#I WANT HIM I NEED HIM HE NEEDS TO BE MINE RN
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um…so…..I feel totally okay about this…yeah…he looks so mediocre 👍
#windshield rambles (^・o・^)#IM A HORRIBLE LIAR#I SCREEECHED AT THIS#SORRY TO LIMITLESS N MITZI WHO HAD TO WITNESS THIS#GOD#OH JY FUCKING GOD HE LOOKS SO GOOD HERE I REWINDED JUST TO WATCH THIS AGAIN#IM SO FUCKING SICK IN MY STOMACH#I WANT HIM I NEED HIM HE NEEDS TO BE MINE RN#I WANNA SAY UNSPEAKABLE THINGS I WANNA DO UNSPEAKAVLE THINGS#IM GOING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO THE WALL RN#HE LOOKS SO FUCKING GOODDDDDDD OH MY GOD HE LOOKS AMAZING I WANT HIM NOW#NO YALL DONT UNDERSTAND HOE DOWN BAD I AM FOR SHIDOU#UGH I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO DRAW HIM WELL I NEED TO DO THIS MAN JUSTICE#I’m not a shidou apologist cuz I think he’s great the way he is#I love my men insane#I wish I could tattoo this into my brain#I want him please#I need him to devour me#sorry
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please... i am but a mere mortal woman i literally cannot handle this right now
#mine#edits#anakin skywalker#hayden christensen#darth vader#star wars#💜#his neck and jawline are just BEGGING to be kissed oh dear god#why is he sooo 😭💜#god the period cravings for hot old men never stops for me#it's SO hard for me rn you dont understAAAAND-#look at him LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT HIM LOOK-#anakin dilfwalker i will love u till the end of time 😭#if anyone wants to talk and thirst over him my askbox is open#i need to VENT™
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#this is for all u izzy and axl fans#where’s izzy#izzy stradlin#guns n roses#gnr#music#rockstar aesthetic#1980s#idol#gunners#classic rock#gunsnfuckinroses#izzystradlinxreader#izzy gnr#jeffrey dean isbell#i want him to ruin me#emo boy#rhythm guitar#guitarist#god he’s so pretty#put your fingers in my mouth#izzy#stradlin#1980s music#rockstars#80s rockstars#sweet child o mine#80s heavy metal#gnr fashion#i need his fingers inside of me rn
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Hi🤭👋
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGed83E5g/
You see It?! YOU HEAR IT?
He said he likes to be in control
Can you feed us a smut w dom Lando x younger sis of one of the drivers
Dom Lando🫠
i usually save requests in my inbox until i write them but i just had to share this
making me go feral honestly 🫠🫠🫠 what the frick? lando?? phrasing it like that???? oh my godddddd
#i dont usually go for the like hard dom stuff but like#jesus christ if i had a lando..... he could be as dom as he wanted#dom lando x younger sis of someone is also making me go feral#i also would love me some possessive lando idk about yall#'you're mine and only mine' 'you cant even look at him' 'be as loud as you want baby; let them know who you belong to'#aaaa#and okay on the topic of him saying he needs to be control#it would be so hot to like tie him up or use a blindfold on him.....#him not being able to touch you because his hands are tied to the bedframe.. just whining when you've got your hands all over his body#annoyed because 'this isn't how its supposed to be...'#and then when you release him he just needs to show you whos actually in charge#okay sorry i shouldnt be writing this rn 🫠 too tired#just having a lot of lando thoughts#thank you for this ask anon 🫡🫡🫡 the tiktok vid will forever live rent free in my head#asks!#anon!
