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i’m sooooooo normal about the god of war series. so incredibly normal i liked it a normal amount and would be so chill talking about it. don’t worry about the sign
#god of war#i’m so so so so so normal about it it’s so whatever it’s so haha you know#something something when it comes to yourself you’ll let yourself drown before you change. you’ll die before you change who you’ve become#to survive this long#up to and until it affects the ones you’ve come to love in this life you’ve made for yourself and you suddenly have no choice but to change#it’s fine it’s ok it’s chill. everyone does this.#it’s becoming a parent and loving your child so much you HAVE to change. you HAVE to be better#we MUST be better. than they were.#who’s they. our parents. the gods that come before us. yes.#i’m screaming i’m crying i’m wasting away im disintegrating. there’s no coming back there no return#you are on your knees. you are gripping your son’s shoulders like they’re the only thing keeping you tethered to the earth.#you are struggling with who you are and who you want to become. you are promising to be better.#i’m so normal about parent(al figures) taking responsibility for their actions and choosing to do better#i’m not high enough to really express what’s going on here. can you feel it? can you fucking feel it?#this series has destroyed me.#dad of boy. dad(s) of boy. i will never be the same (affectionate)#can’t remember the last time i finished a series and went ‘oh well i’ve GOT to play it again Now That I Know’#AND I HAVENT EVEN TALKED ABOUT THE BROTHER HULDRA!!!!!!!!!#sindri’s face. has not left my memory#i’m dying scoob#gow#gowr
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so�� everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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WHOEVER THE FUCK IS RECOMMENDING MED PPL TO GO INTO RADIOLOGY JUST CUS IF THE MONEY, IM GONNA FUCKING gET YOU
#first i had ai dictacting schedules and now the radiologists just thought there was a AHHGGRHHH#YES. YES U CAN MAKE MONEY GOING INTO RADIOLOGY. BUT DO NO T. JU ST. GO INTO IT. for the MONEY#MEDICINE IS FKING PAIN BCS BUSINESS IS A PAIN & PPL ARE IN PAIN & PPL ARE A PAIN#like it is Very. ppl orientated it's FKING MEDICINE and even if ure a vet or whatever theres obvs usually humans attached fo animals#so like u might not always be dealing with the ppl but ur coworkers who are also being directly accounting#for the ppl SURE AS HELL DO#like yea ppl die all the time but ure telling me u dont gaf when u couldve done something to stop a LIFE#a HUMAN LIFE that was DEPENDING ON U just doing a like tiny action in the grand scheme of ur things#but ends up a major life changer to them even if they dont always have the knowledge to recognize it#and u let them die bcs of the money#i cant fcking STANDDDDDD IT ohmy GAWD.#also like radiology is not all that hunky dory like radiactive is part of the fking name like#UGHHHH LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO BE SCOLDING MY PTS WHY TF AM I SCOLDING MFS FOR MY PTS#anyways yea tho totally just join medicine for the money it's tofally not a massive damage to u n society#but also . fuck society for making ppl feel like they only have this choice or it's starvation bcs thats also so fking real fuc that#but bro at least try not to fuck ppl over once u gain a position just bcs u happened to be in a bad mood today like#medicine is Literally. horror. it's not that 'i watch pimple popping videos haha i can handle it' horror . it's literally.#the horror of treating humans like humans while never allowed to be one urself kind of horror#it's watching a little girl crying and a big bulky father weeping like a small child bcs his wife died#&then u step out the room and a pt throws his poop at u bcs he keeps lying to u abt not having any alcohol &wants to go home but has no ride#wants a million opiods and has been absolutely wailing at ur staff and if he leaves ama it docks u so now u gotta#peruse a bunch of legal documents to try and figure out a loophole on how to get him outta here while also dealing with 60 other pts#on the brink of death or intensely septic and the whole time ure trying to save them u got bitches screaming in ur ear abt the#north carolina fluid shortage like btch fuck that im giving this kid the shit they need to survive fuck off#especially funny bcs theres fluids available but we refuse to buy them bcs theyre for a higher price than our og supplier like ok#anyways#love my life
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i got my wisdom teeth out (abridged version, i was not put under, i babysat a half hour later. long story) and i am in PAIN. also taking out the bloody mess of a gauze every hour fucking sucks. i almost yakked every time i pulled it out of my mouth. the worst part? every time i burp i taste remnants of paper towel. i need to know if anyone else can relate. this is so gross. im tired
#long story short i was going to go to the consultation then babysit#and it turns out the dentist was like 'wanna just get it done now? it'll only take a half hour'#'umm no thank u i have to babysit :) what about tomorrow?' 'really? tomorrow? you're already here!'#your tooth is already infected. you don't want to risk having to go to the emergency dentist' or something#'you don't want to have to drive back out tomorrow. our clinic prefers to do same day procedures'#like sure ok !#this was all said assuming i'd be able to handle babysitting after and the family that i work with was so sweet (albeit so confused about#it all haha)#i don't understand why my wisdom teeth removal had less recovery time and i didnt need to be put under#especially because i essentially needed a bone graft as well because of my sinuses being right next to my teeth#this isn't like a scammy dental clinic though i think there's so many stories of regular dentists trying to upsell#i did get a several hundred dollar discount on the procedure because they didn't take my insurance#only place that'd take my insurance is 2 hours away lol#my mom has a health insurance card she has to put money on every paycheck and in this instance it really worked out#bc if not itd never be taken care of#the gauze part was so hard#also the mom didnt come home til 45 minutes after i was supposed to go home and i was lowkey in agony#because the numbness wore off#and the gauze was so disgusting#i was like. so fed up i lowkey wanted to cry while building blocks with the little kid lol#ibuprofen fully kicked in as im typing this actually we r okay
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Me thinking about Ben: teehee he looks like such a silly goofy guy °v° He's kinda dumb but that's okay :) and hee hoo hee hoo silly silly little redheaded fellow tee hee!
