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Little Stan getting manipulated by Bill has excellent angst potential but consider.
Stanley just, keeps tricking Bill. Because Bill would definitely massively underestimate Stanley and how far he’ll go to protect Ford (like in the actual show). We also know Stanley has the street smarts between the twins and could absolutely tell Bill is full of it.
And because Bill would absolutely loose his mind if he kept getting foiled by a snot nosed eight year old that isn’t even supposed to be here
I like to think that he doesn’t even try that hard he just does not even care about bill
#I saw someone saying that ford calls bill this master manipulator that uses mind tricks to get his way#but ford is just socially inept and desperate for validation from his muse that he just#falls for it insanely easily#ford and fidds being all like “BEWARE BILL - HE’LL TRY TRICK YOU!! HE’S DANGEROUS!!”#and little Stan is confused like “you mean that guy who tried to convince me to sell you out for like knowledge or whatever?”#remember - Stan is literally the one who tells dipper how to defeat Bill in their first fight with him#he’s also the one to finally beat him at the end#and the only one NOT to make a deal with Bill#I reckon even as a kid he wouldn’t give his brother up for anything.#my art#ask#twins in time au#stan pines#stanley pines#bill cipher
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13 Best Websites To Sell Beats Online In 2023 (Sell Instrumentals + More)
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I FINALLY FINISHED ALL THE SKETCHES
So here’s Welcome Home Funko Pops (may or may not finish them later. Depends on how well this does)
I’m actually really proud of these :3
Wally Darling
Barnaby B. Beagle
Eddie Dear
Julie Joyful
Frank Frankly
Sally Starlet
Poppy Partridge
Howdy Pillar
And here’s all of them together! (PLEASE don’t steal :(( they aren’t even done yet :((
I also play to draw more characters, and more outfits/positions (all fun and games until I draw Pea on a Plate Funko)
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#welcome home Wally#Wally darling#welcome home Barnaby#barnaby b beagle#welcome home Eddie#Eddie dear#welcome home Julie#Julie joyful#welcome home Frank#frank frankly#welcome home Sally#Sally starlet#welcome home poppy#poppy partridge#welcome home howdy#howdy pillar#Funko pops#fake Funko pops#Funko#not actually merch lmao#sadly#I would buy them in a heart beat#maybe I should try and make these real#NOT TO SELL OF COURSE#just for me :)#funny how these all came from a joke abour Funko own crispy sweets and making it an actual cereal#there would be a little Wally Funko inside
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yeah i agree with your point about survival mechanics and i feel the same way about the lack of combat mechanics. "why would an educated city doctor need a weapon" because shit is hitting the fan in every way impossible and pretty much everyone is walking around armed... also why am i supposed to believe the the fact that he's a man of intellect will somehow provide him with food? i don't think anyone is going to be too eager to share food during an outbreak intellectual or not...
+ follow up for the previous ask but actually my favorite quest from the original pathologic is the day 11 bachelor quest that involves shooting down soldiers. i think it really drives the point home about how this random fuckass guy who is supposed to be battling a plague doesn't even have the time to do that anymore because the people in charge are asking completely irrelevant things of him now and he's at a position where he cannot refuse what is being asked of him. like i think it was good storytelling that even as the guy who lowkey wants to deal with the plague and solve its mystery you still have other, more pressing, less interesting and or pleasant tasks to complete
i agree! honestly, i feel this way about the combat mechanics even more than i do about the physical survival (food, health, illness, sleep) mechanics. because sure, i can see how it makes sense for daniil's position of authority to mean that his basic needs are somewhat provided for -- although i don't think it makes more sense than what we got in the original game. i've never seen anyone bring up "isn't it kind of unrealistic that the bachelor isn't given lots of food during a massive food shortage?" as a plothole that needed to be resolved. the townspeople generally don't like him much, and most of the people with power don't either, except for the kains. sure, maybe it's kind of weird that you can go see the kains while broke and on the verge of keeling over from hunger, and they won't do anything to help you, but... the kains are pretty self-centered, and they're so goddamn weird that maybe they forget that you need to eat food to live anyway. and it's half-implied that the powers that be are ultimately giving daniil this role as a convenient way to kill him, so it makes sense that they would put no pressure on the town authorities to keep him alive.
