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Embarassingly, I haven't mentioned it on this blog, so I figured I would officially state that I stand against the ongoing ethnic cleansing/genocide of Palestine by Israel. I genuinely don't know what to say other than that I hope every politician - especially those in my country, the US - who has signed off on the murder of what is now twenty thousand civilians suffers forever.
#i saw someone like a post of mine that was very vocal in the opposite direction and realized with horror that most people dont follow#my other accounts#notart#anyway normally i dont make statements about this stuff on my tumblr art blog specifically#but being as the US is complicit i feel it is irresponsible not to at least make my stance known#should have mentioned it sooner on here but i forgot that this account has like. 10 thousand more than any of my other ones
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me when a fandom ignores direct queerness or queercoding to thirst over a character
ME OMG ME AGHHHHH
It literally drives me INSANE
#god yesterday a new account started following me and I was like yay new follower#I opened the account and the first thing was a newt x female reader story#I wanted to cry#I have like 10 posts about it#I literally didn’t believe it
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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thinking about the whole twt scam situation ™ again ough
#monolith mumbles#gonna rant for a min#like main situation sorted fine#then boom 27 yr old mutual of op comes crawling out the woodworks#i did ask a silly question which i apologized for twice and reiterated TWICE. and they then kept yapping and arguing 💀#like erm i think calling an autistic person braindead at ur big age is weird actually#''omfg are you braindead this is a common scam get it through your thick skulls'' first im a tumblr main. second it clearly isnt common#enough considering op got scammed💀#and i still think im justified being put off that nobody (excluding op) noticed the glaring differences in the accounts 💀 and how it was#up for 10+ hours with no one noticing 💀#along with that they tried to frame it like i thought op had it out for me then said i wasnt important enough for someone to target me#because my twt acc has like 300 followers which. clearly i was because the scammer used my art💀#again twenty fucking seven. 27 DOING ALL THIS#after my final reply i ignored my twt main for like 2 days. which someone else replied saying something that started with#''all this happened because you'' then i just blocked them today before reading the rest. and just blocked everyone involved#like if ur mutual is 27 behaving like this i do nawt want to have any interaction with you at all soz. i also didn't get any priv apologies#instead they were pushing how they were innocent and not accusing anyone of being guilty which. its like you were a min ago#u were accusing ME💀 go d#me miffed about not getting priv apologies is me being petty but im 5'4 im never the bigger person so#I'll stay petty actually#anyway blocked all of them for my own piece hope op gets $60 back somehow but i also want 0 interaction based on their oomf
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#Just calculated my followers to likes ratio on every site I post this comic#On Tumblr it's 2%#on Twitter it's 5%#10% on Bluesky#and 12% on Itaku#I wonder what percent of my followers on Tumblr have not logged into their accounts since 2018...
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instagram is such a loserish website. i post my photos for my friends to see and their feeds are so filled with sponsored reels and suggested posts that they probably don't want to see if they feel like i do about my sponsored reels and suggested posts. and then none of us see each other's posts, which we signed up to see and followed each other to share with each other. stupid stupid stupid.
#rubia speaks#no one has seen my last two posts now there. i am pioneering being a 0 note wonder across platforms#even half a year ago i'd get 7-10 likes on my stuff (and i'm a private account on main)#i don't believe people are seeing my posts suddenly and going 'actually. well. who give a shit' when they hadn't before#i really don't think they're getting shown to anyone because a photoset from a private account once in a while isn't#clickshit enough to keep people lingering on the site/app for an ungodly amount of time#following means nothing on instagram anymore#i'd like to say i'm above feeling annoyed that my pictures of a major craft project got no likes but i'm not#but i'm not mad at my friends. they've been supportive on the other platforms i have also posted the photos on#i just think the website has outlived its usefulness and posting there if you're not a content churner is pointless#i'll keep the account to keep up w the stories of a few friends but otherwise fuck's sake
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i find it so amusing how little i care about the numbers of followers i have on tumblr. Like objectively i have more followers here than everywhere else combined and i'm not exaggerating. I've had this account for 11 years so it makes sense, but it's funny how little i think about it.
Now I've made a sideblog this year, in which I take the time to tag every post to make it easier to find, and potentially, show up in searches... And I cannot go over 4 followers (3 actually, one of those is me lol). I also don't care, I literally made it for myself, but it puts in perspective how gaining followers on tumblr is just as slow as everywhere else, I just don't care here lol
#i have almost 4k followers here and i know maybe 10 of them kjgdfg#and that sound like very few for a thing that's been up for over a decade but taking into account that it's just rambling and not ''content#that's A LOT#i don't think i have over 1k even anywhere else#kjhdkfg#angel talks#personal
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i found my old wattpad account... and through that, my old amino account... im embarrassed, ashamed even.
