#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE
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𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝖿𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.
08/04/23
so, i was in sleep paralysis (keep in mind i have sleep paralysis with my eyes open always), and i wasn’t panicked or anything because I’ve been experiencing sleep paralysis since i was like 10 (it doesn’t happen really frequently anymore though). so i was honestly just thinking to myself, "should i try to LD or AP?" so i tried to AP and it wasn’t working for me (for some reason i was in pain??), so instead, i decided to try and shift. also i had never even considered the SP method for shifting before so this was all so crazy to me.
so for some background, i was previously having a dream where i was running away from something but i felt myself entering SP and I could barely move in the dream. so i wanted to shift to a reality where i was able to run away. so i started to visualize myself running in a 3rd person POV. and it was crazy because i have aphantasia, so i usually don’t see anything when i visualize but this time i literally was able to!!
this was so trippy too. but i visualized myself zooming into myself that was running, and began to visualize in first person. once i did, i was going through a “tunnel” with red and black lights. i cannot describe it and i was kind of scared but yes y’all, i shifted with my eyes open!!
so i just keep on affirming that I’m shifting and once I get to the end of the tunnel, my eyes in my DR were already slightly open but they widened when i fully shifted there, but my vision was a bit blurry (i could tell that i was napping in this reality). it was so crazy like, it was just like this reality, in fact it felt even more realll. please don’t give up like it is so fucking worth it.
when i shifted, didn’t have a specific DR in mind so i don’t know where i’m at but it’s so crazy cause i just get this feeling that i’m at my cousin’s place. it looked so different but it was really nice. So I was sitting on the couch in the living room and i stand up to go look around for other people. (also i felt so heavy at first y’all) but I walk past the kitchen and there is a balcony facing outside and I see all my family on the balcony.
something things that were different,
❀ my dad was holding a baby girl and i could feel that she was my lil sis (is this reality my parents stopped having kids like 9yrs ago and i only have 3 younger brothers)
❀ there was this family friend named gilliana that was there, never seen this girl before but she was chill. also i just knew that was her name.
❀ my cousin had a different hairstyle, his hairline was botched low key 😭😭☠️☠️☠️
❀ my cousin and aunt’s apartment was way bigger and on the first floor, and my uncle wasn’t there. there was also sm furniture in the living room but the place was sooooo nice!
so the balcony was on the first floor facing the courtyard and that day that there was a food truck there that had cameroonian food. it looked and smelled so good!!! the poisson braisé (braised fish) had me damn near drooling. my mom told me “c'est trop cher” which means, it’s so expensive in french. but I was like idcccc i’m getting a plate! And i wanted to, but took a step back and i shifted back. also ik 100% that it was a shift because i never dream in french, even though im bilingual.
why I shifted back,
❀ i kept on wondering on whether i was acting natural or not because i felt a little, idk how to express it but a bit out of it? and i didn’t want them to think i’m behaving differently
❀ i also kept thinking about my cr lmao and I realized that i would really miss my family here if i were to permashift, which is a feeling i didn’t know i had
❀ i also was not very grounded lol, and i wasn’t there for long, just 5min
some tips and words of advice,
❀ ps, feel free to ask any questions
❀ whenever you have a dream, just tell yourself that you had shifted instead, especially if it’s about your DR
❀ WBTB METHOD YALL!!!! anytime that i’ve lucid dreamed, nearly AP’d, and have had the most vivid dreams, it has been when i incorporated this method. and i do it so habitually. like my friends always joke abt how i sleep in 2 parts
❀ make shifting a lifestyle. now i’m not saying to revolve your life around shifting, but when i started incorporating reality checks and affirmations in my daily life (it literally all takes 10s) it has become a habit. because before, i would never think to try and shift while in SP
❀ honestly just believe in yourself, it’s harder than it sounds but you’re the only thing that can make yourself shift, even if you have doubts and frustrations, that’s not gonna stop yourself from doing SHITTT
❀ pls do not expect your experience to be like mine at all or compare yours to others. i have never heard of anybody shifting with their eyes open before. and also i didn’t experience any symptoms at all, which was not surprising because I never do
anyways hope this was interesting, xoxo ˚ ༘ .˚🌱୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ
#shiftblr#shifting stories#shifting storytime#first shift#reality shifter#shifting blog#shifting antis dni#reality shifting#manifesation#loassumption
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so— everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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Im obbesses w spider noir for some reason and idk why. But i wanna req a story and u pick whoever is the love interest (i want to be spider noir but HE DOESNT FIT THIS KIND OF GENRE 😭😭 but i hope yk spider noir or hobie YKKK~ HAHAHAHAHAH) 😏 HAHAHAH natatawa ako 😭
Anyways this is a req: so miguel is holding a meeting right w some spideys then miguel suddenly calls y/n in his watch (aka his non bio suddenly adopted daughter who was also a spidey) for her to help the upcoming mission.
Then suddenly, miguel counts to 3..2..1… and the there was a smoke bomb in the room! And miguel says “here she comes..” with his palm on his forehead. And when the smoke is clear u are posing like this : https://pin.it/6sHhLLK (search on google.) with a spiderman suit w a mask on under your short silky black dress with heels. Waving to them “Hey fellas!” With a jokingly seductive tone. Then the love interest stares at y/n, falling in love 😍
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH NAYATAWA AKO SA LOKOHAN KO HAHAHAH BUT I HOPE U SEE THIS COS IDK WHATS GOING ON W MY MIND HAHAHAHAH
BWAHAHAHHAHAHA NATAWA RIN AKO RITO WEYT ok noong una, di ko gets, PERO I THINK GETS KO NA SIYA........? SORRY IF THIS ISN'T WHAT YOU ASKED FOR BUT THIS IS HOW I INTERPRETED IT YUHYUH
(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)
when the skrunkly <333
"so that wraps up today's meeting, does anyone--oh, you finally showed up." miguel said with a slight grunt and a hint of annoyance in his tone as the tall, lanky, dark complexioned boy walked in with a confident smirk and with his hands in his vest pockets. he raised his eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth curled into an even bigger grin, one of satisfaction for having defied miguel's expectations at even showing up just as the meeting was about to be wrapped up. "at least i'm here, aren't i?" he asked in a sly tone, one that acted as provocation for miguel's worsening temper.
"anyway..." miguel began again as hobie, quite loudly, pulled a chair--dragging it against the floor, creating as much friction as he could--and loudly plopped himself down on the chair. he leaned the chair back and placed his feet up on the table, to the distaste of the spider people adjacent to him. "go on." hobie said in a casual manner. "i'm not even here." he said as he leaned further back.
miguel let out a long sigh at hobie's defiant acts of annoying rebelliousness. "anyway, like i was saying, we have a new recruit that'll be joining us today." he said as everyone began buzzing, wondering who this new recruit would be. hobie laid back further in his chair, and though he appeared as if he couldn't care less about this new recruit, he did want to get to know them once they got there.
"hey, where are you?" he asked in a hushed voice as the new recruit appeared on the other end. faint giggling, explosions, and not so family friendly words were heard in the background. "oh, hi mig!" you called out from the other end. miguel lowered the volume on his watch as he scowled at you. "i gave you permission to go on that joyride but not doing--is that a duck?" he asked in angry manner as you tried to explain yourself.
hobie was enjoying the scene from afar, not sitting down a little more properly, grinning to himself as he indulges in miguel's frustrated figure as, who he assumed was the new recruit, was pissing him off immensely. the best part was that miguel let you do what you wanted. that must've meant you really mattered to him, to give you permission to do things he'd never let just anyone do.
miguel grunted in irritation as he ended the call. "right when i needed them to come on their first mission..." he murmured and pinched the bridge of his nose. before anyone could react, miguel was already counting down in his head.
