#genetic resting
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I guess I feel kinda chatty since I haven't many chances to post on here in a little while (besides just screencaps and reblogs.) I have a lot of thoughts but unfortunately not enough spoons to get them all written down asap. A lot of them are about Amber-- I've been rotating her and Thirteen as inverses in my brain. She is so under-appreciated. A lot of thoughts re: 'House' and its portrayal of disability and chronic illness, too. Something something this show has been so important to me while being sick/dealing with this chronic illness, and I love it even more now.
#slowly but surely seeing health improvements#just got set up with pt and ot and i think that will help a lot!!#and waiting on genetic test to come in the mail#also finally have a diagnosis for one of the underlying issues#so now hopefully the rest of the drs i see for all the shit the mold made 10x worse will take me more seriously#and hopefully i get to visit my fiancee soon omg#despite being very sick things are going pretty okay and i can definitely feel/be happy#and there's more new things and adjustments coming on the horizon#anya shush
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finished watching the first 3 episodes of Gen V. I was super hesitant at first because honestly I don't watch The Boys for the supes and I was worried that the whole show was just going to be "everyone is a terrible person and they're all doing terrible things to each other as a spectacle" but I am SO glad that it's not that.
I was especially expecting Cate to be a huge asshole to everyone and Marie to be edgy and standoffish to everyone so finding out that they're both genuinely kind people that are struggling with the social dynamics that come with being a superhero was such a welcome suprise. Same thing with Luke tbh, I expected him to be a Homelander clone but he's so much better than I expected.
#The Boys#Gen V#like. there isn't a single main character that I dislike??#Luke and Andre destroying the toxic masculinity allegations by platonically saying I love you every like 30 minutes#The main group are more similar to Annie than the rest of The Seven and I appreciate that#(spoilers)#wish luke got more screen time though#ALSO I WISH MAVERICK WAS A MAIN CHARACTER ARE YOU KIDDING ME???#DUDE I NEED TO HEAR IMMEDIATELY ABOUT HIS DADDY ISSUES#WHY HAVEN'T THEY MENTIONED THAT HIS DAD WAS TRANSLUCENT YET#WHY IS HE THE RA SIDE CHARACTER#maverick having the same powers as his dad also implies that what powers you get has a genetic component which I've been wondering about#for AGES
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i'm not too partial towards small!Eridan most the time HOWEVER it does compel me......
#i headcanon that they're both the exact same height even as they grow up#just for the sheer frustration it gives Eridan when his highblood genetics prove fruitless as Sollux grows to 7+ ft tall with him#BUT Eridan fitting oh so nicely into Sollux's gamer arms#short enough that Sollux has to hunch over to rest his chin between Eridan's horns......gosh golly......#homestuck#erisol#eridan ampora#sollux captor#raccoon doodles
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I have a weird internal relationship with hypnok1nk, like I'm really fucking into it right? I wanna be brainwashed and conditioned so hard that I'll never have a thought again in my life yah know?the whole shebang. but at the same time, I have a massive distaste for authority and a need for independence that it's a little hard to suspend my disbelief for any kind of real hypno k1nk fantasy. like I immediately get the reaction to go off and make a weird counterpoint fantasy to it in my head. I still get off to hypno stuff but there's a little cognitive dissonance in my head ya know?
