#i CANNOT handle that shit
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my gf should lowkey break up with me
#i will never take that initiative#i think#she might have to break up w me before i do that#but past 10 pm i remember the shit that i do#IS IT JUST INSECURITY THAT IM PROJECTING#like dude what if u feel like u prefer the way ur friends see u compared to how i see u#WE NEED TO STOP BEING IN AN LDR#previous tag actually gives me nightmares#i CANNOT handle that shit#the more i think about how i operate the more i lowkey realize i am a very jealous person#AND NOT JUST W LIKE MY GF OR WTV BUT ALSO WITH FRIENDS#AND IN EVERYTHING ELSE#please never find out please never find out pls never find out pld nvr dind out im gonna kms
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Fat people deserve mobility aids, too. No matter if it's connected to their fatness or not, because having a mobility issue that is connected to one's fatness won't change that they're still fat and still have the issue at hand. Fat people don't deserve to "tough it out" because fatness should be this divine punishment doled out to those who "deserve" it. Fat disabled people deserve to have the peace of mind that they can exist in whatever way is most comfortable and accessible to them
#disability#ableism#ableism tw#fatphobia#fatphobia tw#also if it's an issue solved by weight loss why would you want them to suffer until the weight loss helps wouldn't that DISCOURAGE them?#because if i were suffering the entire time i sure as fuck wouldn't want to keep going for the ~idea~ of it's gonna pay off!!!#also even if they 'made themself disabled' by being fat or anything else that doesn't matter. they're still disabled.#there is no 'good' disabled and 'bad' disabled and you cannot sort people into those categories#for every 'bad' fat disabled person there are multiple 'good' fat disabled people but you can't tell them apart often actually!#because you would have to know the intimate details of their medical history and familial lineage and tbh if you're...#...being a piece of shit to a disabled person because you assume they're guilty until proven innocent i don't blame others for being...#...weary of you and not wanting to be around you. because you've already proven you can't handle the IDEA of complex disabled experience
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his world getting more colorful? Gross
#finally caught up w tye gay ass scene#I CANNOT HANDLE THE WORLD IS MORE COLORFUL W U SHIT#i love himm#i love himmmm#one piece#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#zolu#luzo#wano arc
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the first sixtieth anniversary special: the doctor and donna are back!!!! trans people are awesome!!!! it’s rough at first, but it’ll be ok (minus coffee making the tardis malfunction) <333
the second sixtieth anniversary special:
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#it was so good but shit fucked me UP#i thought i could handle body horror. um. apparently i cannot#but wilfred is back!!!!! and there were so many good doctor donna interactions!!!!!#AGH im so excited for next saturdayyyyyyy#also BI DOCTOR W!!!!!!!
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you were raised in comparison.
it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.
you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.
you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.
what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.
it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.
you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.
you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?
a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.
you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.
it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.
something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.
#writeblr#warm up#my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky#i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles#yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help#for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT#and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen#than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say#''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help#i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.''#bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't#actually offer fair support to everyone#we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less.#and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help#bc i DID have it better than other people#and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help.#we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn#instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself
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Sticker designs!!!
#op#one piece#tony tony chopper#monkey d. luffy#my art#these are for an in person thing unfortunately i cannot handle the stress of shipping shit rn LOL
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sillies
#based on that one pelos panel#i think im funny#vat7k#alchemy boyfriends#varigo#hugo vat7k#varian vat7k#my art yippee#no shit fr my weakass ipad cannot handle one single image so i hav to delete a lot of things lol#also very ooc#i guess
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Logan has always tried to do good, especially by those who he loves. And let's be real, in every universe he loves the x-men more than anything. They're his family for crying out loud. He might be an asshole with anger issues but he's not a bad guy, even the worst of his versions.
And Wade sees that, sees underneath all that anger and grief and tough guy exterior. He gets ran through by Logan's claws, being subjected to some very harsh words and is insulted every step of the way throughout most of the film. But his singular belief in Logan, that only he can save his universe, that never wavers.
"I know how to kill people for money but you...you know how to save them." Wade says. But it is him who saves Logan in the end.