Also me: Ben looks like he gets verbally beaten by his family for his low intellect and probably has a lot of pent up rage while dealing with it in unhealthy ways. He also seems like the type to fear falling behind and whenever he's showed up (embarrassed; put to shame) he takes it in the worst way possible since he's dealt with it so many times, quickly growing tired of it. But he's also probably insecure about himself and was probably shamed for it so for most of the time like school, family, and after school clubs, he probably puts on a face and lies about everything, trying to suppress his emotions and not make a scene. He probably and maybe constantly tries to prove his worth but ends up mucking things up and making things even worse than before. And another thing is-
*GETS SNIPED*
Me, now a ghost: hee hoo silly sad ginger boy
(sorry I listened to 'I bet on losing dogs by mistake while thinking about him')
#me thinkz#scriblscrabl#epithet erased#epithet erased ben#ee ben#epithet erased banzai blasters#banzai blasters#haha projection go brrrrrrrr#dude i can just tell hes insecure and angry and sad as hell#also he looks like a prep but with insanely strict parents#they probably hate him#and he hates too#maybe#bro has so much middle child energy its not even funn#and i wonder why does ge have a schedule#like is it something he made or his parents#dunno bro#buts soemthing tells me he DEFINITELY doesn't trust adults#but hey im just spitballing#anyways i like the violent ginger and i want him to be sad and ugly cry#... that's it#ok bye bye#actually one more thing#he definitely reeks of insecurity#ok bye bye for realsie#if Jello finds this i think i might die#jelloapocalypse's epithet erased#jelloapocalypse#curse you brendab blaber for making me attached to him and five other background cucks/j
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this drawing appeals to like. only 3 people here but im posting it anyways because i love me some parents who are Trying
pta therapy meeting on the way they're just traveling ��
#the joke is. kusaka (the writer for pokespe) loves to give all the kids character development#but it's at the cost of angsty as fuck storytelling and we are all suffering (3 of them inserts/ocs who familial f/o'd some of the kids)#im educating the unfamiliar its my duty ok#MIME JR SURE AINT MAKING ANYONE HAPPY RN 💔💔💔💔💔#haha.... ruby.... oh ruby......(flashbacks to that panel of ruby crying and wallace slapping reality back into that kid)#this gotta go down in my pokespe hours history#pokespe hours#~ art
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NEED THIS MSC PROGRAM TO BE OVER
#i bitch about the relationships happening 3 weeks in ok what about baring your soul#(opening up to someone about your post-ssri brain chemical imbalances) what then. pie on my face#it was not an out of the blue topic bc we both have post-pharmaceutical fucked neurochemistry but i dont feel like i can just#drop that bombshell on someone i see almost every day#like haha its so persistent i didnt feel joy at my graduation and grad school acceptance and being/appearing happy takes conscious effort!#anyway can you continue treating me completely normally so nobody else finds out im a person shaped hole on some days#i hate feeling like i owe people anything so its like what the fuck do i even do now. not my secret anymore#s#i just hate it bc if someone else dropped that on me i would be analyzing all their actions in retrospect#i just hope they dont think that hard or forget about it pleaseeeeee i wont tell another soul#ugh so embarrassing time to go cry about it in bed now. at least im feeling somehting which is infinitely better than last week#isnt that crazy. im so happy i can cry
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finally catching up with bsd after one hell of a month (+ midterms) 🫠
#bsd spoilers#updates for ep 2 :3#right off the bat all i can just say is fukuchi is such a well-written villain; while i can’t completely emphathize with his plan yet#i have to applaud him (uh and asagiri too) bc that’s quite a villain to fear—he’s already in a position of power that puts him in a major#advantage compared to the ada; it’s like he masterminded this whole thing to lead up to this but WHY (idk if i just forgot)#point and case: i hate him and im always terrified of his next move but damn he’s such a well-written antagonist i can’t even 🤐#ATSUSHI GET OFF THAT FUCKING BOAT RN WHY DID IT HAPPEN SO EARLY INTO THE SEASON IM CRY WAIT NO#fukuchi pointing out that ranpo is just jealous that he and fukuzawa way back is just so adorable made me forget what happens next haha#how come i dont remember these cute moments from the manga 😩#god im stalling so much :(( i hate it i hate it i hate it#the reveal was so… he should’ve deducted this shit sooner (objectively the build up was so nice hsjdhdj)#MY JAW DROPPED THEN AND IT STILL HAPPENED NOW :)))))#ok fukuchi in his complete villain mode is kinda 😗#watching this after being detached to bsd in general is so much better bc i can now appreciate the whole thing as is without much bias???#THE WAY HE JUST TURNED COLD ALL OF A SUDDEN AND I OOP— 😗😗😗😗😗#oh both canon and beast atsushi and their paralyzing fears :(( my heart actually hurts#ATSUSHI THINKING HE’S ALONE ANDDDDDD#OH MY GOD I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE MY SSKK#I CANT WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE#toff.txt
