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fluffy alphabet with hector fort please
Héctor Fort – A to Z, Fluff alphabet .ᐟ
a.n: tried something different on today's coverr hihi!!
warnings: roof wrecking fluff!!
A = Admiration (what do they absolutely adore about you?)
he admirers your intelligence! he's so found of your random fun facts on such different subjects. he loves to learn things from you!!
B = Body (what is their favorite part of your body?)
he ABSOLUTELY loves your face!! he keeps pinching your cheeks while he's resting his arm around you, sometimes he doesn't even realize he's doing it.
C = Cuddling (how do they like to cuddle?)
he enjoys being the little spoon now and then, but prefers you being it, since he know you get cold more easily, so he keeps you warm!!
D = Dates (what does their ideal date with you look like?)
definitely a fan of simple dates, just to remind the beginning of the relationship!! but on especial dates, he likes to go fancy.
E = Emotions (how do they express emotion around you?)
héctor at first would keep some secrets about how he felt about certain things, mostly about being insecure, but now, he definitely he's learning on how vocalize his feelings.
F = Family (do they want one? If they do, when?)
maybe he's more ready than you, but if you don't want kids, he won't insist on the subject anymore!! but if you do, he can give you ten names he saved for boy, and at least six for girls.
G = Gifts (how do they feel about gift giving? What are their habits when it comes to this?)
he's always so shy to give you gifts. pandora necklaces, rings even little handwriting letters, he just leaves them for you to find.
H = Holding Hands (when/how do they like to hold hands?)
can only go out holding hands!! but also enjoys putting his hands on the back pockets of your jeans and walking around when your hands are busy.
I = Injury (how would they act if you got hurt?)
he doesn't let you do anything!! twisted your wrist? doesn't even let you up the stairs alone. your stomach hurts? he's walking all the day down the street to buy you medicine.
J = Jokes (do they like to joke around with or prank you? how?)
loveees to tease and annoy you!! when he's with yamal, they just make fun of everything you say. god forgive you stutter or pronounce something wrong.
K = Kisses (how do they like to kiss you?)
he's a very passionate kisser. when things get more intimate, he's a fast and yearning kisser, he's showing dominance. if the moment is sweet, he's enjoying slowly a romantic kiss.
L = Love (how do they show you they love you?)
quality time and gift giving!! he likes to spend time with you just doing anything, at all, but also loves to give you nice things. the purse with the hello kitty plushie you saw on pre-sale? he's buying one of each color.
M = Memory (favorite memory together?)
the day he proposed to you. the sunset in the perfect yellow and pink sky, with the beach only for the two of you. the sound of the waves were so relaxing and you looked so good under the golden hour. he dreams every night with this day.
N = Nightmare (what is their worst fear?)
his worst nightmare is breaking your trust. he doesn't let gap open for you to distrust him!! girls on his dms sending nasty things? he's deleting. weird comments on his ig? he's blocking.
O = Oddity (what is one quirk they have?)
he can, and he will, just randomly pick you up out of nowhere and do things around the house with you on his shoulders.
P = Pet Names (what do they like to call you?)
you're his 'princesa'. nothing more or nothing less!! sometimes, he'll tell people you're his fiancee.
“mi prometida and yo..”
Q = Quality Time (how do they like to spend time with you?)
he enjoys time with you by you just being there!! the movie you went to see sucked? at least you had a good laugh. the rain ruined the picnic? he made both of you catch a cold by dancing in the rain.
R = Rhythm (what song reminds you of them?)
he's not the romantic music' type of guy, but sometimes he'll dedicate some loves songs in english.
S = Secrets (how open are they with you?)
at first he would communicate much about his feelings, but now, he's learning how to vocalize them more and even let's himself shed some tears about his emotions.
T = Time (how long did it take you to get together?)
you knew eachother from a friend in common. you never gave too much importance of him at first, but he was the one to make the first move to ask you out!!
U = Upset (how do they act when you’re upset?)
he tries to hide as much as possible!! but, he know you know him, and it's impossible to keep with the nonchalant attitude all day, so eventually, he just goes back to normal!! you just need to give him some space.
V = Vaunt (what are they proud of? Do they like to show you off?)
you're with him everywhere he goes, even if you're not there!! initial tattooed on his ring finger, chain with your initial, lockscreen is a photo of you, polaroid in the phone case. you're his watermark.
