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He's a pretty big asshole to himself, too. He knows he's driving everyone away and can't seem to stop himself.
#The thing is#his patients get better#That's the fantasy#He's a horrible person#In every respect#Even to himself#Especially to himself#But he's a fantastic doctor
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I find it very realistic that Megumi wants to try to live for someone else again instead of for himself directly. I mean it. It will take him a long time to recover from what he has suffered, which was too much for a child (because he is still a child!!). At first I thought Megumi was going to pick himself up, but looking at it from another perspective and analyzing my own experience with mental health: it makes sense. Megumi needs help. And he will get it. Yuuji and his friends will teach him to live for himself. The ending of Megumi's character is a new beginning, unlike the others.
Btw, did y'all notice his scars are Sukuna's? The way i'd kms on the spot, poor boy :( he's going to live with the curse of remembering every time he looks on the mirror
#he's so precious#i missed him#so so much#he grew up in a negligent house just to be taken by a complete stranger who only cherised his powers#he lost yuuji which was the only thing he was probably egoistic about in his whole life and then when yuuji came back he was so relieved#he lost everyone again and was severely abused#how do ppl expect him to recover in five minutes?#seriously did ppl expect to get out of sukuna's body and see life is worth? of course not he needs help and he's getting it#:')#he will get better thanks to his friends and grow#to deal with someone like Megumi you need to be very understanding#like yuuji is#btw if you see someone struggling with mental health please be this patient#thanks to the people who picked me up and understood me when i was at my lowest#jujutsu kaisen#@meyers#megumi fushiguro#itadori yuuji#itafushi#jjk 268#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers
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listen I don't really ship ship gillion with anyone but when I say swordfish has a fucking HOLD on me. ik I don't talk about them a ton but good lord. literally the first thing caspian did was wink at gillion and gil hasn't been able to stop thinking about him since how am I supposed to be normal about that.
#they talked on the phone every night and gillion was ALWAYS giddy about it#he got him a birthday present and charlie made a joke about how it “better get him up to five hearts”#caspian literally is the only reason gillion saw his sister again#caspian is ALSO one of the only attentive and patient teachers gillion's ever had with and it was OVER THE PHONE#gillion has a lil crush on him To Me#jrwi riptide#jrwi#gillion tidestrider#jrwi gillion#jrwi caspian#jrwi swordfish
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I can’t really get into the parentification of Dick or “dadwing”, mostly because a big portion of people assign him the “healthy, perfect parent” trait as a dunk on Bruce. But they also want the “elder sister” angst at the same time, which just doesn’t mix.
Saying that Dick is the less dysfunctional option for his siblings is laughable because HE’S inherently a flawed human being with a flawed set of coping mechanisms.
I don’t see him knocking on the therapist’s office instead of putting on the mask. Do you?
If you want the big sister, get ready for the cruelty that comes with her. And we’ve personally seen just how good Dick is at hurting feelings.
#like it feels so…forced#Sibling dynamics don’t work like parent\child dynamics besties. When you’re someone’s parent you subsequently forfeit your personhood.#you have to be the patient one the responsible one the dependable one the problem and the solution.#and that’s very clearly always been Bruce’s role. and hey if you want dick to be a dad better get ready to hold him culpable for everything#always. but you can’t. cause dick isn’t a father#like ik it’s not that deep but it’s frustrating#text#dc#dick grayson#bruce wayne#also?? dick has his own kid??
