#I think I’m dying???
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bro what the actual fuck
#it’s been a WHILE since I’ve had/let my cramps get this bad#I think I’m dying???#and I kinda wanna cry about it???#god I’m so fucking sick of body positivity and even body neutrality#like fuck you#your body isn’t constantly putting you in some type of pain#and when it’s not causing pain physically it’s causing pain emotionally#and I’m supposed to just. be neutral about that???#im supposed to accept that and learn how to love a body that doesn’t love me back????#no!! fuck that!!#‘it’s the one body you get so you have to accept it’#no!!#I get to be angry!!!#I get be upset about this!!!#anyway#begging for the ibuprofen and acetaminophen to kick in already
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I love Tumblr because nothing matters here truly. There are no influencers. Having followers doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a site where people post their sporadic thoughts and rb pretty pictures. Anyone who thinks any of this matters is woefully missing the point
#I joined tumblr for the aesthetics and now I’m here bc it’s the most low pressure social media to be on#Instagram is ppl’s highlight reel but Tumblr is where u see their pure thoughts unobstructed and I adore that#It’s very nice to have people to relate to and is def the main appeal to me but I don’t think there’s much more to it than that genuinely#Monetization on tumblr isn’t a thing and probably won’t be so it feels stupid to put more stake than necessary in it. Like you’re in the#Trenches over tumblr of all things. Embarrassing#I know chronically online people exist bc I have seen them in my or somebody else’s inbox but imagine waking up at 70 one day and the#Realization hitting u like a freight time that u wasted all ur time thinking tumblr. TUMBLR. This dying website. Has enough weight for u to#be sending anon hate or reviewing ppl’s blogs like they’re some kind of product. Brother this is licherally tumblr#I choose to laugh at this behavior than take it seriously bc absolutely no one is driving me crazy on my OWN blog. On tumblr dot com.#I refuse#I will do whatever I want forever etc
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Dick’s role in A Lonely Place of Dying is so massively important and good, which is why it’s so sad when it gets overlooked or erased.
In the 1990 collected edition, Dennis O’Neil (Batman editor of the time) talked about why he wanted Dick to be a central part of the third Robin’s origin. Dick needed to be there to show several key points:
Tim and Dick are deeply connected to each other (their childhood meeting at the circus, which links old Robin to new)
Dick approves of and endorses Tim as Robin (he directly tells Bruce that Tim should be Robin)
Dick cannot return to being Robin, no matter how much he tries, because he has his own new role now (this is shown through the failed Batman/Nightwing teamup against Two Face)
O’Neil’s goal was to preemptively combat any potential concerns or complaints readers might have about a third Robin. He had overseen the updates to Jason’s origins and had observed the mistakes they made and which complaints they received. In particular, the new origin for Jason 2.0 gave Dick little control over leaving the Robin mantle or passing it down. This bolstered fan complaints that Jason was usurping Dick, a feeling that O’Neil did not want to continue with the third Robin.
These considerations were the foundation of how Marv Wolfman constructed Tim’s origin and character: someone with an almost fated connection to Dick, who idealized Dick and was passionate about what the dynamic duo meant as symbols, and who explicitly had Dick’s blessing to be Robin.
So, when people remove Dick from Tim’s origin, they are removing a core part of Tim’s character and how he got the mantle.
