#he’s so horrible ugh love him
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Valentine’s Day Lineup: 2/12
Cuddling (Ranmaru x Reader)
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It was late when he came home that night. A glance to the digital clock on your nightstand placed it at almost two o’clock in the morning. You could hear Ranmaru close the front door to the apartment with a slam, an immediate indication that he was not having a good night. You opted to close your eyes and pretend to be asleep so as not to have to deal with his obviously sour mood.
After several minutes of raucous noise coming from the kitchen, you heard Ranmaru make his way into your shared bedroom, kicking off his shoes and closing himself off in the bathroom. The shower kicked on, and you heaved a heavy sigh.
You were almost asleep when Ranmaru finished with his shower, exiting the bathroom and sliding his way into the bed with little regard as to if he was waking you or not. Still, you pretended to sleep. You could feel his eyes on you, and it made keeping a steady breath incredibly difficult. You were just about to give up the ruse and say something when you felt him shift closer to you, his arm snaking its way around your torso as his chest met with your back. You froze, unable to know what to make of the situation. Your boyfriend, Ranmaru, one of the most vicious and inhospitable people you had ever met, was nuzzling into you. You felt like you had a fractious cat snuggling against you, too afraid to move or risk facing its clawed wrath.
Ranmaru exhaled, sounding almost annoyed despite his gestural language indicating otherwise. “I know you’re awake.”
“Oh,” you mumbled, a little embarrassed at being so blatantly called out for your charade. You opted to venturing into the cause of his bitter mood in hopes of exonerating yourself. “Wanna talk about it?”
Ranmaru didn’t respond, only tightening the hold his arm had over your waist. It was all you needed to understand that he was cutting the conversation there. You knew that when you woke up he would already be gone, likely off to deal with Doubt matters that you were not privy to, so you basked in the rarity of his affection while you could. You relaxed into his arms, feeling the rhythm of his breathing as you finally allowed yourself to drift off to sleep.
#SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING#he���s so horrible ugh love him#I’ve come to terms with the fact that the only ranmaru content I will ever get is the stuff that I write#fine…I’ll do it myself#high&low#high & low#high and low#high&low imagines#fanfiction#high&low fanfic#hilo#ranmaru#ranmaru hayashi#hayashi ranmaru#high&low ranmaru#doubt#high&low doubt#high and low fanfic#imagines#high&low scenarios
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*evaporates into thin air to avoid social interactions*
#Idia is surprisingly fun to draw#twisted wonderland#twst#idia shroud#ignihyde#ディズニー ツイステッドワンダーランド#ツイステッドフンダラーンド#イデア・シュラウド#disney twisted wonderland#fanart#art#noahsart#my art#animatic#I think we need to talk more about Idia’s depression and social anxiety#its so realistic for me#but people keep bullying him for it ugh#Leona too but more so with Idia#really makes me sad when people shame him for something that’s just depression because you know he’s gone through horrible trauma#but whatever 🙄#anyways justice for Idia I love him#(In a normal way I assure you)
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THEY could give me the surgurey i need (inspired alot by evojellys designs for em. GREAT STUFF)
