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woah i’m a ,,,, senior now huh
#😵💫���🥴#damn this yr felt so fuckcing#hard but also so rewarding#in classes and in like friendships and stuff :’D hard mainly for classes lol#next yr bout to be so much harder 🫠#but hopefully also rewarding#ik being director will be very hard but very rewarding according to past directors :’)#bro it alr hard bc i can’t get out of my fucking head abt like when i do anything lol#anyway it’s fine 🤪#also this so random but i want to post on instagram like a year end post or whatever but#i hate posting on instagram LOL so idk why i still always want to do it#i want to do it but i never do bc i get to that point and overthink every fucking part of posting#maybe that just means i shouldn’t fucking post lmao#but i’m still here wanting to post XD#anyway lol doesn’t rly matter 🤪#jeanne talks
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Does Mr. Turner like rubbing his “son’s” successful career in Dinkleberg’s face??
He does! He brags about Timmy's success to every person within the neighborhood's vicinity. Mr. Turner loves how successful his son is! It really secures his reputation at the neighborhood HOA meetings they host at their house.
Timmy's worked very hard to gain more successes than failures. The more successful he is, the greater his family's social standing!! And the less he gets to overhear his dad ranting to the neighborhood about his failures.
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#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#chimmy changa#asks#raven with a pocketwatch#itty bitties fop au#tw parental neglect#<- ask to tag#using the neighborhood gossip is a very good way to reign in your son when he gets too cocky or proud for your liking.#but its also a good way to boost your social standing!! wow!! the joys of reaping the rewards from someone else's hard work!#by contrast mrs. turner doesnt mention his successes to her friends#which timmy does appreciate somewhat but she also doesnt really. give him much of anything.#so.#cant really tell whats worse. the oversharing or the ignoring.#timmy's parents hosts a LOT of events at their house#so he's usually juggling like. hundreds of tasks at once.#he has to get the drinks the plates the food the clean up watch the kids get more drinks respond to his dad's calls handle 3 conversations#prevent his mom from offering him to clean her friends yards stop that kid from spilling ketchup over the grass catch the loose dog#get more drinks for his dad watch the grill avoid the aunt's mlm scheme pitches reject the neighbor's pitch for a potential girlfriend-#all while picking up work calls and scheduling office hours and fixing his coworkers' mistakes and emailing clients and and-#....which is all to say that timmy does most of the hosting. while his parents partake in the celebrating and partying.#man. you'd think doing this for 20 years you'd be able to handle stress
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I enjoyed the Heroes request thank you anon o7
And also I have decided not only will Haley take pics of the cosplay, she makes it because if she doesn't, who will. Gotta be the change you wanna see in the world. (Alex just there for moral support)
#stardew valley#sdv sebastian#sdv alex#sdv haley#i am also really enjoying doodling little follow ups to the detailed stuff bc i really enjoy both detailing and doodling#so its a nice little reward for my hard work#i actually think i know which one i want to draw next from the requests but it would have NO follow up#and i kinda wanna stream and i dont wanna stream that one#so i might settle for a diff one and draw the wanted one (by me) later off stream#also yeah man i did not wanna include lifs head piece and i figured with all the other details that was valid
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i've spent the past few weeks learning to make pasta from scratch and i think everybody should do it actually!!
#ramble#food#it's v fun#and So rewarding#also it's nowhere NEAR as hard as you think it is i promise#i cook for the fam once a week and i always just make the same sort of thing#so this year i'm only using recipes from cookbooks i own#all of these are from the classic italian cookbook by marcella hazan and they're AMAZING bc it's all things you already have in your kitche#the sauce for the meatballs is just tomatoes and salt and it's incredible
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k tanaka is something that can be SO personal.