W = Warrior (how do they feel about you fighting? Would they fight for you?)
he's ready to throw punches. not like he needs to beat someone up for them to be scared, cause you already got your scary dog privilege.
X = X-Ray (how well are they able to read you?)
he always confused at first, like one day you just woke up in the wrong side of bed and decided to be mad at him all day, but during the day, he puts you on his arms and asks you to tell him your worries.
Y = Yes (how would they propose to you?)
the prettiest night time you've ever seen. full moon shining it's brightest, the wind blowing just right in the balcony of the restaurant he took you. you looked the prettiest that night, even if you refused his propose, he wouldn't mid it. but you didn't, so it turned into his perfect day.
Z = Zen (what makes them feel calm?)
when you caresses his tattoo. your nail making him shiver while it goes all the way on his arm, tracing the ink on his skin.
what do you guys think im going to uni for?? 🤭 trynna see what people think of meee
taking requests!!! bye bye, hope you liked it 💋
#pedricos!#hector fort#hector fort x reader#hector fort x you#hector fort x y/n#hector fort headcanons#boyfriend headcanons#fc barcelona#barcelona boys#barcelona x reader#fluff a to z#a to z challenge
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feeling a bit emo about malstarion today because god they're both so messed up in so many places and are both capable of being absolutely awful and yet...
because of all their experiences throughout the game, the people they encounter and become close with, and because of each other, they find bits and pieces of kindness in them. especially when it comes to each other.
and sure, it's not some magical cure-all to make them into these heroic goodie two-shoes, but at least they're both a little less awful. sometimes. and some days that's enough.
#the bg3 adventures#baldur's gate 3#astarion x tav#oc: maleane#maleane/astarion#listen i am the number one bitch for tragic stories and whatnot#but.. i have such a weak spot for narratives of hope#and healing because that shit ain't linear#and GOD do they mess up a lot and slip back to their old vices at times#but is it bad to look at the past full of misery and think that people can change and become better?#even just a wee bit than before? nah i don't think so#like esp when you're so used to manipulating using and hurting others and then in comes another person#and you're like 'shit i don't want to see them hurt'#that's just CHEF'S KISS like you absolute clown now you done goofed you absolutely fucked up#get wrecked by feelings and emotions and love#serves you right
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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au
turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else
now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident
also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out
#turbo#turbotastic#fix it felix jr#80s boyfriends#hammertastic#headcanon about them exchanging their trophies isn't mine but i loved it A LOT#and “darling” is turbo making fun of how felix was calling him in 80s#this hc about “doll” and “darling” pet names also is not mine but i adore it#turbo here is a complete freak who just stays around felix most of the time even when felix has moments with calhoun#and felix is an ass who keeps secrets from everyone bc he doesn't want his dirt to come out#he's ashamed of his previous relationship with turbo and doesn't want anyone to know any details#and calhoun to just know about it#this just gets worse and worse#they also didn't actually break up and were still technically dating when turbo went gamejumping#and he's mad af at felix because he's the reason ppl in the acrade made a boogeyman out of turbo and he couldn't come back#like imagine your bf says to you what you are better than others think of you#and then behind your (presumably dead) back tells everyone that you're just an egocentric maniac#i believe turbo has other reasons why he gamejumped (besides jealousy which took place but wasn't the most important reason)#and felix is an unreliable narrator#so yeah turbo HATES his ass#(but still would-) no im not making it suggestive#anyway i hc that turbo had put A LOT of emotions in this relationship even tho he's bad at this#he tried his best with felix but they were just making each other worse#and turbo while feeling betrayed never really moved on (yes even after 25 years he's PATHETIC)#and felix is just full of regret about everything but he won't admit his mistakes in his relationship with turbo#bc “well he turned out to be a bad person so that automatically makes me in the right about everything”#but felix had made a lot of bad decisions while dating turbo and was just classically ignorant about a ton of things#sorry about this random ass essay in tags i'm done for now#wreck it ralph#wir
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"Bridget you're a widow--"
