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about that hermits x dunmeshi
i want to actually decide who is who. ofc my two fav characters are gonna be each other. mumbo is gonna be laios. TBF CMON it's not even so farfetched, i can clearly see the similarities between the two
i remember seeing the imp and skizz podcast with mumbo as guest and seeing him all excited and wagging showing his cool cameras and explaining everything. i think it's the same excitement laios shows for monsters trivia and stuff.
then we have the specific 'only know how to do one thing and that's it' c!mumbo with redstone, laios with monsters knowledge. OFC both of them know how to do other stuff. okay. but they're best at what they love most and care way way less about most of the rest.
then heck cc!mumbo has that laios look ngl and he surely passes as a tallman. he's almost 2mt of a man oof! i.....i am also guilty of making some sketches of this oops
C O U G H
anywayz...
apart from mumbo i don't really know how to fit other hermits in, also because i just started following hermitcraft from this current season and slowly trying to catch up with the others.
the point is i don't know every single hermit as nicely as i would want to yet, so idk if you have any idea and it sparks joy you're free to help me figure it out.
#help me decide cause i think i need help#definitely need help#also cmon tell me yall see the vision for mumbo as laios pls#i swear i'm not crazy.#meelkie yap#hermitcraft#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#laios#mumbo jumbo#hermits x dunmeshi crossover
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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I'm thinking about the specific kinds of anxiety I have, and subsequently how they'd translate to my self insert in Lazytown. It's usually pretty generalized, I do have specific things that set me off but most of the time it's a "here's how something can go wrong and will kill me" scenario that plays in my head which leads me to be a bit superstitious (I keep Odin's compass on me at all times when I leave the house etc.)
SOOO I had the idea that maybe Stephanie being the sweetheart that she is would maybe make her some kind of like...bracelet or a necklace that's meant to be a 'lucky charm' and when she wears it nothing bad will happen 🥺💖💖💖
#jane journals#self insert talk#hmmm i need a platonic tag for stephanie...perhaps even familial cause i STILL havent decided whether theyre cousins!!!#either ✨️💕 twinkle toes 💕✨️ or 🩷 bubblegum bestie 🩷#first one referencing that she likes to be active and dance and move and stuff and second one referencing that shes PAAANK (pink)#BUT YEAH IDK I THOUGHT THATD BE CUTE AND STEPHANIE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART#she wants everyone to be included!!#or maybe she'd even get sportacus to help...👉👈💖💖💖#OMG I WONDER IF SHE'D BE SORT OF A WINGMAN TOO!!!#but yeah hrrggghhhh im finding that im drawing a bit from boober fraggle rock when thinking about her demeanor#and lemme tell ya. wembley is BASICALLY me but i do relate to boober a LOT#being a hypochondriac too 😂#but that doesn't mean shes not fun to be around!! i think im pretty nice to be around tbh at least now#ive grown a LOT when it comes to dealing with it ive just been kinda stressed lately with my cat and work and everything 😭😭😭#anywayyyysssss vote on ur phone NEOWWW for which tag i use for stephanie!!
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Imalways so torn up between letting myself feel negative emotions besides anger cause I never do and being like wellllllll... it IS nearly 9 so really none of these are Real emotions so what's the point?