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Quick hand sketch that turned into elrond with athelas water
I always forget to draw him with it but I headcanon him having pretty bad burn scars on his right arm/side from the kinslaying
#silm#silmarillion#lotr#elrond#also hc that elros burned his left hand pulling elrond out of the fires#which is why elrond became a healer in the first place#even up to the third age he still has to rinse it w athelas water once in a while#bc maedhros' fire-fea may or may not have been making the fire a lot worse than it would have been naturally#hes not /actively/ influencing the fire but him just being there is not exactly helping the situation#elrond only really heals Shadow-wounds by the late TA#bc they have other healers for smaller stuff that dont necessarily need the attention of a part-maiarin legendary healer#and in the war of the ring theres enough people that he needs to focus on tending to the most grievously wounded#kind of like those super specialized surgeons#but hes actually better w burns#the first thing he healed was elros' burnt hand (with some help from maglors song he regained almost full use of it)#later he helped soothe maglor's silmaril burns#but during the war hes needed the most for treating the Shadow because hes like one of two people in the world who can properly use athelas#aragorn taking frodo to rivendell was basically like those cases when a patient gets helicoptered to a specific hospital#to see a specific surgeon about a really rare/difficult/dangerous procedure
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All forms of media (video games, TV shows, art, movies, books, etc) are all meant to be social and/or political commentaries. In fact, I can't think of an example of a recent creation that isn't political in some way. And Baldur's Gate 3 is not an exception. It is political. And if you think it is not, it is because you are not paying attention, or you are failing to extrapolate the lessons of the game into real life. One of the points of fiction and entertainment is to provide us with a safe way to view and interact with the evils of the world. To show us how evil happens to begin with, and how it is allowed at all. If we can see what evil looks like, and how it comes to pass, then we will be able to recognize it in real life and potentially stop it.
No, I'm not saying that Larian made this game to be a commentary of the US specifically. The things that happen in the game are happening somewhere in the world. Right. Now. It is fantasy for some, but reality to many others.
There is a reason why so many people, most especially women, flock to a character like Astarion. And no, it's not just because he's a pretty bad boy vampire. But because millions of women (and men) in the world understand what it's like to be sexually assaulted. To be enslaved. To be someone's property and a toy. To be used and abused and denied your autonomy. To scream and cry and yell and shout and beg for mercy from the gods. But no one is listening. No one cares. And they say that it is all your fault. Women cling to him because they find comfort in his story and they see a reflection of themselves in him. And they have extrapolated his character into their personal lives to help them heal from their traumas. Astarion is not real. But he represents the millions of people in the world who have been raped.
There are many different ways you can interpret Shadowheart's story, but I always found it to be an allegory for queerness / transness. She knows who she is deep down, but she has been beaten and indoctrinated over and over to believe that who she is wrong. Everytime she exerted a will of her own, she was forced into conversion therapy and had her mind wiped so she can be reprogrammed. And when that began to fail, her god inserted a permanent tether into her soul. To remind her that god is always watching, and will punish her for her sins. Shadowheart rejects Shar because she feels that she is in a safe environment to do so. That those who are around her will not judge her, ridicule her, or treat her like she ha a moral failure for just being who she is. But that rejection comes at a price where she has to choose her parents or chronic pain for the rest of her life. But if Shadowheart does not feel safe to live as herself, she goes into the closet forever and denies herself and has to put up an act for as long as she may live. She forces herself to subscribe to this dogma because she feels she has no other choice, and to be a blind follower means to be without pain. Shadowheart is not real. But she represents the millions of gay and trans people in the world who have been outcasted and abused by religion and the law. Where they feel it safer to deny who they are, then run the risk of the wrong person finding out who they love.
The grove conflict, is a very real reality right now. Innocent people are experiencing a genocide. And the people conducting such genocide have framed these innocent people as evil monsters. These actual literal genocidal lunatics truly to their core believe that they have the god given right to kill these innocent people because they are an affront to their god and that the land they occupy does not belong to them. There are children in the world right now who are burning alive in a genocide because the people who are burning them believe these children to have been born evil. Of course they claim that these refugees are hiding weapons of mass destruction, how else are they going to justify destroying safe places like schools, hospitals, and actual refugee camps? And the people who have the power to do something to protect these innocent refugees, would rather they be tossed out and left vulnerable to their murderers, because that is more convenient than helping them. That the people who can help are purposefully closing their borders, because they too see these refugees as lures for danger. The tieflings are not real. But they represent the millions of Palestinians and many others who are dying in a genocide right now.