#nsft#hypnosis#hypnok1nk#k1nk#i call it my “black jack and hookers reaction”#like take human domestication guide for example#i saw the hyperadvanced plant people domesticating all of humanity and the rest of the galaxy into their pet-slaves and i went “fuck that”#i made up a whole new race of shark humans with its own unique backstory and fully fledged characters#and for what? just a sort of vauge “sticking it to the man” sort of feeling?#i feel like a child thats saying “w-well my guys are cooler stronger and better than your guys!!”#i mean its good for getting ideas dont get me wrong#those genetically modified shark people are actually really cool when i divorced them from that whole anti-hdg thing i had in my head#im going to use them for.something but idk what#i just needed to get my thoughts out idk
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best of my letterboxd reviews
#letterboxd#shitpost#big time rush#repo! the genetic opera#chicken little#the cat in the hat#too lazy to tag the rest
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what’s there not to understand about hypomania? you know when you get overtired, and like a toddler, you get all hyperactive and also want to cry or do Every Fun Thing you can think of and it actually becomes harder to sleep? like as a result of too much overwhelm or being so emotionally exhausted that’s how your body makes you able to cope, the aftereffects of too much adrenaline? just imagine being stuck like that. and every day it triggers itself more, overload of emotional whiplash and energy and you’ve lost all ability to think rationally and you can do anything at this point, because why not? you’ve got nothing left in you to hold back on any idea that could be exciting and stop you from falling into the void where the wiredness you feel has nothing to latch onto to burn off that nervous energy in a positive way, emotionally. for days or weeks or months on end. you don’t need to have ever experienced this fully to extrapolate and be like. yeah. I can see how it would suck eventually to get stuck like that
#at this point I’m begging people to see the overlap with adhd too bc anecdotally it seems like everyone I know also has that#and the overlap with bpd and hpd but I think the main difference is. being stuck in that high energy state. even when the energy turns sad#and bitter and hopeless. it’s essentially just overstimulation from your own brain. gets stuck overstimulating itself to cope maybe?#like i know people say it’s not triggered by life events but they sometimes can trigger it. but imho depression is gonna trigger it too#eventually. anything where everything is Too Much can start the positive feedback loop that’s almost impossible to turn off#which if you don’t know what a positive feedback loop is. means smth triggers smth which goes back and triggers its original trigger#thus getting bigger and bigger in magnitude. it’s like the chicken and the egg. egg makes chicken and chicken makes egg. more egg more#chicken and more chicken more egg. as opposed to a negative feedback loop which by the time there gets enough of smth it stops triggering#making more of it. your body relies on negative feedback loops for smth called homeostasis which is basically keeping everything stable#so obv positive feedback loops are gonna do the opposite of stable. in this case for your energy and your mood#most people are able to sleep better when they’re tired. my hypothesis of hypomania is when being tired makes you less able to rest#and that obviously spirals in on itself. mania would just be an extension of that I guess? but in some people it does happen really fast so#I get the narrative that it’s a chemical imbalance bc it is. but the specific imbalance being the tendency to a positive feedback loop make#more sense to me too. and can be why predictability and external cycles to ground yourself to are so important#there’s also never a 0% chance of you ever having a manic episode btw. anyones brain can theoretically get into this loop it’s just that if#you’re genetically predisposed to bipolar you’re much more likely to! and that’s okay. you can manage it with meds and lifestyle#but it makes sense why lowering stress (which can trigger this cycle) is such an important part of treatment and management#anyway. hopefully I’m not like. horribly horribly wrong or smth. in the end I can only speak for my experience so lmk if I’m missing smth#bipolar awareness#bipolar 2#hypomania#personal mental health tag#neurodivergence#would you believe I was reminiscing about a concert I went to once. and it made me think of all this
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Made a chart on some stuff in HK:EP some people might be confused about.
I think I’ve said before on this blog that Grimm and Holly are technically related by blood, but I never really explained that in detail, so here’s something more concrete.
Ylenik (Goddess of Dreams) is the biological mother of The Radiance and Grimm. She created them in order to preserve Her legacy, and made each of them respectively the gods of positive dreams (Radi) and nightmares (Grimm). The two of them are twin siblings.
Yemekkum (Goddess of Emotional Darkness/Negativity) created Void as a substance after Ylenik’s “death”/disappearance. Void isn’t alive in the same way we are, nor is it entirely sentient/sapient, but it’s definitely not inanimate. Yemekkum and Ylenik are sisters.
Because Radi, Grimm and Void are all living (in one way or another), that makes them technically cousins.
Chrysanthus (PK) and Viol (WL) are the biological parents of the Vessels. They utilised the Void in the Abyss beneath Hallownest to emotionally hollow them out to create empty gods to seal The Radiance and her infection. Void is an integral part of the Vessels’ biology, and technically their third parent.
