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"This is Fine"
Said Piett after everything went very very wrong.
#my mind strikes back#this meme represents Piett better tham anything#he is crying inside#and hasn't slept in three days#but everything is fine#firmus piett#chibi imperials: bonus track
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Here’s some depressed Dazai drowning his partner (in case you were having a good day)
#that hurt#the flashbacks didn’t impress me#but dazai’s face expressions were great#good job for making me sad bones#look at him#he is crying inside#and I am crying with him#bungou stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd season 5#bsd anime#bsd season five#bsd season 5 episode 8
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btw when you're being mean to aziraphale this is who you're being mean to. hope this helps
#good omens#aziraphale#good omens memes#good omens fandom#good omens s2#good omens shitpost#good omemes#go s2#poor little meow meow#michael sheen#job minisode#a companion to owls#staying as far away from fandom discourse as possible but i feel it needs to be said#he's a walking talking crying wet cat on the inside#and he needs a pat on the head maybe a lil kick to the butt. not all this backlash. peace and love on gomens earth#marcela talks#ghost(shit)posted by crowley#aziraphale defense squad#i cleary underestimated the emotional weight of his kittydog eyes. you're good
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It is a shame children such as yourselves had to endure such hardships
You all did not deserve to have the weight of the world fall on your shoulders
#rottmnt#save rottmnt#rottmnt movie#rottmnt splinter#rottmnt april#rottmnt casey jr#my art#sol art#crying on the inside// im done my sol series for now :'L#let these kids cry it out#they went through something traumatic they deserve a good cry#especially casey#he had to watch the last of his family who gave him the world die before his very own eyes#stop another disaster from repeating and while he has the present turtle family#it just wont be the same as it use to be#IM VERY EMOTIONAL ABOUT HIM OKAY#i hope yall enjoyed this series at least 😭😭
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Mads, while signing a Hannigram fanart:
"They make a beautiful couple." [x]
#I JUST FOUND OUT ABT THIS#WHY HAS NOBODY TOLD ME ABT THIS#HE SAID THEY MAKE A BEAUTIFUL COUPLE#IM CRYING#everytime he talks abt or describe hannigram i cry a little inside#he just speaks abt them so beautifully#the fanart was so lovely as well#mads mikkelsen#c2e2#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#murder husbands
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Chronicles of me discovering this dumb phoenix frame that I fell in love with
#ace attorney#phoenix wright#dahlia hawthorne#dumb ahh pumkin#meme#feenie#feenie wright#ace attorney manga#HE LOOKS SO DUMB#I WAS CRYING#I WAS TURNING INSIDE OUT
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For as long as he was able, Ubuyashiki Kagaya was visiting ailing Corp members.
There he is visiting comatose Tanjirou, though Kagaya himself was very recently busy doing stuff like this:
He presumably also visited comatose Inosuke, who only woke up seven days before Tanjirou did.
According to the Gotou and Sumi report, Zenitsu woke up the day after the battle, and returned to going on missions two days before Tanjirou woke up.
Ergo, it stands to reason that Zenitsu got a chance to meet Kagaya and wakefully enjoy the soothing sound of Kagaya's voice, and that Kagaya in all likelihood praised him for his accomplishments.
#ubuyashiki kagaya#agatsuma zenitsu#i can imagine it going exactly like after Zenitsu protected Nezuko's box and Tanjirou was thanking him but then said he was strong#Zenitsu being all happy like#'well yyyyeahhhh I did stand up to an Upper Moon (what? she wasn't?) but I had to because a girl was crying'#'defeated an Upper Moon? nope wrong guy'#but since it's Kagaya he might play along like#'oh was it some other guy who can do Godspeed? maybe somebody named Shoichi?'#and then coax him into facing the reality that he's probably known deep down inside all along#which maybe leads Zenitsu on a path of character development we didn't get to see
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Fashion icon
#everytime i hear someone say that he has a horrible fashion sence i cry inside because i am a guy who is taking fashion classes...#man ....#HE SOO SILLY AAAAAAAAA#love putting the trans flag everywhere because he is trans for me#my friend asked me to draw him in this outfit#nothingbizzare art#mp100#mp100 fanart#teruki hanazawa#mob psycho 100#mob psycho fanart#art#digital art#i would dress like him if i had so many clothes ...
