#i absolutely love this song from the first listen
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Countdown to Landcon/Jour -7: Nursery rhymes? Not exactly
With one week to go until the Landcon, I am reminiscing my long and deep rapport with that town and with France, in general, as I often do: through sounds. Music is everywhere and one's choices are always deeply personal, reflecting beloved people and particular moments in time.
The first song I ever sang by myself was taught by my grandfather. As for millions of people, it had to be this one:
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It is very easy to learn and it basically tells the story of Friar James (FrĂšre Jacques), who is supposed to go and ring the monastery's bells for what is called the matins, or morning prayer, but instead is sleeping on the job. I totally understand the poor friar and you would, too, since according to the Benedictine rule matins started at 2 a.m and lasted until dawn.
Little did we know, my grandfather and I, who composed it in earnest:
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Whether this is an earlier adaptation of an Italian canzona or of a Hungarian folk tune (doubtful) does not really matter. FrÚre Jacques was included in Jean-Philippe Rameau's Treatise on Harmony, published in 1722. After being the protégé of several bankers and financiers, Rameau was appointed, in 1745, Musicien du Cabinet du Roy/King's Cabinet Musician at Versailles, following the enormous success of his opera, Platée. Which is really, really boring to listen to and virtually forgotten, which is - for once - perhaps not a bad thing.
Thus, millions of unsuspecting people all around the world begin their own musical journey with an ironic Baroque tune. I have never looked back, for Baroque is still my greatest love. And I consider this one of those kismet moments, which real meaning always reveals itself later and always completely at random.
But the nearest and dearest is the first French song Shipper Mom taught me:
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She was always thickening her voice for the 'oh-oh-oh' in the chorus and I was over the moon clapping and shrieking and laughing like a blessed idiot - encore, maman, encore!- until she was bursting into laughter herself.
In the above recording, Maurice Chevalier is wrong. This is not a tune from Lorraine. It is a Medieval Celtic tune from Brittany, all the way. The song is the classical take on the French folk tale of a shepherd girl who meets the King's son marching to war. She is given a sprig of marjoram and instructed to plant it in a nearby field. If the sprig blooms, he will marry her. If not, tant pis, too bad - a girl can dream, right?
Of course, any resemblance to Cinderella's shoe trial is absolutely explicable. Charles Perrault just collected these fairy tales and then the Brothers Grimm made them universal.
Next came the very limited French music available to someone growing up in a gruesome dictatorship, during the Eighties. It wasn't that bad, but it was delightfully outdated. These still make me overly and cheaply sentimental, but about all of them - tomorrow.
#Countdown to Paris Landcon 2025#French music#folk songs#Medieval#Brittany#Baroque#Jean-Philippe Rameau#18th century#Youtube#Landcon Paris 2025
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Prompt: Butch!Vidal/Agnes fic inspired by Garden of Eden by Lady Gaga đ (if you're comfortable writing more Butch!Vidal ofc. Also okay with Butch!Agnes/Vidal)
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FIRST OFF. I FUCKING L O V E this song!
Had to let this one sit and stew for a little (which I feel is common for a lot of my prompts) BUT
B U T
OH...I finally found a good way to explore some gender fuckery and even like, Agnes feeling safe in a way I hadn't really explored with her yet. A level has been shifted here and there's of course just some really good growth from Agnes when it comes to her own image and safety and what makes her comfortable đđ
Vidal and Agnes had been invited to some FBI after-hours party in the city on Saturday night which Vidal had accepted before she even told Agnes they were going. It had felt like they hadn't gone out to something like this in a while; something a little out of their comfort zone that wasn't a small-town bar. Vidal wanted to dress up and she, maybe not so secretly, wanted to see Agnes dressed up as well.
"Come on,"
Vidal coaxed as she slipped her hands up and under Agnes' tank top before she helped her girlfriend undress.
"You dress up so I won't be able to keep my eyes off of you all night and I dress up so you won't be able to keep your hands off of me all night."
Agnes didn't need anymore push than that with agreeing to attend.
You started slurrin', and I start to squeal/I'm fallin' over in my nine-inch heels
The night had truly been a blur. Vidal and Agnes were met at the club doors by the friends from the academy that had invited her with drinks already presented to them. Agnes and Vidal took what was offered and followed the group into the club. Agnes felt out of sorts but the moment she stepped into the darkness with the lights strobing and flickering all around, she knew that no one would be that close enough to really see that she was a sore thumb sticking out. No one, but Vidal and Vidal, loved what Agnes was wearing.
Black slacks with a dark navy almost black buttoned up shirt tucked in with one of her favorite belts. She made sure the sleeves were rolled up and out of her way; made sure her hair was somewhat combed back into a tighter ponytail. She looked effortlessly good and strong and masculine and Vidal just about jumped her before they headed out.
Agnes however, hadn't let her gaze wander from Vidal the second she saw her girlfriend come down the stairs back at home. Vidal told her to close her mouth and pick her tongue up off of the floor as she playfully swatted at Agnes' shoulder rattling on about being late and not finding a good parking spot. Agnes hadn't been listening as she devoured Vidal with her eyes and imagined what it would feel like to have her hands run up against her leg and under her dress.
It was tight and emerald green and hugged every fucking curve Agnes couldn't even imagine until she saw it right in front of her. Heels that easily gave Vidal a head and a half over Agnes which, that alone, rocked Agnes to her core. Vidal had decided on a half-up half-down look for her hair that accentuated her cheek bones and eyes; made them seem like they could suck you in with just a flick of recognition thrown your way. Agnes felt like she was drowning and didn't know up from down. Not that she really wanted to know; not when her girlfriend looked this good.
