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[hayves1]

MEANT TO BE ★. ݁˖

synopsis : You've liked Riki since freshman year. At first it was a silly little crush but now you're for sure that you are in love with him. But you know he doesn't love you back. He likes Eunchae, the cheer captain of the cheer team at school.

warnings : reader is referred to as y/n, angst, fluff, insecurity, crying, poor sense of humor. This is my first fiction so i apologize if it's bad 😭 (if i missed anything pls let me know!)

featuring : Haneul (kiss of life) and Eunchae (le sserafim)

wc: 1.8k

feedback is appreciated! ♡

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You stood by your locker with your best friend, Haneul. Talking about random things as usual. "So, y/n, are you gonna talk to Riki yet?" you slapped her shoulder harshly but also gently at the same time. "I told you I'll talk to him soon!"

She scoffed and rolled her eyes "Come on, y/n, you've been saying the name crap since FRESHMAN YEAR! We're seniors now and you might not see him again after we graduate." you huffed in frustration and looked away. "I don't know, Haneul. You know he likes Eunchae! She's pretty, she's smart, she's nice, she's the captain of the cheer team, and I...l'm none of those things so why would he like me?"

You said, doubting yourself and any chance there was that Riki would like you back. Haneul groaned

"You can't keep thinking like this, y/n. I know how much you love him and how much you care about him. If you don't at least try, you'll probably lose something that could’ve been…Plus, you're pretty, smart, nice so don't doubt yourself." she patted your shoulder and smiled at you while all you could do is sigh. You didn't know if taking her advice was a good idea but you knew she was right. You have to do something…

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You sat at your usual table with Haneul while she yaps and rants about the chemistry teacher. You weren't even listening to her or paying attention to your food. You just kept staring at Riki. You couldn't look away, you didn't want to look away.

Every time you look at him, even a glance, your heart starts racing. If you don't do something now, you will get hurt... "y/n are you even listening?" you snapped out of your thoughts and looked away from wherever you were looking. "H-huh? oh! what were you saying" Haneul just shook her head and chuckled a bit

"I see who you were just looking at. You were staring at Riki, weren't you?" she smirked teasingly and you immediately flushed red "Haneul stop!" you whined. Obviously you were embarrassed and didn't want to admit you were staring at him. "y/n just go talk to him already!" she silently shouted. You groaned and slowly got up from the table and walked over to where Riki and his friends were sitting.

"Uh h-hi Riki...im y/n. I was wondering if we could be friends?" You mentally slapped yourself for stuttering and greeting him like that. Him and his friends faced you, making you flush red and stiffen. You just stood there like a stick, not moving one tiny bit. After a while of silence, Riki finally spoke up "Sure. We can be friends. Pretty name by the way" ‘WHAT?' you thought.

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School was finally dismissed and you and Haneul were walking back home. She was excitedly talking about how you finally, after 3 years, decided to talk to Riki. “y/n this is a great start! He even said your name is pretty?! I’m happy for you” she said.

“Don’t cheer just yet, Haneul. He probably just said that to be nice because there is no way he would like me at first sight.” she rolled her eyes and stopped walking “Have hope, y/n” you looked at her then looked back at the ground. “I don’t know…maybe I'm too late? You know the way he looks at Eunchae, the way he talks about her…you’re right. I should’ve talked to him sooner”

You whispered the last sentence with slight pain in your voice. “Hey hey hey! y/n you need to have hope. There’s still a chance, okay? I know you really like him so don’t lose hope.” You just sighed, kind of doubting her words but you just nodded anyway.

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A few days have passed, and you've been having small conversations with Riki lately. Haneul says it’s a good thing and that you’re slowly making progress but you still don’t have the courage to even believe her.

You walked out of the classroom after the first period ended and saw everyone was looking at Eunchae and her friends. You admired her but you also felt a pang of jealousy in your heart. How was she so pretty, talented, and nice to everyone? You’re nowhere on her level…It hurts your heart a bit if you’re being honest.

You looked around the crowded hallway, and saw Riki looking at Eunchae with hearts in his eyes. Just pure love and nothing else. That was like true love in your book…it shattered your heart into pieces and before you knew it, tears started stinging your eyes.

You heard Haneul walk up to you, talking about how much she hated chemistry “He gave us like one-hundred assignments and-“ She immediately stopped when she saw the tears running down your cheeks. She knew why you were crying, she knew better than anyone else. “y/n…”

You wiped your tears when you heard her call your name. “What? I'm fine! Let’s go to lunch now!” you completely brushed off whatever was happening and acted like you were fine when you really weren’t. “y/n, stop pretending…” she said softly. You just sighed and felt the tears blurring your vision again. She pulled you into a more empty hallway.

