#I WANT HIM I NEED HIM HE NEEDS TO BE MINE RN
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montresor is such a fascinating villain to me I need to study him in a lab. he is deep seated fear, coated in self loathing and insecurity, coated in rage and bravado, and he's a monster and he doesn't know how to be anything else. he was told he was worthless and despicable his whole life and he decided if he would never be good enough he may as well be the devil they told him he was. he needs to pick fights he needs to be hated he hates being ignored he needs to control people but hates being genuinely loved he can't show weakness he is deeply insecure in his masculinity he took his religious trauma and started dressing as a preacher to fleece people at cards and seduce random women he killed a man on instinct to protect a dog he often laughs uncontrollably and I am blowing him up 1 million billion times with my mind
WHAT'S THE BLACKMAIL ANNABEL. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HE TOLD YOU I NEED TO KNOW WHAT SECRET COULD DESTROY HIM
#montresor nevermore#sorry i never thought I'd be the kind of person to make posts like this about characters#but I'm like two weeks deep in the nevermore hyperfixation and growing more insane by the day#had to get the words out#nevermore#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#i hate his fucking guts. can't stop thinking about him#need to see more of his religious trauma. hope he has a really intense sexuality crisis. fuck him up worse and more#AAAUHGRFHTHGFRGSGF#mine#it is 3 am#exploding#REALLY DON'T WANT TO BE THE MONTESORPOSTING PERSON BUT HE'S IN MY BRAIN RN#i hate him i hate him i hate him#posts that are NOT about cask of amontillado sorry people who follow me who don't read nevermore (you've suffered greatly these past weeks)#haha read nevermore tho#anyway why do y'all think he doesn't have a gun in nevermore. you'd think he would have his revolver in his luggage#just keep that with him at all times#but no gun in sight. only lenore gets gun privileges#maybe the deans just don't want anyone to have anything as easy as a loaded gun#too boring for them#sorry this is way too many tags i for real cannot sleep
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please... i am but a mere mortal woman i literally cannot handle this right now
#mine#edits#anakin skywalker#hayden christensen#darth vader#star wars#💜#his neck and jawline are just BEGGING to be kissed oh dear god#why is he sooo 😭💜#god the period cravings for hot old men never stops for me#it's SO hard for me rn you dont understAAAAND-#look at him LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT HIM LOOK-#anakin dilfwalker i will love u till the end of time 😭#if anyone wants to talk and thirst over him my askbox is open#i need to VENT™
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I'm so worried about my cat. The vet said I'm doing everything right and that he just needs his meda adjusted but he is so tired and isn't really eating and I know he is old but I can't help but feel like he could live a few more years if he just never got constipated. But it keeps happening and it keeps stressing him out and none of the meds work long term. And I'm just so tired and sad and he is napping on the opposite end of the room because he wants to be alone and that's gotta be the scariest part. He still purs when I brush him but his heart is not in it and it's killing me
#mine#rant#ramble#plus I'm already in debt from his previous vet bills#like I'd love to just march back over the day after and say HEY I NEED YOU TO FIND ME ANOTHER SOLUTION#but I'm afraid they're jusy gonna say yeah your at home treatment is working good#please give us $200#and then all that will happen is my cat will be more stressed and I'll be more poor#I love him so much you guys#I've only had him less than a year and a half#but he is a lil old man#and i adore him#and he is such a good boy#he is so polite and lovable#and he tells me when he is uncomfortable or in pain#or when he wants attention#except for right now#he stopped telling me how bad he feels#but i can tell he is still exhausted#and he isn't eating#i syringe fed him a little bit#he just declined so fast#he was FINE three days ago#idk if I can handle this rn#if I lose him rn I am gonna be such a wreck#I'm supposed to be job hunting#idk#he is my sweet boy
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Seong Gi-hun in Squid Game [S 1, Ep 1]
#may exist someplace already but i really needed this face to smile at rn 🙃#before he could even conceive what was waiting for him#that this is fr a 48 year old man at this moment in filming is insane to process#in other news revisiting s1 is always a practice in avoiding inconsolable despair#don't want to fathom how much worse it'll get with s3#gi-hun#seong gi-hun#screenshots#squid game#mine
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Hi🤭👋
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGed83E5g/
You see It?! YOU HEAR IT?
