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I come across dean gifs from last night’s episode on my dash. With each successive post, I see his eyes, his timid glances of longing and dread, the tiny hope flickering within them dashed, replayed in slow-motion detail. I am immediately dealt 300d10 psychic damage.
#my son is NOT okay#he died before his time#he can't make his peace with that#and why should he?#my boy deserved to live!#BRING HIM BACK JENSEN#death never stopped spn characters before#give dean one more chance at life#dean winchester#supernatural#the winchesters#spnwin 1x13#spnwin#spn
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smorkin
#my art#oc#murdoch#dragon#anthro#furry#deer#illustration#i've been fiddling with this for ages lol but i'm leaving it alone now#wanted to render his jacket more but uhhhh maybe the simplicity works better. or i cant render#anyway murdoch is so fun to draw i can't lie. i've been making him worse lately. nastier. more fleshed out#i do love him....and i hate him....and of course i love him....i will put him into a blender. and make art with the viscera#finally figuring out the story he's from and FINALLY designed the protag he'll be deeply involved with#been trying to design this girlie for more than half a year...hopefully i will draw her nicely at some point#anyway PEACE and sorry to the monthly art draw people i have been busy but i will finally do the draw tomorrow
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Fiddauthor divorce arc speedrun <3
After 30 years of searching for his lost brother through demonic rituals and summonings, Ford has become a bit of a notorious demon collector over the years. He's made a LOT of deals with MANY different demons over the years; from minor and harmless little entities to big and powerful overlords. Most of the time, these deals aren't really a one-way situation, so a lot of demons have a strong grip on him just as much as he does on them. It often ends up being a mutual sort of destruction, as in: "I know I'm but a mere mortal trifling with things I couldn't begin to fathom, and I know you will destroy me eventually; but I don't care as long as I get to destroy you too." He just needs to live long enough to find his brother.
The red hands are essentially pieces of himself (his soul, you could say??) that he wields as his method of restraint to the demons he has "tamed" so far. They act as a leash to contain each demons' powers, and he can loosen or tighten his hold on them as much as he wants. The number of hands required to contain a demon really depends on their individual strengths, but 3-4 hands are already very energy consuming.
YES, I gave all of his demons stupid names. SUE ME.
#been listening to a lot of lady gaga these days so this happened#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls au#Ford and Fiddleford beat each other's ass over 30 year feud- 40k caught on camera#Fiddleford goes to jail for being a cult leader- disruption of peace and kidnapping after the fight <3 he's in his flop era#they both suck- Im sorry- I can't make morally pure characters they need to be GREY and SUCK JUST A LITTLE BIT#it's part of the fun!!#i have so much to say about this AU but I cant verbalise all of it so y'all have to be patient with me alr#ford pines#grunkle ford#stanford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#tw scopophobia
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i know the discussion in the fandom is kind of over now BUT i have brain worms so. anyways. i think what a lot of people miss in the whole "oh but Vil made Rook do x thing—" is that Vil WISHES he could make Rook do anything. yes, Rook is obsessed with Vil and would follow him into hell (i mean, he did kind of do that) but at any given moment he's also too focused on how pretty Vil's lips are to actually listen to what he's saying. that man has the worst case of selecitve hearing ever seen in a human being. Vil said "don't transfer to Pomefiore it's a stupid idea" and Rook only heard "transfer to Pomefiore". Vil cannot even get Rook to shut up and y'all think he could force Rook to cut his hair if he didn't already want to. lmao
#twisted wonderland#twst#vil shoenheit#rook hunt#rookvil#💌 personal#rook isn't vil's guard dog he's vil's weird stray cat#and i love him for it <3#and i mean yes rook clearly respects vil whole lot but he truly just does what he wants most of the time#AND VIL KNOWS IT#he's very aware he can't make rook do anything he made his peace with that already lmao
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Lestat, struggling to ask Louis about September 8th.
