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who up feeling like their envy showing and taking the form of a monster

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i feel so fucking knsane about relationships right now its not even funny

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i do not want my gf or my family or even my friends to die (duh) but often i think about them dying bc i dont think they actually like me

or im scared that they dont??

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chat am i depressed

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UR CONSTANT NEED TO INTERPRET THINGS AS NON CASUAL WILL MAKE OTHER PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE GETTING CLOSE AND/OR BEING FRIENDS W U!!!

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my favorite hobby is thinking about my life

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hey btw i really love my friends and my gf who is also my friend and my dream is to love the world so hard i stop being like this

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i actually dont hope to realize myself as a bad person no no no no no no no no

i am good!!!!

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am i competitive or a bad person ? we shall never know

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ourhg the morals man

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my feelings have never been so complex you know, since when did i start being such a hollow bag of flesh or like, i feel it would be more accurate to describe what i am now as blank slate

since when did i stop being myself

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hmmm everytime shes w friends my head thinks like hmm what are qualities that she likes in them tjat i migjt not have, what can i do to be their most loved person ever and tjething is i dont evne do this to kust my gf but like also my friends????

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I CANNOT WITH MY FUCKING BRAIN BRO. STOP TJINGKING SO MANY TJINGS AT ONCE DAMN GIVE ME A BREAK GOD TURN ME INTO STONE

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i cant be this mf sad

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i need to kill my evil self

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Sevika's first day as a counselor

My baby standing up to the snobs that treated her people horribly for years <3333

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unknowable not in a mysterious cool esoteric way but in a fuckass dumbass limited identity ass worthless ass way