it hurts to relate to them, it hurts to know that yeah your impulsive actions DO have an effect on others and NO you can't save everyone because not everyone NEEDS to be saved and NO you don't know better. so you try and change and help people but the pressure is just so much and you never really had coping mechanisms because you never thought to take on this kind of work, and you basically grew up on a screen, but no one told you it was all FAKE! so you're disillusioned with reality and trying to do everything while still keeping it fun for yourself and others, only to find out that your behavior is CONCERNING and UNHEALTHY, rather than the norm you believed it to be. and the fun way of keeping yourself happy and sane actually wasn't benefiting anyone, it was only making things more complex. so you're back with your friends you haven't seen in forever (one of whom is your ex) and they're worried about you immediately. and in a way it's almost patronizing because you feel like you've been doing good work, and you feel like this is your norm, and you wonder if this is how your ex felt when you worried about him and tried to fix him. it makes you wonder who's really wrong, if anyone. so you get to do your little magical quest and it's the happiest you've been in FOREVER. you're back with your friends and your fixing magic and you get to lose yourself for just a while, but you shouldn't. things are bad and worse and you learn new things and you find a way to help, but people are worried about you again. except your ex, who thinks it's great that you're now a magic network router, and you don't know how to feel about that because you know what he's like, how "tragic" he is. you honestly wonder if he even likes you as a person after what you've done to him, what you've done to the group, what YOU put them through. and soon enough everything comes crashing down. you can't act like you're the hero, the main character, the badass who's up against the world and winning, because you're not. you don't know the first thing about an uprising because you're not living in reality. you don't know how to do these things, how to navigate life, it's just easier to get lost in the whimsy and the fight and the intensity. like how it's easier to watch a movie than read a book. how the music and the explosions and the action keeps you enthralled, how it makes you feel worthwhile. and yet, you aren't. your ex even says he doesn't know what to do after these adventures, but you're worse off. you get a simple "nice try, but not quite right" and you go back to it. you realize you do want to be surrounded by your friends, but the temptation of being a legend will never stop pulling at the back of your mind, so you're stuck. you do what you can. you live in mediocrity, in small moments, you fight where you can, and you help. you think sacrifice would be easier than solace. martyrdom over mundanity. but you keep trying, because you have to. because no one's with you if you don't.
#also your best friend is with your ex now#no shade to the characters or the players#i love them all SO much#i just haven't seen much#k tanaka#content or analysis floating around sooo#yeah#i know all in all its good that k's progressing#but sometimes it's hard to live without reward#don't think i hate sam guys i love her#i cried so much during the finale#mismag 2#misfits and magic 2#dimension 20#misfits and magic#mismag#mismag spoilers#sam butler#evan kelmp#whitney jammer#so many tags oops
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'To the master of the eldritch, she's a growing bed of thorns'
#artists on tumblr#art#artwork#digital artist#deathianartworks#deathians ocs#eva#hallowsend#shes everything to me#lyrics from 'godhunter' by Aviators#really good song#fits her so well#people should ask about my story (please please please please)#the flowers are anemones if anyones curious#they typically represent protection against evil and/or the loss of a loved one#accidental flower meaning shit is so fun#i just chose them because in my sleep addled brain when i saw them at 2am while planning this they looked kinda like eyes#also this is my first time digitally painting without a reference and ough i love how it came out#painting faces is so hard but so rewarding istg
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fluff while im in the mood idk
#library of ruina#roland lor#hokma lor#moroderdraws#hokland#i love the genre of people either sleeping on each other or just leaning onto them#as you might see by my sketch where angela leans onto roland and they sit like wet cats (i love them)#but i havent yet seen hokma sleeping on anyone so why not. let the old man rest#let time finally flow freely for him#ahh anyway. i also love those poses where couples touch each others faces but touching hands are so hard to draw istg#the result is rewarding tho
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Honestly obsessed with her beautiful extension and smooth gait
#dogblr#rory borealis#rollerblade canicross#canicross#gait analysis#show dog chronicles#(<- for the tags that follow)#it is so so so hard to keep her in a trot in real life#she's just such a fast moving dog#when shes on leash i can get either a prancy trot heel (hard to maintain for any length of time) or a pace#and i know thats not great conditioning for her in the long term#but theres not much to be done about it#we dont have a yard so she does have to go out a lot on a leash#im trying to intersperse more offleash and rollerblade time#so she can do more trotting and cantering#i hope i can keep it up in the winter#shes moving so beautifully though#and i think its paying off because she was absolutely floating in the show ring#it is so rewarding to do these activities and watch them pay off like this#also the line is loose in this video because i was moving alongside her so i could get a gait video#usually theres a lot more tension in the line