(and honestly, artemy is taken under the olgimsky's auspices as much as the kains take daniil's under theirs! which is to say, selfishly, with ulterior motives that are more important to them than the well-being of their healer, but... the olgimskys are set up as the wealthiest of the 3 families financially, as well as the ones with the most access to food, given their control over the meat industry. so if anything it's "weirder" that artemy isn't more materially provided for, though to be clear i don't think there's an actual plothole there either way.)
but anyway, you could handwave it and say that daniil's position of privilege and authority gives him more perks than he got in the original game, but the amount of fighting you have to do to get through town is... kind of an unavoidable physical reality? like you're given so many sidequests that you often wind up walking around town after dark, and that's when the bandits come out. is the idea that the bandits would be too scared to attack him because he's so important? because that doesn't make a lot of sense to me, and even pathologic 2 establishes that he's seen as a valuable target by the bandits:
and then there's the quests where combat plays a more direct role in the story itself, like getting involved in saving andrey from the firing squad, or killing guards to break artemy out of prison, or the quest where you have to kill var in attempt to stop the arsonists (which i include on the same tier as the other ones because i really like the quest journal entry he has if you complete it where he blames himself for willow's death. it's a good character moment.)
hell, even in pathologic 2 itself, one of the biggest Bachelor Moments is on day 11, when you have that big dramatic convo with him after he killed a soldier for the papers he was delivering. plus one of bad grief's idle dialogues in patho 2 is commentary on the bachelor being "quick on the draw" and that he "already shot someone". like he just straight up is not living a combat-free existence. and overall, combat isn't just a good tool from a mechanical perspective, heightening the stakes and placing pressure on the player (though it is), it's also pretty important for him on a thematic level imo, almost as important as artemy and his "rivers of blood". in patho classic, daniil has this early interaction with the inquisitor:
which, thinking about it from a doylist perspective, was probably the writers' attempt to make it sound more plausible that this random medical researcher from the big city was competent with multiple types of guns. and i appreciate them coming up with that hint of backstory to cover their bases a bit, but with those bases covered, i think the fact that daniil ultimately spends more time shooting people than he does prescribing medicines for them actually does a lot for him thematically? i mean, if his whole thing is that he's this "tempted destroyer", someone who frames his career as a combative battle with death rather than a quest to save people's lives, whose "default" solution is to raze the town with artillery because he's too limited by his rationalist worldview and military upbringing (and bitterness over being manipulated and sabotaged) to come up with a solution that saves the any remaining infected survivors on his own. plus the way that clara frames artemy and daniil as two sides of the same coin in being violent destroyers and killers, who without player intervention will immediately devolve to running around chasing each other down in what's either an insanely dedicated tom and jerry LARP or some really elaborate foreplay. imo, that whole dichotomy (which is pretty core to the game, as the idea of dichotomies are core to it in general) works so much better with the way they're both presented in classic, stalking around with gun/scalpel in hand. hell, not to mention the effect that spending 12 in-game days trying not to starve and getting killed by bandits or guards or worms or soldiers every day would have on the player, and the way it would make them feel about the town and their natural projection of those feelings onto dankovsky, who is a perfectly fitting vessel for them as the avatar actually undergoing those virtual experiences.
ultimately i think they are mainly going this direction out of a desire to do something more creative and original, which is fine... it just seems a bit silly to me that they keep saying "well obviously that doesn't really work for the bachelor's scenario", when, well... even as recently as patho 2 in 2019, they seemed to think it fit his narrative pretty well! i'm also guessing that a lack of combat won't be that bandits are just no longer roaming the streets at night. it sounds more like pathologic 3 is set to be more of a nonlinear experience, where you'll probably fast travel from place to place instead of having to walk across town so much? so you'll be avoiding bandits just in the sense that the gameplay will be avoiding them. i guess i'm hoping that at the very least, there's still the implication of the crunch of not getting enough sleep or food and the threat of being stabbed to death while trying to get through town occurring to dankovsky in the background, even if those mechanics are deemphasized in favor of more macro-level town resource management, time control, and sherlock holmes fruit ninja or whatever the hell they were on about back in 2022 lmao.
