#i CANNOT handle that shit
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my gf should lowkey break up with me
#i will never take that initiative#i think#she might have to break up w me before i do that#but past 10 pm i remember the shit that i do#IS IT JUST INSECURITY THAT IM PROJECTING#like dude what if u feel like u prefer the way ur friends see u compared to how i see u#WE NEED TO STOP BEING IN AN LDR#previous tag actually gives me nightmares#i CANNOT handle that shit#the more i think about how i operate the more i lowkey realize i am a very jealous person#AND NOT JUST W LIKE MY GF OR WTV BUT ALSO WITH FRIENDS#AND IN EVERYTHING ELSE#please never find out please never find out pls never find out pld nvr dind out im gonna kms
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Fat people deserve mobility aids, too. No matter if it's connected to their fatness or not, because having a mobility issue that is connected to one's fatness won't change that they're still fat and still have the issue at hand. Fat people don't deserve to "tough it out" because fatness should be this divine punishment doled out to those who "deserve" it. Fat disabled people deserve to have the peace of mind that they can exist in whatever way is most comfortable and accessible to them
#disability#ableism#ableism tw#fatphobia#fatphobia tw#also if it's an issue solved by weight loss why would you want them to suffer until the weight loss helps wouldn't that DISCOURAGE them?#because if i were suffering the entire time i sure as fuck wouldn't want to keep going for the ~idea~ of it's gonna pay off!!!#also even if they 'made themself disabled' by being fat or anything else that doesn't matter. they're still disabled.#there is no 'good' disabled and 'bad' disabled and you cannot sort people into those categories#for every 'bad' fat disabled person there are multiple 'good' fat disabled people but you can't tell them apart often actually!#because you would have to know the intimate details of their medical history and familial lineage and tbh if you're...#...being a piece of shit to a disabled person because you assume they're guilty until proven innocent i don't blame others for being...#...weary of you and not wanting to be around you. because you've already proven you can't handle the IDEA of complex disabled experience
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his world getting more colorful? Gross
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#finally caught up w tye gay ass scene#I CANNOT HANDLE THE WORLD IS MORE COLORFUL W U SHIT#i love himm#i love himmmm#one piece#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#zolu#luzo#wano arc
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the first sixtieth anniversary special: the doctor and donna are back!!!! trans people are awesome!!!! it’s rough at first, but it’ll be ok (minus coffee making the tardis malfunction) <333
the second sixtieth anniversary special:
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#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#it was so good but shit fucked me UP#i thought i could handle body horror. um. apparently i cannot#but wilfred is back!!!!! and there were so many good doctor donna interactions!!!!!#AGH im so excited for next saturdayyyyyyy#also BI DOCTOR W!!!!!!!
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you were raised in comparison.
it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.
you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.
you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.
what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.
it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.
you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.
you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?
a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.
you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.
it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.
something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.
#writeblr#warm up#my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky#i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles#yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help#for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT#and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen#than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say#''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help#i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.''#bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't#actually offer fair support to everyone#we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less.#and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help#bc i DID have it better than other people#and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help.#we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn#instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself
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Sticker designs!!!
#op#one piece#tony tony chopper#monkey d. luffy#my art#these are for an in person thing unfortunately i cannot handle the stress of shipping shit rn LOL
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Fadelstyle are into soooo much roleplay. Once Fadel finds out that Style knows they’re gonna roleplay the hitman and his target. Trust. Trust me.
#the heart killers#fadelstyle#yes i think we re getting a happy ending#let me be delulu i cannot handle thinking everything goes to shit and remains in the shitter
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#based on that one pelos panel#i think im funny#vat7k#alchemy boyfriends#varigo#hugo vat7k#varian vat7k#my art yippee#no shit fr my weakass ipad cannot handle one single image so i hav to delete a lot of things lol#also very ooc#i guess
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you’re giving up? 8x06 writer wrote buddie elf scene, buddie skateboard scene, buddie hildy coffee scene, eddie getting shot, buddie held hostage, eddie breakdown where chris calls buck, buck falling asleep on eddie’s couch, bi buck, “i’m worried about you” and YOURE GIVING UP?!?! IN THE EPISODE WHERE ITS A WELL EMERGENCY??? the same emergency where we see buck try to dig eddie out with his bare hands and eddie is hit with montages of his family that give him the strength to fight? where buckley-diaz scenes are included? THE CLOSE CALL THAT MADE HIM WRITE BUCK IN HIS WILL AND MAKE HIM HIS SON’S LEGAL GUARDIAN???? AND YOURE CLOSING?!?! bsffr rn.
#if eddie having a mood u didn’t vibe with sent u running then i fear u cannot handle buddie#like listen i get it the vibes were weird BC EDDIE IS IN HIS OWN VERSION OF HELL#AND ALSO THE DYNAMIC IS NOW TENSE BC THERES ANOTHER PERSON THERE HELLOOOO#ik we’ve waited years but like cmon we look weak 😭#but also like not TOO much hope for this ep bc 1 i think it will be more eddie than buddie focused#and 2 watch the buddie shit happen in 8x07 LMFAO they love throwing us off their tail dude#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#911 show#911 season 8#911 speculation#911 spoilers#911 discourse#anti tommy kinard#anti bucktommy#118 (vee’s version)
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you know what I need? someone who can actually handle my fucking 👏🏼 overthinking 👏🏼 pls 👏🏼 and 👏🏼 thank 👏🏼 you 👏🏼
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All right this is off the needles. I originally was going to double the pattern because I wanted a larger shawl, but knitting this was really hurting my hands and I could only do a few rows before needing a break which is unusual, so I decided to just knit to pattern and finish it as is. It's scrunched up quite a bit now but it will grow a good bit once washed and blocked, just not really as big as I'd have loved. Ah well, I can make other larger shawls that don't hurt my hands!