#THE SUCKENING IS S O COOOOL GUYS VIV N VEX ARE SO FUCKING COOL AND FUNNY... CHARLIES FLAVOR OF DERANGED IS JUST#SO PERFECT FOR THIS CAMPAIGN.. I LOVE HOW HE DOES HORROR AND EVIL AND SCARY AND AAUAUUUGHGHGUUHGHG#their teeht arnt spiked like normal vampires but theyre sharp n smooth like a Beak. in my beautiful heart#ALSO UGHGHGH BIG SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 7 BUT#THAT THING WITH THE MAP. WITH THE DEMONS N VAMPS. THEYRE KEEPING TRACK OF THEM.#'so viv. was that one of mine or one of yours?' IS THIS A PET PROJECT OF THEIRS OR SOMETHING. ARE THEY PULLING MORE STRINGS THAN WE THINK#IS ONE TUGGING AT THE DEMONS AND THE OTHER TUGGING AT THE FANGS? PITTING THEM AGAINST EACHOTHER SO THEY KILL EACHOTHER?#AND THEN ITS EASIER TO TAKE THE BODIES FOR THEIR FUNNY CREATIONS?? IT PROLLY WASNT EASY TO GET SUPPLIES B4 EDWARD CAME INTO POWER#BUT OH MY GOD.. POOR EMIZEL.. THE MEMORY OF HIS CREW WAS TAKEN AND THEN HE WATCHES A BUNCHA THEM GET HORRIBLY DISMATNLED N DISTORTED#HE KNOWS HE CARED FOR THEM AT SOMEPOINT N HE KNOWS THE MEMORIES WERE TAKEN BUT HE JUST. CANT. AUAUUGGUAHGUAHGUAHGUHG#THAT SUCKS SO BAD FOR HIMMM EMIZEEEELL EMIZEL CMERE BABY BOY ILL SMOKE U OUT BOY. GET AWAY FROM THOSE EVIL GUYS I AM BETTER N CAN BE TRUSTE#viv n vex are so cool...theyre fuckin CRAAZYY N SCARYYY BUT ALSO. SO FUNNY... I LOVE A PUNNY JACKASS... 'LOOKS LIKE YOUVE BEEN: DISARMED!'#'IVE MADE THAT JOKE 6 TIMES AND ITS STILL FUNNY EVERYTIME' i gotta draw more of their bullshit...#im already doodling up the 'YOU CAN CALL ME MOMMY!!' bit. i gotta draw more o the monstors n the horrors too... especially emizels sire UGH#I LOVE VILLIAINS THAT ARE SO GENUINELY SCARY BUT SO FUNNY... charlie just does evil ppl like no one else idk what it ISSSS#okayokayoka y im normal im. relistening to the ep n im at the edward part. oh my god. i actually love him. he actually makes my skin crawl#IM DONEthats my rambles for tha day. back into my hole i go. also i have comms open. cmere pspspss i need moneyyy heyyyy cmereeeee#check out my main artblog. GO!!!
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pining dumbasses who dont realize the feeling is mutual
#haj thinking fuyuhiko wouldn't want anything to with him#bc hes a talentless “nobody”#fuyuhiko feeling like haj deserves better than a horrible person like him#so its probably just really awkward in the middle#UGH#i love tragic gay people#kuzuhina#art#digital art#bongo art#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#hajime hinata#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#danganronpa 2 goodbye despair#sdr2
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GODDAMN RORONOA ZORO
#he's so fkn hot man#DAMN BOI#with his mossy green hair#and his horrible direction sense#and his swordy swords#and his tsundere charm#ugh i love both him and sanji#one piece#roronoa zoro#skypiea#skypiea arc#monkey d. luffy#vinsmoke sanji#cat burglar nami#nico robin#tony tony chopper#straw hat pirates
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i really do think the systematic execution of the jedi has kinda sorta ruined all future star wars media for in the sense that i am always going to be thinking about the space empath monks who were genocided. there used to be thousands of them and now there's like. 7. functionally an entire culture dead. they can show me all the grogus in the world, im always going to think about how they had to step over the dead babies.
