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[hayves1]

MEANT TO BE ★. ݁˖

synopsis : You've liked Riki since freshman year. At first it was a silly little crush but now you're for sure that you are in love with him. But you know he doesn't love you back. He likes Eunchae, the cheer captain of the cheer team at school.

warnings : reader is referred to as y/n, angst, fluff, insecurity, crying, poor sense of humor. This is my first fiction so i apologize if it's bad 😭 (if i missed anything pls let me know!)

featuring : Haneul (kiss of life) and Eunchae (le sserafim)

wc: 1.8k

feedback is appreciated! ♡

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You stood by your locker with your best friend, Haneul. Talking about random things as usual. "So, y/n, are you gonna talk to Riki yet?" you slapped her shoulder harshly but also gently at the same time. "I told you I'll talk to him soon!"

She scoffed and rolled her eyes "Come on, y/n, you've been saying the name crap since FRESHMAN YEAR! We're seniors now and you might not see him again after we graduate." you huffed in frustration and looked away. "I don't know, Haneul. You know he likes Eunchae! She's pretty, she's smart, she's nice, she's the captain of the cheer team, and I...l'm none of those things so why would he like me?"

You said, doubting yourself and any chance there was that Riki would like you back. Haneul groaned

"You can't keep thinking like this, y/n. I know how much you love him and how much you care about him. If you don't at least try, you'll probably lose something that could’ve been…Plus, you're pretty, smart, nice so don't doubt yourself." she patted your shoulder and smiled at you while all you could do is sigh. You didn't know if taking her advice was a good idea but you knew she was right. You have to do something…

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You sat at your usual table with Haneul while she yaps and rants about the chemistry teacher. You weren't even listening to her or paying attention to your food. You just kept staring at Riki. You couldn't look away, you didn't want to look away.

Every time you look at him, even a glance, your heart starts racing. If you don't do something now, you will get hurt... "y/n are you even listening?" you snapped out of your thoughts and looked away from wherever you were looking. "H-huh? oh! what were you saying" Haneul just shook her head and chuckled a bit

"I see who you were just looking at. You were staring at Riki, weren't you?" she smirked teasingly and you immediately flushed red "Haneul stop!" you whined. Obviously you were embarrassed and didn't want to admit you were staring at him. "y/n just go talk to him already!" she silently shouted. You groaned and slowly got up from the table and walked over to where Riki and his friends were sitting.

"Uh h-hi Riki...im y/n. I was wondering if we could be friends?" You mentally slapped yourself for stuttering and greeting him like that. Him and his friends faced you, making you flush red and stiffen. You just stood there like a stick, not moving one tiny bit. After a while of silence, Riki finally spoke up "Sure. We can be friends. Pretty name by the way" ‘WHAT?' you thought.

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School was finally dismissed and you and Haneul were walking back home. She was excitedly talking about how you finally, after 3 years, decided to talk to Riki. “y/n this is a great start! He even said your name is pretty?! I’m happy for you” she said.

“Don’t cheer just yet, Haneul. He probably just said that to be nice because there is no way he would like me at first sight.” she rolled her eyes and stopped walking “Have hope, y/n” you looked at her then looked back at the ground. “I don’t know…maybe I'm too late? You know the way he looks at Eunchae, the way he talks about her…you’re right. I should’ve talked to him sooner”

You whispered the last sentence with slight pain in your voice. “Hey hey hey! y/n you need to have hope. There’s still a chance, okay? I know you really like him so don’t lose hope.” You just sighed, kind of doubting her words but you just nodded anyway.

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A few days have passed, and you've been having small conversations with Riki lately. Haneul says it’s a good thing and that you’re slowly making progress but you still don’t have the courage to even believe her.

You walked out of the classroom after the first period ended and saw everyone was looking at Eunchae and her friends. You admired her but you also felt a pang of jealousy in your heart. How was she so pretty, talented, and nice to everyone? You’re nowhere on her level…It hurts your heart a bit if you’re being honest.

You looked around the crowded hallway, and saw Riki looking at Eunchae with hearts in his eyes. Just pure love and nothing else. That was like true love in your book…it shattered your heart into pieces and before you knew it, tears started stinging your eyes.

You heard Haneul walk up to you, talking about how much she hated chemistry “He gave us like one-hundred assignments and-“ She immediately stopped when she saw the tears running down your cheeks. She knew why you were crying, she knew better than anyone else. “y/n…”

You wiped your tears when you heard her call your name. “What? I'm fine! Let’s go to lunch now!” you completely brushed off whatever was happening and acted like you were fine when you really weren’t. “y/n, stop pretending…” she said softly. You just sighed and felt the tears blurring your vision again. She pulled you into a more empty hallway.