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☆ even the gods bleed [ pt 2 ]
{☆} characters furina, neuvillette {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, multi-chapter, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings none {☆} word count 1.9k {☆} previous [ 1 ]
This had to be a punishment of some sort – some kind of divine punishment.
She was bored out of her mind just watching the sleeping body – she hadn't blinked once in the past five hours, her eyes were really starting to hurt. Yet they still hadn't moved so much as an inch since she sequestered them away to the only place she had known to be safe.
But it'd been almost a week since then.
The only solace she found was that Teyvat had seemed much less hellbent on collapsing in on itself like a dying star.
That counted for something.
Not much, but something!
..Even if their position was no better then it was a week ago.
There was, after all, still the issue of what to do about the false Creator – the actual imposter – and the Archons following them like blind lambs. The other Archons wouldn't listen if she tried to reason with them, and it would only risk the life of Divine One if she spoke of their location to anyone else.
She also was pretty fond of having her head still attached to her shoulders.
So she avoided them all together. Partially because she wasn't sure she wouldn't have a breakdown at the sight of them..she'd never been a fighter, and fighting an Archon? Easy pass.
Instead she was forced to babysit the sleeping Divine until they woke up while Neuvillette handled taking care of the nation and dealing with the other Archons – and by extension the false Creator.
Really though, she would almost think them dead if not for the subtle rise and fall of their chest.
Though..this also left her with a lot of time to herself. A lot of time to think.
She really didn't like it.
There wasn't a lot to occupy her mind and what little there was only distracted her for a scant few moments before her eyes drifted back to the Divine like she was locked in their orbit, unable to escape.
She closed the same book for the twelfth time – she kept count – and returned it to it's meticulously designed place within her bookcase. A low, barely audible huff of frustration escaped her lips before she could bite it down, her stare boring a hole into the body of the Divine One with a sharp intensity she rarely showed.
She was tired, bored and constantly on edge, fearing that at any moment someone would find out about their presence here.
That, at the drop of a hat, she would be powerless to stop the greatest tragedy of her time play out before her eyes.
Neuvillette would have scolded her for being so petulant, especially around the Divine One, if he were here.
But he wasn't.
He was out running her nation, instead.
And what was she doing? Nothing!
She grit her teeth, nails digging harshly into the palm of her hands as she took a deep breath – now was not the time to think about that. She had..much more pressing matters. Sulking and letting her thoughts spiral helped no one, least of all herself.
Yet her attention was caught by a harsh inhale, the rustle of fabric – were they finally waking up? She was exhausted, but it all vanished at the sudden drop of life within the otherwise deathly still body of the Divine.
Her eyes followed the subtle twitch of their fingers, watching as their brow furrowed and their features twisted in something almost like..pain.
..She wasn't ready.
What was she supposed to say?
Should she even say anything? Would that be considered impolite? Does she wait for them to speak first? Should she kneel? Bow?
She doesn't get much time to find her own answer before their lashes flutter, chest heaving with every strangled breath. Every single thought vanishes from her mind the moment she meets their eyes.
For a long, silent moment she thinks that her heart must have stopped.
Their eyes glow like the cresting of the sun over the horizon, painting the world in hues of gold – yet it also reminded her of the dipping of the moon below the waves, casting the briefest, most gentle of lights upon the world engulfed in darkness. In the depths of their eyes was the birth and death of stars in the infinite cosmos – glittering stars in a sea of empty, blank space that left her feeling lightheaded and breathless.
Beneath the splendor is a spark of recognition in their eyes so vibrant it was like a shooting star piercing through the dark night sky, leaving nothing but the wonder in the eyes of the observer as the only proof it ever existed – brilliant in it's beauty, however brief.
It is the most beautiful thing she has ever seen.
"Focalors?"