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.... back on my totk rewrite thoughts so, poll time (pls read before voting o3o )
no matter how cute tulins design is, i like teba more and he had at least a little bit more to fall back on from botw than tulin did, given how little time is spent on these characters (and the time that is is just ... so flat, its all so tasteless, no flavor) hes just as much, or little really, as the champions descendants were in botw .. if even, though this game should have been the time to go hard on narrative, sicne the world was established now would have been the time to dig into the story more
im considering making teba the 'sage' (no sages in my rewrite but for understandings sake) and possibly with a .. 'backpack' tulin, they are a team and work as one (doing proper character arcs is hard to do in a game world like botw, given how isolated each area is and how little everyone interacts, id focus more on having some active troubles and dangers- team getting seperated etc. to make it feel like theres actual stakes instead of a flat one scene character 'arc' and then some baby puzzles that i hesitate to even call that)
(i still havent found a workaround for the abilities yet, botws way of doing it was very well integrated and made sense with the story, i dont want to repeat that but also dont want to have the shitty totk way, - killing a character off in the present to have them aid you in spirit is interesting only if not applied to everyone bc then it gets all too samey again, something something items in a way--- regardless of how im gonna solve that issue, i like the idea of them working together just like you are actively traveling with zelda as your companion and it will work whether i give them actual abilities or not)
#ganondoodles talks#ganondoodles rewrites totk#zelda#totk rewrite#botw 2#like i find the idea of them HAVING abilities but not being able to give them to you pretty good#bc then each dungeon and area can be more unique and memorable#i get not getting their ability would be a little sad but it might be worth it considering they are still alive and not dead like the champ#there would be a reward of course or soemthign like an item but that item shouldnt jsut be able to replicate their supposedly unique abilit#also it would help differentiate it more from botw bc its not just the same with again but worse (like totk did ...)#maybe with each dungeon you get something that helps purah improve links shiekah arm#so you might get a weaker version of the ability and then over time with doing more dungeons it will get stronger with each added#(this is stil just a work in progress ... the dungeon rewards are the one thing i have not yet had a clear idea for)#(everything else is largely done ... like the basic story and mechanics are all pretty solidly done by now ....... granted ..in my head)#like what if in the cataclysm .. or in the dungeon even tulin loses a wing and cant fly anymore#but hes more skilled with the bow than teba so they have to work together to be at their strongest#(i know i know- they fire arrows with their feet and that would be hard to do while on the back of another- WAS JUST AN IDEA)
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Puyo/Madou, meet ISAT. ISAT, meet Puyo/Madou. I'm sure you have everything in common and this is not at all a completely random crossover of my two current interests
#dont look at Salde for rhe love of my sanity do not even percieve Salde i dint kwno what ifmf doing g#art#fanart#ISAT#puyo puyo#in stars and time#madou monogatari#kitscribbles#sig puyo puyo#schezo wegey#arle nadja#ringo ando#sig really do be sig no last name#prince salde#their ages are different in this one. oldest to youngest - schezo > arle > sig > ringo > salde#you see that stubble on Sig thats baby stubble. thats unfortunate facial hair on a teenager#sometimes it works out for people still in their teens but not sig#Ringo is!! Perhaps a bit too young to travel!! She's basically a foreign exchange student#i have to admit all the roles and dynamics in ISAT are NOT 1:1 in this AU#i have it all mixed up#when i say sig and schezo are besties i mean theyre both awkward with people they just happen to have an understanding. also sig bullies hi#Sig is he/they here!! I dont usually mess with canon genders (hella respect those who do) but honestly i just like it for Sig...#I still need to learn more about Salde but imma just go ahead and say that Salde is kid gender#Was tempted to hide Sig's lil hair thingies under his hat but then was like. Why would i do that#favorite joke in all this is that Schezo tried so hard to Change that he fucked up his own speech patterns and now socializing is. well#sig didnt shave before the loops and now he has to do that every time or suffer the teasing of his friends at some point in the house#thanks guys im going insane over here and youre laughing. going nonverbal now#How does Salde balance a fish on their head? uhhhhh well you see. have you ever balanced a massive bag of frozen peas#Salde doesnt cook but there's money in that fish. Nobody feels comfortable enough to ask a kid for cash but they WILL reward good behavior#in puyos and time
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i think something i really love about steeplechase in comparison to Balance is how intentionally the boys have played the steeplechase PCs as friends who become friends over the campaign. montrose talking about how beef and emerick are like some of the immeasurably FEW people he enjoys talking to felt really and earnest!! they rely and trust each other, they have fun banter and it feels warm!!