Agnes had lost count of how many drinks she had and just how Vidal managed to drag her out onto the dance floor. It was mostly fast songs; pop and r&b that was made to be danced to. Agnes remembered the smell of Vidal's perfume; her hair against her face as Vidal danced against her. Agnes' hands held tightly onto Vidal's waist as she felt the agent dancing and grinding basically into her. The club swayed and the lights made Agnes dizzy but the way Vidal was dancing and giving her attention made her remember; wouldn't dare forget this display of desire.
Vidal on the opposite side of it, did her absolute best to make Agnes feel at ease. This place wasn't what she was used to, nor the people in it. This wasn't the music that made her feel relaxed, nor the drinks she was handed. Vidal knew she was Agnes' vice when it came to safety and safety to Agnes meant a lot of things but, proximity was high on the detective's list. Vidal had made her way over to Agnes on the dance floor; cornered her and left her standing in a stupor as she slowly turned herself in a semi-circle so she could dance up against her partner.
Vidal hadn't even been sure if Agnes was coherent enough to understand what she was watching happen in front of her but, the way Agnes' hands gripped tightly onto her waist and pulled her in. Vidal wasn't surprised at all to learn that when she started to move closer and grind into Agnes, that she was packing. Vidal played into what Agnes wanted, what made her feel comfortable. She was signaling to her in a very intimate dance that she was wanted and desired; that her efforts weren't in vain.
I could be your girlfriend for the weekend/You could be my boyfriend for the night
Agnes watched what felt like in slow motion as Vidal turned around to face her; Agnes' hands slipping off of her waist. It was Vidal's turn to lead Agnes as she took those hands in hers and walked backwards while Agnes walked towards her. They walked off of the dance floor and Vidal let go of one of Agnes' hands so she could drag her along with just the one.
"...where are we goin'?"
Agnes mumbled under her breath as every step felt like her feet were made of concrete. The lights blinded her and the music drowned out her thoughts. Vidal probably hadn't heard her as she continued to walk forward and lead Agnes away from the heart of the party.
Agnes hadn't noticed when Vidal pulled her into a private room and dropped her down onto one of the couches there. Everything was dim and shaded a dark colour; maybe blue? Possibly purple but Agnes truly couldn't tell as Vidal climbed her way onto Agnes' lap and sat there. Vidal was facing the detective and her slender hands were already working on the buttons of Agnes' shirt.
"You just sit there and look handsome, ok?"
Vidal mumbled as her hands worked quickly to undress the detective. Agnes let her head hang backwards and rest against the back of the couch. Everything was still spinning behind closed eyes but she trusted Vidal in whatever the fuck she was concocting.
I'll t-t-take you to the Garden of Eden/You're turnin' green from the adrenaline
Agnes was stripped bare minus her sports bra and boxers and socks and shoes. Her shirt, her pants, her strap were no longer clothed to her body. Even her hair tie was gone. The detective finally focused as she realized this sudden and noticeable change. Something was happening she didn't remember unfolding until her eyes adjusted in the dark green light of the room and she saw Agent Vidal standing before her.
She was dressed in Agnes' outfit minus the shoes.
Hands tucked smugly into the pocket of the pants that were held up by Agnes' favorite belt and that dark navy shirt tucked in had Agnes reeling. The icing on the cake was of course the way Vidal had changed her hair to match the infamous messy ponytail that was Agnes' signature look. The cherry on top was the fact that Vidal decided to keep her heels on.
"Vidal-"
Agnes was cut off by Vidal shaking her head and taking steps closer; heels clicking on the floor.
"Get up, detective..."
Agnes blinked once, twice before she slowly pressed the palms of her hands down onto the couch cushion to give herself some leverage to stand up. She no longer felt dizzy on her feet and the sudden stark realization of the scene unfolding in front of her was happening rapidly.
Vidal took Agnes' spot on the couch and spread her legs and stared Agnes down without a word. Something shifted between the two of them and Agnes had a sudden inherent thought as she looked around the room and stopped only when she laid eyes on the thing she was looking for.
Vidal's dress.
"Only if you want to."
Agnes didn't give it a second thought as she picked up the dress. Her mind wasn't screaming at her; wasn't telling her she was reverting backwards to somewhere she didn't belong. She belonged to Vidal and so did this dress and so did the outfit Vidal had changed into. Agnes kept herself facing Vidal as she slipped the dress on and pulled it up. It fit her surprisingly well despite being tight and form fitting. Agnes lifted up her loose hair so it wouldn't get caught in the neckline; letting it hang down freely at her shoulders.
Vidal's gaze lingered on Agnes in her new outfit and then very quickly, started to burn.
"Come take a seat, pretty thing..."
Agnes chewed at the inside of her lip as she walked towards Vidal now in her clunky shoes that didn't match the rest of her outfit. Maybe that was what kept her safe in this dress and what kept Vidal safe in her pants and shirt.
It was Agnes turn to take a seat down on Vidal's lap. She watched in fascination as Vidal's dress rose up her thighs and exposed her legs as she felt the bulge between Vidal's legs underneath her pants.
"I thought I would return the favor finally..."
Vidal's words were whispered as she moved in close, brought her hand behind Agnes' head to guide the detective towards her. Their lips met, a slow kiss until, Vidal slipped her tongue in past Agnes' lips.