He said he likes to be in control
Can you feed us a smut w dom Lando x younger sis of one of the drivers
Dom Lando🫠
i usually save requests in my inbox until i write them but i just had to share this
making me go feral honestly 🫠🫠🫠 what the frick? lando?? phrasing it like that???? oh my godddddd
#i dont usually go for the like hard dom stuff but like#jesus christ if i had a lando..... he could be as dom as he wanted#dom lando x younger sis of someone is also making me go feral#i also would love me some possessive lando idk about yall#'you're mine and only mine' 'you cant even look at him' 'be as loud as you want baby; let them know who you belong to'#aaaa#and okay on the topic of him saying he needs to be control#it would be so hot to like tie him up or use a blindfold on him.....#him not being able to touch you because his hands are tied to the bedframe.. just whining when you've got your hands all over his body#annoyed because 'this isn't how its supposed to be...'#and then when you release him he just needs to show you whos actually in charge#okay sorry i shouldnt be writing this rn 🫠 too tired#just having a lot of lando thoughts#thank you for this ask anon 🫡🫡🫡 the tiktok vid will forever live rent free in my head#asks!#anon!
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IMMA BE HONEST FOR TS




THIS MAN HAD A FUCKING CHOKEHOLD ON ME WHEN I SAW HIM IMMEDIATELY ON THE SCREEN I WOULD BECOME EVERY VILLAIN IN GOTHAM SO HE CAN BEAT MY ASS HE CAN LITERALLY MANHANDLE ME AND I WOULDNT COMPLAIN AT ALL 🏃🙏🙏
#hes so fineeeee#He can manhandle me#IM DYINGG RN#ILL LET HIM BEAT MY ASS FR#novalovessturns#i want him#i died#*screams*#THIS IS FACTS#OH MY GOSHHHH#he needs to be mine rn#whats cooking good lookin#COME HEREEEE
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my little emo bf 👩❤️💋👨🎸🎧
guys no i can’t handle this rn
like are u serious how is he even real i don’t even i don’t have the words for this
i think i’m seriously in love with him
when i change my theme to these pics then what like this is so serious to me 😩😩😩😩😩
#guys i cant so this#wtfffff#need him in my mouth rn#i cant do this rn#why is he the most sexy handsome prettiest to ever do it#god i want him so bad#this is not okay#he’s mine fr
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PLEASE
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#this is for all u izzy and axl fans#where’s izzy#izzy stradlin#guns n roses#gnr#music#rockstar aesthetic#1980s#idol#gunners#classic rock#gunsnfuckinroses#izzystradlinxreader#izzy gnr#jeffrey dean isbell#i want him to ruin me#emo boy#rhythm guitar#guitarist#god he’s so pretty#put your fingers in my mouth#izzy#stradlin#1980s music#rockstars#80s rockstars#sweet child o mine#80s heavy metal#gnr fashion#i need his fingers inside of me rn
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I am not exaggerating when I say I live with one of the worst cishet men I've ever met in my life and its horrible
Pretty big vent incoming in tags, just a warning. Feel free to scroll past /gen
#sorry i. need to vent#he is genuinely one of the most ignorant; stubborn; and absolutely manchild of a man I've ever seen#I'm not fucking lying when I say he gets pissy and shouts and complains about EVERYTHING#and I don't mean just occasional shouting and getting loud#whenever he's upset. its /loud/. very loud#first time in my 5 years of knowing him I had enough and snapped back at him because he was yelling at me-#-bc I supposedly do absolutely nothing around the house and I take horrible care of myself and dont care about anything#at least in regards to the house#and complains about why I'm deciding not to go to college and that he got a job at 15 while he's literally#in his mid 40's#so.#like.#I told him I'm still 18 and I dont want him to boss around my entire fucking life but he brought up the excuse again of-#-him doing all the shit I SHOULD be doing by his words when he was 15#first of all. like. to get things straight; we are not related at all not even in the slightest#he's my mothers bf; I don't know why he gets so pissy at me about MY life of all things#like Jesus Christ shut up challenge impossible#yeah I had a fun (/s) moment earlier where I went to clean my dish and he started to snap at me about how I-#-walk past the dishes every day while they're piled up and I should do them. meanwhile. they're literally not mine. ever#I get it yeah but. whatever. he kept going onn and on and on and got even more upset with me literally not saying or doing anything to-#-provoke him more#Ig he just doesn't know that!! wow!! I do actually care about my life and future!!!!