#* I think the way O’Neil talks about Jason is agonizing and slightly infuriating…but he was so right to make Dick central to Tim’s characte#I might need to scan my 1990 copy’s intro because I haven’t seen it online anywhere but it’s so interesting#tim drake#dick grayson#batfam#bonds: I knew it was you#batman: a lonely place of dying#heroesriseandfall#lpod#I’m biased of course as a forever Dick & Tim brother-soulmates truther#dennis o'neil
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one detail I really liked that I haven’t seen anyone touch on is how death only ever showed up when puss was close to potentially dying, which lead me to realize puss was probably going to drink himself to death at their first meeting
#fighting for my life to word the ‘drink himself to death’ bit but I’m sure you get it#(you can tell I revised it by how my tags are close to word for word lol)#fun detail I rlly liked it#like if death could’ve shown up at any moment I think he would’ve#which makes it seem obvious when he didn’t#he only showed up when puss was close to potentially dying#which leads me to think puss probably would’ve drank himself to death#if he hadn’t shown up ironically#puss in boots#puss in boots the last wish#shut up evan
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I think I done goofed the theme. I THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE AND IMMEDIETLY AFTER FINISHING I REALIZED IM PROBABLY SO FUCKIN OFF 🤡🤡🤡
@tmntfashioncompetition u can leave me on the dumpster 🚶I’ll find. A meal
#tmnt fashion competition#fashion comp#Quilt Au#please if I’m off END ME#OK IM POSTING AND SLEEPING#I CANT#coko doodles#Niyoki Usagi#that’s correct#I think#GODDD#Leo#rottmnt#tmnt#tmnt iteration#drawing#doodle#sketch#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#LORD SAVE ME FOR IM DYING
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I know in most fics Ian and Mickey have passionate reunion sex their first night in prison, and while I 100% believe they would, I wonder if their first night might’ve looked a little different
Watching Ian prepare for prison, learning how to stay safe, where to eat and who to talk to, saying goodbye to his whole family, bracing himself for a new life is stressful
I can only imagine how stressed he would be in this new, dangerous, environment. He is totally alone, the new guy who is publically gay (prisoners have access to the news), and ginger to boot
We know Ian sometimes struggles to sleep, and so I imagine Ian probably struggled to sleep properly through the night leading up to prison - let alone his first night inside
But then Mickey shows up
Mickey is there. And they are cellmates and everything will be alright.
Mickey, who has spent months in Mexico working for a cartel, dealing drugs and overall not making good decisions, does something so brave and romantic as turning himself in, just to keep Ian safe
Mickey must’ve been tired too. He’s been dealing with the feds, travelling from Mexico back to Chicago, getting a good deal, all while not knowing if Ian would even want to see him - or what mental state he is in
They’re tired. They don’t have sex.
Instead, Ian crawls into Mickeys tiny bottom bunk, sleeping next to the wall (Mickey prefers having a clear view of the door), holding each other as tightly as possible.
It should be uncomfortable how tight Ian has his arms wrapped around Mickey, but he doesn’t care. He needs it. Craves it. Loves it.
Sure, Mickey was secretly hoping for a little action, if not full-on banging a handjob would be nice - but he also loves this.
Just them. Close together, breathing each other in as they finally get to lower their guard.
Mickey turned his head slightly to steal a kiss from Ian, but to no avail. Ian is dead to the world, nose pressed deep into the nape of his neck, having spent a good few minutes just smelling his skin. Creep.
Ian finally gets his person back, and Mickey finally feels safe.
The mattress is too thin, there is just one pillow, and the bunk beds are not designed for two fully grown muscular men; but Ian is finally able to sleep trough the whole night not having a single nightmare, and Mickey is able to feel safe for the first time in months
Yeah, they’re in prison and everything gonna suck for a while, but they’re together and that’s all that matters
#Maybe i’m projecting or maybe i’m romanticising but i think they deserve a break#yes i know ian dyed his hair black but hes still a ginger everywhere else lol#also i am a ginger so im allowed to make fun at him being ginger#gallavich#mickey milkovich#ian gallagher#my post#gallavich prison#gallavich headcanon
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I always wondered why Katniss factored marriage and children into the equation when it came to reciprocating Peeta’s feelings for her. It’s a rather large leap, especially when Peeta himself never expresses wanting children at any point in the story. He uses children as a tool to persuade Katniss and the Capital to save her life, but the only time we see him express any desire/feelings of having one of his own is when he’s crying after the baby bomb. But we never hear his real thoughts.
But you wanna know who does express wanting children? Gale.
