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LOOK AT THEM BEING OVERPROTECTIVE OF THEIR DAUGHTER đ
IT'S A KID KAZUKIđ
#buddy daddies#PLEASEđđđ#i just know kazuki would cry if taiga and miri ever actually dates#he might even cry if they go to the same school đđđ#also kazuki telling rei that it's not funny when rei says taiga dies#is just so#đđđ#kazuki you're a hitman too it's not just rei and both of you care for miri the same amount đđđ
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BTS As Girl Dads
Ot7 x Reader
Summary: Headcanons about how the members would each handle being girl dads
Warnings: none
A/N: Thanks to @coffeedepressionsoup for this request! This got me soo in my feels, theyâd all be such great dads(I may have gone a lil self indulgent but who cares lol). Obviously, some/most of these could also apply to any kid, regardless of gender, but for the sake of the Hc, weâre focusing on daughters
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Jin:
Heâs honestly such a girl dad, argue with the wall
I totally see him wholly embracing the title and all the things that are typically considered âgirlyâ, like pink and sparkles and all that
He would indulge every single one of her interests. She likes animals? Theyâre going to the zoo every weekend. She likes music? Heâs signing her up for lessons for whatever instrument sheâs into
I have this mental picture of them sitting on her bed together while heâs reading her bedtime stories, using all these silly voices and wearing one of her princess hats or something bc she insisted he needed for the character and just-đ
Yoongi:
Yoongi would be the softest girl dad ever, like she had him wrapped around her finger from day one. He took one look at her tiny little scrunched up face, that reminded him waay too much of his own expression when heâs annoyed, and he was a goner
I see him just sitting soo patiently while she gives him makeovers, wearing like three different pairs of clip-on earrings at the same time
He would really focus on teaching her to stand up for herself and makes sure she never takes any shit from anyone
He might come off a little stern sometimes, but itâs just because he worries and wants the best for her
Hobi:
Okay, Hobi as a girl dad might be one of my favorite headcanons, bc heâd be soo fucking sweet with them!
The tea party King. Like he shows up dressed in the most ridiculous outfits to make her giggle, and ready to talk imaginary gossip with her and any plushies that are joining themđ€
He would love shopping with/for her, constantly trying to find the coolest outfits or pieces for her, and they would definitely wear matching outfits when she was little(she would be the best dressed toddler ever, lol)
I also see him being quite protective of her at times, being super nervous/worried about her doing things like riding a bike for the first time or on her first days of school
Namjoon:
Omg Namjoon as a girl dad would be soo fucking protective. Like if someone does anything to hurt or upset her, theyâre fucked
I see him loving daddy-daughter days out together, taking her to the park or museums or bookstores, really just wanting to indulge her curiosity and interests
Like Yoongi, he would really work to make sure she knows how to stand up for herself, as well as others
For all of his sternness tho, he would have the biggest soft spot for her, heâs 100% the type to let her have dessert before dinner or something bc she gave him puppy eyes
Jimin:
Omg heâs soo girl dad coded, like itâs not even funny(he literally confirmed that on that ep of âare you sure?â like đ„ș)
He would treat her like a little princess, doting on her at every possible opportunity, buying her toys/clothes/treats, taking her on special outings, etc. If she wants something, he will do whatever he can do give it to her
He would not be able to stand seeing her in any sort of pain. Like even her just having a scraped knee would make him slightly misty-eyed, even tho sheâs not upset/crying about it
I see them having lots of long talks about whateverâs on her mind. He would really strive to be her safe place to ask questions about anything, from school and friends to life and the future
Taehyung:
I see him being an amazing girl dad! He has this amazing, comforting dynamic with the girls that heâs worked with/is friends with, so I can only imagine how supportive he would be with his own daughter
He would be so indulgent in whatever she wanted. Ice cream before bed? Heck yeah, let him grab a spoon too. She wants a new plushie/toy even tho she just got one like yesterday? Well, the new one needs a friend, soo-
But he would still have his more stern/protective moments with her, just moreso in little ways like making sure sheâs always wearing her helmet and elbow/knee pads, brushes her teeth, does her homework, etc
He would play along with all/any of their imaginary games, fully committing to the role(and adding waay too many silly death/fainting scenes bc they make her laugh)
Jungkook:
Junkook would absolutely adore a daughter. Like she would be his little princess and anyone/anything that upsets her will have to answer to him.
On the flip side of that protectiveness tho, he is so unbelievably gentle with her. As an infant, he handled her like she was made of glass, and as she grows up, he would always speak to her in a softer tone than he uses for anyone elseÂ
(Also dodonât think about him singing her to sleep every night as an infant. Getting up with her in the middle of the night and walking her around the house, singing to her softly till she drifts back off to sleep in his arms)
He would love teaching her things and playing games with her(I totally picture him teaching her boxing in tiny and falling over all dramatic when she lands a hit, lol)
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How could Elias have met his darling? I kinda feel like they were long childhood friends, like in elementary perhaps even? A cute scenario that I keep thinking about...
Elias somehow got hurt on the playground, perhaps some boy in school was jealous of him and his looks? Perhaps they made fun of him for looking pretty, mocking him to put makeup on and play with the girls? (I feel like he'd be adored more by girls than boys, simply because he looks quite feminine in not a bad way)
So he is sobbing in the bathroom, standing in front of the mirror and somehow tries to fix his face. (Perhaps poor boy got some mud onto his face?)
And his darling didn't really interact with him before, so she just walks past the bathroom but caught onto the loud and dramatic sniffles and sobs. Perhaps she got curious and went to check up on him (despite it being the boys bathroom, another headcanon I have for his darling that she might be more of a troublemaker back then or a tomboy, so she didn't care if she simply went into the boys bathroom, she would've probably enjoyed the thrill of getting caught by a teacher and getting scolded)
So she literally just walks straight in without a second thought, Elias literally jumping in surprise from overall someone walking in on him crying. (We know our boy is a pretty cryer and he knows it too) But also jumping because it's a girl in the boys bathroom, him literally squealing for a while and his darling just being like: âą â âą
So after his dramatic ass calmed down, his darling fusses over him, simply because that's likely her nature-?? Like she immediately tends to him, reassures him, etc ! Simply giving him princess treatment and giving him her tissues, wiping off any dust and mud off of him with the most gentle care, despite her rough appearance. (I like the idea of polar opposites, a darling that looks more like a boy and a boy that looks more like a pretty girl)
So when Elias tells her about what happened on the playground, I feel like there are two options what is going to happen. (Perhaps even both could work out ngl..)
Like his darling beating the crap out of those bullies, a girl chasing the boys and the boys being scared of her. (I feel like she might be a very talented weirdo.. like she'd be a gifted kid that probably got burnt out very soon, I also see that Elias had the chances of being gifted too, but being trapped inside a box by his parents, so he never got to develop any of that)
Then perhaps his darling told him that he didn't need any friends, because he has her now and she'll be his friend! So then they had a lot of play dates and played together as kids, even if he was boring, she always tried to make him feel includedđđ
When other kids interrupted their playtime, I just feel like his darling would growl at any kid that she got bad vibes off of. Like she'd have such protective instincts for Elias, she just KNEW who was bad for him.
Bodyguard darling đ
Awww this is so adorable!!! Elias is such a princess and the darling is his bodyguardđđ
So first off, I'm so sorry but this was all I could imagine when you mentioned Elias crying in front of a mirror
Other than that I love itttt! Imagine them growing up and Elias still expecting that same dynamic from darling. Darling spending her entire school life protecting Elias like that and eventually getting a bit tired of it but not being able to stop because Elias won't let her and anytime she tries hanging out with someone else he starts crying and causing a scene.
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yandere dc: meeting camgirl! reader <3 pt. 2
Yuppp, this is the part two of my previous post <33 but this time she'll be meeting the rest of the batboys and kon! (reminder she has met some of them even from before!!)
if you get into the 'terry mcginnis' part and is confused on who he is, watch batman beyond bc hes the new batman and its sooo good and hes underrated <3
Anywho here it isss
BIG warning: this may more or less have the same amount of clownery as the last one so prepare my sweets and also my brain is fried so some parts might not make sense but i triedđđ please repost to support me i spent sm timee đ
tim drake aka 'red robin':
Also one of your most biggest and creepiest faithful fans that you've ever had in your stream!
Hes a frequent donor AND victim to your relentless charms just like jason and dick.
Has met you before you decided to even become a cam girl, as you two both go to the same school AND classes too đ„° (he may or may have not gotten bruce to manipulate the principal or some higher up into changing classes...)
he's like a lovesick highschool student who developed a crush, but this time more extreme.
While you on the otherhand, saw a weird looking boy staring at you with the most fullest smile you've ever seen. toothy, cheshire grin, and all-- (he ran away almost IMMEDIATELY when you saw him)
(...you also chased after him when he ran đ he was shooked, but stops once your hand grabs his shoulder and you ask him who he was)
"You >:D i saw you looking at me, who are you >:)"
...my, he never knew you were this bold... you really need to stop being so cute or your further fueling his delusions i swear--
You shake him. "Ow- okay-- my name's Tim--"
You then smile and drag a stunned but intrigued timothy with you.
...Are you perhaps some social butterfly, darling?...
From that moment on, tim's interest in you increases and a friendship between you and him bloomed! Hes so proud of himself for making the first move even though you did it first...
(Again, dont ask how darling lives in bludhaven, but meets tim and jason whose in gotham đ either think of her as having teleportation powers being the reason for the frequent back-and-forths or tim being so obssessed, he moves in bludhaven just to see reader--)
When i said creepy, i said c r e e p y. Even worse than klarion, thaddeus, and even dick who i said before was on another level đŠ
Tim is both sweet, nervous, and shy... or at least, is how he shows himself for you.
he must look decent for you or how else would he make you reciprocate his feelings?
He's capable of changing in a blink of an eye so anybody who isn't his beloved, dont test him, okay? <3
He sits in the back with darling in class. In the back. You heard me.
Normally he'd be in the front to be able to see and listen better, but darling is a slacker so--
He sighs, looking at his rushed and poorly written notes. He doesnt even know what the topic is anymore, and it kinda looks like hieroglyphics--
Meanwhile, you on the otherhand, was cooking instant noodles with the others... with a pot AND a stove... D: (he loves you but damn he wants to cry rlly bad on how screwed you two are--)
As for the part where he finds out about your part-time job as a cam girl, this man was seething.
No honey, not at you, but at your parents-- how could they let their beautiful daughter do this?! Do they even care?!-- oh? What was that, darling?... Your parents were gone? i guess that explains it...
proceeds to feel bad for you, and wishes to look after you. But you being you, you remain so hardheaded. Why cant you let him love you?? why cant you quit that stupid job?! >:( (hes a bit hypocritical on this one since he literally donates thus further fueling you to go on)
Sigh... nevertheless, he realizes a bit that he can't persuade someone like you for now, so he donates in your live like the good friend he is...
Yeah, 'good friend'...
In the darkness of his room, he watches with unblinking eyes the way your body moves on his screen. You look so enticing, the way a bit of pink colors your cheeks, how every moan you give were light and breathy... simply fantastic. He sighs.
"Oh baby... what am i going to do with you?... <3"
Yandere rating: 100% on money, 38% for nuisance, 70% for humor (80% as red robin)
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conner kent aka 'superboy':
Ah yes, another top donor and one of your most perverted watchers out there.
Cocky, rebellious, womanizing... doll, you're just another girl for him to use in order to piss off tim since he loves pushing that man's patience so much.
Has probably met you through him too, as this man follows his best friend that has been, in his eyes, acting a bit too strange lately.
And he now knows why. You.
thinks you're absolutely adorable. the way you act out of impulse to the way you speak so brazenly to him, intrigues the kryptonian so much.
Hm, your going to be so much fun to play with <3
But unfortunately, the boy of steel did not know who he was up against.
"...Doll, what did you just say?--" it was 8 at night and he was in his best attire holding a bouquet of flowers. Not just your average red roses, but a well-thought out blend of daffodils, carnations, and tulips. just for you.
But right now, you're breaking his heart.
"Yeah Kon, i love you but no. i'm not dating you. Sorry."
...you don't have the right to say you love him.
"a-and why can't we date?--" he was so confused, these months spent trying to court you, all wasted.
"erm... im not interested, kon. yeah you're hot and you support me and all, but im gonna be honest with you... you're not my type. and plus..."
he feels his heart break even more when you continue.
"...I'm interested in someone. I've known them for so long Kon, and i would hurt them if i get with you."
...
"...sorry." you run away.
things with kon has never felt the same since. he no longer visits tim just to see you, only him. he ignores you too, not even a single glance being spared. but you swear you could feel cold blue eyes watching your figure sometimes...
...and then that happens. you see a message notification from him. conner.
'im sorry if i made things awkward between us. forgive me, doll? :('
your thumb hovered whether or not to answer. you made your decision.
'kay. wanna play dti? :3'
he's so glad you cant see him right now... crying pure tears of joy, and complete relief that you took the bait.
'okay :)'
just because he got rejected by you once that doesnt mean he's immediately gonna back down <33 and about that boy you like, who was it? can't you tell him and he'll give a quick visit to the very lucky guy...
Yandere rating: 100% on money, 49% for nuisance, 80% for humor (95% as superboy)
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damian wayne aka 'robin':
...knows the guy that you like.
he's genuinely angry at you, but mostly at your taste.
seriously, him? why not him instead...
frequently donates money and is also very dedicated in line.
(to save you trouble, most of the batfam is a big fan to you and are often your biggest donors. they wish to stop you from pursuing such a... scandalous, line of work but cant help but further support you the more they give money and get addicted to the content you make đđ)
discovered you on accident when a certain someone, *cough* tim, *cough* left their computer on without closing the tabs.
you cannot simply imagine the sheer shock that painted his face during that time, seeing someone, you, getting it on with another guy that seems all too familiar.
...and he cant help but get angry. (you'll all understand soon enough why he and kon hates reader's man and possible bf sm đ)
meeting you face to face... thats a whole situation. tim immediately regrets bringing damian to see you because this man already went off on how much of a 'hoe', you are.
you can take a lot of things, but this boy rubs you off wrong.
"seriously, drake? your new friend is a prostitute? you drew the line making friends with that kryptonian clone, but this takes the cak--"
*slap.*
...that hurts. damian's hand slowly makes its way up to his cheek, where the red was starting to spring.
he looks at you like you were mad. you are, thanks to him. "...you... you little---"
he was held back by an angry but calmer kon despite being also insulted, whilst tim holds you comfortably.
"hey don't listen to damian over there, alright? :( he's just a bit--"
"I'm speaking facts here!-- hmpfh!" a hand covers his mouth.
"seriously tim, does he ever shut his mouth?" kon says.
he huffs. "no. and that's why i was considering bringing duct tape earlier, Kon."
...okay, maybe his first impression forever got him labelled as a bitch in your eyes, but damian tries to make it up to you in any way he can since he actually finds you decent after getting to know you. (think of those asian parents that after scolding you till you cry, they give you food but instead money in damian's version)
"...ahem."
no response.
"...AHEM."
you finally look up at him, and a bag was thrown straight at your face. "you stupid ass-- wait a minute." you look inside the bag and it was filled with... money.
you look up at damian, only to see his figure quickly dashing off and hide behind a wall where he would secretly try and take a peek for your reaction. you smile and give a thumbs up.
"...you aren't that bad, but try shutting your mouth most of the time, okay? :3 <3"
...the green in his eyes glinted... and he scoffs. typical damian wayne.
"...sure, prozzy-- HEY STOP CRYING--"
fierce but protective. rude but caring. that is what damian is towards you.
and that is how he'll always be as long as that man is around...
"i'll be with you. and i shall do everything in my power to ensure you do not end up with him!--" too late.
Yandere rating: 100% on money, 25% for nuisance, 78% for humor (89% as robin)
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terry mcginnis aka 'batman beyond':
...is the man that kon, damian, and the others have beef with.
how he's part of the main timeline in this is that all of the events before batman beyond happens earlier. (i also tweaked a few things in canon here so dont mind me)
terry's dad died before the entire 'Powers' situation, leading to Terry living with his mom earlier.
...terry also suffers from something.
at a young age, terry cannot feel any sort of emotions. remorse, empathy, such things were removed from him. he could only feel empty, comparable to having a large gaping hole inside his chest instead of a beating heart.
the boy ponders why he was cursed with such a thing, and why he could only feel pity and sadness. just a little.
...he thought he was unsavable. until--
his eyes lands on you, the girl who was playing on the playground's swing. (note: darling used to live in gotham as a kid)
...he gulps. pretty...
"you there, what's your name?" you asked. always the first one to make a move...
...and you sound nice.
"hm? well? :3"
...he decided to speak. "...terry. i'm terry... you?..."
you smile. "they call me (name), pretty right?" he could only nod. yes, it was very pretty...
i think everybody could guess how things go from then on.
he meets you, grows up with you, falls in love with you, and in the end lives happily with you... if only it weren't for his tendency to maim just about anyone who gets near you.
he's a dog, honey. but he's your rabid, vicious dog.
by the time he grows up, he's learned how to hide what he truly is from you, and the terry that we all come to know and love is now here.
charming, witty, humorous... terry mcginnis is nothing but an amorous boy for you... and you love it. (u match his freak sm)
in his eyes, you two are together <3 and its not even a lie you two are but you're too much in denial since you firmly believe he deserves better :( (tho thoughts like that dissapear when he and you yk ;))
absolutely hates it when you spend time with anyone, especially with his adopted siblings. dick, jason, tim, and damian? fuck no. (if you read the batman beyond comics, those two despise each other--)
...so expect those two to be at each other's necks.
and about the cam girl part, yup, this man knows. and like tim, he tries to persuade you to stop. you're a complicated person, he knows. either for money or fun, you do crazy shit like this every time... but this one's really serious.
"...look at me." you obey, eyes staring back at ocean blue ones. terry's eyes were always so pretty...
"...hehe, pretty eyed as ever, mcginnis..." and he can't help but smile slightly at your words.
"..." damn you, really. his soft spot for you is huge, and 99% of the time, you get off the hook easily.
in the end, he might have allowed you to do this... 'artist' stuff, but on one condition:
he gets to f*ck you on some parts.
you blink, cheeks starting to redden. "...what--" and just like that, your fate is sealed <3
...currently, you were on Live. the rest of your boy toys watched with envious yet very heated gazes as your pussy was getting demolished by his dick. the close up shots were so unnecessary, the way he roughly pummels into you was so--
'$10000 from GR4YS0N_68'
'GR4YS0N_68: ugh yea terry ruin that little bitches cunt'
terry grins, feeling you getting closer. the position you and him were in was perfect, babe... perfect for a pic.
his strong hand gently but firmly grabs your jaw, making you face the camera.
he whispers to you so closely."smile for the camera, sweetie."
you oblige, a broken smile on your lips. the stream abruptly ends.
no need for the public to know what you both are doing in private anymore...
Yandere rating: 100% on money, 0.0001% for nuisance, 90% for humor (100% as batman beyond)
(finally its finished đ€ i have so many unfinished works huhu....)
(update: ill also try editing this too <3)
#yandere batman#yandere dc#yandere terry mcginnis#yandere tim drake#yandere conner kent#yandere damian wayne#yandere batfam#yandere teen titans#yandere young justice#yandere dc x reader
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Oh hello, I just wanted to tell you that what you wrote is amazing! I read it over and over and couldn't stop reading. You are soooo amazing! *((Ugly cryingđâ€ïž))*
And umm.. I would like to share about the imagination in my head about Dark Harry Potter. He joins the Lord Voldemort and betrayed all his friends. When the war ended, the Lord's side Voldemort wins. Everything is in chaos but Harry ignores it all because he only cares about the reader, his old girlfriend. (Harry still loves the reader even though the reader hates Harry.) He might have requested that the Lord Voldemort gave the reader as a reward to him after the war. Something like that, and ummm, a drama that is both bitter and sad and angry at the same time full of longing for each other? A rough and sad lovemaking? đ„ș
hi! thank you so much for requesting! i hope you enjoy!
pairing: dark!harry james potter x fem!reader AU (18+)
summary: harry's all-consuming anger successfully tempts him to join voldemort in the war, sending you, his girlfriend, away in an attempt to keep you safe. years later he asks for your return, and is met with bitterness and rage as you struggle to navigate your feelings for each other in a post-war world.
c/w: smut!!! angst!! slow burn! mentions/threats of weapons, violence, abuse, and death/murder. smut is all the way at the end (grinding, oral, penetration, submissive!harry & dominant!reader) lightly edited, not book/movie/canon accurate
word count: 12.6k
a/n: this is giving me manacled x star wars and i love it lol, so so so much fun to write. i tried to make the reader more angst-y and dominant than normal, so if you like this please let me know! sorry if the plot doesn't make much sense. i also started school this week so please be patient with me! going to try and start posting shorter blurbs/headcanons between requests <3
harry was standing at a window in the lord's manor, watching the street below him as people sulked aimlessly by. it was a typical, gloomy day, the clouds gathering heavily above. it had been raining for weeks, maybe even months at this point, and it was beginning to cast a permanent gray shadow across the city. not even the weather could escape the tragedies of the war.
though harry chose to not dwell on the war, he felt its lingering effects. even from his lofty spot in the comfort of the lord's castle, which he barely left anymore. its walls had become harry's second skin. so long as he had everything delivered to him whenever he desired, it was disgusting to him to even think of stepping outside.
yet still, harry could see the abandoned and damaged shops just outside the lord's gates lining the courtyard along the cobblestone streets. the burnt remains of what once was. the sunken-in faces of the remaining people in the city. the lack of light, the lack of life, the lack of magic.
there's a part of harry, a weak cry from deep inside his repressed past, that feels bad. he was once a young wizard with bright eyes walking the streets of these same shops. he once enjoyed the sounds of shared happiness, and found solace in the fact that despite his lack of, there would always be joy in the world around him.
however, as harry grew older, and the circumstances around him shifted, he found himself getting angrier more often. not just on a weekly basis over small interactions or mistakes, but all the time, from the moment he was awoken by his nightmares to the moment he fell back into them. harry simply had no room inside of him left for anything else. it was just anger. pure, unbridled anger that only caused annoyance at first, then small outbursts of irritation after a while, and, eventually, he couldn't look at anyone or anything without wanting to physically destroy it for no reason other than he was just angry.
harry was angry at the world for having magic in it in the first place. he hated the divide it caused between muggles and non-muggles, pure bloods and half bloods. he was angry that divide is what took his parents from him before he could even properly know them. he was angry he had to grow up in abuse and neglect under the guise of 'safety'. he was angry he never received an apology, an admittance of guilt, not even a hint of closure for the past that was still controlling his present.
the boy who used to risk his life to save hogwarts and the students inside of it would eventually be the same one to let them fall.
when voldemort came back, and harry's anger was at its worst, he knew there was a connection. he didn't know about horcruxes yet and he certainly didn't know he was one. and yet he knew, somewhere deep inside him again, that it wasn't a coincidence. there was a reason his anger was consuming him, and the reason was voldemort.
after cedric's death, harry had begun to spiral. the nightmares were worse than before, he felt deathly paranoid constantly, and couldn't escape the intruding memories of the graveyard. though harry had managed well enough afterwards, still suppressing his rage, he couldn't hide the change in his personality from those closest to him. ron and hermione were the first to bring it up, but, of course, harry had snapped and told them to mind the business that pays them. despite his resistance, they tried until the very end to help their best friend see through his anger, to remember what was right and wrong.
however, once sirius was dead, it was all over.
harry had simply lost any hope that was left within him. watching sirius fall through the veil, his eyes lifeless and cold, was like watching harry himself die. he didn't think he could get any lower, and then he watched the only family he had left be cursed just within his reach.
harry was never the same after that. when he sat in bed late at night staring at the marauders map in his lap, he thought about how much he hated this life that's been made for him. the boy who lived, the scape goat, the hero, our only hope. it was crushing. harry was just a boy. he wanted to live a normal life.
but he knew he never could. not after tom riddle, not after cedric, not after sirius. even if everything went away tomorrow and harry could just attend his classes and be with his friends, nothing would change. he would still be alone, he would still be angry, and he would still suffer from his traumas. what was the point in fighting for good or living to see the end when you would always end up alone?
except, harry wasn't alone, really. he had you.
if there was one thing in this lifetime, one thing throughout this entire war that could have saved harry, it was you.
you and harry had been classmates for a year or so before really getting to know each other, and started dating not long after. when you were around, harry knew there was something worth fighting for. though he may feel angry and everything and everyone and everything everyone said, harry could never truly be mad with you. it's like when you looked at him the anger was muted, numb, deep inside him, and as soon as someone would interrupt it was bubbling at the surface again.
you were worried about harry, of course, and saw the effects his anger had on his relationships with everyone else around him. besides you.
he remembers you clearly, still to this day, and just how upset you were anytime he lashed out. if he'd felt anything other than anger at that time, it would've been guilt. guilt for hurting you, for scaring you. guilt, but not guilty enough to stop.
the anger was stronger.
even when you asked him, begged him, please, harry, please stop letting your anger win, and even when he promised, swore on his own grave, that he would try harder to stop for you, he never did.
harry was beyond angry. he was spiteful. all he had ever been was kind, a pushover who gave everyone the respect he was never graced with. he's saved strangers who wouldn't spit on him if he was on fire. he's lost his family in their sacrifice for the greater good that now rested upon harry's 16 year old shoulders.
he was beginning to think the fight wasn't worth it.
not only did the fight for good no longer seem worthy to harry, the fight against it only seemed to become more enticing. why should harry continue to risk his life and sanity when there would always be fights of blood purity? why should he be the hero everyone else has always wanted him to be?
for a long time, the answer was you. you were reason enough for harry to keep fighting, to keep his anger under control. when he looked at you things made sense for just a moment, his suffering was worth it to see you alive and well. until it wasn't.
everyone has a breaking point, and harry felt like he had finally reached his. as the war had geared up to a point of no return, harry had to make a decision. he had always assumed his decision was already made for him since birth, but he soon realized he never actually had to follow this path set for him in the first place. he was free to do as he pleased. he wasn't dumbledore, he wasn't his parents, he wasn't even the hero everyone thought he was. he was angry. he was spiteful.
worse than that, harry was vengeful.
so, when he met voldemort in the woods during the battle of hogwarts to accept his death, harry instead offered him a proposal the dark lord simply couldn't refuse. harry potter, his living horcrux, would become his successor upon his death. harry would fight with and for voldemort, training to become the most powerful dark wizard in history, and to finally let tom riddle rest well knowing the world was in just as dark, evil hands as his own.
though voldemort was skeptical at first, naturally, as harry expected him to be, he could eventually see the darkness within harry nearly consuming him whole. he was as serious as death itself. he no longer had the desire within him to continue fighting for, what he saw as, a lost cause. voldemort was rather pleased with this news, though never expected harry to come around like he did. he hadn't even considered it, really. but who was he to deny his own successor?
upon harry's return to hogwarts with voldemort and his death eaters in tow, every single person who watched was stunned into silence. even mcgonagall, who had been instructing and encouraging the students all night in their fight, had become speechless and teary eyed at the sight. ron had to catch hermione, who nearly fell to the floor.
but nobody was as upset as you were.
you had already been sobbing watching harry walk off into the woods towards his own death thinking you would never see him alive again. only to watch him emerge from the same treeline with the enemy by his side. it's like you got kicked in the gut. you would've almost rather never seen harry again.