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#ill still be seated. i have to! bridget jones diary was one of my 1st favorite movies as a kid. it has a spot in my heart but no Darcy??#its a lil upsetting. they were fated for each other. and yes i get it. she can fill tht spot in her heart with mindless sex. thts fun but :#what about beautiful and everlasting love? i have a feeling this movies going to turn me into an emotional wreck.#real life is diff than the movies. i totally think ppl r allowed to move on after the death of a spouse!! but yeah tht line was a gut punch#im having flashbacks of the first film and Mark in his christmas sweater and just falling madly in love with his character as a kid. owwww#bridget jones diary#BRIDGET JONES: MAD ABOUT THE BOY#peacock#SCREAMS
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love and ashes is so fucking good i can only listen to it once a month because of the way it puts my whole chest in a chokehold it's unreal
#I can't decide if i'm still annoyed that people said lucanis' romance was lacking#because at that point in the game i was ready to be disappointed. then that first part of act 3 happened#and emotions are HIGH and you're feeling lost and lucanis comes to see you and sounds like he's trying not to cry#(which i discover weeks later that is TRUE) and then he drops all those lines on you?? with love in his voice and his eyes??#he KNEELS (house dellamorte kneels for no one) telling you all this?? in a room with an unmissable feature that would very much be reminding#him of his year of torture? where he never thought he'd see anyone again? but now you're here after thinking he'd never see you again??#and that's all that matters and all he needs in that moment. and he was so afraid to want you and get close to you in case he lost you#mostly to himself. and then he's got you under him because he already lost you anyway? with spite shielding you both to keep you together?#because they both know you make him better despite the sorrow of being gone??#ALL THIS IS HAPPENING while this music is playing and perfectly conveying the intensity of that love??#wAAUGHouOOUGHHAA it hurts so GOOD#anyway all this is to say i was a wreck when i had that scene and people that say it's lacking are WRONG yet i'm glad i had that whiplash#oh and when i say once a month i have it on repeat for like an hour once i do and just absord#[insert meme of woman laying against pool with her arm draping into the water]#dragon age veilguard#soundtrack#ost
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i need to explore my paldea exchange students au more bc it's basically juliana's " you're dating my lil brother now so i guess i gotta learn to get along with you " arc with kieran. she's definitely dragging his ass to hassel's classroom and making him join the art club.
#jules has the worst first impression of kieran imaginable#for a while he's just '' the kid who made flori an emotional wreck for months '' to her#her impression of them changed slightly after the underdepths but she definitely was bitter about >>>#florian getting himself severely injured for kieran's sake#i also think everything that happened between florian and bede affected how she viewed kieran#her impression of him improves during and after mochi mayhem but i feel like she'd still be wary#so it's friendship arc time ( and so helping kieran finding his love for art )#also i desperately need kieran to meet hassel he needs some supportive and attentive adults in his life#hc : (pkmn) mjverse#au : naranja exchange#mj.txt
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putting To Be an Undertaker on blast by looping the episode end bit for 1 hour manually
#i know theres an official cleaner cover but nothing matches the episode song#you can hear his nervous wreck improvised cords in the singing and playing and that makes it even nicer to listen to somehow#when he goes 'TIIMMEEE' and the mandolin speeds up?? art#not equipped for rambling#rudyard funn#wooden overcoats#oh and how can i forgot georgie showing absolute indignation at rudyard being laughed at and starting an entire brawl#i love her#its so abundantly clear he put it together in 2 minutes with just as many hours of sleep and i love him dearly for it#THE 'im surrounndeedd by corpses' is actually kinda melodic and serene sounding im lowkey obssessed#the way my face lit up when i realised he was going to SING#this podcast is incredible at making me beam and giggle like an idiot#THAT BIT WHERE GEORGIE PULLED THEM OUT OF THE SWAMP?? OUAHAUGGGG#rudyard is such a soggy guy i love him#this podcast enamoured me so. quickly.#ive binged 2 seasons in the span of 3 days#ALSO RUDYARD FAFFING WITH THE CORDS BEFORE HE STARTS SINGING AHRBEHTJSHTNS#the song is so oddly fitting for the whole podcast too? like i just know ill hear it in years time and be filled with a fond aching nostalgi#IM GETTING EMOTIONS HERE#the silence as he sings kinda serenely for a bit does it for me#it feels like an ending theme for the podcast#sobs so loudly#idc if it was just a comedic bit it was both funny and so so endearing i love this podcast#ALSO THE FACT THAT THATS PLAN B