A whirlwind. A tidal wave. A crack of thunder followed by lightning. A cosmic boom that chased and followed hands and fingers, teeth and tongue. Vidal's hands were pushing their way up under the hem of the dress that Agnes wore so surprisingly well and Agnes' hands were shoved down the front of Vidal's pants that undoubtedly suited her well.
Some wall had been swung at and knocked down; some sort of line that was daring to be crossed had been and then some.
Agnes couldn't wait for Vidal to pull her boxers down fast enough so she could ride Vidal's cock and watch with hooded eyelids as she emerald green dress shifted against her own thighs.
The detective couldn't bear to be patient; couldn't keep herself back from relishing in the sensation of her own hair hanging lose in her face as Vidal used her hands to pull down the front of the dress and expose Agnes' bra in which, the agent pulled down as well.
Agnes could see in her minds eye the opposite end of this image; the way Vidal had looked countless times in her own lap just like this.
Now, it was her and finally, finally Vidal was getting the entire cake with the icing and the cherry on top as Agnes shifted her dress clad hips and sat herself down onto Vidal's erect and painfully waiting cock. Bold and purple and not entirely hers.
#Ask#Marvel#Agatha All Along#Butch!Agatha#Agnes of Westview#Agnes O'Connor#Detective Agnes O'Connor#Agent Vidal#Rio Vidal#Writing#Writing prompts#OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#THIS WAS JUST#UGH#CHEFS KISS?#SO SEXY?#UGH UGH UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#THE MENTAL IMAGE IS SO GOOD#SO DELICIOUS#IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH#I wish I could draw because jfc Vidal in THAT outfit đ„”#Call me Agnes the way I would FO LD
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The night before falling Out of what we thought love is A tangled story that no words can untangle Hoping to leave behind the ending that will be too painful Let's just leave it tonight It's the time, the last hour of love
20240114 | Xdinary Heroes - Night before the end 5th Mini Album <LIVE AND FALL>
Xdinary Heroes Music Videos [4/?]
#xdinary heroes#xdh#xh#xdinarynet#gunil#jungsu#o.de#gaon#jun han#jooyeon#kbandsnet#mambo.gifs#kpop#kpopedit#kpopco#kpopccc#kpop gifs#kflops#fast moving gif#one thing about xh: their discography is always flawless#i absolutely love this song from the first listen#those types of rock ballads that tug at your heartstrings and remind you of past memories best kept secret#night before the end / good enough / pluto sit at the same table#i love my sappy woe's is me music#feeling nice is also up there#everyone please tune in! it's worth every minute
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i love dead boy detectives to death, and hope with all my being that we can Somehow pull off getting it back (through netflix or otherwise)
but honestly if we cant? if we get stuck at where we are now forever? i honestly think ill miss the potential s2 soundtrack the most
#okay HEAR ME OUT#weve got Hundreds of fics! maybe thousands! (i havent checked the actual count)#which means more Cases and Interactions and Anything that we could get from a new season#weve got fanarts and fanartists Galore that capture So much So powerfully#which means we can Almost see anything weve not gotten!#but the sound track? the Absolute Bangers we already got from season 1? i dont know what we have to make up for that#like. ive got a playlist im working on with all the songs i can find while retwatching. and already the Power the music has is insane#first of all the songs are just So Good? but also i can imagine the show (or parts of it) just by listening to them#every time one of the songs come up randomly i get to think âoh yeah! this song! from this show i love!â#its like a little constant reminder of the incredible scenes and characters and just The Whole Show!#idk ik everyones feeling their own stuff about all of this but losing the sameâtypeâorâfeelâof music we could get is really hitting me lol#does anyone else get this? does anyone else feel the same?#anyways if anyones interested in the playlist i can post it here once ive finished it :D#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#dbda#og
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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!
#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to#that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know#but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look#like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies#dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS#plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song#and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal#again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like#yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more#OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit#love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning#im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY#i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy#but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like#emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness#its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool#addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic#but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys#this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like#the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth#but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd#i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying#about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement
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That moment when the most random videogame introduces you to a band that you like and that you probably wouldn't have listened to otherwise
#Funniest thing the game is fuckin Dream Daddy#Fuckin Dream Daddy#That game is absolutely hilarious#Did the first Date with Mat some days ago and actually loved the song they used for the minigame#Did not fuckin expect for it to be from an actual real world band#So because of Dream Daddy I have officially started To listen to PUP#EliGoRamble
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Chat, I might cry
#I think this is sincerely one of the greatest moments of my life#ever since Da Capo released I've been paying rather close attention to tracks that Ziyu Che has had a part in#and I'm incredibly proud to say that many of those tracks are naturally some of my favorites#Ziyu Che's presence in Hoyoverse's music has been something I've come to absolutely cherish#she's such a talented musician and genius composer#and everything I've heard from her has just touched my heart so dearly#(I go crazy over this woman it's a problem </3)#so.#to watch the 4.7 livestream (after I forgot to wake up early for it lmao) and hear what I KNEW .#WHAT I FUCKING KNEW from the first 5 words#was Aimer's voice...?#I sincerely feel that if Death came for me right now I'd be ready to go.#I'm pretty sure Ziyu Che herself is doing the backup vocals alongside Aimer#and it's just beautiful.#it hasn't happened yet; but I think one day I WILL listen to this song and it will bring me to tears#and I'm looking forward to it#I love women <3 so much#blazingtextpost#blazingshitpost#blazingshitpost genshin edition#genshin#genshin impact#The Road Not Taken#Genshin The Road Not Taken#HOYO-MiX#Ziyu Che#Aimer#Youtube
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thanks to @ongreenergrasses for the tag! i have an unsuppressible need to do tag games and you feed me so well
Rules: When you get this, post five songs you actually listen to. Then send it to your favorite people on here.