"harry!" you had screamed in a broken voice as he crossed the bridge, voldemort's snake slithering at his feet. you were running to him, breaking through the multiple arms that tried to hold you back.
voldemort tried to raise his wand to you, but harry had stopped him, telling him to let him handle it. he was suspicious at first, still not fully trusting harry's intentions just yet, but was reassured by the sinister look in his eyes.
harry looked at you. he remembers feeling a twinge of that same guilt from before, the tiniest spark of hope deep within his rage. he really did love you, at least at some point he did. you would've made all of this worth it, you would've been the reason to keep going. but not even you were reason enough anymore. for so long he had been ready to take his revenge on the world that failed him.
"harry, what are you doing?" you had asked him, voice shaking. you were almost whispering, your eyes nervously glancing towards voldemort every other second in fear for your safety. harry grabbed your hands but you pulled them back, a look of disgust coming across your face.
"come with me." harry had told you. your look of disgusted transformed into shock, anger, confusion, and guilt. there were mumblings coming from the crowd of students behind you. "what?" you had asked, nearly breathless at this point, your eyes searching him for answers.
"come with me, [y/n]. i want you by my side as i become the most powerful dark lord in the world." harry explained, taking steps towards you with an excited grin on his face, his eyes still dark with corruption. you were still in shock when he grabbed for your hands. he kissed your knuckles softly with a quiet, "i love you,"
he had meant it, but not like he used to.
it took a few moments of silence and some tense eye contact before you pulled your hands away, letting the tears fall again as you attempted to gather your words. "you can't do this, harry. i will never join the dark lord. you know this isn't right, why are you doing this? why? why?" you're practically begging for an answer as harry looked away, an irritated expression on his face, clenching his jaw together. your hands reached for his shirt and jacket, trying to shake some sense into him as you grasped them tightly and pulled him closer.
"don't you love me?" you had asked him in the most heartbreaking, soul crushing voice. your words were weak, but your sentiment was palpable. you were bloody, dirty, covered in scars from fighting, holding harry close to you as you begged him with wide eyes. not too much earlier in the year he would've folded immediately looking at you, so innocent and desperate, his last bit of hope in the world.
but it was already far too late.
"take her to azkaban," harry had announced, angling his head back to the deatheaters behind him, keeping his eyes locked with yours. your grip on his clothes loosened and shocked gasps came from the crowd. harry looked at voldemort, who was a bit puzzled by the situation, but backed up harry's real nonetheless. "you heard the boy," he snapped towards the men behind him.
the deatheaters walked towards you as you stepped away from harry. "no, no, no, stop!" you were screaming, trying to back away from them, but they had grabbed your arms aggressively and began dragging you towards the bridge. "[y/n]!" a few students had shouted, running towards you before their attempts were blocked by a wave of voldemort's wand. the students fell to the ground, watching helplessly as you continued to fight your way out of the deatheaters' grasps. harry stood still, emotionless, completely stoic as he heard your desperate wails and calls for his name disappear into the woods behind him.
the rest of that night or day or whatever it was has since been completely blocked out of harry's mind, forever. his rage had reached a level he didn't know was possible. all he could recall anymore is the blood, the screaming, the running, and the light of his wand in his hand. many students and professors died during that battle at his hand, along with voldemort's and the deatheaters'. the castle was then burned to the ground, signifying the end of the battle. hogwarts had never stood a chance.
and, now, harry stands in the dark lord's manor, staring at the abandoned buildings lining his street, and he's thinking of you.
he often wondered how life would have been if you had joined him that day. though his years since have been packed with death, fights, destruction, and chaos, there were moments alone or in peril where you crossed his mind like a gentle breeze. a simpler part of his past, a light in his darkness. your soft, kind eyes, wide with shock as you back away from him, fixated on the deatheaters coming to collect you. your sweet, melodic voice screaming and breaking as you were dragged away, fighting for your freedom. harry could remember the moment perfectly despite everything else in his life being a blur.
he wonders how you would have filled the role as his partner in crime after choosing him. two dark lords unstoppable against the forces of the wizarding world, fighting 'good' and spreading evil just as he had been this whole time. would you have succumbed easily to the temptation? would you be as dark as harry was? could you maybe even be darker?
but harry knew it was a fruitless endeavor from the beginning. he had wanted to ask you anyways, to at least give you a chance to make the decision to be with him, even if he already knew what your response would be. harry was a bit let down at first, hoping maybe there was enough love between you to push morals aside, but he knew he would never be that lucky. part of why he fell in love with you way before his anger began was your commitment and dedication to what you believed was right. that same trait would be the driving force behind his decision to lock you away.
harry knew you. and he knew you wouldn't stop fighting until your body gave out, and maybe even after that. he may have lost you by sending you to azkaban for the foreseeable future of the war, but he'd rather know you were safe somewhere solitary than spend his years wondering where your dead body had been rotting into the dirt all this time. though azkaban was desolate, dark, isolated, and torturous, it allowed harry to sleep at night thinking of your still-beating heart resting safely behind those impenetrable walls.
lately his nights had become more restless, though, as the thought of you still residing in azkaban began to sit with him. he didn't feel guilt, really, he knew it was what was ultimately best for you. but he did miss you.
after the war had died down and voldemort took his place as the rightful dark lord of the world, harry's anger began to subside for the first time in years. rather than rage fueling his insatiable desire to destroy, he felt incredibly numb and disengaged with everything around him. the desolate streets and grim sky and abandoned city outside the windows began to fit his mental state more and more. for the first time since he was a teenager, harry could see past the anger.
and all he wanted was you.
so, harry had reached out to the dark lord, who spent most of his time at his new ministry castle across the country from the old manor he let harry watch over. they communicated every so often, checking in on business and social matters, but otherwise never had to meet in person.Â
harry sent him a letter asking for your release and direct delivery to his household, barring from reason. he felt after the war he had lead with and for voldemort, he owed harry a singular favor all these years later.
it only took 2 days for a confirmation letter to be sent back to harry, signed by voldemort himself, dating your arrival for the next day.
harry had his house elf, jinx, make up your room, asking her to be sure it was comfortable and clean before your delivery tomorrow afternoon, and to also provide plenty of options for dinner.
harry spent all night thinking about you, wondering what you'd look like after all this time. how similar or different you would be from what he remembers. how you'd react to seeing him. he knew you well enough to know you wouldn't react well, likely needing an extended period of alone time to adjust being here before he'd ever get a civil moment with you. but he was up for the challenge, otherwise he'd never ask for your return in the first place. he was releasing his anger, and instead building his patience, if not just to hold you one more time.
there was a delicious smell filling the mansion as the clock drew nearer to your arrival. harry was dressed better than he had been in years, and had jinx make the usually desolate looking building feel warm and inviting. fireplaces roaring, warm lamps flooding the hallways, and the grand dining table set to perfection for 2 particular guests.
harry didn't want to make it too obvious, but it was hard for him to hide how excited he was to see you again. even if you were different, even if you hated him, all he wanted was to see you in person, his eyes locking with yours for the first time since the day you were dragged away at his command.
once the hour was upon him, harry could hear footsteps and voices on the second floor. his heart leaped, setting down his glass of wine before heading for the stairs.
"let go of me, let go of me," a strained voice was crying down the hall, the sounds of a struggle coming from harry's left. he saw two house elves, rather squat and bulky, holding onto the arms of a frail body covered in a simple striped prison dress.
one elf turned to harry and gave him a devilish grin, "ah, there's the man himself!" he growled, his partner turning as well. "sorry we were late, mr. potter, someone here wasn't too keen on leaving azkaban, for some reason," he apologizes, pulling at the arm he's holding.
you slowly turn your head and stop struggling, your eyes wide with fear and mouth dropped open. "harry?" you whispered to yourself, your knees nearly giving out beneath you before the elves aggressively pulled you back up.
the first elf groans, rolling his eyes at you. "where can we put her, huh?" he asks, his tone impatient. harry pulls a few gold coins out of his pocket and hands them over to both of the elves. "right here is just fine. thank you, boys," he tells them.
the elves happily accept the tips and drop you to the ground, quickly disappearing in a flash.
you're left heavily breathing on the floor of the hall, sniffling and groaning in pain before diverting your attention to harry. your eyes were still wide, your eyebrows creased in confusion as you tried to move yourself further away from him on your hands and knees.
harry gave you your space, but watched intently as you nervously increased the distance between both of you. your hair was long, tangled, greasy, and falling around you like a curtain. you were smaller than he remembered, your eyes sunken in and cheeks more hollowed than before. you were pale, and visibly dirty. the soles of your feet were nearly black.
harry felt a pain in his stomach, his blood pressure rising imagining how you lived inside the walls of the prison. he couldn't identify the feeling. it was different from anger, but it wasn't far off.
as you continued to back up, your eyes shifted to a widow on your right. you slowly gained the energy to lift yourself and reach for the window, throwing it open before attempting to stick your hand out.
your hand hit the open window like you had never moved the glass barrier. you continued trying to stick your hand and head out, hitting at the invisible barrier with all your strength, making frustrated sounds.
"there's a spell on the house, love. you can't leave, just for now, until we can work things out," harry tried to explain gently as you continued trying to escape. he took a step towards you and you stepped away, leaning on the wall for support as you began to cry harder.
"get away from me, get away, what the fuck, what the fuck is happening," you tried to shout at him, your faced turned away and other arm putting distance between you and harry. you were gasping for air, your voice stressed and broken, shaking your head as you tried to continue backing up into the wall.
harry still attempted to give you your space. he hated to see you like this. you were so defensive and scared of everything going on around you. he wanted to give you time to calm down, but felt you needed to know what was going on.
"[y/n]," harry said, causing your head to snap towards him with curious eyes. your arm lowered slightly, your knees still weak beneath you. "listen to me, okay? just for a second," harry tried to ask kindly. he hadn't realized just how long it had been since he talked to someone this gently.
you continued to stand defensively, your eyes scanning harry up and down nervously as your breathing slowly started to still.
harry sighed, taking a moment to collect his thoughts before turning his attention to you again. "i know this is a lot, and i know it's confusing," he starts, his voice unexpectedly shaky. "but i asked voldemort, and i had you released from azkaban. i figured you may like a warm place to stay, so i had you brought here,"
you still looked confused for a moment before you narrowed your eyes, your arm coming up once again to defend yourself. "what are you talking about? where are we?" you asked harry suspiciously, still scanning him from head to toe.
"my manor. well, the lord's manor, but, essentially mine," harry says a bit awkwardly. you gave him a look of disgust, leaning further into the wall for support. "why would i want to be here? with you?" you practically spat at him with hatred in your eyes. harry was unaffected.
"i know you don't. but there's nowhere else to go. i promise." harry tells you solemnly. your eyes widen a bit again, a flash of fear coming across your face, but the anger quickly returns.
"i'd rather live in rubble than prop my feet up in the dark lord's manor," you say sharply, taking a step towards him in attempt to intimidate him. though you weren't much shorter than harry, you were weak, and tired, and he wasn't necessarily afraid of your threats.
he took a step back anyways, giving you more space. "look," he says, his eyes turning to the floor before he can steady his breathing and reply. "it's just for now. if you really don't want to stay, i won't make you." he says softly before returning his eyes to yours. they're not as bright as he remembers them in his dreams about you.
"but," he says, causing your jaw to clench. "you will stay until you're well again. and it's not up for debate." harry tells you firmly, his tone not as gentle as before.
you swallow harshly, your stomach growling audibly as the smell of the food downstairs begins to settle into your senses.
harry notices this and smirks to himself before quickly returning to a neutral state. "now," he announces, straightening out his blazer. "until the food is ready, there's a room made up for you just down this hall and to your left. it has a bathroom, and clothes. take all the time you need." he says before promptly turning on his heels and heading downstairs, his heart still racing from his encounter with you.
sitting in the living room watching the fireplace in front of him, harry eventually hears the door of your new bedroom click open and swiftly close. not long after he can hear the plumbing rumble as you take your first shower. he smiles at the fact that you're finally in his life once more, even if the circumstances were completely unusual.
harry's nearly concerned and wanting to send jinx to check on you after 2 hours of running water before it stops, the sound of the bathroom fan taking its place. harry's relieved.
"jinx, could tell our guest the foods ready," harry tells the elf as she brings the last tray from the kitchen to the dining room. she nods to herself, shuffling up the stairs sluggishly.
harry's pouring another glass of wine in the kitchen and decides to pour you one as well. on his way into the dining room, he sees you standing in the entryway. you're dressed in a large jumper, oversized pajamas bottoms, and your hair is still rather wet plopped into a bun on top of your head. your skin is rubbed raw, your cheeks still flushed pink as you analyze the table full of food in front of you.
harry smiles at your shocked gaze, your stomach growling again as he tries to hand you your glass of wine. you turn your nose at him, taking a step back. he smiles curtly and heads to his seat, setting your glass with his.
"figured you might be hungry," harry says as he sits down, his plate made for him already. he looks at you, arms still crossed, nose turned away, but eyes peeking at the endless food at your disposal. he can tell you're trying to keep your guard up, but your stomach hasn't stopped rumbling since you came downstairs.
he gestures to your chair just across from him, a plate made for you as well. you look at him, your eyes curious but expression still tight. you carefully take a step closer to the table, but you're still weary.
harry gives you a sympathetic smile. "after tonight you can have any meal you want in your solitude. i just thought i'd be nice and host my guest for the first night," he tells you, catching your gaze.
your curious look quickly turns to one of anger. "i'm not your guest. i'm practically a prisoner again." you hiss, your eyes boring into his with contempt. harry can sense the rage building inside of you. he's familiar with the feeling.
though you were different in so many ways, your dull eyes and lifeless voice, you were also similar in your determined attitude. you had always been the type to stand up and take charge, which harry completely admired and was impressed by. he found your beauty to be most potent in your strong will and cunning mind.
he admired you for just a moment, looking down at him with enough hatred to send shivers over his body. you looked so young, your skin supple and smooth under the light of the candles and fireplace, your hair falling loosely to frame your furrowed brow. you were just as pretty as he remembered, even if your expression always contained a hint of sadness and fear around him.
harry simply smiles softly, sitting back in his chair. "i prefer guest," he says teasingly. you suddenly snap at him, grabbing for his steak knife and pushing your arm to his neck against the back of the chair, holding the point of the knife to the side of his neck.
if looks could kill, the knife would've been unnecessary. your eyes were nearly black as you shakily push against harry's throat. "let me out of here now or i swear, harry," your voice cracks saying his name. "i swear i'll fucking kill you," you spit, leaning further into your grasp him on, your jaw clenched tightly.
harry, to your surprise, just chuckles to himself, not even struggling to breathe as he looks up at you deviously. your eyes widen just before you feel your arms start to move for you, as well as your legs. your neck is strained as well, an invisible force pushing you away from harry as the knife drops from your hand.
you're suddenly released from the mysterious grasp, and you choke out a breath, looking back at harry. he's smirking, but trying not to let you see as his pointed hand lowers from you. he fixes his shirt and chair, gesturing again to your seat across from him. "as thrilling as that was, love, not yet. i'd like you to stay here for at least a month before i consider placing you elsewhere." harry states, picking his knife back up to place on the table.
you stare at harry incredulously. "a month?" you ask, your face turning red again. you take another step towards him but you falter in fear of him using the same force as before to stop you. you stumble as your mind races to gather your thoughts. "howâŠyouâŠi'm not staying here for a month! this is insanity! how could you send me away like that and just bring me back like it was nothing? a shower and a plate of food and suddenly those 5 years in azkaban never happened?"
you're now shouting at harry with a broken voice, your emotions on high as the tears threaten to fall again. harry watches you, just watches, and simply gestures to your chair again. "just join me," he insists.
you go to yell again, but harry sternly interrupts. "we can discuss this another time. please. sit down." he commands from you.
your mask drops for a moment, a look of fear crossing your face before diverting your eyes away completely to your chair. your stomach growls again, your hand covering it to hide the sound.
it takes a few moments until you slowly make your way to sit down, glancing at harry before taking your seat. harry begins eating silently, and, not long after, you're digging into your first real plate of food in years.
harry can't help but smile to himself subtly watching you indulge yourself for a moment, the mask slipping again as you gratefully shovel spoonfuls of food into your mouth with a sigh of relief. he was glad you were eating, even if he had to put up a bit of a fight to convince you.
as harry finishes up, you're still making your way through your second plate. he stands, grabbing your attention and making you curl back into your seat. "jinx," he calls out before sipping the last of his wine. jinx comes to the table and grabs harry's glass and plate, turning to take them to the kitchen.Â
"[y/n], this is jinx," harry motions to the elf, who gives you a warm smile. you return the smile, but it doesn't reach your eyes. "if you ever need anything, anything at all, don't be afraid to ask her. she lives to serve," harry tells you proudly, earning a slight look of disgust from you before returning a smile at jinx.
"this was a lovely dinner, ms. jinx, thank you so much, truly," you thank her honestly. she bows to you slightly before continuing her way through the doors to the kitchen.
you shoot harry a glare. "the harry i knew would've never kept a house elf," you say, your words dripping with disdain. harry ignores your statement, turning to the stairs before ascending them.
he leaves you alone at the dining table, closing himself off in the master bedroom for the night. just as he's finishing up brushing his teeth, he hears your door click shut. that night he fell asleep feeling more reassured than he had in years knowing the pretty girl he couldn't keep his mind off of was asleep just down the hall from him.
it had been a few weeks since harry moved you in, and he rarely ended up seeing you in the mansion. you were often locked away in your room, or taking showers, and harry only ever saw you when you were finishing up a meal with jinx.
you had become quite close with her, it seems, which harry found sweet. he was worried at first that you may be using jinx as a way to find an escape from the house, but after a while without incident, harry realized how silly the idea was. you truly could connect with anyone.
one of the only other times he saw you, though, was when he passed by the open library one night. harry had been restless, thinking about his past in depth, feeling emotions he couldn't place, and decided to watch the sunrise to clear his head. he took a quick glance through the doors before spotting you curled up on one of the couches, a book in hand, fast asleep beside a warm lamp.
harry stopped, taking a moment to admire you from afar. you had gained some weight back being here, which harry loved to see. your cheeks were full and rounded, your hands not as frail, and the color was coming back to your skin. your hair looked impossibly soft under the light, sprawled everywhere around your angelic, sleeping face. harry couldn't help the cheesy smile that overcame his face. he was just happy that you were okay.
outside of that, harry spent most of his time alone, thinking about you. you hadn't reached out to him yet, which he expected, but was surprised when a month came and went and you still didn't confront him. he hadn't made his decision just yet, so he didn't have an answer for you even if you had asked him. he saw you were doing better, but still wasn't confident in letting you go. not just for selfish reasons, of course, but he wanted to be sure you were equipped enough to live on your own.
but, harry had to admit, his heart raced when he heard your soft footsteps pass his door to the stairs. his mind went blank seeing your figure standing in the dining room with jinx, chatting over a plate of snacks together. his blood ran cold when he heard your soft giggle from somewhere in the mansion. like a beautiful ghost haunting his past.
harry knew even before he sent his letter to voldemort that his feelings for you had never truly gone away. deep under his rage, his unforgiving heart, his cold blooded nature, his love for you had always remained. but he was learning to accept your departure if you chose to do so. a final goodbye to the most beautiful part of his unsightly life. harry wasn't sure he could handle the idea.
he was struggling with his thoughts, the constant back and forth he was feeling about you. at first harry was sleeping better with you there knowing you were safe, but now he stayed up late worrying himself sick over the decisions he had to make now that you were actually there.
sitting in bed, staring at the rising sun through his window, harry's mind was exhausting him. he hadn't slept all night and could feel the effects setting in. slowly, he stood from the bed and slipped on his house shoes along with his robe. he quietly leaves his room to not disturb you so early just down the hall.
he walks to the opposite end of the hall towards the balcony, and takes his usual seat facing the sunrise.
harry contemplates here most mornings, but never comes to any radical conclusions. he doesn't know what to do, he doesn't know what's best for you anymore. he knows he selfishly wants you all to himself still, but also knows you deserve to live the life you want no matter what his opinion is. it's the same conversation with himself every time, and it leaves him confused and upset for keeping you here like he is. even if his heart is in the right place.
his thoughts are interrupted by jinx, who offers harry a cup of tea. he thanks her, but quickly calls her back to ask a question. "jinx, umâŠ[y/n], how is she doing?" he asks.
jinx, a quiet house elf, gives harry a smile, and pats his shoulder. her smile is warm and reassuring, as well as her hand. as she walks off, harry smiles to himself a bit. he's not completely satisfied with the answer, but he takes what he can get.
finishing his cup of tea with the sun shining over the horizon, harry turns to head inside before being met with the sight of you standing at the open doorway of the balcony.Â
you're dressed in a simple long sleeve pajama shirt along with comfortable pants, your arms crossed as the morning chill sets into the air. harry's a bit startled at first, but gives you a polite smile, diverting his eyes and walking around you to leave you be.
"harry," you said softly, turning to him.
harry's heart dropped, but turned to you promptly with eager eyes. the way you said his name, your soft voice, he was already so captivated by you.
"can we talk?"
now harry was worried. this is what he's been afraid of since you got here. he's not ready to answer you. he doesn't know what he's going to say when you desperately ask him to leave and never come back.
"of course," he says calmly, gesturing to the balcony so you could sit together.
once you've joined him in watching the sun, you two fall into a somewhat comfortable silence as the soft wind whistles past.
"i never thanked you," you said quietly after a while, almost a whisper in the wind. harry looked at you, looking at the sunrise. your face was radiant. you were brilliant in the light of the sun, your hair still impossibly soft and beautiful, falling around you, following the flow of the air. harry was overwhelmed with the beauty your presence held in this moment. "you never had to."
you glanced at harry, studying his expression, before turning back to the sun. "it's also been a month." you state coldly. harry's gaze drops, sighing. "57 days, technically," he mumbles.
a few moments of silence pass again, leaving harry an anxious mess in his seat. he tried to think of a gentle way to let you know he still needed time to decide what to do. a way to tell you without putting his life at risk to your anger.
"well, as much as i hate to say this, you were right," you say, still watching the sunrise in deep thought. harry was shocked by your words, immediately sitting up in his seat to get a better look at your face.
you were stoic, your eyes fixated on the scene out beyond your reach. "what?" harry asked, not believing his own ears. a small smile crept to your lips, the first one he's managed to see himself since you've been here. his heart aches at just the hint of seeing it again.
"don't make me say it again, potter," you try to say threateningly with that small smile, your eyes falling to your lap.
harry is stunned into silence, watching you with careful eyes. "but, you were right. i needed time to be healthy again." you said to him, your back still turned. harry stayed quiet, allowing you to continue. "i was angry with you. i still am. i don't think it'll ever stop," you inform him, the coldness returning to your voice. "but," he was preparing himself for the rejection, the questions, the begging.
"i'd like to stay, if you'll have me," you offer in a slightly embarrassed tone, your face turned the other way.
to say harry was shocked at your request is an understatement. he was expecting you to have a plan to take him out if he had rejected your request to leave yet. he never considered the idea that you might actually want to stay with him.
"i'll have you forever, if you let me," harry responds, a small smile on his face as well. you shoot him a warning look. "not forever. just until i feel well again." you tell him, your voice cold once more. you turn back to the sun, now completely over the horizon. "figured you owe me that much," you say in an accusatory voice.
harry just smirks to himself. you could never be soft for long when he was around. but he appreciated that you felt you could ask him to stay, though you never had to in the first place. harry really would have had you forever, if you'd let him.
"stay as long as you need to." he says.
you glance back at him again, your eyes softer this time. you're analyzing him for a moment before turning to him a bit. "it took me a long time to understand why you sent me to azkaban," you tell him, your voice steady and emotionless. harry just watches you, admiring the light surrounding you.
"you would've never stood a chance in destroying the world had i been free," you state, your eyes still examining him. harry offers you another small smile, but it doesn't reach his eyes the same way. "you knew you were weak," you say.
harry's now analyzing your expression, your words swimming around in his mind. "i did," he admitted to you. "it was just easier if i knew where you were all this time," he says breathlessly.
your eyes narrow at him once more, the anger returning to your body language. "easier for you. i would've never done the same if the roles were reversed." you snapped at him harshly. harry believed you. he thought about it a lot in his nightly battles with his own mind.
"you're right," harry stated, still admiring you in your anger. you were upset, but gave harry a questioning look. your eyes softened only a bit. "i think about it all the time," he admits to you gently.
you're a bit puzzled by his admittance of guilt, but don't let it stop you. "i hope it haunts you at night the way it haunts me," you say sharply, your eyes dark.
"always has," harry says to himself, only making you more angry. "you poor thing. must've been so tough relaxing in this mansion knowing i was rotting away in solitary confinement." your voice is strong, powerful, a contrast to the broken words you gave harry your first day here.
"it was," harry says simply, sensing your rising impatience with him. you stood from your seat, towering over him as he continued watching you in wonder. "you evil little rat. you're just lucky my magic is restricted by this spell. i would've killed you in your sleep that first night." you threaten him, gesturing to the protection spell around the castle and balcony.
harry wants to stop himself, but can't keep the smirk off his face. this only angers you more, pulling your arm back and slapping harry square across his face.
he doesn't react, instead allowing himself to stay facing away from you. "i hate you," you state weakly, your hands balled at your side. harry looks at you, the smirk still playing on his lips. "i know," he says softly.
you frustratedly sit back down, turning to look back at the sunrise once more.
a long silence settles over you two, listening to the sounds of the city as it awakens around you. eventually, you stand, turning to leave harry alone on the balcony. you pause before you leave.