The lilt of their voice nearly made her knees buckle beneath her – euphoria so consuming it left her feeling she was starving swallowed her whole, her mind blanking in a moment of utter bliss. It was..an indescribable feeling that she doubted she could ever hope to put into words – not in a way that could properly express it, try as she might.
She swallowed the words that threatened to spill from her lips – she couldn't make a fool of herself. Not in front of them of all people. She'd never forgive herself.
"Divine One," She rasps, clearing her throat and covering her mouth with a hand to mask both her nervousness and the small smile that creeps across her face. She quickly regains her composure, hand resting on her hip as she puffs out her chest with every bit of pride she can manage. "I am sure you must be confused, but worry not– your most loyal acolyte has seen the truth!"
The silence is deafening.
She opens one eye, peaking at the bewildered and almost distraught expression of the Divine.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
That..she was not prepared for. Surely they knew who they were! Surely they knew. They had to– she's been praying to them for as long as she's breathed, she's dedicated every hour of her life to living up to their ideals, they can't just–!
"Lady Furina?"
Neuvillette, thankfully, spares her the embarrassment of having a meltdown in front of the Divine, the gentle rap of his knuckles against the door making her and the Divine pause, the soft lull of his voice soothing her nerves and yet setting her on edge at the same time.
"Neuvillette." She clears her throat again, her steps hurried as she marches to the door and pries it open none too gently, a forced smile pulling at her lips. She wastes no time tugging the man into the room, shutting the door behind him with a short huff. The silence is, somehow, even worse then before as the three of them stare at each other in absolute exasperation.
Neuvillette, for his part, manages to get his act together with a sharp clearing of his throat, bowing so low even she looks unnerved. She steals a brief glance at the Divine, and she's taken aback by the uncomfortability twisting their features into a grimace.
Their expression is schooled back into one of empty apathy when he stands back to his full height, but she saw it – she knows she did! Did they not like their worship? Were they not respectful enough? For a moment, she feared the Divine would smite Neuvillette down on the spot..but they just stared at him like he was a ghost.
"Why aren't you killing me?"
The defeated, resigned tone combined with the way their voice cracks makes her heart ache in her chest – it feels as though her entire world is crumbling down at her feet, and she cannot explain why she feels such emotions so strongly, but it is suffocating. It is almost as if Teyvat itself is weeping, bearing down upon her shoulders like a heavy weight.
She feels the urge to weep herself, but she powers through, gritting her teeth long enough for Neuvillette to take his place at the side of her – though it feels more like their – bed, kneeling like he was going to pray.
"Divine One," He offers a hand with a quiet rumble of his voice, the words slipping off his tongue like honey. It's like trying to soothe a stray cat..though she'd never voice such comparisons of the most Divine out loud. "I..we mean you no harm. I swear on my authority as the Iudex of Fontaine and Chief Justice that you are safe with us."
The skepticism she expected, but the reverence in which Neuvillette must convince them – or perhaps they are simply so tired that they simply did not care any longer if it was all some ploy to drive a knife between their ribs. She didn't expect them to actually place their hand in Neuvillette's.
He didn't either, judging by the way he visibly brightened – not that they'd notice, but she did.
..Not that she could really blame him, her heels clicking against the floorboards as she shifted her weight to the other foot with a nervous energy that was practically bursting at the seams, more then a little jealous of the attention he was receiving. She was the one who found them, she was the one who stayed with them the entire time..but he gets all the attention?
How unfair.
"O-of course! We would never lay a hand on our creator," She adds, her voice a little higher pitched then she would have liked as she placed her hands on her hips, puffing out her chest and brushing off the sting of jealousy. "Least of all I– your most loyal, most devout acolyte!"
She felt baffled when she heard the sound of their laughter, her shoulders hunching and her cheeks flushing on mere instinct – she was expecting mockery, but the look in their eyes, still dulled by a pain she cannot even begin to imagine, made her hesitate.
..It was, perhaps, the most genuine thing she'd heard from them ever since before the hunt began.
She wasn't sure why her heart hurt at such an idea, but it was enthralling to see the beginnings of a half hearted smile on their lips.