It’s one of the first thing he mentions in chapter one. And it pisses her off so much.
(I also want to add that Gale reframes/establishes the dynamic of Katniss and him caring for their siblings from something that is sibling-sibling to parent-sibling. And he is not wrong. Katniss doesn’t refute him. Both Katniss and Gale are surrogate parents to their siblings. Which is also why Katniss love and affection of Prim, is not just sisterly. I’ve seen people say Katniss is only sisterly to Prim- but she’s not. She’s parentified their relationship to the point she subconsciously see Prim as her child, which makes this a tragedy because she’ll loose her first child no matter what she does by the end of the story.)
But Gale’s phrasing here elevates himself as a potential suitor to Katniss by placing them both as the parental roles to these children. (Which irritates her a lot ). Which is why she brings the topic up with her relationship with Peeta. Because she’s subconsciously aware of Gale’s efforts and knows it will be a point of contention between them. It hangs over her head in a way.
With Gale, children are extra mouths to feed. (But Gale will do fine. He can work. He can hunt.) It’s all framed with calculated survival in mind. But it’s also not something she had planned in the future at any point.
But Peeta’s children? Oh they deserve to be born because Peeta deserves to be a father. He would be such a good father. They deserve to exist in a world where they can be safe and happy. (Even if it’s not with her.)
This is also why I think she subconsciously sees Peeta’s baby as her own. And I don’t think of it as a cruel/heartless thing, it’s just you’d be more protective of your own child compared to someone else’s. Katniss sees Gale as a reliable person who’s equipped to look after a kid. She doesn’t express the same kind of maternal instinct/yearning for the Baby Hawthrone’s safety as she does with the idea of Baby Mellark, because she doesn’t think of Gale’s child as her own. She never hopes for a better future for them, but she does with Peeta because he and that baby gives her hope. And she loves him that much.
#I’m just rambling#sorry if it’s obvious from the get-go#but I just realized the whole Baby+marriage and Peeta is Katniss dragging her issues with Gale into her relationship with Peeta 🤣#I don’t want to be mean#but Katniss does not give a shit about Gale being a father#she’s all like- yeah go find a partner#but I still want my hunting buddy#but Peeta???#he should be a father (says nothing about finding another woman) and his baby deserves safety#she also doesn’t mention jealous with Peeta#but does with Gale (I wouldn’t be jealous. but me hunting partner…)#which yeah#she plans on dying#but she also blocks out the topic of another woman completely#because I think it would make her sad/jealous#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#thg#the hunger games#not tagging Gale lmao
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#fanart#artists on tumblr#art#stranger things fanart#stranger things#stranger things fandom#mike wheeler#mike wheeler fanart#byler#byler fanart#listen#everyone’s always talking about mike coming out to Will or El first#but I need him to come out to his mom first#like full on visceral sobbing in his moms arms#there’s no way there just gonna give us Karen trying to get him to open up every season#and not expect me not to want this#imagine Mike comes home already ready to snap#and his mom sees and asks him what’s wrong#and bro just breaks tf down in his moms arms#and like tells her he’s gay or he’s in love with Will idk#do you see the vision#karen wheeler#stranger things season 5#ignore how sketchy this is#I’m dying#you have no idea#I’ve been thinking about this for weeks#lgbtqia#coming out#angst
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preening
#GUYS IM DYING IM DRAWING THIS BY HAND BC MY APPLE PEN BROKE#AND I BOUGHT A REPLACEMENT TIP BUT THE DELIVERY GOT DELAYEDD#my art#ava#animator vs animation#ava victim#ava agent smith#ava the agent#vicagent#ava vicagent#ava ships#tho not explicitly a ship i guess#i think there’s a tag i’m forgetting but idk what
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I can’t be the only member of the unhealthily obsessed with gravity falls as a kid to unhealthily obsessed with malevolent as an adult pipeline