"i still never thanked you, harry." you speak softly, your back turned to him. he looks over at you, your curves glowing in the morning light. "you never had to," he replies, and you're off down the dark hallway.
for the next few months, you and harry live together amicably. he sees you around more often as you start to leave the confines of your room. of course the library was a place of solace for you, but he started to see you more in the living room, on the balcony, or in the dining room enjoying jinx's company. for a while you two exchanged polite greetings, simple glances and acknowledgements, before asking about each other's days, or commenting on the weather. it was agonizingly slow for harry, but he was breaking through your walls one way or another.
one day not long after you'd slapped him on the balcony, you sat in the living room with harry, across from his seat on the couch. he was surprised by your presence, but gave you a small smile over his book anyway. "jinx tells me you've been acting different," you'd stated bluntly, watching his face for a reaction.
harry put down the book he was reading, giving you his attention. "have i?" he asks. you were always examining him, your eyes critical but curious at the same time. "she says your anger used to be terrible. even worse than i remember." you lead him on.
harry bit his lip thinking about the years where his rage was at its worst. he tried not to dwell on them, and instead tried to focus on the newfound emotions consuming his life. but he couldn't deny the path of destruction he'd left while seeing red.
harry eventually nodded, his eyes distant. "it was," he admits, his voice just as lost in thought. you shifted in your seat. "you let it ruin everything, harry." you said softly, leaving him looking at the floor in disappointment. "i know," he admitted.
the silence between you was palpable. harry felt the weight of it on his shoulders before you spoke again. "i would hear about the things you did while in azkaban. the guard would tell me even after i asked him to stop." you inform him. harry can still feel your eyes shooting daggers at him.
"for so long i fantasized about being the one to kill you, to finally put an end to voldemort." you said wistfully. harry glanced at you, seeing a longing look on your face. "how brave of [y/n] to put her love aside to kill the dark lord's apprentice." you said in a mocking tone, leaning back in your seat.
harry watched you, imagining you in azkaban, dreaming of putting an end to his life, while he dreamed of freeing you. it was a fair trade, he thought, and not one he would argue against at this point. and it didn't go unnoticed that you mentioned your love for him, either.
"you still can," harry says, causing you to snap your eyes back at him. "excuse me?" you ask with a sneer. harry puts his book to the side and sits up, his feet planted on the ground. "kill me, that is. it's not impossible." he tells you with intrigue.
you're staring at him incredulously, your eyes always searching him. "you'reâŠyou're kidding, right? i mean, you took my magic while yours seems to be highly skilled. you really think i'd stand a chance?" you ask with a sarcastic laugh.
harry stands from his seat, taking achingly slow steps around the coffee table towards you. "yes, while your magic is weak, you are not, [y/n]. i've gone out of my way to keep the knives, fire pokers, swords, and hundreds of books on potions and charms out for your use, at any time, have i not?" harry questions you, getting closer now. though you would normally pull back from him, you stay seated, trying to process his words.
standing just before you, harry admires the curves of your face against the light of the fire. "with your nimble step and cunning wit," harry lifts his hand to gently put his fingers to your chin. the first physical contact he's had with you. unless you count the time you held that knife to his throat. "you could gut me like a pig before i even have the chance to squeal," harry's voice is soft but dark, your breathing caught in your throat at the contact.
as he backed away, harry could see the physical effect he had on you. your nervous blinking, your jaw tightening, hands trembling; he found it sweet he could still do that to you, even if you claimed to hate him.
after that day, harry felt less tension between you two. maybe being vulnerable around you made you realize he was never a threat to begin with. he didn't want anything from you, and he didn't care if you never wanted anything from him. as long as you were safe, that was all he cared about. he hoped you were starting to understand that.
though conversations between you were still tense and cryptic, there was a sense of unspoken comradery that felt nostalgic to you both. your serious, brooding angst matched with harry's calm, collected coldness made for an interesting match. it was never the same as before, you were both fairly aware it wasn't ever going to be, but there was an undoubted chemistry that still lingered from your teenage years together.
however, something else that always lingered during your interactions is your distaste for harry's actions. at any chance you can, you poke and prod at his past, partly to understand, he assumes, but also to test his limits. you were always cautious and suspicious of his submissive behavior when it came to this kind of confrontation; how could someone who was, at least at one point, so evil, so cruel and heartless, become so nonchalant about their past? who wipes out entire cities just to 'not dwell on it'?
this was always a point of contention between you, even if everything else until that point had been somewhat playful. it never so much upset harry as it riled you up, bringing strong emotions to the forefront, causing you to lash out at him. though he always stayed calm, he also always seemed to listen. he never disagreed with your feelings or sentiments, if anything he agreed with your hatred for himself. it's like that day in the living room when he tempted you with his death, and yet you never took the bait.
harry rather enjoyed watching you work yourself up, and admired how quick you were to defend yourself. he never wanted to upset you, of course, but sometimes he couldn't help his cheeky responses knowing it would get a look out of you that made his heart jump. it might not be the most gentlemanly thing he does, but something about your anger excited him. it was nothing like his vengeful rage from the past, but it had its own potency that ran a chill down his spine. harry was so used to everyone cowering away from him in fear of his power that he relished your open aggression towards him. it was thrilling, and it was exactly what he needed.
harry tried to remain respectful of his guest, but having such a beautiful mind and body occupy his space with him was hard to ignore sometimes. his eyes would wander, as well as his thoughts, and he had caught himself fantasizing about you a few too many times to admit. you were stunning, of course, you always had been, but there was something about you now that elevated your beauty in harry's eyes. maybe it was the dark, unforgiving coldness of your eyes, or the strong scowl that your expression rested in, or the underlying anger that was ready to bubble over at any point, but harry was completely infatuated with who you had become.
he knew how hypocritical it was for him to admire the parts of you that were forced out in your desperation to survive the decision he made for you all those years ago. though you seldom mentioned your years in azkaban, harry could see and feel the effects it continued to have on you. they weighed on him heavily, and though harry wasn't one to regret what's happened in the past, he wished he could've figured out another way to protect you at the time. a way that didn't dim the light inside of you the way that it has been.
but still, that light was there. when you smiled to yourself at your own quips, when you admired the food jinx prepares you, when you lost yourself in your books, harry could physically feel the light radiating within you. it was familiar, like an old hug from a friend, and was unmistakably beautiful.
sometimes he felt like a teenager again, discovering the parts of you that made him fall in love in the first place. your natural charm, your captivating eyes, the innate draw he felt to you simply by being in your presence. it was unlike anything he's felt for another person, before or since meeting you. but rather than two teenagers flirting over study dates, you were now two closed off adults with a complicated history and 'break up', if you could even call it that. it was nothing like the past, yet it was entirely too similar.
you and harry had been sitting in silence together in the living room, reading your respective books, enjoying each other's company. it was one of harry's favorite things to do with you now, and one of the only ways you two could be together without it ending in tension. neither of you talked, neither of you made noise outside of the occasional chuckle or gasp at your readings; it was a peaceful excuse for harry to be near you, and sometimes admire you from over the pages.
this night, however, you broke the traditional silence by asking harry a question you'd been keeping to yourself. "harry," you started. he loved the sound of his name in your voice, it was invigorating to listen to.
harry turned his head to you, his book still in his lap, noticing you've long since placed yours on the table beside you. "[y/n]," he responded with his typical smirk, returning his eyes to his book.
you cleared your throat a bit, your ankles crossing in front of you. "how often did you think of me," it was more of a statement than a question, your tone not as cold and questioning as it typically was.
harry knew what you meant, of course, and waited a moment before answering you. "i'd never stopped," he said simply. it was true, and it still is.
you turned to look at the fireplace, your knees bouncing out of the corner of harry's eye as he pretends to continue reading. "but you never came back for me," you stated. harry's eyebrows furrowed, glancing at you again before looking away to leave you with your words. "you left me there to die," you said, that familiar coldness returning to your tone.
harry let out a sharp breath. "that was never my intention, and you know that." he says without a reaction. you become visibly irritated, your jaw clenching with your fists. "you never thought about me," you insisted, your words heavy with contempt.
harry shut his book and threw it beside him, leaning towards you. you turned to glare at him, your nostrils flared. "i was lucky to sleep one full night in the last 5 years without a singular dream of you." he tells you, his voice as steady as his eye contact. "you haunt me like a ghost, [y/n]. you always will."
you're looking at him questionably as you stand from your seat across from him, now making your way towards him. "good. i hope you never forget about what you did to me. i won't." you hiss at him, your cheeks turning red. harry's mind races with you towering over him, leaning back in his seat to fully enjoy the view.
"how could i forget about you?" he quips, that same damn smirk making you grit your teeth. you take another, heavier step towards him, your fists trembling at your sides. "stop fucking doing that," you spit threateningly.
harry cocks his head to the side, looking you up and down. he likes seeing you like this, even if it scares him a bit. "what?" he asks, pushing you even further.
you step between his legs and lean into his face, only leaving a few inches between you. "that, you fucking creep. is this funny to you?" your voice is raised now, the anger finally starting to boil over again. "not at all," harry says, still smirking at your reaction.
"then wipe the smirk off your face and stop doing this to me, harry." you instruct him, leaning back to cross your arms in front of you. harry's biting his lip, not able to resist the lustful thoughts he's having of you in this situation. "doing what, exactly?" he asks, curious what you mean.
"this, all of this, harry. you look at me like a starving animal. you watch me around the house like a stalker. you say you think of me all the time and yet you've only so much as touched my chin." you rattle off, clearly frustrated with these thoughts you've kept inside. "you bring me back here and have me live like a princess when there's people outside who live like animals because of you and what you've done," you continue to raise your voice at him, now getting yourself completely worked up.
harry just watches you, like always, not disagreeing with any of your sentiments. as he normally doesn't, he knows you're a smart girl.
"and you're still fucking looking at me like that," you growl, your arm coming across his neck once more, like the first night you were here, holding him against the cushions of the couch.
harry doesn't stop you, as he never does, and instead enjoys the feeling of you kneeling between his legs in an attempt to further choke him. "i swear on my own life i'll still kill you, potter. what the fuck do you want from me?" you interrogate him, your dark eyes searching him for answers.
the smirk on harry's face only grows, causing you to push further into his throat. it's ironic how much he wants from you right now that would only further put his life at risk in your hands.
"iâŠnever wantedâŠanythingâŠ" harry chokes out. he knows he's stronger than you and could easily escape your grasp, but he enjoys the feeling of letting you have control over the moment, and over him.
"that's a fucking lie," you say through gritted teeth, getting nose to nose with harry. "tell me what you want." you insist.
harry's heart is racing, his mind going blank from the lack of oxygen, and an inconvenient erection growing through his trousers. he could tell you so many things he wants, how many nights he's spent imagining you on top of him like this once again. he knows it would only anger you more, and he was almost tempted by that thought alone.
after a few moments of harry struggling to keep his eyes focused on you, you could feel something against your thigh that caught your attention. glancing down, your weight on harry's throat lessened enough for him to breathe slightly. you looked back up at his eyes with a look of confusion and shock before quickly returning to anger.
"seriously? are you fucking turned on right now as i'm threatening your life?" you ask him with disgust, slightly pulling away. harry's cheeks flush as he tries to catch his breath, your arm still resting across this collarbone. he stays quiet, his eyes glancing between you and his lap.
you scoff at him. "you're so pathetic, potter. how you were ever a leader of anything is a mystery to me." you ridicule him, an amused smirk coming across your own face.
your condescending attitude only fuels harry's excitement more, trying not to let his expression expose how much he's enjoying this.
"it's almost like you want me to kill you," your voice is quiet but dangerously cold, giving harry goosebumps as your breath falls across his blushing face. he tries to stop it but his body can't resist a low whine being forced from his throat.
your eyes fall to his lips for just a moment before you lean into them, surprising harry with a hungry kiss as you relax your weight onto his body. more moans escape harry's mouth as you roughly force your tongue past his lips. his hand naturally finds your waist, but you slap it away harshly with your free hand. "no touching." you warn him, your lips brushing against his.
"yes ma'am," harry responds.
you give him a look, your other leg kneeling beside his as you straddle his thigh, your skirt falling perfectly over his knee. "i still hate you," you growl, choking him against the couch once more. "i know," harry says breathlessly, staring at you like a helpless puppy.
forcing him into a suffocating kiss, you eventually let harry breathe as your lips find his neck, your teeth sinking into his skin and hands grasping his shoulders tightly. he groans at the pain, earning a slight roll of your hips on his leg. harry wants nothing more than to touch you right now, guiding your hips into his body, pleasuring you like he's wanted to for so long. but for now, he's just glad you're kissing him, and enjoys the feeling of your breath against his bruised skin.
"shirt off." you command, sitting back to observe the puddle harry's become in your grasp. he wastes no time taking off his sweater, throwing it behind him as your eyes trace over his scarred torso. your cold gaze softens at the sight, your fingers tracing the healed wounds carefully.
for a moment, when you glance at harry through your eyelashes, he feels that same love you shared as kids. the soft, innocent admiration that came with inexperience. for just one moment, nothing was complicated, and there was no history. you were discovering harry all over again, like he had been with you.
the moment didn't last for long as your gaze hardened once more looking at him. you stood from your straddling position, much to his disappointment. he was ready for you to end the moment and leave, but you didn't.
"on your knees." you instructed him. again, harry wasted no time as he sunk to his knees in front of the couch, eye level with the hem of your skirt. he looked up at you eagerly, hardly believing the privilege he had to see you above him like this.
harry's heart was racing as you lifted your skirt to expose your panties to him. his eyes never left yours, his breathing hitching at the beauty just in front of his face. his hands were patiently folded in his lap, aching to grab every part of you.
you slowly lifted one thigh onto harry's shoulder, reaching down to take the glasses off his face for him, setting them to the side. "now," you told him, your voice seductive as you lean your weight into him once more. harry holds his shoulders steady, his mouth close enough to your soaked pantines to nearly taste you already.
"let me ride your face," you coo, your hands finding their way to his cheeks as he continues staring at you with hungry eyes. "it's the least you can do for me," you smirk, your voice still chillingly cold and cryptic.
harry lets out a sigh of relief and desperation, eyes glancing at your panties before returning to your gaze. you slowly push his open mouth onto you, not able to hold back a sound of relief yourself.
harry's eyes flutter shut as your hips roll onto his face, losing himself in your smell and taste. your fingers tangle into his hair to keep him in place, soft, breathy gasps falling from your lips as you watch from above.
after a minute you become too desperate and pull your panties aside, instructing harry to hold them as you force his mouth onto your dripping pussy. harry listens like a good boy and holds the fabric, his hand also taking the chance to grip your inner thigh. a deep moan escapes your throat at the feeling.
harry's tongue quickly works its way across your arousal, enjoying every part of you as he pushes himself further into your pussy. your hands try to pull his hair back to relieve some of the overwhelming feeling, but harry doesn't let you control him for once. he's desperate to please you, his hunger growing the more of you he's allowed to have.
harry's other hand grabs for your skirt to hold it above his head, opening his eyes to meet your gaze. your face is twisted in pleasure, lips bitten, eyes glazed over as you watch harry disappear between your legs.
harry moans at the sight of you, sending shivers across your skin. you moan, biting your lips closed, your hips stuttering against his mouth. "fuck," you mumble, earning another moan from harry as his tongue circles your sensitive clit.
a hand rushed to your mouth as you attempt to hide your filthy noises, the feeling making your eyes roll back. you're trying to mask your pleasure, but harry can see right through you.
you finally successfully pull his mouth off of you, lips swollen and wet as his head rests in your grip. "good," you say breathlessly. your voice falters a bit. you take your thigh off harry's shoulder, again, much to his disappointment.
"sit," you tell him, gesturing to the couch once more. harry complies, returning to his spot on the couch behind him. you reach forward and unbutton his pants, pulling them down a bit with his assistance. you can see his erection through his briefs, causing you to smirk a bit before returning to your neutral expression.
"no touching," you remind harry as you position yourself to straddle his hips, your arms wrapping around his shoulders. harry's sure you can hear his heartbeat racing under your control.
you start grinding your soaking wet panties against harry's clothed cock, your mouth falling open with his at the sensation. the light of the fire behind you leaves harry with the beautiful sight of you glowing in his lap, your warm skin pressed against his as your breathy moans fall into his neck.
harry can hardly take the teasing any longer, his moans becoming needier the harder he gets under you. "fuck, [y/n]," his voice is deep with desire, his head rolling back once your roll your hips into him harshly. you moan at the sound of your own name, your hands returning to his shoulders as your nails dig deep into his skin.
"that's right, say my name," you smirk, grinding into harry at a faster pace. "so pathetic," you remind him.
harry continuously lets your name fall from his lips as you watch him, a helpless, desperate mess beneath you. he loves the feeling of letting you use him any way you want to.
soon you can't wait much longer, and you pull out harry's cock from his briefs. the feeling of your hand grasping his shift makes harry's hips buck up involuntarily, silently asking for more.
you can't help but chuckle at just how eager he is. you're more than enjoying the control and effect you have over him.
"now," you say again, causing harry to look back at you with needy eyes. "you're gonna let me use you until i cum," you tell him, teasing yourself with the feeling of him against your wet pussy. harry's eyes nearly roll back again as he nods for you, his lips parted with uneven breaths.
you slide harry inside of you, adjusting to the feeling as harry's head falls back once again in pleasure. "so fucking wet," harry sighs softly, nearly whining. once your hips lower completely onto his length, you start to ride harry slowly, still adjusting to him. he's a full blown whining mess beneath you, his chest flushed and heaving as your pussy tightens around him.
you take in the sight of him, your eyes exploring every sweaty part of his body as you continue riding at a slow pace. you unwrap your arms from his shoulders, leaning back into your hips. "take my shirt off," you tell harry.
his eyes open again, looking at you eagerly. his hands nervously begin lifting your shirt, holding the fabric carefully between his fingers, and savors the sight and feeling of pulling it off of you, his eyes glancing at your chest before locking with yours again.
"so beautiful," he tells you, your skin looking deliciously soft in the warm lowlight. "i know, now be quiet," you shut him up, picking up the pace of your hips.
harry's eyes narrow at you, the intoxicating feeling of you wrapped around his cock only making him hungrier for your pleasure. the sight of you bouncing in his lap, your breasts just in front of his face as you lean your hands next to his head on the back of the couch.
"open," you tell harry.
he doesn't have to be told twice before his lips part, his tongue eagerly waiting for you. you guide your nipple into his mouth, your hips rolling onto harry's cock in circles. his teeth and tongue tease the sensitive skin, your pussy gripping harry even more and earning a low growl from his chest. his hands remained at his sides, but he wanted nothing more than to feel you everywhere on top of him.
you start riding harry once more, his teeth still gripping your nipple making you whine at the feeling. "fuck," you let the word slip out, your own teeth sinking into your bottom lip. harry's more than aroused at your reaction to him, his cock aching inside of you to release.
you pull harry's head back by his hair, forcing him to look up at you. you reach for his glasses that you sat down earlier, returning them to his face delicately. harry appreciates the gesture and can better see the pleasure in your eyes, a soft smile falling across his lips.
"so pretty," he whispers. he can see the blush you try to hide, looking away from his eyes and down at your hips.
you start groaning in frustration, your grip on his hair tightening, causing harry to wince. "you're gonna make me cum," you tell him through broken moans, your thrusts becoming uneven. harry can feel you tightening around him again. he groans at the feeling, your name slipping from his mouth again and again. this only makes you fall apart more, high pitched whimpers coming from you as you chase your high.
you soon sink into harry's neck, your cries of pain and pleasure falling across his skin as your legs start to shake. you can't even form words as your body feels the waves of intense pleasure from each thrust onto harry's cock. your hands move to his shoulders again, holding onto him for stability as you continue to ride out your climax.
harry grows impatient at the feeling of your orgasm and watching you break down into him. he finally grabs for you, moving your hips to the couch beside him, staying inside you while you gasp at his movement. he kicks off his pants and adjusts himself between your legs.
"harry," you try to protest, your voice weak and shaky. "just let me do this, darling," he growls, his hips becoming flush against yours as he pushes his cock completely inside of you. you let out a gasp, your hand slapping over your lips once more.
harry hungrily digs his cock deeper inside of you with each slow thrust, his hands holding himself up above you as he watches his cock easily slide in and out of your soaking wet pussy. he folds your legs back as he sinks even deeper into you.
"holy fuck," he groans, his breathing heavy, hands gripping the back of your thighs to keep himself steady. "so beautiful, [y/n]," harry tells you again, his droopy eyes focused on your face twisted in pleasure.
you look at him, your eyes full of lust, but still cold as ice. "iâŠhate you," you remind him through strained breaths, struggling to take his entire length, still glaring at him.
this pushes harry over the edge, his hips quickening until he feels himself start to unravel. he pulls out of your warm pussy and cums on your stomach, groaning at the sight of you below him.
you gasp at the feeling, looking at harry with shock. "did you just cum from me saying i hate you?" you ask, your tone mocking his desperation. harry nods, still stroking his cock slowly, his other hand remaining on your thigh as his moans quiet down.
"you're disgusting," you tell him coldly, but harry can see the smirk on your face and the lust in your eyes. he watches you below him, smirking in return.
"and you love it."
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(not) moving on â a max verstappen x stark!oc x charles leclerc series
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fc: madison beer â summary: evangeline "evie" stark is in love with her best friend, max verstappen, but he tries his best to keep her at arm's length. but what happens when she starts to get close to his fellow drivers in the paddock? â
note: idek why i like creating stark ocs, but itâs fun. This is purely for my own entertainment but I don't know if I'll continue it. It depends if people actually want to see more of this. (realistically, I might continue it because I want to see it lol) btw how do people do the subtitles?? like I'm so curious I want to do those
schat = darling in dutch
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user1: MY WIFE IS IN A RELATIONSHIP???
user2: sheâs actually living the life rn
user3: SCHAT??? ANG???
user4: the random tony stark jumpscare in the photo dump LMAOOOO
user5: who is the guy with tony stark in the 7th photo?? âł user6: iâm pretty sure thatâs peter parker, an employee of stark industries??? heâs started out as an intern in high school but heâs rumored to be the COO once evie becomes CEO of stark industries
user7: WHO TOOK THE 2ND PICTURE
user8: not the single guys from the f1 grid in her likes đđ
user9: THE WOMAN IN THE BACK IN THE 7TH PICTURE IM CRYING
user10: the first and second picture giving me 'boyfriend took these for me' vibes
user11: she looks so pretty and happy in the 4th picture <3
"You're playing with fire by posting our text messages, Ang," Max said, his voice shushed as he walked around the paddock.
"It's fine, Maxie. They'll probably connect me to a random famous person who is Dutch and then it'll blow over in a week," Evie dismissed.
"It doesn't really help that the guys are in your likes constantly," Max grumbled, and he heard Evie laugh.
"Some of them are pretty cute, and I think some even tried messaging me but I never saw them until it was late," she responded.
"Who?"
"Aww, Maxie, are you jealous?" Evie cooed, her tone sweet yet mocking at the same time.
"No... I just never expected them to be brave enough to message you," Max said.
"If you must know, I think it was Charles and Lando who tried. There are probably others, but I haven't seen them,"
"Did you respond to any of them?"
"Of course not, I'm loyal to you and only you,"
"Schat..."
"I know, I know, you wouldn't touch me with a ten-foot pole like that," Max could practically hear her rolling her eyes.
"You know we're just best friends, right?"
"And I'm saying I'm loyal to you and only you as a best friend."
"Are you doing anything soon?" Max was quick to change the subject, feeling as if he didn't, awkwardness would settle in and he hates it whenever Evie doesn't speak since he's fully aware that he loves hearing her talk considering how passionate she gets about things.
"Stark Industries' Gala is happening and Pepper's making me get a date for the event,"
"Why's she making you?"
"Something along the lines of I have to be seen with someone that isn't MJ, Peter, Ned, and Shuri," Evie sighed.
Max laughed at her situation, knowing that while Evie knew a lot of people, there were only a few that she could trust completely. And luckily for him, he was one of them. He was probably the first, considering they've known each other since she was 6 and he was 8.
"Good luck trying to find someone,"
"It's not even trying to find someone I'm struggling with. It's trying to find someone that's decent enough to spend my night with,"
"Who were you going to ask?"
"Well, I was going to ask you, but since we're best friends I don't think me bringing you as my date to the SI event would be something best friends do,"
"I'll go," Max said, shrugging.
"Wait, seriously? Like you going means you actually have to dress up,"
"I know,"
"The dress code is black tie. That means you can't wear your Redbull uniform like you're a walking billboard,"
"Do I really wear it that much? I saw people that were shocked when I wore a white t-shirt,"
"You're a millionaire who wears the same thing every day. So basically, every millionaire man,"
"I'm going to wear Redbull head to toe to the Gala now that you said that,"
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HELLOO!! I love your writing style sm I just had to requestttđđđ Can you do angsty middleschool!Izuku x Popular!Fem!Reader? Like reader is literally so popular because of intelligence, her quirk, whatnot. A lot of suitors but she still chose to date that quirkless, squirming boy đâŒïž Lots of people start to mean-eye Izuku cause what did you do to get a girl like her?? what?? So Izuku starts to distance himself but reader is so clingy and whenever he distances himself, reader only gets more bothersome and attached to him so he "snaps" to make reader distance herself cause he's afraid that her reputation will drop because of him. This was before he met all might btw!! What would be the aftermath?
Thank you so much for saying that you precious story!!! I'm so glad you requested too!! Such a thrilling and angsty idea, I love it! Hope I fulfill your expectations!
Your true feelings
Warnings: bullies, mentions of self-depricating thoughts, low self-steem, crying, shouting, fighting (verbally), if I missed any please let me know!
Genre: angst Series: Boku No Hero Academia
Pairing: Izuku Midoriya Ă FEM! Y/N Words' count: 2.91k
Izuku liked you, he really did. He'd made it clear the day he decided to dump on you all about how he felt about you and since that moment on you've started a romantic relation. One that he couldn't be happier with.
You were simply everything he didn't even know he was searching forâyou were cheerful, smart, strong, you were almost everythingâhe loved it, he loved you.
By simply being yourself with a bit more of carefulness towards him you've managed to make him fall harder for you every time.
You ask how he's doing every morning just as you enter the classroom and see him there, you make sure no one else can hear when he wants to talk about his struggles, you prepare his lunch sometimes tooâwith you, he can talk so easily about his interests he forgets about everything going around you two and gets mesmerized by your beauty and voice.
Alas, everyone else can see you too and get jelous over the fact Izuku Midoriyaâthe 'good for nothing nerd' of the classâhas somehow a relation with you, and as the rebellious and wild teenagers they all areâthey make sure he gets their message of leaving you.
"She deserves much better," "maybe she just agreed to go out with you out of pity," "I'm sure as this year's done, she'll be done with you too."
Those are some of the comments he can hear around him when you're not in the same room as him.
It first started with a couple of confused and disgusted looks from your classmates when you grabbed his hand to take him to lunch or gave him some pecks on his cheeks.