#pathologic#pathologic 3#i probably sound insane talking about pathologic 3 i'm like pleaaaaase let there still be violence in it 🥺#and tbf i dont think thats going to be a major lacking area; they're stringing up 12 year olds like party streamers in the fucking trailer!#but even before the trailer came out i was like i think its important that he still has to kill some people honestly...#my other wishlist thing is that i hope there's still moments where he gets btfo'd and it fades to black.#like the moment with the guards in the cemetery when you try to desecrate a grave or with the termitary on day 8#or with the soldiers on day 11 if you try to talk to them about andrey instead of reading a walkthrough and killing them in advance LOL#there's like 1 similar moment in artemy's route (when he gets put in jail) but i think its funny how much more often that happens to daniil#bro keeps getting his ass beat. and i hope it continues#on an upside i guess if they really are removing all combat it might bring a wider audience who hadnt played until now?#like i play plenty of combat-heavy games but a lot of times i get bored of it and a game having none of it is a selling point to me#like when i first heard about disco elysium it was marketed as this really cool game that had no combat and that's half of why i picked up#and tbh technically that wasn't true about disco but yeah...#also thanks for the ask!!!!#patho meta#patho#mine#asks
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German tv shows with lgbt* characters
I think it can be quite hard to find queer german tv shows, so I thought I‘d compile a list with the ones that I have watched so far.
✪ = queerness is centered in this show
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1899 (2022) (mlm) | Netflix | international
Ángel (Miguel Bernardeau)
Ramiro (José Pimentão)
Krester (Lucas Lynggaard Tønnesen)
All you need (2021-) (mlm) | ZDF | ✪
Vince (Benito Bause)
Robbie (Frédéric Brossier)
Levo (Arash Marandi)
Tom (Mads Hjulmand)
Andreas (Tom Keune)
Barbaren (2020-) (mlm) | Netflix
Marbod (Murathan Muslu)
Flavus (Daniel Donsky)
Beat (2018) (mlm) | Prime Video
Beat (Jannis Niewöhner)
Becoming Charlie (2022-) (trans, mlm, wlw) | ZDF | ✪
Charlie (Lea Drinde)
Ronja (Sira-Anna Faal)
Mirko (Antonije Stankovic)
Blutige Anfänger (2020-) (mlm) | ZDF, YT
Michael Kelting (Werner Daehn)
Dr. Claas Steinebach (Martin Bretschneider)
Bruno Pérez (Martin Peñaloza Cecconi)
Phillip Schneider (Eric Cordes)
Charité (2017-) (wlw, mlm) | Netflix
Schwester Therese (Klara Deutschmann)
Otto Marquardt (Jannik Schümann)
Martin Schelling (Jacob Matschenz)
Dark (2017-2020) (wlw, mlm, trans) | Netflix
Peter Doppler (Stephan Kampwirth)
Bennie Wöller (Anton Rubtsov)
Doris Tiedemann (Tamar Pelzig/Luise Heyer)
Agnes Nielsen (Helena Pieske/Antje Trauer)
Deutschland 83/86/89 (2015-2020) (wlw, mlm) | Prime Video
Alex Edel (Ludwig Trepte)
Prof. Tobias Tischbier (Alexander Beyer)
Lenora Rauch (Maria Schrader)
Rose Seithathi (Florence Kasumba)
Dogs of Berlin (2018) (mlm) | Netflix
Erol Birkan (Fahri Yardim)