#gamer txt.#i think im hiding from myself again#what with my endless optimism and hope#i dont think i really beat my depression i think i mighta just covered it up really well by accident#and that the winter is not fucking helping me out here#even if i do actually have my shit sorted out which i dont but if i did then i feel like i shouldn't#im way too put together for someone with my problems at this fucking age#this is the age where i can actually like. suck ass and not being Super judged for it this is the age for making mistakes for being fucking#stupid and im wasting trying to pretend ive got everything on lock#i feel like im rushing everything#yous know i only like realised ive been masking my whole life like. this year#like Thats how hard i hide from myself! i didny even fucking realise!#but like whay the hell can i do about it now i dont ever have the opportunity to be myself#its not like i have a moment before every action where i can decide what to do its already happened and i didny have the chance to think#is 1 step forward 2 steps back meant to be like motivational in any way cause i think that might be what i go for#honestly i need to let myself make mistakes and do stupid shit and remind myself im not infallible#and the worst part about all this is that im trying so hard to not go none of these are real feelings its 9pm and winter#and knowing theres a decent chance thats actually the case#i dont want it to be the case#i dont want to the perfect quiet endless sympathy for others no attention no care required kid anymore#i want to be fucking messy because i feel like a fucking mess and everyone knows im a fucking mess and they just pretend im not#and even if all these feelings are just for right now and arent really ''real'' i know damn well ill still be upset about it in the morning#if no one reads this#because i need the attention im so fucking desperate for the attention i need someone fucking anyone to see the real me#becauese no one does! not even me most of the time!#iiii might do something stupid tonight? if i do just know please that it wasnt rash or impulsive and that ive been wanting to do it for ages#i just need to be a stupid kid for once in my fucking life
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i'm so normal about all the things swimming around in my head right now, i'm chewing on the walls
#born to christen the new sketchbook with cool things#forced to write out backstory#I love DnD I love playing it I love my characters I love character building in a vacuum#BUT#as soon as I have a group and need to be ready in a week I die#inner critic at volume 100 every idea I ever had is bad actually and I keep getting lost in details#'divination wizard that studies divination to figure out how to evade a prophecy' sounds so fun on paper#especially with the added flavor of 'they're from a cult devoted to the god of divination and left them behind for this'#but like#to fill that out#aughhh#is the person that would be harmed in the prophecy a sibling or friend?#are they part of the cult or not?#who are the people in the cult?#what's the family situation actually?#so much to consider#I'm thinking maybe in the cult and really devoted so they don't want to leave and will resent my character for trying to save them#but still sibling or friend?#mh#honestly chances are this will have very minor involvement actually because the campaign is in one city and they hail from a different one#but still#I'm just rambling to the void cause it helps me think lmao#congrats to whoever actually reads my tags#I also haven't even decided if I play a gnome or dragonborn or maybe a tiefling afterall agh#tbf that has little bearing on the character but that's the ISSUE I have nothing to tie in
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um. *taps mic* hello other yukaeso fans... uhhhh im planning a yukaeso week and i kind of need help with what sounds good and planning things (please help me...)
(put a cut bc im talking a lot and dont want to disturb people)
i originally wanted it to go from when peaky stormy story began (stormy link) and the event went from september 17 to 26. problem is the 17th is in the middle of the week. i could make it start from the 15th to the 21st or the 22nd to the 28th but they only stay in the event's runthrough for only five days.
another thing i could do (similar to naru//mitsu or sayo//tsugu) is use yuka and esora's full names with numeric substitution so i can figure out the first day of the week (here we go--)
9 in japan is sometimes pronounced as 'kyu' so it can make up the 'yu' of yuka. 5 in japan is pronounced as 'go' or 'ka' sometimes as well so yuka's name would be '95' or 'kyu-ka'. for her last name, it would be 335 or 'sa-sa-go'.
the english transliteration of 8 in japanese is 'eito', the closest thing i can get to 'eso'. 6 covers the other part of esora since it can also be read as ra. so her first name would be 86 or 'eito-ra'. (<- im stretching this i think) for her last name it would be 43 or 'shi-mittsu'. (shimizu)
so with all of these facts, the week can start at 9/8 (kyu-eito or yu[ka]eso) or 8/9 (eito-kyu or esoyu[ka]) if you want to go for their first names. for their last names (i think going for this is a bad idea to be honest with you) it would start at '3/4' (sa[sa]-shi), 4/5 (shi-go) or 3/3 (sa[sa]-mittsu).
the only dates that go on sunday is 9/8 and 3/3. if you want to go for monday, it would be 3/4 only. so, to me, it would be best to start at one of the sunday ones.
another fact i'd like to tell is the fact that esora's birthday is 9/9 so one of the prompts could be 'birthday'. (problem tho is that idk what to prompt i would pair it with)
also, speaking of prompts, ive already decided a 2 prompt pairs. (haven't decided what days they'll be or if theyre good)
summer and winter (summer bc of how summer-y these two are and winter bc of christmas being the important day of peaky)
ao to natsu and fuwafuwa time (solo covers about love, the first one being someone deciding to seek out the love they want while the other is them not knowing how to go about getting their love)
im not sure what. uh. stuff to pair up and also what would be good prompts (im not good at that....) so. yeah. that's all ive got.
the last day, i know, is gonna be a free day. so. i p much dont know what to do. im stuck. pls help.