#sav's journal#no bc why was i actually popular i had over 500 followers on that amino account#WENT ON AMINO AND SAW PEOPLE HAD COMMENTED ON MY WALL LIKE “i miss you :((”#like fuck#guys i was embarrassing back then#eughhhh#but honestly the edits i had posted were LOWKEY...#they were just a little good#i wish i didn't find it#chat i did NOT want to see that#but ig i have some okayish memories from back then(?)#i remember going onto that site as likeeee a 10 year old and i became friends w a guy that was 17... and he LIKED me...#“age is just a number”#YOU SAID WHAT???#funniest shit ever solely because that guy still follows my spotify account#wake up babe new sav lore just dropped!
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At the end of August I reached 500 followers... 700 ALREADY???? THANK YOU ALL SM! OMG I am so happy y'all are sticking around to see me and my goofy doodles of characters.
#teachyouhowtodothesponge#im crying omg thank you!#When i started this account i planned on having like 10 people follow me#700 accounts??? Looking at my doodles???#I am so happy and i appreciate you all so much thank you thank you thank you
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tagging hayden’s photos with ed tags is extremely irresponsible. stop it.
#evidence of life#ethel cain#what the hell you guys#tagging anyone w/ such is ofc but this is what i mostly see as a smth smth horror religious regional gothic literature lifestyle girlblogger#like i’ve had up to here with some of y’all#there’s also a certain style of blogging that seems to go with these accounts so i have to ask#who are you performing for? what are you trying to emulate? what is /your/ personality? who /are/ you?#like no offence you’ll never be an it girl if your goals are to be carbon copies of your perception of it girls sorry to say but it’s true#y’all make me want do that charm school idea that had years for similar reasons#like y’all wack let me teach you some etiquette and inspire you to have your own signature#we cannot progress with all the same parts mary#tempted to tag ethel cain core n preacher’s daughter bc those are the tags that i’ve have beef with since about late fall 2022#that’s when the daughters of cain had a huge shift i feel i have several hypotheses about why and no i’m not going to completely blame ty#TT*** ughhh it’s more about expectations of musicians n fan culture when most are familiar with industry baby performers#maybe if someone gives me likeeee $10 or $20 dollars i’ll post my essay lite posts (girlblogger opinion and analysis time like i intended)#at least i’m still posting SL related stuff and the motif tags but yk ://// i’ll regain the confidence i know it#like your mum suck me good in my jorts fr#edit: lost some followers after posting this lol this is what did it or was it my tags looks like i’ve got to do another bitchfest either wa
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#so im gonna be a lil bitch on main for a minute#ive been offline for a while#pretty much absent from all my socials#im in a pickle financially like i have no money anywhere#my credit cards are maxxed#my bank account is negative 400 dollars#im getting 20 dollars less in disability benefits a month without a clear reason for the witholding#granted its only 20 bucks less but that still makes a huge difference when thats my ONLY source of income#AND i am moving into a new apartment which should be an exciting experience finally moving out of my parents house and on my own and all BU#even with the voucher program i would need an additional 600 to be able to afford my rent share and utilities#on top of being negative 400 dollars a month so now thats -1000#WHICH end result and the crux of this whole rant#i can no longer help#like i am fucking useless right now and people are literally dying#i have many unanswered asks from gazans right now that I cannot even help bc im so broke#it feels really bad bruv like reallybad#feels like absolute shit#and it ust feels so wrong to ask for help when others need it more#like i dont think i could do that#wtf man#is it me upset that my entire disability check goes to bills to the point where i overdraft every month? yeah sure#my art does not sell and ive tried everything! like it just DOES NOT sell#and it all kinda boils down to me not having any sort of following online#i just breached 200 followers here after 13 years on this website#most are inactive blogs from years ago so i maybe have like... 10 active followers?#whiny usamerican rant over for now#delete later
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#suggesting that teams cut vets for the “growth of the game” as a “business decision” to make way for college kids with millions of followers#is CERTIFIABLE#that is one of the most batshit takes i have ever heard in my entire life#to say that no one tunes in for them [and then specifically calling out dt and bg] is so beyond fucked up#“because the young kids are just as good” is literally false#most rookies don't make the cut because people already on the teams are better than them#saying you'd rather make the product worse for the sake of dollars and eyeballs is crazy#saying that the olds should just r*tire and go away and get desk positions in the league because they aren't popular anymore#again is so beyond fucked up. like who do you think kept the league around for 20 years?#it sure as fuck wasn't c****** C****#and coincidentally just now when they're finally making money when they are finally on the verge of a decent cba you want them out#not because they can't play at that level but because YOU think other people will bring more eyes is SO DISTASTEFUL#ur account isn't even big enough to justify the kind of rage bait that this is#it is so disrespectful to everyone who made the game the way it is#and if you don't think dt and bg individually and together aren't entertaining to watch they you've never watched the mercury#who do you think changed the way the women's game was played?#this “take” is so dismissive and ageist#and even if you didn't namedrop them it's hard for this not to feel pointed#i'm going to need to do a word search after this#if you've seen the video i speak of i am so sorry you had to endure that#i should have stopped watching after like 10 seconds
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I have so many photos I need to post. 15 years worth!!! I started posting them on my old tumblr's side blog but never finished and then I abandoned tumblr for years. but tbh I feel like posting my work doesn't benefit me and it's just more pointless work for me 😭 especially instagram and twitter where my posts get maybe 1 like from a follower if i'm lucky and that's it. why do I even bother 😭 no one is excited to see my work so it'd hard to motivate myself to actually share anything when it doesn't benefit me and when no one else is excited for or looking forward to it. sometimes I lose that "I made a thing I want to share it like a kid hanging their finger painting on the fridge" mentality 😅 even kids can get discouraged and give up sharing if you don't ooo and ahhh over their work. does that make sense?