And this man is not real, but he is the president elect of the United States. Gortash won. The Absolute won.
And I wish we had a simple and easy explanation of 72 million Americans have tadpoles in their brains and were forced to vote for Gortash. But in reality, not everyone in the Absolute had a tadpole. Not everyone was a True Soul. A mass majority were willing participants of the Absolute. They never once communed with the elder brain and have never received direct orders from it. They saw what the Absolute is, they saw what it can do, and it was not a deal breaker for them. They chose to follow along with it willingly, thinking that the Absolute was here for them. They were not mind controlled, but they were brainwashed in their own way. And for those who are not brainwashed, they simply do not care. They want to revel in the Absolute's cruelty and how it is going to hurt the people of the world because they themselves want to deal the cruelty.
Gortash is a slaver and a tyrant and he is very up front and in your face about it. He feels no guilt, he feels no shame, and he is well aware of how he induces suffering on those around him. And the moment he became Archduke, he slaughtered everyone who got him into power because he didn't want to share it nor run the risk of them turning against him. You may be able to make a deal with Gortash but he was never going to keep up his end of the bargain. Just like an embraced Durge betrays their romance partner, Gortash would have betrayed you (and even Durge). Because tyrants do not share, and they do not step down. Tyrants are not just tyrants only on day one or for just one term. They are tyrannical always and will do everything they can to stay in power permanently. Tyrants do not play fair. They get into power through perceivingly legitimate means. But when you find out it wasn't legitimate, it's too late. They've removed your ability to not only remove them from power, but prevent you from getting anyone else to replace them.
Gortash didn't just come from nowhere. He has been a duke in the city for a very long time. People know who he is and what he is about. The people at his coronation were there out of genuine support for him, knowing exactly who he is and saw no issue with what he was doing because they all benefited from it. The only one at that coronation who was not a willing participate, was Ulder Ravengard (A BLACK MAN). Gortash used a literal puppet government to get himself into power and silenced all dissent.
I do not know about you, but who Gortash represents was pretty damn obvious to me. The game demonstrated how people like Gortash can get into power at all and remain in power. Gortash manipulated people's fear of the world, and he used religion to do it. He implemented the Steel Watch and militarized the police, and to have constant surveillance on the people. Where any slight transgression will be met with hostility, and the people will cheer because they see violence as a necessary means of keeping the peace. Where if you just didn't step out of line, then maybe the Steel Watcher wouldn't need to pulverize you in the street. He uses the media and is constantly pumping out propaganda to love him. He created a problem, news of the problem spread, and then he sold a solution. He promised to keep everyone safe, protected, and made promises of law and order against this unruly chaos (a chaos he created). Where any opposing opinion is othered and regarded as being too radical to be a sane or legitimate opinion. He enslaved a group of racial minorities and used the livelihoods of their children as collateral. And instead of putting the blame on the slaver, radicals like Wulbren put the blame on the slaves.
The events surrounding Gortash and the Absolute have been unfolding here in the States for a very long time and all of this did not just come out of nowhere. This didn't just start happening 8 years ago in 2016, this was decades in the making and there is still plans for more to come. This wasn't an accident, everything is working by design.
Gortash is not real. But Donald Trump is. That should scare you.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gortash#us politics#2024 election#i am not going to sugar coat this#we are beyond fucked#this election is not just trouble for americans - but for millions outside the US#there is going to be a wave of repercussions for everyone in the world#i am truly not trying to be all doom and gloom#things will get worse long before they get better - but that does not mean we should give up here lest we want them to win#and obviously the events of a video game are not one-to-one and even i find it an insult to liken gortash to that man#but gortash represents a very real kind of leader and people like gortash are doing very real harm in the world right now#do not underestimate that man#i don't care what funny memes get made about him or how he blunders his words in the next rally#they don't care. his voters don't care. his sycophants do not care.#call him stupid all you want - he took my rights away and plans to take more#hate is not smart. but hate is patient. and that patience paid off today.