“Are you crying?” Hanuel asked. “I just…I feel so insecure! Eunchae is so perfect! Perfect in everything! Grades, personality, looks, everything! And I'm just a nobody, a loser! No wonder Riki likes her…It hurts…” You ranted and felt the tears rolling down nonstop.

Haneul just listened to you pour your feelings out, a frown on her face. “You’re not a loser. You’re my best friend. You’re gorgeous and talented. You’re just your own person and that’s what’s special about you. Don’t doubt yourself, okay? I can’t see my bestest friend crying over a boy. It hurts seeing you like that…” you wiped your remaining tears away with your hand and whispered a ‘Thank you’.

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It’s been a few weeks since that happened and you still felt a little insecure but you’re definitely starting to love yourself. You and Riki have been great friends and you two have been talking a lot more!

You and Haneul were talking to Riki at your locker. “You coming to our basketball game tonight?” he asked you “Yea” you answer with a smile.

God, that smile of yours made Riki feel different. Almost like there were butterflies in his stomach. That sweet, sweet smile of yours made him feel things he’s never felt before. He didn’t feel like this around Eunchae. He questioned himself, ‘Why do I feel this way?’

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It’s now night and the gymnasium was filled with students who were watching the game. You didn’t really shout like how Haneul and others were doing but you were silently cheering for Riki. Currently your school was in the lead and it was coming down to the last few minutes. “WOOOO” Haneul shouted right in your ear, causing you to wince in pain. “Owww! Why are you shouting so loud? Since when were you so invested in basketball?” You said “I’m just cheering for our school, y/n! WOOOO” you just chuckled and went back to watching.

Your school ended up winning and loud cheers filled the gym. You suddenly saw Riki running up to you. You were so confused…why was he coming to you and not Eunchae? “Congrats!” You say and smile.

That again…Oh how much he enjoyed seeing the sight of your smile. Especially when it was directed towards him. Riki still didn’t understand this feeling for you but he didn’t care right now, he just wanted to hug you, and so he did.

You widen your eyes, completely surprised by the sudden hug. You hesitantly hugged him back. It brought a sense of calmness and security to you…and to him…

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(i’m too lazy to detail this next part im so sorry 😭😭)

One day, Eunchae got confessed to and she gladly and happily accepted it. Riki thought that he’d be upset and hurt over it but no, not at all. He didn’t feel hurt or pain. But why? He turned towards you and felt that feeling again…why? Why was he feeling this way towards his friend? He studied your side profile for a moment. His heart swelled with love…he then looked back ahead of him. ‘Have I liked her all along?’ he said to himself.

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You were at your house doing your homework. Your parents were out and about so you were home alone for a bit. You heard the doorbell ring, which kinda freaked you out a bit but you got up to answer it anyway.

You opened the door and saw Riki standing there, a little tense. “Riki? What are you doing here?” you asked confusedly. “y/n…I really had to come and see you…” you frowned in confusion once again. “Why?” you asked. “Can I come in?” “Sure…”

After he entered your house you closed and locked the door behind you. “Are your parents home?” you shake your head and he nods. “Listen, y/n. I know I've made it clear that I like Eunchae but lately it’s been different. I don’t feel anything towards her anymore. When she got confessed to a few weeks ago I didn’t even feel a tiny bit of pain. But with you…with you it’s different. I feel things that I never have before. Your smile, your laugh, everything. y/n, I really, really, like you. I should’ve realized it sooner…”

You were in shock. He likes you? You couldn’t believe anything he was saying and it took you a while to process his words. “Wow.” was all you said, too shocked and flustered to think of anything to say. “Wow…I-…this is unexpected…” he frowned “Do you not feel the same…?” You shake your head “No! No! I like you, a lot. I have for a long time. That’s why I asked to be friends. I wanted to get closer to you…” you confessed your feelings to him. “Yeah?” you nodded in response. You both looked at each other for a while before he smiled and pulled you into a hug. You sighed in relief and hugged him back as you smiled too.

After a few seconds you both pulled back but his arms were still around you. He didn’t want to let go, not yet. It didn’t take him too long to finally kiss you softly and passionately and you kissed him back with just as much affection as him.

Who would’ve thought you two were meant to be?

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Authors note - This is my first fanfic! I hope yall enjoy it and sorry if it’s bad 😞 I also kinda rushed this 😭 i’ll do better next time. Feedback and reblogs are appreciated:)

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[hayves1]

I miss you . . . ★ L.HS

synopsis : You wrote a song about your ex, not knowing that he listened to it…

pairing : singer!heeseung x singer!fem reader

warnings : reader is referred to as y/n, slight angst, mentions of break up, fluff at the end i think

wc : 737

You and Heeseung were together for 3 years before you two decided to break things off. You both agreed it’s for the best since you wanted to focus on your careers.