Because the Void is technically alive, and is technically Grimm and Radi’s cousin, that would make the Dream twins TECHNICALLY biologically related to the vessels.
Fun 👍
#hk#hollow knight#hk au#hollow knight au#au#my au#hk:ep#au worldbuilding#worldbuilding#hk headcanons#headcanons#headcanon#text#*normal sounds*#hk normalcy#grollow would probably be canon here if i was aware of the ship itself before i created the au#however hk:ep has existed longer than i have been aware of grollow as a ship. so i cant make it canon or that’d be incest#technically#also fun fact since Ylenik is the sole parent of radi & grimm#that makes grimm transgender because Ylenik (and all the rest of the Ykka) are ALL FEMALE#and since Ylenik reproduced and created the twins completely asexually (through sacrificing parts of Herself)#THAT MEANS grimm would have no male genetics at all!!!!#so he is trans :)#fun fact IN the fun fact: that also makes grimm the only male Ykka!!!
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Nakahara Vacation Photo 19XX
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Still in the bag!
Meet Fairy!! Um... again. quq
I go to my LFS on Fridays so that I can see their shipments before the weekend crowd gets in, and the downside of this is that all the fish are on the pale side from stress because of their recent travel and unpacking. However, when I found her in the tank, she had a very clear horizontal brown stripe, which makes me certain that this honey gourami is female! She lost it in the bag here (again, due to the stress of traveling in my car), but she colored up in the tank within minutes.
feat. Jin Ling lurking in the back like a serial killer
All of the neon tetras were very interested in greeting her. Please just imagine that seagull scene from Finding Nemo where they're all going, "Mine?!" except it's my obese tetras chanting, "Food?!"
No. Fish are friends, not food. How are you this fat, I barely feed you any more!! I'm convinced they've figured out how to bite off the bottom feeder pellets I give the loaches once they soften up a bit.
I'M NOT TOUCHING YOU
Here she is trying to give Jin Ling a handshake with her feeler fins. He's not very receptive to friendship right now because he's got his breeding stripes on and is building a comically oversized bubble nest in that corner of the tank, but I'm hoping they get along once he calms down and feels less territorial. She definitely isn't as skittish as he is, and he stops chasing her once she leaves his bubble nest corner alone.
If I looked like that I'd admire my own reflection, too.
Overall, she is a very pretty and sweet fish! Even if it is difficult to take non-blurry photos of her due to how quick she is. I have high hopes that she will adapt well to the tank. Everyone in it is healthy, so if she survives the overall stress of transport and makes it the next few days, things should hopefully turn out great!
#aquariums#fishblr#fish#planted tank#honey gourami#personal#take 2!#if you haven't seen my previous fish post: unfortunately the original Fairy turned out to be a thicklip gourami hybrid not a honey gourami#and she passed away after a few days despite the promising start and the good health of the rest of the tank#I have higher hopes for this Fairy because the thicklip hybrids have similar genetic issues to dwarf gouramis#and honeys are generally more hardy#fingers crossed!!!#long post#text post
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feel personally betrayed that none of my fellow autistics who started T warned me abt the new stim of just. playing w ur own facial hair
#testosterone has taught me that i am genetically predisposed to being a hairy motherfucker. shit's everywhere#it has not deigned to grow on my cheeks yet. just my jaw n chin n upper lip (and. rest of my body)#but i keep catching myself running my hand over my underchin over and over and over again like. what the fuck#buy 1 gender get 1 stim free#og
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Dvalin/Durin would be an age gap ship but I don't think we're ready to have that conversation without someone pulling out pitchforks and torches.