#crow talks#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#yuka jennifer sasago#esora shimizu#yukaeso#hello fellow d4 fans.... :D#i actually dont just need the help of the yukaeso fans i also need help from people who know how shipping weeks go#ive never done it so. yeha.......#this kind of has a time limit bc i may or may not be thinking of writing a whole fic and also make drawings for this.... cause im like that#p.please help.#i dooooo have other prompt ideas but i want to hear other people's first. bc i dont want to decide it all for myself#this is also for the other yukaeso fans so!!! yeah...!#ANYWAY.. i dont expect this post to get much traction but that's fine. even if ONE person's gonna help me out then that's good.#if no one does then i'll just continue by myself. (and also disturb my older sibling if my ideas are good--)
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Having brain worms. What if uhhhhhh SOS Mianite au
#this is a fully undeveloped idea but it is simmering#initial thoughts. mog is so champion of ianite. fwip is dianite's.#I'm not convinced of who mianite's is yet but i feel like sausage is desperately vying for the role and getting repeatedly rejected#oli ends up as a reluctant ianitee. he was originally a dianite follower but dianite found him annoying and was a dick so oli ditched him.#ianite finds him funny and decides to pick him up and now he's trying very hard not to mess it up bc she actually respects him#joel would claim not to need any stupid god until he sees how much fun fwip is having causing problems on purpose with dianite and gives in.#his wife joining up with dianite probably also doesn't desuade him in that department#jimmy isn't particularly keen on any of them. he's off doing his own thing#katherine feels very classic mianitee to me.#I've got mixed feelings on Pix. i kind of feel like he should be on his own thing (priest? wizard? something like that)#if not he's ianitee i think. but it takes him awhile to commit#joey's dianitee. eloise feels ianitee to me. shubble probably mianitee.#is that everyone? i think that's everyone#idk if this would be a scenario where the world/plot was more based on mianite or sos honestly#maybe a healthy mix.#do we keep the death/fate coin element? idk idk maybe not? but it doesn't feel like sos without some hardcore element#gotta sit on it#this is the first time in a long time I've just done like straight up stream of consciousness brainstorming in the tags of a post huh#feels very 2020#OWEN I FORGOT OWEN. UH. i feel like he might help balance out the mianite team. i can't put it into worlds but it feels right#he's the type of guy that you look at and immediately think dianite and you're wrong#but i could be tempted to switch him and joey. cause joey did have the whole prison thing in sos which is very mianite#even if he's generally the most dianitee guy i have ever fucking seen#i. i also forgot scott.#embarrassing. I've been watching him the longest and he's the only one on this list I've actually written into mianite crossovers before#uhhhh anyways he feels very true neutral to me. he's another one who i feel like maybe he should be off doing his own thing#if not probably mianite#this is such a mess lmao#i had to put the idea down somewhere before my head exploded sorry
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selfishly, its also that i think literally the only person in the entire whoniverse who could actually talk Even away from the master’s side would be lucy. in a way the doctor never could. (because the doctor means well, but he just. can’t speak to even about this in a way that makes them equals. if that makes sense.) but lucy is, for a bit there, living proof that there’s a worse possible fate than the master killing you outright. because he likes her, he keeps her, and he makes her essential to his survival, makes her a part of himself in a way with that biometrical signature.
they’re far from in the same position in relation to him, but they are, both, human companions. if anyone could grab even and say Get The Fuck Away From Him. it would probably only be lucy. shame that they don’t meet, then. instead, lucy is a lesson the master learned about how to keep better control on his next companion, and even probably doesn’t even know she existed beyond a name in a file somewhere.
#lucy would get vicious about it. is the thing. honestly vicious. with possessiveness over her spot as The Master’s Wife™️. no matter the#damage it did. because that *was* hers. and that would be essential i think in making even go Oh I Need To Listen To Her.#they dont meet. sad! timeline doesnt work out that way.#i mean. considering that even in my head somehow manages to get themself involved with the master’s revival/the big old healing machine#thingy he’s brought in to work on. they might. i mean they might be inadvertently a cause of her death. which is messy. which is probably#both the moment they realize theyre in over their head trying to help fix donna-fix everything-be like the doctor (so he’ll come back)#and the moment they decide theyre in too deep and if they turn back the consequences are too big. they need to at least see if this works.#it doesn’t. oh well!!! have fun traumabonding with this asshole for the next [STATIC] years!!!#it is essential to me that not once in ever all the time that even is his companion. does he even jokingly call them his wife. thats just a#fact i know.#dw oc
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If im supposed to be resting then why am i opening google docs
