robin damian#me vs I don't ever draw them as kids bc drawing kids is so scary#I love my kids :( my sons :( Jon they could never make me hate u u deserved to have a nice time
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#mineta is a great artist help#honey why are you trying to score by being a creep when you could be gifting them incredible drawings??#this is so funny#i still hate him but it makes him so much more interesting#also it's so funny that he only drew himself and izuku#you fell for him right right we remember#i always assumed izuku was the best artist in their class#it's so cute that izuku put exclamation points after the names#he unabashedly loves them#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#midoriya izuku#mineta minoru#kirishima eijirou#jirou kyouka
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i would advise against sneaking a bunch of silly billies into your castle
#project sekai#emu otori#nene kusanagi#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#pjsk#proseka#prsk#polysho week 2023#there that wasnt so bad#i hate taaaagging#Saki chortling her ass off btw. Do They Know#snailing towards drawing backgrounds properly... its helpful for my comms but im still so bad....#My emu favoritism shines theough again in that its obvious i drew her first. Im sorry. kind of.#i dont have insane tags to put this time i have to get up for class in like 7 hours. i have a midterm. farewell....#actually how could you put polysho week during my midterms. SICK. (ignored that i couldve used the time prompts r given in advance to draw)#ive always done this for fanweeks i try to draw on the day of like a sicko. INEED TO GONTOSLPEY#please stop following me if i check and i hit a milestone im going to feel bad. i dont look at it often enogub to cstch them when they happ#en. stop being niceys to me.#i was thinking of doing simple rqs or something... bc im grateful and it would be fun..... waugh....#why didi stay up finishing this. my wrist hurts and im sleepy. Lord.
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I just started cackling over a thought I had, and needed to share it. Omega is feeling very restless and wants something fun to do, so after some thought they start stretching really well, and then put on some running shoes. Wanders over to the rec room where the pack is all sitting around. We approach Soap who is most likely to react the best; slapping a hand on his shoulder and yelling: âyouâre it! No tag backs!â And turning tail and sprinting back out of the rec room while giggling like crazy. Now you may be thinking, they are grown adults, but Soap and Gaz would absolutely play tag with us, and as much as Ghost and Price would think it might be childishâŚ. The packs omega is running, and it will trigger their hunting instinct. Could consider it training. But also soap slowly turns back from us to everyone else, and then everyone just scatters.đ¤Ł
You know what's funny...I was just talking about something similar with a friend đ
Except it wasn't playing tag, it was the reader having to write "'mega's snacks" on all her food because the guys would eat them otherwise. Kyle and John leave them alone because they're sane individuals. Johnny still tries and gets chased when he gets caught. Simon uses Johnny's distraction to sneak snacks for himself đ
No but the reader so would do that. There's not far to run in the barracks but doing it as training? Just a bunch of kids out there playing tag and having fun chasing the reader. Until Johnny is it, then it's utter chaos. He's definitely the kid that took P.E. way too seriously. Super competitive and active and was always captain when playing sports.
#i was always picked last because i have the athleticism of a sloth#and the hand eye coordination of a blind rat#jokes on the american school system PE just made me hate exercise and being active#they really thought they did something with gym class#sure it was fun in like elementary school when we got to play games and roll around on scooters#those square ones that would almost amputate your fingers if you weren't careful#in my elementary school's gym there was a ramp down from one of the exit doors and we'd get to scooter down the ramp#fun times#back when life was easier#answered
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throwback tuesday to that time when i took one of the few large lecture hall classes i ever took in college, a class on pre-1500s English literature, and the professor (a balding man with a British accent who banned computers because, according to him, he once caught someone watching Shrek 2 on a laptop during the lecture and he was upset it wasn't Shrek 1) stopped in the middle of talking about Beowulf to a hundred students to ask ME SPECIFICALLY (in the back half of the room but not all the way at the back) if I was using my smartphone under the table, so I had to lift up my hands and show him that no, I was knitting because the class had a bunch of printouts so I didn't need to take notes but the man wouldn't let me play spider solitaire or scroll tumblr and I had to do SOMETHING with my hands, and he was like, "ah, weaving peace I see. it seems we have the peaceweaver in our class" and then just carried on with things
#pickle pontificates#i'm not even mad. he was just eccentric enough to get away with it#always annoys me a bit though when college professors are like that#like girl you realize that a significant portion of students take notes electronically right. and if someone's watching shrek 2 then idk ma#it's their college experience. you're still getting paid#the lame beowulf joke did make beowulf stick in my head though#was it worth being perceived by 100 people at once for no reason? that's still up for debate#now the TA for that class. that guy actually sucked#a year later i was still running into people who just had the worst time with him. straight A eloquent friendly newspaper editor students#like the kind of students professors just love. engaged and respectful and earnest and talented. and they all hated that guy's guts#i had a gossip right in the english department about it. kinda scary. was afraid he'd come around the corner
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sequel to this ramble cause the way james talks bout the reduced cherik scenes throughout the xmen films in this video is making me want to kill people. 'we'll always have paris darling' what if we all blew up.