now, obviously, taako merle and magnus are known friends and have a found family with the IPRE, but there is much much MUCH more tension. taako and merle are actively antagonistic towards each other, and there’s a lot of limited warmer moments until much later in the campaign. and this totally totally suits the campaign and the characters and makes a delightful dynamic!!
but i just love how warm steeplechase is!! montrose emerick and beef have a real rewarding sense of bond and affection and it’s something i’ve really adored about this campaign now that we are looking at the close end of it
#balance is forver my favourite#but the warmth and love and trust is less blatant#it exists in some very real scenes that are really important#and small moments#and that is also really rewarding#but the warmth and softness of steeplechase is something i’m feeling very affectionate towards#it’s a sign the boys are a little more intentional with the characterisation and roleplay#but gosh it’s wonderful#steeplechase is the first campaign i’ve seen to the end since balance#so this has been a hard won battle by the boys#taz steeplechase#taz balance
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hey YOU! yeah you! i just wanted to let u know that whatever ur going through, no matter how crappy u feel rn, u just have to keep on going bc everyday is a day closer to twp, and u will make it to the release, my dear friend! ✨
#maybe i'm also trying to make myself feel better with this post bc uni has been the biggest cause of my stress yet and it's BAD#but i'm holding on#and so can YOU#but basically what i mean to say is#u can do this#i believe in u#there is a reward for all ur hard work at the end of the finish line (aka twp)#KIT TY DRU ASH JAIME THAIS AND ANUSH ARE CHEERING ON U#AND SO AM I#U GOT THIS :]#GO GO GO#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#dru blackthorn#ash morgenstern#jaime rosales#thais pedroso#anush joshi#the wicked powers#twp#tsc
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Is there a cat in cannon who got a good death who you think didn't deserve it? Especially if they committed crimes?
Tom the Wifebeater and his redemption death. No question. It's not even close.
Not only do I reject to the "redemption death" on the grounds of it being Tom the Wifebeater who is bullying others until his dying breath, even taunting Thunder about Turtle Tail is dead and the kits must be very torn up about it, but I reject "redemption through death" entirely. I don't like it in stories. It's a theme I deeply object to.
And again it's fucking wild that every time a character is a father, even if they are a wifebeater or a child abuser, the writers think that it bestows a glimmer of goodness into them which every abused child is forced to appreciate and cry about. Breezepelt, Thunder, Tallstar, Tom's children, all of them forced to reconcile and admit how much they wuv their papa.
Abusive dads in WC regularly get redemption deaths, too. Clear Sky dies saving his grandchild, Sandgorse died saving a rando in a tunnel, Tom the Wifebeater saving his daughter.
But Tom the Wifebeater is the worst example of it. Hands down.
#Though I will say it's not exactly a matter of a crime being 'too bad to come back from'#ANYONE can change.#But these ones DONT.#These fathers are *recontextualized* by their deaths and their victim is pushed into rethinking their anger towards them#IF they even had anger towards them at all. All of Tom's victims were too dead to have those feelings because DOTC hates women#And his children are destroyed when they learn that the guy they met once who kidnapped them and got their mom killed died#And that's why I generally hate redemption deaths. By their very nature they don't display what's so HARD about accountability#The changing of your behavior. Checking yourself. Admitting that your victims dont have to forgive you.#It's hard work!#It's painful sometimes! It's worth it but it's not always easy!#It's also its own reward. Your relationships improve. You feel better. You understand yourself.#but no. a redemption death is the end. You never really have to face what you did.#And I hate the way that lots of storytellers think it means it undoes the violence they did#IT does nothing. They're gone. The victims continue.#Where are my stories with RESENTMENT for that? How DARE you die for me?? How dare you run away from the hole you cut into my flesh???#You think the end of you becomes the missing piece of me?#Awful. No thankz#Bone babble#Tom the Wifebeater#child abuse#cw child abuse#tw child abuse
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I work in inpatient rehab at my local hospital. The average length of stay is roughly 7 days. I have had a 95 year old gentleman as my patient for the last 16 days.
From the very first day I worked with him, he was a gem. We became fast friends and had a great time working together. He was in the hospital for a stroke and I was there to get him up and taking his first steps after it happened all the way to climbing stairs again.
The last few days, he hasn’t been feeling as well and his spirits have been down in the dumps, too. We’ve done a lot of talking around our therapy and he’s told me the highlights of his life; his favorite memories. When he finally admitted to me that he was depressed, I told him that I knew but I was proud of him for acknowledging it. I asked how I could help and he said “you always do.”