#and that getting a job is not that easy or the same as it was 30+ fucking years ago!! wow!! who would've guessed!!!!#Like genuinely i am literally trying to get a job rn and shit and have been stressing horribly about it for literal YEARS#but yeah ignore that I guess ok sure buddy#god sorry i.. really hate him. a lot#I dont like to hate on people really; esp if im accustomed to them. but him. he. no <3#I will say I hate him w my full chest#vent#negative post
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beloved em 🫂 i was so worried but i figured u just needed time to urself !! i hope ur doing okay, and if it doesn't feel okay just yet, that's alright too </3
hi beam !!! <3 thanks for being so understanding :( this is actually rlly nice to hear and i’ll keep this in mind cuz it’s possible i will disappear again v soon tbh 😭 but rn i’m doing ok after taking some time off for myself and it was rlly nice :’> hru doing lately? 🥹
#i actually need to still tell you the jiung story and send you some intak fancams i took 🤭#i just haven’t fully caught up on all my notifs yet 😭#actually ig i could tell you a quick version of the story rn :’>#basically me and my friend bought vip for the concert and got to take a group photo with p1h#and by a vvvvvv lucky chance i got to stand beside jiung 🥹🥹#and for one of the picture HE asked me if i wanted to make a heart tgt 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and so he held out his hand in front of us and i connected mine w his iM CRYING#and then i also got to talk to him 🥹#just saying like ‘thank you’#and before that also a quick ‘welcome to canada’#omg bro jiung is actually such a sweetheart i can’t 😭#sosososo sweet#and so tall and handsome 🥹🥹#HES SO 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i miss that day sm and will never get over this BYE#em answers#beam! <3#lovely moots
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God thank you for giving me the grace to not tell the Christian bridesmaid in my sisters wedding ‘if my girlfriend can’t come to this event ur hubby can’t either’ or something in that vein when she asked if he could come to what is our version of the bachelorette
#IMMEDIATELY NO#GIRL be serious.#my dad is like oooh ur making a mistake that is something you need to run by the bride and groom NO I DO NOT I AM IN CHARGE HERE#I AM ON A POWER TRIP AND I DO ENJOY IT#but I ONOW my sister 1. did not want to be involved in the planning of this at all 2. would not want to be there’d by this issue rn and 3.#DOES NOT LIKE HER MANS#by there’d = bothered whoops#nothing I have heard about that man has ever been positive he is a wet blanket at best and he IS NOT coming on our bridal party party dinner#extravaganza!!! send him to the mall.#a movie theatre. a museum. and ice rink. I do not care simply not anywhere#with us!!#and like I get it I would love to have my gf w me at this stuff#and they will be traveling together#but that is not what he is for and that is not what this night is for! sorry!#mine#personal#can’t wait to dish this to my work besties on Thursday
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i cant fucking take it anymore seriously i am at my limit (my brother drank all my juice)
#(i basically subsist on fruit juice)#we both live at home (well he is home from college rn) and our parents are on a trip#and i have already gone on twoooo little grocery trips bc i dont need THAT much but i've gotten a couple things#and i guess i shouldve bought more JUICE in anticipation of running out but like. he hasnt gone shopping once#this is like. multiple cartons of different juice. i bought one specifically for him and he STILL drank all mine :|#i dont want to go to the store againnnnn but i need my fruit punch juicy juice or i'll die#literally what am i gonna do tonight without it#r.txt
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An older sibling can play the role of a younger sibling. A younger sibling could next act like someone’s older sibling.