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Sports have a way of making me nervous like nothing else on this planet
#been nervous tummying all morning#my beloved childhood football team have a chance to win the league today (final day of the season)#we need a win and we need city to either lose or draw - and we win the premier league#we haven’t won in 20 years and this is the closest we’ve realistically come in a hot minute and I just#I have lived basically my whole life loving and being disappointed by a team that just chokes when it matters most#and the thought that today we might actually do it and I might actually get to see this. and share it with my family#might cry lol and will almost definitely cry when and if we bottle it as we are so prone to do but there we go#sports hey! full of fun full of emotion. I will be a nervous wreck all afternoon so consider this your warning#arsenal fc#in hockey terms - it’s game seven of the scf and imagine the pens haven’t won since 2004. that’s what I’m feeling
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ive spent like 20 minutes trying to world this eloquently but i give up; im a big fan of linebeck just. not being capable of watching over kids not the person to be the guardian of a group of young people he struggles to take care of himself at times and has so much shit going on that it takes about one conversation with oshus for the old man to realize that this guy is. not doing great
#this was gonna be like. a jokey post at first juxtaposing oshus’ expectations vs reality with linebeck but im too emotionally drained#so real linebeck talk in the tags bc idk if ive actually talked much abt like. the specific as on why. iwrite and see him the way i do#likr. off the bat i put him at like 19 in ph and im too fucking tired and just. done rn to justify that like whatever kill me if you wish.#like. hes. been throught a lit hes been abused neglected used ignored hurt ridiculed violated deceived hes so fucking tired#hes worn down over the course of ph it causes him to finally like. express his anguish over what hes been theough its cathartic#hes getting pushed but talking to oshus and being around link loosens him up and he fucking. cries properly yknow#he cries about everything and the last bit of ph hes kind of an emotional wreck but hes finally letting himself feel all that shit#he cries he struggles to articulate himself he has a violent public meltdown as he becomes fed up with his reputation#and it all culminates in bellumbeck just. being a really raw examination of what hes been through and how he feels and what to do now#he hates people he has people he wants to kill people he wanted to kill but after bellumbeck its just. hes tired. hes processed everythjng#and then he needs the post ph crew and everyone they meet along the way to just. be a fucking support system for the first time ever#like post ph hes rhe captain he runs the ship he keeps everyone in line he can do that. but hes softer more vulnerable more self doubting#hes kinder and more hesitant but trying new things and being more openly passionate abt his interests#and he keeps working through his trauma he finds out what else it causes problems for and everyone. supports him#hes not capable of like. being any kind of parental figure to link in ph his perspective on like. how to handle kids is fucked#because his perspective on what a normal childhood should look like is kind of a mess#his perspective on relationships is murky on love on adventure on self expression but post ph hes just. free. tired but free#he manages to take naps the group helps him eat properly he learns his physical boundaries and actually does what he loves#idk. im just. man idk. its still measy but like. my version of linebeck is. i really hate the idea that its so out of character its not him#like. idfk what to even say abt that. idfk what ‘in character’ looks like when you hc a character to be masking in canon#when you hc them to be lying and covering things up and just. subdued bc theyre working on stuff#that they lie and exaggerate their own traits on purpose but let the truth through some cracks like what rhe fuck then#i hate it bc i dont see anyone else think of linebeck anything like this so im scared im fucking wrong somehow#im tired. i recently learned that one of my cats has been burrowing under and chilling under a blanket we cover a couch with#its very cute
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voice acting is such an underrated form of art like I know a lot of people focus on like the big names like Strong, DeLisle, Kenny, just to name a few because they have "range" but thinking about the actual WORK that goes into it?? Incredible.