#xmen#xmen first class#xmen dofp#xmen apocalypse#xmen dark phoenix#cherik#snap chats#im gonna be sick ive rewatched this like five times#IM STILL PISSED AWF AND THEN HEARING HIS COMMENTARY ABOUT IT OUUUUGGHHHH#OOOH WHAT IF I THREW ROCKS#LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS CUT. aside from that gorgeous 'where are you doing' scene in first class ofc BUT WHAT ELSE#im forced to believe there was a make-up and/or hate sex scene in dofp because wdym they were worried about censorship#LIKE WHAT. WHAT DID THEY CUT. CAUSE CENSORSHIP OVERSEAS IS ONLY FOR EXPLICITLY QUEER THINGS INNIT#maybe paris can be our always i hate it here NO I LOVE HOW THE PARIS BIT IS EVEN /THEIR/ COPE#LIKE PLEAAAAASSE im throwing up. maybe if i draw cherik ill feel better#on the real its genuinely so sad. like even outside of shipping this is still art being reduced#and what we have is still good but the thought that it coudlve been BETTER ...#again their connection is already good from what we have in the final but just ... the lost emphasis of it all if that makes sense#ESPECIALLY outside of first class and dofp- like their relationship really is so sparse in DP and apocalypse its so sad#i think what makes it esp sad is how upset james is about the cut material like its so nice that hes so invested in their relationship too#and its just gotta be so. Excuse Me What when youre told 'hey so your characters cant having a deeper relationship or we're fucked'#'even though the relationship between these two is one of the most fascinating aspects of this generation of xmen films'#is it so hard to want to see like .. even just an intimate 'friendship'. like would it be so bad to see them be so heartfelt#or even just bein a bit silly. or hell ill take them fighting again ANYTHING I BEG YOU the humanity between them is so important#LIKE PLEASE im gonna cope and seethe forever i fear#and when he said 'i thought 'its probably the last time we get to do this to each other'' :((((((((((((((((((((( shoot me#at least we'll always have paris ....
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the gorgug-porter conversation is interesting to me because like. yea for the overwhelming majority of the conversation porterâs being shitty & trying to fit gorgug into a box that gorgug just does not fit into by trying to make gorgugâs relationship with his rage more focused on the aggression aspect of it. but then thereâs also this specific thing that brennan brought up again in the ap, which is that gorgugâs relationship with his rage is wholly âthis is a tool i use to protect my friends.â which isnât a bad thing! but thatâs his Whole relationship with it, & gorgug seems to place next to no value on his rage in relationship to himself. which is problematic, because itâs first & foremost his rage.
being raised in a household with a sort of toxic positivity largely meant that, whether or not it was his parentsâ intention, gorgug internalized the message that more traditionally ânegativeâ emotions such as anger are the wrong response to something. part of the reason he prioritizes his artificing is probably because itâs âfixingâ things. in comparison to being a barbarian, which gorgug associates with âbreakingâ things. good vs. bad behavior, in his eyes.
itâs a totally unacceptable bar to measure a 16 y/o by, but i do think part of porterâs reasoning for not letting gorgug multiclass is him recognizing that gorgug generally does not value anger as a valid emotional response to something, at the very least for himself. & that directly conflicts with what being a barbarian is, because whether you like it or not, that rage is what fuels you. but again, barring a kid from pursuing something they deeply care about in part (not entirely, porter has a lot of more bullshit reasons) because of their fundamental values & world outlook is crazy.
so yes, 98% of porterâs reasoning is pretty shitty, immature, rife with a toxic view that thereâs only one proper way to access rage, & generally not a good thing to do as a teacher, but also within that reasoning is the 2% of âthere is a fundamental part of yourself that you only value if you can use it to take care of other people & you need to accept that as something that can take care of you, too.â but thatâs something to discuss with a therapist or a guidance counselor, not something that should hugely impact gorgugâs academic future.