Heeseung moved on since then but for you…you just couldn’t. You tried to convince yourself that this is only for the best but you just missed him so much. You distracted yourself by focusing on your career as a singer but no matter what you did, he wouldn’t get out of your head.

You sat on your bed, you pulled your knees closer to your chest as you laid the notebook in your lap, the one you usually wrote lyrics in. Your hand moved along the paper with the black pen in your right hand as you wrote down some lyrics about…well, your ex.

You hoped this would help you forget about him…

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You ended up releasing the song, kind of in hopes that Heeseung would listen to it.

But you doubted that…

Part of you wished he’d come back to you and part of you just wanted to move on. Like he did.

But the song went viral. Even reaching different audiences. This was unexpected. You didn’t expect a song you wrote in your bedroom at 3am about your ex would gain so much attention. You thought, what if he sees it?

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Slowly the news about your latest single reached Heeseung. He was surprised when he heard it. The lyrics were so similar to everything you two went through. Very similar. Was this perhaps, about him?

He thought about it for days. Wondering if this was just a coincidence or intentional. It sparked something in him…something that said

‘Maybe i’m not over her yet…’

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You were on your way back to your apartment. It was late at night, maybe around 10:30. You waited at the bus stop, waiting for the bus to arrive. You were scrolling on your phone but eventually got bored so you put it back into your bag.

Instead, you just stared down at your cold hands and stayed like that for a few seconds before you felt a presence beside you. You didn’t think much about it because it was probably another person waiting for the bus. But you couldn’t shake the feeling that it was someone else. Maybe someone you knew?

You lifted your head and looked at the guy next to you. Studying his side profile

‘No way…it can’t be…’ You thought.

It was definitely him. It was your ex, Heeseung. You immediately looked away, hoping he didn’t notice you staring at him but he already did.

“I know you’re looking at me.” He said. You gulped. You wanted to say something but your body didn’t allow you.

“I heard your song. It’s nice” he complimented. But still, you stayed quiet.

“What’s wrong?” he suddenly asked, a hint of worry in his voice. “Nothing. I guess this is just a little awkward…” you admitted. I mean it’s true, this was weird. There was a pause. A moment of silence before he spoke up again “Was it about me? About us?”

You were surprised when he asked that. He was too. You stayed silent for a few seconds before answering. “Maybe.” you wanted to say yes. You wanted to tell him how much you still love him and miss him but only one word came out.

“I take it, you haven’t moved on. Right?” he asked softly. “Well, yeah. I guess…” you said simply. “Why?” he asked you. ‘Why haven’t I moved on?’ you thought to yourself. “I don’t know” you said. You really didn’t know why you were still attached to him.

“We broke up 5 years ago, y/n. Why can’t you move on?” He said. “I just can’t. I still love you, so much. I miss you everyday, hoping you’d suddenly come back but I knew that wouldn’t happen. You’ve moved on. I miss you, our moments together. All of it. I miss you, Hee” you admit.

He was surprised when he heard your words. You lifted your head to look at him. Only to see him staring at you already with wide eyes. The shock in his expression slowly faded and instead turned into a more soft one. He realized that he wasn’t really over you yet. He loved you and missed you just as much as you did.

“I missed you too, y/n”

Authors note : i’m sorry this is so boring 🫤 but I hope you still like it 💗

© hayves1 2024

[hayves1]

Never lucky in love ★ P.SH

synopsis : y/n was best friends with sunghoon since childhood but as they got older, she developed feelings towards him but he was into someone else already. When she found out he was moving away, she lied about something so he would stay and be with her instead.

pairing : sunghoon x fem!reader

warnings : reader us referred to as y/n, angst, y/n is kinda evil (but she realizes her mistakes) sobbing/crying, stuttering | let me know if i missed anything!

wc : 1868

You sat at a table surrounded by your old friends from high school. You were tense as you refused to look at the person sitting in front of you. You didn’t want to be here at all. You felt awkward, uncomfortable, and guilty. There at the reunion party, sitting right in front of you was Sunghoon, your ex best friend sitting next to his fiancé.

You couldn’t get what happened so many years ago out of your head. It made you feel like the most horrible friend ever. Even after 7 years you still felt terrible for what you did. You looked down at your hands in your lap, fidgeting with your fingers. You were so nervous. ‘Does he still hate me?’ you thought.

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seven years ago.