#kyle shits out art#knitting#i realized with a newer project that i cannot handle bulky weight yarn with acrylic in it U_U
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concussion king Yuma Ozora pls observe
#changeman#sentai#horsie my horsie#stop headbutting shit you moron you dont have enough brain cells as it is#cant watch zyuranger cause i cannot physically handle seeing my horsie in turmoil#like it was bad enough when they put him in situations in this damn show i genuinly cannot bring myself to watch him slowly die in another#anyway i love ozora a whole whole lot truly a top tier blue#i can feel myself standing atop a very slippery slope. i am walking dangerously close to the edge of the ozora glue trap#maybe i'll draw some blues (traitorous behavior i know)
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he is so fucking cute i need to eat fistfulls of drywall
#i cannot handle this shit at 6:30pm on my birgthday 😭😭#invincible spoilers#invincible#willow whispers
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WHY DOES THE WORLD OF DARKNESS HAVE SO MUCH LORE???? HOW DOES IT HAVE SO MUCH LORE????? WHO IS WRITING ALL OF THIS FUCKING LORE???? HOLY SHIT IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND
#every time i think i have a grip on some aspect of this universe#i find out theres like an actual entire history surrounding that sect#like the shit between the tremere and the tzimisce and the salubri and GALCONDA#straight up how am i supposed to learn all of this shit#i also refuse to play the actual games#my computer cannot handle that#la by night#labn#ny by night#nybn#vtm#vampire the masquerade#world of darkness#wod
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was thinking about your post about erik being a whimpering mess when he's about to come and first of all you're SO right also i love this dynamic of bossy bottom charles and service top erik bc i think erik (based on looks/first impressions/personality cause i think it works for both comics!cherik and movieverse!cherik) would think charles is shy/submissive and then he's baffled (in the best possible way) to know that charles is actually a freaky freak in bed, and the opposite goes to charles, he'd think erik super dominant in bed when in reality he's extremely attentive and in tune with his partner's needs, almost shy in the way he's so careful and polite (i mean have you seen canon erik that man is built like a refrigerator) and just erik "i destroy everything i touch" mindset in general, he'd be very very careful with charles. ANYWAY what i was thinking is: charles bossing erik around on the bed and being such a massive dirty talker and it turns erik on SO MUCH he starts to lose focus on what's he's doing!!!!!!!! like charles being super vocal in bed and not being able to shut the fuck up because he cant stop babbling about how erik makes him feel so good and how big he is or how good erik is for him or how he wants to have erik inside him all the time and since erik is so dedicated to charles' pleasure he wants charles to come first but but charles keeps clenching so tight around him and moaning non stop and it feels so good !!!!! he's trying so hard !!!!!! all the metal in the room is also screaming with charles and erik is not even aware of losing control of his powers until they're done and the scent of melted metal makes him jump a little
asks like these are so dangerous for me cause when i say i just sat here for like twenty minutes thinkina these two suckin and fuckin like crazy...... PEAK !!!!!
#nsft#snap chats#I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH#i like my fickle ass cause i do enjoy Moderately Cocky erik but i also enjoy him wanting to be slow at first#but charles Not At All making it easy for him to do that Dare I Say egg him on to not be so tentative#its dangerous territory tho.... does charles really want to test erik like that... CAN he handle all that...#cause NOW theres that tasty twist where charles Does get overwhelmed and now he's having trouble making coherent sentences#playful teasing and goading melting into gasps and moans .. i fear a perfect chance for erik to flip the script if he so desired#yk HIS turn to poke charles a bit- he DID say he didnt want erik to hold back no... he can barely keep his eyes open now whats all this the#ai but the best is when charles does put his money where his mouth is and guides/encourages erik all throughout while they fuck#the thing is i can just imagine charles smirkin the whole time tho.. Wretched Smirk Of His and all and it WILL drive erik mad#see this is why Ultimately dom charles rules out in my brain ..... prick he is ..... i must see erik bend to him so effortlessly#SEE i enjoy the notion that erik underestimates just how into charles can get#like he's a bit of a flirt he can definitely be forward when he wants to and when that energy is kept up#ESPECIALLYYY with someone like erik- both in character and. Size jVLKAEJKJ its like OH.... ok 😳#i have gone on TOO LONG. i must cease ....#tldr GOOD SHIT GOOD SHIT RIGHT THERE 🎉🎉🎉🎉
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I actually hate hate hate that I can’t do impromptu hangouts or multiple event hangouts. I need things scheduled and I can only really do one thing before I start shutting down.
#els.txt#it actually really bothers me bc my friends will want to do several things in one sitting but I can’t fucking do that#my body cannot handle that#I can do what we talked about bc that’s what I have allocated the energy for. and I need more than a day to get that energy#and it makes me feel like a shitty friend bc sometimes they’ll want to do something else and I just… I just can’t.#and I have to reschedule so I feel like a massive fucking flake#and it’s lonely! I want to do shit with my friends! I don’t want to be beholden to my fucking disability for everything
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