#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#btw these r just my personal opinions u r 100% free to disagree#gorgug & his rage interest me so deeply because of how deeply that rage existing seems to be against gorgugâs own will#like mechanically classes are choices & you can switch stuff around any time. but gorgug as a barbarian always felt like an unwilling choice#like that 14 y/o kid did not want to have rage. & that really interests me.#iâve seen people before be like âwhat if gorgug dropped barbarian & went full srtificerâ but i feel like that simply canât happen??#mechanically yea sure but it always felt like a core part of gorgug that the rage will always be there & itâs a matter of how you channel it#idk. dnd classes narratively being treated as âyou can not lose this part of youâ even though you technically can#gorgug could be lvl 19 artificer & heâd still have 1 level of barbarian. because that is part of who he is.#btw i donât think porter truly cares about gorgug valuing his rage only as a way to be a human shield#i think porter just sees that as âwrongâ but like. not as in âyou need to take care of yourselfâ & more âyou arenât conformingâ#he thinks itâs wrong for the wrong reasons. the nastier âthis is how you should beâ reasons#ppl being like âwe r being too hard on porter. itâs an 150% courseload gorgug will be overwhelmedâ i think r missing the point bc like.#that is 100% a valid reason to not approve gorgug for multiclassing! but thatâs also 100% not the reason porter rejected him.#that whole interaction was basically porter shoving his percieved version of conformity down gorgugâs throat. was v neurodivergent kid coded#no hate to anyone saying that last point btw these r all just opinions#thinking about last ep wilma & digby being like âyouâre a great barbarian. youâre so great at it. but look at what you made!!!â like.#they would never mean it like that. but when you only understand half of your son he is going to prioritize the half you do.
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There's only one person I truly hate with all my being
#and its some random bitch from the internet#fuck you jackal#talking about how I started hating him would require TRIGGER WARNINGS.#he almost made me fail my freshman ELA class because I had to spend all hour comforting my friends who he hurt#then all was forgiven because âhe's a kid! he can change!â i never forgave him and he never truly changed#he tried to tell lies about me to my friends#and. for context. this was on discord#it was a community where I was one of the 3 pillars of it. and I'm close with the other 2.#me C and H were the people people wanted to be friends with. or wanted to *be*. we were the top 3 of everyone! and im not being conceded.#twas a small community#I was known for being skilled! but also. people thought I was kind. (some people thought I was bossy because I was kinda strict)#< (strict being I don't tolerate bullying or slurs at any capacity.#but so. when Jackal lied to H. H knew it was bullshit.#anyways Jackal stuck around somehow even tho everyone KNEW. The Jackal Situation was an ARC in that server.#anyways C made Jackal a mod over a year later bc la-de-da-de-da people can change~ and he wasn't a dick. for about 5 minutes.#he got fired today and i was fucking ECSTATIC#I hate him#he thinks hes hot shit. he's hot garbage is what he is#he's so tone deaf and abused power constantly#i never stepped in because I have such a strong hatred that i can never be fair to him again#im permanently against him. he'll never ever gain any respect from me.#he lied. he baited us. he made my friends spend so many sleepless nights crying. he tried to make them die by saying theyd go together.#i saw through it.#anyways I like to believe I have a good judge of character bc he always made me uneasy#he gifted me nitro and was polite before baiting us. but i was like. ehhhh. what's wrong w him?#anyways he's a pissed off bastard now#anyways heres some previous life drama hooray
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#girlhood!!!!! girlhood amirite???!#feel free to reblog but unrelated tags ahead:#unrelated vent tags but like i cannot explain the acid trip of being in my international law class#and mentioning anything about palestine and that fucking CRACKHEAD bitch !!!everytime!!! turns to me and says:#âas a white south african how do you feel about the treatment of white farmersâ girl im gonna fucking kill you#this genuinely keeps unearthing a biblical anger in me. i mean my mother is just a wicked person but my dad really let me grow up#without a tradition. being without a tradition is about the most dreadful thing my dad ever did to me thanks you FUCK!#i cant reconcile my identity with anything. caught somewhere between the way that bitch knows how much i hate afrikaans#exclusively speaking to me in afrikaans and my dad who taught me nothing. okay then !!! anyway like obvi not thinking abt having kids at 22#but definitely sure now that im not having kids ever because this corrosive resentment rears its head in mundane moments#bc its always just under the surface#anyway wONT ANYONE THINK ABOUT THE POOR WHITE FARMERS!!!!!!!!!!#lol.