#:v#star wars#order 66#im glad Anakin got redeemed in the end and got to go to space monk heaven but also THEY HAD TO STEP OVER DEAD BABIES#😭😭😭#this fictional space opera for twelve year olds devistates me#reva also kinda changes how I viewed order 66#like it was always a bad horrible thing right but seeing it from the kids perspective.#Anakin was killing babies dude.#ugh Anakin my perfect horrible man#the thing is if obi wan or padme had been there they obviously could have talked him down#but they couldn't have been there#Anakin is the perfect you can't save him until it's too late#like yeah Luke was able to get through to him!#AFTER HE HAD BLOWN UP A PLANET!#they couldn't have saved him! padme and obi-wan I am holding you so so dear you did everything you could#Anakin I'm holding you but it's in a different way. a complicated way#love you as a character. you make me physically ill
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My favorite thing in the untamed is how at their core all of the relationship conflicts are about fighting for the right to care about each other
#lan wangji and wwx. obviously are also struggling with this#90% of lwj s interactions with wwx especially post burial mounds he’s desperately searching for a claim on wwx#something that would give him the right to care if wwx lives or dies#even wwx and jiang yanli! arguably his simplest and most straightforward relationship! is complicated by outsiders looking at them saying no#you don’t have the right to care so deeply for each other. stay in your places. (or face horrible rumors that could ruin your sisters life)#jc and wen qing also obviously both in the tv show are in love with each other#but keep framing it in the language of debt#because they know they have no right to care about each other given their situation#a life debt is solid. it is real it is respected it is tangible within their world and culture. love is nothing it is nebulous and undefined#it’s such a compelling conflict in all of these situations but it really reaches its pinnacle in jiang cheng and wei wuxian#jiang cheng and Wei Wuxians every fight boils down to are we family or not?#do I have the right to care about you? where you go who you marry what happens to you#are we family! or! not!#ugh this show is so good (it isn’t. don’t be fooled) but oh my god this show is so good#the untamed
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First kiss <3
#qeyond sucks#birthdaymassacre#beyond birthday#naomi misora#misora massacre#puts them in my mouth and shakes my head like a dog#GOD I LOVE THEM#played with a line filter and OH MY GOD? love it? hope yall like it too >:3c#okay okay okay but the color gradients!!! i see naomi as a purple and B is red of course#and i really wanted them to both be their own colors and have B's red bleeeeeed into naomi and like slowly take over her purple#UGH god#now why does B even have his eyes open in the last you ask? is it cuz hes just a lil weird guy? well kinda#more so its disbelief that a) someone he admires so much is actually giving him real human affection#and b) well i mean hes reminded every single second of everyday that everyone around him is gonna die so hes making sure shes real and#also not going to fucking die by kissing him or something because for real this guy believes hes just cursed and not human#he gets close to ppl and they die horribly ... cough A cough...#anyway enjoy these as you want either way <3#death note#art#q art
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Everything Steve Grant Rogers knew about love was heartbreak and loss.
First it was Molly from second grade, Susan from his english class in seventh grade followed her, after that it was Michael and Jonathan from his figure drawing class.
Of course not all of them were of romantic love.
When he was told of his fathers death, that broke him a little too, It was more manageable because it happened before he was born.
And then… his mother took her last breath alone in an hospital bed, and that was the worst pain he could endure in his life, or that was he thought at the time anyway.
No.
The worst pain of his life was losing Bucky and keep losing him every damn time, no matter what he did and no matter the circumstances.
First it was losing him in the arms of pretty dames with soft voices and softer lips, then to the war when he was finally drafted.
When he knew of his status as missing, of course he got to him without a second thought of doing stupid things like wasting time for backup or approval.
It was imperative the speed of his rescue mission, Buckys life was on the line and Steve wouldn’t sacrifice him for stupid and unnecessary rules.
Without Bucky there is no Steve Rogers after all, not a sane one anyway.
The train incident made him break completely at last and he couldn’t take it anymore.
They didn’t even let him go looking for Bucky.
How dare they?
At least that way he could’ve gotten a little bit of closure, but no.
The missions were more important of course.
Of course….
When the opportunity of sinking the Valkyrie was presented to him on a silver platter, he just took it without hesitation.
At last, he could be reunited with Bucky and the endless cycle of heartbreak could end.
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Of course that wasn’t what happened, of course that couldn’t be his end.