You started to realize the feelings you developed for Sunghoon. You would get more shy around him than usual. You couldn’t be near him without your cheeks heating up and your heart being ten times faster. He was your best friend though…You weren’t sure yet of these feelings but one thing you were sure of is that there is absolutely no way he’d like you back.

Because he already liked someone else.

Words couldn’t describe the jealousy and hurt you felt every time you thought of the two of them. Always hanging out and being affectionate towards each other. You wished you were the one with Sunghoon.

You sat in your bedroom, writing random lyrics on your notebook. Well, at least you thought it was random. You were so in your head that you didn’t realize the lyrics you were writing were about him. Your best friend. The one you loved more than a friend.

You rested your palm on your chin as you read over the words on the paper. Sighing as you closed the notebook and putting it back in your drawer.

Suddenly you heard a knock on your bedroom door. ‘Who the hell?’ you thought. You got up, set your pencil on the desk and went to open the door. There stood your best friend

“What are you doing here? How did you even get in?” you asked him. “You’re mom let me in” you just responded with a simple ‘oh’ and opened the door wider, letting him into your room.

You sat back on your chair as Sunghoon stood in front of you. “I need to tell you something.” you raised an eyebrow. “Oh? Usually when you need to tell me something you text me. Is it serious?” he just nodded, kind of avoiding eye contact with you. “I’m moving in a few days” he finally said. You felt your heart drop. no, no he can’t leave, not now…

“What do you mean you're moving?” you asked, you stuttered nervously. It made you scared at the thought of him leaving forever. “I’m leaving” “What? Why?” you questioned him. you didn’t want him to leave “Not sure. My parents just said we're leaving soon.” you sat there, staring at your feet while Sunghoon just stood still, not even looking at you.

“I’ll miss you..” you suddenly blurted out. You wanted to tell him about your feelings for him but you just couldn’t. Instead you just told him you missed him. ‘God, I should’ve just told him’ you said in your head. “I’ll miss you too, y/n”

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It was days before Sunghoon was leaving and you decided to meet up with him to tell him something. “What happened?” he asked. “Well…I just wanted to let you know that Iseul really hurt me yesterday. I’m just telling you because I know you like her and that she’s coming with you and your parents so…” that was a complete lie. Iseul never physically hurt you, you just wanted him to stay with you and you only.

“What? What did she do to you?” he asked, a hint of worry in his voice. “She told me to never contact you again and she harshly pushed me after that and left” He widened his eyes. That was probably the first time you ever saw him look so worried. “Are you okay?” you just nodded as you tried your best to keep up the act “I won’t leave, okay? I’m going to stay here with you, y/n” “But what about your parents?” “I’ll convince them.”

You thought that this was great. You’d finally be with him forever…or so you thought.

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The next few days he was more protective over you. He always made sure you were okay and that you were comfortable. Over the past few days, the guilt started to overtake you. You reminded yourself that everything was fine and that he was finally with you now but the guilt inside you only grew.

“y/n, you okay?” Sunghoon asked you when he saw you sitting on the couch with a confused and sad expression. “Yeah, I'm okay. Don’t worry.” you smiled slightly at him.

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It was just a few hours before Sunghoon would be leaving when he found out you completely lied. You were caught in a huge fight with him. Gosh, you felt so angry at yourself. “So you lied to me? Made a lie about Iseul? What the hell is wrong with you y/n?!” He said, his voice getting slightly louder. “I’m sorry! I didn’t want you to leave! I-…I don’t know why I did it, Hoon. I’m sorry! I’m so sorry.”

He honestly couldn’t even believe this whole situation. Why did you lie? “I just didn’t want you to leave and be with Iseul. I’m sorry, okay?” He didn’t say anything and left as you tried to pull him back, the tears finally rolling down your face. “Wait! Sunghoon please! Just don’t leave…”

“I’m leaving with my parents” he coldly said “Hoon, please! Don’t go, I need you!” you shouted, tears covered your cheeks as you tried to pull him back. He yanked his arm away from you and left. You sat back on the couch as you buried your face in your palms and sobbed until no tears were left to cry.

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Ever since then, you regretted everything you did. You finally realized that you were wrong, it was just hard to face it. He left with his parents and Iseul and didn’t even text you, call you. It hurt. But you knew you had no right to feel that way, because you hurt him.

That’s what brings us to the present. You were at a high school reunion party, your plate full since you haven’t even touched it since you got there. You didn’t dare to look up at him since he was right across from you. Your friends would ask you if you are okay but you just brushed them off.

You wanted to just cry and run away but you couldn’t do that. Instead you stared at your hands, which weren’t really all that interesting as you were making them look like.

