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canichangemyblogname · 8 months ago

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March 13 needs to stop being a date.

March 13th, 2023 was the day I came out to my friends IRL. And March 13th, 2024 will be the day I find out whether I have breast cancer or if it’s just cysts (I’m leaning toward cysts, but only imaging can determine that).

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#have to go to the hospital tomorrow morning #gotta be there by 7:30 am #one thing I will say— my experience with the medical system as so far been easy #To be fair. I have government insurance. which helps #and I’m also white #but even yt ppl with good insurance have to wait months for an appt #at first. they wanted to schedule me with a PCP in August. I was like: ‘not gonna work. I found a bouncy-ball shaped and feeling mass.’#they then got me in the next day (today)#the physician saw me and was like: yup. that’s a lump. let’s refer you for an ultra sound and a mammogram #also. let’s take your vitals here. we have a lab.#so I was immediately ushered to the lab #they took blood and stuff #and then I called the referral line and at first they were like: ‘we can get you in on May 17th.’#and I said: ‘I understand you’re busy. Our healthcare system is overwhelmed. But I was referred & there’s a large lump in my breast.’#Do you have something earlier?#‘Lemme call the hospitals.’#She called the hospitals and now I have an appointment tomorrow morning

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deoidesign · 3 months ago

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"I'm the dog they put with cheetahs to keep them from going crazy in captivity" x "I'm the cheetah that is threatening to go crazy" 4 ever

(I make a webcomic about them)

#GODDDDDDDDDDD I love them #theyre so.....#I just.#good. theyre good #I need the comic to come back NOW...#no I dont. I havent finished enough yet #I've finished 7 episodes so I gotta make 3 more minimum but 8 more ideally. which is. a big gap..#anyways I got up early to draw this cause I couldnt sleep #and someone shared it in a server I'm in and I was like. oh I have to #but now I'm super tired and I can sleep #so good night. enjoy my beautuful art of my beautiful vampires #'good ngiht' it is 10 30 am.#sleep. she betrays me yet again.#anyways working on coming back working on kickstarter stuff working on book 4 #working on commissions working on my patreon...#work work work work #trying to be forgiving of myself LOL working like 50-70 hours a week and still feeling like its not enough #imagine if I WASNT on meds rn. I'm focusing better and there's still just way too much sheesh #super need some support but also I'm chillin #I was assigned an editor and she has not given me a single note #so I'm like uhhh. rlly feeling aimless and lonely #I'm doing very good work its some of my best stuff #but...#yeah. idk. just a lot HAHAHA #but I got like 45 mins to do a quick drawing #for my mental health...#time and time again #adam and steve #ttawebcomic #adam

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yuichiroswife · 3 months ago

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{ Happy 26th birthday to me. }

#{ I got scared awake by a phone call from my mother being like 'I'm coming over!' }#{ So I am fully awake now with a blip of anxiety that will fade very quickly. }#{ But other than that... I can't believe I'm already 26. }#{ More than halfway to 30. Gah. }#{ If y'all wanna send me birthday wishes or talk to me or whatever feel free to do so! }#{ Obviously you don't have to! Just if you want to. Please don't force yourself to just because you see this post. }#{ I'm waiting for my mom to get here so we can just yabber together about me being older. }#{ MY SISTER ALSO MADE ME A PUFFY CLAY FROG WIZARD WITH A RED HAT. }#{ It's the cutest shit ever. }#{ I love it and placed it next to my Tails figure. }#{ The Magical Wizard of Soybean is what we jokingly call it. }#{ Cause I have a Yu-Gi-Oh OC named Sawyer who loves frogs and her best male friend calls her Soybean as a niclname. }#{ Anyway- back to talking to Vira on Discord. }#{ Happy 7 Month Birthday to our new dog Leia as well. }#{ We share a birthday only once this month since her birthday isn't actually in August. }#{ I gotta give her a cookie when we have cake though. }#✠ [ ' ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ��ʜᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs. ' ] - ✡ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ✡

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forgotten-daydreamer · 5 months ago

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my friends are so not used to seeing me actually being focused when studying that i've been asked "you okay?" four separate times :( like yes, this is just my "i'm an academic weapon rrahh" face, i promise

#gotta lock in #exam in 7 days and i am not accepting anything under 28(/30)

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daddy-long-legssss · 2 months ago

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me after three days of in-person meetings and team-building activities.

