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I actually do think I'm better than you because I'm trans, autistic and traumatized & I'm tired of acting like that's so wrong when I've been ostracized for those qualities my entire life

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I'm against infighting but cis white gay men should be humbled and talked over at almost every opportunity btw.

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I've missed drawing my dear husband Stanley, so here's some screenshots redraws of him

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my highschool friends wouldn't even recognize me anymore, ive gotten so good at smoking without coughing and living like i dont realize im not dead yet

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another day another slay *crumbles into dust and gets so engrossed in my interests I forget I'm a person because they're the only thing keeping me alive and distracted from the constant urge to abandon my life and disappear like a petal on the wind.*

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”okay but are you normal about-“ no. I’m an insane pervert.

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the chronic loneliness once again has me in it's clutches and I need to see my friends badly. unfortunately they do not love me as desperately as I love them and so I will lay down and whine like a sad dog at the door

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sometimes a little treat can be one cigarette and an enrichment activity can be grinding your teeth

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YEA

Rip stanley you would have loved Avon

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if you're neurodivergent or disabled or struggling with a personality/mood disorder and you can't work because things are hard and the world is overwhelming i know that's rough but you're not committing any moral failure. just, by the way. you're not a bad person for that.

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:] !!!!

the joy of realizing someone is a similar type of freak as you

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"people with X disorder are violent and manipulative and they lack empathy and will hurt you and like it."

damn, what if I kinda didn't care and treated them with empathy and respect because that's how I treat everyone.

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exactly/silly /lh

The problem w writing fiction is that you'll be like tee-hee I'm going to write a story about a fucked up little scenario that's got nothing to do with anything in real life, just some pure messed up nonsense, and then you finish it and take a step back and go aw rats I made a metaphor again

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people talk about being trans in the south as some brave accomplishment. I don't feel brave. I just make my tea and go to work and get mad about my rent raising like everyone else

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WE NEED LIKE AN I SAW THE TV GLOW FOR TRANSMASCS. HELLO IS THIS THING ON. WE NEED A TRANSMASC MOVIE PLEASE

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It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.