Guido Mack (Sebastian Achilles)
Dr. Klein (2014-2019) (mlm) | Netflix
Patrick Keller (Leander Lichti)
Kaan Gül (Karim Günes)
DRUCK (2018-) (wlw, mlm, trans) | YT | ✪
Fatou Jallow (Sira-Anna Faal)
Matteo Florenzi (Michelangelo Fortuzzi)
Zoe Machwitz (Madeleine Wagenitz)
Kieu My Vu (Nhung Hong)
Isi Inci (Eren M. Güvercin)
David Schreibner (Lukas von Horbatschewsky)
Yara Aimsakul (Elena Plyphalin Siepe)
Hans Brecht (Florian Appelius)
Eldorado KaDeWe – Jetzt ist unsere Zeit (2021-) (wlw) | ARD
Heidi Kron (Valerie Stoll)
Fritzi Jandorf (Lia von Blarer)
How to Sell Drugs Online (Fast) (2019-) (wlw) | Netflix
Fritzi (Leonie Wesselow)
Gerda (Luna Baptiste Schaller)
Kitz (2021) (mlm) | Netflix
Kosh Ziervogel (Zoran Pingel)
Hans Gassner (Ben Felipe)
Ku‘damm 56/59/63 (2016-2021) (mlm) | ZDF
Wolfgang von Boost (August Wittgenstein)
Hans Liebknecht (Andreas Pietschmann)
Der Kroatien Krimi/Split Homicide (2016-) (wlw) | ARD
Stascha Novak (Jasmin Gerat)
Loving Her (2021) (wlw) | ZDF | ✪
Hanna (Banafshe Hourmazdi)
Holly (Bineta Hansen)
Franzi (Lena Klenke)
Lara (Emma Drogunova)
Josephine (Karin Hanczewski)
Anouk (Larissa Sirah Herden)
Sarah (Soma Pysall)
Mord mit Aussicht (2018-2022) (wlw) | Netflix
Bärbel Schmied (Meike Droste)
Neumatt (2021-) (mlm) - Switzerland | Netflix
Michi Wyss (Julian Koechlin)
Joel Bachmann (Benito Bause)
Polizeiruf 110 (1971-) (queer/gnc) | ARD
Frankfurt/Świecko
Vincent Ross (Andre Kaczmarczyk)
SOKO Leipzig (2001-) (mlm) | ZDF
Moritz Brenner ( Johannes Hendrik Langer )
Tatort (1970-) (mlm, wlw) | ARD
Berlin
Robert Karow (Mark Waschke)
Hamburg
Julia Grosz (Franziska Weisz)
Saarbrücken
Esther Baumann (Brigitte Urhausen)
Wien
Meret Schande (Christina Scherrer)
Vorstadtweiber (2015-) (mlm) – Austria
Georg Schneider (Jürgen Maurer)
Joachim Schnitzler (Phillip Hochmair)
WIR (2021-) (wlw) | ZDF
Annika Baer (Eva Maria Jost)
Helena Kwiatkowski (Katharina Nesytowa)
Wendland (2023-) (wlw) | ZDF
Kira Engelmann (Paula Kalenberg)
Birthe (?)
Queer Eye Germany (2022) (mlm, nblm, trans) | Netflix
Avi Jakobs
Leni Bolt
Ayan Yuruk
Jan-Henrik Scheper-Stutke
Aljosha Muttardi
Notes: I may have forgotten to add some characters, because for most of the shows it has been some time since I last watched them. Please let me know if you want me to add a character or even show:)
#german#queer#lgbt#TV series#queer representation#lgbt representation#1899 netflix#all you need zdf#barbaren netflix#beat prime video#becoming charlie#blutige anfänger#charite#dark netflix#Deutschland 83#dogs of berlin#dr. klein#druck#eldorado kadewe#how to sell drugs online (fast)#kitz netflix#kudamm 56#deutschland 89#kroatien krimi#loving her zdf#mord mit aussicht#tatort#tatort saarbrücken#tatort berlin#polizeiruf 110
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ngl ever since this post, im designing and cutting out these stickers out at home which is a very time consuming and repetitive labor process only to know that there's thieves out there selling my designs at a fraction of the cost is extremely discouraging like. what is the point. what is even the fucking point.