#i understand her completely #that is the face i made this morning at 7:30 and i got up once again to leave my house before 9 am to be social #i am an empty dried husk.#i am a mango seed when you suck all the pulp and fruit off it #it was really nice to see my coworkers cause i work remotely (which is a true blessing)#and i was very proud of myself cause i didnt feel any anxiety going to a work social event/day like I have in the past #it was actually enjoying to interact with people and be social and FLEX those skills that I don’t often get to use #and as much as I like to be a curmudgeon half the time and be like ‘idgaf about what you did this weekend Karen’ you gotta make conversation #there was even someone cute who I hadn’t met before #my grandma and I had a conversation the other day and she’s like ‘so are you dating?’ and I’m like ‘grandma where will I meet a man?’#and she was like ‘you’re right. where would you meet someone nowadays? people usually meet through work #but I work virtually and half the people are married or not cute! but there was a guy in my assigned group who was cute #so I went out of my way to make conversation with him (it was about work and nothing came from that interaction) BUT STILL #it’s a good reminder I *can* have those interactions if I so choose #I was also ovulating though so I think I moving with more hunger shall we say #anyways #i am very very very tired and socially burnt out #i need to go for a long walk. smoke some weed. read fanfic. get off and go to bed. that is my main focus for the rest of the day #thank FUCK it’s friday tomorrow.

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katierosefun · 2 years ago

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pros of waking up earlier in the morning: wow i’m getting so much work done. i have so much time for the rest of the day. what do you mean i’m already almost done with this assignment it’s not even noon yet?

cons of waking up earlier in the morning: i have to actually wake up early in the morning

#caroline talks #i laugh because it's not even really 'early'#i woke up at like 8 am today which is actually. kinda considered later for me in the mornings #because even on the weekends i usually try to wake up at around 7:30 bc. idk. being a full-time law student #means that. you gotta really get going even on the weekends #and then during the actual week i'm usually up by 6:30 am #maybe earlier if i really need to get more stuff done #but it's break! which means that usually i'd be up at around 9 am #or even at like. 9:30 am #but i have an assignment due at 9 pm tonight #and then i have some networking calls to make tomorrow afternoon #and i also need to outline for my classes bc oh god we are officially less than a month away from the first exam #which makes me. scream #so like! we are being. so normal #how can i relax over break when time is hurtling at me like a TRAIN #anyways in a panic #i actually started working on this assignment last night #bc for some reason i thought it was due TOMORROW instead of TONIGHT #so yesterday in a rush i printed out all 25 pages of the assignment #read through it a few times on the train #tried to do some of it but the wifi SUCKED so i couldn't get far #then came home at like. 6:30 pm #ate dinner + chatted with my family for like. 3 hours #then from like. 10 pm until almost 1 am i was working on the first part of the assignment #and then 7 hours of sleep before going into the next part of the assignment #it is now 11:34 am #i have been at it for roughly 3 hours now

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beegswaz · 5 months ago

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i was like yeah im gonna sleep for 5 hours bc i have work at 5:30 but i was Wrong. The Caffeine.

#IM SO FUCKEDDD I HAVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE FROM 9 AM TO 3 PM BUT I HAVE TO BE THERE AT #7 AND I LEAVE AT LIKE 6 AND GGRAAHHH GOD #ONLY good thing is its a reptile show (i like snakes) and my friends r showing up (i like friends)#everything else sucks. talking 2 people. carrying fuckass heavy ass pvc and glass enclosures around. Southern Heat #i gotta be up at 3:30 am tomorrow so im gonna like go insane i think. if i cant sleep tonight either i might become the joker

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galariangengar · 5 months ago

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Tomorrow, my parents, brother and I gotta wake up hella early to go to SF cuz of my brother’s rescheduled SAT, and my mom got baseball tickets as a Father’s Day gift for my dad, so we all might as well just wake up early and go together over there, walk around and kill some time between my brother’s test and when the baseball game starts