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#if you donât mind could you say a quick prayer that I can not make things worse with my seniors?#I do feel very much that the problem is me (hi! Iâm the problem itâs me)#because theyâre just suuuuuch a hard personality match for me as a group#but I can feel myself sort of closing off and not wanting to stay open and I can feel myself wanting to hate them#frankly#but thatâs just because Iâm imperfect and tired#I am forcing myself to go through the class and think about each kid#and actually there is only really one bad apple maybe two but really I think itâs one!#but it is casting a huge shadow#also I hate to say it but many are annoying#aosiieksisie they just are. but theyâre not bad kids! and they want to have a good relationship with me and I need to let that happen#but yeah. I just want to shut myself off from them completely#but I am either not old enough to teach a class well and do that. I have not unlocked that power#there has to be a baseline of goodwill and camaraderie#or I will never be able to not have it and will always need it#but in either case. I need it here. and itâs hard#the worst part is that they ! make ! me ! shy !#freaking introverts are so annoying sometimes I swear#YOU DONât HAVE A MONOPOLY ON DISCOMFORT IN SOCIAL SITUATIONS#and you CREATE it as well as suffer it !!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry. see what I mean? I am getting irrationally angry at them for being the way that they are#but itâs because *I* am suffering because of them#lol. except it isnât lol I am serious#anyway just trying to get this out#thanks for listening#teaching tag
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Intersectionality is something that, sadly, is often pushed to the side in Arcane discussions, specifically from a certain side of that fandom. They will go on and on about Viktor, as they usually do, talking about how he suffers from classicism and ableism within the show and fandom respectively (as they should as these are issues, but there is a catch when it comes to these fans as well), but when others in the fandom, especially Mel or even Sky fans, point out the racism and misogyny (misogynoir) that is often rampant in this fandom, particularly from said fans mentioned prior, all of a sudden its not possible or being overdramatized. Like they suddenly can't understand how some of their rhetoric includes or invites the same thing black fans have been calling out since the beginning, because how can you discuss the ableism and such that Viktor faces, but laugh or joke around with people who call Mel slurs or just denounce her to a trope? I thought you were for calling out forms of hate within fandom, or does your "activism" only stretch so far? And back to a previous statement, about the catch regarding those particularly fans----some of them regurgitate the same harmful rhetoric towards Viktor that they say they supposedly hate, just in mode subtle ways. How are you going to say you hate when Viktor is infantilized, but will be quick to forget he's a grown man who can defend himself (often when trying to pair him against Mel, framing her as the aggressor, and sometimes even Jayce too but to a lesser degree)? Not saying Jayce doesn't get equal amounts of hate, but his more so gets pushed aside along with his character to ultimately frame Viktor in higher regard, often making him ooc. It's like they pick and choose when the issues are prevalent, and when they aren't, and it's so frustrating.
#and it's so annoying to see as someone who for actually doesn't mind/kind of likes viktor as a character bc whenever i try to interact more#with him in fandom these types of fans make it so hard bc they overwhelm you with things that are so out of character that they practically#rewrite arcane to where viktor becomes overt stereotypes and looses what made him interesting to begin with#like you can hardly find analysis on his character at the end of s2 and how that is ACTUALLY SAD without getting the 3rd degree or see#j*yviks paint it as romantic#and it's very gross how they often frame viktor in this way to frame poc characters (like mel or jayce) as aggressors while ignoring how#everyone in arcane is flawed (including viktor) to different degrees and how characters can disagree without actually hating one another#(this is especially prevalent regarding melvik where people act like it can't happen bc mel âlooked at viktor wrongâ#but will be the same people to ship jayvik even though jayce was classicst as well....noticing)#but it's very weird how they only always talk about mel in regards to how she is around viktor & nothing else but complain about how mel#fans don't understand her---which is bs bc you'd be hard pressed to find many mel fans who don't write 1k thesis on her#heck some even say that the council bombing was justified even with mel being there!#and if they really want to go into detail about how mel's class and inaction impacts zaun fine go ahead but why stay silent#when people point out how she eventually changed and strived to help them or how viktor ended up causing more harm than good down the line?#like these could be great narrative stories for how one character starts with wanting to help those in need but becomes corrupted by his#own ambition and ends up becoming a bigger threat than what he and others like him suffered with before#but no it's easy for them to paint mel = bad and viktor = smol who can do no wrong#arcane#anti arcane fandom#arcane viktor#arcane mel#mel medarda#fandom criticism#fandom racism#fandom misogyny#also bc you can tell these people are on some bs bc they'll rave about how mel didn't care about zaun (which is untrue) but turn around and#say âbut jayce-â like he wasn't causing zaun trouble as well#like im all for being critical about mel's complacency about zaun and all but don't act like jayce is any better#matter of fact why even try to do that? what purpose did it serve when there's literally proof against your point? hmm
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I kept my mouth silent abt the uhc ceo killer being fine bc as much as im pleased with the outcome i couldnt help but get a center right tech bro vibe off of him and I read his manifesto...I was rightđ.
