#like haha its so persistent i didnt feel joy at my graduation and grad school acceptance and being/appearing happy takes conscious effort!
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NEED THIS MSC PROGRAM TO BE OVER
#i bitch about the relationships happening 3 weeks in ok what about baring your soul#(opening up to someone about your post-ssri brain chemical imbalances) what then. pie on my face#it was not an out of the blue topic bc we both have post-pharmaceutical fucked neurochemistry but i dont feel like i can just#drop that bombshell on someone i see almost every day#like haha its so persistent i didnt feel joy at my graduation and grad school acceptance and being/appearing happy takes conscious effort!#anyway can you continue treating me completely normally so nobody else finds out im a person shaped hole on some days#i hate feeling like i owe people anything so its like what the fuck do i even do now. not my secret anymore#s#i just hate it bc if someone else dropped that on me i would be analyzing all their actions in retrospect#i just hope they dont think that hard or forget about it pleaseeeeee i wont tell another soul#ugh so embarrassing time to go cry about it in bed now. at least im feeling somehting which is infinitely better than last week#isnt that crazy. im so happy i can cry
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