#sticker sales and patreon is how im paying bills and buying groceries rn so it just fucking winded me#and im trying to catch up on send backs and junes stuff but im sitting her wondering how long itll be until these designs are stolen too#what is the point in trying to make art for a living if all thats ever gonna happen is that it gets stolen#i cannot beat the price of big box names like amazon and other rip offs stealing designs and selling them for pennies#when it cost me a good chunk of the a $5 sticker cost to actaully make the sticker like its not all take home that includes shipping#and ink and paper and ect#i literally cannot compete with big box stores that steal shit i cannot#so what even is the point#sara shush#tw vent#art theft
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the way Vane secures his place as a Favoured Captain by allowing his crew to systematically SA Max is disgusting and insidious & the way Elanor uses Max's SA to basically get Flint a second ship and potentially secures her own role in their pirating business venture is, similarly, really fucking disgusting and insidious
#ikildaman shut the fuck up#rape mention#spoilers#black sails#the way Elanor turns her brain off mid-tirade when she recognises monetary gain#like earlier when she was about to chew a guys ear off about calling her a cunt. but then somebody says hes an earner#and bc he contributes to her business/secures her position in their world she switches up on him mid yelling#idk i feel like this is that happening again#shes literally beating men with a blunt weapon and telling them theyre finished selling buying eating on the island. and then vane opens#his big fucking mouth and suddenly its like it reminded her that these men played an important role in a big investment#so she just turns that anger unto Vane himself but lets everybody else basically get a pass#so long as they abide by her demands and play their roles#i completely understand max's resentment towards her after she 'saves' her#because even in this moment. even in this deeply fucked up out-in-the-open group assault of this woman. she made it about the business#i was literally thinking bout that first scene before this played and ruminating on how. well.#i find her behaviour spineless and cringe theres no other way for me to word it. genuinely cringe#and then this happens and its like ohh the capitalist is written into your character inherently ohhhhhh. riiiiiiiight
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keep having to remind myself that humans are hard-wired to enjoy helping ppl out
#my friend has been showing me how to make stickers and is gonna let me sell them when i'm helpin her out at a con this weekend 🥺#currently beating back the demon within me that HAAATTES even being Considered a burden on someone else's time#willow whispers
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just saw the new trailer thingy (bloodweave? LARIAN?!) for Ascended Astarion's new kiss
Is it me or are they really going even more heavy handed on the "this is the BAD choice" thingy.
like TMI and all but in my experience that is not the look of enthusiastic consent
I surprisingly have mixed feelings because like Larian, I get it, Ascended Astarion is bad, but if I decided to make my character go full delulu, Dark Consort Is True And I Can Still Fix Him I'm not sure I would like Larian going "Actually Your Character Doesn't Even Like It Since Day One".
#like did they saw at the people going 'ascended astarion is just kinky' and tried to fix it#also if they had time to do this but not to fix wyll's epilogue I will have Words#how do people who choose his ascended romance with their eyes wide open feel btw. because if I decided to have my character go full delulu#and like this is intentional because the actually kinky romance which is lae'zel has you look DELIGHTED when she is giving you commands#she wakes you up to beat you up and your character goes ':)'#bg3#also i know astarion sells but can we have some shadowzel. c'mon larian.
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“I like to get Charlie involved from the very beginning, because it is true what Keith says. If he doesn’t pick up on it [an idea], I pick up on it and say ‘alright, let’s come down here tomorrow before everyone else, Charlie, and work it out, because it probably means I’ve written the wrong rhythm or you’re not getting it.’ One of the two. Or it’ll suddenly click. So that’s how we start it off.”
Mick Jagger, 1994
#I will die on the hill that referring to the glimmers as the ‘real’ song writers/creators in this band is a lie#it’s mick and keith and charlie#those songs are nothing without their beats or without his unique creativity#keith literally said as much on stern this week#(and ‘Angry’ gives you a pretty good idea of how flat and boring it gets without him)#the rolling stones#charlie watts#keith richards#old married band#mick jagger#quote#the married trio#the glimmer twins^tm is a marketing tactic as much as anything#like they actually plaster Keith quotes about Mick into their marketing emails to sell merch and records#and their PR people clearly spin it endlessly to the media
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I still can't believe YouTube took away community captions just to try and force creators to pay for it instead.