#shut the fuck up im so not okay good god they make ke clinically INSANE#wade called him the best wolverine and then held his hand (both figuratively AND literally) and brought him to his little home#you cannot make this shit up oh my god#this post was in response to that one in X2 where Jean tells Logan he's the “dangerous guy” who is not brought home by girls#wade really said fuck that so what if he's dangerous I can handle his ass#they really fit like puzzle pieces together ugh#wade wilson#logan howlett#jean grey#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadpool#wolverine
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you’re giving up? 8x06 writer wrote buddie elf scene, buddie skateboard scene, buddie hildy coffee scene, eddie getting shot, buddie held hostage, eddie breakdown where chris calls buck, buck falling asleep on eddie’s couch, bi buck, “i’m worried about you” and YOURE GIVING UP?!?! IN THE EPISODE WHERE ITS A WELL EMERGENCY??? the same emergency where we see buck try to dig eddie out with his bare hands and eddie is hit with montages of his family that give him the strength to fight? where buckley-diaz scenes are included? THE CLOSE CALL THAT MADE HIM WRITE BUCK IN HIS WILL AND MAKE HIM HIS SON’S LEGAL GUARDIAN???? AND YOURE CLOSING?!?! bsffr rn.
#if eddie having a mood u didn’t vibe with sent u running then i fear u cannot handle buddie#like listen i get it the vibes were weird BC EDDIE IS IN HIS OWN VERSION OF HELL#AND ALSO THE DYNAMIC IS NOW TENSE BC THERES ANOTHER PERSON THERE HELLOOOO#ik we’ve waited years but like cmon we look weak 😭#but also like not TOO much hope for this ep bc 1 i think it will be more eddie than buddie focused#and 2 watch the buddie shit happen in 8x07 LMFAO they love throwing us off their tail dude#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#911 show#911 season 8#911 speculation#911 spoilers#911 discourse#anti tommy kinard#anti bucktommy#118 (vee’s version)
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horror being very specific with table manners and he berates people (dust and killer) for eating like fucking pigs
i think it'd be morbidly funny that because there was no food in horrortale but the cutlery and stuff was all there that maybe he would pretend to eat with no food on the plate. it was in a satirical way that he would joke maybe around horror paps or alone where he would pretend to eat and have really good table manners but then the satire joke became REAL and now horror is incredibly specific about how to eat food
you MUST hold the fork in the left and knife in right says horror. no killer you can't duel wield the fucking knives this is a table not a slaughterhouse. dust pick up your elbows off the table. actually how about you get your entire upper body off the table tf why are you SLEEPING ON THE FOOD??? killer's sitting fetal position in the chair because of course he wouldn't sit normally like the idiot he is. dust is forced to put his hood down and reveal his face no more mysterious shadow style because it puts horror at ease. they cannot have a single peaceful meal because once they get past the table manners phase it then becomes a completion to see who can eat the least (because they suck at everything including eating)
#hey guys. every time i don't post it feels like i'm abandoning my own children#NOOO im sorry i'll come back home... i wont abandon you chat PLEASE DONT MAKE ME PAY MORE CHILD SUPPORT#i've been a busy little bee i snicker out. and by busy i mean playing. and by playing i mean hi3#i'm sorry my brain literally cannot handle having more than one interest. once i get into something else the other thing becomes ignored#IT MAKE ME SO UPSET BECAUSE WHY CAN'T I DO BOTH OF THESE THINGS I LIKE EQUALLY ☹️☹️☹️☹️ is this a me problem#anyways none of these tags were related to the post. i usually do little extra tidbits adding onto the post when i tag huh#i just recently learned (2 years ago) that youre supposed to put the fork and knife in that order. i still mess it up#i've been drawing on this notebook from the same brand from what i drew on in 2019 AND GODDAMN 🤤🤤🤤#this notebook is SO FUCKING SMOOTH I LOVE IT 🤤🤤 drawing on this paper is like drawing on fucking BUTTER it's delectable#a shame nobody likes traditional art i cry out (i'm not particularly skilled in either traditional or digital)#you could call me a jack of no trades master of none#got this idea bcs i was listening to binomi (HARDCORE MARETU FAN SINCE I GOT A PHONE. WHAT YALL KNOW ABOUT MARETU‼️‼️‼️)#and i was like omg food theme.... horror. so i drew it in earlier mentioned notebook#and i was like hmm what positions should i put the fork and knife. and then i got this idea#i KNOW cannibalism songs aren't exactly horror themed. but let me be delusional i wanna give my boy a cool theme and cannibalism is soo coo#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#tricule hc#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmare's gang#this is funny but in a sad way because i added context to it. as is with all my mtt content#it's comedic because i think they're all stupid fucking idiots but i also make them do this dumb shit bc theyre traumatized