Then the rumour of you two being a thing got confirmed when the first mean bully just so happened to unleash his resentment on him infront of youâwhom decided to stood up for the both of you and told them to let you be.
After this ordeal, it was as if all your fans made a silent pact of only teasing him when you're not close. Be it when he goes or comes out of the bathrooms, when you've got to go a bit earlier than usual, whenever they catch him alone.
Izuku didn't want to bother you, he ended up crying by himself at his house each time someone told him how undeserving of you he was, how stupid of him to have fallen in love with the most astounding girl of the school was, lots of hatred filled comments and comparisons.
They started to leave those rude remarks written in his belongings. Locker, backpack, notebooks... they were hunting him to get to you.
There was a breaking point in the poor boy's heart once he saw one of his bullies confess to you at the school's front after classes when you were supposed to go to his house and spend time together.
Of course you told off the guy but as Izuku's rage started to get to the surface, he heard the bully talk bad about him as a person and as a partner.
He froze, you were on the verge of tears as you caught on what he was trying to doâdisuade you from loving your one and onlyâand even if it didn't make your mind change as the tormentor wanted to, it did affect Izuku.
He had gotten to your side and as fast as possible and caught your wrist with his hand, running out of the scene with tears in both of your eyes.
"Thank you for getting me out of that Iz-oh, Izuku, are you ok?" You asked worriedly as you gasped for air when you arrived to a park near your house.
"It's-It's nothing, just that seeing you want to cry made me want to cry too and I tried to move as fast as possible to help you..." he replied, giving you a forced smile. While his body had stopped moving at such fast speed, his mind couldn't seem to do it.
He was nervous to what were you thinking about him right now. He was almost sure you hadn't heard a single bad comment about him than that time you ended up exposing your relation to the whole school, now that the dude had dared to speak up what no one wanted to with you close, he thought he'd lost you. 'What if those observations only served as a reason to break up with him?' 'Did you believe that guy at all?' 'Would you still want to be with someone like him?' 'What were people thinking about you seeing you with a guy like him?'
"Well I really appreciate it, I don't know what that fella was thinking when telling me all that but now that we're finally hereee... do you want to go to the swings?" You suggested with no more glassy eyes and a grin on your face.
"Yeah, that'd be great."
"Did you hear what he did yesterday?" "Yes! I never thought someone would really declare to her knowing she is dating him..." "Just what did she saw in him again?"
The classroom was now full aware of the love declaration you received the day before and were going mad about it prior to classes.
Izuku was going mad about it too. He liked you... he really did. 'But why was his love waning now? Was he seriously going to let people's comments get to him and end things with you?'
"Good morning Izu!" You greeted, smiling ever so brightly just at him and carressing his cheek like you'd always do. "How are you?"
He could only hum in response, not really looking at your eyes, instead staring at his hands that were placed in his desk. He needed time to think about this new insecurities of him without bothering you with all of it and worrying you.
"Uhm, do you want to talk about it at lunch maybe? We can go to our secret spot at the rooftop-oh! Before I forget to tell you, I got you lunch today! I've discovered this new recipe you'd want to try out!"
As you spoke ever so joyous Izuku could only think about how all of their classmates statements were true. You were so much for him, you cared for him more than anyoneâbesides his momâhad ever done and he didn't seem to be able to do the same for youâhell, even if he wanted to protect you from some danger all he could do is run away with you, he had no quirk either.
You've told him many times that you would never discriminate or think less of him for that, but after yesterday's encounter with that stupid guy and his desire of flying him out of the world's ozone layer, he was not sure about it anymore.
Everything seemed to tell him in one way or another that you were not made for each other, that you'd find better in anyone but him.
Izuku loved you... he really did, and for this he found his heart aching when he didn't meet with you in lunch to speak as you'd usually do. Even if he knew you'd still let him choose to speak right then and there or not, he couldn't bring himself to look at you in the eyes.
You'd gotten worried once your second period of classes started and he could feel your glances at the classroom from your seat to his.
It was difficult to, but he'd also managed to get out of school without you. You tried to follow after him but as you caught a glimpse of his eyes by far and he recognized yours too, he turned as quick as he could to run, then a couple of friends started to approach you and left you with no space nor words to go with him.
Was he avoiding you now?
You liked Izuku, you really did, that's why you couldn't bring yourself to sleep last night since you sent worried messages to him only to get no reply. Opting to just stay up before even your alarm went off, you started preparing food for the two of you. You'd cook your boyfriend's favorite today to cheer him up!
"Hi Izuku! Here! Better put it inside your backpack for you to not forget to eat today!" You showed him a bowl-shapped container and carefully placed it inside his things to then start chatting normally with him. "Soo, how are you today?"
Izuku could not comprehend 'how were you so kind to him? Even when he felt he was being mean to you? Why?' He now wanted to let you see what others had been saying about him all along but you left no room to budge. You were always by his side even after some days of not replying to your text messages or usual videocalls, he'd also flinch back as you tried to reach for his usual morning cheeks kiss in class and excuse himself after school since he suddenly had some other stuff to do.
You loved him, you really did, that's why your heart and mind told you maybe he needed some time or space to think about what had happened when that random guy confessed to youâbecause it's been since that day that he's gotten a 'little' colder towards you.
It didn't matter, you could give him some days to order whatever was on his mind and come back when he was feeling better. Though it's never been your way of sorting things out with himâyou researched online and found out it could be a helpful way to get better as a couple.
So after giving him a week and a half to be reach out when he felt ready toâas you'd clarified via message to him and being left on sentvyour heart broke when there was still no signal of him coming back to you.
'No, don't think negatively now, maybe he just needs me to start up again! There's no problem with that since he's always been shy!' You thought as you came closer to your classroom, an uncomfortable feeling started growing in the pit of your stomach.
"Hello Izuk-" You went to embrace him as your body missed so much his warmth as you hugged him but froze in shock seeing his disturbed eyes after he'd flinched back once again from your touch.
"I'm-I'm sorry, maybe my voice was too loud, haha, soo, how are you? Do you feel better now?" You questioned keeping in mind your voice and opting to take one of his hands on yours, smiling kindly to hopefully demonstrate you weren't being distant because he had done something wrong.
"I'm sorry too, uhm, I-I'm doing better I guess." He said coldly, still not looking at you.
"Maybe you'd like to talk about this lat-" The ring went off and everyone gathered in their seats to start class, as you went to end your sentence, you noticed Izuku had simply taken out his notebook as a dismissing action.
Lunch time arrived and as you didn't find Izuku anywhere in the cafeteria, you thought of going to the rooftop as he'd most likely be there by himselfâthat's where you'd seen him go to these past days you haven't spent time with him by these hours.
You closed the door behind you and let out a relieved sigh watching him thereâsitting down close to where the bars wereâso calmly, oblivious to his inner turmoil.
"Hello again!" You spoke softly, smiling tenderly as he heard you and turned to look at you.
"I don't think it's a good time to speak Y/N," he'd finally spoken, but certainly those were not the words you were expecting to leave his lips after a week and a half from not talking to each other.
"I, I came to see how are you doing! I've been so worried this days!" You decided to brush it off as he'd done with your salutation.
"I thought you've finally given up on me." He said ever so softly you first thought you hadn't heard him right. 'You couldn't have, had you?'
"Wha-What? What are you talking about? You know I like you Izuku-I would never do tha-" "don't, please don't continue. I've told you it's not a good time to speak."
"Then could you tell me when will it be?" You asked truly curious and a bit hurt from his way of cutting you off.
"I don't think there would be another time..." "Hey, I'm sure you don't mean that-" "WHAT IF I REALLY DO?!" He cried out.
"Y/N, NO ONE WANTS US TO BE TOGETHER! SHOULD WE REALLY BE THEN?!"
Spilling tears after tears, forest-like green eyes missing their light among all the tall and thorny-full trees were begging for something even he could still not decipher what it was.
"I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, EVERYONE ELSE BE DAMNED FOR ALL I CARE!" You could not help your voice, after hearing him scream you screamed back wishing he'd get your message and be done with all this.
"I-sorry, I want to be with you, Izuku, Izuku Midoriya, I like you, I-I love you, not them." You confessed on the verge of tears, getting closer to take his hands on yours, craving for reassurance that he didn't want neither of this too.
"Then... I don't like you."
He uttered. Shattering your heart and breaking whatever was keeping you together. 'Did he really mean it?' 'Have I done something wrong?' 'Maybe all this time I thought he was the one who needed time to think and change something but actually I was the one who needed to change.'
Your mind ran thousands of miles per hour with all the bad thoughts you were trying so hard to erase. With Izuku by your side it was always much easier but now he'd been the one provoking them.
You liked Izuku... you really did, that's why you felt as if time had suddenly been frozen and you could only stare into those darkened, green eyes. 'When did they lose their spark? Why?'
You loved Izuku... you really did, that's why your heart even while being in so much pain couldn't bare to let your mind think about a life without him.
'Anyone but him.' But for him it seemed to be 'anyone but you.'
"Izu-No, you can't be serious, right? I-It's all their fault!" "Stop it Y/N, I think this has gone for too long now." He balled his fists at his side and went past you to get to the exit door.
"Please tell me you're lying..." you sounded so defeated. Izuku could only take so much and it was undeniable he wouldn't ressist hearing you nor seeing you cry because of him.
"Izuku, what did I do wrong..." you begged for answers most likely to yourself thinking he had already left you alone.
"It's not your fault," between sobs he pleaded, "don't blame yourself."
"It's not yours either, so then why?..." you implored to him, havig already fallen to your knees holding your tearful face with your hands.
"I-..." he'd fallen speechless, his mind echoing your question making him realize what he's been missing all this time.
Clarity. As simple as that.
He's read thousands of books and heard one to many stories were the main character would lack a certain thing and even if it seemed so absurd at the moment how much impact it could have on them once they got it backâIzuku could now understand how they all felt.
His thoughts had all been scrambled ever since that damned day someone confessed to you with no light to help him see the truth behind it allâbehind all those jelousy-filled remarks from your classmatesâhe liked you, he really did. He loved you, heck, he adored you.
'Why did a random person's words have to be relevant to any of you?' 'Why did they get the right to decide who he is with and likes?' 'He had control over his own life, not any of them.'
As if he was holding his breath for days, he hurriedly went to your side, kneeling next to you and cried out apologies, "I'm sorry-I'm so-so sorry, I wasn't thinking clearly, I didn't think how you'd feel when I said that and for that and everything I've been putting you through I'm sorry."
"I love you Izuku, I really do." You shared after a few moments of silence, catching him by surprise when you side hugged him and looked at his matching red-puffy eyes.
"I love you too." He'd ultimately admitted, reciprocating your feelings and looking in that brightness only his eyes could hold and cast light upon yours as wellâthat, even if you were recognized as one of the most cheerful people on your school and such, you knew you'd be none of that without Izuku in your life ever again.
Oh, how love does wonders, doesn't it?
"Well, let's go and give a fuck about everyone's opinion now!" You encouraged as you caught Izuku to stand up and go back to class.
"Eh?!" He got surprised by your sudden cursing but quickly his eyes softened as he found the deep meaning of your words and nodded his head. "Yes, let's go."
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DAD SUKUNA PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAASEđđ©đđ©đđ©
to be honest i feel heâs more of a hit and run person he wouldnât be a very present father but maybe if you were his fave girl he might be a little more attentive. đ«Ą
Dad Sukuna who has no idea how anything works when you tell him youâre pregnant his first answer is âso? what that gotta do with me?.â He definitely dips in and out of your life during the time in which youâre pregnant. But your his favorite girl so he struggles to stay away too long before you begin to work your way back into his mind.
Dad Sukuna who would spend a couple days with you not just to be present and help you with the pregnancy but so he can fuck you raw. Even when youâre pregnant you still suck him in and feel so warm and wet how is he supposed to stay away? plus you looks so cute waddling around with your plump belly filled his kid, drives him crazy.
Dad Sukuna who was most probably late to the birth if present at all. When he gets there he can hear you screaming from where he stands at reception fighting with a nurse about why he canât go in. The sound of your cries hits a nerve and heâs sprinting to you. The sight itself makes him stop in his track. âi got your back, from right here yeahâ heâd say standing in the corner of the hospital room.
Dad Sukuna who although is the strongest curse is terrified of you when youâre ticked off. Especially now your hormones are fluctuating. Your son is the spitting image of him and shares the same cheeky evil nature. And Sukuna uses it to his advantage, getting his son in trouble by planning a prank on you and just sitting watching as you scold him.
Dad Sukuna who even when heâs away for long periods of time still sends you money every friday same time. On top of that heâs sending you a bouquet of flowers or chocolates once a week to remind you he thinks of you.
Dad Sukuna who will come running to you every-time you call him distressed. Whether itâs work or your son as soon as he heard you crying heâs there helping take care of the situation. Although he often feeds into your sons annoying side when you get annoyed to the point you have to call him, he understands itâs too far. Heâd be telling your son off âi cant be here all the time kid you gotta be the man and look after your mama yeah?â
Dad Sukuna who hasnât slept with anyone since youâve given birth. Not only are you the best pussy heâs had, you seem to plague his mind constantly and no one he even looks at compares to you. Youâre perfect in his eyes. you still let him hit, you cook him dinner, you have his son and you donât beg him to propose. what else could he want?
Dad Sukuna who often thinks about what life could be like if things were different. During dinner times he finds himself enjoying the casual conversations and home cooked meals he canât help but think about what a domestic life with you would look like.
Dad Sukuna who strides into the school after hearing your sons been in a fight. he completely ignores your screaming telling him to calm down and just walks into the principals office finding his son sitting his head hanging. âlift your head up boy. did you winâ and with a quick nod from your son Sukuna is smirking and for a second he feels proud.
Dad Sukuna who breaks into your house to âsurprise youâ. Often he finds you doing the washing or making dinner in which case heâs bending you over his hand flat on your back. âwe canât heâs in thereâ youâd say talking about your son whoâs watching tv in the room nextdoor. âso? I pay ur rent I fuck you when I wantâ heâd say before ramming his cock into you.
Dad Sukuna who probably finds himself facing jail time due to beating up one of your sons bullies. But he doesnât care, heâs proud of it and he would do anything to protect his family even if he pretends he doesnât care.
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Best Friend's Mother Masterlist
Chapter: Nine
Milf!Park Seonghwa X gn!reader
Summary: The Christmas party is finally here, and you get to meet the family. The good and the bad.
WC: 8k (I'm so sorry đ)
CW: Fluff, party antics, all of the Ateez members are here, mentions of eating a lot of food, alcohol consumption (not done by the reader), angst, arguing, screaming, crying, comfort, hugs, kisses
AN: I knew this would be long but not THIS long, I'm so sorry about that, and I'm sorry this took so long, but it's finally here. đ„°
Disclaimer: The bio mom in this story is NOT based on anyone irl. Her character is made up and her name was chosen at random.
With that said, this might be a triggering chapter for some of you who have dealt with abusive parents, but that content is towards the end of the chapter. Please keep that in mind as you read.
With that being said, most of the chapter is still fun and fluffy, and as always, I hope you enjoy. đ
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Wooyoung came to your side at the decorative table that Seonghwa had by the Christmas tree, carrying a plastic bag of assorted candies. Some of them were the usual Christmas themed ones, like Christmas Hershey kisses and M&Ms. But there were a few you didnât recognize.Â
You pulled out a box that had a small tray of what looked like Neapolitan ice cream on it. Next to it was a kid with a green hat eating some of it. The word âDuvalinâ was written in big yellow letters above the candy and the kid.
âWhatâs this?â You asked, looking over the box again. Wooyoung looked up from where he was laying out the other candy in fancy glass plates and bowls.Â
âOh, Duvalin. Itâs kinda like pudding, but thicker.â He took the box from you and opened it, offering one to you. âHere, try it.âÂ
You took the small tray from him and peeled off the plastic. Like the box, it had the three flavors of âpuddingâ laid next to each other. You were about to dive in when Wooyoung offered you a small stick.Â
âIf Eomma sees you eat it like that, heâll have a heart attack.âÂ
You looked over Wooyoungâs shoulder, seeing Seonghwa in the kitchen working on setting the food up in the kitchen. He paid no mind to either of you, he was busy making sure everything was set up for when people would be arriving.Â
(Even though they wouldnât be here for another hour)
You still took the spoon from Wooyoung and scooped up a generous portion of the three flavors before you took a bite. And it tasted like Neopalitan ice cream, as you expected. But it was sweeter, and the chocolate tasted more like Nutella.Â
Wooyoung went back to his chore when he saw you nod and continue to happily eat the candy. âMy friend introduced me to that, and a few others.âÂ
âDo I know this friend?â You asked, going back for another scoop.Â
âNo, sheâs from high school. She went to another college, so youâve never met her.âÂ
âIs she coming to the party?âÂ
âI asked her.â Wooyoung poured the Christmas M&Ms into an intricate glass bowl before he put the lid on top. âBut apparently sheâs with her own family right now, and she said that they probably would let her leave.âÂ
You were befuddled at the idea of an adult visiting their family would suddenly have their rights revoked like that. But then you realized that your parents probably wouldâve done the same to them if you still talked to them.Â
âIâll introduce you someday.â Wooyoung looked up at you and smiled. âYouâd like her.âÂ
âWooyoung!â Seonghwa called from the kitchen. âPlease come here, I canât hold all these things at once!âÂ
Wooyoung quickly ran off to help Seonghwa, and you were left there by the front door with your cup of Duvalin. You were surprised when you felt a little hurt that you werenât asked to help.Â
As you stood there slightly stunned, there was a knock at the door.Â
You stared at the door like a deer in headlights for a few moments before you finally shook yourself. Just answer the door, you thought, but you couldnât. You were stopped by questions you didnât have answers to. Questions that needed to be answered.Â
How did you introduce yourself? You and Seonghwa hadnât discussed if you were going to tell his family that you were âtogether.âÂ
But if you didnât tell them now, and just introduced yourself as Wooyoungâs friend, when would Seonghwa tell the others? How would they take it after knowing theyâd been sold a lie?Â
How would they accept the relationship at all? Would they? Would any of them approve of a relationship between someone much older and younger?Â
What if-Â
âWhy are you frozen?â Wooyoung asked, walking past you to the door. You shook yourself out of your thoughts as he went to open the door. You did your best to swallow back the anxiety and put on your best fake smile.Â
Then you remembered your cup of Duvalin, and you quickly put it aside on the candy table.Â
Wooyoung pulled open the door, and his eyes lit up with stars. âHongjoong!â He threw his arms around the man standing there, who returned the hug with one arm, a warm smile on his lips.Â
âHi Young-ah,â he said, and his voice was higher than you expected, but he sounded safe. Even just from that, you knew this man was safe.Â
Wooyoung pulled back and led Hongjoong into the house, where he stopped and smiled at you. Now you got a better look at the older man, who wasnât much taller than Wooyoung.Â
He wore a flowy white shirt and black dress pants underneath a brown fur coat. The top of his shirt left open to show off a little bit of his chest. His blond hair was combed back away from his face, but there were a few strands left out to frame his face.Â
Youâd be lying if you said you didnât blush a little.Â
âIâve never seen you before,â Hongjoong said as he slipped his shoes off, looking at you as he spoke. Anxiety pumped inside you as you tried to figure out the correct words to introduce yourself.Â
âOh, Iâm Wooyoungâs friend,â you said simply, adding your name afterwards, flashing the best smile you could. Hongjoong nodded as he slid the coat off his shoulders, a warm smile still on his face. His comfort and ease made you relax a little.Â
âIâm Hongjoong.âHe bowed to you, which left you a little confused before you remembered to return the gesture. Hongjoong came back up and smiled at you. âWeâll talk more in a moment, I just need to talk to Seonghwa first.â He turned to Wooyoung the next second. âIs he in the kitchen?âÂ
âYeah, heâs dealing with the food.â Wooyoung was holding onto Hongjoongâs coat, looking for the moment he could yank it away. You bit your lip to keep the laughter in.Â
Hongjoong caught it too and smiled, pulling away the coat. âThank you, Iâll go talk to him.â Wooyoung pouted as he watched Hongjoong hang his coat up in the closet before he went to the kitchen.Â
âI wanted to do that,â he whined, and you finally laughed.Â
âItâs a jacket, Woo.âÂ
âAnd I wanna steal it.âÂ
âGood luck with that!â Hongjoong called from the kitchen. Both you and Wooyoung burst into laughter at that.Â
Not long later, you and Wooyoung were setting out appetizers on the dining table when there was another knock on the door. Wooyoung ran over to open the door again, and there were two men instead of one this time.Â
The blond one was only slightly taller than the brown haired one. They were dressed similarly to Hongjoong, but they wore knitted sweaters instead. The blondâs was cream colored, and the brown haired oneâs was black.Â
They both looked up at you and smiled. âWooyoung, whoâs this?â The blond one asked, motioning to you. Wooyoung looked over his shoulder and waved you over, to which you smiled back as you walked over. Wooyoung put his hand on your shoulder as you stood next to him.Â
âThis is my friend, they came with me this year.âÂ
âYouâre not spending Christmas with your family?â The brown haired one asked, sliding his coat off. The blond haired one took it and started putting both their coats away, but not without a disapproving look. Wooyoungâs hand tightened on your shoulder.Â
You panicked for a moment, because you expected this question, but you werenât sure how to answer it. You didnât need to tell all Seonghwaâs friends all the reasons why you didnât talk with your parents, but you knew some people would still press for answers.Â
But what came out was simple and to the point:Â
âNo, Iâve been with Wooyoung and Seonghwa since Winter Break started.âÂ
The brown haired one looked like he wanted to ask more questions, but the blond grabbed his hand and squeezed, giving you a sweet smile. âWell, weâre glad to have you.â You smiled back and nodded in thanks. âIâm Yunho, this is Mingi.âÂ
Mingi smiled now and nodded too. âOr you can just call us âuncleâ, since thatâs what Wooyoung calls us.âÂ
Looking at the two men, they looked nothing like Seonghwa, and Wooyoung looked nothing like them. You deduced that they were uncles in the âfriends with your parentsâ way. You just nodded, knowing you very well might forget their names.Â
Your eyes drifted down and you noticed a band of gold on Mingiâs left hand. Your eyes flicked back to the menâs joined hands and saw a matching one on Yunhoâs finger.Â
To be honest, you could sense it from the moment you saw them.Â
âEommaâs in the kitchen,â Wooyoung blurted, breaking the short silence.Â
âAlright, weâll go see him,â Yunho said as he smiled at Wooyoung, ruffling his dark hair. He added a short sentence in Korean as he and Mingi made their way to the kitchen, which made Wooyoung shoot something back as he laughed.Â
âWhat was that?â You asked as Wooyoung turned back to you.Â
âHe told me to behave and not drive Eomma crazy.âÂ
âAnd you said?âÂ
âI said no promises.âÂ
âI donât expect any less from you.âÂ
You both burst into laughter all over again. The four men in the kitchen couldnât help but smile at the lovely sound.Â
âWooyoungâs never brought a friend home for this long,â Mingi said as he leaned back against the counter, crossing his arms. âAre you sure theyâre âjust a friendâ, or are they more?âÂ
Seonghwa bit the inside of his cheek, knowing the obvious answer, but he wasnât ready to tell his friends he was involved with someone about half his age. Even though Wooyoung was okay with it, the relationship itself was still looked down on.Â
His friends hadnât judged his relationships, his lifestyle, the way he dressed, or his job. His friends had been incredibly supportive of him, and Wooyoung too.Â
But he wasnât ready to tell people yet.Â
âNo, those two arenât together,â Seonghwa said, leaning on the kitchen island on his arms.Â
âHow are you so sure?âÂ
âBecause Wooyoung wouldnât be able to keep it hidden.âÂ
The four men laughed to themselves. But with that revelation, anxiety prickled across Seonghwaâs skin. Hopefully Wooyoung wouldnât accidentally let anything slip about you and him.Â
âHe canât keep secrets to save his life,â Hongjoong added, leaning back on the wall, his arms crossed over his chest. âOnce when we were still dating, I told Wooyoung I had a surprise for Seonghwa, and we hardly made it five minutes before Wooyoung said something.â Â
âDid he outright say it?â Yunho asked, leaning against the counter next to the sink. Mingi was next to him, his arm around the otherâs waist.Â
âNo, he didnât directly tell him, but it was obvious enough that Seonghwa figured it out.âÂ
Seonghwa smiled as he thought about it. Hongjoong had surprised him with a date night, where theyâd go to a restaurant and then the newest Star Wars movie at the time.Â
Wooyoung, who was coming with, couldnât stop talking about the movie for the rest of the time between when he got home with Hongjoong and the time Seonghwa got his surprise.Â
Hongjoong stopped telling Wooyoung his plans for surprises after that.Â
âI still enjoyed it,â Seonghwa smiled at Hongjoong, to which Hongjoong returned it.Â
Sometimes, Seonghwa considered trying again. Opening the door back up and seeing if they could make it work one more time.Â
But Hongjoong had found a girlfriend a year prior. And now Seonghwa had you.Â
The four looked towards the living room when they heard Wooyoungâs voice again, along with a few new ones. Seonghwa stood up and excused himself to go see Wooyoungâs friends, two of whom he knew already.Â
But as Seonghwa reached the front door, he met the one he was unfamiliar with. He was taller than Wooyoung by a few inches, with broad shoulders and massive arms. He stretched out the material of his dress shirt thin when he put his arms around Wooyoung to hug him.Â
He had dark, slicked back hair, with sharp facial features, and eyes that could kill.Â
Honestly, he was incredibly intimidating.Â
But then he watched you and Wooyoung take turns hugging him, and all the intimidation melted away. He spoke brightly, with his dark eyes turning to little slits when he smiled, and little dimples on his cheeks.Â
âWooyoung, whoâs this?â Seonghwa asked as he walked up to his son.Â
You looked up and ducked out to talk to Yeosang and Jongho as they were putting away their coats, but all of you were watching the three of them out of the corner of your eye.Â
âDo you think he knows?â Jongho whispered, in reference to Seonghwa knowing about Wooyoung and San.Â
âHow could he not?â Yeosang whispered back, side eyeing the two boys. âItâs not like theyâre very good at keeping the âsecretâ.âÂ
You and Yeosang tried to stifle the giggle that threatened to come out by covering your mouths, but Wooyoung heard it, and shot you both a dirty glare before he turned back to Seonghwa with a smile.
