#going to sleep. too tired to think
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I don't know what im doing. This is the first weekend in a long time where I just don't know what to do with myself. I really dont get enough free time to do stuff actually for me anymore. Im usually doing or creating things for someone else and like right now. I love making them but
i dont wanna do anything but there's people waiting and deadlines to meet and preparing so im not completely stressed later. I havent wanted to do anything in a long time. Like draw or talk. My brain has been so foggy since the start of the year.
I genuinely cant think of my usual funny comments or ideas. I wanna be fun but my head is so empty most of the time i cant even think to respond cuz brain fog is so bad. I wanna do nothing and say nothing.
#my brain is fried. my memory is worse#ignore me im just eh. i'd like to not be any more boring this week lol#going to sleep. too tired to think#flame vents
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I like them a whole lot 💜
#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 engineer#science party#engiemedic#digital art#artists on tumblr#you can see these as platonic if you want#anyways theyve just been on my brain a lot and i needed to get them out#im a peach fuzz engie truther sorry#hed only be like that for like a week every 2 months but that wouldnt stop me from drawing it anyways#also my medic drawings are so fucking inconsistent i am so sorry it will happen again#his eyebrows are always fire tho#my tablet died when i was nearly finishing the second drawing so i had to color it with my mouse SOBS#i think medic looks a bit twinkish in the second pic and i hate it but im too tired to fix it#also tablet not working as i mentioned before#anyways goodnight im going to sleep (it is 6 pm)#demos art
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i've seen figure skater sanji and hockey player zoro before. idk if its been explored but i'd love to put it out there:
hockey player sanji (specifically goalie bc he desperately wants to avoid being checked) and then pairs skater zoro.
pairs skater zoro's long time partner has been nami. though many people ship them together a Lot, they just know each other super well. Well enough to try dating and both of them realized they don't swing that way. in fact, it makes them a really good team. they fought long and hard to claim top spots in competitions because they portray a chemistry that's separate from the rest. plus zoro can carry nami like she weighs fucking nothing. so their lifts are so much more dynamic. they even have a whole next to impossible combination that they're trying to get the ISU to name after them officially.
sanji plays for the East Blue Straw Hats in the Grand Line Hockey League – a formidable rookie group that took down lots of big names in the preseason. they want to make it all the way to the postseason playoff finals but always seem to fall short. but theyre so determined. they reignited a lot of old sparks that were no longer there for old fans and brought in new and curious fans. sanji is the starter goalie and a damn good one at that. it makes sense bc goalies are often doing splits on the ice just to make a save. he's perfected the technique that utilizes just his legs to make saves that make the crowd go fuckin insane.
we have the usual "i booked the rink to practice before you did" trope but a little more spice. in actuality, sanji loves watching pairs skating competitions. his favorite pair rn is franky and robin (mostly for robin). and he adamantly does not want to admit to anyone that he watches zoro and nami's routines much more frequently. (and if anyone asks, he always says its bc of nami. its never just bc of nami.) and zoro's besties with luffy so he always watches their matches even if he barely understands the rules. and he definitely does not stare at a certain blond starter goalie most of the match thats fucking ridiculous
one day zoro and sanji are invited to do one of those comparison videos between hockey players and figure skaters. both get to laugh at the other even Attempting to do their sport. zoro frankly looks ridiculous in all of sanji's usual goalie get-up. and sanji couldn't land an euler to save his life. the video producer suggests they try a simple pairs skating routine. sanji is like "oh i couldn't do that–hEY WHAT THE FUCK MOSSHEAD PUT ME DOWN" because zoro lifted sanji and had him sat on his shoulder like it was normal.
zoro smirks, "you might be lighter than nami, actually. wanna be my new partner?"
sanji knees him in the stomach before skating away while blushing so hard he could melt the ice beneath him.