#yes these are some of the sketches that are old but I tricked you cause I did clean them up prior to posting#just so they like. make sense#the problem with these is that now I’m thinking about the implications and I’ve got like a whole au in my head#malevolent#my art#gravity falls#malevolent podcast#Arthur lester#John doe#dipper pines#kayne malevolent#bill cipher#anyway arthur and John circa season 2 get transported into the future and into Oregon and they wander into a shack in the woods with weird#signs looking for medical help because Arthur is once again fucking dying and dipper is like. yellow eyed BITCH oh wait no this is different#fuck what’s wrong with this British man
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i can’t believe octavian died like… that. of all things in a middle grade kids books series. and everyone was chill about it. literally no one gaf octavian died so horrifically even if it was ‘just’ —and as the readers… we were chill with it too
#octavian pjo#pjo series#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#no but like ??? hello??? he CATAPULTED HIMSELF INTO A FLAMING METEOR DYING GODDESS??? AND EVERYONE (MIND YOU THEYRE LIKE 14 AND JUST WITNESS#ED THIS) AND LIKE THEYRE COOL WITH IT TOO NO ONE GAF — IN FACT NICO LITERALLY JUSTIFIED DOING THAT EVEN.#they could’ve like. arrested octavian.??? punched him in the face during his lament and K.O.’ing him#and they drag his unconscious body away and go on w their lives. LIKE WTF#there’s MORE RATIONAL ENDINGS TO THIS#have i mentioned octavian this guy i think he is FRESHLY turned eighteen. so maybe a senior in highschool with some issues in his noggin#(this is assuming rick even like. thought of anything of that and just needed a quick way to Wheee octavian out of the way cuz he didn’t#intend for him to be anything but a one dimensional bully that drives the B maybe C plot )#anyway#pjo hoo toa#nico di angelo#adjacent cause i’m talking him#will solace#also this reminds me they do a shitty job of bringing this back up in TSATS. don’t get me started on TSATS i’m sorry…..#octavian hoo#HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE A LAST NAME OH MY GOE#GOD#FUCKING HELL#he got the Celia (iykyk. fuck cc and hb) treatment#sorry i’ll shut up now#percy jackson
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It’s fine, it’s far funnier this way…
#I THINK COMING IN AT 2ND MAKES HIM MORE OF A PLMM#So fitting I’m dying 😂#disco elysium fanart#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#tumblr’s plmm contest
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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𝕳𝖆𝖗𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖍𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖘 𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖆𝖙. 𝕷𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖞, 𝕴 𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜 𝖎𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖘𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖔𝖜 '𝖈𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝕴 𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖈𝖔𝖕𝖊. 🥀
#I’ve been sick since last week#I think I’m dying#me#every-thing-is-copacetic#alternative#alternative girl#girls with piercings
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#date idea: i infiltrate shadow moses and we fight to the death#first date idea: i come over and defend you until my last dying breath#help me i can’t stop thinking about them#‘i remember that punch’ ‘i’m one of your fans’ like……. uhm excuse me?#what in the metal gay solid#i’m on my second play through and it’s not going to be the last. this happens every time i play a new game that i like#hrngh that ninja…#first date ideas#metal gear solid#mgs#metal gear#solid snake#gray fox#frank jaeger#metal gear series#snox#metalgear#metalgearsolid#mgs 1#mgs1#metal gear solid 1#shadow moses#cyborg ninja#mgs david#mgs memes#metal gear memes#meme#shitpost#shit posting#shitpost meme
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i need to laugh into someones shoulder or chest,, i need to feel their nails scribbling and swirling at every spot they can reach,,, i need to cackle until it starts to sound frantic and desperate as they seek out my most sensitive areas and even then i don’t want them to stop,,,,, i need them to tease me about it the entire time with their voice crooning incessantly into my ear until i can’t stand it,, i need to be tickled
#i think i’m dying#i need to laugh myself hoarse i mean whattt who said that#alia rambles#alia is lee trash#sfw interaction only#sfw tickling community#tk community#tickle thoughts
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