"3..."
the sound of something metal clinking on the floor reverberated throughout the room, causing for everyone to look that way.
"2..."
the metal container soon released a flurry of gas, a cloud so thick that it enveloped the whole room, causing for everyone to wheeze and cough at the gas as they fanned the air away. hobie, meanwhile, tried to see the figure that came up from the smoke, the silhouette coming closer and closer as the cloud began to dissipate.
"1..."
"hey fellas!" exclaimed and excited and playful voice that threw themselves on the table and slid over on it, lying sideways while leaning the side of your head on your fist so confidently on the table, winking at a few spider people. "hi dad!" you exclaimed as you waved at miguel all joyfully, with him clicking his tongue and muttering something repeatedly in spanish.
you had a short, silky black dress on with heels; presumably from an event you had to attend undercover. but underneath that was your spider suit and covering your very excited and enthusiastically chaotic face was your mask.
"everyone, this is--" miguel began, but you interrupted him. "his one and only spider student! nice to meet you lot!" you beamed all happily as you stood up on the table, earning stares and looks of confusion, concern, and awe from one soul from across the table. from hobie brown.
hobie watched as you teased miguel, with him trying to keep a straight, unaffected demeanor as you kept trying to butter him up and get him to let loose. hobie admired your boldness, nobody he's ever met was able to worm their way into miguel's heart as well as you have, and... you've caught his attention with such little effort already. just being your adorable, chaotic self already sold him to you.
as miguel adjourned the meeting once and for all, hobie called out to you. "man, what a killer suit you have, it's mad wicked." he complimented. you giggled. "why, thank you! who are you? oh, you have such a cool hairstyle! and are those piercings? miguel! let me get some! it'll be fun!" you exclaimed to the big man as he pinched his nose bridge again and told you both to get out.
hobie chuckled. "say, would you like to come with me and deface some property?" he offered with a smirk, which you reciprocated with a wide grin. "that's my favorite pastime, of course!" you beamed as you took hobie's arm, and with an assuring smile, you both swung out of there, much to miguel's disappointment because you were both assigned on a mission.
"i love how you can't do a thing about either of them." lyla quipped as she showed up, smirking at miguel as he sighed. "just make sure to keep the reminder to come back here before 7 on their watch." he said as he resigned to his chair in front of the monitors. lyla laughed. "uh, yeah, no can do. they disabled it the moment they came in here."
"why didn't you tell me?"
"because it's funnier to see you in angry dad mode. now, smile." lyla said as she took a picture of miguel scowling, and saved it in an album with your name on it and on the caption it said: 'his first freak out at you running away with a boy you probably like !!'
a/n: i was gonna make hobie say, "that your kid, miguel?" but i think that would've killed everybody in the room 😭😭😭
tags !! @thecoolerdor @miguelswifey04 @binibinileonara @ii01vq @luvstarrstruck @maxoloqy @pixqlsin @k4tsu3
#hobie brown#hobie brown x reader#atsv imagines#atsv x reader#atsv x you#itsv x you#atsv x y/n#hobie brown x you#hobie brown x y/n#spidersona
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omg hi babe it's been so fucking long im not even sure if you remember me but how are you love omg 💗
i had like the worst fucking day ever and lately my mental health has been so fucking horrible and i just wanted to see if you could write a cute little fic ab reader having a horrible day and accidentally snapping at peter quill abt it and feeling annoyed by him a bit. you can write it whenever you want mwah 🫶🫶
but how are you doing omg ive been keeping up w u and your drabbles are so fucking cute omg 😭💗💗
ily mwah
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hii!! AAAH!! ofc I remember you, ive missed you omg!! im really sorry you’ve been having a hard time bby, I hope this can be of some comfort to you. I got a little carried away as I love comfort fics sm and must admit I kinda needed it too😭 but im doing good, hope things are going well for you too (or as well as they can) you’re so sweet thank you😩 ily angel💗 thank you for requesting, hope you like it💌
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got your back
peter quill x fem!reader
word count: 807
warnings: little angsty? reader snaps at quill and mentions of reader being insecure in the relationship. fluffy ending
✧.┊ MASTERLIST
Peter has many admirable qualities, the most endearing being his deep-rooted ability to empathise. You adored how he cares so deeply about others, especially the ones he loves most. It was one of the things that drew you to him the most.
Lately, you have been having a rough time, so to speak, and things weren't going in your favour. Your boyfriend, Peter, was aware and did everything he could for you to feel better, even if it was only for a little while.
Every day was different. Some days were easier, others, not so much, and it just so happened that today was one of the more difficult days. It was the kind of day where everything went wrong. The day where your clothes get caught in every door handle, the kind where you drop everything you hold. The sort of day that leaves you with an empty pit in your stomach when you finally catch a minute alone.
Peter was always so kind and patient with you that it often made you question what you did to deserve him. For you, he's loving and caring, sweet and funny, the perfect combination of all the best traits a person could have.
You felt overwhelmed with many things and the self-doubt that Peter would find someone better than you weighed heavy on your mind. You were in your bedroom alone, door closed, curtains shut with your head in your palms.
A soft knock on your door interrupts you from your thoughts. "Hey, honey? Everything okay?" Peter asks through the door, his tone full of warmth.
"Yeah," you reply shortly, burying your face in your arms.
"Are you sure? You can talk to me," he says. "I'm right here."
"Yes, I'm sure," you respond with more bite, growing frustrated.
"Okay, I'm here if you need me," he adds, speaking just as sweetly as before despite your harsh tone.
"I'm fine, just go away!" you snap, throwing a pillow at the door. "Fuck off, just leave me alone."
You didn't have to see his face to know how much your words had hurt him. You regret the sentence as soon as they slipped past your lips, but it was too late. You said them, and they can’t be unsaid.
"Okay," he whispers, tapping on the door as a farewell.
It felt like it had all just got a whole lot worse, and you just tarnished the one thing that made it easier to cope. The guilt was eating you up, and all you wanted to do was apologise. But you told him to leave, so why would he still be here?
You pace your room for a few minutes, gathering your words for an apology while momentarily cursing yourself out. You were scrounging for ways to make it up to him and patch over the mess you made.
With a small pep talk and a final nod, you open your door and see Peter sitting on the floor beside the door, leaning against the wall with crossed legs.
"Hi," you smile weakly.
"Hey," he smiles, an airy tone to his voice, speaking like he finally got his breath back. "I'm sorry— I shouldn't have pushed you. I know how you get. It’s the last thing I wanted—" he anxiously gushes, talking like he had practiced it.
You interrupt, shaking your head. "No, please don't do that. You have nothing to be sorry for. It’s all my fault— I'm so sorry. I should have never spoken to you like that. It all got too much, and I couldn't— I'm just really sorry," you profess, fidgeting with the hem of your sweater.
"I know, honey," he replies, nodding understandingly.
"You're too good to me," you whisper, avoiding his green gaze. "I'm just not used to it."
"I'm still here, baby and I ain't gonna leave you," he says, looking up at you with sweet doeful eyes. "I'm not leaving you like the others."
He extends an arm, his hand reaching for yours as he guides you closer, gently tugging you downwards. He nods at his lap, so you straddle his crossed legs, pressing your chest to his, wrapping your arms around his neck to hug him tighter. His big, warm arms encase you and his hand brushes comforting strokes down your back, as his other clutches the back of your head, holding you like he's protecting you.
You bury your face further into the crook of his neck, silently weeping and embracing him tighter. "I love you," you mumble against his skin, playing with the curls behind his ears.
