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captainaikus · 2 years ago

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Hello!

Question for Noel Noa (sfw/nsfw): What are your favorite date night activities with y/n? 👀💕

Noel : Making Schnitzels with apple strudel with them for the night.

#belle.☏#₊˚ପ⊹ : noel #FINALLY A NOEL NOA ASK #made me think of a new fic for him #god i wanna cry cause of it #but anyway #he is a cyborg...#so feel free to prod him for more questions #“what is sfw... and nsfw....” - Noel #.lost sheep : Adrien

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jasonsbruce · 2 months ago

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#i'm here to ruining EVERYONES DAY #tw: torture #i felt like more people needed to know the lore about the arkhamverse because it's absolutely gut-wrenching so hehe ur welcome for the pain #the fact that bruce did try and find him for so long makes me wanna scream #cause ya know they make it sound like he gave up really fast and just abandoned him #but he did try for SIX months? up until he thought jason was dead? (and yes we can debate that he should have known but pls it's a game)#(they needed that to happen for the story so blame the writers)#just as jason had hope for several months that bruce would come for him!#and that makes me so fucking feral #“finally gave up the search” stop stop im crying im not okay #oh my god bruce and jason melts my brain #jason todd #jaybin #red hood #batman: the arkham knight #batman #arkham knight #the arkham knight #ak jason todd #arkham knight jason todd #joker #dcu #jasontoddedit #my gifs #info from wiki and so #this is truly THE saddest version of brujay honestlyyyyyyyyyy #i also like the “mentor and ward” aspect :3 #he was likeee 18-20 here i believe?#:(

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kingleedo · 3 days ago

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Jung Ill Hoon - Lullaby [Teaser]

#ilhoon #jung ilhoon #ultkpop #secondgenidol #ksoloists #malesgroupnet #kpopccc #idolnexusedit #eyestrain #kngld.edits #SCREAMING AND CRYING SCREAMING AND CRYING AND DANCING PHH MY GOD #that first gif HE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL #i added more tags this time but its okay if you dont wanna reblog it cause of his case #also if any of my moots want to be tagged in future content of ilhoon let me know ;;

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spiderin-space · 4 months ago

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Throwback to when I would draw Kirby gijinkas

#cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #cotl bishops #cotl narilamb #kirbyyyy those were good times #kinda #anyways shoutout to TOWW and Zero/Zero-2 for being the only video game bosses who almost made me cry from the same attack (iykyk)#Illiterate Lamb… Discussed this a bit with a mutual(FOTL) but with their upbringing they probably got very little education(if any)#and da disciples… Webber’s just vibing 😩#On god I need to draw Heket more my og Wife before Shamura took a stranglehold on me 💛#tfw you can’t get up cause your cat is sleeping on you #inspired by my real life black cat sleeping on me for 2+ hours yesterday #and then uhhhhhh how about that graphic novel update??#I really liked that scene so I wanted to redraw it 😩#ogghh I wanna digitalize so many of these doodles at some point but for now . Got a bigish piece in the works 👀

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dreamwinged · 2 months ago

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frick my stupid life man like truly

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#idk how to put my current feeling into words really but it feels like #every time i think im getting better or like \ making strides towards the person i wanna be #theres someone there to be like actually lmao you look stupid youre doing it all wrong and everyone noticed. fucking idiot #and it just makes me want to cry and never try again.#like god how does this keep happening how dumb am i. i hate feeling pathetic #i try so hard to be good and stuff and it never works out i literally maybe should just self isolate forever to cause less inconveniences #i dont deserve happiness (edgy font)... 😡 🖤 🥀 LMFAOMFAODMFS but its how it feels smtimes

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your-fathers-favourite-daughter · 5 months ago

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It's all compassion, grace, kindness, understanding, empathy, love until God blesses me once again with devout rage.

Waking up in a good mood and it all goes away very quickly is crazy.

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that-was-anticlimactic · 7 months ago

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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap #bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU #lol idk why my head is so bad today #the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it #i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do #oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse #sorry guys needed to rant #the inadequacy was strong today #something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like #i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but #my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m #missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids #who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me #for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry #that felt good actually #idk what came over me #imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags #sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh #okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it

#snap chats #being without my computer charger has been maddening #that makes me sound terminally online and its because i am. its also cause all i ever wanna do is draw :((#AND I ESP WANNA WORK ON MY COMMS NOOOOO FUCK #i mean i was at least able to read through yakuza’s bias vol 2… so theres that…#MY SCHOOL STORE DIDNT HAVE LAPTOP CHARGERS i had to order one… hopefully it gets here Overnight like i asked….. if not ill kill #anyway. daigo plushie so cute :((((((((((((((((#mine cute too but theres just something especially squeezeable about daigo #alas.. thats what the aoki plush’ll be for. my personal stress toy ☠️☠️☠️☠️#lowkey i wish i also got ichi but then i remenbee they made him pale as all hell and Yeah Im Not Putting Money To That #THE SMALLEST BIT OF A TAN I BEG YOU RGG WHY IS HE SO PALE IT DONT LOOK RIIIIGHT :((((#anyway.. i have my last class in half an hour… lemme drink this tea…#also Lowkey obsessed with my outfit today.. its that butterfly shirt + gold accessories since theyre monarch butterflies #tho Lowkey 2x the black and yellow remind me of the watase blokes from gaiden…… wack…..#ok bye its tea time #help one of my roommates just came home and she just announces like. ‘man those edibles were. OUGH’#calling my dad to pick me up nooo im a lame straight edge dont talk about drugs around me ill scream and cry LMAO #ok im done byebye lemme drink this good god

