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lemonynuggets · 26 days ago

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would you still love me if I was professionally diagnosed

#lemon man talks #The urge to apologize a million times to everyone #Bc I feel like an awful person for not replying and posting abt how im depressed on tumblr #But physically I can barely stand up right now and mentally I’m at an insane low and I just #Feel so bad for being like this I don’t wanna make anyone worried I don’t wanna bring people down when I say anything #I’m so sorry maybe I’ll stay off tumblr for a bit so I won’t post anything anymore and people won’t hate me #Or whatever #go my undiagnosed disorders

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sualne · 5 months ago

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your body isn't your own

#monkey d luffy #koby one piece #eustass kid #killer one piece #described in alt text #my art #my comic #secret modern au #art is concept ect #here i wanted to see how much i could implied with as little dialogue as possible. worked best in the first comic tbh #luffy is intersex in this AU now! (and a cis man) it's smth i had considered multiple time but never settled on until now because #i wasn't sure what to do with it but with how the plot evolved it makes a lot of sense and fixes some parts.#it's funny! he was meant to have some undiagnosed vague hormone disorder but i decided it's likely pms/pmdd (and maybe smth else #he's got a lot going on) and you kind need an uterus for that sooo.#genderwise he went through various flavors of gnc cis guy to genderqueer to ??? but now i'm thinking cis guy is best.#* VICE admiral btw. this what happen when you write comic past midnight

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codecicle · 3 months ago

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i came here from your boyfriendgirlfriend’s blog. read your whole intro post. What The Fuck Is Your Problem. there is something genuinely wrong with you and i’m glad we’ve never crossed paths before. (compliment) idk how to phrase this bc it very much sounds like anon hate but like. WHAT. keep doing you, man. read your intro post, none of the others. i will be exiting your blog IMMEDIATELY after this. jesus christ. keep it up bro 🫡

only the strongest will survive. one down, many more to go

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#HELLO? HEELLOOO #HEEELLP????????#im undiagnosed and unmedicated and have Regular episodes. if that helps explain anything #autism and no support for several mental disorders leads to being a tumblr user LMAAOO #this was the first thing i read when waking up in the morning PERFECT start to my day thank you for the compliments ^_^#you're going in the pinned

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melodymorningdew · 8 months ago

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I love being told that the help I'm given means I owe something to the person who helped me 🙃 Like don't help me, then.

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tumble-tv · 9 months ago

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i want to scrub all of my joints with steel wool and replace my cartilage with hot glue in hopes that maybe that will ease my pain for once in my life

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serenedash · 1 year ago

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Yeah no I'm fine why (<- guy who is always 2 seconds away from exploding into a million pieces because of Kingdom Hearts Union Cross)

#when people keep telling me they dont understand kh and khux specifically and Im like. please. please. please.#I can be trusted with kh lore I prommy #I keep offering to explain khux to people who tell me they dont get it but they never tell me they want to hear it so I just dont :[#(guy with undiagnosed problems disorder) please let me explain video games Im a normal guy #one time my sister wanted to distract me on the phone so she purposefully made me explain loz to her for over an hour #my friends were begging me to hang up but there was no stopping me #one time I gave an interview for someones graduate paper and I ended up going om about khux for like 2 hours #pov Im locked in a small room screaming about luxu while being studied like a lab rat #im rambling #khux

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bruhstation · 1 year ago

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checking out theodore tugboat right now and all I can say is that foduck would really benefit from reading the dsm v

#zin.txt #my beautiful princess with various personality disorders. please talk to me.#I don't think I'm joking like atp he's DEFINITELY an undiagnosed autism and ocd haver. maybe bpd too.... many such cases #which is why he's always like ''I don't know why I feel like this''or ''I'm so sorry I don't know why I did that''#him get upset over his coworkers stopping in the middle of work #going back and forth between valuing himself and feeling incredibly lesser than his peers because he is told to guard the docks #and cannot go out to the ocean #thus making his V title ''not worth anything'' according to him #''Im so important and nobody will get their job done without me''#[5 minutes later]#''I am not a part of the team because I cannot go out to the ocean and my Vigilant title has no meaning''#also the way he views his friends always changes like #one minute he's doting on them and cheering them on #next minute he's angry and agitated and dislikes them #next minute he's alll sorry and worried and anxious. curious indeed #living rent free inside my head and his neighbors are gordon and boomer

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yeah-w-r-i-t-e · 1 month ago

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youre lucky i have to deal with all these disorders. you could not handle me at my full power

#let's play list all my undiagnosed problems go #adhd #autism #ocd #auditory processing disorder #face blindness #(quite possibly)#anxiety #neurodivergent #ADHD #neurodiversity

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softplacetorest · 7 months ago

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teenagers these days are holding themselves and their peers to the same standards as adult celebrities with PR teams. they're not letting each other be teens and make mistakes and i'm not joking.