#listen#both figure skating (most especially pairs skating and ice dancing) AND hockey were my hyperfixations at one point#and zoro? built like a pairs skating man#sanji? has the ass of a hockey player#iT MAKES SENSE TO ME !#but also the dichotomy of zoro doing a graceful sport and sanji in a fast paced brutal game#idk man im too tired to psychoanalyze why i think pairs skating actually works well with zoro's philosophy on strength and balance#and sanji's phobia of being checked tied to many little league games that led him to become a formidable goalie#i COULD GO ON#But i will sleep instead#one piece#sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan#niki's log: op#niki's fics: checks and balances#dO YOU GET THE PUN IN THE TITLE GOD IM SO ANNOYING !!!!!#lowkey my contribution to zosan week even if it might not fit any promprs#i just wanna feel included
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shit man he's downright POSTITNOTE'D
#ouma kokichi#kokichi oma#drv3#im so tired#good luck with may gamers lets get through it!!!!! (sleepiest voice imaginable)#i got nothhing else to say bye mwa#maiora draws#wait i do actually does anyone wanna see the bleedthrough#questionmark#*spooky bgm* there's a secret forurth kokichi that lives exclusively it the confines of other-side-of-the-page and a layer of varnish ooooo#its SO unimpressive <3 it's just there. buried under inappropriate use of material and postits#truly a nothing burger!!!#he just stares at me when i look throu the book. taunting.#you too can be haunted by the face of 'finish your fucking perspective studies maiora' for the LOW low price of asking nicely!!#as a gift <3#taunted#you get it#im babbling at this point all of this is in the name of a silly goofy time (mine) all is good#im v sleep deprived#i don't actually know english the more i think about it#i need to stop procrastinating im going back to stress time BYE HAVENICEDAY
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Matching pyjamas mayhaps?:3
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bungo stray dogs dazai#soukoku#skk#my art#bsd art#Ngl this looks like loungewear I think lmao im sorry#I legit looked up pajamas and then i was like…hmm#on my first attempt it did look more like pyjamas I promise#the height difference is not accurate SHHH im sorry by the time I ‘realized’ I got too lazy—-#every time I post I hope things dont look over saturated I fr dont know#I stare on different devices sometimes to check but#this i what I get for posting late instead of sleeping#what sleep#I am going to be so tired tomorrow *rambles in tags*#I read my tags later on and wonder why did I write an essay
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God I wish we knew more about Dunyasha
#guess what chapter I’m listening to hard edition#it’s chapter 35#this is supposed to be helping me go to sleep and all I can think about is Dunyasha#I might come back to this tomorrow to talk about her properly but I’m too tired now#she’s so fascinating#I have so many questions#I would fully read an entire novella dedicated to her I’m not even joking#like the lore that it would provide us???#the worldbuilding it would add????#*sighs dreamily*#I wish#six of crows#crooked kingdom#grishaverse#leigh bardugo#Dunyasha#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#jesper fahey#wylan van eck#matthias helvar#nina zenik#crooked kingdom meta#soc meta
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19.09.23, tuesday
tired !! but nOT SLEEPY damnit
things done today:
2h lecture
4h of coding
#but i should be sleepy bc it’s 8pm and i’m trying to go to sleep early#but I also would need an evening walk to reset my brain I think#but im tired#but if I won’t go I might not be able to rly sleep too well#but !! i am !! tireddd !!#and i dont want to go !!!!!#studyblr#bookblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#studyspo#dark academia#september 2023#2023
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You know something is Deeply Wrong with you when you get into a car crash and then immediately correlate your thought to, "holy shit. This is JUST like my friend's modern cotl au ?????"
#sydneys thoughts#i dont remember it happening though but maybe its just cuz of my already brain damage ?#Not saying that as a joke I gen do have brain damage to clarify nd it messes with my ability to walk properly && communications#<- (ex; my language barrier + frequent misreading & misconception ppl + rarely talking + anxiety + etcetc)#I was rlly tired on the road cuz my lack of sleep but i was also thinking abt the game to stay awake but then That happened 🗿#HELPPP. The autism may have been a little too strong#Still going to school tmrw though 🫡 we MUST stay focused brothers! INSHALLAH!
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#going crazy over the grandline sountrack cds again#I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THEM ALL WEEK#WHYYYYY ARE THEY LIKE THIS#posted it onto sanuso daily while rubbing my little paws together like muahaha the masses r gonna love this one#i need to draw them cuddling and resting next to eachother and sleeping and#(im tired so i need them to be well rested too)#it's summer so i have a lot more time now!!! YIPPEEE#op#one piece#sanuso#usosan#sanji#usopp
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couple of mello + near doodles
#death note#mello#mihael keehl#near#nate river#meronia#bright colors#eyestrain#been having fun w colors recently :3#these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards#like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh#i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind#this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done#with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool#with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really#help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes#me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk#anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you
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Actually, Y'all can see these as well
Based off @/xinrouska's dtiys on Instagram (i dont know if they're chill being tagged over here)
I am obsessed with their villain Leo (and artstyle in general) and am going slightly feral for it lol
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donatello#rise donnie#rise leo#rise leonardo#i think... i might put that 2al animatic i have cooking to the side for a bit#...... maybe......#ive just been so tired and angry and i dont know why but i hate ut#actually scratxh that#i do know why but im not giving in#anyways- take these goofy guys and im gonna go read and sleep before i vent and overshare on tumblr dot com#it was very experimentive for me#i dont think thats the word i was looking for but itll do#i was gonna do greyscale like the origin but i wanted to add colors#i did a stupid layer thing that got rid of the colors in their clothes but oh well#by the time i notuced it was too late to fix it
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THAT SAM AUDIO WAS EVERYTHING HELLO ?!!?? nothing to say but i missed him and the healing?! tanks wolf form?! tank fighting in video?!!!!! we are so back
#yeah#i’m tired now so i’m gna sleep#and hopefully not think abt this too much in the morning#bc i will go insane#meri is talking#redacted sam#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted darlin#redacted tank#redactedverse
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Just a silly little comic of my hc, Derek's very first impression of Titch ! 😔✊🏽
(From shoot from the hip's longform, the unrelenting aubergine, again)
Ofc it was love at first sigh for Derek 😀 Titch have some temper issues and Derek find this incredibly attractive. Later on, Derek will help Titch navigates his feelings, but for now he's just enjoying the ride 🙈
bonus panel ⬇️
The cool and strong lady was invented just for the plot, and i really want to name her Jemima, you know, for the meme 🙈
Likes are cools, reblogs are cooler btw, it keeps tumblr alive !