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE S02E08 - “AND THAT’S THE END OF IT. THERE’S NOTHING ELSE”
#Interview with the Vampire#IWTV#iwtvedit#iwtvsource#Lestat de Lioncourt#tvedit#tvgifs#filmtvcentral#filmtvdaily#filmtvedit#cinemapix#mine*#mygifs#iwtvmine#IWTV 2#you really don't know. you just can't even begin to imagine how feral this makes me feel. because he could have asked ANYTHING#it's been DECADES since that night and he could have asked anything else. but no. he had to ask if he had hurt himself#he hadn't known PEACE since the moment Armand called him. and yet... the moment he CAN ask Louis about it? HE STILL STRUGGLES#the way he avoids his eyes. that bit right there. AHHHHHHHHHH. I want to scream!#also. I wish I could say I can officially move on from giffing this scene but I'm not sure. it's just so great to color#(it's always been the same coloring but it still amazes me how happy I am with it hahahaha)
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I'll drip feed you wolemet art and thoughts just like I did with wolgraha, until you look forward to watching it unfold in the comic :3c Emet steps on the largest rake in his life, Vivi, well, too, though his rake doesn't kill him at least....
#deciphering their dialogue bc it'd take over a year to make sense#vivi vaguely looks like his azem except the eyes the damned eyes that emet can't stand looking in#my emet goes through the joys of uncanny valley#we all know how this ends for him and how self-sabotaging he is but let's be honest it's entertaining to watch#vivi merely seeks thrill and excitement with emet#at the present moment he just randomly jabs back#he's at peace with his appearance and won't suffer anyone making fun of it#ffxiv#vivien rell#emet-selch#emet selch#wolemet#own: next lvl
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thinking about how eiji's a pole vaulter and how ash talks about eiji "flying" and how eiji's associated with bird imagery and how eiji's free (unlike ash) and how eiji comes in on a plane and leaves on a plane and how ash cannot fly, ash cannot be free, how nyc is ash's prison, and how ash is the leopard who dies climbing the mountain, unable to live at such elevation, how he was trying to reach the sky and be free but was always stuck to the earth, how he chose to die instead of climbing back down, how he chose to die where he could see the sky and hope and freedom almost like a bird with eiji's letter right in front of him rather than letting everything go wrong and ruin it once again, how eiji's a failed pole vaulter anyway, how a bad fall ruined his career and grounded him (physically and emotionally), how it took flying to america and meeting ash and needing to save him and skip for him to try flying again, how he landed hard and harsh and still the thought of that escape compelled ash to protect eiji at all costs because if he could fly that means something to him, even if he doesn't think he can fly, how eiji is the manifestation of his hope and how when he breaks and asks eiji to stay with him a while he folds himself over his legs and weighs him down and traps him and grounds him, how ash fights like hell to keep eiji alive not because he thinks he can be like him (hopeful, flying, innocent), but because he makes him forget the gravity of his situation, and so he can see eiji fly again. how he wants to see him escape. how eiji is a bird and ash is a wildcat and how ash never once saw eiji as prey. how eiji never saw ash as a predator. how it is eiji's naivete that first endears ash to him, how it is his freedom and flight and removal from darkness and his ability to leave that darkness that really roots eiji in ash's blood as something essential to him keeping on living in this hell of nyc. how it is that distance from the violence and that hope for the future that ash chooses to surround himself in as he dies. how ash dies in a dream because he feels more than anything that he can't fly like eiji, that he can never leave. how his violence is a part of him and will be forever, how it weighs him down. how he wants to enjoy the view from the mountainside rather than looking up from the ground below. as if they can both fly. as if he is with him up there and not grounded. eye-to-eye with what he can't have, seeing eiji's homeland: the sky. how he dies trying to reach the top because he couldn't take retreating and trying again. how ash, tired and tired and tired and convinced it will go on forever if he crawls back down the mountain, chooses to close his life deluged in eiji, in eiji's insistence that they can fly together, in eiji's hope for him and for them, in eiji's beautiful dream. how ash dies without trying to realize that dream. how ash, in dying, destroys it.
#banana fish spoilers#I'M HAVING A FUCKING MOMENT#mutual reblogged exactly one (1) piece of ash fanart and sent me on A Multiple Hour Long Thing and now im rewatching it lol#yes i am only on episode 2 yes i am still going to write big long analysis posts ANYWAY#whatever hope this makes sense. anyway#banana fish#okumura eiji#ash lynx#asheiji#hhhhh i can't believe i've only watched this twice in like what 5.5 years?? sheesh#anywayyyyyyy i care about them a lot ok. god#and yes i DO kinda have beef with the decision to kill ash off at the end but it really does say so much About his character#that he chose to die in the way that he did even though he's been throwing his life away since episode 1#dying in peace in comfort in solitude rather than in some chaotic battlefield.... ough...... in the peace eiji alone could give him.....#anywayss i relate to ash a little more than i should so. this one's for us cool guy bottoms up#edit i uh.... i forgot it was a leopard.... in the story..... but whatever it doesn't really affect the symbolic meaning it's just embarras#ing that i forgot >;/
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What do you mean Leo made Percy a dog whistle that has "LEO + PERCY 4EVER 🖤" engraved onto it???