For a moment, her mask of theatrics was forgotten as she stared at them in a mixture of awe and adoration– and though she didn't look at Neuvillette, she could imagine he must've shared such an expression.
Had she any doubts that they were her Creator, that they alone were the most Divine..they would wiped clean now. There was no mistaking the way the world itself seemed to grow clearer as they glanced up at her like she was worth something.
For a moment, she realized how cold the false Creators gaze had been now that she has felt warmth so gentle it almost made her knees buckle beneath her. It felt like a pale imitation, now.
Nothing could compare to the warmth that spread through her body at the mere semblance of a smile upon their lips. She didn't even mind if it was her they were laughing at anymore, she just wanted to hear them laugh again.
She'd make a fool of herself, if she had to.
She'd never felt so..ravenous for such a thing, but just the briefest glimpse was addictive.
She simply couldn't help herself from striding across the room and clasping their free hand in her own, her smile wide enough to unnerve as she leaned her weight onto the bed. For a moment, she considered pulling away at the way they startled, but her mind was made up by then – there was no going back.
"Again."
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#fic tag#neuvillette#focalors#furina#dont ask what happened here idk#this was. also supposed 2 be neuvi focused and then i.#dont talk 2 me abt focalors i wont ever shut up#got a 300k word essay on hand abt how i feel abt her character/how i interpret her personality and her story#focalors jsut like me fr fr (cries at the slightest inconvenience or the slightest mean comment)#shes so pathetic girlfail im gonna chew on her#what happens when reader gets stuck with two emotionally repressed french bastards?? hell#neuvi is the “emotionless” flavor of emotionally repressed in that hes HORRIBLE at showing emotions at all#ask him to smile and its incredibly unnerving and theres too many teeth but hes trying his best please call him pretty or he will cry :(#furina is the flavor of emotionally repressed where she makes it up by having Too Many emotions#using theatrics and masks to show everyone what they want to see but inside this girl is a MESS#constant anxiety and panic 24/7#will do random shit and look at you and if u dont compliment her she will think u hate her and cry#compliment her and she'll do even stupider shit to try and impress you more#i love my scrunkly little babies they r so stupid and mentally ill someone get these bitches some THERAPY#i want 2 put them under a microscope#watch this be ooc fr furina when more of her lore drops if shes not girlfail im leaving#anyway see u in a week im going on a trip ill get back 2 u in 6-7 business days
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haein and her father discovering hyunwoo's totally normal coping mechanisms (crying in the carwash, running around screaming crying and singing, feeding strays, eating dinner at homecooked meals restaurant, calling out for a raccoon that doesn't exist)
#queen of tears#its so interesting how haein bottles everything up#like she locks the door and holds her sorrow inside#but hyunwoo lets everything out#like he's screaming and crying the moment he's alone#a bunch of losers
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Halloween prompts year 2 day 30
Danny became aware suddenly, the memory of his mothers parting shot as he fled fresh in his mind. He panicked, thrashing around in what felt like a thick liquid when his hand hit what felt like a wall of glass.
A tube? Was Danny floating in a freaking vat somewhere? He didn't remember anything after being shot down by his mom but he knew if he was in a lab somewhere he needed to escape!
In moments he was on the ground surrounded by wierd fluid and shattered glass. He ripped the oxygen mask off his face and threw it away from him as a violent shiver wracked his body.
Looking up he was surprised. He was expecting the bright shiney metal of his parents lab, or the white of the GIW lab, heck, even the wierd purple thing Vlad sometimes had going on would have made sense. As much as he would have hated to have been saved by the fruitloop, it would have been a familiar fight.
The devil you know and all that.
But no, this lab was all dull blacks, dark grays and inky shadows. The tubes around him bathing the atmosphere in a soft green glow that barely illuminated anything.
Great. Wonderful. Just what he needed. More people making more problems for him.
Danny picked himself up off the ground, shuttering again and was surprised to realize he didn't have any clothes on.