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mushed-kid · 9 months ago

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i have winter break next week and i wanna have fun

#ive been so sad tinught im gonna have my period soon #im so gonna get it so that it ruins the whole fucking break😭#its gonna ruin all the fun if i get it next week #it better come tonight i swear #im gonna be with my friends but ill be rude and sad and its gonna ruin everything #i hate being alive #yeah no it’s definitely coming. soon cause im crying about it rn #i just ohhhhmy god does it have to be me???? specifically???!????#im gonna kill god #can i just get it rn and have it done by the weekend please #please please please let me get what i want lord knows it would be the first time #😔😔😔😔😔#ong its gonna start tomorrow trust with the way im so emotional rn #i fucking hate myself #i shouldve gone in the shower earlier cause its gonna be So Bad but i have to do it tonight #i wanna fucking kms #sorry im oversharing

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smokbeast · 1 year ago

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Im playing undertale for the first time properly, I, yeah-

#im sorry this will be a cringe blog of me axtually enjoying things I failed to enjoy as a child cause people made me feel sad about it #I can’t stop thinking about this tiny man making pies for toriel i wanted to cry #I didn’t know it was that wholesome #I I really love them all actually I’m not even that far #from what my friends told me #flowery can die tho like on god that thing is evil #after I finish the game I wanna play the undersell game I thought was the real game years ago #I found it again and I’m so excited after I beat the og one #this is the only au of this game I genuinely cared about #sorry I’m rambling #undertale fanart #sans undertale #undertale #doodles #art #my art

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yutadori · 2 months ago

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feeling a sudden surge of anxiety while thinking about finding a dentist godddd why is it so difficult to find a good one..... i've needed braces for FOREVER and im mad at my younger self for not trying hard enough to convince my dad to help me get them because i feel like it'll be way more expensive now that i'm an adult -__- i know fuck all about anything and it sucks that i dont have an adult to ask about this kind of stuff this sucksssss why is insurance so annoying why is looking for a doctor soooooo annoyingggggg i hope i die

#fawkkkkkkkkkkk #felt tooth pain and i started to get crazy anxious like what if all my teeth fall out what if im fuckeddddd #i need braces so bad . it's bad . god #why do they have to be thousands of dollars !!!! fuck !!!!!!!#why didnt i do this soonerrrrr why was i so scared lol . like im a bit scared now but like . come onnnnn #fawk #i'm feeling so anxious just thinking about it i wanna throw up #i hate that my immediate response is to think of the worst fucking situation which does NOT help with navigating the situation #bc then it just makes me want to put it off longer which causes more anxiety #im sooooo sick of myself omg . when will i be free #fuck..................#and im too ashamed to talk to anyone about dental stuff because my teeth are so bad . idk if that even makes any SENSE #WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO COST MONEYYYYYYYY #im so anxious i feel like crying idk why oughhhh god #i hate feeling like i have to take on everything on my own . ouagh #ss

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caernua · 11 months ago

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finally finished dai and trespasser

#THE MUSIC. THE WRITING. EVERYTHING AAAAAA #when i started to hear the lost elf theme in the last section i wanted to eat someone oh my god #it’s all so good but i’m in pain and i wanna cry #and it’s so strange for me bc i never played dai for long but i would watch pts like crazy when i first got into da #and i was a teenager #and it was so strange to play it and see how my opinions have changed #in short i appreciate some characters a lot more and i appreciate the outfits far less my god they’re so bad #and i used to think the fereldan npcs were eating 💀💀💀#.txt #and now i shall create an absolute cuntress of a cadash and ignore how much i wanna replay my lavellan already fjdhfj #cause i kinda rushed through it… cause i was scared i’d abandon it again….#OH WELL

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emeraldbabygirl · 9 days ago

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I’m sorry I know I said I wouldn’t talk about politics but… yeah I’m so far dissociating that I’m watch ingrown toe nail removals and eating candy. That’s my diet now. I’m not fine, I stink but can’t bring myself to shower I just wanna sleep for 4 years and pray that this shit won’t happen and we all won’t die. I’m so pissed and I want to do crimes to people and be violent and riot and protest I’m worried about my mum and sister and my friends that are black and trans and woman and gay I feel like I need to fly away and stay with them I feel like I need to leave this country but I don’t want to give up everything I don’t know what to process and how to process I’m just trying to distract myself from reality and I don’t even want to go back to work on top of their political views they want to get me drunk at a holiday party so I can “loosen up” I want to quit this job but I should be lucky I even have one rn ugh Idk what to do self care is out the window I just wanna rot in bed. I know I’m not alone in this but Idk what to do and what I can do I wanna fight I want to fight for my rights and the rights of the people I care about this whole thing makes me wanna cry, my mum has been crying and idk how to feel, what to feel, what to do I don’t even want to do anything anymore I want to give up even more now. I just want my family and friends to be safe