1. City of Mirrors - Pure Bathing Culture
2. My wing (rave music edit) - Otyken, Billx
3. 2 My House - Benny Benassi, Chris Nasty
4. New Clothes - i_o, Lights
5. Quit - Schaffer the Darklord
tags: @bobawithpomegranate, @cat-slippered, @ofmermaidstories, @andypantsx3, @unintentionalgenius
#here's the secret deep lore of me for this post#i discovered pure bathing culture from a TUMBLR POST like three years ago#like it sat and sat in my likes and then i finally listened to it#and now they are an irrevocable part of my personality#i have one of their albums on record even!#the album? ep? this song is from came out FOUR DAYS AGO#i'm obsessed#also i have no idea how i'm supposed to pick my favorite people on this website i love you all#Quit actually singlehandedly got me through the christmas season last year at work#every time i had to do something that distinctly should not have been my job or problem#my toxic trait is that i absolutely have backstory for every song on this list and every other list#i can't remember shit but i can remember where and what i was doing when a song comes on#(the first PBC album i listened to on loop for three days cleaning out the dairy cooler)#tag games#also it's important to tag people before you post the post#jsyk#if i didn't tag you and you want to play consider this your tag!!!#ily
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guys what if i said i was gonna start writing for marvel/the mcu and atsv/itsv huh what then. what would u do then. haha.
i love yapping in the tags of my posts sm in case u couldn't tell
#I AM LITERALLY FALLING BACK INTO MY MARVEL PHASE SOOOO HARDDDDD#loki my beloved#hes so silly#URHRHRHRHGR AND ATSV TOOOOO I WATCHED IT FOR THE FIRST TIME YESTERDAY AND OML#I LOVE THEM ALLLL#HOBIE IS DEF ONE OF MY FAVS#MIGUEL TOO#I LOOVE MILES THO HES LITERALLY MEEEE#UEGRHRHRHRHGR#new hyperfixation!!!#anyways yea PLEEEEEEAAASSSEEE feel free to start requesting for marvel/atsv#but yeaaaaa im adding new fandomssss for the first time in foreverrrrrr#i havent written for tdp/acotar in like 500000 yrs so i will probably get on that smh#i need to take a break from the hellaverse#yk like when u listen to ur fav song soo much u start to get sick of it#thats kinda how i feel#I WILL ABSOLUTELY STILL BE WRITING FOR IT I STILL LOVE IT DONT GET ME WRONG LMAO#i just have been getting other interests/falling back into old interests a lot recently#(pls pls pls request for marvel and atsvđč)#rose rambling
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THEY USED THE LIVING TOMBSTONE SONG FOR THE CREDITS HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUTOMATIC 5 STARS
#babbling#i just watched five nights at freddys and i LOVED it#dude when that song came out i listened to it⊠a lot#its a banger okay#i havent looked into the lore after like the second game#but it actually stayed pretty true to the lore i know from the first game#there were obvious liberties taken but im not mad at all#i actually fucking cried because im a loser baby who apparently cries at EVERYTHING now#but holy shit fnaf always made me feel so unsettled because those are CHILDREN#and so when i saw actual kids i just kinda had no chance of getting through the movie without waterworks#abby was absolutely phenomenal#i really appreciate camp and im so glad they didnt try to do a full gritty style and try to take it too seriously#so anyway yes full review is that it was very good#mattpatt deducted half a star but also added it back because of the shear dedication to the history of this series#and then the living tombstone just sent it into full masterpiece#thank you for coming to my ted talk#OH AND MATTHEW LILLARD#that set it automatically to 5 stars before all my other bs#i love that man and emma tammi is now my hero
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#yo it's amazing how fast the 5 senses thing helps get focus off panic attacks#im still anxious and had to divert scent and taste into more touch but guess what#i have a fuck ton of yarn out rn so i went and touched them all and described those instead of finding things to smell and taste#((rly dont like smelling or tasting when im not in the mood to do either thing))#but describing the yarn qualities was exactly what i needed#fuck man that shit seriously scared me so badly#im still anxious but thankfully not panicking now#i also started blasting music in my headphones as soon as that started so i went and picked out the 4 instruments in it instead of...#...things in my environment rn. i love mentally picking out different instruments in music. always something small i miss on regular listens#like a weird subtle hidden synth bit in a song i never noticed on my first hundred listens#fuck anxiety man. this shit is so fucking embarrassing but its been a build up of anxiety ive had for years#i never used to be scared of rockets or thunder but when that rumbling feeling is what i feel when i have a regular panic attack...#...its like well fuck youre pavloving my body to feel like im about to fucking die how else do u expect me to react#im sure its only going to get worse from now on the way politics are going. i wish ppl would understand how serious this is for me#especially when most of the launches happen at night when theres less ambient noise and im in my room where its louder#(i feel earthquakes way harder in my room too)#its frustrating and theres absolutely zero empathy from anyone about it due to blind obedience to their leader#i really hope i dont get a heart attack one day lmao its that fucking bad#i cant take my anxiety pills at night either bc one of my sleeping meds is in the same class#at least i remembered the senses thing this time!! it helped a bit. wish i could do more. wish we didnt have launches.#im not even in the town that has them (it was so embarrassing being on a call while house-sitting in that town when a launch happened)#so yeah sorry needed to talk this out bc i was really panicking#imagine the thx noise except youre feeling it in your chest and entire house and it keeps getting louder/feeling more rumbly#...over the course of like 5 whole minutes and then 2 minutes after it stops suddenly theres a huge blast...#...that sounds like if something exploded above your house and theres a meteor the size of planet fucking jupiter about to drop on you#thats what its like for me#its horrible#it should be unacceptable#delete later / /#anxiety / /
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RADWIMPS top artist 5 years in a row let's go !