Danny decided that whoever had kidnapped him was going to get acquainted the Anti-creep stick. Luckly there was a closet nearby with what looked like a superhero costume in it. Okay. Hes dealt with weirder situations.
He put most of the suit on, leaving behind the cape, mask and chest straps. Danny had to admit he liked the red and black look. The gold was a nice touch...too...
Oh no. Where these supervillian clothes?! Red and black are totally Saturday morning cartoon villian colors! His mind started whirling, somthing that it doesn't usually do as he made his way over to the darkened computer almost by instinct.
Then he looked up.
There wasn't a lot of light in this place, but there was enough to see his reflection in the blackness of the computer monitor. One problem.
That wasn't his face.
He was as this strangers face twisted into confusion and horror. Was he overshadowing somebody? No. No...he was...Tim Drake? He watched as his reflection furrowed his brows.
No. He was Danny Fenton, son of Jack and Maddie Fenton. Local mad scientists.
But...he was Tim Drake, son of Jack and Janet Drake. Archeologists.
A distressed sound left his throat as he slid to the floor, two entire lifetimes flashing before his eyes as he tried to figure out what was real. He tried using his powers but nothing happened. That should have answered everything, right?
But that wouldn't explain how he had shattered the entirety of the thick glass of his tube prison. The glass had been completely shattered and landed in a circle around the tubes base in a way no punch could have done, no matter how powerful. Does he have powers that are simply unavailable right now or is there another explanation?
Either way he should probably wear a mask so people don't ask why Tim Drake is dressed as Red Robin, huh?
Oh god. Red Robin.
He woke up in a cloning pod in one of Red Robins secret labs! He remembered Jack, Maddie, other Jack, and Janet's treatment of him. He recalled each and every dismissive comment, every empty promise. Every time the bleachers were empty at his vollyball games. Every time he was left home alone for an "important" dig. Every time his parents ran off because a ghost might be nearby. Every time Tim would throw everything to the wayside to focus on a case. Every time Tim would throw away his own health and well being for a goal. Every time...
Danny straightened up and pulled himself off the floor before he started typing away at the computer and planning his next moves.
Regardless of what was happening, if he was Danny overshadowing a clone or if his life as Fenton was just a dream from a pod, he knew one thing for sure.
He did not need another neglectful parent.
Aka Danny runs around Gotham avoiding the bats, the press, the rogues, the petty criminals, the mob, and the police. He fails of course and manages to somehow make enemies out of everyone all while having a massive identity crisis and searching for a new home far far away from here before Tim Drake figures out who he really is...
#halloween prompts#dpxdc#prompts#tim drake#danny fenton#identity crisis#you choose whats real ;)#fanfiction prompts#danny phantom#red robin#yum#red robin dc#tim just got done dirty like that huh#are there other clones in the pods or are they empty? maybe...something else is inside them? or someone?#danny might be deaged if you want#danny is so stressed he wants to cry#he thinks about getting adopted by someone. he wants ma and pa kent but that would lead to tim1 knowing where he is#and he never wants to see Tim 1. Ever. hes been let down by to many adults in his life and is convinced Tim 1 wouldnt be any different
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normal nightly thoughts
#Billy Hargrove#like not only was he fucked mentally#but physically he was probably suffering so much#like disintegrating his insides#when I find you vecna#when I find you#body horror like whoa#my boy deserved better#billy hargrove deserved better#please#angsty nightly thoughts#dacre montgomery#stranger things#st s3#flayed billy#flayed billy Hargrove#mind flayer#tw body horror#screaming crying throwing up#my edits
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feeling emotional bc im thinking about s1 merlin coming to camelot and looking around in awe and wonder and then stumbling upon an execution and flinching away at the sight of the gore vs s5 merlin who keeps his back turned from his enemy before inhaling and squaring his shoulders to turn around with a cold expression and kill them. s1!merlin who smiled so wide and was so young and carefree vs s5!merlin who forces his own self down into a box to allow some colder persona to manifest to kill his enemies. thinking about child!merlin crying when the livestock in ealdor was killed for meat and s1!merlin pouting on hunts vs s5!merlin who has killed hundreds if not thousands all for arthur - his hands stained with so much blood he cant see his skin, his body, his soul. all he sees is a monster. s1!merlin asking gaius if he was a monster vs s5!merlin knowing he is but unable to stop himself to keep arthur safe and sound.