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mine's done a lot of sexy things in my opinion but top five to me still is asking daigo if he wanted to prioritize The Family or one man Not In The Family
#snap chats#you know what i mean. that rggo story I Think That Was Very Attractive Of Him#i simply understand why daigo was like 'fuck man .............. kinda right with that ................ wanna get married--'#but no cause real shit daigo ily and its very cute that you love kiryu so much#and i get it i do. i live for daigo's idolization of kiryu it makes for delicious drama and many emo spiralings at 1AM#i just really appreciate mine being able to speak up. from his position. yk what i mean#like mine's relatively green to the yakuza atp and this is the first time he's personally going out with his boss but not just His Boss#THE Boss and he still sees value in being like 'idc if you're my superior i need you to really evaluate your values rn for the whole org'#its so sexy of him ........ love a man who can cut the bullshit when he gotta ...#ESPECIALLY in regards to kiryu cause like .... kiryu ily and ily because youre messy ... i just need others to call you messy too ...#its also just so good because it's exactly the type of thing daigo wanted from companions#people who could look at him beyond his name and money and status and tell him what he needs to hear ... its very yummy ...#so yeah thats one of my top five sexy moments thanks for watching im gonna kick my feet and think about mine#he's such an epic character ......... i wish i had blender so i could spin his model for an hour#ill just have to settle for doing that in my brain
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my little emo bf 👩❤️💋👨🎸🎧
guys no i can’t handle this rn
like are u serious how is he even real i don’t even i don’t have the words for this
i think i’m seriously in love with him
when i change my theme to these pics then what like this is so serious to me 😩😩😩😩😩
#guys i cant so this#wtfffff#need him in my mouth rn#i cant do this rn#why is he the most sexy handsome prettiest to ever do it#god i want him so bad#this is not okay#he’s mine fr
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Watching newsreaders is all about immediately feeling for Helen and wanting to continuously punch everyone who mistreats her
#mine#apples watches newsreaders#they’re SO mean and misogynistic#and racist towards Noelle!!!#I get that Dale didn’t want ppl talking about him in that context but why’d he put it on Helen? when she so clearly needs a friend rn
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I am not exaggerating when I say I live with one of the worst cishet men I've ever met in my life and its horrible
Pretty big vent incoming in tags, just a warning. Feel free to scroll past /gen
#sorry i. need to vent#he is genuinely one of the most ignorant; stubborn; and absolutely manchild of a man I've ever seen#I'm not fucking lying when I say he gets pissy and shouts and complains about EVERYTHING#and I don't mean just occasional shouting and getting loud#whenever he's upset. its /loud/. very loud#first time in my 5 years of knowing him I had enough and snapped back at him because he was yelling at me-#-bc I supposedly do absolutely nothing around the house and I take horrible care of myself and dont care about anything#at least in regards to the house#and complains about why I'm deciding not to go to college and that he got a job at 15 while he's literally#in his mid 40's#so.#like.#I told him I'm still 18 and I dont want him to boss around my entire fucking life but he brought up the excuse again of-#-him doing all the shit I SHOULD be doing by his words when he was 15#first of all. like. to get things straight; we are not related at all not even in the slightest#he's my mothers bf; I don't know why he gets so pissy at me about MY life of all things#like Jesus Christ shut up challenge impossible#yeah I had a fun (/s) moment earlier where I went to clean my dish and he started to snap at me about how I-#-walk past the dishes every day while they're piled up and I should do them. meanwhile. they're literally not mine. ever#I get it yeah but. whatever. he kept going onn and on and on and got even more upset with me literally not saying or doing anything to-#-provoke him more#Ig he just doesn't know that!! wow!! I do actually care about my life and future!!!!#and that getting a job is not that easy or the same as it was 30+ fucking years ago!! wow!! who would've guessed!!!!#Like genuinely i am literally trying to get a job rn and shit and have been stressing horribly about it for literal YEARS#but yeah ignore that I guess ok sure buddy#god sorry i.. really hate him. a lot#I dont like to hate on people really; esp if im accustomed to them. but him. he. no <3#I will say I hate him w my full chest#vent#negative post
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beloved em 🫂 i was so worried but i figured u just needed time to urself !! i hope ur doing okay, and if it doesn't feel okay just yet, that's alright too </3
hi beam !!! <3 thanks for being so understanding :( this is actually rlly nice to hear and i’ll keep this in mind cuz it’s possible i will disappear again v soon tbh 😭 but rn i’m doing ok after taking some time off for myself and it was rlly nice :’> hru doing lately? 🥹
#i actually need to still tell you the jiung story and send you some intak fancams i took 🤭#i just haven’t fully caught up on all my notifs yet 😭#actually ig i could tell you a quick version of the story rn :’>#basically me and my friend bought vip for the concert and got to take a group photo with p1h#and by a vvvvvv lucky chance i got to stand beside jiung 🥹🥹#and for one of the picture HE asked me if i wanted to make a heart tgt 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and so he held out his hand in front of us and i connected mine w his iM CRYING#and then i also got to talk to him 🥹#just saying like ‘thank you’#and before that also a quick ‘welcome to canada’#omg bro jiung is actually such a sweetheart i can’t 😭#sosososo sweet#and so tall and handsome 🥹🥹#HES SO 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i miss that day sm and will never get over this BYE#em answers#beam! <3#lovely moots