"I love you," he smiles, pulling back to look at you. He wipes under your eyes, softly brushing away your residual tears. He kisses the damp patch of skin beside your nose, looking at you with nothing but admiration. "... so much."
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#peter quill#peter quill fanfic#peter quill x reader#peter quill drabble#peter quill fanfiction#peter quill x fem!reader#peter quill imagine#peter quill fluff#peter quill comfort#peter quill x you
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Nah but imagine kenny and Reader Are Like in a secret relationship and cart man tries to get reader and some guy together at a party for the hell of it and Kenny gets jealous and tells everyone your dating and just leaves the party with you and goes back to your house with like insecure kenny at the end thinking he doesn’t deserve
IM SORRY IF U DONT WANNA DO THIS OR MAKES U UNCOMFY U DONT HAVE TO 😓😓😓😓
┆.pairings kenny mccormick x gn reader
┆.synopsis having a secret relationship w him
┆.cw cussing, mental breakdowns & mentions of harassment
✉️ ... DW!!!! i actually think this idea is sweet 😭😭😭 i’m absolutely head over heels for comfort so how could i not???
you were sitting in front of a counter. your boyfriend and you were separated. you’ve last seen him being dragged by his raven haired friend. though you did miss him & consider looking for him, you knew it’d be weird if you were to look for him as you guys weren’t all that close publicly. plus, he didn’t have the best image. you didn’t want rumors to start between you guys.
another thing that was weird was his other friend staring at you with a smirk. if you were correct, his name was cartman. kenny did tell you he wasn’t the best person so you always steered clear of him. the feeling of being watched bothered you. you were now contemplating wether to walk up to him and confront him or just leave it alone. before reaching a decision, you hear footsteps towards your way. you look up to see cartman and somebody else in front of you.
“can i help you?” you ask. “hey, we’re in the same class. do you remember me?” you shake your head. not wanting to continue the conversation, you try to leave but a hand held out yours. it was cartman. “lame. just stay for a bit, you’re single aren’t ya?” he says that before lowering you back into your seat. you feel yourself shake, not used to this kind of attention. you wanted to just stand up and tell him to leave you alone but you didn’t wanna cause a scene. even so, it already seemed like a crowd started to gather.
“i’m not interested. can you just let me leave? i don’t even know you.” you had no idea how you even caught the attention of the two boys, so you didn’t understand why they had to mess with you. “oh come on, you’re seriously rejecting him without even getting to know him?” cartman continues as he keeps pushing the guy in front of you. more & more people came to watch, yet none tried to stop the boys from forcing themselves on you.
suddenly, somebody had hit the guy as his face hit the floor. you were dazed for a moment before realizing what had happened. you pulled your eyes away from the injured guy before your eyes land on your boyfriend who wore an infuriated expression. the crowd was silent. some were checking up on the guy, while cartman was busy cursing under his breath and throwing insults at the blue eyed boy. ignoring him, kenny had stared at you worried before holding your hand and rubbing circles on it. “cartman, shut up before i do the same to you. stop bothering y/n.” as those words leave his mouth, the self-centered teen finally goes quiet.
“all of you are sick. i can’t believe you’d watch somebody get harassed.” kenny said with a harsh voice catching the attention of everybody. “y/n’s mine. don’t even bother coming up or else i’ll beat the fuck out of you.” he then pulls you away as you both leave the party leaving everyone to grasp his words. you watch him, concerned as he drags you to your house.
“ken? please talk to me.” you were now in your room with him laying on your bed as he stays still avoiding eye contact. he’s been avoiding your you were about to speak again before he cuts you off. “y/n- it… it isn’t your fault. i swear i’m okay i’m just mad at myself for losing myself to my emotions. specially at a party where everybody heard what i said. i promised to keep our relationship private and i fucked that up.” he finally looks at you tearing up.
“i’m not mad. just let it out. what they did was wrong. i understand why you did that, so let me focus on you. i’m here for you so please just tell me what you’re thinking.” you slurred your words trying to comfort him. he starts sobbing.
you heart aches as he seems to finally let all his worries out. “i’m gonna be honest, i love you so much. you’re one of the people i wanna cherish for my whole life. sometimes i just can’t but feel like you’d be better off with somebody else. you’ve always told me that it’s okay and that what mattered the most was the fact that i returned your love just the same or more, i wish i could give you more because you deserve better than me yet you decided to stay with me. i don’t get why you wanna be with me.” you hear him sniffle as you squeeze him in a tight hug.
“kenny. you’ve always been more than enough for me. nobody can compare to the way you make my heart feel. i don’t want anything else from you because you’ve already given me everything. i want you to understand that even if you think some people are better, i’ll always stick with you because you’re the person that caught my heart. nobody else.” you cuddle with him some more while reassuring him. he then stops to finally look at you and closes the gap between you. you kiss him back, feeling his soft lips connected to yours.
his lips leave yours with a soothed expression before grinning with a flustered expression. you smile back before telling him “i love you” as he sends an “i love you more” in return.
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Saa ba ba bagu saa bagu bagu
GUYS I HAVE CONTENT...THIS...Is all I got. I was so tired and I slept like all weekend 😭😭 but I'm gonna try and do more stuff. Also Christmas. Got my mom $95+ gift and it still hasn't come 😭 so im stressing over that
BUT OTHER WISE WE ROLLINNNNNNN ❗❗❗ I've got some bug au. Thus came to my kind. I also have other snippets I've been working on, but thus what I finished WITH ART.
LES GOOOOOO
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Luisa snuck out of her room, her wings buzzing gently as she went towards Mirabel's room. She carefully made her way down the hallway, opting to walk rather than fly so as to not cause too much noise.
Once up to Mirabel's door, she gently opened it, wincing when the door creaked a bit, but it was fine. As she stepped in, she was shocked to see Camilo already there, talking to the girl.
"Luisa?" Mirabel asked, looking at her older sister. "Why are you here? N-Not that I mind!"
Luisa blinked for a moment before closing the door behind her. "I...I wanted to see your new wings. I didn't get to see them earlier 'cause I was too busy."
Camilo looked at his older prima, three of his six arms enthusiastically waving at her. She waved back, and Mirabel slowly slid out of bed, standing up. Camilo walked over to Luisa, giggling with a spark of mischief in his eyes.
"They're so cool," he whispered to her as Mirabel prepared to display her wings.
"Ready?" Mirabel asked and Luisa nodded. Camilo nodded too, even though he had already seen them, several times.
Mirabel focused for a moment, and then her wings began to lift. It took her a moment, but she eventually managed to lift them, though it was clear she was still getting used to it.
Luisa's eyes lit up as she looked at the wings, her smile side as she looked at the delicate appendages. She walked up to Mirabel, looking into her sister's eyes as if asking for permission. Mirabel nodded and Luisa's fingers gently touched them.
"They're so pretty," Luisa said softly, mesmerized by the sight. Mirabel giggled, quietly thanking her sister. Camilo appeared, his six arms immediately tracing the patterns on her wings. Mirabel giggled again, feeling a ticklish sensation as her sister and cousin touched her wings.
"They look like abuelos don't they?" Camilo asked and Luisa looked at him and then the wings before thinking back to the painting of their abuelo in the hall. They really did when she thought about it. Maybe the patterns were a bit different, and his looked a little lighter, but otherwise, they were identical.
"They do!" Luisa smiled. Mirabel carefully folded her wings, sitting back down on the bed with Camilo joining her.
"Are you gonna join our sleepover?" Camilo asked, rolling on the bed. Luisa hesitated for a moment, fidgeting on her feet. She usually stayed in her room, so she could get ready as fast as she could and go out to work.