#I'm gonna talk a lot in the tags as per usual but this time it's important#I say range in quotes because even though they're big name people I feel like at the end of the day they're putting on the same voice#in different pitches#but I might be biased because Strong and DeLisle rub me the wrong way now and in a way it kinda hurts so of course I'm gonna feel strongly#but I'm watching wreck it ralph again and I just wanna say holy SHIT#the emotion in the way they read these lines is INCREDIBLE#and I feel like that's so overlooked#thinking about it you're still ACTING and in a way I feel like it's a different form of difficult#because you're not like in a live action movie where you can physically interact with your cast and get the same effect#like running I assume in a live action movie you would probably be running to get that vocal panting#but unless they send their people on runs before they do their lines#it's just incredible#also I don't want to discredit the big names they are PLENTY talented#like Tom Kenny I *love* him#I just want to appreciate more than just range in pitch
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ok i’m abt to go to bed i promise but i do need one more little tag ramble
#marzi speaks#goodnight tumblr#OK. so i took a shower before bed tonight. as ya do#and bc i’ve been reading go fanfic and getting emotional all day#i decided i’d play my love song playlist as bg music#i’m hanging out. washing my hair etc#suddenly. she’s an angel by they might be giants#i go from casual brain association hanging out to Emotional Wreck almost immediately#it’s such a sweet song. it’s so sappy. it’s so perfect for them#song ends. i’m like ok ok. that was sweet but it’s new song time#what comes on? LOVEFOOL. BY. THE FUCKING. CARDIGANS#the way my voice nearly BROKE as i (quietly bc it was late) sang ‘what i could have done in another way to make you stay’#it was insane. the control i had to not start crying#scary part is that playlist has linger from the cranberries on it. thank fucking GOD it didn’t triple kill me#it already got that 1-2 punch. it easily coulda taken me out#but it didn’t. it moved on to something else#but oh my GODDDD the rush of emotion was insane#dude hyperfixation feelings plus hormonal clock feelings are fucking crazyyyyy#i go from ‘i love my friends so muchhhhhhh’ to ‘they love each other so muchhhhhh’ to ‘THEY’RE STUPID TO EACH OTHER SO MUCHHHHHHHH’#it is funny tho. can’t complain abt that#still tho i like. felt my heart pang in my chest as that music hit me. i physically felt my heartstrings get tugged
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I LOVE YOU LUP ADVENTUREZONE
#my posts#taz#hi guys. I've been reading the comics finally which is why I'm tazposting so much#im still on rockport since i haven't had a chance to go to the library again#SPOILERS AHEAD BTW#but when.taako grabbed the umvra staff. i did feel an emotion#rockport is my favourite arc just to listen to on standalone (because i love murder mysteries#and the gags are on point) but I'm excited to get my shit wrecked in the later books#STOLEN CEBTURY IS COMING OUT SOON RIGHT. FUCK THAT MIGHT ACTUALLY BE MY FAVOURITE ARC#AAAAGGHGHGHGFGHHGH
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I should've told you about...
“Yeah, you probably should have,” they say. “We could’ve helped you. We know you like we know ourselves.”
I didn’t want to burden you with it.
“Burden? When are you ever a burden, rancher? You use that word a lot. Love isn’t a burden.”
You loved me.
“Always.”
What do you mean, always?
“Even if we didn’t know it yet, we loved you. We loved each other, all of us. One soul. One heart. Across time. Isn’t that something? A thousand years in the future, there’s someone that remembers you when they dig their hands in the earth and hum while they do it. A thousand years in the past, there’s someone that does a double-take in a market because they thought they heard your voice. It’s just a bunch of little souvenir forevers, isn’t it.”
your soul in blatchery plain | tundra vow | "wanna know a secret?" | goodbyes on star-grass | garden of heroes | the lusher the cradle, the lusher the grave
and still, the cradle blossoms: a fic about falling in love but make it familial and heartbreaking, but worth it to have loved and lost than not loved at all
fic link | playlist link
#linked universe#fanfic#xi replies#the twilit wolf#father time#the champion of the wilds#the warrior captain#congrats OP on writing the first fanfic to make me ugly sob in almost 2 years#I am wrecked#i've used up so many tissues#this fic is a bona fide masterpiece; one that stays with you long after you finish it#that even when you can't recall exact lines you always remember how it made you feel#and there are so many good lines to be sure both dialogue and prose#but the emotions are what carry it#this coming from someone who has never played a LoZ game in her life or read any of the mangas#I'm familiar enough with the lore to get the jist but I'm not what you'd call a fan or anything#regardless i'm still a puddle on the floor after reading this#something something choosing to open yourself up to others in the face of inevitable heartbreak and carrying that love with you forever#something something transcending the very fabric of space and time to find Your People - the ones who complete you#something something ''i love you and have always loved you even when i never knew it#and through loving you i learned how to love myself because you hold my soul within you''#something something ''It is a greater act of worship for a saint to love someone this deeply than it is for them to pray'' something#*blasts Peter Hollins' cover of ''The Last Goodbye and yeets another tissue in the garbage bin*#anyway good fic and good art OP yum i'm eating it it's delicious and it hurts but in the best way possible#the pic of Twilight hugging the statue of Time did me irreparable psychic damage thanks for that :)
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#september has been the WORST month ever it's so funny#specifically for love i guess#break ups and like 5 rejected confessions in my friend circle 😭😭#and everyone around me is wrecked#including me#and these fucking assignments 😭#tiny but not so tiny friend problems#time will heal time will heal time will heal#it'll get better ✌🏼#but like fuck EVERYONE#wanna fkin disappear for good#i hate everything sm#anger is such a terrible emotion i hate feeling this 😬😬😬
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pornstar!choso has a curated look that throws off a lot of his costars. strong build, straight-set face, hands made to choke and tear… most of those he film with don’t expect to be doted on the entire time.