#i dont even know what to tag this #but listening to a modern teenager talk is fucking terrifying #they are going to have to unlearn so much shame and self pathology i am calling it now #my heart especially goes out to the teens going through traumatic home lives or struggling with undiagnosed personality disorders #you guys are getting literally zero grace and i dont think it is going to be very helpful in recovery

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lemonofthevalley · 7 months ago

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For the head canon ask game: 🎭 for Terry Jr? And maybe a 🦾 for any character you like

hi icyy ^_^ for u. this post will be terrick.

🎭: a headcanon about what they lie about

this is somewhat well known of a hc for tj anyway but lying about having taken his meds/seen his therapist recently ! me and my friend also hc tj to have had an eating disorder from teen-adult ages on and off until he met veronica and scary so he would lie about having eaten or having relapsed 👍

🦾: a disability headcanon

nickyyyy . obviously theres the canonical one arm thing but also he has shitty joints (bones. not weed) like they r too tight and are very painful a lot. also the half demon thing makes him run at high temperatures so he kinda always has a fever

#asks #ask game #eating disorder mention #<- i dont go fully in depth but just 2 be safe #dndads #my disability hcs are pretty vague bc i kinda just steal symptoms from me and my friends who are undiagnosed w anything DSJKHDKJ #still love disability hcs forever n ever

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i-love-love · 2 months ago

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I would love to get just. The most comprehensive medical work up of all time. Run every test it’s possible to run on every conceivable part/system/function of the human body. Full psych battery. I want to know e v e r y t h i n g going on in here. I wanna know which of these things are related. Wanna find out what secrets my meatsack is hiding. I just think it would be so cool to have a 100% complete picture of how my own body works yknow

#is this a common desire #idk my whole family has weird medical stuff #and even beyond the medical disorders there’s a whole lot of ‘huh that’s odd’#I just found from a doctor that losing all hand strength when laughing/upon waking is considered a Serious Problem!#I also just found out that my eyes’ inability to track smoothly in a horizontal line can be a neurological sign of childhood schizophrenia!#now. I do not have schizophrenia (to my knowledge lol). I do not have narcolepsy (which is what the hand thing sometimes indicates). however #I’m so curious what else could be going on in this here skinbag #I know ‘whole body testing’ is sometimes an a la carte medical option for the rich (which most doctors don’t even recommend because #false positives and benign tumors and stuff are scary)#but those are not comprehensive like I’m talking about. that’s a full blood panel and MRI and such.#I want them testing for niche genetic disorders only known about by 2 scientists in a Lithuanian lab. I want to be tested for ALL diseases #I want to know all the psychological stuff especially!! I don’t even know what’s weird at this point!!#and it’s solely for my own curiosity too like. it’s not because I want them to find a heretofore undiagnosable problem #I just crave total knowledge of the self #anyway #guess who just remembered to finally book an overdue optometry appointment once I move #words of grace

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the-fabled-disabled · 2 years ago

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honestly, I’ll trust another cripple over a doctor 8/10 times.

like doctor>abled cripple>doctor most times.

and like logically I know that there are doctors out there that are good and know what they’re doing but my doctors have only given me medical neglect, sexism, and misinformation.

and it’s given me a mindset where I’m basically like, I need you but I can’t trust fuck all you say or do because you don’t have my back. you don’t care enough about me to actually help me so I have to find people that will. and the people that will are other disabled people.

I’ll ask them for help if I can, because I want to know what’s wrong with me, I need to know. But I can’t rely on them.

#parker talks #parker’s super cool chronic pain #chronic pain #chronically ill #hypermobility #hypermobility spectrum disorder #hypermobile ehlers danlos #actually disabled #undiagnosed chronic illness #disabled #ehlers danlos syndrome #(suspected this is where the medical neglect comes in my doctor was just like HSD go running and didn’t look any further)#spoonie

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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years ago

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I'm starting to feel like bpd is actually just what happens when there's an overlap between adhd, ptsd, and depression- which I think is much more common than physciatrists think

I have a lot of theories but also like I need to do way more research on this before assuming things because I know this is already a greatly stigmatized disorder and I don't want to erase anyone's experiences or make it worse.