âEomma, this is San. San, this is my mom, Seonghwa.â San smiled brightly at Seonghwa, his eyes turning to slits again before he gave a small bow. Seonghwa returned it, as he began to see his sonâs taste more and more.Â
And he was approving of the man he chose.Â
âThank you for letting us come to the party,â San said as he came back up.Â
âOf course, youâre always welcome here.â Seonghwa put his hand on Sanâs shoulder, and that was the moment that San realized that Seonghwa knew.Â
As if Seonghwa couldnât tell from how Sanâs arm was still around Wooyoungâs waist, or how Wooyoung had his arm on Sanâs shoulder. The way Wooyoung looked at San with stars in his eyes and the sweetest smile.Â
âI trust you with my son,â he said softly before he pulled back.Â
Wooyoungâs eyes went wide before his face turned tomato red. Sanâs cheeks began to turn red and he looked away, his arm tightening around Wooyoung. Seonghwa still just smiled as you were giggling with Yeosang and Jongho by the door.Â
The tension in the air disappeared. It was warm instead, as it should be on Christmas.Â
And then Wooyoung interrupted.Â
âHow did you know?!âÂ
All of you burst into laughter. The three men in the kitchen were laughing too.Â
With all the joy and laughter, with the happy arrival of your friends, with meeting the uncles, you managed to relax. In the comfort of your friends, everything seemed bright and happy.Â
So much so that you almost forgot that the night was far from over.Â
Seonghwa had excused himself to change into something more fitting for the party. And when he came back, you nearly fell to your knees.Â
He wore a strapless, floor length, red velvet dress. The bodice was similar to a corset, with jewels over where the boning would be, and all over the waist line and top of the dress. The skirt was form fitting, hugging his body just right and showing off everything.Â
Heâd done his hair and makeup too, letting the dramatic looks out for once. Heâd curled his hair, but put half of it into a ponytail, letting the rest fall free.
Heâd worn red sparkly eyeshadow with large eyeliner wings, with glossy red lips to match and a little bit of pink on his cheeks.Â
He looked at you with his eyes half closed and smiled softly before he went to greet some of the guests that had arrived when he was gone.Â
You couldâve shattered the glass of the drink you were holding.Â
You wanted nothing more than to grab him and hold him so tight, to kiss his stupid shiny lips and tear the gorgeous dress off his body. Wooyoung was giggling beside you as you loosened your death drip on your glass.Â
âWhat are you laughing at?â you spat, looking at him instead.Â
âYou, idiot. You look like youâre about to explode.âÂ
You smacked his shoulder, which only made him giggle more. âMaybe I am,â you mumbled before you took a sip of your drink,Â
Wooyoung had changed too, but he just wore a big blue and white striped sweater with nice pants. You were wearing something similar, valuing comfort over fashion tonight. Seeing Seonghwaâs outfit now, it felt like you both were underdressed.Â
The party had been amazing otherwise. Wooyoung had introduced you to the other aunts, uncles, and cousins that had come to the party. Thankfully, most of them didnât ask why you werenât with your own family.Â
Wooyoung dragged you along to talk to Hongjoong, Yunho, and Mingi as well, which you were hoping to do anyway.Â
You hung onto Hongjoongâs every word as he talked about the many artists heâd worked with, the songs he produced, and he even let you and Wooyoung hear sneak peeks of some unreleased projects.Â
Yunho and Mingi were both lawyers at the same firm, but they both insisted that theyâd rather talk about anything else than their job on Christmas. So you talked about a great deal of things, and even eventually asked how they met each other.Â
The two gave each other a smile before they looked back at you. âWe were on opposite sides of one case,â Yunho began, with a storyteller type tone, far off and dreamy. âWe ended up meeting each other after it was settled, and the rest is history.âÂ
âWho won the case?â Wooyoung asked, already knowing the answer, but wanting to hear the answer again anyway.Â
Yunho sighed as Mingi smiled proudly. âMingi did.âÂ
Mingi reached over and squeezed his hand. âIt wasnât an easy win.âÂ
âOf course not, I worked my ass off for that case!âÂ
You and Wooyoung couldnât help but devolve into giggles like little kids.Â
But for most of the time, you stayed with San, Yeosang, and Jongho. You all naturally gravitated back towards each other when you were pulled away, so you all ended up sticking together. Laughing, yelling, messing with all of Wooyoungâs family, stealing the food.Â
Then Seonghwa came back and nearly turned you into a puddle in front of everyone.Â
You were trying to clear the redness from your face, Wooyoung still giggling beside you, when you heard a knock at the door.Â
The part youâd forgotten about. The catch to everything. The rain for the parade.Â
You almost didnât hear it over the chatter of the party, but Wooyoung definitely heard it. His face instantly fell and body went rigid.Â
You put your drink down and grabbed Wooyoungâs hand. He shook himself out of his frozen state to look at you, and you saw that scared little boy again. The same one from those weeks ago when he opened up to you about the villain who was on the other side of the door.Â
Youâd promised him many weeks ago that he wouldnât be alone. Youâd be by his side, you wouldnât let him go through it alone. Especially not now.Â
âIâll go with you,â you said softly, squeezing his hand. Wooyoung squeezed your hand back.Â
âOkay,â he mumbled, staring at the floor, his shoulders drooping, his hands growing slick.Â
You knew this feeling all too well. This internal battle. This anxiety that threatened to consume you completely. You began to feel your heart pounding against your ribs. You were hoping youâd have more time before you had to confront something like this again.Â
But youâd do it for Wooyoung. Youâd shove your fear aside to support Wooyoung.Â
You walked with him to the front door. You kept your fingers laced with his as he hesitated to open the door. You squeezed his hand again, and he squeezed back.Â
You could hear your heartbeat in your head now. Breathing was growing more difficult.Â
You both took a deep, long breath. And then the door was open.Â
At first glance, she didnât look like much. She was shorter then Wooyoung, about your height, with long dark hair done in a braid down her shoulder, with a dark green knee length dress.Â
But everyone knows this song and dance: Looks can be deceiving.Â
âWooyoung!â The woman squealed, throwing her arms out to hug him tightly. Wooyoung used his free arm to hug her back, still keeping his hand locked with yours. âOh, Iâve missed you so much! Itâs been months!âÂ
âYeah, itâs been a while,â Wooyoung said flatly, patting her back.Â
The woman hugged him a few seconds too long before she finally pulled back and came inside the house. âOh, whoâs this?â She asked, her tone teasing, clearly hinting at more as she saw your joined hands. Instinctively, you wanted to pull your hand back and tell her itâs not what she thought.Â
But you shoved that aside as you just smiled and squeezed his hand. âIâm his friend. I wanted to spend Christmas with him this year.âÂ
âNot with your own family?â She cocked an eyebrow as she looked at Wooyoung, as if heâd somehow have the answer. He just looked at you.Â
You couldâve said a lot. You were already thinking of venomous retorts you could throw at her. Her, who you knew despite her pretty face and sweet voice, was exactly like the people youâd escaped years before.Â
But all you said was: âNope.âÂ
Wooyoungâs mother blinked in confusion, expecting more, but when she realized you werenât going to say anything else, she forced a smile. âAlright, well, I hope youâve had a good time with him.âÂ
âI have,â you said simply, giving her the same fake smile she gave you.Â
You were already growing exhausted of this facade. Your heart was pounding so hard, you could hear it in your head. Your hands were slowly growing slick.Â
She simply nodded before she bowed only her head. You returned the gesture. âMy name is Hajoon. Yours?âÂ
You gave her your name. Begrudgingly.Â
âWell, itâs nice to meet you,â Hajoon said dismissively before she turned back to Wooyoung. But you stayed beside Wooyoung, holding his hand that was tightly gripping yours.Â
âWoo, honey,â she cooed, reaching up to hold Wooyoungâs cheek. It took everything in him to not flinch and not move away from her hand. âYou havenât answered me in months. Is everything okay?âÂ
âYeah, everythingâs fine,â he said. He shifted his weight around and swallowed, his throat bobbing. âIâve just been busy this semester.âÂ
âAww, my poor baby.â Hajoon pouted. âYou can always ask me if you need help, you know.âÂ
âI know, but I have help already.â Wooyoung raised his hand which was joined with yours. âIf I didnât have their help, I wouldâve been kicked out a long time ago.âÂ
Hajoon looked at you as you looked away, a blush creeping into your cheeks. He was giving you a little too much credit, but it wasnât a complete lie. He did need your help sometimes, and you were willing to help.Â
âIsnât that sweet?â Hajoon gushed with a big smile that didnât reach her eyes. âIâm glad you have help, baby, but Iâll still be here if you need it.âÂ
Wooyoung nodded once. âOkay, Iâll keep that in mind.âÂ
Hajoon stayed silent for a moment, but when she realized Wooyoung had nothing else to say, she just nodded too.Â
She hugged him again, and like before, Wooyoung just patted her back with one hand. She pulled back and pressed a kiss to his cheek before she let go. âIâll go say hi to everyone else, and then weâll talk more, okay?âÂ
Wooyoung mumbled an âokayâ as she walked away. As soon as she was far enough away, he rubbed his cheek with the sleeve of his sweater.Â
You let out a huge sigh of relief as you finally let go of Wooyoungâs hand. You both wiped your hands off on your clothes before you turned to each other.Â
âThat was exhausting,â you said as you watched Hajoon make her way through the people with that goddamn fake smile.Â
âExactly.â Wooyoung took a deep breath before he hung his head. âI just hope she doesnât start anything.âÂ
âIâll be here.â You rubbed his shoulder. âYouâre not alone.â He still didnât look up at you, but he nodded.Â
She took everything out of him. It was only a little over a minute, but Hajoon just being here exhausted Wooyoung. You felt it too. The exhaustion from just being stressed that this person might do something, from keeping up the mask that you tolerate this person.Â
Your heart ached when you saw it. But it was a different ache. It was painful. It hurt so badly.Â
You pulled Wooyoung into a hug and held him tight. He hugged you back instantly, leaning his head on your shoulder.Â
âYouâre not alone,â you said softly, rubbing his back. Wooyoung nodded again. You couldnât see it, but he was fighting tears.Â
Youâd say it until you couldnât anymore. Youâd be there for him. Youâd be at his side tonight.Â
He wasnât alone. And he never would be.Â
Seonghwa saw the two of you locked in the hug and went over, putting his hand on Wooyoungâs back. Wooyoung pulled back and looked up, wiping his eyes.Â
âIf she says anything to you, Iâll take care of her,â Seonghwa said softly. Wooyoung nodded, blinking back the rest of the tears. You reached up and rubbed his arm, leaning your head on his shoulder.Â
Seonghwa leaned in and pressed a kiss to Wooyoungâs forehead. Wooyoung returned the kiss with one on his cheek before Seonghwa pulled back. âYou know, Hongjoong was telling me he had some artists youâd probably like to meet before you go back to college.âÂ
Wooyoungâs face lit up and his smile melted away any of the tension that was there. âReally? Where is he?âÂ
âHeâs on the couch, I told him Iâd go get you.â
Wooyoung took off running for the couch, leaving you and Seonghwa alone by the door. He looked at you, and you looked at him.Â
As badly as you wanted to hug him and kiss his Christmas red lips, youâd have to restrain yourself until the party was over.Â
âAre you enjoying the party otherwise, dear?ïżœïżœïżœ Seonghwa asked, his mother voice coming in thickly. You gave him a small smile as you nodded.Â
âYeah, Iâve been having fun.âÂ
Seonghwa smiled back. âGood. I hope it stays that way,â he added, trailing off. You could only nod in answer, hoping for the same.Â
If only you knew.Â
Itâd been only an hour after Hajoon arrived, and everyone already wanted her gone.Â
Not because she was fighting with anyone, but because everyone knew her ârot your teeth sweetnessâ was a bald-faced lie.Â
She stayed close to Wooyoung most of the time, being touchy and huggy, talking about herself more than talking with him about anything else.Â
You were with Wooyoung through it all, and you were both bored to tears hearing about her jobs, her friends, her latest ex boyfriend. Itâs like she was gossiping like a teenager, but she was in her forties.Â
It didnât help that Hajoon was the biggest drinker there. She was already halfway to hammered by the time the first hour was over.Â
Her conversation topics started becoming more nonsensical and inappropriate. Most of the time, neither you nor Wooyoung had any clue what she was trying to say.Â
It was mostly tame until Seonghwa came up behind you two. You were sitting on the couch, and Hajoon was sitting in one of the chairs. She scowled as he put his hands on Wooyoungâs shoulders, but he ignored the look, focusing on you two.Â
âYou can eat dinner now if youâre hungry,â Seonghwa said, looking between the two of you. âSome people have already gotten theirs, so itâs not as crowded.âÂ
âThanks Eomma-â Wooyoung started, then instantly shut his mouth before he spoke again. âDad.âÂ
But Hajoon heard it.Â
Wooyoung tried to cover it up and flash a sweet little smile, but his death grip on your hand told you otherwise.Â
âHeâs not your eomma,â Hajoon slurred, her words barely discernible from each other. âYou never call me eomma, Wooyoung.â She was trying to be serious, but the slurred speech just made her sound ridiculous.Â
âHajoon, go eat something, youâre drunk,â Seonghwa spat, more forcefully than you or Wooyoung expected.Â
And that was the moment you both realized that it was time. The event you were both mentally preparing for, this was it.Â
You both braced for Hajoon to spit back at him, but she just stared. But if looked could kill, Seonghwa wouldâve been dead and buried.Â
She kept up that stare for a few seconds before she got up and stormed into the kitchen.Â
You and Wooyoung looked at each other in bewilderment. Even Seonghwa was stunned.Â
âTake it and donât say anything,â you whispered. Wooyoung and Seonghwa both nodded in agreement. Donât push her, donât say anything else that might piss her off.Â
She was already a bomb with the fuse lit. But the length of said fuse wasnât anything the three of you knew.Â
âWhy donât you two wait a minute, then go get food, okay?â Seonghwa offered. You and Wooyoung nodded, to which Seonghwa nodded back before he walked away.Â
The two of you sat in silence the minute you waited to go get food, your hands still interlocked. Why hadnât Hajoon said anything? It was the perfect excuse for her to go off, but she didnât. Why? Did she think it wasnât worth it?Â
Wooyoung knew her far better than you did (obviously), and he knew that in all Seonghwa and Hajoonâs years of being broken up, sheâd always take a chance to start a fight or say something to him that she didnât need to.Â
She wasnât always the instigator though. Sometimes, Seonghwa would start it. If Wooyoung happened to overhear or be present, heâd apologize for it. But the point of the matter is that the two had countless spats over the years.Â
So why Hajoon stayed silent was a mystery to him and Seonghwa, and you by extension.Â
You didnât need to know their history to know that an abusive narcissist loved to fight, especially if they thought they were correct. Especially when she was drunk, no less.Â
Whatever the reason, it made you both tense for whenever she would actually start something.Â
You both tried not to think about it as you went to grab food. By that point, you were the last two besides Seonghwa who had to eat. Thankfully, because of Seonghwaâs wonderful planning, there was still plenty of food for you to grab.Â
You loaded your plates up with as much food as you could, as you both hadnât eaten for hours. Wooyoung especially was stacking food on top of itself.Â
âAre you sure youâre gonna eat all that?â You teased. Wooyoung just gave you a sly smirk and said nothing.Â
You were both ready to make your way back to the couch, but as you were ready to leave the kitchen, San, Yeosang, and Jongho were already at the dining table, calling you both over.Â
Wooyoung happily went to sit with them, and you were about to follow, but Seonghwa gently grabbed onto your arm. You didnât even realize heâd come into the kitchen.Â
You looked up as he pulled you back a little, smiling warmly at you with half closed eyes. âStay back with me for a second, please? I need some help with something.âÂ
You knew by the look in his eyes that he didnât actually need anything.Â
Except for you.Â
You set your plate on the kitchen counter and let him lead you to the back of the kitchen, to a walk-in pantry, of which Seonghwa pulled you into and closed the door behind him.Â
âWeâre not going to-â You started, but Seonghwa was already shaking his head as he pulled you into his arms.Â
âNo, not now,â he murmured against your hair, holding you tight against his chest. âI just wanted to hold you.â You gladly melted into his arms and hugged him back.Â
Youâd been waiting for a moment where you could sneak off with Seonghwa and be with him for just a few minutes. To be in his arms, to just be you two again away from everyone else. Being around other people and pretending he wasnât anything to you was torture.Â
But now you two were alone, and now you were wrapped up in his arms, just like you always wanted to be.Â
âYou look gorgeous,â you said softly. Seonghwa couldnât help but smile as heat rushed to his cheeks.Â
âThank you, jagiya. You look adorable.â You smiled bigger and nuzzled into his chest. His velvet dress felt wonderful against your skin, so soft, just as you imagined it would feel.Â
You both needed this. Just a couple minutes alone, relaxing in each other's warmth.Â
You knew you were going to be back in Seonghwaâs bed by the end of the night, but you couldnât wait that long to hug him again.Â
You wished you couldâve been by Seonghwaâs side all night. His arm around you while you were pressed against him, leaning on his shoulder. Your gorgeous boyfriend, keeping you with him, showing you off as his cute little partner.Â
Maybe someday, youâd get there.Â
You pulled back and looked up at Seonghwa, giving him your own half closed, loving gaze, similar to the one he always gave you. He held you even tighter as he came up to hold the back of your neck to pull you into a soft kiss.Â
His gloss tasted like cherries.Â
It was meant to be a soft and quick kiss, but one kiss turned to two, three, four needy ones before you knew it.Â
Four turned into who knows how many, with you both gripping onto each other desperately, Seonghwaâs tongue pushing itâs way past your lips to deepen the kiss. You were addicted to his soft moans and heavy breaths, the way they were swallowed up by your kisses. You ran your hand down his body to keep them going-Â
âWhat the fuck?!âÂ
You both jumped away from each other at the screech, You whipped your head to the door and your heart sunk to your feet.Â
It was Hajoon.Â
Seonghwa quickly stepped in front of you and held his arm out to keep you back. âHajoon, this is none of your-â
But she cut him off, screeching like a wild animal. âYouâre disgusting! Forcing yourself on someone your sonâs age!âÂ
âHe wasnât forcing-â You tried to interject, but Seonghwa pushed you back a little more as Hajoon continued.Â
âYou couldnât find anyone else our age to tolerate you, so youâre going after our sonâs friends?! Were you just gonna go down the line and take your pick?!âÂ
You reached out and held onto Seonghwaâs hand. It was hard to get air in, like your lungs had shrunk. Your heart felt like it was about to explode. Your clothes were clinging to your body with sweat.Â
âHajoon, enough.â Seonghwaâs voice had dropped lower and his head was tilted down, staring at her through his brows. âYou donât know everything-âÂ
âI donât need to know anything, I can see it all right here!âÂ
âHajoon-âÂ
âPretending to be a woman wasnât enough for you, now youâre a predator?!âÂ
Just like that, the fear disappeared, and white hot anger washed over you.Â
But as you opened your mouth to tear her to shreds, another voice popped up.Â
âYou do NOT get to call him that.âÂ
Wooyoung stormed up to Hajoon and stood in front of her, staring her down, his eyes dark and devoid of anything else but pure rage.Â
But she just stared at him with the same anger she had for Seonghwa.Â
âOh, so youâre defending this?â She spat, motioning to you and Seonghwa as the this. âYouâre okay with your father forcing himself on your friend?!âÂ
Wooyoungâs hands were clenched into fists at his sides, shaking a little. His jaw was clenched tight like a vice.Â
Youâd never seen him more infuriated.Â
âHeâs not forcing himself on anyone,â Wooyoung all but growled out. âYou donât know anything about this, Mom.âÂ
âWhy would I need to?! This is wrong! What if I started dating one of your friends, would it still be okay then?â Despite being shorter than Wooyoung, Hajoon still seemed like she was larger. Like an unstoppable force, an immovable object.Â
Wooyoung stared at her for a few moments, turning the words over in his head before he finally spit them back out at her.Â
âNo, because I wouldnât want my friends to date someone as bitchy and abusive as you.âÂ
There it was, the spark that finally set off the bomb.Â
âHow dare you?!â Hajoon screamed, then began to sob. Your hands shook with anger as memories came up again. âItâs not true, but you keep saying it! What did I do that was so cruel to you, what made me so abusive?!âÂ
But despite her crying, her begging, her drunken, wild craze, Wooyoung didnât flinch. There was no sympathy in his eyes. There was nothing.Â
âDo you really want a list?â He asked flatly. Hajoon wailed again.Â
âYouâre such a liar!â She cried, wiping away some of the crocodile tears off her cheeks. âWhat made you like this?â She started to reach out to hold his face again. âWhat happened to my sweet Wooyou-âÂ
He stepped away before she could touch him. Hajoon doubled over as if sheâd been punched in the stomach, and she let out a painful sob with it.Â
You and Seonghwa finally stepped out of the pantry now that you had space to. Everyone was standing in or just outside the kitchen, thanks to Hajoon. Shame washed over you and Seonghwa, but everyone was more focused on Wooyoung and Hajoon.Â
âYou did,â Wooyoung ground out. âYOU happened to me, Mom.â His voice cracked as his eyes filled with tears. âYou taught me that screaming at people was a good way to get them to listen, you taught me that apologies donât matter, you taught me EVERYTHING YOU NEVER want to admit to!â
The tears spilled down his cheeks the more he spoke, until all his words were just sobs and gasps. The scared little Wooyoung was back.Â
The scared little boy who just wanted to be loved.Â
But Hajoon didnât see it. âWooyoung, I have never-âÂ
âHajoon,â Seonghwa interrupted, his own voice now shaky. âLeave my house.âÂ
She looked up at him in bewilderment, hoping he wasnât serious. But he was giving her a similar cold look to the one Wooyoung gave her. But Seonghwaâs was more desperate. More tired.Â
âSeonghwa-âÂ
âDonât ever come back.âÂ
You squeezed Seonghwaâs hand. He finally squeezed back.Â
With one final cry, Hajoon stormed out of the house, pushing past everyone else to grab her things and slam the front door behind her.Â
No one said a word. The house was filled with a tension so thick, it was suffocating, like it was invading your lungs and forcing out the air.Â
There was a lot that needed to be said. Looking at everyoneâs confused and worried faces, there was an imminent and long conversation that needed to be started, but you didnât know what to say.Â
But you looked over at Wooyoung, whoâd pulled himself back against the wall with his face covered, trying to stop crying, and you couldnât stop the tears from spilling over yourself.Â
You pulled away from Seonghwa and nearly ran to Wooyoung, throwing your arms around him and pulling him into a tight hug. He hugged you back instantly, and you both cried in each otherâs arms.Â
âYou did good,â you whispered, not being able to speak any louder.Â
Wooyoung tightened his arms around you. âIâm a mess.âÂ
âThat doesnât matter.â Your throat closed up and another sob shot from your lips. âYou did good, Wooyoung.âÂ
You didnât know it at the time, but your words meant more to him than you knew. Wooyoungâs heart swelled hearing the words, and thankfully, he believed you. Even if he did look like a mess, he believed you when you said he did good.Â
Because he did. From the way they spoke, it sounded like Wooyoung had tried to confront Hajoon, or make her see how she hurt him.Â
But he properly stood up to her this time. Even if she didnât take a single word of his and think about it, he got it off his chest.Â
Wooyoung did it for himself.Â
Hongjoong stepped through the crowd of people and walked over to Seonghwa, and his hands began to tremble.Â
Seonghwa fully expected criticism from everyone. From not being told up front to how disgusting his current relationship was. Countless lectures and people talking down to him, telling him how wrong he was to pursue someone his sonâs age.Â
But Hongjoongâs eyes were sympathetic, and his body was relaxed. Seonghwa looked behind him, and Yunho and Mingi were at the front of the small crowd, with the same sympathetic look.Â
San, Yeosang, and Jongho were right behind them. San was looking at Wooyoung, his face contorted into pain like he was being stabbed.Â
âDo you want to tell us the truth, and not what Hajoon said?â Hongjoong asked, his voice soft. Seonghwa took a shaky breath before he nodded.Â
âYes, Iâm in aâŠrelationship of sorts with them,â he started, his eyes falling to the floor. âItâs been going on for a few weeks. I didnât force them into this, everything, I made sure they consented.â Seonghwaâs vision grew blurry as his throat closed up, cutting off his words.Â
Even as he spoke, he couldnât get the thoughts out of his head. He couldnât stop hearing Hajoonâs voice. Predator.Â
Itâd been his fear since the beginning. Isnât that what he was? An older man pursuing someone much younger? A predator?Â
âI believe you,â Hongjoong said softly, putting his hand on Seonghwaâs arm, sliding down to hold his hand. âDid you initiate this because theyâre younger?âÂ
âNo,â Seonghwa instantly spit out. âNo, never.â His eyes drifted over to you. âAt first, itâs because I found them attractive. But theyâre sweet, and funny, helpful, respectful, patient, understanding...â He trailed off and looked back at the ground. âAnd they didnât want me as just a perverted sex doll.âÂ
A whimper left his lips as he finished his sentence, his hand coming up to try to keep the rest of the tears inside. Hongjoongâs eyes grew heavier as he held Seonghwaâs hand tighter.Â
âThen youâre not a predator, Seonghwa. I know youâre not. Please believe me when I say youâre not.âÂ
Seonghwa didnât want to think he was. He didnât want to believe he was.Â
But hearing himself talk about you, and never bring up your age once made him realize it.Â
He didnât want you because you were younger. He wanted you for you.Â
You pulled away from Wooyoung as your crying tapered off. You both wiped your faces off with the sleeves of your sweaters as you turned to Seonghwa.Â
Neither you nor Wooyoung hesitated to hug him. The tears turned into full blown sobs as he hugged you two back. It was his turn now.Â
And just like youâd known the night before, you three were together. You were still together.Â
The ache in your heart was back, all over you, in every part of you. It made you squeeze Seonghwa tighter as you pressed your face back into his velvet gown.Â
Unbeknownst to you, Seonghwa was feeling it too. But so was Wooyoung.Â
That moment solidified to you that you really had found a family. A family who cared. A family who would protect you.Â
A family who loved you.Â
Seonghwa closed the door as he said good night to Hongjoong, then turned back to you.Â
Thankfully, everyone else was mostly accepting of the revelation that you and Seonghwa were in a relationship, but it killed the mood of the party, so everyone instead finished their food, exchanged their gifts, and agreed to call it a night.Â
A lot of them agreed to help clean up, those being Hongjoong, Yunho, and Mingi, mostly helping clean up the kitchen. You and Wooyoung worked with San, Yeosang, and Jongho to freshen up the living room and dining room.Â
âYou two are really dating?â Yeosang had asked. You just nodded. He looked at Jongho, who looked back at him, and then at you.Â
âHow do you even start that?â Jongho added.Â
Wooyoung piped up then when he grabbed your shoulder. âWhen you canât stop drooling over the other.âÂ
The boys started laughing as you tried to smack Wooyoung, your face burning up remembering your first night. You were grateful that they were accepting too, but now that meant youâd get teased about it endlessly.Â
But youâd rather take that over no friends at all.Â
Because it was late by that point, the boys decided to stay the night (and definitely wasnât because Wooyoung convinced San to stay first), so after clean up was done, Wooyoung took them upstairs to show them to their rooms.Â
So here you were, alone again with Seonghwa.Â
âI shouldâve been more careful,â Seonghwa said softly. âIt wasnât a very good spot to hide.âÂ
âDon't beat yourself up.â You walked over to him and slipped your arms around his waist to hug him. He hugged you back, holding you tight. âYou didnât know she was going to follow us.âÂ
âI still regret it.âÂ
You knew you wouldnât be able to convince him otherwise, so you didnât try. You just squeezed him instead before you looked up at him.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â you offered. Seonghwa nodded, and held your hand as he led you back down the familiar route to his bedroom.Â
You quickly changed into an oversized t-shirt and shorts, like you usually did, and were going to wait in bed for Seonghwa to be done.Â
But you still wanted to be with him. So you went to the bathroom, where heâd already changed out of his gown and into a small pink robe, and was preparing to wash his makeup off.Â
âI wanna help,â you said softly as you grabbed onto his arm. Seonghwa looked at you and couldnât help but smile. That mightâve been the most adorable thing youâd done since youâd gotten here.Â
He sat down on the toilet, and guided you through how to take off his makeup and wash his face before bed. You were gentle in everything you did, going over his face like he was made of glass.Â
He gratefully leaned against your hand when you held his cheek, smiling in a tired little daze as he thought about how lucky he was to have you.Â
You, who was so gentle and sweet to him, who wanted to spend so much time with him, who helped him unasked because you wanted to. You wanted to help him.Â
Itâd taken so many years for him to find someone again who actually wanted more from him than sex. And he found it in the most unexpected way.Â
Once you were done, you both went back to bed and curled up under the covers, holding each other like you had every night before.Â
You didnât know how you were going to sleep without his steady heartbeat anymore. Without his arms holding you tight.Â
You didn't want to think about it, especially as your eyes were falling closed from exhaustion. You were spent, and you were finally willing to listen and give in to the tiredness.Â
Seonghwa pressed a kiss to your head as he slowly rubbed your back. âGood night, jagiya,â he whispered, closing his eyes.Â
âGood night, Mommy,â you whispered back, finally succumbing to sleep in Seonghwaâs arms.