people joke that pornstar!choso falls a little bit in love with every costar he fucks or gets fucked by. that glossy look that always pulls at his face by the time a scene ends, how his lip trembles with a need to be kissed raw when he cums. he says it's just the bliss of his orgasm—that he gets emotional in the moment, but it doesn't mean anything. well, until he meets you.
pornstar!choso who looks you up before his shoot because your name sounded vaguely familiar when it left his agents lips. he could have sworn you'd fucked before, because when he rolls the syllables of your name on his tongue they're nostalgic and taste like the sweat and laboured breaths of a long night between satin sheets. had you shot a scene together before? or had it been a one night stand?
pornstar!choso who realises that no, he hadn't slept with you before. but the familiarity of your name isn't a coincidence—he's fucked his fist to your videos more times than he can count. your name hits him like lightning, he had typed it into his search bar late in the night, cock hard and in need of instant relief. it's almost scary how well he knows you, what sounds you make when you get close to cumming, how you often arch your back and try to run from the overwhelming pleasure, how your eyebrows knit together when you're feeling so good it almost hurts.
pornstar!choso who realises with a now-red face that you probably don't have a clue who he is, and yet he's cum in time with you for months now. he's pretty sure he's drained his wallet at least twice on your cam shows... what if you recognise his name and piece it together with his username that he donates under? he debates cancelling the shoot, faking covid to get some time at home to hate himself endlessly.
but pornstar!choso realises that this is his chance to get to know how you really feel. he's imagined it so many times, as he fucked fake pussies or his closed fist using spit or his own cum as lube. you'd be warmer, undoubtedly tighter... so much prettier. and he wants to know more: would you prefer to take control and turn him into the toys he so often pretends are you? would you lay back all pretty and let him ruin you on his cock? how deep could you take him he knows he's big but you seem so eager, would you take him to the base with ease or would he have to force it in? bully your pretty pussy until it stretches to his shape?
pornstar!choso who hates the fact that your first, and possibly only, time together would be in front of a production crew and under the unsympathetic lights of a porn set. but he'd fuck on a stage in front of thousands if it means a taste of you.
pornstar!choso who makes it to the shoot before you do, comes ten minutes early to settle his anxieties and get a feel for the scene ahead. the director tells him its a simple shoot, that choso is meant to let you ride him for a while until you pull off and suck his cock for a nice close-up facial shot. the way the director speaks so clinically about sex with you makes choso grimace, he feels pathetic for feeling like this. like he'll be a changed man after feeling you around his cock, which is already painfully hard.
pornstar!choso who hates himself for stumbling over his words when he meets you. he wishes he had never looked you up, though he doesn't doubt seeing your pretty face like this would have wrecked his confidence regardless. you're kind, greet him with a shy smile as if he isn't about to slip balls deep inside of you.
pornstar!choso who, once he has you sitting on top of him on that bed—cameras pointed dutifully as you start to play your role and hike your skirt up so you can sink down on his cock—he can't handle the thought of fucking you like it's nothing, like it's not been the crux of his fantasies in the dark hours at night.
pornstar!choso who, probably to the detriment of his career, pushes you backwards onto the bed and connects his lips to yours in a kiss that surpasses every single fantasy he's had in his mind. you taste good, and he wants more. he speaks against your lips, asks whines a question that makes your stomach coil. 'can i eat you out first? please?'
pornstar!choso who is chided by the production team as he gets his head under your skirt and laps at your pussy in the most desperate act of need he thinks he's ever displayed. those that claim he falls in love with each shoot would be wholly correct in this case: he is in love with the taste of you, with the way your legs trap him in and ask for more. he could eat you for hours, run his tongue from your clit to dip it inside of you in reverence of the goddess he believes you to be. and you laugh at the absurdity of his hunger, at the courage it takes to run off script, and the pure need in which he eats you out.