#I’m thinking of two men who have been ‘’like older brothers’ who ‘consider me their little sister’#one of them is the little brother in his real family and the other is an older brother in his family (different families)#i am an older sister in my family#me and the real older brother have talked about the unique humble selfless protective love only an older sibling knows#which we have#and which the younger siblings take so for granted they can’t even realise it’s there#older siblings care so passionately for our younger siblings like a parent for their child life-defining type love#and younger siblings are bratty and flaky af in response#I’m generalising here obvs#but a good example of what I mean is in the last of us the show#where the older brother risks his life travelling across the country to see if his little brother is alive bc he hasn’t been communicating#for a while#and then the little brothers fine and he’s like ya sorry lol my wife didn’t like me doing it#or whatever the banal reason for his ghosting was#anyway so. back to my statement about how this translates into these two dynamics.#the real older brother is indeed acting like an older brother to me. and I in turn am acting like a younger sister.#this man does care about me so much. i mean I care about him too but it’s not really a sentimental passionate feeling. i don’t care like he#cares#i do however come to him to receive that care. what I mean is he feels safe as someone to come to and be vulnerable and#who I trust to take care of me or whatever#and he does so by nature. i asked him if I could come over today for cuddles and he cooks me a nice meal and he just went yeah ok what do u#wanna eat#i also Never answer his texts but he always answers mine lmao#so this is what it’s like on my sisters end. god it’s nice but also yeah it really doesn’t feel as Passionately Grand on the receiving end#as it does on the giving end#the real younger brother however. he had no idea what older brother feelings actually are and could never live up to that promise.#that younger sibling entitlement ran through everything he did#he wanted to dote on me but then would complain if I didn’t live up to his ideal convenience#if I needed him and he didn’t feel like it rn he just couldn’t be fucked to act like what care actually would act like at all#anyone who hasn’t actually been an older sibling could never act like someone’s surrogate older sibling
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so anyway i was reading elantris while waiting for the surprise songs even though i didn’t think id be able to stay up shit got so real i was captivated i had no idea it was 2 in the morning
#tbh i was getting a little bored BUT THEN I WAS SO NOT BORED#raoden made progress with the dor AND CAN USE AONS NOW LETS GOOOOO#HE ESCAPED TO THE CITY AND SARENE KNOWS HIS IDENTITY AND THEY ARE SO HAPPY TOGETHER???? im crying#i really thought she was gonna be so mad at him for not telling her i’m just happy we didn’t have to deal with that#one day i will learn that i can trust brandon no matter what#dilaf is continuing to be suspicious? and roial telrii and eondel are ALL DEAD???#and raoden is back in motherfucking business elantris calls to him but also he has a kingdom that needs him!!!!#excited to finish this tomorrow#and i might not have time tomorrow bc im super busy which means i’ll just kms instead#there’s only 50 pages left i want to know what happenssssss#but i absolutely can’t finish it rn rip#elantris#juli reads the cosmere#mine
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OKAY TADA NEW URL XX
#mine#i'm going to bed rn#big decisions tire me out x#he's everything to me and i need him and i want to be him and i want him and he's everything to me etc
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my dad confuses me on the daily
#so yesterday we got a new car for me since mine broke down (again) and is not worth fixing in his opinion#(i say ‘we’ bc i need a car for work but have literally no money rn so my dad bought it but i will be paying him back just to clarify)#and our budget was very low so we ended up getting a slightly beat up 2005 ford escape for $2000#the girl selling it was asking $2500 but my dad loves negotiating plus it needs a repair in the next couple months#and my dad was telling me used cars are way too expensive right now and even $2000 was too much especially since it needs a repair#but the repair is only gonna cost maybe $300 (very minor imo bc i’ve had a lot of way bigger issues in the past lol) and it’s not urgent#meanwhile my old car literally will not start and it’s going to cost at minimum $800 to fix#and we’re not positive if there’s another issue but more likely than not there is and it would actually be closer to $1500#which is why we’re not keeping it even though i wish i could#and my dad wants to try and sell it for $2000???#like first of all it’s from 1998 and has 220k miles on it and we didn’t even pay $2k for it we paid $1500#and he says it’s worth more bc we’ve put a lot of money into it over the years i’ve had it but like currently it is not functional at all#if someone buys it and is willing to pay $800-1500 to fix it they would also have to pay to tow it to a shop unless they can tow it themself#oh and not to mention there’s a big dent in the side that would cost another $700ish to fix bc of the spot it’s in#like as much as i love that car there is no way anyone is going to want it especially not for $2000 😭#unfortunately i think the best we can hope for is to find someone who will buy it for parts so rip to my baby#lj.txt
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