#even tho yojiro has the top 5 songs radwimps prevail đ€#that's not to say those spots aren't well deserved#considering how long wbac has been out#AND that spotify stops recording data in october#i think it's pretty clear how much i love the album#like yes last love letter đ you mean everything to me & more#i'm a little salty about pipe dream's placement tbh but i know where it stands in my heart#(spotify doesn't know how many times i've listened to the cd!)#but yeah#a bunch of songs from the parades made it into the playlist as well đ„č#it's like a healthy mix of new releases from this past year & my absolute favs#listening to it earlier æŁè§Ł came up on shuffle#closely followed by ordermade from the blt & ăȘăżăăă#and something within me kind of unspooled#bc as much as there have been some really wonderful things to happen this year it's also been a very difficult one#the first few months were especially dark -- as if i'd been sucked into a black hole#but it was those songs & albums that saw me through#and i just feel so overwhelmingly lucky to have their music by my side đ
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I would like to thank Gigi Perez for not releasing Sailor Song until 2 years after my first secret, toxic lesbian situationship bc that shit would have DESTROYED ME.
#i mean. even now it kind of destroys me but still#i think it wouldâve been my 13th reason if i had that song during that period of my life#14 year old me would never have recovered#cause i was with that girl and i was pretty much fully in love with her#i was still figuring out that iâm a lesbian#and she was the first person who ever truly pursued me and gave me attention and all of that#bc like. she was leading me on FULLY. for MONTHS. all of it#video calls until 3 am almost every night#physical relationship mental relationship EVERYTHING#then she completely threw me out quite literally overnight#(she pulled the whole âactually i donât want to be in a relationship with you at allâ then started dating my best friend 20minutes later)#(NO EXAGGERATION.)#(not to mention she cheated on that friend at least twice in the month they were together but i digress)#and it was all secret. all of it.#and also she had been manipulating me and lying about me to our friends the WHOLE TIME and then gaslit me about it#once she genuinely told me âyour trauma from being gaslit is making you think iâm gaslighting youâ AND I FUCKING WENT WITH IT đ#not my proudest moment#i listened to The Moon Will Sing bc of her for like months after lol#if i had sailors song⊠i donât know where i would be tbh#anyways lol#sorry about the dump#teenage lesbian drama goes absolutely fucking insane
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The Joshua section of my oni playlist is looking great so far
#rat rambles#oni posting#Im sure this will feel perfectly fine to listen to and wont result in me having to skip at least one of the songs involved everytime#I never look for joshua songs I just listen to music and receive visions#well tbf that's how I find all my jackie songs too but yknow#everyday is just me looking for songs for any characters other than jackie and guess whos gangly ass shows up every time#I rly need to find a proper ellie song I only rly have sort of ellie songs#and one of them is mesmerizer which basically doesnt count#and the other one I have is a stretch since its mostly because I have an amv in my head for it#idk maybe she should just try to be as interesting as the joshua lore I made up in my head :/#but in actual seriousness the main problem with finding good ellie songs is that most songs that I find that could fit her fits someone#else better and this isn't even just an oni thing like Ive found songs that have come so close to making it on the playlist but got snagged#by an oc first and in ellie's case marci keeps stealing all her shots at getting more songs#like I Could just slap them on the oni playlist anyways but them I'd listen to it and just start thinking abt marci instead#also they just like. fit her better than ellie.#so ellie is stuck in playlist limbo next to nikola who got his one semi song and nothing more#hey theyre doing better than nails the closest they have is the rabbit au nails clones getting a song#I love my rabbit au clone ocs they are so silly I love making au specific ocs that I put through the horrors#I still think abt my random card au ocs pretty regularly even tho they dont even have names and mostly just exist for worldbuilding#especially the dog lady who I mostly made to get murdered by glitter green shes my beloved#I should try to draw her at some point (won't do that since she has thin long hair and Id rather die than draw that)#rly tho I should design my clone guys theyre mostly easy since theyre y'know. clones.#theres some of them with notable design differences tho#theres the nails who cant sleep whos very disheveled and looks like they're on deaths door at any given time because they are#and theres the joshua who found out abt the horrors and had an existential crisis over it and became emo#and the nikola who found out abt the horros and had an existential crisis over it and put his hair in a ponytail abt it#the latter two are also besties and maybe kiss sometimes idk#and then theres my bestie the jean that's olivia's lackey and is absolutely obsessed with her and is fucked up in the head a lil bit#most of the clones across the story are less notably different from their blueprints tho and even less so visually#and when I say most of them I mean like almost all of the nails clones since the other three only actually had the one or maybe two
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also how is it that spanish love songs has such good merch??? i don't think I've ever been to a show before where I had to struggle so hard to pick just one thing, like in a lot of cases there's only really one thing that appeals to me or I just get something bc i love the band and need to have them on me regardless of what the design looks like. but i was spending ages just staring at the merch stand trying to pick one out of alllll the things i wanted