#i cant write in this freaking app everything gets deleted#i dont have word on the ipad halp#I should be drawing or something but ugh stupid headcanons cant let me live#steve rogers#steve rogers headcanon#captain america headcanon#Peggy didn’t make the cut in this headcanon because my Steve doesn’t classify what he felt for her as love#he thought about his older crushes as love because they were a big part of his life at the time#and big horrible acts of rejection#of course Michael and Jonathan were in a relationship with him at some point#but they did cheat on him or talk shit about him with someone else#they didn’t out him#there is that at least#Steve is so tired#please give him love#also in this headcanon Pietro DOESNT DIE#because I said so#that death was stupid asf#also in this headcanon Steve doesnt end up as old steve#he doesn’t even care sbout shield and does what he wants#hes a little bit unhinged#he lost his Bucky and couldn’t die#what do you want from him#stucky#stucky headcanon#I see Steve as bi with preference on men bc HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO TALK TO THE LADIES
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i have a confession
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um…so…..I feel totally okay about this…yeah…he looks so mediocre 👍
#windshield rambles (^・o・^)#IM A HORRIBLE LIAR#I SCREEECHED AT THIS#SORRY TO LIMITLESS N MITZI WHO HAD TO WITNESS THIS#GOD#OH JY FUCKING GOD HE LOOKS SO GOOD HERE I REWINDED JUST TO WATCH THIS AGAIN#IM SO FUCKING SICK IN MY STOMACH#I WANT HIM I NEED HIM HE NEEDS TO BE MINE RN#I WANNA SAY UNSPEAKABLE THINGS I WANNA DO UNSPEAKAVLE THINGS#IM GOING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO THE WALL RN#HE LOOKS SO FUCKING GOODDDDDDD OH MY GOD HE LOOKS AMAZING I WANT HIM NOW#NO YALL DONT UNDERSTAND HOE DOWN BAD I AM FOR SHIDOU#UGH I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO DRAW HIM WELL I NEED TO DO THIS MAN JUSTICE#I’m not a shidou apologist cuz I think he’s great the way he is#I love my men insane#I wish I could tattoo this into my brain#I want him please#I need him to devour me#sorry
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[CW: Shipcest/Toxic Relationship]
Thinking of Ravenpaw and Dustpaw again, thinking of their feelings and how they treat each other
I think that they'd snuggle often, that they like being affectionate, but that Dustpaw will absolutely NOT do that in front of the clan. Not because it's his brother, but because it's Ravenpaw. Ravenpaw is sheepish and embarrassing and anxious, he can't be seen actually liking that guy. That's embarrassing! If Ravenpaw ever asks about it, like, "are you sure you even like me?", or WHY, Dustpaw would just very casually respond that it's fine for him to behave the way he does. Anyone else would, it's Ravenpaw we're talking about. Maybe if he didn't want cats to be so ashamed of him, he should try acting more like a normal tom. Ravenpaw being perpetually insecure and Dustpaw being perpetually embarrassed about him, both for the ENTIRELY wrong reasons. Ravenpaw sometimes thinks about asking if they can stop being pretend-mates because he feels so bad about how humiliated Dustpaw is to be associated with him, it tears him apart to feel so hated by someone he loves. And Dustpaw just drags him back in by insisting he loves him too, by taking him away so they can spend time together without the awkward tension of trying not to get caught.