Tomorrow he is being discharged from the hospital to go to his next care facility and I don’t work tomorrow, so I said goodbye to him today. When I expressed to him how truly proud of him I was, he apologized for not making more progress.
We talked for awhile about everything and I reiterated not just how far he had come, but how truly lucky I felt to be a part of his recovery and to get to work with him. He was the highlight of my day for 16 days and I told him that.
And then he told me that he knows he’s 95 and he can’t be around forever. He told me that no matter what, he’ll always be looking down on me and watching over me. He said “I can’t wait to see you turn 95, and see what a happy life you lead.”
He told me that he will be a robin, and any time I see one, it will just be him coming by to check on me and let me know he’s still around. He cried telling me this, and I cried hearing it.
16 days ago this man was a stranger, and now I’ll never look at robins the same way again. 16 days ago I walked into his room and said “Hi, my name is Jen, and I’m going to be your PT!” And now I can call this truly lovely man my friend.
You just. You never know how meeting a new person will go. Trust me, I’ve been yelled at, hit, made to bleed, etc. it’s part of the job, I know that. And I often do get really wonderful patients, too. I do. But every once in a while, you get someone who is truly special and makes a unique impact on your life, and that’s what this patient was for me.
He always worked so hard with me, and never turned me down. He put his trust in me and told me he believed in himself because I believed in him and he knew I’d never lie to him.
I told him to come back and visit as a friend once he finished recovering and he promised he would, and that it would be one of the most special reunions of his life. I told him it would be for my life, too.
Anyway, I just feel really lucky to have been a part of his recovery and to befriend him the last 16 days and our conversation today will stay with me for a long, long time. This is my fourth time crying about it.
It’s days like today and patients like him that remind me why I do this and why I care so much. I’m going to miss seeing him every day terribly but I’m choosing to believe it’s not a permanent goodbye and I’m so looking forward to celebrating with him in the future.
#healthcare#physical therapy#working in healthcare is really really hard#but also really really rewarding#and sometimes you get people who remind you why it’s all worth it#I will never forget this man or the way he touched my heart#it was really special to get to work with him#and I’m just so proud of him and so happy#for both of us#him because he’s doing better and getting to leave#and me because I got to know him#but goddamn am I going to miss him
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There should be little rewards for when I do certain milestones of this project. Like after I finish this next one it'll be just 365 left (one year worth of days) so I'm going to get me a cake!
#text#i just wish i didn't have to do it myself you know#like it should be automatic like in video games with achievements. do the thing. get the ding notification. achieved.#possible side quest for me is coming up with a list of milestones to reward myself for this project#im still trying to wrap my head around 'each pokemon is a finished project in its own right' because that's true but also#each pokemon represents only one tenth of a percent of the total. one tenth of one percent. not even a full percent#so it's especially hard for me to feel anything has been accomplished#somehow i'm crocheting 20 pokemon and looking at them all on my desk and going 'this sucks it's only 1.9 percent done'#isnt it funny how my tags could be their own text post. i never mean it that way i just have thoughts on top of thoughts linked to more
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i think one of my least favorite parts of grief is how you do eventually generally feel better and think about it less. i rmr when i was 13 i was distinctly incredibly scared of one day forgetting, or moving on, or accepting it in anyway. and its still just as painful but then i also feel guilty or like, im doing something wrong for not thinking of it as often, or not being affected by it every second of every day anymore. like that picture thats like grief doesnt get smaller but the rest of ur life gets bigger. but im mad that the rest of my life is getting bigger, i dont want to leave him behind
#i think also#in some little way i dont know what or who i am if im not grieving#it felt like for so long it was the only thing that existed in my life and all my thoughts and actions revolved around it#but its been five years and every year im more focused on other things and other problems or worries#if i cant see my dad ever again i dont want to move on#atleast if im constantly thinking about him and not getting any better its like being as close as i can to him#idk this stuff is hard to word#and now i am upset from thinking this hard about it#....which makes me feel better#that i havent moved on#i never will anyways but#it does seem like less of a huge thing the more time passes#but whats the point of truly reaching acceptance if i dont get rewarded by seeing him again#i dont want to accept it]#Okay sorry i was thiniking about this on the bus sorry this is my diary..#id usually post stuff like this on quotev i miss u quotev
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