#i got one shirt with 'stay alive out of spite' on the back and i love it#i thougt super long and hard about the brave faces everyone shirt because it is literally one of my favorite songs#but i decided not to go for it bc i have their baseball hat with the exact same words on it anyway#also they had this really awesome zip up hoodie that I was staring at for ages#but alas it was 60 bucks and i do not have that kind of money lol#at first i was looking through their merch like omg theres so much good stuff i need to get this shirt and that shirt and that hoodie and#then i saw the prices and remembered I'd probably have to narrow it down to just one shirt lol#I'm not actually really about it though i freaking love this shirt im actually wearing it right now lol#it's definitely gonna be one of my favorite shirts to wear#also i need to do a revamp of my wardrobe#all my tops are black band tees which is fine but most of them are from hot topic and of mostly big bands that i don't listen to super often#and like that was fine when i first got them#but it is not enough now i I need several shirts for the same bands that i am Obsessed with bc one shirt per band is not enough#i am a very normal person with very normal ideas about clothes and music and a very regular amount of interest in bands#anyway all this to say i might end up getting a bunch of sls merch anyway in the future#just so i can wear them while also listening to them which would be all the time#anyway i think this shirt is gonna be super good for my mental health bc every time i wear it im gonna be thinking of the lyrics on the back#also im definitely washing this (and my whole outfit) tomorrow morning so i can wear it again right away and show it off to everyone#if ur wondering about the washing part its bc i have a general routine when it comes to getting merch at shows#where i go to the merch stand right away so i can get a good size before its sold out#and i put it on over my t shirt so i don't have to worry about carrying it#and its also the outermost layer so the band gets to see me wearing it like hiii i love ur stuff so much i got it and wore it to see you#now this does have the unfortunate side effect of getting absolutely drenched in sweat after the show#one time i was wearing three shirts at once along with a hoodie tied to my waist bc i got a bunch of merch and it was sooo warm#i have no intentions of changing this routine though i like how efficient it is#oh also the shirt is green!! another thing that made me choose it over the others#i literally do not own any green shirts#so i am very happy that i have a very nice shirt that i like in a new color#mine#my shows
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HORNY PRIEST JOHN PRICE
breeding kink, sacrilege (?)
john joined the church after leaving the military, though he never spoke much about what led him there. some men left war and found peace in quiet towns, in family, in distance. john, meanwhile, found himself in the shadow of the cross, searching for something he couldn't name.
he knelt, prayed, studied scriptureâ not because he'd had a sudden divine vision, but because heâd needed something to tether himself to.
he's never been one to talk about faith in absolutes. the young priests, fresh out of seminary, speak with a certainty that makes him envious. they talk of godâs mercy like itâs a thing theyâve held in their hands, like theyâve never doubted it for a second.
john doesnât have that luxury. his hands have held a rifle, pressed down on wounds, ended lives.
what right does he have to stand in the confessional and tell a man his sins are forgiven when his own are still heavy in his chest?
he doesnât let it show. not when he stands before his congregation, not when he delivers the homily, and not even when he listens to the confessions of those who kneel before him.
the words come easy. âgod is love. god is mercy.â he says them with the confidence of a man who believes them. perhaps if he says them enough, one day it'll drive home.
he's decently well-respected in his parish. john speaks in measured tones, and listens with the kind of patience that makes people trust him. heâs rarely if ever unkind, never raising his voice even when the children at sunday school test his patience or when the older priests debate doctrine with a stubbornness he doesnât bother entertaining.
the congregation admires him for it.
he keeps a well-worn rosary in his pocket, fingers brushing over the beads when heâs deep in thought. itâs an old habit, one he never lost even when he stopped saying the prayers as often as he should. late at night, when he canât sleep, he walks the empty church, the only light coming from the red glow of the tabernacle lamp.
he runs his fingers over the smooth wood of the pews, listens to the creak of the floorboards beneath his boots, and exhales smoke into the dim air. it feels like a kind of penance, staying here long after everyone else has gone, keeping watch over something heâs still not sure he belongs to.
the first time you meet, itâs in the courtyard after sunday mass.
youâre new to the church. new to the neighborhood. moved in just a month ago, so heâs heard. he hadn't taken much notice at firstâ he rarely does. parishioners come and go, faces blending into one another over time.
but then he sees you. all wide eyes and bright smiles, the late-morning sun catching the warmth in your hair, laugh spilling out like a song. you shake hands with mrs. calloway, nod attentively as she chatters on about her garden, and thereâs something about the way you tilt your head, the way your lips part in quiet amusement, that makes something ugly and raw twist in his gut.
john shouldnât be looking. he knows he shouldnât be looking.
and yet.
you catch sight of him, and your smile brightens, something open and eager in your face as you step forward. âfather price.â
your voice is softer than he expects. sweeter. a fact not good for his health.
he nods. âyouâve settled in well, i see.â
âi have. everyoneâs been so kind.â your hands clasp in front of you, fingers tangling. âi wanted to introduce myself properly. i should have done it sooner, but-â you shake your head, sheepish. âi guess i was nervous.â
nervous? of whoâ him?