“Are you crying?” Hanuel asked. “I just…I feel so insecure! Eunchae is so perfect! Perfect in everything! Grades, personality, looks, everything! And I'm just a nobody, a loser! No wonder Riki likes her…It hurts…” You ranted and felt the tears rolling down nonstop.

Haneul just listened to you pour your feelings out, a frown on her face. “You’re not a loser. You’re my best friend. You’re gorgeous and talented. You’re just your own person and that’s what’s special about you. Don’t doubt yourself, okay? I can’t see my bestest friend crying over a boy. It hurts seeing you like that…” you wiped your remaining tears away with your hand and whispered a ‘Thank you’.

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It’s been a few weeks since that happened and you still felt a little insecure but you’re definitely starting to love yourself. You and Riki have been great friends and you two have been talking a lot more!

You and Haneul were talking to Riki at your locker. “You coming to our basketball game tonight?” he asked you “Yea” you answer with a smile.

God, that smile of yours made Riki feel different. Almost like there were butterflies in his stomach. That sweet, sweet smile of yours made him feel things he’s never felt before. He didn’t feel like this around Eunchae. He questioned himself, ‘Why do I feel this way?’

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It’s now night and the gymnasium was filled with students who were watching the game. You didn’t really shout like how Haneul and others were doing but you were silently cheering for Riki. Currently your school was in the lead and it was coming down to the last few minutes. “WOOOO” Haneul shouted right in your ear, causing you to wince in pain. “Owww! Why are you shouting so loud? Since when were you so invested in basketball?” You said “I’m just cheering for our school, y/n! WOOOO” you just chuckled and went back to watching.

Your school ended up winning and loud cheers filled the gym. You suddenly saw Riki running up to you. You were so confused…why was he coming to you and not Eunchae? “Congrats!” You say and smile.

That again…Oh how much he enjoyed seeing the sight of your smile. Especially when it was directed towards him. Riki still didn’t understand this feeling for you but he didn’t care right now, he just wanted to hug you, and so he did.

You widen your eyes, completely surprised by the sudden hug. You hesitantly hugged him back. It brought a sense of calmness and security to you…and to him…

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(i’m too lazy to detail this next part im so sorry 😭😭)

One day, Eunchae got confessed to and she gladly and happily accepted it. Riki thought that he’d be upset and hurt over it but no, not at all. He didn’t feel hurt or pain. But why? He turned towards you and felt that feeling again…why? Why was he feeling this way towards his friend? He studied your side profile for a moment. His heart swelled with love…he then looked back ahead of him. ‘Have I liked her all along?’ he said to himself.

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You were at your house doing your homework. Your parents were out and about so you were home alone for a bit. You heard the doorbell ring, which kinda freaked you out a bit but you got up to answer it anyway.

You opened the door and saw Riki standing there, a little tense. “Riki? What are you doing here?” you asked confusedly. “y/n…I really had to come and see you…” you frowned in confusion once again. “Why?” you asked. “Can I come in?” “Sure…”

After he entered your house you closed and locked the door behind you. “Are your parents home?” you shake your head and he nods. “Listen, y/n. I know I've made it clear that I like Eunchae but lately it’s been different. I don’t feel anything towards her anymore. When she got confessed to a few weeks ago I didn’t even feel a tiny bit of pain. But with you…with you it’s different. I feel things that I never have before. Your smile, your laugh, everything. y/n, I really, really, like you. I should’ve realized it sooner…”

You were in shock. He likes you? You couldn’t believe anything he was saying and it took you a while to process his words. “Wow.” was all you said, too shocked and flustered to think of anything to say. “Wow…I-…this is unexpected…” he frowned “Do you not feel the same…?” You shake your head “No! No! I like you, a lot. I have for a long time. That’s why I asked to be friends. I wanted to get closer to you…” you confessed your feelings to him. “Yeah?” you nodded in response. You both looked at each other for a while before he smiled and pulled you into a hug. You sighed in relief and hugged him back as you smiled too.

After a few seconds you both pulled back but his arms were still around you. He didn’t want to let go, not yet. It didn’t take him too long to finally kiss you softly and passionately and you kissed him back with just as much affection as him.

Who would’ve thought you two were meant to be?

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Authors note - This is my first fanfic! I hope yall enjoy it and sorry if it’s bad 😞 I also kinda rushed this 😭 i’ll do better next time. Feedback and reblogs are appreciated:)

© hayves1 2024

[hayves1]

I miss you . . . ★ L.HS

synopsis : You wrote a song about your ex, not knowing that he listened to it…

pairing : singer!heeseung x singer!fem reader

warnings : reader is referred to as y/n, slight angst, mentions of break up, fluff at the end i think

wc : 737

You and Heeseung were together for 3 years before you two decided to break things off. You both agreed it’s for the best since you wanted to focus on your careers.