#snap chats#half joking but also... thinking excessively about sick fic arasawa still...#the busted arm is NOT helping....#if i do write itll be short cause. lol#BUT ANYWAY ill decide that evrntually this is just a warming i am writing tgat sick fic#cannot get the idea out of my head.....#also if I don’t do it i dont think anyone else will and i NEED arasawa goodness rn im dying#im that dying fish in spongebob i need sustanence#ok BYE if you see me steal dialogue from my own comic no you dont
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I've posted photos of how chaotic my illustration brainstorm pgs are but heres an artistic recreation of what my project notebooks end up looking like

#random rambles#this brainworm project is a horror podcast#im gonna be formalizing all the prpject notes into obsidian soon me thinks#i got a few game concepts tumbling about#along with some comics/zines and now this podcast#so i need to line all my ducks (projects) up and decide which one to shoot (develop full time)#i kinda bounce between things as my ideas and motive flow#but i wanna finish some stuff soon so im prob gonna focus in on a smaller project and go from there#aint no race but i know there are some folks ive talked to my games about who are very 👀 about progress#(if you are one of those ppl ily cause u help me realize my ideas are fun and ppl would wanna actually see them lmao)
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God, now I really want to make a twst PMMM au now-
#but i feel like I’m stealing someone’s idea cause of the poll😭#and i wouldn’t know how to establish lila’s and silver’s relationship tbh#I’ve been thinking about it so much I practically have a vague idea of their designs now#Should i????#But knowing me i’d need someone to help me with deciding plot stuff and i don’t want to bother people 🥲
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im having a hyperfixation crisis rn because i cant decide if i wanna actually watch my show or listen to music that makes me think of the characters and think about them or if i wanna watch edits of it on youtube and tiktok or if i just wanna read articles and watch interviews so im just sitting on the floor in silence getting genuinely stressed about it. i love autism. autism is so fun. i love it. :).
#um autistic people how do you do things when youre hyperfixatinf because i simply cannot. all i can do is think about it and not decide what#i want to do like im being genuinely i need help /srs#im literally just rocking back and forth#me when my mental disability is causing me to be mentally disabled: :o
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Every fan of every piece of media made by an actually problematic or just "problematic according to tumblr" author

#hazbin hotel#harry potter#john green#good omens#basically anyone is problematic for this or that#(except for JKR who is a Shit we all know why no need to explain the olocaust denier terf)#I've heard literal lies about all the others#or things that were interpreted badly and are not actually problematic#still I maintain that wether the author is actually problematic or pRoBlEmAtIc#I have a right to enjoy a fandom in peace without egocentric people coming at me with their egocentric brand of “activism”#which apparently consists of making up rules* and then harassing people online while doing absolutely 0 work to help their cause#see all the people hating on whoever still likes HP but what are they doing to help trans people? Nothing. They're just harassing people lo#I've seen actual transexual people who still liked HP for their reasons get attacked by cis assholes who called them “traitors”#cis people policing what trans people can like or not? It's more common than you think here on tumblr.hellsite.com!#insane#*(for ex. : “if you watch Hazbin Hotel you're an abuse apologist because I've just about now decided the 4th episode romanticizes abuse!”)#^I'm talking about this specific brand of stupid invented rules#hp#jkr#but anyone really#edit: regarding good omens... these tags aged like milk
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people dont want to help me with my problems and then get upset with me when i'm most of the time busy dealing with them. how can you be upset this is taking up so much of my time when you didn't even want to bother to help?
#vent#you dont care what happens to me when you no longer see me. out of sight out of mind. you dont think about how im struggling alone#at home just trying to get myself to take care of myself at all. you dont care. those problems were too much for you dont you remember?#well while you're perfectly fine and comfy I have to deal with this alone because you decided that was the better option.#i cant come to you to tell you whats stressing me out and causing all these issues remember? i have to deal with them alone which means#i need to spend more time alone trying to figure out how to heal myself on my own- a possibly fruitless task because I'm pretty sure#i'll never be healed unless another human gathers enough fucking empathy or compassion or whatever tf you want to call it today to#actually offer me at all ever in some sort of lasting meaningful capacity#like my trauma with humans? not gonna go away till humans treat me with basic fucking respect and decency#that's not something i can actually heal on my own. it kind of necessarily involves humans.#but all these progressive humans who tout so much about how much they love humanity are nowhere to be found when I need em'#you love humanity but cant be assed to do the bare minimum to help me keep mine intact and prevent me from draining down a hole#into just pure hatred and resentment and unforgivingness of humanity? this is what you want? a self fulfilling prophecy?#yeah really easy to feel like a prophet when you create the environment necessary for what you want to predict to happen.