pornstar!choso who only stops once the director threatens to cut the scene entirely. his cock hurts with how hard it is though, and he thinks the redirection of blood has made him lightheaded, because when he's made to sit back and let you sink down onto his length he swears he meets god.
pornstar!choso who can't help his whines as you ride him, an addiction already laying down roots in his brain. he has to try and think of anything less godly than you to hold on to his orgasm though, because the combination of your body and having subconsciously trained himself to associate you with climaxing is all too strong, and he's a hairs breadth away from cumming prematurely and ruining the scene.
pornstar!choso who realises as you continue, however, that your moans arent the same as he's heard them before, though the speakers of his phone. you're more breathy with him, your moans are less honeyed, more raw—as if coming from your chest rather than your throat. he wonders for a moment if he's not good enough, if you're having to fake your pleasure to save face for the cameras. but you're soaked, and even above the sounds of your shared pleasure he can still hear the squelch of his cock rutting in and out of you.
but before pornstar!choso can question himself further, your eyes are widening and you're latching a hand onto his throat as your pace increases. he can feel the way you tighten impossibly around him, the way your hips stutter and your pupils blow out with lust—you're cumming. and of course he remembers his instructions, to let you climb off of him and take his load over your face... but you're not climbing off of him.
pornstar!choso who understands the pointed look you manage to give him, that it's your turn to bypass the scene direction. you want to be greedy, to feel him finish inside of you, even through the confines of a condom. your moans arent fake, they're the first real ones you've let sound on a porn set—and choso is pulling them from your lungs like a choir's conductor.
pornstar!choso who can't last a minute longer, now with the way you lean in and coax him to climax with your voice, the soft praise that leaves your lips is an aphrodisiac and all too powerful. he sees stars when he cums, full blown galaxies too complex to imagine. call it an out-of-body experience or not, but choso is lost in his orgasm for long enough to warrant you bringing him back down with a soft kiss to his lips. he looks sinful: his hairs come loose, messy and stuck to his forehead. his eyes, though, are what's going to be the subject of a few screenshots taken by his fans: he looks totally infatuated.
pornstar!choso who, after taking a few minutes to settle himself after the shoot, watches as you walk over to him, a very pretty smile pulling at the corner of your lips before you lean down and peck his lips goodbye. he assumes it's the last he'll see of you, that there's no way he's worthy of every tasting you again. that night, he's scared to brush his teeth, to lose the way you linger on his tongue.
pornstar!choso who debates fucking his fist to the memory of you in bed that night. he thinks you've ruined masturbation for him, or sex in general: nothing could quite be the same. and as if its a sign from god that he's done enough good in his life to deserve some positive karma, his phone dings.
a photo of you, a pretty vibrator laid over your stomach. your laptop open in the background, his porn playing on the screen.
attached, a message that makes the poor boy cum in his pyjama bottoms. 'lets meet up again. i want to tie you up and film how stupid you get with a vibe strapped to your cock—a movie just for us, though. no audience.'
pt 2 in the works :p
#im sorry this is so much longer than i intended it to be#choso smut#choso x reader#pstarchoso#choso x you#choso kamo smut#choso kamo x reader#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen x you#choso kamo x you#jjk choso#choso kamo
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i love christian lee hutson so unbelievably much but his music makes me so suicidal ive fully had to stop listening to him
#i literally sob every time i hear one of his songs that isnt like. get the old band back together#i wrote rubberneckers to finish off that sentence and deleted it bc even rubberneckers makes me cry#it’s bc im getting better#before i started my current antidepressants he was one of my top artists#i would still listen to him every single day of my life if i could but im not mentally strong enough for that#like bffr if im breaking down to rubberneckers my ass is NOT going to make it through keep you down or god forbid age difference#i get so sad whenever i think about it bc i love him and his music and artistry more than i could ever comprehend#but i turn into a sobbing wreck whenever i listen to any of his songs and then feel existential for hours afterwards#so for the sake of my own mental wellbeing i try not to listen to him as much anymore#no other artist does this to me not even phoebe or conan#it’s a curse truly#christian lee hutson i love you#and i don’t want you to change even if it means i cannot listen to a single thing you sing#will just resign myself to occasional listening parties whenever something big and emotional happens in my life like tonight#the most underrated artist in existence#if clh has 0 fans then i am dead#christian lee hutson#tilda rambling
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