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Not really Naomi's first day of school, but more like your and Naoya's reaction to it. Mostly yours, Naoya tends to be quite... distant because of work ugh I hate it. đżđđđ I just like writing silly domestic things :)
warnings: fluff. domestic au; you have a beautiful daughter with Naoya named Naomi. He is a good husband!!! as well as an overprotective father, just like you.
Happy reading!
ââbut nothing too far, we must be able to answer quickly if something happens!â
âThen why are we even considering beyond the estate? Thereâs no safer place than here!â
âWell, you are right in some way⊠but she still deserves to make friends, you know? Hang out with kids her age, make friends⊠do things of her age! And not limit herself to me or my staffâŠâ
âNo one will be good enough for my little mochi. We might as well keep her here, you know? Besides, she actually doesnât need to go to school. She has her whole life set up already just for being my daughter!â
âOh, Naoya, just listen to yourself! We canât deprive Naomi of the world! Itâs her right, just as anybody elseâsâ
âBut we can choose whatâs right for her, and I think her being homeschooled is the best option.â
ââŠFor us, not for her.â
Naoya sighs.
Seems that at the end of the day, no matter how much the two tried to avoid the subject, they always came back to the same conclusion: Naomi needed to go to school.
No homeschooling, no private tutoring, none of that. She ought to go to an actual building where sheâd meet other people, from teachers ready to aid her growth, to kids who wished to befriend and play with her.
It was a day that everybody knew was coming, and yet, you and Naoya couldnât help but feel highly unprepared; mainly due to both needing to prolong the inevitably.
And neither could be blamed, after all, you and Naoya had grown accustomed to having little Naomi around all day; hearing her cute giggles resounding across the estate, the pitter patter of her feet running from one side of the hallway to the other, her witty chatter that often made little to no sense, yet you loved hearing, for it filled the cold, emptiness of your home with her warm presence, to her adorable snoresâŠ
You didnât want her to go. You wished her to stayâŠ
But as good parents, this needed to be done. And soon, instead of taking Naomi to accompany you to your errands, or your quick runs to satisfy whatever sweet craving you had, youâd be taking her to school; to leave her there for seemingly endless hours, unable to know what she was doing.
If she was happy, if she needed you.
And yet, that was the beauty of watching her grow; another part of you wanting to accompany her through this special moment and all that pertained through it: from buying her first backpack, dressing her up in her first school uniform, to helping her choose what hairstyle she wanted for her first dayâ
It was all exciting for you and Naoya.
Didnât mean it wasnât difficult for overbearing parents like you to drop her off at the gates of whatever prestigious school both decided to enroll her in (only the best, Naoya required, anything less is just a waste of my time).
You naturally preserved the moment through thousands of pictures, a few selections posted on her dedicated Instagram and causing an expected commotion in your family.
naomis_grandpa: Naomi-chan looks adorable as ever!! I canât believe sheâs going to school alreadyâtime sure flies by! Why donât we celebrate her first day of school by having a small gathering? I can arrange something over there!
l/n_hinata: Oh, I wish I couldâve been there but you know how work is đ„đ„!! Iâll call you later to ask how her first day went (and if youâre faring well lol) Good luck, Naomi-chan!!
l/n_ren: Haha, she looks just like you on your first day, all the way down to the pout! The resemblance is uncanny, she really is your daughter.
zenin_y/n: I wasnât like that on my first day..
the_strongest_one: Yes, you were! I remember! You wouldnât stop crying once your mom and dad left you hahahaha!! I think I have a picture somewhere⊠anyways, did Naomi cry like you? Or was she strong, like me?
zenin_naoya: leave my wife alone.
the_strongest_one: sure sure, but does your wife know you just dmâd me asking for the picture?
zenin_y/n: Naoya.
But Satoruâs words did highlight an important point, one that you expected to happen yet surprisingly, it didnât. Naoya was equally amazed when you told him about itâŠ
In other words, contrary to all beliefs⊠Naomi did not cry. She did not whine, demand to be taken back home, nor did she tightly cling onto you as you guided her onto the entrance.
Nope, nothing at all.
Instead, she was excited to start this new adventure! See what this so-called school had to offer and seize the moment!
You wonât deny that seeing her so happy was both elating and disappointing in some ways, undoubtedly for having your expectations refutedâthe two were virtually inseparable, after all, surely⊠Naomi was just as affected as you were.
But alas, the ones far more emotionally invested were you and Naoya, trying your best to move on with their day as if nothing had changed, behaving like Naomi was still at home, just around the cornerâŠ
Kind of dramatic, wasnât it? She was to return home 4 hours laterâŠ
âOh!â Your thoughts would be interrupted by the loud sound of your cellphone ringing, a call from the only person you expected to do so at this time, pausing your work and rushing to respond, a smile on your lips as your husbandâs face appears on the screen. âHello, my love! How are you? Howâs work treating you?â
âDreadful, princessâas always, every second I go on without you is pure torture.â He confesses, exhaustion evident in his face. Oh, how you wished to kiss his worries away. âJust wanted to check in on you, I didnât call you on a bad time, did I?â
âNo, not at all. I was just tending to the garden; I heard you asked the gardeners to change the flowers to something Naomi liked, Thatâs very sweet of you.â
âWell, she mentioned liking sunflowersâand you know I had to do it.â He states proudly, your heart flutters at his smirk. âAnd you? How is my pretty princess?â
âTired.â You admit. âAnd a bit hungry too; itâs almost noon.â
âDonât forget to eat, I donât want to come home and hear you hadnât.â
âI know, I know⊠itâs not like my staff will allow it anyways.â
âGood. Itâs what I pay them from.â
âNaoyaâŠâ
âI know, I know.â He sighs. âNo need to scold me.â
âIâm not scolding youâŠâ you pout, Naoya laughs.
âYouâre adorableâanyways, do you know how my beloved dumpling is doing? Iâve missed her so much.â
âAh, right! Wait, I think she should be awake right now so you can see her!â
âWait,Y/Nâ" Naoya tried his best to lessen the shock which you would inevitably encounter once acknowledging reality, called out your name a few more times, but it was all for naught for you were determined into getting to Naomiâs room, hoping to find her playing with her toys in the company of either your seamstress Hitomi, or your cook Haruko, the latter being her favorite nee-san at the moment (though you donât tell Hitomi that).
To see the glow of your face dim upon entering your daughterâs room is a sight that will remain imprinted in the back of Naoyaâs mind, filled with an overwhelming need to comfort you, yet impotent to do so while kilometers away.
Thereâs no doubt now that you remember where Naomi was supposed to be, pushing you into a vivid emptiness her absence placed in your heart: a sentiment you never thought possible until becoming a mother.
âY/NâŠâ Naoya murmurs, heart-stricken upon seeing the sorrow in your face.
âOh, Naoya⊠how could I forget that she was at school?â you lament, defeated.
âSheâs always been there, itâs only natural that youâd forget.â Naoya attempts to console you, you sigh. ââŠWhat makes you feel this way? Besides missing her, of course.â
â⊠I donât know, I guess⊠I fear that she might not like school at all. That the teachers donât like her either⊠that she doesnât get along with the kidsâŠâ
âSheâll be alright, my love. Naomi is a good kid, sheâs our daughter after all.â
âI know, I just⊠wished I could be there for her. I know I shouldnât feel this way, but thatâs how itâs always been! Iâm there for her when she needs me⊠and sheâs here for me when I need herâŠ
I just⊠miss her, I guess.â
âIâm sure she misses you too.â Naoya can be nothing but understanding of the solitude you must feel in a place like the Zenâin estate now that he, and your daughter, were away.
Naomi had truly come into your life at the best moment, a blessing of sorts, that is without a doubt. For not only was she remembrance of the ever-growing love you felt for one another, and the achievement of a personal milestoneâŠ
But also, the one to fill the void your husbandâs absence had unwittingly given you.
Though you knew the type of relationship youâd have once getting together with Naoya and all that his demanding career entailed, it didnât make it any easier to live out. There were countless nights were your heart ached so much to have him near, and yet, all you could do is anxiously wait for his returnâhope there would be one, if fate hadnât decided to cruelly rip himâ
You worry that your attachment to Naomi might come to harm her in the long run, that youâd hinder her growth for your own personal desireâŠ
But you just loved her so much to act otherwise. You just wanted the best for her, and nothing less. Was it all too wrong?
âSheâll be home soon, youâll see.â Naoya adds, snapping you out of your thoughts. Your gaze returns to him, to his gentle smile, a reminder that heâll always support you. âAnd when she is, I will call her, and sheâll tell us all about her first day at school.â
âDo you think sheâs having fun? Or do you think sheâs afraid? Sheâs never been that social, you know? At least not when meeting new people. What if she doesnât get along with anyone? Or what if no one likes her? Oh, sheâd be devastatedâŠ.!â You naturally fret as a concerned mother; there is nothing youâd like more than your daughter to be liked by everyone!
âI wish I could tell you.â Naoya continues, understanding your concerns for he too considered themâexperienced them, in fact. Heâs known what it felt to be lonely, even when given everything in the world. So, the last thing he desired was for his daughter to go through the same. âBut thereâs one thing I know for certain.â
âWhat is itâŠ?â
âThat sheâs an adorable kid. The type one could only love. And if they donât, theyâre stupid.â He shrugs. âAnd thereâs no cure for stupidity, so donât worry about anything; Sheâs perfect just the way she is⊠and I know that because sheâs got you as a mother.â
âNaoya⊠when did you get all sappy on me?â you murmur, doing your best to hold back your tears.
âIâIâm not sappy, Iâm just⊠saying the truth.â He stammers, and though subtle, youâre still able to see a tint of red in his cheeks. âHow about I pick you two up after work and we get something to eat? Itâs been a while since weâve gone down to the city.â
âOh, that sounds wonderful! And that way we can also celebrate Naomiâs first day of school! I canât wait to hear all about it; Iâve always loved how cheerful she spoke, makes everything far more entertaining!â
âWe just gotta keep this a secret from your father; heâs been calling me non-stop about a supposed reunion he wants to make for our daughter.â Naoya warns. âHavenât seen him so enthusiastic since⊠well, heâs always like this, isnât he?â
âI kind of feel bad for leaving him outâŠâ
âWell, he is on the other side of the country.â
âIf it were up to him, I think he wouldâve liked her to be enrolled in a school over there. And as much as I love it when they spend time togetherâŠâ
âYes?â
ââŠWeâre a bit too much, arenât we?â Naoya laughs at your words. âPeople might think weâre bad parentsâŠâ
âNo, Y/N. I know for a fact that I have much to improve, but not you. Never.â Naoya smiles, wanting nothing more than to hug and kiss your insecurities away. For he could be nothing but glad that his daughter was unconditionally loved, cherished far more than his family even bothered to care.
Your worries and enthusiasm just proved what he always knew, what he saw the moment his eyes fell on you, what his heart sung when he fell in love:
âYouâre absolutely perfect.â
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hiii <3 how are you? hehe
skdjsks help my midterms are starting tomorrow, iâm super nervous⊠so, could i please request &team membersâ reaction to when their s/o is stressed out about exams (maybe, even to the point of crying and isolating) đ„č
just something cute, cuz i think iâve been reading smut a little too much latelyđ
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Haiii đŠi gotchu (i think i sorta need a break from smut toođ)
warnings: a lil angsty, mostly fluff, (nicho is a lil suggestive tho)!
&team Reactions When Their S/o's Are Stressed Out
K
Would get really concerned. He's been in the same position as you before, so he knows how it feels.
"Babe?" He'd turn the corner, seeing you curled underneath your desk. Investigating the scene, he would see your textbooks all over the desk, open with writing notes all over it. Then, his ears would would pick up on your soft sniffles. "Oh, baby. Come here." Kei would pick you up from under the table and place you onto your bed. He would rock you back and forth, even if you try to escape his grasp. Would kiss your face all over and whisper praises in your ears.
Fuma
Doesn't really get why your stressed because he didn't struggle in school but will try his best to comfort you.
He would be cooking in the kitchen and ask you to grab him a glass cup. Of course you'd drop it onto the ground, watching it shatter over the floor. "Fuma...I'm so sorry." He'd see the tears well in your eyes, a little confused because it was his cup, not yours. "It's okay babe. I'll clean it up." He'd watch you fall apart, sobbing and falling to your knees. He would catch you before you fall onto the glass, lifting you up and placing you onto the couch. Kissing you softly and reassuring you. "Shit, I forgot to turn of the stove!"
Nicholas
Tries his best but will convince you to go with his...own solution.
Upon walking into his room, he'd look at your sad face. "You okay?" he'd ask, immediately making you burst into tears. Panicking, he'd get up from his bed and make you sit down next to him. Kissing your tears away, holding your face and putting your foreheads together. "Hey, don't stress about that school shit, ok? You can always ask me for help." He would softly kiss your neck and your collar, playing with the edge of your shirt. "I can distract you for about an hour if you need it."
Euijoo
Would comfort you and end up doing some studying with you, very patient.
When he comes into your room he'd see you hunched over your desk and crying, he would pick you up. "Hey baby. Hm, sit on my lap." You'd let him place you on his lap, hugging you tightly. "I know this is hard, but we have to get this done. How about I help you?" You two would spend the rest off the night studying, and you'd fall asleep on his lap.
Jo
Is probably actually in the same boat as you so you two can vent to each other.
You'd flop onto his bed while he's taking notes, making him look over at you. "Oh, hey y/n. What's up?" Starting to cry out of nowhere, he'd be a little concerned. But he gets it. He's stressed out too. You two would just sit on the bed together and cry in each other's embrace.
Yuma
Is the type to not stress over these things, but will hug it out.
"Babe? Are you seriously crying over this dumb stuff?" He teased, seeing your angered expression. "Yes, Yuma! This 'dumb stuff' can make or break the rest of my life." You scolded, Yuma's smile fading into a more compassionate one. "It's gonna be okay, my love. Just come here." Hugging you so tight you can barely, breathe, you'll start to think you might just be okay.
Harua
will stress out with you, make it a little worse but eventually make it better.
You would be working over your desk, panicking and your eyes wetting. Harua's eyes would go wide. "It's exam week? Oh crap! B-but you shouldn't worry. I know it's stressful but just take a deep breath." Hugging you from behind, you two would sit there for a second. "I'll head to the store and buy us some snacks, okay?"
Taki
knows about it already, planned something for you in advance.
Taki would come in while your studying, in an excited mood. You'd turn around, seeing tears well in your eyes. "Hey darling! Come see what I did." He'd grab your hand, taking you into the living room. You were too busy doing your work to even notice that Taki had set up a fort and some fairy lights. "Dinner and a movie?" He'd suggest, hearing the doorbell ring.
Maki
tries his hardest to be compassionate.
He'd bake you cookies and brownies and anything he can learn. In and out of your room all day while baking you treats. By the end of the day, you'd have piles of sweets waiting for you. He would hang out with you, holding you while you guys stuffed down all your sweets.
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how mha characters would propose! Or just ask you out on a first date? đđđ Also I love ur blog sm its so cute!
BNHA BOYS PROPOSING đ gn!reader đ
content warning: fluff, multiple char. x reader, mentions of wine
DENKI
i think from the first month or so of your relationship together he was thinking "im so gonna marry them đ" but waited about 4 years or so into dating
he's really nervous about proposing đ„șđ
he wanted to make it special for his precious bean đ
he asked kirishima and sero to help give him tips đ
on the day he decided to propose he came to your house early in the morning so he could take you to a nice valley range
you guys just hang out at like 5 in the morning alone on top the pretty little hill he chose just talking about your life and some interesting things you saw recently
when suddenly (he was waiting for the perfect sunrise moment) he told you to follow him then close your eyes
he took you to a flower field nearby, knelt down and pulled out a pretty ring box (đđ„ș) tells you to open your eyes!!
and it's just the cutest and nicest thing you've ever seen, and he tells you he loves you so much and he wants to spend eternity with you forever and ever đđ
IZUKU
this man goes all out!! and on your anniversary too!
on the day of your third anniversary, izuku is so excited and nervous because he really wanted to make a proposal special for you, his adorable little bean <;/3
he researched a LOT, and even finds out what knee to kneel on (left knee)
he dresses rather nice, debating for about thirty minutes with himself to dress more casually than a three piece suit, settling on wearing a beige sweater you gave him for his birthday.
he even asked his mom about tips, đ asking where some places would be nice to go to
he told you he wanted to meet at a shopping place for you to have some fun, then visit a park with pretty flowers
he takes you shopping for your anniversary gift for the day, and the whole time he holds your hand, thinking on how lucky he was to have you.
when it actually comes the time when you go to the park (the place he chose to propose) he's a little sweaty, nervous, and he fears you might just reject him
so when he suddenly, abruptly gets down on one knee (in his panic on his right knee), that wasn't his intention (he planned to do it in front of a pretty tree) but he's doing it
he's crying a little bit, and he starts off by saying that he loved you since he first talked to you in high school. he has a velvety ring box open, and he asks you "will you stay with me forever y/n?"
after you say yes, he's the happiest man in the world, crying, and he squeezes you in a tight hug đ„șđđ (in front of a park bench)
SHOTO
after about 3 years of dating, to propose, this guy makes a candlelight dinner for you two at your guys' house!!!!
fuyumi is so excited when she finds out because she LOVES you!!!
he asked his brother, natsuo if that was really cheesy or not, he said yeah, but he did it anyway.
he asked one of your friends secretly to take you out on the day he planned it all out, so it was a surprise for you
he made a meal you both liked, and he got fancy expensive candles and lit it with his fire a few minutes before you got home.
he even put some red rose petals around and on the table đđ
he makes sure to dress fancy, and for once even messes with his hair a little bit to make a nice style!
when your friend takes you home, you see the candlelight dinner, with the rose petals, and fancy wine and your soon to be fiancĂ© in a nice suit đ„șđ
he walks you to the table and pulls your chair out for you (gentleman!!) and asks you how your day was with your friend.
you guys talk for a while, and after you both finish eating, he walks to your chair, kneels down, and pulls out an expensive looking ring box from his pocket.
in the soft candlelight, he says, "y/n, my love for you grows more and more every day, and I would be so lucky if you felt the same way. will you marry me?"
after you say yes, he fits the ring on you and decides to slow dance w you with some soft music in the back (đ„șđđđ)
a/n: (lmao i think i changed the tense of the verbs like 3288432x but wtv lol) i like this prompt, it's really cute, and i love seeing cute proposals or hearing about them it's just too sweet yk? đ„șđđ i chose some of my favorite bois, i hope these reach your expectations anon!! so sorry for the long release date đ
#âż peachy-writes#mha#bnha#mha fluff#bnha fluff#mha headcanons#bnha headcanons#mha x reader#bnha x reader#denki fluff#denki x reader#denki kaminari#denki headcanons#izuku fluff#izuku x reader#izuku headcanons#izuku midoriya#shoto fluff#shoto headcanons#shoto x reader#todoroki headcanons#todoroki fluff#shoto todoroki
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âMary Jane.â
Gojo satoru ~
Summary: Your best friend was a snake. She slept with your boyfriend at a party. Everything shattered when you saw them. Your heart broke, leaving you with hatered and resentment. But two can play that game. Didn't she know? Karmaâs a bitch.
W/C : 2k+. READING TIME: 10 minutes.
Setting: Modern Au, Reader is in their 20âs.
Song inspo:The best I ever had (Limi)/ Birthday S*X (Jeremih)/Drunk in love (The weekends version)/What you need(the weekend.)
A/N: Happy kinktober. Itâs been a minute. (I've returned just for this years kinktober) idk iâve just been busy fr. I havenât been writing at all đ. But I was on tik tok right, and i saw this lil video abt a story. So yall know those reddit stories? Bro this story was fucking outrageous, i tell ya. So boom bro got cheated on by his gf and she slept w his best friend. I was like damnnnnn đ ainât no way. So bro turned around n fcked his ex best friends sister. The crazy thing is HE RECORDED IT. AND HE SENT IT TO BRO. I got carried away w this one. (I was high asf.) But anyway please enjoy! My grammar might be fucked up i didnât feel like prof reading. Mdni/ageless blogs you will be blocked. 17+.
Warnings: F/M relations,ïżŒJealousy, angst if you squint, friend dumping, lewd behavior, DRUGS & alcohol. (mary J) mentions of Ex, BJâs, Male receiving, unprotected sex (I got a little nasty w this one)
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You sat there disappointed in your dry phone. It was like looking at a blank screen. The night was cold, dark, and quiet. Everything was different now that you cut off your toxic-ass best friend. Deleting all the pictures and videos of you two. All the happiness and laughter yïżœïżœall had shared just for it to be ruined in a few hours. The incident only happened a few days ago.
You decide to scroll through your alt accountâs Instagram feed hoping to see something interesting. Something interesting indeed popped up. A little green circle around your ex-best friendâs profile picture. âCuriosity killed the cat yaâknow?â, It surely killed you as soon as you clicked it. She was with your Ex. Your face scrunched in disbelief. You couldnât help but muster up a pitiful laugh. What was going through her goddamn mind? Did she know the alt belong to you? Was the random pinterest boy profile picture not convincing enough? You nearly tossed your phone to the ground you felt tears bubbling up in your eyes. You remember the whole thing like it was yesterday. The horrible things you said to each other. But one thing she said in particular stuck in your head. âYou arenât even together anymore! Why the fuck do you care Y/n?â, Those were the last words she said to you, the last words you needed to hear to leave her alone. It hurt you so much, the girl you known from middle school betrayed you.
It was late maybe around 11 pm. Your mind was filled with anger. You couldnât stop thinking about it. You told her everything and she did the same. You two grew up together. When you introduced your boyfriend and best friend they hit it off. They were so cool with each other that it seemed like a dream come true. Having your best friend actually like your boyfriend was extremely rare to come by. Your dream came short-lived after you found them fucking in a bathroom at a party. It hurt so fucking bad. You clenched your shirt trying not to cry. That night broke you, you lost everything in 4 hours. All it took was a couple of shots and one blunt to have your whole world crash. In a fit of rage, you decided to go through her entire Instagram feed. Scrolling through every single post. In a recent post from earlier today, you saw a dump of her stepbrother. All of the pictures were silly, cute pictures of him. You couldnât lie, he was fine as fuck. You saw her stepbrother a couple of times when y'all were younger, but god did puberty hit him good. He was tall and muscular with a sharp jawline. He has white hair and beautiful ocean-colored eyes. He had a couple of arm tattoos as well. You sat there trying to remember his name. You looked over the caption trying to find something leading to him, the caption read: âHAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY @satoruxgxjo! I hope 19 treats you good lil, bro :).â That was his name! You finally remembered him. Satoru gojo, it was definitely moan-able. You DMâD him almost immediately.
(Y/n): âHey! I saw your birthday was earlier and I wanted to wish you a happy 19th birthday!â You didnât know what you expected him to say back to that. You didnât know if you wanted him to immediately block you or text you back. Maybe if he blocked you would be able to move on and heal. But all you wanted was revenge. After two minutes you got a notification from Instagram. (satoruxgxjo): âYo, I appreciate it. itâs been a minute. How have you been?â A smug smile arose on your face. You instantly texted him back. (Y/n): âIâve been amazing. Recently I had just got some za from a friend and since itâs your birthday maybe we can roll up?â You watch as your text goes from Sent to Seen. Your heart immediately went faster.(satoruxgxjo): âLmao? That was quick but sure. I donât mind. Addy?â Your face was sinister. If he could see your face right here probably think twice about his current decision. You sent him your location, (Y/n): âI mean itâs not like we donât know each other Saturo, just pull up :) We can catch up!â, You were so happy that this was gonna work out perfectly. (satoruxgxjo): âWho is Saturo? Itâs Satoru* n Iâm otw.â That happiness quickly faded into embarrassment. How could you forget his name already? You repeated it 10x to remember it, while repeating his name you quickly got up and rushed upstairs.