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When I was in vet school I went to this one lecture that I will never forget. Various clubs would have different guest lecturers come in to talk about relevant topics and since I was in the Wildlife Disease Association club I naturally attended all the wildlife and conservation discussions. Well on this particular occasion, the speakers started off telling us they had been working on a project involving the conservation of lemurs in Madagascar. Lemurs exist only in Madagascar, and they are in real trouble; they’re considered the most endangered group of mammals on Earth. This team of veterinarians was initially assembled to address threats to lemur health and work on conservation solutions to try and save as many lemur species from extinction as possible. As they explored the most present dangers to lemurs they found that although habitat loss was the primary problem for these vulnerable animals, predation by humans was a significant cause of losses as well. The vets realized it was crucial for the hunting of lemurs by native people to stop, but of course this is not so simple a problem.
The local Malagasy people are dealing with extreme poverty and food insecurity, with nearly half of children under five years old suffering from chronic malnutrition. The local people have always subsisted on hunting wildlife for food, and as Madagascar’s wildlife population declines, the people who rely on so-called bushmeat to survive are struggling more and more. People are literally starving.
Our conservation team thought about this a lot. They had initially intended to focus efforts on education but came to understand that this is not an issue arising from a lack of knowledge. For these people it is a question of survival. It doesn’t matter how many times a foreigner tells you not to eat an animal you’ve hunted your entire life, if your child is starving you are going to do everything in your power to keep your family alive.
So the vets changed course. Rather than focus efforts on simply teaching people about lemurs, they decided to try and use veterinary medicine to reduce the underlying issue of food insecurity. They supposed that if a reliable protein source could be introduced for the people who needed it, the dependence on meat from wildlife would greatly decrease. So they got to work establishing new flocks of chickens in the most at-risk communities, and also initiated an aggressive vaccination program for Newcastle disease (an infectious illness of poultry that is of particular concern in this area). They worked with over 600 households to ensure appropriate husbandry and vaccination for every flock, and soon found these communities were being transformed by the introduction of a steady protein source. Families with a healthy flock of chickens were far less likely to hunt wild animals like lemurs, and fewer kids went hungry. Thats what we call a win-win situation.
This chicken vaccine program became just one small part of an amazing conservation outreach initiative in Madagascar that puts local people at the center of everything they do. Helping these vulnerable communities of people helps similarly vulnerable wildlife, always. If we go into a country guns-blazing with that fire for conservation in our hearts and a plan to save native animals, we simply cannot ignore the humans who live around them. Doing so is counterintuitive to creating an effective plan because whether we recognize it or not, humans and animals are inextricably linked in many ways. A true conservation success story is one that doesn���t leave needy humans in its wake, and that is why I think this particular story has stuck with me for so long.
(Source 1)
(Source 2- cool video exploring this initiative from some folks involved)
(Source 3)
#we can save the world just maybe not in the way we’d planned#long post#scicomm#conservation#lemurs#wildlife#ecology#animals#vet med#veterinary medicine#One Health
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In happier comment news, I admit I’m very bad at one shots cause I just keep continuing things and it’s just a mess. That being said, I have always thought of Blame It On The Drugs as a stand alone thing even though I clearly set it up as something that could be expanded upon. I don’t really have the time to think more about it, nor do I know where to even begin. But I have too many WIPs to try and finish so I think this is staying a one shot. I mean I bet if I keep rambling to myself here I could come up with something, but I don’t like to force things. My muse usually comes naturally, or I get inspired when I’m talking to people. I really don’t like talking through comments, idk I just don’t like adding to the number of comments like that cause at that point we’re not even truly talking about the fic anymore? And I just think it’s easier to dm but I also live exclusively on tumblr for the most part and not everyone uses it
Update: I know I said I wouldn’t think about it, but I would definitely title the follow up after The Alchemy- It’s Heroin, But This Time With An E. Cause of course I would play with the love is a drug angle, though this time more on the going through withdrawals stage… fuck. I see an opening scene now and… I don’t have time for this! I’m gonna sit on this cause I really don’t wanna. I have au gust prompts to write still, the next chapter of midnights, and I still need to finish the fake dating fic and the next chapter of the sibling verse… and I have an extra scene that I’ll probably write *sigh why am I like this?
#cynful babbles#I like to think I’m easy to talk to but I also have been slacking#I don’t reach out as often as I used to#not because I don’t want to but because I’m too busy#again my own problem cause I decided to start reading books again while still being a fangirl and keep up with life in general#I don’t even hike anymore which makes me sad cause I really do enjoy it#but I do really miss fandom chats too. I just really isolate myself cause I know I’m very opinionated and not everyone can handle me#the opening scene starts in a classroom btdubs#okay I need to go to sleep cause I do actually have to be at a school tomorrow to help my bestie
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