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#sorry I just#not to complain again but I need to#I hate when I’m enjoying my. 6:30 in the morning and then boom. ship art that I do not want to see#I have all the tags blocked. I have done EVERYTHING in my power to avoid seeing it#and. tis all for naught or something#genuinely like#tag your fucking ship art#literally just put character x character in your tags so that I don’t have to fucking see it#I’m being a big baby but like. I really don’t like seeing it like this one ship drives me up a wall#like genuinely ripping my hair out sends me into a blind rage you make me sick#and it sucks because I love these characters but I’m really starting to dislike one just because of this ship#I’m just. I have to see it all the time and I’m so sick of it#its literally everywhere#that’s my man do you MIND#I love him so much it’s literally suffocating I hate seeing him with anybody else#he’s mine idk what to tell you#I’d rather die than to see him with anybody else ever#okay I’m over it#I’m just. I’m not good rn and this isn’t helping#♡.bullet proof heart
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Look I love my friends dearly and I love listening and supporting, and I will be there for them and I will be the person they can turn to, and I try so hard to be considerate, but I have nothing in me to give right now. Most of my relationships involve me just giving giving giving, and as much as I love doing that (I truly do, being someone my friends can turn to is the most wonderful thing in the world), but I have so few relationships where I receive, and it's especially hard for me right now. Maybe it's cause I'm so busy with my exams and thesis and organising a camp, but at this point I just need someone who will give me a hug and just Be There. Not try telling me what to do, or how to deal with my stress to try "help".
#current closest relationships: my best friend is dating an unbeliever and is already talking of MARRYING HIM (they've been together for like#a month. this is not an exaggeration)#my childhood friend (basically my brother at this point) has just been getting annoyed at me really easily recently so i have to be careful#the dynamic I have with S has always been me giving (which was sth he really needed at first and now thats just the way it has stayed)#my mom (whom usually i go to when I'm struggling) is in England rn and I'm alone in the house with my dad for 2 weeks. It's only been#3 days and it's already HARD#and anyone who I try to tell just want to give me advise. I DON'T WANT ADVISE I KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS I JUST NEED SOME SUPPORT#I may just be spiraling cause I haven't had a hug since mom left. this has happened before#sorry this turned out really long :/ it was supposed to be a short paragraph not a Long Post#mine#I'll be okay in a week I think. I will be done with my exams by then and I'll be on a trip with my friends from all over Poland#I love these friends dearly and do (sometimes) feel like I can rest when with them#relacje
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Self shipping is always the morally correct thing to do
#Listen to my problems#sometimes self shipping includes the slow and painful process of getting killed over amd over by your f/o thats okay youll get him#eventually. orrr herrrrr (motivational speaker voice).#let me think hm theres been three guys ive loved enough to be this crazy over. self shipping is always correct#if youre not self shipping thats okay but if you want to you should you should draw yourself vivisecting him while hes squealin and giggling#you should write about the two of you biting eavh other until you hit bone you should literally kill him with a knife and them cry over the#body and then bring him back to life and do it again just so you can cry over the body again#you have to grip him by the shoulders and spit in his fave and use all the things he trusted you with against him and you have to make him#hate you you have to make him unable to forgive you then you have to make him forgive you then you have to apologise to him#and then. ohh and then you hit him with all that shit again but make sure you quick save before that because he might not forgive you again#you need to make him swallow pennies before getting into the mri machine and you need yo tell him that itll be okay smd you both know hes#going to explode but he does it anyway because he knows youre going to bring him back and he fucking loves it he wants to do it#oh he doesnt just love it hes addicted to it he wants it to happen and youll make it happen for him youll force it to happen even if hes#begging you not to do it again you can make him do anything you want. you can make him hate you if you want. if thats what he likes. you can#do it for him and you can do it for yourself and you can do it even if you both dont want it to happen you can make him get on his knees and#beg and then you can do it anyway and you can make him so angry that he hurts you right back and you can let him end it and after that you#can do it all over again if you really wanted to ... anyway you self ship to scratch an itch i self ship to scratch an itch everybody wants#different things out of the fiction they consume .. we should get more character reacts when you say youre pregnant but kiryu would be like#um. (blushes) wait is it mine ? <- and you can tell him anything and he’d have to believe it#god i need to go to bed ... wish i was playing yakuza rn ......