"Please, Luisa? Just this once?" Mirabel pleaded, and both she and Camilo gave her wide. Well...one wouldn't hurt, right? A
"Ok," Luisa said, giggling softly as she joined her younger sister and cousin on the floor. One sleepover wouldn't hurt.
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THE TRIO...I LOVE THE TRIO <3333 guys they're my favorite fr fr
I wish the art was a little better but. My hands hurt and I can't find my ipad charger 💀 so I tried my best and I hope this makes the cut❓❗
ANYWAY. MORE LATER. MAYBE AN ASK OR TWO IDK <333
#my asks#my asks are open#encanto#encanto au#au#encanto mirabel#encanto Camilo#encanto luisa#bugs au#bugs#bug au
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NO BCCC imagine your period came the night before you, makki, and mattsun had to hang out and go to iwaizumi’s birthday party (totally not saying this bc his birthday is in two days 🫣)
anyways you guys are all suppose to go to his surprise birthday party but obvs Mother Nature said heyyy time for your monthly organ shedding and the symptoms that come with it soooo you cramp all night and don’t get any sleep. you’re sleep deprived, irritated, in pain and not in the mood to go out. you just wanna rot in bed the whole day. you finally get the energy to atleast take a shower but obvs it’s like the afternoon now so you’re two pair of besties come to your apartment to get ready for the birthday boy’s party preparations.
you trust them enough to have keys to your apartment so they come in unannounced and hear that you’re in the shower so they wait for you to finish up. by the time your done with your shower and get into a new, fresh pair of comfy clothes, you walk to your living room and are startled when you want see the tall pair of menaces sitting on your couch all sprawled out like they were in their own house.
“what are you wearing we’re suppose to —“
you clear your throat and they both look up from their phones.
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GIRLLL WHAT AM I DOING?? IM WRITING A WHOLE FICT RNNN THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CONCISE AND TO THE POINT SKSKS
anyways let me get to the plot.
they ask you why are you wearing your house clothes when you should be ready to go help them finish up preparations for the surprise party but you tell them that they should go without you and you will apologize profusely to iwa bc you just aren’t in the mood to go out today. they look at you like?? that’s not a valid excuse but then in the middle of your ranting you get a sharp stomach pain and you double down and clutch at your tummy. since both issei and takahiro have sisters they already know what’s happening.
“oh so that explains why you 180’d. valid. you took any pain meds for them?” the raven haired man questioned.
“ran out. couldn’t get anything since the stores were closed. I have been miserable since last night.”
you sat on the floor and huffed out trying to think of anything other than the current pain you were feeling.
“explains why you look like shit” the strawberry blonde rang in.
“fuck you”
hanamaki lets out a hearty laugh.
“we could help you out ya know?”
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you wonder how the fuck you got and were convinced into this position. every thought felt mushy and your body felt like it was on fire. your limbs felt tired but somehow you were still able to move whenever they commanded you.
hiro was currently fucking into you at an insane pace. you were trying to keep up with what was going on, but the pleasure and sleep deprivation was catching up to you first.
“quit hogging her, it’s my turn now.” he scolds his best friend.
smirking the tall, ex middle blocker quips
“had hiro prep you for a bit bc I don’t think you could have taken me first. even with your blood serving as some kind of lube, it still wouldn’t be enough to me to fit in baby. tell you what? how about I take this pain for nine months huh? you don’t have to worry about your uterus throwing a tantrum next month after I’m done with you.”
[sorry to cut it short but I’ve been sooo out of the writing game I feel like this could turn bad 😭.. also I’m bad at writing smut. SOBS] anyways here’s something? idk 🥹
[in actually this is bad. STARRR IM SO SORRY 😣 ]
oh wow.....
whyd you cut off issei?!??
see this is what i meant when i said flood my inbox 🤭��🏼HWJHDWHDHWHWHHSILOVEYOUILOVETHISLMAOOO
mattsun horsecock iktr💯🗣️💥 need his babies in me, IMMEDIATELY. Urgh, makki🥰🥰🥰😚
i cannot read this properly without giggling and rolling on my bed
#starr speaks⭐💬#moots💕#biting my fingers giggling to myself kicking my feet im insane#frothing at the mouth actually#exactly he should get me pregnant#teehee🗯️💥🗯️💥🗯️🗯️💥🗯️#bee🐝💫
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omggggg i have an amazing story for you guys! It might be a bit long im not sure but ofc as always, read under the cut
Blue me, orange BF
some spicy stuff (mainly implied)
so about a few days ago, i was chilling with my boyfriend in his room (i was doing HW/writing a story, he was reading a webtoon) and him being cheeky, started tickling my feet (i swear to fuck i think my feet got more sensitive after being with my ex-gf)
Okay so what Im about to say will shock many ppl, but in this relationship, my BF and I don't hide things from each other. So he already knows I like tickling and I have a tumblr page. He had asked me, "what is your blog about tickling?"
I told him, and I quote, "Yes, actually, it is."
Yes, I told my boyfriend I had a tickle blog.
"I've had it for about.... since before covid, or during covid, i don't remember."
"Are you serious?"
"I'm being so deadass right now. Our friends know i have a tumblr blog, but they don't know what it's about. You are the only one that knows."
I then continued to tell him that I not only do I write about the 2 of us (like I am now), but about the tickle fics i write for my OCs and characters of other fandoms. He was surprised and even looked me up on google, and low and behold, he found me.
After all of that, I then asked him, "Is it weird that i have a blog about tickling?"
"Of course not. Tickling is something you love, and from what you've told me, it's gotten you through a lot of hardships because it cheers you up. Why would I judge you or shame you for something you love and something that I can easily provide for you?"
AHHHHH I DONT DESERVE HIM I DONT 😭💖🥰
And when he said he would provide, oh my goodness, does he provide. After that conversation, he straddled me and started tickling me like crazy. When I would try to fight back, he would grab my wrist and hold them back.
"See this is why I need those restraints, because someone won't take their tickling~"
Just end me now. He said he'd mainly use them for my ankles so he could have both hands free to tickle me 😆💖😋 he is such a fucking tease i cannot with him, but i love him all the same💖🥰
And you wanna know what he said after he tickled me for damn near 5 minutes straight?
"Put that in your tickle blog~"
😶🙃💖😭WHY HE BULLY ME /jk /lh
Some days later, i believe during the weekend while at his place, he had left early morning for work and i decided to sleep in. After waking up, I helped his mother make her other sons' halloween costumes (It was really fun! My mother was a tailoress and she taught me how to mend clothes, so doing this with my boyfriend's mother felt like i was doing clothes with my momma again, and it was great 🥰💖 God bless that woman, I love her so much!)
Around mid-afternoon, my boyfriend came home from work, ad we just cuddled for the rest of the day. and once again, my boyfriend's hands started to travel up my sides and he started tickling me once again. And while I was laughing my ass off, he says, and I quote:
"Would you write about this in our tickle blog? Dear tickle blog, today my boyfriend tickled me till i couldn't breathe~"
I HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT HE DID😭😆💖
Yknow the type of laugh that just has your mouth open, nothing coming out but just air (best kind of laughs in my opinion) but yeah, he had me silent laughing.
Cut to a few days later, my boyfriend and I were getting a midnight snack. At first I thought he was being cute by hugging me from behind (how wrong I was😅) ofc he starts tickling me, and idk y but i was just very sensitive that night and I literally crumbled to the kitchen floor, and he followed me down. He sat down on the floor with me between his legs just tickling me.
"Let me gohohoho!" "Nope, I've got you right where I want you."
where we were sitting, we had a clear view of the oven door, and he goes, "Who's that giggly girl? Who is she? Do you know her?"