A few headcanons below the cut !
At this point i imagine that James and Titch are in very bad terms, their father's not dead yet, but very sick, and this is really impacting Titch's mood and his capacity to regulate his emotions
I like to think that Titch is a stubborn mf by nature, and this, in addition of all this situation, make him really insufferable by moment. The precedent assistant actually quit bc he couldn't stand Titch's outburst anymore
Thanks god for Jemima (yes thats her name now) who has a strong mind and is not too bothered by Titch's atitude. She worries a lot for him and James, but she can't do anything except helping at the farm, so that's how she shows her support. Titch will be very grateful for it, but for now he's too much in his own head to notice her efforts
Then comes Derek, remplacing the former assistant. He is very patient, very persistent, and very much in love. So after countless tentatives of trying to get closer (that involves a lot of failures, a near firing experience, and this "one time that counted a lot for me"), Titch finally let his walls down, and accept that Derek actually want to help him. Derek actually want to love him. He still has trouble believing it sometime, still have a lot to re learn, but they're moving forward together.
At some point, Jemima, seeing that Titch doesnt need her anymore, will allow herself to live her own life and move out of the country. And here comes Phillip ! I have nothing on him, yet
Okay my brain is frying rn, so i'll stop. But yeah, i have a lot to say about these two idiots. Titch really is the perfect vessel to shove all of the trust and abandonment issues, so that's fun 😀🤡
#i can't think anymore lol#still not able to draw titch properly but oh well#marabout's art#shoot from the hip#ditch#this is not enough i need to inject ditch directly in my veins 😔#i really hope im making sense and there isnt too much mistake in my little hc ramble#but hey#its late and i tired#hope you will like this little comic folks#i love you all <3#okay i need to go to sleep now
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souma for @ophanem’s diner shuffle!
was thinking of a unit name for them and (with the help of a friend) came up with “Soda☆pop!” and maybe the event name would be like Vibrant Flavors → Colorful Start! or smth like that but anyway here u go :D
#souma kanzaki#enstars#ensemble stars#neptunite's doodles#diner shuffle#the pose for this actually decimated me it took me the entire day and also half of yesterday to do this illustration aslkdufahskjdfh#i rly rly love how he turned out tho!!!! hehe the lil bun too#and the hairclips and stickers on the roller skates heheh#anyway i like. barely took a break on this whoops ahah#i did take a shower tho and it felt wonderful#i thought id be done like. 30 mins ago. but here i am dancing with my rainbow wig and red nose#i am a fool for thinking i wouldnt take longer skjdfjk#i have some designs for the other stickers on his otehr shoe but yeah#there was another illust of him that i wanted to do but. no#i might draw the graffiti shuffle. but im so tired rn#also i have so much homework to do and i did NONE of it today#i should go to sleep soon#goodbye askdjfh#ok but like soumas hair is soooo easy to draw#ok bye for real now
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I just need to be told "You Can Do It" right now.
#I've gotten about 3 hours of sleep within the last 48 hours and I'm still behind in my classes#I don't know how I'm supposed to keep up at this point#Just grinding constantly for hours every waking moment of my life#I'm stuck wondering the same things#'When will it slow down?'... 'Will it actually ever slow down?'#If it doesn't i don't think i can keep up#Full time in college and full time in work#However#every time i try to speak my troubles or stress to someone they just chuckle#and ignore me saying ''well college is like that. welcome to the adult world''#Why does college have to be like this? why is everyone so fine with this?#I'm very unmotivated right now#My grades are all low despite the numerous 100%s I've been getting#And they're not going back up no matter how many A+ s I get on assignments#I don't like talking to people - it scares me terribly#So i don't like it when I'm constantly forced to talk to over 10 people every time i go to school (talk to your professor they say#I like to think of my job at my second home#at least that's not too hard and i love the people#But I just need things to get less intense school-wise#Just for me to get a decent amount of sleep please#Just a little bit#Please#i don't know#I'm not going on hiatus no worries#I love my blog dearly and cannot abandon it for my mental health#I just need encouragement#Because I'm so tired#Sorry for the rant I hate to vent#I'll delete this later if i remember#💬
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Okay so I finally finished merlin. Since I already knew about the sad parts, I was pleasantly surprised at all the fluffier moments and how precious it is to watch arthur truly recognize all merlins done for him. It's not how I would've ended the show but it was a beautiful ending.
#a lot of implications ill talk about later when im not sad and tired#oh shit its 2am#huh maybr ill go to sleep lol#it wasnt the best ending but not too bad ig#an interesting one ill say#younger me was so sensitive how tf did she not remember “HEY THIS SHOW MADE YOU FUCKING SOB DONT REWATCH IT”#i dont regret it tho i got gwen#and others but like. she is this biana or some character like that#like sm sad shit happens to her but i love her and i can never think sad thoughts about her#her and freya woukdve been friends#her reaction to merlins magic was judt ahdjfllv#bbc merlin#merlin bbc#the adventures of merlin#tiwtr-vc
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