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Bound to our own realities, ones that not even the Old Gods can bridge the gap on. We yearn for each others' embrace eternally.
#if there is a heaven. you think God can make us meet?#i mean i feel most people and their wants in heaven are. very different from mine#<- i want to experience every media i had before in reality.#like when unde.rta.le happened i really wanted to. feel what it was all in reality.#and this applies to pretty much everything. even the horror games. Hell is fun.#anyway erm i wanna make a pocketkitty dating sim so bad ?#make him like monika.. from d.dl.c......#rn I'm imagining in the f.unger termin.a you're talking to him as his back is to you#staring at a wall. he's pondering.#he talks to you. asks you if you've ever had a loved one that never truly exists.#if you know what it was like to have a distant lover that you wish the warmth from but they're too far for even the Old Gods to find.#and if you have mind reading a gif shows of my ass kicking my feet jumping up and down screaming about darling#Please if someone makes a pocketkitty dating sim 🙏🙏🙏 I'd pay so much.#it'd be neat for their to be a 'lighter' story or a 'darker' story to choose from. the darker story would have you as a child.#if you catch my drift. :)#or yknow maybe not a child but he gets his way. without your permission.#i need him. augh.#ah rambling#pocketkitty
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I know this must be a weird ask, you don't have to respond if you want but how would a poly relationship work with Jean and Harry? Like in general, not really specifics about who is with them or anything just like how a dynamic would work when they are still in the very codependent relationship but then they both fall for the same person. Am I the only one who sees the similarities to Rene and Gaston(?), Like that's how their relationship will end up.
NOT A WEIRD ASK I LOVE WHAT-IFS
since you're specifying the codependency i'm assuming we're talking a pre-martinaise j/h so that's how i'll be answering. i can definitely see where you're coming from about rene and gaston with the whole "constantly bickering rivals who both repressed the fact that they loved the other" thing but i feel like describing j/h as "in love" (the way rene & gaston were described) is a little too generous for a relationship that is based first and foremost off necessity and convenience. however the end of the rene & gaston situation definitely feels like how j/h could have ended if they both lived to that age without killing themselves or each other.
anyway like... i can't see them being able to rope a 3rd person into their bullshit. not without heavy coercion or substance abuse or some complicating 3rd factor because they genuinely are so toxic and fucked up that idk who could possibly want to be in the middle of that. BUT if it did happen, you have to keep in mind that harry is in control in the j/h dynamic. jean can bitch and moan all he wants but at the end of the day, what harry says goes-- he's got tangible authority at work + he's a decade older than jean + that's just the way their personalities collide. so it doesn't actually matter if jean likes this hypothetical 3rd person: if harry wants them involved he's gonna get them involved. and i can't see jean as wanting anyone else involved, so it would almost definitely be harry forcing it with someone he likes and jean doesn't care for.
harry takes up all the oxygen in any given room so it's going to be jean + Hypothetical Third supplicating to harry, essentially, and jean is going to make it known that he is NOT happy about sharing, but he's gonna put up with it anyway because harry threatens to leave him if he doesn't (harry wouldn't actually leave jean, they're too deeply enmeshed, there's too much between them. but he has no problem threatening to.) and neither jean nor harry will ever say they're in a relationship because that would be GAY, but they sure act like it, because if one of them ever gets attention from anyone else, the other one will immediately get jealous and defensive and possibly try to drive that 3rd away. even if they managed to get a 3rd involved who they did both like, i still think they'd be like 80% about each other and maybe a generous 20% towards that 3rd, so the 3rd would have to tolerate that. i guess also calling back to rene & gaston yeah i could definitely see them trying to take the Hypothetical Third for their own, but they'd be doing that to make the other jealous, not because they actually wanted the Third. anything that happens with that Third will always have some element of "is he looking? what is he thinking? what is he feeling?" like in the end it will always come down to the two of them and no one else.