Heeseung moved on since then but for you…you just couldn’t. You tried to convince yourself that this is only for the best but you just missed him so much. You distracted yourself by focusing on your career as a singer but no matter what you did, he wouldn’t get out of your head.

You sat on your bed, you pulled your knees closer to your chest as you laid the notebook in your lap, the one you usually wrote lyrics in. Your hand moved along the paper with the black pen in your right hand as you wrote down some lyrics about…well, your ex.

You hoped this would help you forget about him…

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You ended up releasing the song, kind of in hopes that Heeseung would listen to it.

But you doubted that…

Part of you wished he’d come back to you and part of you just wanted to move on. Like he did.

But the song went viral. Even reaching different audiences. This was unexpected. You didn’t expect a song you wrote in your bedroom at 3am about your ex would gain so much attention. You thought, what if he sees it?

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Slowly the news about your latest single reached Heeseung. He was surprised when he heard it. The lyrics were so similar to everything you two went through. Very similar. Was this perhaps, about him?

He thought about it for days. Wondering if this was just a coincidence or intentional. It sparked something in him…something that said

‘Maybe i’m not over her yet…’

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You were on your way back to your apartment. It was late at night, maybe around 10:30. You waited at the bus stop, waiting for the bus to arrive. You were scrolling on your phone but eventually got bored so you put it back into your bag.

Instead, you just stared down at your cold hands and stayed like that for a few seconds before you felt a presence beside you. You didn’t think much about it because it was probably another person waiting for the bus. But you couldn’t shake the feeling that it was someone else. Maybe someone you knew?

You lifted your head and looked at the guy next to you. Studying his side profile

‘No way…it can’t be…’ You thought.

It was definitely him. It was your ex, Heeseung. You immediately looked away, hoping he didn’t notice you staring at him but he already did.

“I know you’re looking at me.” He said. You gulped. You wanted to say something but your body didn’t allow you.

“I heard your song. It’s nice” he complimented. But still, you stayed quiet.

“What’s wrong?” he suddenly asked, a hint of worry in his voice. “Nothing. I guess this is just a little awkward…” you admitted. I mean it’s true, this was weird. There was a pause. A moment of silence before he spoke up again “Was it about me? About us?”

You were surprised when he asked that. He was too. You stayed silent for a few seconds before answering. “Maybe.” you wanted to say yes. You wanted to tell him how much you still love him and miss him but only one word came out.

“I take it, you haven’t moved on. Right?” he asked softly. “Well, yeah. I guess…” you said simply. “Why?” he asked you. ‘Why haven’t I moved on?’ you thought to yourself. “I don’t know” you said. You really didn’t know why you were still attached to him.

“We broke up 5 years ago, y/n. Why can’t you move on?” He said. “I just can’t. I still love you, so much. I miss you everyday, hoping you’d suddenly come back but I knew that wouldn’t happen. You’ve moved on. I miss you, our moments together. All of it. I miss you, Hee” you admit.

He was surprised when he heard your words. You lifted your head to look at him. Only to see him staring at you already with wide eyes. The shock in his expression slowly faded and instead turned into a more soft one. He realized that he wasn’t really over you yet. He loved you and missed you just as much as you did.

“I missed you too, y/n”

Authors note : i’m sorry this is so boring 🫤 but I hope you still like it 💗

© hayves1 2024

[hayves1]

She fell first, but he fell harder ★ NRK

pairing : grumpy!ni-ki x sunshine!fem reader

genre : sunshine x grumpy

warnings : nothing, just fluff (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

wc : 223

You were sunshine. He was grumpy. You were bubbly, bright, and nice to everyone, even if they disliked you. While Ni-ki was cold and didn’t really talk to anyone. Ni-ki didn’t like your ‘oh so perfect’ and bright personality. In fact, he hated anyone who was nice to him.

You’ve had a crush on him for a while now. You’d bring him gifts or try to cheer him up but he always responded so coldly.

But over time, he started to loosen up and got used to you being around. Before he knew it, he started to fall in love. The way you smiled, laughed, or simply just glanced at him made his heart skip a beat.

“I’m not really good at this kind of stuff but y/n, I really do like you. You’re nice, cute, funny, and beautiful…” he was avoiding eye contact because he didn’t want to show how shy he was right now. Your face lit up at his words.

“You like me?” you ask, making sure he’s being honest. “Yeah, I really do” he finally made eye contact with you. You widely smiled and hugged him tightly. He smiled softly as he wrapped his arms around your waist in response.

You are the only one who can make him feel this way

Authors note: this is so cute wait

© hayves1 2024