#hhhhh we probably gotta get up at like 5:30-6 am cuz my brother has to be there at like 7:45 for the SAT…#it’s been forever since we’ve been back to SF though so it’ll be nice to walk around there again #jazz uses curse! 💜

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autogeneity · 10 months ago

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attempting going to bed at 9pm (or earlier! technically. for falling asleep time) feels so ridiculous. like some sort of joke. and yet. purportedly this is what getting up at 5am would demand. is this really something people do wtf

#m #people commonly do get up at like 5 or 6 to go to work and shit right #hell if I were going to the office I would have to as well #do they actually really truly go to bed at fucking 8:30. surely that is insane #kids don't even do that I don't think #also even if I only directly require this twice a week #I probably gotta do it every day because there's no way in hell I am successfully sleeping at 9pm if I woke up at 9am lmao #well I can get away with 5:30ish but I usually snooze for at least half an hour lol so...#my first alarm for when I get up at 9am (aiming for 8:30) is 7:48 #my first alarm for probably 5:30 is 4:48 #so my alarm clock tells me it's time to go to bed at 20:30 and I am like bruhhh #today I probably could and should since last night bedtime was 4am #but it still feels weird as hell like it's unreasonably early #I'm still buying dinners so it is theoretically possible. it would not otherwise be #and yet idk man #just a few weeks ago at 20:30 THE SUN WOULD'VE STILL BEEN UP #even now sunset is like 8pm. you want me to sleep an hour after sunset. this is silly! it's barely dusk!

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merinate · 1 year ago

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its currently *checks the time* 1:22am and im finally going to do stuff for tomorrow :3

#im also making some instant noodles #and i gotta wake up at like 7:30 or 8 am #my habits are getting so bad oh my god #anyway~~~#merin’s talking

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glimpsesofeuterpe · 10 months ago

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honestly will never ever get how in the world neurotypicals manage doing so much of things while working all the time esp on good ol slavery low paid jobs- i mean i could partly get it i guess but they somehow manage to make families and kids in the middle of the run, like how, how do you fish out enough of energy and time while on the run??

#blahblah #idk all i can do is to go sleep right after work #i mean even if my energy level were higher i would have no other option than sleep #(going back home when its 9 pm: what can you do except a dinner eating and shower taking idk)#(like you know you have to be there at 7:30 am you gotta be awake so yah)

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demi-queen · 1 year ago

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Can The USA have another revolution, but French flavored this time?

#was talking about politics with one of my roommates #and the sorry state of the us of a #which was making both of us upset #which still happens even if people agree with each other #(which we do)#and we were talking about how to fix it #and we were like #well…#we gotta burn it #viva la revolución #but that’s scary #so #we stopped the conversation #it’s also 1:30 in the AM #and we had a friend over who needed to go home #I have a class at 7 AM #there were multiple reasons to stop the conversation #the main one though was the fact that we were upset because we both believe the only way the political system in our country could possibly-#-be fixed is if we started completely over from scratch #anywhomst #i hate politics #but nothing ever changes if you avoid all the things that upset you #especially if those things are going to effect you regardless #i need to go to bed #goodnight #i hope you all are doing well #I have like 10 followers on this account #so chances of this reaching anyone else is very slim #regardless #stay safe and check your biases

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144116 · 1 year ago

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dear fr staff please stop making me spend my treasure and gems i am so poor

#between the hibden getting more slots and me wanting one of every drag n gender for the achievements #i have stuff i can sell like familiars but i am way too lazy to do that so im like doing it a few at a time ha ha ha #i started off with 15 dragons and now i have like double that and im not done with getting one of everything #im doing this to myself though i know this #also i know i dont need to do it all At Once but i DID only have 10 slots to unlock before i stopped playing right #then it jumped up to no where near 10 but now im at 7 #i think it went up to like near the 30 mark or something like come on!!!! i was so close to finishing!!!#but whetever now its just the Actual expensive stuff i gotta do #which will be done At Some Point #also the main text of this post is a joke #in case people couldnt tell #ALSO all the dragons i've recently bought im probably not even gonna keep #some of them are neat tho ive been trying to buy dragons i At Least like the look of #rather than whatever's cheap yknow #long tags sorry thanks if youve read all of this OTL #flight rising #144116