#genuinely i can see harry going off and fucking somebody and the whole time just thinking#'how is jean gonna react when i tell him about this?'#harry straight up lying about hookups/relationships to see how jealous jean gets.#and they'll never admit to it. they'd rather die then admit they have any kind of formal relationship#also with luiga saying jean is possibly schizoid i don't see jean wanting to form a close relationship with someone else#like he just wouldn't be interested in that effort and added social complication#with harry there are no expectations of normalcy so he feels safer there. no pressure to perform a Normal Relationship(tm)#which i think would add to the jealousy.#like. harry is My Guy. i don't care about people but i picked This Guy and he's Mine so fuck off. respect my ownership of my One Guy.#POTENTIAL FOR JEAN AND KIM CONFLICT LATER DOWN THE LINE WITH THAT but we arent talking abt post martinaise rn.#i promise this isnt a weird ask this was really fun to think about#the conclusion is that it would somehow complicate their fucked up Thing even more than it's already complicated#that third person would really just become a tool for jean and harry to attack each other more.#goddd they are so fucked up. they suck so fucking bad. they need to be euthanized#hdb meta#jv meta#kiwipost#jean vicquemare#harry du bois#ask
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LOVE ME THE MOST THE MOST YOU POSSIBLY CAN!!!!!! LOVE ME THE MOST I NEED TO BE THE ONLY THING IN YOUR MIND
#mine#🎸#vibrating at immense speeds rn ajskwkfllflwncf the MOST THE MOST ever#the only thing in your mind i need to be the BEST the most loved augh im not doing anything wrong but its still not ENOUGH#why cant i be satisfied. but at the same time LOVE ME MORE AND MORE AND MORE UNTIL LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE EXISTS#i need to add more fuel to the fire of our love but i dont know what to do exactly... clearly mentioning the issue didnt work#idk i literally want him to kill me or something i need to be consumed by love. ah all of our mutual friends are quickly going to#learn how fucking mentally ill i can get. im not ready for them to but if hes telling them these things then theyre gonna KNOW#love me more more more i thought you used to be scared of how much you loved me. obsess over me again!!!!!!#if im not the one doing anything wrong what is the problem. what is preventing you from loving me the most you possibly can!!!#if its something with me I'll just kill that part of me. ugh he wouldnt want me partaking in unhealthy thoughts like this#so what is there to do? i need to drown in the grain silo of love. there isnt enough to drown in rn though... i cant just#make him love me more. an evil oriented solution would be to make everyone hate him so he just loves me but thats a horrible thing to do#and id feel bad about it forever. so im not gonna do THAT i want him to be happy. but even when hes happy he isnt loving me intensely#i need to be desired i need to be ripped open like a phone book –_–#everyone is learning how insane abt him i am and its kind of embarrassing. well my feelings i guess. it is embarrassing to have feelings#if this whole situation was an asmr youd be listening to it willingly. but its NOT arent you supposed to like me like this#im overthinking this hes probably just depressed which is making it difficult to be insane
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God thank you for giving me the grace to not tell the Christian bridesmaid in my sisters wedding ‘if my girlfriend can’t come to this event ur hubby can’t either’ or something in that vein when she asked if he could come to what is our version of the bachelorette
#IMMEDIATELY NO#GIRL be serious.#my dad is like oooh ur making a mistake that is something you need to run by the bride and groom NO I DO NOT I AM IN CHARGE HERE#I AM ON A POWER TRIP AND I DO ENJOY IT#but I ONOW my sister 1. did not want to be involved in the planning of this at all 2. would not want to be there’d by this issue rn and 3.#DOES NOT LIKE HER MANS#by there’d = bothered whoops#nothing I have heard about that man has ever been positive he is a wet blanket at best and he IS NOT coming on our bridal party party dinner#extravaganza!!! send him to the mall.#a movie theatre. a museum. and ice rink. I do not care simply not anywhere#with us!!#and like I get it I would love to have my gf w me at this stuff#and they will be traveling together#but that is not what he is for and that is not what this night is for! sorry!#mine#personal#can’t wait to dish this to my work besties on Thursday
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