THE BABY TALK I CANT AHHHH 😆😆💖🥰
After that, he started tickling a part on my upper/inner thigh and oh my God. I was bucking around and laughing like a maniac, and my boyfriend couldn't help but laugh along to. He would stop after a while and ask "Are you okay?" while laughing and then do it again. His grip around me was strong but i was thrashing around a lot. "You almost knocked me off a few times there."
After he finished torturing me, he stood up, looked down at me and grinned, "Put that in your tickle blog"
"You're evil"
"Oh, dont act like you didn't love it"
I couldn't say a word after that, cuz there were no lies detected
Three mornings ago, I'm sleeping over at my boyfriend's place, and me, I like sleeping in (but we had to get up and leave the house within the hour to get to campus) but our classes started late so we had time. This man climbs on top of me and starts tickling me for like 10 minutes straight
"Rise and shine honey" "Come on, laugh for me, baby~" "Who's my tickly girl?"
AHHHHHHH I CANT WITH HIM 💖😆😭
After he finished tickling me, he craddled me in his arms and pulled me in close, hugging and kissing me sweetly.
"You don't know how happy I am that you're ticklish."
"What do you mean?"
"It's my way of giving back to you for all you do to me. I may not always give you pleasure in certain ways, but having you laugh and squirm around in my arms, and cuddle close to my chest... it makes me really happy, because it makes you happy."
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE HIM 😭💖💖🥰 I LOVE HIM SO MUCH OMGGGG 💖💖🥰😍
And a few days ago, my boyfriend and I had a day out with our families to have them meet (his mother and 2 younger brothers, my father and sister), and everything went along better than expected. Throughout our time out, I had wore a crop top with short shorts and ofc, my boyfriend would sneak in some tickles to my sides every now and again.
After our day out, my boyfriend's mother drove us back to campus. While driving back, my boyfriend wrapped his arm around me and started tickling me; my sides, belly, thighs, behind my knees, neck
AND I COULDN'T MOVE CUZ WE WERE IN A CAR 😭😭😭I WAS LEGIT TRAPPED
But id be lying if i said that wasn't fun. When he finished tickling me, he whispered, "Put that in your tickle blog."
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh he's never letting me live that down
This was a very long TTS, only because it was covering a plethora of days and crammed it all into one. Stay tuned for another one!
Tagging the fwends: @giggly-squiggily @sunstone-smiles @burningablaze @cutesmokes @otomiyaa
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Im bouta kms I sWEAR😀
HELLOOOOO Fellow kind my first post bouta be a stupid ass rant bc I got into shit😭
(My spelling and grammar are literally shit I'm so sorry...)
So basically on last weekend my mom caught me cutting in my room and taking pictures of it. I was in my room trying to blow off some steam w my slicey bcuz my mom kept calling me and needing me to get stuff for her and my lil siblings because she was doing my sisters hair and around the middle end of my session my mom calls me while I have a bunch of blood still on my and a good bit of the blood smeared on my thigh bc thts my safe zone but I didn't have any pants on bc it was easier to access the area I was cutting. Before I come out of my room my mom is calling me and getting more and more pissed off bc I'm not coming and when I do she keeps asking me what took me so long and what the hell I'm doing so I obviously tell her nothing while trying to pull my shirt down (it stops at the beginning of my knee) and cover my bloody nails so she doesn't see them. And after I fin8sh doing what she asked me to do I go back to my room and decided it would be a good idea to take a few pictures and videos bc why not (wanna punch my self in the face jst thinking about this shit😭) and after I'm done making 2 more cuts on video I decide I need music so I was picking some then all of a sudden I hear my mom's footsteps coming to my room and mind you I had FUCKIJG gasue packets and wipes that were sufficiently bloody enough to need an explanation. Anyways she bust in my room and I wasn't thinking properly ofc bc I jump up and grab a tissue off my dresser and hide it in my hand and turn off my phone. When I so that dumb shit I leave my blade on my nightstand and when she walks to my side of the room because we have a division curtain because I share a room she looks at me and is like "what's in your hand??" "what were you just doing??" type shit and when she sees me try to leave the room she goes and closes the door and when she does that I swipe my blade onto the floor and start panicking thinking "oh yeah your cooked your so done😭" so eventually she sees what sin my hand and makes my ass sit down and originally the excuse I used was that I hurt my self trying to cut something off my bra with a knife BUT😮💨 tht evolves into cutting my nipple and soo after my kitty cat by accident and her thinking I was going at it🥲😭. She believed the last one not before asking me if I hurt my self and when I told her I acted like that because I was embarrassed asf about it and panicked but during those poorly made excuses she says something about my phone and I yeet it behind my bed to "get later" because mind you I had the video plus other cutting sessions along with ana progress and just other screenshots and downloads I don't want her to see PLUS I have this hellish thing called Family link where she can lock my device and block apps (clearly didn't help because I have accessed the internet from an app that doesn't even show how much time I've spent on it plus other things) so I'm not supposed to have YouTube or tiktok or anything like that so if she were to go through my phone it would get taken away and I really got this phone in may becau6my last one was taken away for more than a year so obvi don't wanna get in trouble. Okay getting side tracked but anyways so when I yeeted my phone she made me get it and told me ima check your stuff so I go into the living room and ask can I watch her look and she says yes with a side eye. When she checks everything and doesn't see anything she says I feel like I'm missing something and finally clicks my pictures and before she can click the gallery I tell her you shouldn't click that because it's stuff you don't wanna see on there but obvi she does anyways and gasps when she sees my thighs and when I try to grab the phone she grabs my wrists and makes me get away. Eventually she makes me go in her room and strip to my undies and bra off and checks but she only sees cuts on my once safe zone and time skip blah blah blah she asking me a bunch of questions and stuff I end up saying too much about how I am essentially a people pleaser and I'm not satisfied with my life yada yada.
Not enough space so making a part 2 to the story for who ever wants to read this💀
#tw 3d vent#tw ed ana#tw skipping meals#tw sh talk#Ed but not Ed Sheeran#light as a feather#4nor3xia#��ving
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So I'm suuuper late to the Posie fandom (so obsessed, so sad i missed out on it while it was happening) and came across your fics on tumblr and ao3. I know you've moved on but just wanted to say they're SO SO GOOD and thank you for writing them!!
oh my god that is SO kind of you to say 😭 ... i was truly obsessed when legacies was airing i was there on the CW app after each episode aired (it was that serious). unfortunately when penelope left the show i stopped watching legacies & it killed my desire to keep writing for posie 💔
but im still very 100% obsessed with my AUs for them make no mistake...can i interest u in a snippet of an unwritten chapter of the lemonade mouth au that i love:
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Josie drops her phone. “What the fuck?” she says, because she knows that voice. In a flurry, she abandons her computer (likely to MG’s complete and utter confusion) and stalks over to her window; when she yanks back the curtains, none other than Penelope Park is waving back.
“Hey,” Penelope says through the glass, as if this is completely normal. “Can you let me in? I’m about to fall off your balcony.”
“What the hell, Penelope?!” Josie cries, fumbling to unlatch her window before anyone outside notices. (Or, worse, calls the cops.) “What are you doing?”
Penelope hoists herself over the windowsill with relative ease, but still stumbles on her way inside. “Well, I was going to ring the doorbell,” she says. “But I didn’t want to risk any other Saltzmans answering the door.”
“You should have texted me if you wanted to come over,” Josie says, hurriedly shutting her window the second she can. “My dad and Lizzie aren’t even home, so—wait. How do you know where I live?”
Penelope brushes off a few leaves that have wound up in her tousled hair, throws a self-satisfied grin in Josie’s direction. “I have my ways,” she says. When Josie merely raises an eyebrow in response, she admits, “Fine, it was Landon. But don’t tell him I told you—he was freaking out over it being a betrayal of your trust or something.”