#durin genshin#dvalin genshin#genshin#genshin impact#dragon yaoi 2 the electric boogaloo except a bit. uh oh. no good very bad (in a fun way)#let's be real between all the rhinechildren only elynas has his shit together the rest is genetically incapable of making reasonable choices#like not raising a man eating plant to kill your younger brother for you#or not getting attached to a cosmos travelling entity
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the amount of surprised pika “wait people actually shave their arms?” comments on posts about body hair are so funny like I unironically am so happy for you that you weren’t laughed at by a classmate for having hairy arms “like a man” in like 4th grade this is why I wish body hair conversations would stop centering around armpit hair
#okay that’s the tldr but the way I actually remember it is that the classmate (a boy) pointed out my arm hair and ask why so hairy#and I genuinely was so confused I was just like idk??? and then later at home that day I asked my mom about it and she was like#It’s bc your dads side of the family is hairy so then I later talked to that guy again like ‘I take after my dad’ or whatever#And /then/ is when he laughed and was like ‘but you’re a girl’ about it#Granted I’m non-binary but like I didn’t know that in elementary#Plus I didn’t stop shaving until around mid 2010s and was still self conscious about it for years#Like I remember feeling embarrassed during college (2018ish) if I had to use the rest room and someone else was in there when I would roll#My sleeves up to wash my hands#Anyways I eventually stopped caring about it sometime within the last year or 2 but see how long that took? It really shouldnt#Like some of us just genetically have more darker thicker visible body hair than others and we shouldn’t be shamed for it#One thing at a time though because even I’m still working through leg hair shame#I don’t shave them anymore but I also haven’t worn shorts outside of my bedroom in years#I’ll literally switch into shorts if it’s too hot right before bed and switch back into pants before stepping out of my room in the morning#I’ve been feeling cute the past few days and it’s starting to warm up again plus also had a convo w mom recently so#I might change that soon but only within the house still bc baby steps <3#Anyways I’m just rambling now so I should stop. Good night !!
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Starting work 2hrs early bc I woke up to check something at 5:30am and it's already emails-to-me o'clock
#Creepy chatter#you 5am start time monsters might be used to this hell on earth but you can't jumpscare w emails this early#The rest of us are still incoherent#Having to find genetic resources to help explain the differences in indexing MUTYH and MTHFR mutations vs deficiencies#And god#I KNOW MUTYH is not activated protein c resistance (MTHFR sorta is?) but christ trying to briefly explain the differences#Medical cw#For shop talk in tags
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As i (accidentally) caught attention of some cat gene nerds( my people sort of) i have game!
Theses are 6 full blooded siblings. I’ll list their Physical/presented Genes(and Sx) and lets see if their parents are 1, fully possible, and 2, if the Geno and Phino types are guess able
I think those are the right terms😰😅
LittleAsh(F): Blank Mink with Middle-lv White
SmokeSpots(F): Black Ticked tabby with Middle-lv White
HeartTail(F): Fawn Ticked tabby With High-Lv White
CoalEar(M): Solid Black with low White
JuniperLeap(M): Fawn Mink with Middle-lv White
Pit/Pitch Sole(F): Brown Mink with low White
I will do my best to correct any genetic errors
(To a point,)
#cat genetics#soul of ashes#warrior cats oc story#guessing Game#i just want to try it#I really need to do the rest of Lightclan#or atleast the Main founders#ughh why do i do this to myself#oh right#magic kitty cats
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Why do pills keep getting stuck in like my esophagus 😭 it's not my throat bc I can't taste the pills but i can feel them in my esophagus/where the Adam's apple would be if I had one
I thought it was just happening with this one stupid tiny pill that just refuses to fully go down no matter what, but this advil is STUCK in my thrussy throat like ??? Bitch???
I've tried drinking more water, I've tried eating something after to dislodge it... what the fuck man
#marquilla#im gonna be so pissed if this is like a genetic thing bc my grandma had hers removed and she had such bad anxiety ab choking after the#surgery that she ate only scrambled eggs and a glass of milk for the rest of her life. like it was about a decade of that shit#i think she ate small bits of other foods occasionally but she would only tolerate a plate of eggs and a glass of milk to wash it down#it was sad... like i know it was her anxiety and not like the actual surgery bc i know that that is a very recoverable procedure but 😬#anyways eating sometimes helps but like i have to burp the pill back up a bit before i can knock it down more it's so stupid
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happy mid 50 degree temps every morning season, my hands fucking hurt
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