What do you mean it lights up in rainbow when it's used???
#This is Leo´s coming out to me#He mistook Percy for Annabeth´s gay best friend and tried to shoot his shot#A dog whistle??? Why a dog whistle???#Timeline wise this means he made it for him on the Argo and I can't decide whether that makes this weirder or not#Was it post or pre the Calypso talk is my question#On the one hand if it was post this could be a really weird peace offering#But there is something so funny about it being pre because what could have possesses him to make it they weren't exactly fiends#“Sorry for blowing up new rome here's a gay dog whistle with our name in hearts”#Yeah sure why not#pjo#percy jackson spoilers#percy jackson and the wrath of the triple goddess#wottg#leo valdez#pjo leo valdez#leo x percy#I guess???#hoo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#perleo
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Imagine how sad it is that Jay doesn't even remember his parents, he doesn't know his own age, or his birthday. He's been all alone for years since he can't trust anyone enough with his secret and no one cares about anything but work. He's stuck in a job he hates but knows nothing else.
yeah, I have many thoughts about him…
Also go watch this video please it's literally Amnesiac Jay
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#I swear I can't put all my thoughts about his appearance in order#on the one hand I expected him to be more asshole for spending so much time in the Administration#and I really don't think they will make him a real threat because he barely knows how to control his powers and is just scared/confused#And its fine#the poor lonely scared bastard#jay ninjago#jay walker#ninjago jay#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago fanart#Ninjago dragons rising#Ninjago spoilers#Ninjago dragons rising spoilers#ninjago#I swear that if they give him a least one badass scene in part 2 like they did with Kai I will be able to die in peace
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i. okay i get that it was said in an emotional heat of the moment, but marisha's comment that keyleth "can never move on" is like. okay but she can though. i mean part of it is vax keeps reminding her by sending ravens 24/7 but also, he's one dude! girl you were gonna outlive him anyway, get on bumble and live a little!
#critical role#cr spoilers#there's something to be said about like. you don't really naturally grow into everything#sometimes you have to consciously CHOOSE to be the person you want to be and then you work at it and eventually become that#like is keyleth not moving on because she's truly not able to. or because she can't LET herself move on#and ofc it's easy to see why she can't—if nothing else moving on would feel disrespectful to his memory and what he meant to her#but at the end of the day? he's dead. permanently. she's not getting him back.#she has to wake up one day and make her peace with that.
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Spider better be allowed to connect with Eywa next movie for the sole reason that I need to see him sit with Neteyam in the spirit world. I need to see him hug his baby brother and tell him he loves him. it's literally causing me physical pain.