#i have adhd ptsd and depression myself #and im not sure if physciatrists are misunderstanding (ima be honest ive lost a lot of my faith in them for stuff like this) again #or if its just a coincidental overlap in the presentation of the conditions #it would honestly make a lot of sense to me though #a lot of physciatrists and therapists agree that bpd is a trauma disorder #it almost feels like what happens if you recieve the trauma that would cause DID (i have DID as well) but #but either at an older age or without the necessary capacity for dissociation required #the reason i say adhd is because the link between adhd and depression seems heavily overlooked #not to mention the effects of adhd in adulthood #given that bpd is a trauma disorder im guessing a lot of people with the condition were neglected by their parents to some degree #not necessarily all but enough that adhd symptoms in childhood would go undiagnosed #and once youre an adult its much harder to get a diagnosis #youre more likely to be diagnosed with things like depression and bipolar disorder #because its gone on so long that its sort of metastasized into more har.#*more harmful conditions #i could be totally wrong about the adhd thing #i just think that its unacceptable how ineffective the treatments are for it #feel free to tell me about your experiences with the condition if you have bpd #that includes self diagnosed people too btw. anyone with bpd #i know a lot of people who suffer needlessly because doctors are incompetent so im just really passionate about this

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biteybeast · 3 months ago

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#vent #feeling very mentally unsound lately and i dont know what to do or where to get help #i could be plural but my visualization capabilities are too badly damaged from childhood shit to register anything more than something in my #head that isnt me and it scares me #what if im not plural tho. what if its just my brain not knowing how to think. what if its one of however many other undiagnosed disorders i #may have? what do i do??? i feel like i'm losing it and i don't know anyone who can tell me whats going on because therapy isnt gonna cover #this stuff... if anyone can help please dm me or something im going through it

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fluffykitteninabox · 1 year ago

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me at 15 reading about ocd on the internet: oh that sounds like a nightmare I don't think I could live like that, so glad I definitely don't have it

me getting diagnosed 7 years later:

#in my defence it feels nothing like the stereotypes portrayed on tv #like I had a school friend who was obsessed with the show monk #I've never actually seen it so idk if it does a good job portraying it or not but I know monk is the very stereotypical ocd character #and that friend would go on and on about the show and how relatable it felt to her #not sure if she also had undiagnosed ocd but she only used a certain type of pen #and would refuse to use any other to write #she even got me into it I bought them and we would share #they were nice pens #and she also had this little ritual where if you touched her neck you had to close your fingers #in a way that mimics that stereotype for Italian hand gestures #and then you had to huff on them #she literally would not let you do anything else after you touched her neck unless you finished that little ritual #and I never thought I had anything like that so that meant I didn't have ocd right?#but yeah now that I'm saying it it seems stupid #like just because I'm not a “neat person” and don't obsess over cleaning doesn't mean anything #I say I don't obsess over cleaning and then I proceed to disinfect everything I bring from outside into the house with rubbing alcohol #but that only happened after the pandemic so I'm often thinking if it really counts #do I really have ocd or am I just traumatised from the pandemic?#like if I know the when and how I started a specific behaviour then is it really part of a mental disorder?#I know the logic behind it so it's not really a problem #right?#can I tag this as ocd? am I allowed?#fuck it!#ocd #I'm sure people who know more about this than me can explain if it counts or not #maybe it doesn't #maybe it's just germophobia?#but then what would all the other stuff be?#checking to see if your relatives are still breathing in their sleep in the middle of the night isn't germophobia #but I know the cause of this too it's from losing my uncle does that mean it also doesn't count? is it considered traumatic? idk

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nomaishuttle · 1 year ago

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ohhh fml i was like maybe i cn stya up a bit late after all its weekend tomorrow. no it fucking isnt today was thursday i have work tmrw everything is evil always

#gonna get ready 4 bed ig.. i wanna try n wake up at ermm 545 bc ive been sleeping in far too much and ive barely been brushing my teeth in #the mornings ive mostly just been doing mouthwash #aughhh idk why my body is being so dire today my thighs r doing the incredibly weak and fatigued thing again. i feel like that tweet thats #like im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idc abt that rn but its i probably have some undiagnosed physical disorders but i live in a #garage so idc abt that rn #idk. its been going on for a couple years but its been getting worse to the point i can barely move my legs when it happens #that and then my limbs have been falling asleep very quickly even when theres nothing thyat would like. im not laying on them or anything #ill just be walking or something arms at my sides and one or both will get rly bad pins and needles #and it rly sucks and is weird. but again i live in a fucking garage so it is fr the least of my worries #like rn at my computer typing my arm isnt resting on anything or having any pressure put on it and my hand is falling asleep. UGH #it has been happening a ton with my hands i get this weirxd sensation in my wrist/palm zone that like. idk #its weird and i should prolly get it checked out but i dont have a dr rn and like. worst case scenario i chop my arms off and either surviv #and have a good story or i die and dont have to go to work anymore. so

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