“Okay, forget that, why did you decide scaling a building was the easiest way to get here?”
“It seemed a lot more romantic in my head,” Penelope admits, still half-sprawled on the floor as she combs through her hair with her fingers. “You know, like in the movies?” She glances around, taking in her general surroundings. “Nice room.”
Josie flushes, suddenly quite aware of the state of her bedroom. It’s not messy by any means, but certainly not fit for company. “Thanks,” she says stiffly, and quickly gathers her songwriting materials off of her bed.
“Are you guys a shoes on or shoes off kind of house?” Without waiting for an answer, Penelope begins to unlace her boots, casually stretched out on Josie’s bedroom floor like any of this is normal.
“Off,” Josie replies, slow and confused. “Penelope, seriously…why are you here?”
Penelope sets her shoes aside, then casually raises herself off the ground. “Well, Hope was busy,” she says. “So I figured I could see what you were up to.”
“What if my Dad had been home?” Josie demands, and Penelope merely grins.
“I could’ve pushed his buttons and gotten to see you, so a win either way,” she says. “Even if from afar, while he calls the cops on me.”
“You get more ridiculous every time I talk to you,” Josie says, but her face grows warm, and Penelope tilts her head in that knowing, smug way that should not be as attractive as it is.
“I like your room,” Penelope moves on, already ambling over to the bookshelf to peek at the titles, then towards the jewelry stand that Josie's mom bought her. “Very you.”
Josie is physically unable not to blush—especially when Penelope sits on her bed. “You know, a normal person would call first,” she says. “Or give some kind of warning.”
“And ruin the surprise?” Penelope smirks. Her hair shifts as she leans back, and damn it, the hairstyle is cute; it frames her face in a way that is too distracting. “Besides, you know it would've been too funny to watch your dad lose his shit.”
“You're unbelievable,” Josie huffs, immediately losing any sense of attraction to this asshole. “I already told you he's not here, so you can slither back to wherever you came from.”
“I thought we were friends now, Jojo. Can't I visit a good friend?” Penelope says.
“No, because I know you,” Josie retorts. “And I know you probably have an ulterior motive.”
Penelope smiles, unnervingly knowing. “A girl needs to have her secrets,” she says. “But I might be willing to trade a few in exchange for something.”
#posie was rly a top tier ship that fandom is sooo talented#i hope u find some more fics/content in your journey <3#now u have me in my feelings brb im about to go listen to my posie playlist all night#anonymous#preguntas
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I think the mean men are taking rotations in my head,,,, bc now it’s Lucifer turn😞😞 I heard this dude on Tiktok do like a seep voice thirst trap and I literally was weak in the knees!! Like I was imagining Lucifer behind me and I folded like origami 😭 like pls I was pulling for scara today🙂 but it was something like “ surely you don’t think your own fingers can bring you as much pleasure as I can? Imagine how deep inside you they could reach; you seem distracted should I assist?” And I was on the floor gasping for air bc he does have nice hands😩like honestly the 5”5 men have been dragging me so I forgot I had a size kink so this tall asf man letting me sit in his lap and I can lean I to him like a beanbag 😔💦 like he would talk directly into my eardrums and it would be over for me like if he really wanted mc to behave he could have just seduced me ngl Belphegor can stay up there🥰🥰 but also seeing that my beloved wanderer is not as easily aggravated as he was before is SO great bc I can be the one to agitate him🤭 like he’s trying to start his redemption arc snd not beat people up; but there’s me to annoy him every step of the way. 100 would steal the gnosis to give it back to him bc ik there not gunna give it to Ei and wtf is that little napkin flavor baby gunna do?? Shes on house arrest!! He’s bit evil so give it back!! Behaving like a menace for dick>>>> like if him or Lucifer aren’t under my tree wtf was Christmas for??
omgggggg.... i've been waiting for this for so long. I knew lucifer would make an appearance, I just had to be patient!
you need to forget those anemo clowns and get a real demon! not a 5'0 puppet!!!!! (heheh just kidding xiao, you're not a clown!) speaking of puppet, have you pulled scaramouche yet? how many wishes have you spent T T I LOVE his playstyle like WHy did they give him the ability to fly because he's now the best character like he's so damn fun
no literally like if lucifer showed me an ounce, a mere pinch, of affection then Belphie would have stayed up in the attic until I died likeeeeee i'll be lucifer's little snitch for my whole life! his good human! if that is what it takes for some lucifer cawk!
also yeah i dont hate his redemption arc (i cant believe im saying that) omg i saw a video of scara in someone's teapot and he's SO sweet, so kind. he is not helping my delusional yandere scara addiction likeeeee yes i want him to be nice and kind to me while still being a complete psycho to others </3 you can hide me away forever! you know what's best, scaramouche!
no bc i'll literally kick nahida's ass like send that little archon flying across the room so i can give the genosis back to scara... i don't want to see him cryingggg HSDIUFHADSIJ SHE IS A NAPKIN FLAVORED BABYYYYYFSDF LITERALLY
yeah i would act completely fucking dumb for lucifer cawk if that pleases him.... if that is what it will take to get him under my tree.... i want scara in my stocking!
[O.M.G. also... why have we NOT as a society (society being you and me LOL) talked about how good dilucs jpn va is. LIKE i was playing w him today bc i wanted to hear giorno and his va went to work like i kick my feet and giggle every time i do his burst andddd KAEYA TOOOOO like today i played JUST w kaeya and diluc to hear their vas...... it had my heart racing! their voices make them ten times hotter like omggg hottest characters in the game (itto and ayato-gaara look the other way]
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hi!! i know you get a lot of music recs but i thought i might just add some of my own too bc i love the dear reader series sm and literally cannot stop connecting songs to it 😭
'favor' by julien baker is maybe a bit depressing but also some of the lyrics just seem so nico, like 'turns out that all my friends were trying to do me a favour' and saying how hard it is to be tender and all (i feel like she has a lot of depressing songs which could be past nico-coded but not so much with his mental health getting better??)
but also more positively 'free treasure' by adrianne lenker which doesn't super feel like nico's style in terms of melody but the lyrics kind of fit to me, with things like 'you show me understanding, patience and pleasure' and 'just when i thought i couldn't feel more, i feel a little more'
also (last one!!) 'it'll all work out' by phoebe bridgers i can kind of see as nico either to bianca or to himself pre-transition - just kind of sad but healing at the same time
thank you for letting me ramble!! i love your work <3
AHHSDF YAY MORE SONG RECS sorry it took so long to get to listening to these but i'm here!!!
i swear julien baker (as well as lucy dacas) are artists that i keep telling myself i need to listen to bc i do love a lot of phoebe bridgers and boygenius songs and yet i never have😭 I WILL THIS SUMMER god i actually need to make a list of discographies to binge it's just hard forcing myself to listen to new musiclksjfd
but anyway onto the songs!!
you are SO real about depressive songs being so nico, and honestly even though his mental health is getting better, the problems don't always go completely away! i think it's very natural for him to still have those depressive songs, because like, he is still struggling with depression and ptsd and definitely still has bad days, and uses music as a way to vent :/
as for favor, these lyrics are SPOT ON but what stood out even more was the production on first listen, like it's such a nico coded song from everything from the lyrics to the production and i just love it?? god i have a playlist of songs that i want to add to albums and this is going straight there, at this point i have so many songs that i don't have the timespan to possibly have nico release all of them but i'll just keep in mind for possible future playlists😭😭 i absolutely love that one!! the lyric you pointed out is literally so real, and also "how long do i have until /i've spent up everyone's goodwill?" is just SO nico coded oh my god😭it's definitely him in high school coded, just thinking every now and then of like why he ended up where he did :/ and "who put me in your way to find? what right had you not to let me die?"LKSDJFDSJF IM SO OBSESSED WITH THIS NOW WTF im gonna keep listening to it all day and stressing over which possible album i could fit it in because i'm like out of room but also aghsldkfjsldf it needs to go somewhere
anyway. NEXT ONE
these lyrics😭😭i wanna cry this is just him finally feeling comfortable and happy and content with his life and with will and AHGSLDFJ THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY "we're sitting on the kitchen floor / just when i thought i couldn't feel more / i feel a little more" LIKE. THEY'RE JUST. SOULMATES. I LOVE THEM. AND I LOVE THIS.