#I keep thinking about Neteyam waiting for his big brother to come see him#like. he's at peace so he forgets a lot of real world struggles. he forgets Spider *can't* come see him. so he's just waiting.#and spider wants to see him so bad.#he's a big brother. he knows his baby bro is safe and at peace in Eywa. his siblings could tell him he is after they visit. but until he-#can see it himself he just can't fully believe it. he worries. he just wants to make sure his little brother is ok. but he *can't*#I just need them to see each other one more time. I need them to get to hug and play and laugh. I need to see spider *hold* his baby bro#I need to see him get a chance to cry and tell 'tey he loves him#its not a want its a need#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#neteyam#neteyam te suli tsyeyk'itan#neteyam sully#they're brothers and we need to talk about it more often#specifically. Spider is 'teys big brother. 'tey is his baby
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Well aren’t you so popular (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Temmie#Gaster#Alphys#These were the original ideas I had in mind with the prompt of Temmie or Alphys btw lol#I just didn't have the time/practice/space to mess up and get everything done in time! Now though ♪#Man! I can't believe it's been this long to draw Alphys! I really like her!!#I might've drawn her initially when I first got into Undertale but that's been A Couple years now lol ♪ If I did it's been a good long while#Definitely out of practice - and same for Temmie - I think I did draw her but it's been such a long time!!#I might've pulled just a little bit of inspiration from Nny for Temmie's clothes lol - I was thinking of Tem Shop's Tem with the stripes so~#It's called a motif it's fine lol#But yes! That first one of him holding Temmie with his knees and poking her toe beans was my initial thought of those two haha#She's not Really fighting him that much - if she really wanted to leave it's not like he's restricting her movement lol just some wiggles#Making faces#And then he just lets her bite him lol - isn't he such a patient and kind soul! He's so nice and placid and peaceful :)#Just enjoys everyone's company so much no matter what they do to him ♪#Alphysssss <3 I had no ideas for how to differentiate her look other than the blank glasses look haha#Spooky! But other than that she's just her with different body language lol#I do like the image of her being all scary and intimidating meanwhile she's got a cute skirt on under her lab coat lol - it's cute ♪#What did Gaster do to garner such negative attention? :0 Went around picking up her anime figures lol#And then for funsies some classic Handplates!Alphys yaaaay <3 <3 <3#Will I ever stop drawing his wings as actual feathery fluffy wings? But they're so cute!#Alphys clearly thinks so too lol - she would be all over a good twin/clone thing for Gaster haha#Gaster not so much lol#''Please Dr. Alphys have some dignity -.ó'' lol#And then since I'd been looking around the gallery and saw winged Alphys again I wanted to draw them together hehe <3#Stretches! Wing yoga! Flapping at each other to cool down or just be silly hehe ♪♫ It's all very cute
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AU: Where Sukuna Wins
Part 1
Part 2 here
Imagine an alternate universe in which Sukuna triumphs, dominates over Japan, and endures a lonely existence for many centuries, while allowing some humans to live.
They hold a grudge against him, of course, and want to kill him. They train at Jujutsu High and have some great fighters that occasionally provide Sukuna with some entertainment.
They are so desperate for salvation, they can only find solace in prophecies about a figure with powerful blue eyes that will defeat the king of curses and rescue Japan.
And do you know what Sukuna does in response to that? One might expect him to go full Pharoah mode and kill newborns, but NO!!
HE DOES THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE !!
Whenever he ravages a village and devours the women and children, he ALWAYS spares the blue-eyed infants.
All the curses know better than to kill an infant with blue eyes. The last time a curse did that, Sukuna made sure to make an example of it.
Killing a member of the Gojo clan is also off limits, as well as anything that could delay the reincarnation of this certain person.
These humans are not the only ones waiting for salvation.
Sukuna is also WAITING...for his wretched existence to end at the hands of this person.
The ONLY one worthy of having the honor to do so.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#sukugo#gosuku#my post#reverse pharoah Sukuna let's goooo#Sukuna wants to be defeated by his blue-eyed soulmate sooo bad#I guess that makes Gojo Moses#He's more like Jesus in this situation though#Sukuna is a curse so he needs to die to rest in peace but don't worry him and gojo are gonna die together in this au#he will bring salvation to the people and to Sukuna#in this universe you're only safe if you have blue eyes or if you're a member of the Gojo clan#jesus now that I think about it that gotta change the gene pool overtime#Half the population of Japan will have blue eyes by the time Sukuna gets defeated#people are waiting for gojo to come back in every universe 😔#Sukuna holding a baby in one hand and a fork in another ready to feast *baby opens his blue eyes* Sukuna: NEVER MIND#Sukuna: Uraume take him to the gojo clan so he can train for our fated battle#Uraume: Sukuna-sama this is the 400th baby we sent them the Gojo clan can't train all of them#all of this is for nothing btw because when Satoru actually reincarnates Sukuna will KNOW#he will feel the shift in the the universe🥴#hashtag wish i could write#someone please write a fic about this..