#now we're all fucked and they still didn't get their money but they'll never put it back bc that would mean they lost so now everything sux#i watch a lot of content thats nit in english that would have captions otherwise that now will just. never ever get translated.#and it fucking sucks#it was someone's birthday the other day and they went live but ill never fucking know what they said#because the biggest fucking video platform in the motherfuckinf world decided that they could beat one more dollar out of their golden rock#and tore away years and years and years of community and charity and kindess and generosity and work for what was ultimately nothing.#they got fuckall and for them nothing changed they don't give a shit that they ruined thousands of fucking lives#do you realize how many HOH/Deaf ppl are just fucked now?#creators with less favored accents falling off bc autocaptions are for tv english only?#and like in five years they'll sell it back to us as a premium feature i fucking garuntee it#this so genuinely needs to be an ACLU/accessibility case.#but no one wants to fight the megaconglomerate bc theyre richer than god and will smite you like one#fuck.#filed under: speaking
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13 Best Websites To Sell Beats Online In 2023 (Sell Instrumentals + More)
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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If i have to see one more “this is so ethel cain core” comment i am gouging out my eyes And offering them to the heavens as penitence for the horrors of the human race. We have failed o lord
#she did not invent churches or southern gothic or the midwest!!!!!!!! Beats you with a stick!!!!!!!!!!#this insistence on ascribing every element of a broader whole (i.e. movement) to one individual is going to kill me#can you only understand the beauty in something if an artist you admire champions it. if they sell it as part of their brand#she is an artist not a cumulation of pictures. we are so aesthetic-centric it gets concerning#only seeing life through the lens of a label. something others categorise for us or something we insist can be categorised at all#not to mention how dehumanising it is to have your being reduced to pinterest boards. or the art you worked on for years#because it isnt about what you make or who you are; it is the appeal of whatever image you project. we must all be carefully curated#so we can be successfully sold. i know times change and we invent new phrases but i hate it so much. with all its implications#can we all just be alive together is it enough. Say it is enough#log
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Just found out my grandpa used to catch frogs & sell them to the restaurant (?) all the miners would have lunch at. Also that one time he caught a bunch of snakes in a bag, went to the theater (where the highest seats were the cheapest) and dumped the snakes on the people below when they started complaining about The Filthy Poors With No Manners. and then ran for it
#he also told his grandma he had a present for her and when she stuck her hand out he well. put a snake in it .....#which is less iconic and also his grandpa beat his ass for it#diary#animal death#<- not sure how else to tag it#also this is just like. yeah of COURSE he was selling frogs & terrorizing rich people with snakes.
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I kind of just want to drop out of college and crochet and write books and
#get married (i don't have a boyfriend)#and have kids (i am not in a relationship or stable enough for a family)#i kinda wanna sell crochet stuff but it takes me like a month to make any and everything#plus i suck at reading and understanding patterns#and all ik is single crochet and double crochet and even then i think i do them wrong as well#Tunisian stitch is fun but i don't have a hook long enough and it hurts my hand#idk if it was just my sinuses and lack of sleep but ive felt so bad all day#and my back hurts cause i sit like a shrimp and don't know how to stand i guess#im so tired. genuinely.#and my mouth is fucked up again with sores because of stress and biting at my own lips#and its so lonely being in college#which is kinda funny cause i have more people i would actually consider as friends than ever#but i kinda just feel like im *there*#and i have a million projects to do but i played fortnite with my sis and her husband and my brother instead#and my dad taught my sis and i to play solitaire#and then i beat them both at black jack (it was actually a tie of how many matches i won but shhh)#and i know im blessed that im basically getting paid to go to college by my college but#it just doesn't feel right. like it feels isolating and lonely#and i have gone to some events btw they are not that great
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