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 year ago

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nine people you'd like to know better

tagged by @whitenikes and @songsandswords!! thanks y’all 🥰

last listened to: technically the answer is that i was blasting PUP at work today, but i’m gonna say young the giant/declan mckenna/noah kahan/milky chance because i just got to see all of them in concert this past week!!

currently watching: drag race españa (i still need to watch the finale) and hopefully season 2 of the bear soon, although i have very little time for tv

currently reading: …not as much as i’d like to 😅 mostly related to coursework/work/applications but i do have some of the amazon first reads downloaded and about a million fics in my inbox i need to work through

current obsession: i mean. this is literally my hockey blog. however, that’s the easy way out, so i’m gonna say meijers $5 sushi (have made it so that i always go grocery shopping on wednesdays to get it)

tagging anyone who hasn’t participated yet but wants to!!! as always i’m late to the party and most of y’all have done it already

#the desire to participate vs the urge to be unknowable: FIGHT #also i love reading other people’s & stealing recs off of theirs (case in point the fandom book someone rec’d i might pick up) so i gotta #genuinely debated putting ‘work’ as my current obsession because i’m working 8 hour days 7 days a week but i am doing it to myself so.#and i love what i do! i need to do this! i just wish i also wasn’t doing applications on top of it that’s really what’s been hard #does it also help that i think i spent about 8 hours awake in my apartment over the span of four days last weekend? probably not #the sad answer to currently reading is my email :/ and it’s not even fun emails it’s administrative emails for match sec & work #liv in the replies #i have a better obsession i swear. however it’s 11:30 & i slept through my alarm this morning & also i still need to make my lunch #but i want to post proof of life so i will be back for REAL tomorrow to post unhinged things

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youremyonlyhope · 2 years ago

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Me at 2am last night: I’m gonna wake up at like 10am, maybe earlier, and then immediately start sewing some projects at 11am! I have iced coffee waiting in my fridge. I will get so much done!

6am: *Still awake, mad at the world.*

7:30am: *Wakes up, gets water, goes back to bed.*

12:30pm *Wakes up and gets confused at the time*

Me: Ok, this isn’t that bad. I’ll drink the coffee and have breakfast, then start sewing only two hours later than planned.

1pm-2pm: *Youtube and Tumblr*

Me at 3pm: ...Hmm... maybe I’ll just sew tomorrow...

#god i'm the worst #my therapist wants me to create a better sleep schedule and a schedule of getting up and out of the house #while i'm unemployed and applying to jobs and not having a normal human schedule at all #and i was SO READY to do that.#especially since i have some sewing to do for a community theater and i'm using the sewing machine at my late grandma's apartment #so i am leaving my apartment to do it and being productive in some way while unemployed #and yet. still no motivation to actually get up and leave and go sew #i have to go to a birthday party at like 7-ish so now at most i'll only be able to sew for 3 hours before i need to shower and leave #but 2 days ago i got a LOT done in only two hours of sewing. so. maybe i can do that again today...#ugh. ok. 3:30. i will get up. get dressed. go to my grandma's. at the very least sew the skirt that is a personal project of mine.#ideally sew that and part of one of the pieces i need to make for the theater #ok now that i've written out this plan i gotta stick to it

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foxcassius · 2 years ago

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why is my very small apartment where nothing could ever conceivably hide so so scary to me in the dark this week

#i have had to turn to my last-resort sleep induction method: three very specific game grumps videos i have a pavlovian sleep response to #i listened to them while falling asleep so often in high school that the sound of these three videos makes me instantly relaxed and sleepy #which sucks because its fucking game grumps #but i tried my other sleep-induction sounds and videos and none of them had results and i dont know why but i am Scared this week!#i turn off d20 and lay down and roll over and 20 seconds later there is a sound and i go HUH #so i just need like. people sound to ward off the feeling of demons in the dark. and something familiar enough for sleep #i need to sleep its midnight i gotta wake up at 7:30 can we relaxxx #t

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