(just scrolled back up and saw that that was the lyric that you put into the ask and that was a total coincidence but just goes to show your idea was absolutely perfect like spot on)
now onto phoebe!! i've listened to stranger in the alps a few times but i don't think i heard this one before which is odd, but then again i don't listen to phoebe as much as i'd like :/
but holy shit. i wish i heard this earlier. this one is 100% going on an album i just need to figure out which one bc it's literally perfect wtf. "when she needed me i wasn't around" talking abt when bianca died and he wasn't there, and then "now the wind is high and the rain is heavy" the RAINSDLFJ all i can think abt is nico thinking abt bianca when his dad died and the same sorta situation :// "never goes away, but it all works out" is just him finally trying to work through the trauma over the years and him finally coming to a time of like sort of peace? and contentedness in his life??
also idk why but my first thought at the lyric of "better off with him than here with me" was hearing it as "better off with Him" as in like referring to god and heaven, "than here with me" :(( i know that's 100% not the og meaning but that's how i initially interpreted it (bc i was already thinking of biancaksljdf) and probably how i'll continue to see it😭😭
anyway these were SUCH beautiful recs omg thank you so so much <333 i shall now scour through my playlists to try and find spots for them!!! worst comes to worst i'll have to move a few other songs into being unreleased songs, or singles, and maybe make a playlist of unreleased songs, and another for singles, we'll see!
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ok so it was at a movie theater. long ass rant ahead, with pictures for your viewing pleasure
very VERY fancy looking, like the interior looked like a fucking palace, i was in a suit and tie and felt very under dressed, like jsdfhsdb that was the fancyest place ive ever been in, there were so many chandeliers. marble work, winding staircases to get to the upper floors.
so i go up those stairs and sit in the interview room...because its a group interview. the. fuck idk the word. people wanting this job slowly start coming in, and like everyone looks like there from everywhere. we were all the token whatever you wanna call us. but the people wanting the job werent important hdbfhsd
the guys coming to interview us finnaly arrive, and...it was an old guy, some guy named steeve and elon musk from wish. theyre all in polo shorts and just massive fucking dorks, but not the cool kind.
they all give us sticky notes...and ask us to write our names, and our favourite movies. i freaked out and put everything everywhere all at once, because i had just seen it and forgotten every other movie ive ever seen.
then they ask us to get into groups and give us a problem youd expect to find working a movie theater, and asked us how wed solve it... and heres where i tell you what the job title actually is: host. nothing fancy, just. host. take tickets and make sute customers find their seats. not a high position AT ALL. just some dumb fuck first job for a teenager.
after the group problem solving...they passed out printer paper and pens...and asked us to draw what movie or tv show character is most like us.
what
the fuck
what kind of improve class do you think this is sjdfjhdbdsh
im usually one for drawing my top kin or playing silly improve games, when im in an acting class of some sort.
not for my first job interview??? at a movie theater that looks like a palace??
anyway, i just found picters of it
like. look how fancy that is. what the fuck
anyway, they asked us to draw a movie or tv show character is the most like us, their words not mine. i...freaked out cause this isnt what im expecting what the fuck is going on and drew...idrew light yagami
not the best photo ive ever taken and they didnt let me keep it, sadly
then they made us talk about the characters and explain why we think were like them. i, again, freaked out inwardly and i actually forgot what i said lmao. something about being the youngest in any group job thing and...hm yeah nope thats all trama blocked. (also..there was a chinese girl who drew a minion because "were both yellow" 😭 girl no dont say that)
anyway, after the art bit they brought us into this weird tiny ass back room that was almost compleatly bare besides some furnature and this massive candy jar and asked "why do you think youre a good fit for this job" type questions, and as i was leaving someone dropped the "so, near or mello" question, and i said "no" then just left the room sjdhbfbhsd
OH WAIT before that, they also said "ok so this is the most important question. what.........is your favourite dinosour." that. i. fuck i dont even know.
look back to how this place looks. they asked me those questions in a compleatly serious manner.
what
the
fuck
anyway. i didnt get the job which is fine, becayse they werent gonna pay you the first month for some fucking reason, which is the whole reason i wanted to get a job is cause i wanted to buy these bad boys for halloween.
spoiler alert, i didnt get enough money for them in time, ended up having to use the ones i already had for my costume
sad, but i did end up getting the contacts after christmas
i cant find a good picture where i have both on lmao
anyway, that has been the story of my whack ass job interview that asked me about near and mello
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nanny y/n nd harry train?im on board! how about her and harrys first ever kiss?? please😫🥺🥺
We are all on their train, they are my babies 😭
Here’s a small blurb on what that went like!
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“What’s all this?” Y/N laughs walking into the living room, she heard Harry come in a few minutes after she put Honey to bed, their bed time story reading took longer as Honey was on a sugar rush over their trip to the sweet shop earlier.
She thought Harry would of just heated up the leftovers she tucked into the fridge for him earlier and eat that for his dinner and then head into his office to finish off some work for an hour, like he usually does, but when she walks into the living room she’s puzzled.
“Remember how you said that you hated picnics because you got your heart broken on one?” He asks sitting on a red and white picnic blanket on the floor of the living room where the rug usually lays.
“Yeah?” She says still confused, looking around at the room that’s dimly lit with only a few candles lighting to brighten it up, the moonlight shining through the window while the rain pours outside.
“Well, I was going to do this outside, but apparently the universe had other plans” he laughs pointing to the rain pouring outside.
“You didn’t have to do this” she shakes her head, looking down at the takeaway Chinese cartons that are resting in a wicker picnic basket, Harry sat cross legged dressed in his suit but his shoes are taken off and shoved to the side.
“Y’sounded so sad when you told me that story, just wanted to cheer you up!” He shrugs as she smiles fondly at him, her secret crush for the man growing even bigger now as he looks up at her with a smile also, nodding for her to sit down across from him.
“C’mon then, food will get cold” he says with a laugh as she obeys, sitting cross legged across from him as he begins dishing out the Chinese takeaway onto plates which has her laughing.
“Had no time to whip up a big meal, sorry sweetheart” he laughs, the nickname rolling off his tongue easily as she smiles at the sound of it, she’ll never get enough of him.
“Why are you so nervous? Your hands are shaking!” She laughs out, resting her hand on top of his as he holds another carton getting ready to dish out his own meal.
He looks down at her hand over his, his heart melting at how caring and kind she is, how she will always place a hand on him when he’s shaking or is upset. She makes him feel safe, needed and loved.
He loves her, like a lot. But she doesn’t know that.
“Harry? Are you okay?” She asks now taking the carton from his hands and taking both of his hands into hers, resting them on her lap as he finally looks up at her with glassy eyes.
“I don’t know how to say what I want to, it’s like the words are on the tip of my tongue and they just won’t come out” his voice cracks as he speaks, the lump in his throat feeling like it will suffocate him as she looks at him with a smile and glassy eyes of her own.
She knows that look.