You dressed yourself in a loose shirt that hung off your shoulders, your chest was the only thing holding it up. Underneath you made sure to treat your guests to an easy reveal no bra and pink Victoria's Secret lace panties. Your hair was messy letting little strands of hair frame your face. You rushed downstairs to set everything up, you grabbed an open bottle of Hennessy and accompanied it with a jar of bud including a pack of Rawâs. Everything was set for the most part. You dimmed the lights and played some sensual music. You turned your TV on to some random Netflix show to make it seem casual. You soon turned your attention to the door as the doorbell rang. A wicked smile placed on your face, your hips swaying to the music. You opened the door and smiled at your victimâI mean visitor. âHeyy~.â Your voice filled with a welcoming tone. Luring him in like a fisherman. âHey, Y/n.â He had a basic white shirt on, and his muscular body filled it out nicely. His lower half was hidden behind grey sweatpants, He had on white cross that were no longer white. His tall frame continued to tower over you. He sounded so nonchalant, but his blue eyes told a different story. He couldnât stop looking at your bare shoulders. âCome in hun.â You moved out of his way and motioned him to the couch. The table caught his attention immediately. You made your way to the kitchen swaying to the beat of the music. âHenny? Whatcha got this for?â He picked up the bottle with an eager smile. âWhy else Satoru?â You winked at him. Watching him open the bottle and pour himself a shot. âWell, Hopefully, itâs not for little ole me. God, you wouldnât make such a silly mistake and give an underage boy Hennessy? Right?â He asked mocking you. A smug expression on his face. You couldnât wait to wipe it off. âOh of course not! I would never do such a disgraceful thing. But..I wonât tell if you wonât.â He threw his head back and he gulped down the shot of liquor. The burning sensation only made him crave it more. âYou know I donât kiss and tell.â He chuckled as he watched you sit down on the couch. He soon followed you and plopped down beside you. âYou ever rolled before?â You looked at him as you picked up the grinder. âNah, Iâm more of a pipe or hookah person. Yaâknow?â You giggled at him. He was falling into your trap without even knowing. âLemme show you how to roll then.â. You took him through the basic steps. Letting your hands guide his. After a few attempts, he was able to get a good enough roll for a beginner. âAnd now ya gotta lick it.â You bent over his lap using his muscular arm to hold yourself up. You dragged your tongue over the paper making sure to seal it. You took the joint from him and began to light it. His eyes watched you dangerously. After a couple of pulls, you handed it back over to him. He pulled a heavy hit making him cough. You poured another shot for the both of you. Handing him a glass of liquor. âOh? Is that for me? How kind.â Your hand sat between his thighs. âOf course.â He took the glass and knocked it back, and you followed his lead.
You werenât slightly drunk nor were you high. But you couldnât say the same for Satoru. He almost finished your bottle of Hennessy. His head was between your neck and shoulder. He was mumbling incoherent nonsense, you didnât particularly care what he was babbling about. He was lying between your legs using your chest to keep him propped up. His hands rubbing your thigh, âMm..please.â He mumbled desperately. âI told you not to drink too much Gojo. Now look at you.â You laughed as you rubbed his head. â.. I know. mâ sorry. Please y/n. Please.â You were confused you didnât know what he was asking for to be quite frank. âYou should get an Uber to take you home.â You nudged him to get off of you. He didnât budge at all. His eyes looked up at you pleading with you. âI donât wanna go. I wanna stay with you. lemme stay.â He was so whiny while he was drunk it was pissing you off. âOkay, you can stay.â He hummed softly in response. âupstairs?â You whispered in his ear, he nodded his head. You moved off the couch pulling him off with you. You walked him up the stairs to your bedroom. He was stumbling up the stairs you had to hold him up. Making it to your room in one piece was the hardest part. Opening the door his hands never left your body, If anything they became more needy. His fingers roamed around your back as he began to tug at your shirt.
You grabbed his hands telling him to stop. âI donât know...if we should do this...Iâm sure your sister wouldnât like this.â You smiled as you pushed him on the bed. Of course, she wouldnât like her brother sleeping with her ex-best friend. But that made it more exhilarating. Satoru groaned at your words. Bringing up what you and his sister had going on at a time like this was a low blow. âDonât fuck with me Y/n. Youâve been touching me all night. Saying little shit to me. Iâm ready now, and youâre gonna act like this?â You heard the frustration in his voice, looking down at his gray sweats pants you saw what else was frustrated. You laughed at him. âOh look whoâs mad at me. Iâm just trying to respect you and your sister's relationship.â Your hands go under his shirt and rub his abs. He laughed as his arm covered his face. âAh, so I understand why she called you a conniving bitch now.â Your smug face was quickly wiped with confusion. âOhâŠYeah? She gonna think Iâm more than conniving after this.â You grabbed him by his hair pulling him closer. Your lips clashed against his, you could taste the intoxication on his tongue. The kiss became sloppy fairly quickly. His hands continued to roam over your back. He followed your lead not allowing your mouth to leave his. He yanked at your shirt, he wanted to pull it off of you. Sitting on his lap, you took off your shirt and tossed it to the side. His hands went up to cup your breasts. His fingers ran over your hardened nipples, his expression was darkened with lust. âSo fckin pretty.â He sat up leaving kisses on your neck and chest. You assisted him in taking off his shirt and tossed it over to yours. Leaving kisses on his neck and slowly moving downward to his chest. Taking your precious time with him. He was so impatient, whining if you didnât kiss him. You used your finger to trace his v-line teasing him enough to push him. You got up and slowly removed his sweatpants leaving him in his tight boxers. Licking your lips at the sight, it was a delectable sight indeed. Tracing the bulging print through his Ethikas. âOh my godâŠâ You stuttered in disbelief, this man was packing. Satoru felt you tugging his boxers, he lifted his hips and allowed you to yank them off of him. The cold air hit him drawing out a long sigh. Those blue eyes watching you with a dangerous glint, those eyes screaming out for you. âdonât play with me Y/n.â He whispered, almost as if he was begging you to make him feel something. You seated yourself between his thighs, looking at him with awe. Your hands running up and down his hardened dick. You gave him kitten licks on his tip, licking away any pre-cum. He growled at the teasing, âC'mon.â his hand caressingïżŒyour cheeks. You smiled as you quickly put your mouth around the tip and bobbed your head up and down.
His tip hits the back of your throat every time. Satoruâs hand pushed your head down so he could feel you deep-throat him, âFuuucckk, just like that.â You pulled your head back with an angry expression. âNobody likes a head pusher.â, You glared at him. âNobody likes a fucking teaser.â He mumbled. You laughed at his audacity as if he was the one in control. You slipped off your underwear and climbed on top of him. Letting him slide in slowly, inch by inch. You threw your head backward, rolling your neck. Low moans escaped your mouth as you felt his hips grinning against yours. âGo faster.â His tone completely shifted from whiny and desperate to frustration. He wanted more, He needed more. It wasnât enough for him. You looked so pretty going up and down on him. His eyes watched your body lift itself off of him and right back down. Your nails dug holes in his chest, âThat fuckinâ hurts Y/n.â He gave you a sadistic smile as he dug his nails into your hips. You shrieked in pain. You could quite literally feel his nails penetrate your skin. That didnât stop you though, you couldnât care less about anything other than cumming. Your mind became foggy and filled with a certain haze. âMm. Keep going. Dnt stop.â, Those words left Satoruâs mouth, his thrusts were sloppy and no longer had rhythm. His fingers found their way to your clit and played with you to make sure you came before him. Your moans filled the room as you were so close. You stopped as you finally reached the bliss you been begging for, panting heavily trying to regain the breath you once had. The feeling of warm liquid filling you was a slap in the face. You soon realized you didnât use protection. You looked down at Satoru whose eyes were closed with a smile of his face. âOops, mâsorry iâll get you a Plan B in the morning.â His hand gripped your ass while you sat there in disbelief. How could you fuck up this bad? You smiled as you seen him cover his face once again, âDonât worry about it. I have some in the bathroom.â. You got off of him and made your way to the bathroom.
When you came back you saw sleeping Satoru, under your sheets wrapped around your blanket. It was a cute sight to see him so vulnerable, you were about to fuck up his life. You crawled into bed next to him, cuddling him. He turned around and placed his head between your breast, his arm wrapped around your lower back pulling you close. You took out your phone and took a couple of pictures. This bitch was gonna know âFuck my man, I fuck your brother.â. You unblocked her number to send her a little treat. âWhen Satoru comes home tomorrow tell him I had a wonderful time. (3 attachments sent).â.
You turned off your phone and cuddled the sleeping boy, kissing his forehead and cheeks. âMm, she's gonna fuck you up when you get home.â You whispered in his ear. His phone was soon blowing up, From his mom and sister. âI don't care, you don't know how long I've been waiting to fuck you.â He muttered under his breath. You laughed, He wasnât going anywhere. Not just yet.
#gojo x y/n#gojo saturo#jjk gojo#gojou satoru x reader#gojo smut#jujutsu gojo#gojo x reader#gojo x you#gojo satoru#gojo fluff#jjk satoru#satoru smut#jjk smut#jjk x you#kinktober
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Giggling and kicking my feet and twirling my hair and going "oh my gawd" every time I re-read the nsfw alphabet that you did of toge your brain is so hugeđ gigantic even. You said you don't think he talks during those times (understandable), but do you think he doesn't even like...say tuna? If he has to say something (best dirty talk ever)? Actually, do you think he ever has to fight off the urge to actually speak and say something during sex, and then gets like. Upset at himself inside?
Okay so first of all, I'm gonna cry, this is the sweetest comment ever omg đ„čđ„č I haven't given up on this blog btw, I haven't posted in a while but I just got sick + I have a new job starting soon + somehow the creative juice got sucked out of me, BUT I'M STILL HERE AND THIS COMMENT!!! IT GIVES ME MORE REASONS TO KEEP PESTERING Y'ALL!!! đđđ so yeah tysm for your comment it just made my night đ„čđ„čđđ
Okay, regarding your questions (nsfw, so find it under the cut!!)
I actually think he would use some rice-ingredient words!
In-between the moans and whimpers, the pants and grunts coming from you both, he would probably ask how you're doingâ A small "Mustard leaf?", or even some "Tuna tuna!" when he feels you drift away. And if you ask him how he's holding up, he'd try to give you a shaky "S-salmon..!" so you keep going.
I just think overall he tries to keep quiet, mostly because of how insatiable he is and thus how long sessions can beâ If it's his first or second orgasm, he's not necessarily going to slip out. He has enough control to remember he can't fully let go. The more you go on, though... well, you both remember the time when he screamed of pleasureâ That was wild, even for him. Sometimes you leave him a crying mess, and all you can do is watch as he pants and lets out unintelligible whimpers.
I also definitely think he would try to say your name. I headcanon Toge with a speech impediment, mainly him stuttering and stammering because he doesn't often get to pronounce new words; he knows his commands by heart, as well as Yuuta's name (and even then, he would pronounce it "Yuuda" at first). However, I think he'd try very hard to pronounce everyone else's names correctly, especially if he got caught doing it and basically got the equivalent of a pat on the head. For his significant other, it's clear he'd try his hardest: he can't tell you how important you are to him, so he'll try to do something simple yet very meaningful for the both of you. He'll try to pronounce your name, without stutteringâ And it might slip out during sex.
Whenever he uses it, even though it doesn't seem to affect him, it does affect you: you can't say if it's actual cursed energy or simply your feelings for him, but you find yourself staring at him, admiring his features and drinking any sound leaking from his lips.
đ” Okay, let's take a breather now. đ”
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đ” Breathe in.. breathe out. đ”
About your last questionâ Toge's curse is being a passionate soul forced to silence. He hides it well, but he feels a lot; he's a control freak, similar to Maki (even though they'd never admit it), because that's how he hurts the least amount of people. Before the school, before Gojo, before Panda (his first friend)â Toge was alone. He wouldn't say a word, hands would be shoved against his mouth if he dared breathe too loud. The only person who never shushed him nor feared him ended up being cursed by himâ Clearly, everyone's better off far away from him.
The problem is, Toge is a lover. I'm an Inuokko shipper first and foremost so this might be where this idea comes from, but, even platonically, I think Toge would be the one to relate most to Rika. They're like two sides of the same coin when it comes to love. @gelatosushix made a wonderful post about it, so I won't dive too deep into this, but basically: Rika kills when she loves, but Toge dies when he loves.
A common mistake would be comparing Toge to a moth, drawn to fire and getting burnt by it. Toge isn't the moth; he's the flame. You're the moth. He's captivating, he has this mysterious aura yet somehow seems like an open book, but only if you ask the right questionsâ Only if you learn his language (and I'm not talking about rice ingredients). He intoxicates you, draws you in with his gaze (whether a purple wine with violet droplets, or a fiery brown with amber lights).
Then, he pulls his collar down: tattoos, or maybe burn scars, marking his cheeks and tongue as death takes the form of a baby-faced man. He's a weapon, one even Maki can't wield. He's feared. And yetâ The raspiness of his voice, the deep accents scratching his throatâ They get to you. Stupid moth flying to its death. At least it'll be sweet, you think.
Toge kills for people, because killing goes hand-in-hand with dying in his case. Toge loves by pushing away; that's how it's always been, that's what he's been taught. Yet you're hereâ You're holding him, stroking his cheek, singing his name, giving yourself to him. It feels right, it feels like everything he's ever wanted, it feels like so little yet so much to himâ And he hates it.
You deserve it all and he deserves nothing. You deserve words. Not silly ones, actual wordsâ But he can't say it. He can't stutter that he loves you, because what if? He could curse you. He could ruin your life, and Toge's already ruined so many lives in the pastâ It weighs on his soul, yet he can endure it; as long as you're not the next accursed.
So he bites down. On your skin, on his hand, on the pillowâ Anything, anywhere. He bites down to keep the sounds from coming out. And if you reassure him, tell him that you know, he doesn't need to say itâ He starts crying. He hates himself, he hates his curse, he hates the fucking marks on his face.
His hips slam against yours, he grabs at your skin; you're near, he knows it. He knows you by heart, that's the least he can do.
Deeper, deeper, deeperâ You reach the stars first, but he follows soon after. And he keeps crying. He cries the rest of the night, even with you holding him and whispering against his lips. He has to grab onto you so he doesn't run to the bathroom to desperatly try and wash his markings off.
Toge is a lover, a passionate soul forbidden from opening his heart; he hates emotional sex because of how much his heart bleeds from it. It ignites his flame, lures you in even more; and when his cries fill the room, when he hugs you tightâ It's like you're a butterfly, pinned by the thorns of a rose you were drinking from.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jujutsu kaisen headcanons#jjk headcanons#toge#inumaki toge#toge inumaki#toge headcanons#toge x reader#toge smut#atlas answers#atlas writes#atlas headcanons#atlas posts#(i hope it answered your questions! i got a bit carried awayđ„č)#(it gets me so shy for no reasonđ„č hopefully you like it..)#đ anon
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Hola its me Daniel's simp! Am sorry if am annoying u or anything!! Can we just have Daniel reaction of..reader just being down bad for him. Like When I say down bad I mean it like Xufdfiodpiydoy HOW CAN WE NOT BE DOWN BAD FOR THIS MAN đ LIKE SOMETIMES HE'S THE REASON I GET UP EVERY MORNING DIYODIPYIDYDIY..sorry about that. Idk wtf am saying nor doing sorry if am being weird! Also gave a nice day/afternoon/evening or night! â€
Daniel Park x Reader (Being a simp for him)
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If you ever met this man on middle school when he's being bullied. You're lucky. Y'know that Daniel has lots of trust issues and anxiety especially in this era. So you gotta be nice to him ;).
I don't know, but at first he just seemed to be REALLY hesitant at making friends at first and warming up because of his past trauma. But once you accepted each other's strengths and flaws he'll definitely become more open about what makes him happy and upset.
(Maybe it's just me that I love the friends to lovers trope more than enemies to lovers trope? HAHAHAHHA). But he's such a gentleman. He's often polite, respectful, yet have that fun and chaotic side of him that will make you MELT. If you like softie guys while still having that balance of masculinity you will like him a lot.
I think Daniel knows and loves to ride a bike. And if you don't know how to (like me), he'll happy to teach you out! Y'know those cheesy romantic scenes in love stories? That's what I am talking about he'll definitely push you to learn (but if you're uncomfortable he will stop of course) and once you mastered it he'll ask you out for a biking race at the sunset as long as it's safe and there's not many vehicles moving on the road.
Jamming in his apartment while his mom is out, listening to your favorite music while dancing around like idiots, eating at your favorite food places while comically arguing who's going to pay the bill, doing other silly things, and opening up to him are the most fun activities to do with him in my opinion. You know this guy is very empathetic and a very good listener since he's been through tough challenges in his life. Being friends with him is not just about spending your time and creating fun memories. It's about opening up to him as he does to you since you trust each other. I think that's one out of the many factors you're going down bad for him man. If you tell a sad story in your life, he'll cry. If you tell about an embarrassing and cringy memory on your school, he'll laugh his ass out yet with a gentle giggle. Same goes to his second body. The taller male is so similar to him that you almost feel like he's Little Daniel. They're both so humble yet so fun to hang out with. I don't know I'm word spilling rn but I just love him so much.
He may not realize it but he also dresses well in any fashion like KL:HDLK:HLAHSLA:. He might ask for help for fashion advices!
This man used to have those issues about opening up so be prepared when he's gatekeeping so if you are helping him out whole-heartedly in his issues he'll definitely fall in love with you.
He's really surprised and GETS REALLY NERVOUS when you suddenly jump on his back for a piggy-back or when you hug him from behind. And he would hide his face with his hand while he's blushing (especially when you compliment him not only about his looks but when he does a great job at something). He really also likes your company so once his feelings developed more into something deeper, he'll be more awkward around you (in a good way he's so anxious that he'll mess up lol).
He may be the type to ask your friends that knows that you're crushing on both Daniels. He may have that 0_0 face all the time because of how thick and weird the atmosphere is while your friends have that ( ͥ° ÍÊ ÍĄÂ°) face because they can see how nervous you are around him. It may take a while for the both of you to confess but you'll be both blushing once you both found out that you're crushing on each other the whole time. Once he's courting you he'll give you your favorite flowers and chocolates before going out on a movie or cafe date or just plain cuddling at your or his place. Or if that sounds too clichĂ© for you, he'll luckily listen and accept your date ideas as long as both of you are safe, it's affordable, and both of you will have fun. And the rest is history.
Bonus!
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"đđźđđŹđŹ đ°đĄđš'đŹ đđĄđąđŹ." đČđšđź đ đąđ đ đ„đđ đđŹ đĄđ đ©đ„đđČđđ đđ«đšđźđ§đ đ°đąđđĄ đČđšđźđ« đŹđąđ„đ„đąđ§đđŹđŹ. "đđš đŠđźđŹđ đđ đđąđ«đ." đđđ§đ§đČ đŹđŠđąđ«đ€đđ đđŹ đČđšđź đ«đšđ„đ„đđ đČđšđźđ« đđČđđŹ đđ§đ đ đšđ đšđđ đĄđąđŠ đ§đšđ đ°đđ§đđąđ§đ đĄđąđŠ đđš đđ«đđđ€ đĄđąđŹ đđđđ€ đ°đąđđĄ đČđšđźđ« đđšđđČ. "đđ'đŹ đŁđźđŹđ đŠđ đđźđŠđđđŹđŹ." đČđšđź đŁđšđ€đđ đđŹ đĄđ đ„đđđŹ đšđźđ đ đ©đšđźđ đ°đąđđĄ đđĄđšđŹđ đ©đźđ©đ©đČ đđČđđŹ đđ đČđšđźđ« đźđ§đąđ§đđđ§đđąđšđ§đđ„ đąđ§đŹđźđ„đ. "đ đ€đ§đšđ°, đđđŠđđđ„." đĄđąđŠ đđ„đŠđšđŹđ đ„đđźđ đĄđąđ§đ đđŹ đČđšđź đ„đąđ đĄđđ„đČ đŹđ„đđ©đ©đđ đĄđąđŹ đŹđĄđšđźđ„đđđ«, đ§đšđ đąđ§đđđ§đđąđ§đ đąđ đđš đđ đĄđźđ«đđđźđ„ đąđ§ đđ§đČđ°đđČ đđŹ đĄđ đđšđ§đđąđ§đźđđ đđš đŠđđŹđŹ đđ«đšđźđ§đ đ°đąđđĄ đČđšđź.
"đđą đđđ§đąđđ„!" đČđšđźđ« đŠđšđŠđđ§đ đ°đđŹ đ«đźđąđ§đđ đ°đĄđđ§ đđđđ€, đđšđ, đđąđ«đ, đđđČ, đđŻđđ§ đđđŹđđš đđ§đ đđđđ đ°đđ§đ đšđ§ đđĄđ đŹđđđ§đ đđš đđ©đ©đ«đšđđđĄ đČđšđź đđšđđĄ. đđđ đđ§đ đđđđąđđđ đđš đĄđđ§đ đšđźđ đđšđ« đđĄđ đ°đđđ€đđ§đđŹ đšđ§ đđĄđ đ„đšđđđ„ đ©đđ«đ€ đđŹ đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ« đđšđźđ©đ„đ đ©đ„đđ§đ§đđ đđšđ« đ đđđđ. đđšđź'đ«đ đ©đ„đđ§đ§đąđ§đ đđš đđšđ§đđđŹđŹ đČđšđźđ« đ-đČđđđ« đđ«đźđŹđĄ đđšđ« đđĄđ đ„đąđđđ„đ đ đźđČ, đđźđ đđŻđđ«đČ đđąđŠđ đČđšđź đŠđđđ đČđšđźđ« đ°đđČ đđš đ©đšđźđ« đšđźđ đČđšđźđ« đđđđđđđąđšđ§ đąđ đ đđđŹ đąđ§đđđ«đ«đźđ©đđđ đđČ đČđšđźđ« đšđŻđđ«-đŹđźđ©đ©đšđ«đđąđŻđ đđ«đąđđ§đđŹ.
"đđđČ, đ/đ." đđđđ€ đ„đđ đšđźđ đ đŹđŠđąđ«đ€ đđŹ đČđšđź đ đ„đđ«đđ đđ đĄđąđŠ đđš đŹđĄđźđ đźđ© đđŹ đđš đ§đšđ đđ đšđđŻđąđšđźđŹ. đđ đđđŹđąđđđ„đ„đČ đđšđ«đđđ đČđšđź (đ°đđ„đ„ đđ„đŠđšđŹđ đđŻđđ«đČđđšđđČ) đđš đŹđđČ đ°đĄđš đČđšđź đđ«đ đąđ§đđđ«đđŹđđđ đ°đąđđĄ đđ§đ đđĄđđČ đ€đđđ© đ„đđđđąđ§đ đšđźđ đđđđŹđąđ§đ đđđđđŹ, đ°đĄđąđŹđđ„đđŹ, đđ§đ đđšđšđŹ đ°đĄđđ§ đČđšđź đđšđđĄ đđ©đ©đ«đšđđđĄ đđąđđđ„đ đđ§đ đđąđ đđđ§đąđđ„.
"đđđ„đ„, đ°đĄđđ'đŹ đźđ© đ đźđČđŹ? đđš đČđšđź đĄđđŻđ đđ§đČ đ©đ„đđ§đŹ đđšđđđČ?" đđąđđđ„đ đđđ§đąđđ„ đđŹđ€đđ đđŹ đČđšđź đđđ§ đŹđđ đđĄđ đ°đđŻđČ-đĄđđąđ«đđ đ„đđđČ đ°đđŹ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đ„đđđđąđ§đ đšđźđ đ đŹđŠđąđ„đ, đČđšđź đđđ§ đđđđąđ§đąđđđ„đČ đđđđ„ đđĄđđ đđšđ đĄđđ đ đ©đ„đđ§ đđšđ« đČđšđź đđš đŹđ©đąđ„đ„ đđĄđ đĄđšđ đđđ.
"đđđ§đąđđ„, đ/đ đ°đđ§đđŹ đđš đđđ„đ„ đČđšđź đŹđšđŠđđđĄđąđ§đ !" đŹđĄđ đđ±đđ„đđąđŠđđ đđŹ đČđšđź đŹđđźđđđđ«đđ đ°đąđđĄ đĄđđ« đ©đźđŹđĄđąđ§đ đČđšđź đđ„đšđŹđđ« đđš đđđ§đąđđ„ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đđđŹđđš đđ§đ đđđđ đ°đđ«đ đđ«đČđąđ§đ đđš đŹđđšđ© đđĄđđąđ« đ đąđ đ đ„đđŹ đđŹ ïżœïżœđĄđđČ đđĄđđđ« đđšđ« đČđšđź. đđšđź đđ±đđĄđđ§đ đąđ§đ đ đ„đđ§đđđŹ đ°đąđđĄ đ đĄđđđđđ đđđđ đąđ§ đđšđđĄ đ§đđ«đŻđšđźđŹđ§đđŹđŹ đđ§đ đđ«đźđŹđđ«đđđąđšđ§ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đđšđ đđ§đ đđąđ«đ đŹđȘđźđđđ„đđ đđŹ đđđđ€ đđ§đ đđđČ đ đđŻđ đČđšđź đ đđĄđźđŠđđŹ đźđ© đđšđ« đđđđąđ«đŠđđđąđšđ§ đđđđšđ«đ đ đšđąđ§đ đđš đđš đđĄđđąđ« đšđ°đ§ đđđđąđŻđąđđąđđŹ đđ§đ đđŻđđ§ đŹđĄđšđ©đ©đąđ§đ đŹđ©đ«đđđŹ đąđ đđĄđđČ đđŻđđ« đ©đ„đđ§đ§đđ đđš đ đš đąđ§đŹđąđđ đđĄđ đŠđđ„đ„.