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kicking my feet and giggling (<- just got apologised to)
#guys i have worth??? im actually a human being deserving of basic respect and SHOULD be apologised to if i am not given that??? holy shit#ok but like i actually was pretty mad and i just wasn't going to talk to them when the weekend ended but to think they'd actually apologise#guys i am a friend worth apologising to omg this is so nice#(<- was fuming over how i was a “friend” not even worthy of her basic decency and respect an hour ago)#LIKE IM STILL MAD#okay i actually cant vaguepost to save my life but basically this girl whos a friend i recently got close to and formed a friendgroup with#shes really fucking whiny and ive been tolerating it for so long but on friday she was extremely whiny and rude whenever i just asked a#simple question#and it's really draining and humiliating to be spoken to like poop on the sidewalk in front of other people#but anyway other than that i was really upset because during pe i wanted to show her my hip injury cuz i thought it was funny#(it wasn't diagnosed yet i just felt my joints moving weirdly)#and like that involves her putting her hand on my hip#so i asked her to do that then she started whining about how she doesn't want to touch me and that i'm weird for asking ppl to touch me#then she started telling like the 3 other ppl around us i was weird and wanted ppl to touch me#then this other cool girl overheard and looked at us funny i guess cuz then the friend said 'haha now [cool girls name] is also laughing'#i was so fucking embarrassed and humiliated i still want to tear up thinking about it#like are you actually my friend wtf i don't even need enemies w a friend like you#i wanted to cry so bad then#ugh i hate it#like you couldve just said no thanks bro what is ur problem#this just made me realise how much i hate how she talks to me sometimes#and i know i need to stop surrounding myself with negative vibes in order to feel happy#but its still so frustrating#we were doing so well the other day and google meeting everyday#then this happened and then she got mad and started ignoring me on the way home#bro idk i hate ts i should just stop making friends#rant
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hey boss, any thoughts on the upcoming elden ring dlc? ur fromsoft takes are always enlightened
dont quote me on this but i thjnk miquella might be in it.
#MORE SERIOUS ANSWER: i still havent played it but since this was sent to me before it came out i assume its ok to just#write out my general thoughts. its sweet of u to say that my takes are enlightened btw haha im glad u think so.. that being said i#i dont think i have anything to say that hasnt been said already#the story trailer is soooooo. aughghh#the thing im most excited abt is the high probability that it sheds some light on the past of TLB like other fromsoft dlcs tend to do#also the equally high probability of getting more of st trina.... everyone and their mom has always been curious abt all that cut content#and if theyd ever explore it some more in the future#seeing omen-like horns in the trailer and promo material n such is especially intriguing to me bc im rlly invested in that side of the lore#(i love my grandpa who beats me with a stick)#and im still hoping that theres a crumb of shadow (as in. the wolves) content in there but it seems highly unlikely now haha#new weapons and gorgeous views to uncover & music are always exciting ofc. and so are the new npcs i hope at least one of em is either#a sweetheart i'll fall in love with or a freak i wont be able to stop thinking abt. fromsoft characters hit different#i have some concerns as well though. specifically gameplay-wise: i rlly hope that the map isnt too big bc while i LOVED er i still have my#qualms w/ some open-world scope problems it suffers from. mainly the reuse of certain enemies & minibosses. in the grand scheme of things#its not that big of a deal but i really hope that they took their sweet time working on smth smaller#n didnt spread themselves too thing ykwim#bc if they make me fight 20 more tree asylum demons and those loathesome root worms i might just cry LOL#er spoilers#ps sorry for the super late reply!!