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One thing about Dr. Daniel Cain is that he’s gonna be positively shit at his job
#That’s not how you do fucking cpr#How the fuck are you off midline at a point where he is presumed to be revered by his colleagues#What the fuck do you mean you got emotionally attached to your patient how do you even have the fucking time#All we see Dan’s patients do is fucking die#we don’t even get to see a close case no if you’re assigned Dan just write your fucking will now#The again a conventionally attractive friendly white guy getting way too much praise for a job he isn’t good at seems par for the course#I’m just saying say what you want about Herbert West but the man is a professional#Realistically with his perfectionism and god complex he probably will not afford himself the ability to not be a good doctor#Like neither is exactly a good choice since I’ll probably be graverobbed if things go south#But my chances of being in a grave to be robbed would increase greatly with Dan#reanimator#dan cain#herbert west#bride of reanimator#dan Cain Please get better at your job lives are at stake
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SAM HEUGHAN
AS JAMIE FRASER IN OUTLANDER SEASON 7(2014-PRESENT)
#outlander#outlanderedit#outlander promo goodies#season 7#jamie fraser#sam heughan#jamiefraseredit#sheughanedit#gifs#mine#JAMIE FRASER YOU BETTER BE FINE#stg im so close to tying this man up to some tree so his ass can stop trying to get killed#all those grey hair in Claire's hair is bcos of him#she's stitched and padded him up more then any of her patients fr#but damn if he dnt look good going in his warrior getup kilt swooshing and swaying behind him#ANYWAYS THE KING OF MEN IS COMING BACK TO US AND IM SO ESSITED I MISS MY LAD SM :')
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Jamie’s the type of friend who actually tries to pack himself in a suitcase so he can go on trips with you. Or he just genuinely considers kidnapping his friends so they don’t leave. I’m pretty sure half of the team would be happily kidnapped too.
#jamie tartt#ted lasso#afc richmond#friendship#mental illness#daddy issues#abandonment issues#he wouldn’t have to kidnap them he’d just try distracting them enough that they forgot they needed to leave#he’d try to trick sam but he’d feel to guilty so he just makes him promise to spend extra time with him when he gets back#he’d make pouty faces at dani every time he remembered he needed to leave and then go ‘5 more minutes?’#he’d probably frustrate roy into ranting for hours and roy wouldn’t be able to think of anything but jamie#he’d bribe isaac with rolos and animal crossing#he asks colin about welsh independence#he’d get moe to tell him all his conspiracy theories and then disagree or say something absurd just so moe would go off again#he’d tell richard that beer is better than wine and wait patiently for his ranting to end before saying something rude about french food#they’re all mostly himbos they’d probably fall for his himbo tricks#they’re all so neurodivergent he’d just pry and make them talk about their special interests for hours
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CHASE: [walking into House's office] You sabotaged Foreman's job interview, didn't you? HOUSE: Foreman's already been over this. It wasn't me. CHASE: Everybody's chasing ghosts over this. Which means either nobody did it, or somebody wants everybody chasing ghosts. Now who does that sound like? HOUSE: [almost smiling, growing serious:] Now, why would I do that? CHASE: Because as long as Foreman thought you were guilty, he was gonna be useless around here. HOUSE: [laughs] Sometimes, I forget why I hired you.