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yuki tsunoda has every right to do the most despicable, deplorable, heinous things to redbull
#“lawson was the better driver” tsunoda comfortably beat riccardio before his decline and has continually proven he could make something of +#that rb seat. yall just don't wanna talk abt that#yeah... this definitely has nothing to do with the fact helmut marko is a known racist#not saying lawson didn't do his best to prove he wanted the seat but there were definitely other factors at play nobody wants to discuss#yuki tsunoda if you decide to travel to milton keynes for definitely unrelated reasons +#and RB HQ coincidentally ends up being burned to the ground ... i saw nothing#can't believe this is the shit i wake up to man this sport doesn't know peace#f1#formula 1#formula one#yuki tsunoda#yt22
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i'm gonna sound insane just hear me out okay
when he sees me from waitress but it's hilson and the choruses are from different POVs from either side from the not-actually-unrequited love.
like. wilson, too nervous to even let himself imagine a relationship with house going well, only imagining terrible outcomes because they're both so awful to each other AS FRIENDS yet they've been friends for 20 years anyway, and really, what does that say about them?
but then there's house, who rarely ever lets people in one way or another, finding them boring at best and imbecilic at worst, yet is so soft hearted that despite his cynical and misanthropic nature, he falls so incredibly hard, so fast, he never stood a chance when it came to loving wilson. it's a rush, it's a terror, he's hooked on him forever, it's pitiful and he knows it but god even just feeling hopeful for a chance is almost enough for him
#house md#hilson#gregory house#james wilson#i'm actually sickened that my brain spit this at me#i just wanted to listen to MUSICALS. UNRELATED TO THEM#but no. the rot spreads forever#HONESTLY? either one could be their pov. isn't that fucked up#look call me cringe i dont care. but i'm correct#house making tentative peace with not having wilson the way he wants bc it's better than nothing#vs wilson's internal peril about his character bc wanting to pursue house MEANS something and he can't think of one thing good#bc they're the worst/best thing the other has in their lives and they both know it. wilson's the only 1 to get a crisis abt it#like besties that's kind of canon is it not........ there are connections being made
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Honestly, I am not trying to be inflammatory but the more I think of it, the more I am convinced that the curse of hatred exists, but it's actually Tobirama and all of his students that carry it.
Every time Tobirama or Danzo, in particular, talk about the Uchiha Clan being inherently evil because of this or that, it genuinely sounds to me like they are projecting onto them.
Tobirama: "So the Uchiha Clan loves others deeply, but they can't handle their emotions and turn evil because of it when something bad happens to their loved ones"
Also Tobirama: "The Senju clan bases it's strength/jutsu on love, but that never led to us being evil or us being unable to let our hateful feelings go☝️ because we're so rational"
Also Tobirama unable to let his hate and fear towards the Uchiha Clan go (singling them out from all the other clans) and acting like they are so overcome by their emotions that they can't act reasonable or be trusted. Even though Madara, whose brother was literally killed by Tobirama, acted civil towards him for (probably) multiple years, while Tobirama was setting the foundation to keep the Uchiha isolated and away from any real leadership position.
Tobirama’s disdain never lessened and got passed down to the next generation.
#i rewatched sasukes fight with danzo and now I am mad all over again#curse of hatred is the stupidest thing I've ever and people keep using it as justification for the massacre and the treatment of sasuke#it makes me sick#everytime tobirama opens his mouth during that conversation in the shrine#it sounds like he is just accusing the uchiha of things that are true for himself but he just can't amit to himself#so he has to dress it up as some official scientific fact as if he didn't make it up because he is so consumed by his fear and hatred#same with danzo#accusing the uchiha that their coup would have undermined konoha while his actions are undermining and hurting konoha left and right#and everyone lets them get away with it#don't get me started on hiruzen “I want peace but I want take a single diplomatic action towards peace” sarutobi#👉👈i couldn't do anything to stop him uwu👉👈#you are a fucking dictator#but you stick your head in the sand and don't take action because you don't really care and it's your friends committing those crimes#hatred and evilness is fine as long as you and your friends are the ones with it#but god forbid an uchiha isn't happy about getting pushed out of the village they helped create#Even when Tobirama first met Sasuke he immediately looked down on him and profiled him as a scoundrel despite not knowing anything about hi#there's others that definitely have better articulated takes on this#I am not good at putting my thoughts in words so sorry if i am a little all over the place and my sentences are a little weirdly written#anti tobirama senju#anti tobirama#anti danzo shimura#anti danzo#anti hiruzen sarutobi#anti hiruzen#anti those other two elders#madara uchiha#pro sasuke uchiha#pro uchiha#pro uchiha clan#anti curse of hatred
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