“Then show me”
Those three words are what had him leaning in, his hands now cupping her face as he gently places his lips against hers, his body relaxing when she relaxes against him, kissing him back and resting her own hands on his chest softly, almost pulling him in closer by the material of his shirt.
It’s a few more seconds before they pull away smiling at one another and resting their foreheads on one another’s, their hands intertwined with one another as they giggle softly into the air around them.
“I think I like picnics now”
#harry styles#harry styles au#harry styles imagine#dad!harry#harry styles fandom#harry styles blurb#harry styles fluff
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hii it's my first time sending you an ask but you seem so nice and welcoming i just couldnt not engage with you :') also i have a lot of horny thoughts that need to be aired out before i exploded so new anon maybe? what emoji are you thinking?
okay so this has been plaguing me since forever now but you know how in that one board floor game en oclock, sunghoon had to feed jake the tornado chip snack blindfolded and he immediately went "eww" because jakes lips touched his fingers?? why do i feel like this would fall into his s/o privileges? like with the members he's disgusted with that type of thing but with you?? he's NASTY im talking spitting in your mouth, making you suck his fingers, messy sex, creampies, experimenting with food, cumming on your face- you name it like he lovesss it messy with you especially because he has this possessive streak in him and one thing that has you blushing is when he brings it up casually
"hoon, get your own glass!"
"why are you complaining about us sharing a drink? I've spit in your mouth before and you've never complained about that??" 😞😞
hi hi hi anonnie!! WAAAAAHHHH i would love to have u as a regular anon ur so sweet, i really appreciate ur kind words baby <3333 how about u become 🗣 anon because this ask is just 😵💫😵💫😵💫 and i never want u stop talking to me and sharing your thoughts .. hard or just whatever’s on ur mind
i acc saw this ask like 10 mins after u sent it but i couldn’t get myself to relax enough to give it an answer. but im here now. 
those fingers of his are so so beautiful and tempting and i think he would love to watch you sucking on them while he jerks himself off.. also so in love (read: obsessed) with you that he cuts and files his nails just so he doesn’t hurt you when he puts them inside you - which in my head is kind of a big deal bc he definitely takes pride in his well looked after nails 💆
he would just love being filthy with you,, why stop at a creampie when he can lick it out of you and spit whatever he doesn’t swallow in your mouth for you to try too?? and i feel like he’d want pictures too.. proof of the messes you make for him
he’s def into giving you facials but more than anything he wants to be nose deep in you, letting you paint his face, just imagine his lips all pouty and swollen, covered in your mess .. OH GODJWUDUDU AND??? he’ll come on your back and end up getting hard again just watching it dry up..
FUCK???!!! he would LOVE just bringing it up as if it’s nothing “i’ve never heard you complaining like this when i’m spitting cum in your mouth.”
he absolutely has a possessive streak and i think him knowing how much you like it would only encourage him to be like this even in front of people.. he’ll have you sitting in his lap at parties even though there’s more than enough room for you both to sit, he’s probably also bought a necklace w his name on it too just so everyone knows (even though it’s obvious that you’re his), i also think in a party / club scenario he’d take the first sip of your drink and wait a little bit before letting you have it just to make sure his baby is safe
thank u for sending this ask please never stop chatting w me i’ve literally been reeling over this for 2 hours 😭
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Strangers from Hell
Episode 8✅
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Can someone get my man Jong-woo off the street PLEASE
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Jong-woo being absolute batshit crazy
Moon-jo: mmh, yes. I like that one
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FUCK I'M ALMOST FINISHED WITH THIS
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Oh? Moon-jo and that really weird guy (room 302? i think) backstory????
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Why... Why do have Jong-woo on your operating chair, Moon-jo?
Uh,,, thanks?? For the mouth stitching??? I guess???
Look, I'm not saying I would morally decay just to have Moon-jo call me babe. But that's exactly what I'm saying.
don't @ me
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"I can be anything you want" 😐😑😐 sir
What's it like
Being the gayest person I know... And I know myself,, so you're working pretty hard....
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But can we talk about how good Lee Dong-Wook is at being FUCKING creepy?
The "I break things up, put them together, and recreate" line makes me physically shiver
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UM ARREST??? ARREST WHO?
"My kid is in the hospital" MAYBE YOUR KID SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN A DUMBASS
Angry moms: "That punk hurt our kids! Arrest him!"
Moon-jo: "Shut the fuck up and take my money 🙄"
Jong-woo: "what the fuck?"
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Bro if Moon-jo keeps standing like this 🧍
Everyone is gonna be suspicious
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Jong-woo right now looks like the embodiment of ☹️
Jeong-hwa: "Call me if something happens. Okay, Jong-woo?"
Moon-jo: 😐😑😐
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Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm? Why are we touching babes Adams apple?
Oh,, it was a threat 🥰
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Bro why is this detective putting down my baby Jeong-hwa's hard work???
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NOOOOOOOO SEOK-YOON BE QUITE,, MOON-JO CAN HEAR YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
jong-woo looks pitiful 😞
NO JONG-WOO,, THAT POOR CAT
Oi who the FUCK put that poor animal on my boy's desk??
Oh shit,,, it was just a shirt... Bitch I almost cried. I love cats
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oh jong-woo...
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OH SHIT HE JUST KNOCKED THAT BITCH ON THE HEAD WITH A MUG
NOW THE KEYBOARD??
oh shit the boss walked in
"If you don't want to die, behave properly." Fuck it up Jong-woo fUC–
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Those poor girls just wanted to sit on a bench but no,,, Jong-woo had to be low key creepy 😞
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"Kind gentle kid" dude,,, your son Mr. Park is a grown ass man. And an asshole. 😐😑😐
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Jong-woo,,, please PLEASE do not choke that CEO man in the middle of a pub
Bro I fucking HATE it when people say "you'll run into that in the real world. get used to it. you're not gonna like everyone you meet."
... shut the fuck up??? im aware,, you don't have to tell me that 😀
OOH? tell him OFF Jong-woo.
I really thought he was about to kill that man in the middle of a bar... Then Moon-jo said "hey girl 🥰"
Moon-jo: "Is he your colleague at work, Jong-woo?"
That CEO guy or whatever: "I'm not his colleague. I'm the CEO."
Moon-jo: "Bitch was I talking to you??? NO."
MOON-JO REALLY TOLD THAT MAN HE'S FULL OF HIMSELF 💀💀
BRO HE CALLED HIM DISGUSTING ❤️❤️❤️
Oh is his name Jae-ho... Damn
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"Be careful at night" I feel like that wasn't a loving concern from a younger man to his hyung...
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OH FUCK,, IS MOON-JO ABOUT TO JUMP JAE-HO??
HE DID
I- "I don't usually make a spontaneous move like this, but Jong-woo is special to me."
Miss girl....
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My baby Ji-eun got a weird feeling from that text... GOOD
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why am I nervous that Moon-jo would get caught... HE'S A MURDERER???? HE SHOULD??? GET CAUGHT?
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Ummmmm, excuse me back off of Seok-yoon please 😀
Naur don't eat the suspicious meat stuff
STOP EATING IT BABE
He... HE STRAIGHT UP SAID IT WAS HUMAN MEAT
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Dude,,, PLEASE don't go until the fourth floor
BABE GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM
NO FUCK I KNEW IT,, MOON-JO NAURRR
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Y'all got me scared to walk around my OWN HOME
#tw swearing#spoilers#strangers from hell#hell is other people#lee dong wook#siwan#moon jo#jong woo#ji eun#seokyoon#i couldn't walk to the bathroom without checking EVERY CORNER#y'all#im gonna cry#i love moon jo but like.... why seokyoon???#he better be okay in the next one#or im gonna scream
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