he watches the way you glance down, the way your teeth catch the plump of your lower lip, the slight shift of your weight from foot to foot, and something slow and molten pools in his stomach.
and then, unbiddenâ
i want to fuck her mouth.
the thought slams into him. his fingers curl, blunt nails pressing into his palm. john's throat tightens, heat crawling up the back of his neck, shame dragging its claws down his spine.
he schools his expression, keeps his voice level. âthereâs nothing to be nervous about.â a beat. his gaze lingers on your lips a second too long. âi hope you find what youâre looking for here.â
your eyes meets his then. for a moment, he swears you see it. the crack in his composure, the way his restraint stretches thin around you like fraying rope.
but then you just smile againâ so fucking gentleâ and bid him a polite goodbye before slipping back into the crowd.
he exhales, tries to control his breathing, before turning on his heel and heading inside.
it doesnât get better after that.
oh no. in fact, it only gets worse.
because you linger. you stay. you join the congregation, sit near the front every sunday, your hands folded neatly in your lap, your lips parted slightly in quiet reverence as you listen to the sermon. you bite your lip when you concentrate, tuck your hair behind your ear absentmindedly, shift in your seat just enough to make his mind wander places it has absolutely no right to go.
and it haunts him.
creeps into his thoughts when he thinks he's already run far away from it. slips into his head when he least expects it. a slow, insidious thing, winding around his ribs, sinking its teeth into the softest parts of him.
john finds himself getting lost in his imaginations more and more as the weeks pass by. it starts with something simple. something small.
you, in his kitchen.
the space is yours as much as it is his nowâ he hardly steps foot in it unless you usher him in, your hands on his arms, guiding him to sit, to rest. the scent of warm bread and roasted meat fills the house, seeping into the wooden beams, the stone walls. the windows are cracked open just enough to let the breeze in, carrying with it the scent of the fields, the distant bells of the church.
you hum as you work, a quiet little tune under your breath, flour dusting your fingers, smudging along the curve of your cheek. youâre barefoot, the hem of your dress skimming your ankles, your apron tied neatly at the back. domestic. wifely. His.
"youâre spoiling me, love."
you laugh, glancing over your shoulder at him where he sits at the table, his elbows braced against the wood, his chin resting on his hand. john hasnât even touched the sermon notes laid out before him, hasnât even opened the book heâd planned to read. no, his attention has been on youâ watching you move, watching the light catch on your hair, watching the way you fit so perfectly in his home.
"you work too hard," you murmur, turning back to the stove. "someone has to take care of you."
the words sink into him, low and warm, wrapping around something deep in his chest.
you do take care of him.
you set a plate before him, still warm from your hands, and press a kiss to the top of his head, your lips soft against his hair.
you fold his robes neatly after theyâve dried in the sun, pressing your hands over the fabric like a prayer. you pluck a stray thread from his collar before mass, your fingers deft and careful, your brow furrowing in quiet concentration.
you brush his hair back from his forehead when he sits too long at his desk, rubbing slow circles at his temple, your fingers easing away the weight of his work.
and in the evenings, after the dishes have been washed and the fire burns low, you climb into his lap with a soft sigh, tucking yourself against his chest.
"long day?" you ask, your fingers smoothing over the front of his shirt.
"mm." john presses a kiss to your hair, lets his hands settle at your waist, palms warm through the thin fabric of your nightdress. "better now."
and it is better, with you here, with your warmth seeping into his, your breath brushing his throat.
he wants all of it. the soft, easy domesticity. the routine of waking to you curled beside him, of pressing sleepy kisses to your bare shoulder before dragging himself out of bed. of watching you move through his home with the comfort of a woman who belongs there.
and, god help himâ
john wants to fuck you too.
until you leaked him, until his seed dripped down your thighs, making a mess of soft, perfect skin. wants to bend you over his desk, press your face into the worn wood, break you open on his cock until you sobbed for him, begged him to fill you. heâd grip your hips hard enough to leave bruises.
he wants to whisper filth into your ear, his breath hotâ gonna fill you up, love. gonna fuck you so full of me youâll be dripping for days. you want that, donât you? want me to breed you like the needy little thing you are?
he wants to press his fingers into your mouth, make you suck them clean before shoving them between your legs, fucking them into the soft clutch of your pussy until you cried for him.
and when he finally sinks his swollen cock inside youâ heâd make you feel it.
john wants to fuck you raw, grind his hips against yours, keep you pinned beneath his weight, stuffed full of his cock. heâd press a hand to your belly, feel himself inside you, make you watch as you take a cock too big for you.
and when heâd spill inside you he wouldn't stop. oh noâ heâd fuck it deeper, press his fingers to your swollen clit, make you come with him, make your body take every last drop of his seed.
because he wouldn't just fill you. heâd breed you. over and over, until you couldn't keep yourself up, too boneless to thrust back into him, too full to take any more.
but he was a man of god.
and men of god did not shove their sweet, willing parishioners over their desks, did not drag their teeth down soft skin, did not slap needy little cunts until they were wet and dripping.
they did not fuck desperate little things in church pews, in quiet confessionals, did not fist their hands in soft hair and shove pretty mouths onto their cocks, did not whisper filth between gasped-out prayers.
they did not spend their nights with their heads buried between trembling thighs, devouring the taste of sin, holding squirming bodies still as they licked deep, sucked hard, forced sweet, innocent things to come against their tongues.