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I'm still absolutely terrified they'll make live action Mass Effect content that:
1.) Doesn't feature Fem Shep
2.) Doesn't feature Shepard and an alien love interest
3.) Somehow makes Turians and Krogans less hot
#fem shep or NOTHING#mass effect#y'know I'm ride or die Shakarian but if they did a human LI it'd be the most boring shit ever#like ALL THE HOT ALIENS ARE RIGHT THERE#and adapt a space opera at all if you're not gonna get funky with aliens#i live in mortal terror of hearing about mass effect adaptations for movie or tv#i love it too much I cannot handle it being done wrong by me🤣#kitchen sink rambles#I love paragon or renegade or combo of both Shep but it needs to be fem shep#DO MY WIFE JUSTICE
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he is so fucking cute i need to eat fistfulls of drywall
#i cannot handle this shit at 6:30pm on my birgthday 😭😭#invincible spoilers#invincible#willow whispers
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WHY DOES THE WORLD OF DARKNESS HAVE SO MUCH LORE???? HOW DOES IT HAVE SO MUCH LORE????? WHO IS WRITING ALL OF THIS FUCKING LORE???? HOLY SHIT IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND
#every time i think i have a grip on some aspect of this universe#i find out theres like an actual entire history surrounding that sect#like the shit between the tremere and the tzimisce and the salubri and GALCONDA#straight up how am i supposed to learn all of this shit#i also refuse to play the actual games#my computer cannot handle that#la by night#labn#ny by night#nybn#vtm#vampire the masquerade#world of darkness#wod
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I actually hate hate hate that I can’t do impromptu hangouts or multiple event hangouts. I need things scheduled and I can only really do one thing before I start shutting down.
#els.txt#it actually really bothers me bc my friends will want to do several things in one sitting but I can’t fucking do that#my body cannot handle that#I can do what we talked about bc that’s what I have allocated the energy for. and I need more than a day to get that energy#and it makes me feel like a shitty friend bc sometimes they’ll want to do something else and I just… I just can’t.#and I have to reschedule so I feel like a massive fucking flake#and it’s lonely! I want to do shit with my friends! I don’t want to be beholden to my fucking disability for everything
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I’ve seen the fandom take a bastard character and make them a poor little meow meow, twice now
Which isn’t a lot but it’s fucking disappointing.
#media literacy#i am begging#mha dabi#oh yeah I watched that train wreck#sir crocodile#guys why#let him be a bastard#I don’t care if he’s trans let him be evil#crocodad#I love it too#but stop making croc the endless victim#he can have a shitty childhood a shitty reletionship#but stop being like “well he wasn’t evil just sad#you are bashing dragon like you did enjoy and dragon isn’t even a abuser#y’all cannot handle nuanced characters and it fucking shows#dragodile is a fascinating ship#dragon is a fascinating character#so why must you fucks burn the ship down with no reason#it’s a goddam witch hunt entirely limited to fandom spaces#I am so confused how people think dragon stole luffy#or some shit#if croc wanted to keep luffy#he would’ve kept him#he’s not powerless#the man had a information network that spanned paradise#Yeesh#you can love croc#but stop using a FANON theory as justification#to hate dragon
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Dan and Herbert are both married and divorced no I cannot elaborate
#like just the vibes give a couple who hate each other and probably broke up a billion times#but also kinda have sunk cost fallacy from being together for so long and the shit they helped each other through during that time#that they’re so codependent and cannot handle being away from each other post breakup very long#like even if this thing they have the detrimental to them both and they’re probably both way better off without each other#they just..can’t bring themselves to do it long enough for it to make a difference#once the whole “fuck them I was way out of their league I’m better off without them fucking and parting to cope#thing wears off they have to run back to each other#reanimator#herbert west#dan cain#bride of reanimator#danbert
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