#s1!merlin would break a little inside seeing who he became#he never wanted to kill!!!!#this has got me crying in the club bro#thinking more specifically about the scene where merlin confront agravaine under the castle and he stares at the wall for a moment#then inhales and turns around and his expression is empty as he spews warnings and threats alike#before killing them all#he didnt deserve any of this#he deserves the world#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#angst
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Probably the most powerful expression Oda drew on Law because how many times have we seen him so broken and desperate. That's a boy who lost everyone within a single night along with his faith in humanity - spilling out his heart in front of a total stranger just so he can somehow evade re-experiencing this pain:
And this time it struck him worse . Now there's guilt along with grief because he brought the grim reaper to Cora himself.
Vergo is now dead and Doflamingo in Impel Down - but this isn't something you heal from in lifetime.
Years after, same story. Oda struck the same wound again, took away his sword and hat while at it, then left him in salt water.
#so. today marks a year since law was last seen in the manga#I saw the law crying panel on twitter and teared up because theres no way he isn't going through that exact feeling deep inside rn#a devil fruit user. suffocating under water. wounds exposed to salt. exactly what he's going through inside and out#1 am feels#OK feels aside. for law to 'proceed by himself' he needs some words of assurance that his crews aren't dead or captured by BB#since we saw akainu receiving the news - it's possible that HP are arrested and Law will get their updates from newspaper#one piece meta#mine#trafalgar law#trafalgar d. water law#donquixote rosinante#one piece heart pirates#op meta
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If somebody had told me Ling and Edward were so fucking gay in this show I would've watched fmab years ago
#THEY'RE SO GAY WHAT THW FUCK IS THIS#THEY HAVE SOMETHING VERY ROMANTIC GOING ON#ed saying ling is still inside when he fights against greed okay whatever bi boy#ughhsgshwhh they make me go insane stop stop#fmab#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood#edward elric#ling yao#WHAT'S THE SHIPNAME I NEED IT#edling#?? i think so let's go with that one#i'm like on episode 29 btw no spoilers i will cry
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It honestly baffles me that some people are so casually dismissive of animals' feelings. Istg some ppl only see pets like toys and are barely able to hide it
#vent post alert#but I'm just so frustrated#my mom's dog got hit by a car yesterday and she refused to take him to the vet#she said she doesn't have any money for it and that he's fine#physically he seems fine just bruised. I think he might have something internal but she's been very dismissive of that#anyway. he spent the whole night crying bc he was alone and terrified#I went upstairs and almost begged her to take him to the vet but she still refused saying he was fine#then she put him inside her house and he calmed down after a while#the next morning when she came downstairs to talk to me she kept being dismissive#saying he was fine in the end he just wanted attention#and I'm like yeah?? obviously?? he got hit by a car???? the poor thing is traumatized and terrified#ofc he doesn't want to be alone#and she hit me with the 'dogs don't get traumatized. he's just being dramatic'#I pointed out some dogs have psychological pregnancy so ofc they have psychological problems too#and THEN she hit me with 'but those are female dogs. males are different. because hormones' like. WHAT#this just in not only do human males not have feelings but now dog males don't either. because hormones.#I thought my mom was smarter than this tbh#istg her boyfriend is just making her more ignorant. bc this is the kind of bs I expected to hear from him but not from her#anyway I don't know what to do. I don't have money for the vet either bc I just had to pay for a surgery#we talked and she said she'll monitor the dog and if he looks like he's getting worse she'll take him to the vet#ig I'll have to settle for that#I love my mom but man. this is weird#I just didn't expect it from her#what's worse is that when it's just her and me it's one thing. but when her bf is around I feel like she gets different#like with me she agrees but then around him she doesn't?? how am I supposed to trust her that way#it's all just so weird. idk what to think or what to feel rn. I just feel bad#sleep.txt
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