(they then proceed to have a short and completely honest conversation about why house did it, no bullshit at all.) just!!!! first of all, this is the nicest thing house has ever said about chase. but also! chase is sharp as hell. he is pretty consistently good at Getting house, at reading people, and in turn house actually gives chase quite a lot of honesty -- maybe because chase so rarely pushes for it. chase in s8, after being stabbed. knows and explains that house was worried, that he was making up excuses to visit. chase in s5, promising to do surgery if house tells him why; house telling him the truth -- that the patient reminds him of himself. in the same scene, house asking chase to manipulate his boss: house at other times calling chase sneaky. a schemer.
house, despite the "his dad made a phone call" line, admitting with a proud little smile: this is why i hired you.
one scene earlier, house and foreman have an argument over treatment. house says foreman has two choices: a futile argument with house before doing what he's told, or just going ahead and doing what he's told. foreman throws up his hands and goes to obey, and house calls him out: he had a third choice, to not do what house asked. but he wouldn't, because foreman trusts house's instincts more than his own.
cut to chase in house's office. house says no, it wasn't me!. chase says yes, it was, and here's why. he knows he's right. house knows he's right. it's the next scene.
(also: in the first ten minutes of the episode, the patient complains to foreman he can barely bend his fingers. this turns out to be the Big Clue that leads to his diagnoses, but it takes house realizing it on his own in the last five minutes: foreman apparently forgot to mention it or didn't think it was important. another sign he's not Ready)
#this is why house fired chase in the next episode lmao#chase and house tag#robert chase#foreman was clearly meant to be “house's heir” at first and i'm not sure if it really changed before s8#but god this prodigal son house chase bullshit is just#foreman was worried about turning into house but chase was already there#chase's development was if anything becoming less like house#getting a life and support away from him and keeping away and escaping#in s4 and 5 chase by far was the one who wanted the least to do with house#if foreman went from resisting being like house to resigning himself to his role#chase's was being like house and getting to escape and be better and be happy#until s6 and the murder and the divorce and chase giving up and falling into self destructive habits and resigning himself too#THIS FUCKED UP FATHER-SON BULLSHIT#also: in the first five minutes of the episode the patient of the week mentions he can barely bend his fingers to foreman#malpractice posting
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I’m just begging you: Don’t make us go there again.
#oscar isaac#moon knight#marc spector#moonknightedit#chrissie gifs#tw: trauma#tw: child abuse#It still blows my mind how the people involved in this show seemed to have a better understanding of trauma#than most professional therapists do#It's so heartbreaking to see how you can literally see Marc being stuck in his freeze reaction#While Steven moves around and explores#Marc's feet are rooted to the spot#He doesn't get a word out and he is clearly struggling to breathe#He can't even move his body towards the threat (i.e. his mother banging against the door) so he mostly just moves his eyes#Until the door bursts open and Marc's flight mode is activated#There is so much evidence that talking about your trauma again and again does nothing to integrate it and heal from it#And Harrow is such a text book example of so called health care professionals that force their patients to be re-traumatized again and again#Marc literally shows Steven how he suffered the most horrible and painful injuries to his soul#And it neither helps him to integrate his trauma nor to balance the scales#The healing process only starts when he allows himself to start learning to be accepted and taken care of by Steven#I am sorry I just love him so much 🥺
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Let yourself imagine established WrioChi having a winter walk and Childe starts a snowball fight. It gets heated and Wriothesley ends up getting full body tackled into the ice cold water, but, thanks to cryo vision user privilege, Childe is the only one who catches a cold from it all and has to be nursed back to health.
(Wriothesley has to threaten to hand him over to Sigewinne regularly because Childe keeps trying to give him his cold via kisses)
((Childe succeeds))
#he regrets it too because now he's stuck trying to nurse the least cooperative patient in the world#he and Sigewinne are tag teaming this man into recovery and it takes both of them pressuring him to get him to take a proper break#“you have a 40°C fever you need to REST.”#“what I NEED is to get this paperwork done so that rest is an option”#“Fine. I'm giving you 15 minutes. if you aren't done by then I'm dragging you out of this office by force.”#in the end Childe had to manhandle him into bed and coax meds down his throat with honeyed tea#Wriothesley is grumpy that it takes him a full week to recover from a cold that had Childe down for 2 days#genshin impact#wriothesley#childe#wriochi#wriothesley x childe#tartaglia#tarthesley#Wriothesley x Tartaglia#childe ajax tartaglia#Sigewinne#Sigewinne gives them both very long lectures about the contagious nature of the common cold#the look in her huge eyes says they're both on thin fucking ice and they better not do this shit again
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I'M LATE TO THE PARTY, BUT- OLD MOON IS BACK!!! GOD, I MISSED THIS SARCASTIC ASS!!