they did not rut into them like beasts, gripping soft wrists, pinning them down, owning them with every brutal thrust. they did not press their hands to swollen bellies, fill their women over and over until their bodies were wrecked, too full of come to take another drop.
men of god did not fuck.
but god forgive him, he would.
all those thoughts come to this moment, this nightâ
john finds himself alone under the dim glow of candlelight, sitting on the pews, head tilted to the cross.
his breathing is uneven, ragged in the dim hush of the empty church. each inhale scrapes against his ribs, sharp and burning, like penance for the filth curdling in his mind. his hands tremble as they move beneath his robes, fingers fumbling at the buckle of his belt. the metal clinks, far too loud in the sacred silence, but he doesnât stop.
canât.
his breathing is uneven, ragged in the dim hush of the empty church. each inhale feels like it scrapes against his ribs, sharp and burning, as though the very air is punishing him for the thoughts festering in his mind. his hands tremble as they move beneath his robes, fingers fumbling at the buckle of his belt. the metal clinks softly in the quiet, a sound far too loud in the sanctity of this space.
the leather gives way, and his cassock feels suffocating now, the fabric too heavy against skin flushed with heat. his fingers slip lower, dragging the waistband of his pants down his hips with shaky, desperate movements until heâs freeâ finally freeâ from the painful confines of his underwear.
his cock springs forward, already hard in his hand, flushed dark at the tip, the skin tight and aching. a bead of precum glistens there, catching in the flicker of candlelight like something obscene in the house of god. he wraps his hand around the base, his grip firm but not enough to ease the pressure coiled in his gut. the heat of his palm sends a shudder rolling down his spine, breath hitching as his thumb swipes over the sensitive head, smearing the slick wetness down the length.
his cock is long, veins pulsing along the shaft, the kind of thick that demands attention. his foreskin still covers the swollen head, slick with the evidence of his own arousal, precum smearing against the soft skin of his lower stomach. he hisses through his teeth as he wraps his hand around the base, fingers barely closing around the girth, feeling the steady throb of blood pulsing beneath his grip.
his balls hang full and tight, pulled close with need, the skin sensitive to the faintest brush of fabric. every movement is torment, the soft rub of his cassock against his bare thighs sending a shudder through him, making his hips jerk forward, seeking relief.
he strokes himself slowly, dragging his foreskin back to expose the flushed, leaking head, then rolling it forward again, savoring the sensitivity. his thumb swipes through the slick wetness pooling at the tip, smearing it down the length, adding just enough glide to make his fist slip easier over his cock.
his grip tightens, dragging the pleasure out like a prayer heâs too ashamed to speak aloud. the church is silent around him, the air thick with the scent of burning wax and old stone, but all he can think about is you.
on your knees before him.
john sees it so clearly, feels it like itâs already happened. the way youâd sink down, your eyes looking up at him through thick lashes, expectant. your soft lips parted just enough for your tongue to wet them before stretching around his cock. the thought makes his stomach clench, his fingers twitching as he strokes himself tighter, his foreskin gliding over the swollen head before he pulls it back again.
you wouldnât be able to take all of him at once. he knows that much. Heâs too thick, too longâ your jaw would ache just trying, your tongue pressing firm against the heavy weight of him, struggling to make space. the first inch would be easy, maybe even the second. but when he pushes deeper, when his tip nudges the back of your throat and you gag, just a little, he knows heâd lose whatever control he has left.
he swears he can see itâ your fingers curling against his thighs, the little choked noise youâd make when he holds you there, when his cock throbs against your tongue. your throat would flutter, swallowing around him, trying to adjust to the stretch. and oh, god, the way your lips would look wrapped around him, swollen with abuse and slick with spit and precum. john nearly loses himself at the image alone.
his hips jerk forward into his own grip, chasing the fantasy, breath coming through the vaulted ceilings of the church. heâd guide you through it, hand buried in your hair, tilting your head just the way he likes. gentle, at first. Letting you set the pace. But then when you get too comfortable, when you start to tease, pulling back just to trail soft kisses along his lengthâ heâd snap.
heâd pull you down, bury himself deep in the hot sleeve of your mouth until your throat clenched around him and you whimpered against his balls. his other hand would cup your jaw, feeling the bulge of himself pressing against your cheek, watching as tears bead at the corners of your eyes, shuddering from the effort of taking him.
he wonders if youâd try to pull away, fingers gripping his thighs in a silent plea. would you struggle? would you whine? would you let him break you like this?
john groans, his grip tightening almost painfully. he pumps himself faster now, the obscene slap of skin against skin filling the empty church. his balls are drawn tight, aching with the need to spill, and in his mind, heâs not coming into his own palm.
heâs coming down your throat.
youâd swallow, wouldnât you? just for him. he can see itâ his cum thick on your tongue, your lips parting to show him before you close your mouth and swallow it down. maybe a little would escape, dripping down your chin, and heâd swipe his thumb through it, pressing it back to your lips.
âmessy thing,â heâd murmur. âbut you took it so well.â
the thought sends him over the edge.
his hips stutter, cock jerking in his grip as his orgasm crashes over him, hot and sudden. cum spills over his knuckles, , dripping onto the cold stone beneath him. his breath comes in harsh, broken gasps, his thighs trembling as he rides out the aftershocks, his vision hazy with the force of his release.
and when itâs overâ when he finally stills, his body spent, his mind heavy with guiltâ he drags his gaze upward.
The cross looms above him, watching.
if this is damnation, heâll sin again.
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