#uhc ceo#uhc shooter#uhc assassin#always trust my gut instinct#i think ppl have built up this idea of him being this hardcore liberal leftie#but i need you to realize EVEERYONE hated that dude#he was a class unifier(? is that how u spell it)#rant.txt#brian thompson#luigi mangione#could smell that anti woke off of him
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I decided to go through my old warm-up notebooks from my honours english class and in one of the warm-up prompts, I said I wanted my superpower to be "controlling the effects of [my] puberty," and I'm glad to say that I've gotten that superpower. It took a very long time, but that's a superpower I can check off my list
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#ngl though i felt my very soul wince while reading some of them (including that)#in my old self's defense: i was incredibly dysphoric and had Many Unresolved Issues#i also wasn't really masking in that class and didn't know i should probably not be honest with my notebook#my teacher said that she'd only grade warm-ups we wanted graded and she'd only *potentially* read others 'for fun'#also i always didn't like the 'what superpower would YOU want?' question because. it just annoyed me to know it's impossible to have#(besides the puberty superpower lmao)#as much as i believe in being kind to your past self/selves that doesn't mean i'm not cringing about it đ#just so long as you don't turn the cringe into self-hatred i suppose#you cannot hate yourself into being betterâĄâĄ#WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED THAT IN ONE OF THE WARM-UPS I WROTE ABOUT A LESBIAN ROBOT#NEVER MIND I'M DONE CRINGING#man i should make that into a proper short story like. what a concept
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What if Kevin had gone to Wymack after Kayleigh died. What if Kayleigh figured out her time was running out but could not for the life of her (literally) figure out how or if her son would be safe. What if Kayleigh Day knew that Kevin ending up with The Ravens would be the worst outcome and had made sure that plans were in place for Kevin to go to Wymack.
What if Wymack shows up at her funeral, seeing little Kevin and can't believe how much he looks like Kayleigh in person. How much he looks like him. And only finds out that he was Kevin's chosen guardian as per her wishes when her lawyer approaches him at the will reading. What if Tetsuji and Riko tried to fight that claim but Wymack immediately jumped on that responsibility.
What if Wymack raised Kevin?
#shut up capt#Wymack already having the Foxes and Abby but being unable to let go of them for Kevin so he takes both in stride#Kevin being able to go to an actual highschool and being pretentious as he was always destined to be#getting top grades in all of his History/Social Studies classes but having chemistry blow up in his face#Wymack trying to help Kevin with some complicated Algebra 2 but throwing the papers across the table#Kevin always hanging around Wymack during practice and picking up on good coaching skills and maybe not so great language#Father & Son days where they are a bit awkward but are ultimately comfortable around each other because Kevin has been around longer#maybe when Kevin is a teenager Tetsuji gives Wymack the Kayleigh Letter#they do a paternity test immediately#but Kevin was already his son#he was already 'Dad'#the letter changes nothing besides kevin knowing who his bio dad is#Wymack calling him a plethora of bad Son nicknames and subjecting Kevin to dad jokes#by the time he is enrolled in Palmetto Wymakc has made too many references to Kevin's childhood that medicated Andrew brings them up 24/7#'kevin i know you hated cliantro from ages 10 to 12 so dont make drink that sludge unless you want it shoved down your throat'#'dad has got to stop talking about me to you assholes'#aftg#kevin day#david wymack#coach wymack#kayleigh day#dont tell me if you cant do this irl let me live in ignorance /lh j#Kevin Goes To Wymack AU
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