I'm so happy to have him back!!! :D More so though, I'm really interested in his dynamic with everyone!
It's honestly really interesting to see everyone's reaction to him is!
Sun is hesitant, and obviously keeps him at arms length. He's testing the waters with little jabs.
Moon, on the other hand, is trying his best to be casual and welcoming, but he's painfully aware of the barrier between them!
Earth is awkward and unsure! She only ever heared about him from Nexus, the other two avoiding the topic. Nexus, on the other hand, had a habit of antagonising him!
Meanwhile, Moon is simply not used to having a sister! And he's alone in this. Lunar and Sun have known her for about a year now. Moon is the outcast, the person on the outside.
Lunar is an interesting case!! They have always been rather avoidant, and at times even dissmisive of Nexus, though they obviously care about him!
I always thought, that they may hold a bit of a grudge, or are unsure how to react to him, because that's not their big brother, not in the same way. That's not the same Moon, who accepted them with open arms, when things were rough with Eclipse. It's not the same Moon, who shared his mindscape with them.
And now it is.
They do seem very casual though, and we definitely need more time to see them interact together! One thing that is interesting, is their tone of voice. It feels a little more similar than how it used to be! Though I'm not sure, if it's an intentional thing, or if it's simply hard for EC to swap his voice between the two of them so fast!
Moon, in a similar light, seems pretty casual, if a little hesitant. He's very protective still!
Eclipse… OH GOD, ECLIPSE- THEIR BACK AND FORTH WAS SO INTERESTING-
"He would know" MOON STILL SEES HIMSELF IN ECLIPSE. HE STILL HATES HIM FOR IT-
ECLIPSE, ON THE OTHER HAND? HE'S TIRED, HE'S SO TIRED OF HATING- HE WON'T HATE ANYMORE, IF ONLY FOR HIS OWN SAKE- I'M GOING TO BE SICK/POS-
Also, Ruin has his fucking virus back- Dark Sun, WHAT THE FUCK-
-Stardust
I KNOWWWW OLD MOON HAS BEEN SUCH A WILDLY FASCINATING TURN OF EVENTS AND AN EVEN MORE INTRIGUING CHARACTER TO WATCH GET SETTLED INTO EVERYTHING RN !!!
There's so much he's not used to—Earth, Lunar's new body and powers, the house, etc etc—but the contrast with the familiar—Sun, Eclipse, the daycare, etc etc—that it creates this super interesting scenario where he's sort of stumbling around, figuring out how comfortable he can be in most scenarios, yk?
Like yesyesyes all ur points with how Moon interacts with them 1-on-1!!! I don't have any productive addition to that besides that its soso fun 2 me to see him getting along w/ everyone HDJSBD
AND YEHAYAUSGDHD THE ECLIPSE INTERACTION. EXPLODES!!!! The fact that even with Eclipse being a clone from someone who never even met Old Moon, he's still painstakingly Moon in ways that Moon himself recognizes. man. MAN!!!!! AND ECLIPSE JUST..... NOT HAVING THE ENERGY TO CARE ANYMORE YEAH. +1 million thoughts and feelings and emotions. forever.