And then they go right back to the same painful relationship as before. Dustpaw probably really did think that Ravenpaw was gone or dead or something when he went to live on the farm,,
#warrior cats#warriors#ravenpaw#dustpaw#dustpelt#ravenpaw x dustpelt#ravenpaw x dustpaw#proship#shipcest#warrior cats profic#profic warrior cats#I have drawn them one single time but they very consistently rot my brain#dustpaw caring so much about his reputation that he is just too embarrassed to possibly be associated with ravenpaw#ravenpaw feeling so horrible and ashamed for putting his brother at risk but loving him too much to permanently separate#UGH theyre so stupid iltsm
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me, writing concepts for my danganronpa x genshin au: lalala :)
A real great concept: *strikes me*
Me: holy fuck
#scarposts#This is specifically for Matsuda bc of course it is it's me yall#But in my au he is an orphan in Snezhnaya#Meaning he would be taken into the house of the hearth#Which that concept is great in itself but#His relationship with Arlecchino would be FASCINATING#Because she is the 'Father' of the house mainly due to trauma from#The previous 'Mother' and is stern and distant because she#Knows how horrible a 'mother's' love can be#So bby Matsuda coming in to the house after his mother passed#And having this guardian be a father figure instead is great#But due to the duties of the house she is also very strict on them#Constantly telling them to rein in their emotions because they will die if they don't#Mixed with all of Matsuda's shit he has going on#Ugh great concept#BUT I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN TO THE GOOD PART#Arlecchino has special blood that can be used to burn away memories#And she views this as a form of death#And like?????? Did you READ dr0????? Do I need to spell this one out?????#Plus her backstory with her own childhood bestfriend#I feel like she would be the person to snap him out of whatever the fuck he's doing for Junko#Anyway autism spew over
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I love the scene in naruto shippuden where Kakashi says "I'm really starting to take a liking to you" not because naruto freaks the hell out but because this implies that for the other like 3 and a half years Naruro knew Kakashi and the 16 years Kakshi knew of Naruto Kakshi just did not like Naruto at all.
#Fic where Kakashi is left to take care of Naruto but instead of treating him better than he was I'm og Kakashi just neglects him#He's 14 and he just lost like everything and the loss of the last two things he had left was basically Narutos fault if you think about it#But see Naruto is a little baby and he loves Kakashi so it's just Narutos undying affection and Kakashi doing the bare minimum#He waves colourful things in front of narutos face for a few minutes then just dips for a few weeks#Left a ryo behind but kakashi is an idiot and left all of his money out which is a lot cause he never really buys anything for himself#Or Naruto#So Naruto takes like all of it for food but then gets robbed by assholes on the street bc of course he does#Kakashi then has to kill some people to get his money back. Ugh!#Kakashis not really even angry at things anymore he's just tired and depressed and that makes Naruto feel even worse#At some point when Naruto is ten he pulls like this massive massive prank to get Kakashis attention#And it's the first time kakashi has felt emotions in forever meaning he got super fucking pissed off#But then after realising he emoted he was like “:0” and then he was in a good mood so he hit naruto over the head#Then they ate some ice-cream together#It starts of really really toxic and horrible and ends toxic and co-dependent#But you don't but you don't notice because it's so much of a better situation than we started at#Naruto#naruto shippuden#naruto uzumaki#Kakashi hatake#And yes#Kakashi does in fact get a hug#He just doesn't want it#kakashi sensei#Theyre probably fine by the time Naruto comes back to konoha w/ Jiriya#Moldy-flowers
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(dogsitting) this dog is driving me insane UUUUUUHH
#like. hes fine. but he has crazy horrible separation anxiety . hes currently barking his head off and me and my sister have only been#upstairs for a few min .. plus hes reactive and unpredictable but hes so old hes pretty much staying that way :'/#i love him i grew up with him but ugh. hes pretty bad. and we cant trust him around my cat .#i wish i could have been around him more i probably could have prevented some of his problems :(
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peeling my skin off and tearing my hair out and screaming and crying and vomiting and walking into traffic and
#i’ve had a rough one today#i am alone and unwanted and my ex boyfriend (who is one of my best friends still) is sleeping with one of my friends#i’m not jealous of either of them it’s just that that friend was the first person i ever talked to abt my ex who had never met or been told#abt him prior#and that meant a lot to me#so i felt a little betrayed at first#he told me it’s like a casual short term thing but it still stings#i’m also just jealous of the attention?#i just want to be wanted#i want someone to want me enough to actually do something about it#i’m so drained and depressed and sick to my stomach rn#ugh whatever i can’t do this anymore#shut up michael#my ex also bailed on plans we had tn that were HIS IDEA to fuck her. so i’m feeling rlly loved and valued and appreciated :))))#he apologized and like he’s going thru smth rn and he was very transparent abt that with me#AND YET#THESE HORRIBLE FEELINGS PERSIST#ok i’m actually done now
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