#also can we talk about how horrible social media is?#i was told instagram is so easy. you get many quick likes and followers. ive SEEN new accounts get thousands kf followers and hundreds#of likes in a couple weeks. ive been on there for years and have 20 followers and get 1 like sometimes#new accounts with one post will get 1k followers and 300 likes in a week. i just dont get it lmao im so confused 🤣#and twitter is now pay to win. i only got maybe 5 likes per post before. now i get none at all. which is expected...#so why am i bothering!#at least on tumblr my art will get maybe 20 notes and my photography maybe 10. so it doesnt feel as pointless to share 😅#i really want to open a shop for my art and photography and stuff but with the lack of attention im afraid to#because its A LOT OF WORK and i hate wasting my time and energy and money for no reason 😭#my last shop i opened got a grand total of 0 sales in the 2 years i had it open LOL it took me months to set it up and print everything#artist struggles#is there anywhere actually good to post your work online? (besides tiktok. i refuse) most social media has become useless!!!#lee text#sorry for whining 😅 just questioning my entire existence and why i even bother to do anything
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Verifying fundraisers is something that Palestinians/people with loved ones in Palestine can do because they are knowledgable enough to recognize scams and able to reach out to people if needed. If you're ever unsure if a fundraiser is legit, @/el-shab-hussein has a massive pinned masterpost of fundraisers they have personally vetted; they don't verify upon request anymore, but the list is very comprehensive. gazafunds dot com is also a Palestinian-run website that spotlights a different campaign on every refresh - all verified by Palestinians. Hope this helps!
Thank you so much, I just tried to vet some fundraisers in my inbox with this advice. There's just, so many out there that's it's overwhelming. Been trying to spread the word about this as much as I can while keeping my own sense of sanity. Can't help others if I'm a goner...something something, you can't pour water from an empty glass thing. But again, I'll do what I can, particularly with the little reach I got and lack of funds.
Thank you again!
#current events#save#save for later#gaza#palestine#i know it says I have like 900 followers but this account's been around for around 10 years so a lot of the accounts are probably abandoned
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me watching tumblr users i know interact with a gimmick account i run
#ive nearly gotten the amount of followers i have on here in like . 10 days. ive had this account for 3 years...#teehee#owls nonsense
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hod to copy and paste this from reply bc it got to long.
yo. youre a great writer. i made this account to follow all other ao3 writers i love and adore, including you. and i read all your supernatural fics. started with your "homesick yet darling?." i read that one bc of the powers sam tag (a personal fave), and i simply had to read the rest. you just write your characters' pain and trauma so well. and realistic too. like of course they have problems and of course they dont want to talk about it and so of course they all suffer more than needed. like that is so real to the supernatural characters. and everytime i saw an update to that fic i got really excited and really scared bc my boys were in trouble and it just kept getting worse for them. you are really good at that progression. like it feels awful and it feels real. and i am not the biggest jack kline fan, but you made one with "omission lies and false truths." like hes just a kid, and no one tells him anything and so of course he has trauma. you make me see him in a different lens so whenever i see him on screen on rewatch im like baby boy is going through the horrors of family. :( i mean i knew that already, but you make me appreciate that more. also, i got my now-but-not-then-ex into fanfiction thru your fic "level seven." i also read your some of your loki fics. i just rly like sibling angst time and you do that so well. so like thx. appreciate you. thumbs up emoji here.
I am giving you an enormous hug and I think I owe you like at least half my self-esteem now. Thanks. Seriously. I don't really get asks about my SPN stuff and this was so good to hear. This entire ask is incredibly sweet and I really appreciate you taking the time to write this all out. thank you.
this gif is a little obnoxious but i'm not sorry
#you know what#like for you i will at least look at the unfinished chapter 10 of OLAFT#i do plan to finish it eventually but i've been waiting to get back into spn which has not really happened#i need to rewatch s13#but thank you#seriously#nice asks#i can't believe you made an entire account just to follow me#that's insane#like i'm thinking about the fanfic writer /I/ made an account to follow and that's weird that I'm that writer to someone#anyway i love you i hope you have a fantastic day#cause you at least helped mine end good <3
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