AND RUIN. VAGUE FRANTIC HAND MOTIONS. this boy and being infected with viruses gd HSJABSJ
#asks#anon#stardust anon#I WILL SAY. although i love that old moon's been getting along and promising to be better thus far#we haven't seen him under stress yet.#THAT'S what made his worst qualities come out. stress and anger with unhealthy coping mechanisms!!!!#and especially bc he's been gone so long. the messy relationships n feelings might be overlooked in the moment bc lunar n sun r just like#holy shit!!!! you're alive!!!!!#but i am WAITING#FOR A RELAPSE YOUR HONOR. I AM WAITING FOR IT PATIENTLY AND WITH BIG EYES. PLEASE ABAJABAJSNS#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#tsams spoilers#sams spoilers
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actually house deserved to punch tritter at least once
#house md#sharpie says shit#greg house#tritter arc#tritter#shitpost#i know everyone is like 'houses addiction is why everything goes downhill in s3'#but like its all tritter being an egoist and ableist as shit#house only antagonizes tritter because tritter *kicked his cane out*#and tritter responds by fucking with the ability of a chronic pain patient to get pain medications#usually i am all for saying house is part of the problem#(he usually is)#but in the case of the tritter arc he *isn't actually wrong* to decide not to give in#and tritter is *very* in the wrong for interfering with not only house's treatment but also wilson's other patients#all for the sake of his own ego being hurt#(also acab)#yes house is an ass for not putting down his pride once wilson started being affected#but also cuddy definitely should have had a better lawyer on retainer idk
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lmao apparently geno's hometown is famous for something else in addition to steel and hockey players
i didnt google very far just the name of the statue and then this was the first thing that popped up 😂
edit: not @robindrake13 pointing out that this is probably how geno got his own magnificent taste for garden statues in his backyard
suddenly im feeling a lot more pressure re my geno sculpt
#malkin#if ethan does manage to get anime geno printed and then cast in 6ft bronze i had better make sure its flawless 😅#ethans back at his old metal industry job so hes working on it guys we gotta be patient
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Dorian tries to convince Manon that reading is fun because there are so many different genres and storylines like there is something out there that she will fall in love with he is certain.
Manon is very skeptic and merely rolls her eyes at him when he makes that suggestion.
(Because she was raised on the concept that this is a frivolous activity, a total waste of time. She wasn’t allowed to have any interest outside of what her grandmother dictates, and if she tried something, her grandmother always found out and destroyed it. So in a way, adult Manon having an aversion to hobbies and interests is a trauma response. She is literally scared of getting caught doing something for fun and have it destroyed/taken from her, so she just doesn’t. The problem is, she isn’t fully aware of all of this, and honestly believes that she has no desire for hobbies and the like)
Dorian offered to read her one of the books he has. All she has to do is pick whatever book she feels like getting into and he will read it for her.
Fully intending on messing with him, Manon picked the thickest book she found on his bookshelf. Dorian being serious, set up a nightly schedule. He would read her a chapter per night, and see how she likes it.
Manon did not only fully get immersed in the story, but she fell in love how Dorian is just sitting there reading those lines out loud. His voice was soothing and drew her further into the story. (She’d argue it’s Dorian, not the book. But this is another argument because Dorian is all like ‘you like ME. What an honor, witchling’ so in a way both arguments are not in Manon’s favor lmao)
On days when she is alone and eager to continue the story, she’d pick up the book and attempt to read some pages. But she realizes that she enjoys it more when Dorian is reading it for her so she puts it back and wait for the evening to come.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#something is very sexy about Dorian reading out loud for his lover#Manon loves it but she will never admit it#honestly it’s about the only way she’d get into any book#memories of her grandmother tearing out her precious books when she was younger is still very fresh in her mind#she physically cannot read for fun without that memory showing up#so if the only way she’d enjoy a story is via Dorian reading it for her she’ll go with it#but then again her guilt takes over because she’s wasting her time on useless things#really just the kind of crap her grandmother filled her with while she was growing up#there is a lot to unpack with her but Dorian is patient#he can see her struggling with this so he doesn’t press the matter#he wants her to enjoy this so he tries his best#he kind of sets a routine#after dinner they settle in bed and he gets to reading#he also found out that it help Manon sleep better#at least she’s falling asleep and not suffer those many nights without an ounce of sleep#so he considers it a win
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