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uhm so uhm uhmumhumhmummhm when a guy randomly hugs you what does it mean
#UNI BOY UPDATE ?????????????????????????/#HE MAKES ME WANT TO CRY AND SCREAM AND EXPLODE ALL AT THE SAME TIME#ITS LIKE ?!??!?!??#WEVE NEVER BEEN TOUCHY TO BEGIN WITH WTF DOES THIS MEAN WHY IS HE SO CONFUSING#THIS IS. THE SAME MAN. WHO CALLED ME ANNOYING.#lynn doesnt know whats happening but they will continue to act like everything is ok#bc haha no u think im going to talk to him ab the hug tmr ??? absolutely not id rather die#i hate love#i hate men#i hate uni#im going to drop out istg#he is the only reason why i ever bother going to that shithole anymore istg#💌; lynn rambles !
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i literally have a hangover from how hard i cried last night/this morning lol
#i feel so sick lmao#im not used to crying that much oops#flashbacks & grief sure do suck huh#anyways fuck fireworks#all my homies hate fireworks#every year im like surely this time it wont get to me#& every year i just end up so triggered rip#its cuz its so close to when his birthday was supposed to be#so im already thinking about him lots around this time#& then the bangs from the fireworks?? um yea bad reminder 🙃#anyways tag vent over#if u read this far i hope u have some moments of respite & sweetness today#& keep hanging on ok its really really important#<3#cutievents#he wouldve been 25 this year.. old ass bitch haha#miss u lots ❤️🩹
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i do think it'd be sooo funny 🤪 if alarice and astarion had actually met in a tavern in baldur's gate like a year or 2 before canon i wont lie. alarice doesnt remember it but astarion does n when they meet on the beach hes like 🤨 why do i know u. they flirted terribly before one of the other people in the guild came to grab her for a job and astarion went to find a different mark. mostly he remembers thinking it was a shame someone so funny was going to be ripped open so terribly by cazador. i think also he remembers feeling a kind of annoyed relief that she got away; annoyed bc now he has to start again with someone else and he doesn't have much time, but relieved bc he liked her and it's good she gets to live another day??? n that conflict rly weighs on him once he starts 2 Care About Her lol
#she already does the “u would have taken me here instead of to that pretty meadow” line in the dungeons of the palace n idk#astarion: haha i actually very nearly did. shit.#they definitely talk abt it at some point n alarice tries to cheer him up like “oh uve always made me laugh” “im useless against ur charm”#but he does cry abt it actually.#sobbing into her lap/belly while she strokes his hair n reminds him it's over n it's ok n shes fine n theyre both here and alive#bg3 posting /#ch: alarice silversong
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I mean imagine accidentally deleting your tumblr account because you made a new blog on the same account for test then you wanted to remove it but were an idiot and decided to press delete account without thinking…. Haha- haha…
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#I know I have nothing to blame so I’m laughing at myself while crying on the inside#but I mean not the worst thing that’s happened to me#Im 100% OK#hahaha :D#haha#ha…
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asnumption: you’re the type to melt if someone notices you aren’t feeling well and asks if you’re okay 🥺
ahdsjoiflkdgnl- this is true.
this is so true aackk! omg I started blushing just thinking about this hahahaha~ you definitely read me like a book with that one~
(like- doesn't even have to be sickness unwell- thoughit'stotallythattoo- but if someone notices I'm acting a bit quiet or unusual and is like 'are you alright?' I... i just dsjaiofkjakosk~!!)
#waterfallasks#djasipkofijgk i feel like im admitting so much rn#maybe going a BIT too deep on here but#as someone who grew up with the#“always be fine and easy and don't be a burden”#“put everyone above yourself” mindset#it just DESTROYS me when someone notices im not ok#and checks in. like cares enough to check in???? dahsjiofgkj#def sickness too tho. if im feeling unwell and someone asks- DJAISOKFdaskmlg#melting. blushing. maybe crying a little hehe~#THANK YOU FOR THE ASSUMPTION!!!#you deeeefinitely hit me square in my chest haha~
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I cried during I’m Doing Pushups because I realized that if me one year ago could see me now I would be so proud and so mesmerized that I’ve come this far. Bears in Trees were the band that helped me get through the shittiest and darkest points in my life, and I didn't see how I could get out/over it a year ago. I cried for old me and I cried for new me and the beautiful swirling mess that we are now. It was one of the loveliest moments of my life.
#bears in trees#ramblings#haha sorry#ok but for real though#i am full of emotions#im not going to cry because its over#im going to smile because it happened#prob still gonna cry though
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