#new anime plot: miagwyn bitches #I literally told someone on insta to ‘eat my entire ass’ cause they told me to cry about it #like yes I am crying and you should be to you dumb fuck #so many stupid people in the country I was not aware of it’s mind boggling I don’t under #HOW DID THIS HAPPEN AGAIN I DONT GET WHY IS THIS HAPPENING #AND BITCHES BE SAYING ITS A GIFT FROM GOD AND JESUS WILL SAVE US AND GOD THIS AND THE PRAYERS WORKED #YOU CANNOT BELIEVE IN GOD AND VOTE TRUMP #HOW CAN YOU #HOW CAN YOU SAY YOURE CHRISTIAN OR BE A WOMAN OR BE GAY AND THEN BOTE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESNT GIVE TWO RAT SHITS ABOUT YOU #I DONT GET IT #WHAT THE FUCK #THIS IS BULLSHIT #THIS IS SO FUCKED UP #I COULD BE A BETTER PRESIDENT THAN THAT ORANGE FUCK #HOW IS THIS HAPPENING #I WANNA SMACK MY NEIGHBORS SO MUCH #I WISH THEM THE WORST

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1nt3rnalpu7ref4ct10n · 10 days ago

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TOOK ALL DAY TO GET TO HERE BUT IMMA DO A BOLTNECK/TEEN MONSTER INFODUMP HERE CAUSE HHHRGAGHEGGRGRGG

OKAY SO ALL THAT I KNOW IS:

MOVIE IS ABOUT THIS KID NAMED KARL O'REILLY (PLAYED BY DEADPOOL HIMSELF) AND HE GETS KILLED BY THESE DOUCHEBAG ASSHOLES AT A PARTY CAUSE HES TRYING TO FIT IN WITH SOCIETY

THIS OTHER KID NAMED FRANK COMES IN AND HE DOES THE WHOLE FRANKENSTEIN AND THE MONSTER THING ON KARL

B U T O H W A I T

FRANK GAVE THE BRAIN OF AN ASSHOLE SERIAL KILLER TO KARL SO NOW KARL'S WREAKING HAVOC ON THE TOWN

AND FRANK N THE DOUCHEBAGS HAVE TO STOP HIM SO THEY CAN PUT HIM UNDER TO REPLACE HIS BRAIN (AGAIN) AND IT WORKS AND HES BACK TO THE AWKWARD GOTH KID HE STARTED OUT AS

#IVE ONLY SEEN CLIPS OF THIS MOVIE AND IM ALREADY IN LOVE IT'S SO STUPID #KARL'S GOTH BTW #THAT BOY IS MY SON I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WANNA CRY AND VOMIT MY ENTIRE DIGESTIVE SYSTEM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH RHRGRHRGRG #boltneck (2000)#its got 2 names also #the posters for the movie say boltneck but the title screen says its teen monster so #teen monster (2000)#karl o'reily #ryan reynolds #doin a proper infodump on this post will rb with pics cause OH MY GOD HES SO GODDAMN AWKWARD N LANKY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #never have i thought a fuckin character played by ryan reynolds in 2000 would give me major and intense maternal instincts #im a man btw #this goth kid from a horror com movie in 2000 gives me maternal instincts #but yknow what idgaf that boy #that walking carcass child #is my fucking son and i love him so much i wanna give him a bear hug #.txt post

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crows-of-buckets · 7 months ago

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Playing dao on hard mode is both extremely frustrating and insanely fun. I am getting my ass kicked and have reloaded a save five times in a row but I refuse to give up I will clear this game and all the dlc on hard mode I swear it

#dao #thank god I'm out of breclian Forest #those werewolves BEAT MY ASS #maybe i shouldnt have picked ig as mh first stop but. oh well #im working on redcliffe now yay #i did this order cause i wanna have zev when im in the circle cause ive never seen his dream there #i normally do redcliffe then fhe circle #idk it just makes the most sense to me plot wise #dragon age is one of the games that im oddly like.#idk whats the word but i genuinely like fhe challenges in it #one time i spent almost 30 minutes fighting a dragon in dai #my whole party was down and i kept doing war cry to get a shield and jusy. dodged like hell #im still lowkey proud of it #that run i got all the high dragons and i cannot say i wanna do it again #the ones that summon their kids.... blegh

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txmxkis · 20 days ago

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when u see one thing that tears down your already fragile image of yourself

#aka we had a family photoshoot a few months ago and i just barely saw the photos #i blocked it outta my mind cause i knew i was gonna hate them but god . they were even worse #every time we do something like this i wanna cry lol i hate it so much #makes me feel like absolute shit #now i keep looking at myself in mirror like. am i really that gross?????#wow. anyways #dont mind me im just having feelings for a second #₊˚⊹⋆˚☂︎ bunny babbles ₊˚⊹⋆˚

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