Meanwhile Sunghoon could only glance at you. He saw how you weren’t looking at anyone, especially him. It was definitely awkward since you two split up without any closure.

But can you blame him? He was lied to and had every right to leave back then. Suddenly someone called your name. That was when you finally lifted your head and turned towards the person who called you. It was one of your friends. “Yeah?” you said, your voice shaky. All eyes were on you now, everyone was looking at you. “I heard you write songs. Do you mind singing one of them?” you froze. You were too shy to sing in front of all your high school classmates.

“Uh sure..” was all you could say as you were way too nervous, you couldn’t even think.

And that’s how you found yourself singing in front of everyone. Everyone was watching you, admiring you, while all you could do was look at Sunghoon. You knew it was wrong. Not only because he has a fiancé, but because you hurt him.

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Hours pass and you’re now leaving, saying goodbye to your friends. You were about to walk to your car when someone suddenly tapped lightly on your shoulder. You turned around expecting it to be another one of your friends but it wasn’t. It was the last person you wanted to see at the moment.

“Hey y/n” He finally said. “Sunghoon..” you froze, not expecting him to just casually say hi to you. “How’ve you been?” he asked you but you said nothing. You felt like you didn’t even have the right to be speaking to him right now. You stared at him, wondering if this is real? Is he really talking to you?

“y/n?” you stopped staring and awkwardly chuckled “yeah? oh, I've been fine, I guess.” he just nodded in acknowledgment. “What about you?” you asked “I’m doing good. I’m getting married soon” he said and you just nodded even though your heart was breaking. “Congratulations, Sunghoon. That’s…that’s great for you” you tried to put a smile on your face but the way it shaked and your eyes glistened with tears gave away how you really felt.

“y/n are you okay?” you heard the tiny bit of worry in his voice. “I feel like I shouldn’t say if I'm okay or not because I don’t have the right to cry in front of you after what I did.” you confessed. “I just feel so bad and guilty for what I did. You and Iseul didn’t deserve that and I really am sorry. I guess I just didn't want you to be with her. I know it was quite selfish of me and I'm so angry at myself for doing that and for hurting you. I really am sorry…” you blurted out in one breath.

“It’s okay y/n. Don’t worry about it, really” You shook your head “No. It’s not okay. I tried to keep you away from who you love and I made a whole lie about her. It's good you two ended up getting engaged. I really am happy for you two.” you said. “I’m so sorry. I really wish things could’ve ended up differently but either way, I'll always be happy for you.” you finally poured your heart out and told him the truth.

“Thank you for saying that, y/n.” he responded and you nodded, slightly smiling. “I forgive you.” he suddenly said and your smile grew bigger but not a lot. “Thank you. Again, I really am happy for you.”

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You sat on the chair at the ceremony, singing a song you wrote. Sunghoon invited you to sing at his wedding. You couldn’t help but think about if you weren’t so selfish and actually told him your feelings that it could’ve been you walking down the aisle instead of Iseul. You quickly shut those thoughts down and accepted the situation.

You continued to sing as you watched the two walk down the aisle together, a smile slowly spread across your face. He looked back at you and mouthed a ‘Thank you’ you just smiled at him. Not in a loving way, but in a way that showed that you were happy for him.

Authors note : Sorry yall…at least it sort of a happy ending…? 😭 ALSO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING 💔💔💔 feedback and reblogs are appreciated! ♡

© hayves1 2024

[hayves1]

She fell first, but he fell harder ★ NRK

pairing : grumpy!ni-ki x sunshine!fem reader

genre : sunshine x grumpy

warnings : nothing, just fluff (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

wc : 223

You were sunshine. He was grumpy. You were bubbly, bright, and nice to everyone, even if they disliked you. While Ni-ki was cold and didn’t really talk to anyone. Ni-ki didn’t like your ‘oh so perfect’ and bright personality. In fact, he hated anyone who was nice to him.

You’ve had a crush on him for a while now. You’d bring him gifts or try to cheer him up but he always responded so coldly.

But over time, he started to loosen up and got used to you being around. Before he knew it, he started to fall in love. The way you smiled, laughed, or simply just glanced at him made his heart skip a beat.

“I’m not really good at this kind of stuff but y/n, I really do like you. You’re nice, cute, funny, and beautiful…” he was avoiding eye contact because he didn’t want to show how shy he was right now. Your face lit up at his words.

“You like me?” you ask, making sure he’s being honest. “Yeah, I really do” he finally made eye contact with you. You widely smiled and hugged him tightly. He smiled softly as he wrapped his arms around your waist in response.

You are the only one who can make him feel this way

Authors note: this is so cute wait

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