#he apologized and like he’s going thru smth rn and he was very transparent abt that with me
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peeling my skin off and tearing my hair out and screaming and crying and vomiting and walking into traffic and
#i’ve had a rough one today#i am alone and unwanted and my ex boyfriend (who is one of my best friends still) is sleeping with one of my friends#i’m not jealous of either of them it’s just that that friend was the first person i ever talked to abt my ex who had never met or been told#abt him prior#and that meant a lot to me#so i felt a little betrayed at first#he told me it’s like a casual short term thing but it still stings#i’m also just jealous of the attention?#i just want to be wanted#i want someone to want me enough to actually do something about it#i’m so drained and depressed and sick to my stomach rn#ugh whatever i can’t do this anymore#shut up michael#my ex also bailed on plans we had tn that were HIS IDEA to fuck her. so i’m feeling rlly loved and valued and appreciated :))))#he apologized and like he’s going thru smth rn and he was very transparent abt that with me#AND YET#THESE HORRIBLE FEELINGS PERSIST#ok i’m actually done now
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