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"đđĄ, đ'đ đđ đđđđđ!" đĄđ đđ„đźđŹđĄđđ đđŹ đĄđ đ°đđŹ đȘđźđąđđ đđŠđđđ«đ«đđŹđŹđđ đđđšđźđ đĄđąđŹ đ„đšđ§đ -đŹđ©đđđđĄ đđĄđđ đĄđ đđĄđšđźđ đĄđ đđĄđđ đČđšđź'đ«đ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đđđđ„đąđ§đ đđąđłđłđČ đđ§đ đđ«đšđ°đŹđČ đđđšđźđ đĄđąđŹ đĄđđ„đ-đđšđ§đđđŹđŹđąđšđ§. đđźđ đČđšđź'đ«đ đŁđźđŹđ đĄđđ©đ©đąđ„đČ đđ§đ đđđđđ§đđąđŻđđ„đČ đ„đąđŹđđđ§đąđ§đ đđš đĄđąđŹ đ°đšđ«đđŹ đšđ§đ đđČ đšđ§đ. đđšđź đ đąđ đ đ„đđ đđ đđĄđ đđĄđšđźđ đĄđ đšđ đąđ. "đđđŠđ§, đąđ đČđšđź đđ«đ đđ§ đđźđđĄđšđ« đšđ đ đ§đšđŻđđ„ đČđšđź đŠđąđ đĄđ đĄđđŻđ đ đđąđ§đđ đ©đšđ©đźđ„đđ«đąđđČ đđ§đ đđđźđ đĄđ đđĄđ đđđđđ§đđąđšđ§ đšđ đđĄđđđŹđČ đđ§đ đĄđšđ©đđ„đđŹđŹ đ«đšđŠđđ§đđąđđŹ." đČđšđź đđđđŹđđ đĄđąđŠ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đ©đšđ€đąđ§đ đĄđąđŹ đŠđđ«đŹđĄđŠđđ„đ„đšđ°-đđĄđđđ€đŹ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đĄđ đ đ«đšđđ§đđ đŠđđ€đąđ§đ đČđšđź đ„đđ đšđźđ đ đđĄđąđ«đ© đšđ đ„đđźđ đĄđđđ«. "đ'đŠ đđđąđ§đ đĄđšđ§đđŹđ đ«đąđ đĄđ đ§đšđ°." đĄđ đ«đšđ„đ„đđ đĄđąđŹ đđČđđŹ đđŹ đČđšđź đ°đĄđąđ§đđ đđ đĄđąđŹ đđąđŹđđ©đ©đšđąđ§đđŠđđ§đ. "đ'đŠ đŁđźđŹđ đ€đąđđđąđ§đ ! đđđŹđąđđđŹ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đđđ§ đ«đđđ„đ„đČ đđ đ đ đ«đđđ đ«đšđŠđđ§đđ-đđźđđĄđšđ«, đ'đŠ đĄđđ©đ©đČ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đđšđźđ§đ đŹđšđŠđđšđ§đ. đđĄđšđźđ đĄ đ đ°đđ§đ đČđšđź đđš đ„đđ đČđšđźđ«đŹđđ„đ đĄđđđ„ đđąđ«đŹđ, đŠđđČ đ đđŹđ€ đ°đĄđš đąđŹ đđĄđąđŹ đ„đźđđ€đČ đ đąđ«đ„?" đđšđź đŹđŠđąđ«đ€đđ đđŹ đĄđ đ đ«đąđŠđđđđ đđ đČđšđźđ« đȘđźđđŹđđąđšđ§. "đđŹ đąđ đđąđ«đ?" "đđĄđĄđĄ đ§đš, đŹđĄđ'đŹ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đđđ€đđ§ đđ§đ đđđđ€ đŠđđČ đđđđ đŠđČ đđŹđŹ đđ đđąđ§." "đđĄ đČđđđĄâŠ đ«đąđ đĄđ." đČđšđź đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đ«đšđ„đ„đąđ§đ đČđšđźđ« đšđ«đđŹ đđŹ đČđšđź đ«đđŠđđŠđđđ«đđ đĄđšđ° đđđđ€ đđđđđđ§ đźđ© đđđ§đąđđ„ đ„đđđŻđąđ§đ đĄđąđŠ đ°đąđđĄ đ©đźđ«đ©đ„đąđŹđĄ đđ«đźđąđŹđđŹ đđ§đ đąđ§đŁđźđ«đąđđŹ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đđđ§'đ đĄđđ„đ© đ§đšđ đšđ§đ„đČ đđš đđ«đąđ§đ đ đđźđ đđš đđ„đŹđš đ đđ đđźđ«đąđšđźđŹ đ°đĄđđ§ đđĄđ đđšđ±đđ« đđąđ đđĄđđ đđš đČđšđźđ« đđđŹđ-đđ«đąđđ§đ (đđ«đźđŹđĄ). đđĄđšđźđ đĄ đČđšđź đŠđąđ đĄđ đĄđđŻđ đđšđ«đ đąđŻđđ§ đĄđąđŠ đ§đšđ° đąđ đđąđđđ„đ đđđ§đ§đČ đđšđđŹ. "đđđ„đ„, đąđ'đŹ đđšđ!" "đđš! đđĄđ'đŹ đ§đąđđ đđ§đ đĄđđ„đ©đđźđ„ đđ§đ đ đđ«đźđ„đČ đđ©đ©đ«đđđąđđđ đđĄđđ. đđźđ đ đšđ§đ„đČ đŹđđ đĄđđ« đđŹ đ đđ«đąđđ§đ." "đđđđđđ, đđ đđđđ đđ đđđ đđđ'đđ đđđđđ đđ đđ!" "đ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đŹđđąđ đđĄđđ đŹđĄđ'đŹ đ§đšđ đđĄđ đšđ§đ." "đđĄđđ§, đąđŹ đąđ đđđ«đČ?" "đđ'đ«đ đ§đšđ đđŻđđ§ đđĄđđ đđ„đšđŹđâŠ" "đđšđČ?!" "đđĄđ'đŹ đđźđđ, đđźđ§đ§đČ, đđ§đ đĄđđ„đ©đđźđ„ đđźđ đ đŁđźđŹđ đđĄđąđ§đ€ đŹđĄđ'đŹ đ đđąđ đ°đĄđąđ§đČ đđ«đšđźđ§đ đđąđ đđđ§đąđđ„ đđ§đ đđĄđ đ-đČđđđ« đđ đ đ đđ© đąđŹ đ đđąđ đ°đđąđ«đ đđšđ« đŠđ." "đđđ„đ„ đđ«đČđŹđđđ„?" "đđđĄ, đŹđĄđ'đŹ đđšđš đđšđ„đ đđ§đ đŹđđ«đąđšđźđŹ." "đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ« đ©đšđ©đźđ„đđ« đđđđđđšđšđ€ đ đąđ«đ„ đąđ§ đđĄđ đđđđźđđČ đđđ©đđ«đđŠđđ§đ?" "đđĄ, đ§đš. đ đ€đ§đšđ° đ§đšđđšđđČ'đŹ đ©đđ«đđđđ, đđźđ đ đ€đąđ§đđ đđšđ§'đ ïżœïżœđąđ€đ đĄđđ« đđđđąđđźđđ."
đđđŠđđŹ, đđđđđ« đ§đđŠđđŹ, đđ§đ đđ§đšđđĄđđ« đ„đąđŹđ đšđ đ§đđŠđđŹ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đ«đšđ„đ„đđ đšđźđ đšđ đČđšđźđ« đŠđšđźđđĄ đđŹ đđđ§đ§đČ đđšđ§đđąđ§đźđđ đđš đŹđĄđđ€đ đĄđąđŹ đĄđđđ đđ§đ đĄđđ§đđŹ đąđ§ đđąđŹđđ đ«đđđŠđđ§đ đđ đČđšđźđ« đ đźđđŹđŹđđŹ. đđšđź đđ«đąđđ đđš đđŹđ€ đĄđąđŠ đđŻđđ«đČ đ đąđ«đ„đŹ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đ€đ§đšđ° đđđšđźđ (đĄđđđ€ đđŻđđ§ đŹđšđŠđ đđšđČđŹ) đđĄđđ đŠđąđ đĄđ đ©đđđ€ đĄđąđŹ đąđ§đđđ«đđŹđ đđźđ đđš đČđšđźđ« đđąđŹđŠđđČ, đ§đšđ§đ đšđ đČđšđźđ« đ đźđđŹđŹđđŹ đđ«đ đ«đąđ đĄđ. "đđđ„đ„ đ°đĄđš đąđŹ đąđ?!" đČđšđź đŹđđąđ đąđ§ đŹđ„đąđ đĄđ đđ§đ§đšđČđđ§đđ đđŹ đĄđ đ€đđ©đ đđđđŹđąđ§đ đČđšđź đđĄđđ đĄđ đ°đšđ§'đ đŹđđČ đąđ đđš đČđšđź đČđđ. "đđźđ đ'đŠ đČđšđźđ« đđđŹđ đđ«đąđđ§đ đđ§đ đ'đŠ đ§đšđ đ đŹđ§đąđđđĄ!" đČđšđź đđđđđ§đđđ đČđšđźđ«đŹđđ„đ đđŹ đąđ đŠđąđ đĄđ đđ đđĄđ đ«đđđŹđšđ§ đđĄđđ đĄđ'đŹ đĄđđŹđąđđđ§đ đđš đđđ„đ„ đČđšđź đ°đĄđš'đŹ đđđđ§ đ„đąđ€đąđ§đ đšđ§. "đđ'đŹ đđđđđźđŹđ đČđšđź đŠđđČ đ đđ đŹđźđ«đ©đ«đąđŹđđ đšđ§đđ đ đđšđ„đ đČđšđź đ°đĄđš đąđŹ đŠđČ đđ«đźđŹđĄ." đĄđ đđđđđ§đđđ đđŹ đČđšđź đđŹđ€đđ đąđ đČđšđź đ€đ§đšđ° đđĄđ đ©đđ«đŹđšđ§. "đđđ©. đđšđź đ€đ§đšđ° đĄđđ« đ«đđđ„đ„đČ đ°đđ„đ„. đđ§đ đČđšđź đ đđ đ đ„đąđđđ„đ đđšđš đđ§đ§đšđČđđ đđ đĄđđ« đđ đđąđŠđđŹ." đĄđ đŹđŠđąđ„đđ đđ đČđšđź đŠđđ€đąđ§đ đđČđ-đđšđ§đđđđ đđŹ đČđšđź đ đđ đ„đšđŹđ đąđ§ đČđšđźđ« đđĄđšđźđ đĄđđŹ đđ«đČđąđ§đ đđš đđąđ§đ đČđšđźđ« đ©đđ«đđđđ đđ§đŹđ°đđ«. "đđ đŠđźđŹđ đđ đđąđđĄđđ« đđšđ đšđ« đđđ„đ„ đđ«đČđŹđđđ„." "đ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đđšđ„đ đČđšđź đąđ'đŹ đ§đđąđđĄđđ« đšđ đđĄđđŠ." "đđĄđđ§, đ°đĄđš?"
đđźđŹđ đ°đĄđđ§ đĄđ'đŹ đđđšđźđ đđš đđđ„đ„ đČđšđź, đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ«đŹ đđđŠđ đąđ§đđš đđĄđ đŹđđđ§đ (đ«đźđąđ§đąđ§đ đđ đđąđ§ đČđšđźđ« đŠđšđŠđđ§đ đ°đąđđĄ đđđ§đąđđ„) đđŹ đđđŹđđš đđđđđĄđđŹ đđšđđĄ đšđ đČđšđźđ« đđđđđ§đđąđšđ§ đđšđ« đŹđšđŠđ đŹđ§đđđ€đŹ. "đ/đ! đđđ§đąđđ„! đđ'đŻđ đđšđđĄ đąđđđđ«đđđŠ!" đĄđ đđ±đđ„đđąđŠđđ đđŹ đđđđ đđ§đ đđđđ€ đ©đđ§đąđđŹ đđŹ đđĄđ đŹđ°đđđ đđ§đ đđĄđąđ„đ„đČ đđ«đđđ đđ„đŠđšđŹđ đŹđ©đąđ„đ„đđ đšđ§ đđĄđ đ đ«đšđźđ§đ. "đđđđđ đđđđđ đđđ đđđ đđđđđ đđđđđđđ!" "đđđ đđđ'đ đđđđ đđ đđđđđ đđđđ đđïżœïżœđ!" "đđĄ, đ°đđđđĄ đČđšđźđ« đ„đđ§đ đźđđ đ đ đźđČđŹ." đđĄđ đđ«đźđ§đđđđ đ°đšđŠđđ§, đđąđ«đ đŹđđšđ„đđđ đđĄđ đđšđđĄ đšđ đđĄđđŠ đđŹ đđđđ€ đđźđ«đ§đŹ đąđ§đđš đ đ°đĄđąđ§đąđ§đ đ©đźđ©đ©đČ đ©đ„đđđđąđ§đ đđšđ« đĄđđ« đđšđ«đ đąđŻđđ§đđŹđŹ. đđšđź đđ„đ„ đđšđ§đđąđ§đźđđ đđš đđ§đŁđšđČ đđĄđ đđđČ đ°đąđđĄ đĄđđ§đ đąđ§đ đšđźđ đđ§đ đđŻđđ§ đĄđđŻđąđ§đ đ©đąđđ§đąđđŹ. đđźđŹđ đđŹ đđĄđ đŹđźđ§ đ°đąđ„đ„ đŹđđ§đ€ đšđ§ đđĄđ đĄđšđ«đąđłđšđ§ đđŹ đđĄđ đŹđ€đČ đđźđ«đ§đŹ đ°đđ«đŠ, đąđ'đŹ đđąđŠđ đđš đŹđđČ đ đšđšđđđČđ đđš đČđšđźđ« đđ«đąđđ§đđŹ. "đđĄđđ§đ€đŹ đ đźđČđŹ, đ đđ§đŁđšđČđđ đđĄđ đđđđ." "đđš đ°đšđ«đ«đąđđŹ đđđ„đ„đ." đđđđ đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đ°đąđ§đ€ đđŹ đĄđ đđ„đŹđš đ€đ§đšđ°đŹ đČđšđźđ« đŹđđđ«đđ. "đđđđĄ đŹđđđČ đŹđđđ-" "đ/đ!" đđđ§đ§đČ đđđ„đ„đđ đšđźđ đđšđ« đČđšđź đđŹ đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ«đŹ' đđČđđŹ đ°đąđđđ§đđ đąđ§ đŹđźđ«đ©đ«đąđŹđ. "đđ đČđšđź đđšđ§'đ đŠđąđ§đ, đđđ§ đ đđđ€đ đČđšđź đĄđšđŠđ? đđźđŹđ đđš đđ đŹđźđ«đ đČđšđź'đ„đ„ đ đđ đĄđšđŠđ đŹđđđ." đĄđ đ«đđȘđźđđŹđđđ đđŹ đČđšđź đđđ§ đŹđđ đĄđąđŠ đđźđ«đ§ đ«đđ đđŹ đ đđšđŠđđđš đđŹ đČđšđź đ đ„đđ§đđđ đđĄđđ đđĄđ đ«đđŹđ đšđ đđĄđ đ đđ§đ đđ«đ đĄđđŻđąđ§đ đđĄđđąđ« đ°đąđ§đ đŠđđ§ đŠđšđŠđđ§đ. "đ/đ đđ'đđ đđđđđ đđđđ đđđ đđ đđđ đđđđ đđđđ đđ đđđ đđ
đ đđđđ'đ đđđđ đđđ đđđđđđ!" đđšđ đ„đąđđ đđ§đ đđđđ đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ, "đđđŹđđš! đđ đĄđđŻđ đđźđŹđąđ§đđŹđŹ đđš đđđ„đ€ đđđšđźđ! đđĄđ đđźđ«đ§ đđ§đźđđ€đ„đ đŠđđŠđđđ«đŹ đđ«đ đ„đšđšđ€đąđ§đ đđšđ« đźđŹ!" đĄđ đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ đ°đąđđĄ đđ§ đđ§đšđđĄđđ« đđĄđđđ€đČ đŹđŠđąđ„đ đđŹ đđđđ€, đđąđ«đ, đđ§đ đđđČ đđ„đŹđš đ„đđđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đ đźđŠđŠđČ đ đ«đąđ§ đđ§đ đ„đđđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đđĄđźđŠđđŹ đźđ© đđŹ đđđŹđđš đđšđ„đ„đšđ°đđ đđĄđ đŹđđđšđ§đ đ„đđđđđ« đąđ§ đ đđšđ§đđźđŹđđ đŠđđ§đ§đđ«.
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"đđđ„đ„, đĄđđ«đ'đŹ đŠđČ đŹđđšđ©. đđđ đĄđšđŠđ đŹđđđđ„đČ đđđ§đąđđ„." đČđšđź đŹđŠđąđ„đđ đđźđ đŁđźđŹđ đđđđšđ«đ đČđšđź đ„đđđŻđ đđĄđ đđźđŹ, đđđ§đąđđ„ đđźđ đ đđ đČđšđźđ« đ/đ đŁđđđ€đđ đŠđđ€đąđ§đ đČđšđź đ©đźđłđłđ„đđ. đđ đđšđđŹđ§'đ đ€đ§đšđ° đĄđšđ° đđš đąđ§đąđđąđđđ đđĄđ đđšđ§đŻđđ«đŹđđđąđšđ§ đ©đ«đšđ©đđ«đ„đČ đŹđš đĄđ đŁđźđŹđ đĄđđ§đđđ đšđźđ đ đ©đąđ§đ€ đđ§đŻđđ„đšđ©đ đŹđđđ„đđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đ«đđ đĄđđđ«đ đđđŹđąđ đ§ đđŹ đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ« đđšđ«đđđ«đŹ đšđ đđĄđ đŠđđąđ„ đđ«đ đ©đ„đđđđ đ°đąđđĄ đČđšđźđ« đđđŻđšđ«đąđđ đŹđđąđđ€đđ«đŹ. "đ-đ đđšđ§'đ đ€đ§đšđ° đĄđšđ° đđš đŹđđČ đąđ, đđźđ đąđ đČđšđź đđšđ§'đ đŠđąđ§đ đ©đ„đđđŹđ đ«đđđ đąđ. đ-" "đđą, đđ«đ đČđšđź đ đšđąđ§đ đšđźđ đšđ« đ°đĄđđ?" đđĄđ đđźđŹ đđ«đąđŻđđ« đĄđąđŹđŹđđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đ đ„đđ«đąđ§đ đ„đšđšđ€ đđŹ đČđšđź đđšđđĄ đŹđđźđđđđ«đđ đđŹ đđđ§đąđđ„ đŹđđąđ đĄđąđŹ đ„đđŹđ đ đšđšđđđČđ đđš đČđšđź đđšđ« đđĄđ đđđČ."
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đđ«đąđđđđ§ đđ§đ đ©đźđđ„đąđŹđĄđđ đđČ @đđŠđšđŁđđ„đ„đČđđđđđ. đđ-đđ„đšđ đŹ đđ§đ đ„đąđ€đđŹ đ°đšđźđ„đ đđ đđ©đ©đ«đđđąđđđđ. đđšđ§'đ đ«đđ©đšđŹđ đšđ§ đšđđĄđđ« đ°đ«đąđđąđ§đ đ©đ„đđđđšđ«đŠđŹ đ°đąđđĄđšđźđ đđĄđ đđźđđĄđšđ«'đŹ đ©đđ«đŠđąđŹđŹđąđšđ§. đđČ!
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-âoh, the way he makes me feel that love isnât real -â cupid is so dumbâ
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unlike you, your brotherâs best friend just doesnât know when to quit
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warnings: probably just the reader making you cringe lol, give her a break--she's 11 lmao
tags: brotherâs-best-friend!beomgyu x reader, ??? to ???, angst, fluff(??), beomgyu is the cool boy-next-door, reader is an independent girlboss (or trying to be, at least), beomgyuâs gonna be GROVELING, simp!gyu, pathetic pining from both sides lol, maybe some cringe from reader (she was a teenage girl in love, have some empathy plzđ)
notes: LMAO SORRY TO POST KINDA LATE, I FORGOT I PROMISED TODAY HAHAHAHA
another short chapter, but i promise the next couple of chapters are a lot longer! enjoy mini reader, beomgyu, and soobin tho :)
â> masterlist <â
Ten Years Ago
If there was one thing your family agreed on, it was that Soobin was the shyest person around.
You and Soobin were very close, having a lot of the same interests and mannerisms. You didnât disagree on many things (yet), but there were only a handful of differences between you two. You were eleven years old, making your older brother thirteen, and about to go into his final year of middle school. But the main thing that had set you both apart was that while you had many friends, Soobin had absolutely no one. He was a very sweet and funny kid, but he was too shy for his own good, unintentionally pushing the majority of the people his age away.
You had hoped your brother would make some friends during his seventh year, but had little to no luck; apparently, the Bunny Girl Senpai Fanclub wasnât taking many applicants and the Pokemon Card Collectors Club was a bunch of gatekeepers. Middle school boys.
âWhat if I just faked being sick?â
Soobin held his head in his hands as he was waiting for his pop tarts in the toaster. You sat on the counter across from him, shoving down a bowl of Frosted Flakes. You didnât have to leave for another hour when your mom would drive you to the primary school a few blocks away. Soobin, on the other hand, was supposed to set off for his first day of eighth grade soon, but was stalling as much as he could before he had to start walking over.Â
You snorted, âFor the whole year? Fat chance of that happening, youâre the worst liar.â
Your brother lifted his head and glared at you, before sighing loudly and crying, âI hate school, itâs filled with people who are scary and take your rare Charizard card!â
You opened your mouth to reply, but were interrupted by your houseâs doorbell ringing. You looked towards the front door and turned back to Soobin expectantly. But your brother wasnât paying any attention. To your (un)amusement, he was still sulking about, well, just about everything. Like you said, middle school boys.
Shaking your head, you hopped off of the counter (carefully, as your dad had shown you) and walked over to the front door.You figured it was one of your neighbors or the mailman. You usually werenât allowed to open the door yourself, but that completely escaped your mind when you opened the door and were faced with an unfamiliar boy.
A cute, unfamiliar boy.
You mentally thanked your mom for braiding your hair in two with your favorite butterfly clips now.
âHi,â you said, a small grin taking over your face. âIâm Y/n!â
The boy looked at you and smiled back. âHey, Y/n, your mom or dad home?â
You nodded your head. âThey are, but theyâre running around getting ready. I can definitely help you though!â What can you say, you were a confident kid.
âI donât know, you might be a bit too little,â he teased you, making you scoff.
âLittle? Iâll have you know, I can deal with anything, even crazy!â
He laughed a little at that and then said, âOf course! Iâm sure youâre super responsible at the age of..?â
âEleven,â you bragged, tucking a stray hair back into one of your butterfly clips.
The boy nodded in deep understanding and said, âWell, little Y/n, Iâm Beomgyu. I just moved here and my mom told me you guys had someone my age here too! I figured we could walk to school together,â he said, rubbing the back of his head.
Your eyes widened at that, a warm feeling taking over your stomach.Â
The boy was cute, duh. But his easy offer of friendship, something your brother had struggled to find, made you know that this Beomgyu had a kindness to him that not many his age didâaccording to Soobin.
Your grin widened at the boy in front of you, nodding your head eagerly. âJust give me a sec,â you squealed, excited for your brother. âOPPA! YOUâRE FINALLY GONNA MAKE A FRIEND!â
Years later, you look back and remember the loud laugh Beomgyu had let out at your call, his excitement outweighing the awkwardness Soobin exhibited when he appeared at your doorway with a pop tart hanging from his mouth.
You look back and remember Beomgyu easily befriending Soobin with his wide smiles, animated hand gestures, and cool stories about his new pet bird. The way he eased your brotherâs nerves and got him laughing, already offering to share the other pop tart in his pack.
You look back and cringe sometimes at the confidence those lame butterfly clips gave you. But you take it back when you would remember Beomgyu, with an arm around Soobinâs shoulder, had turned around while the two boys were about to take off for school, saying in a singsong tone, âNice to meet you, little Y/n, love the butterfly clips, by the way!â
But most of all, you remember the way your cheeks flushed. The way he made you feel like you were cute too. Like you were special. You remember how that was the first of many times he would fluster you with his compliments.Â
You were only eleven, but at that moment you would look back and remember how this is where you became a foolâa fool for love.
âYou look really good,â he whispered to you.
It took everything in you to not show how much he affected you. Unlike the many instances before though, you actually succeeded this time around. Your focused gaze on your brother and fatherâs random discussion about his anime watching habits kept your eyes from widening, and your well placed makeup did a good job of hiding the flush that desperately wanted to highlight your neck and cheeks. It bothered you very much how Choi Beomgyu could still get under your skin.
âThanks,â you replied shortly, not letting your eyes leave their spot on Soobin.Â
âYour brother was whining about how there was no harm in watching anime when he already got his work done for the dayâ
Despite your subtle avoidance of him, you knew it wasnât reciprocated by the way his breaths brushed against your ear. The way his eyes were on you, you could feel them as if they were burning you. It felt like he was truly drinking you in after so many years of not getting a single glimpse of you. But that was all you would allow him.
âI, uh, itâs nice to see you again. Itâs been a while,â he continued, trying to catch your attention.
You hummed disinterestedly.Â
âYour father had taken to pointing out Soobinâs body pillows, to which he groaned loudly, claiming that was actually Beomgyuâs gag gift to make him look susâ
But Beomgyu was not deterred.
âCongrats on, well, everything from the past four years! I know college can be pretty crazy!â
You winced a little at that, remembering how your mom told you Beomgyu had actually dropped out of college about three months after you left for school. Despite Beomgyu doing amazing in school when you were still aroundâthere was talk of him possibly graduating at the top of your classâhe practically tanked his classes the following fall semester.Â
âBut of course, if there was anyone who could deal with crazy, it would be our little Y/n, huh,â he laughed a littleâthat same damn laugh he had when you first met. âI mean, you are pretty amazingââ
You werenât sure what he had gotten up to after you left, but you werenât interested in hearing anything. Not about him, his future, and definitely not about how amazing he thought you were.
âWow dad, this shrimp tastes great!â You shouted your false gratitude, successfully interrupting Beomgyu and the argument between your brother and father.
All the chatter stopped for a second, before your dad grinned at you. âThanks, bean, make sure to grab some more then! Youâre looking too skinny, anyways, are you sure you ate enough out there,â he asked, wiping his hands on the front of his apron.
You laughed and nodded, both at your dadâs question and Soobin's grateful stare for changing the topic. Eventually, your mother started another conversation about how Soobinâs friends from school were doing.
âI thought you didnât like seafood,â Beomgyu muttered to you when he got the chance.
For the first time that evening, you looked back at him.
You realized, with a painful squeeze in your chest, that Beomgyu had grown past the stage of cuteness that you had adored when you were younger, and in your absence, became beautiful. Sure, his puppy dog eyes stayed the same, holding that familiar kindness and curiosity as before. But now, his face lost its round edges and became chiseled, looking as if his features were carved by Aphrodite, herself. His hair was dyed brown and had grown out a little into what was beginning to look like a mullet, giving off a boyish look that his typically mischievous expressions matched easily. Not only that, but he looked like heâd really grown into himself, physically and mentally. Granted, he wasnât in the best place when you had left four years ago, but the way he carried himself was refreshing. Attractive. Him.
âI didnât, but I do now.â You took another bite of the shrimp on your plate. âI mean, itâs been a long four years. The things I liked before changed quite a bit while I was gone. â
You watched Beomgyuâs face fall a bit at that, his puppy dog eyes becoming downcast as he looked towards his own plate of chicken. There wasnât much on his plate to begin with, but it seemed he wasnât going to be eating any more after that.
âYeah, I guess they would after so long,â Beomgyu whispered, pushing his food around with his chopsticks.Â
You turned back to your own food to try and get your mind off of him, but he stopped you with his next words.
âIf it changes anything, so have mine.â
This time, you couldnât stop your eyes from widening. You turned towards Beomgyu, to see him looking at you with what you could only assume was guilt.
âI just wish they had done so earlier.â
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