#gay people just can never be happy
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“How could I live with that?”
“Hah, beetle would have laughed at that…”
“Thank you, Eddie Bloomberg… and goodbye.”
art commission from @ookamihanta (c)
Laughed? Not really, just sad when somtimes you wish you said “I love you” when you couldn’t even say “goodbye.” ☪︎
I already did a com where Jaime finds Eddie after he comes back to life. Here it is if you want to see it: Link. This ship is everything to me…
#a friend named ama told me they wish eddie’s body was shown so beetle could at least hold that and i was like man i gotta see that#listen im sorry but hellbeetle angst is best angst#imagine how much his death must have hurt? how much eddie was just happy he couldnt hurt jaime UGH#theyre so underrated they have so much potential#gay people just can never be happy#not my art#jaime reyes#dc comics#blue beetle#art commisions#hellbeetle#dc fanart#eddie bloomberg#kid devil#red devil#dc#batman comics#teen titans#teen titans 2003#blue devil
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you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."
gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling
and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!
but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever
i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.
i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3
#okay i havent read mdzs yet but i'll probably feel the same way#god i just wanna be in between shen qingqiu and binghe or hua cheng and xie lian please please#im sad im queer and im ready for a gay poly relationship with these mfs#i love them all#i remember seeing some post where it was like 'hua cheng x fem reader headcanons'#and i was like 'huh thats interesting. not fem but i'll check it out bc ive never rlly seen anything like that'#and then it was like 'he'd leave you for xie lian' and it was fucking hilarious actually#but then i saw the comments on that post and they were all like 'omg i was about to unfollow and block you' 'thank god' etc#and i was just like#'damn?? do people really not like this type of stuff when it comes to danmei novels or smth?'#i don't know if it was just bc it said fem reader or bc yk it's danmei and hua cheng and xie lian are very much in love and happy#but it lowkey kinda got me self conscious lmao and i was hella feeling bad#also no hate to that poster or those commenters im just a lonely queer man#'he would leave you for xie lian' was fucking brutal though i laughed my ass off at thag KAHSNZJ#please i swear i wont stand out too much i can fit in i have long luxurious hair too let me show you my hair care routine guys </3#svsss#mxtx svsss#luo binghe#bingqiu#tgcf#heavens official blessing#mxtx tgcf#mxtx novels#mxtx characters#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian#shen qingqiu#the scum villain's self saving system
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hot take moment cwilbur is literally just psychotic as all hell and i think people got way too comfortable villianizing the shit out of a man who was clearly portraying signs of severe mental illness. cwilbur was like im so fucking paranoid and scared and i think everyone is out to get me and hurt me and ive spiralled to the point i cant reach out to the people closest to me because im so afraid and lost in this spiral and im having constant panic attacks and hurting myself because i dong know what to do with myself and the only way out for me is to die. and everybody was like EVIL MAN WHO ENJOYS HURTING OTHERS AND IS ABUSIVE ON PURPOSE AND A VILLAIN AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN. and then he came back and was like im still deeply troubled and afraid but im desperately trying to make up for the wrongs i did in the past and the people i hurt in my own way and communication is really hard for me but i hope people know that im truely sorry and i love them. im going to try my hardest to fix this in the only way i know how and then respectfully remove myself from the situation because i feel thats the kindest thing i can do to the people ive hurt. and people were like ABUSER ABUSER ABUSER EVIL MAN ABUSER. like girl
Yeah no based true real no questions asked
I'd hope I manage to portray Wilbur the way he deserves in my content, cause that man is heavily bpd coded and he just needs therapy and someone who genuinely loves him but also can handle his bullshit (which has exclusively and reliably been Quackity like, canonically)
But yeah no completely agreed. The man has issues and has definitely fucked up a lot but at the end of the day he really does need love and care and patience, but also boundaries (and therapy and meds, obviously)
#i deeeefinitely have no reason to have strong feelings about bpd bitches deserving love and care and stability ha ha nooo it's definitely-#-not like I've been dating one for well over 4 years now and even though we've been through so much shit together and I still can't-#-understand why people with bpd and conditions that have similar symptoms are so demonised. It just makes no sense to me.#my bf is the love of my life and i can't imagine /not/ supporting it through all the splitting and episodes and all of that cause they're-#-absolutely worth everything#i don't know not to be too gay on main but tbf it's too late now anyway i think--#is it unstable? sure. but it's also the most caring and loving person i've ever been close with and it always makes sure i'm ok#and it loves me so undeniably deeply no matter what purely for who i am#i've never had anyone care about me this much and this genuinely and this unconditionally - it'd always be what /they/ can get out of /me/#but my boyfriend just cares about me - the actual me - no matter if i'm acting how it imagined i'd act. what matters is if i'm /me/#listen bpd isn't sunshine and rainbows - we've been through some TERRIBLE shit (including s-cide attempts)#but when people claim it makes a relationship toxic/abusive it's so stupid cause ultimately with mutual love support and reassurance-#-and professional help you can have a genuinely happy and healthy life with someone with bpd#love isn't mean to be easy. it's meant to be safe and supportive and genuine but a relationship always takes effort and work on both sides#you should never sacrifice your well being of course!#but when love takes effort and extra care it doesn't inherently mean it's unhealthy or toxic or abusive. it just means you're people.#tldr if you love someone then don't care about some diagnosis - care about the actual perso.#ask#asks#ask fern#tntduo#dsmp#tnt duo#wilbur soot#quackity#quackbur#dream smp#tntblr#c!quackbur#c!tntduo
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satoru is gay/aroace and suguru is bi/demiace if you get it you get it 🙏🙏🙏
#pride month has me thinking of my sexuality hcs a lot ………….#i just . Yeah#HEAVY on satoru being ace i will die on my little hill …. but i also see him being on the aro spectrum !!!#and sugu is soooooo fucking bi+demi coded i don’t even need to explain myself . he’s my dream man#when i think of stsg it’s always like ….#satoru falls in love with suguru and then never falls in love again#and suguru tries to sleep with people after leaving satoru behind but legitimately Can’t#he can only get it up when there’s a deep emotional connection and his bond with satoru was so deep he just can’t replicate it#:’3#theyyyy . make me happy#BUT YEAH I JUST .#gay toru/bi sugu means sm to me#and ace toru/demiace sugu means even more…….#i’ve been seeing lots of sexuality hcs on the dash too lately ….!!!! so i wanted to share my own :3#ari noises ✩
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i had so much fun last night omg
#the dragon's parade!!!#cause it's the great dragon weekend here in kraków now#so we finally went out with friends#i always miss those losers we don't really see each other often but i love them sm#then we went to drink at my bestie's place & he finally told them he's gay (i was the only one in the group who knew)#i'm proud of him tbh#also it's so funny cause our friend said she was always intrigued by our relationship#and she was like 99% sure there was something going on between me & him shdhhdhdh#and i can't blame her cause she's not the only person#my mom keeps asking me if he's REALLY gay like at least once a week#also his parents keep asking him about me & they say i'm pretty & that MAYBE THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON HERE#like... no#hell no#he's my little brother i would fucking murder everyone who ever tries to hurt him#but no that's it hdhdhdhdh#i never talk about those kind of stuff so i'm not sure if he knows but i think he knows (i hope he knows)#it's so funny tho i just think we give the same kind of energy#so when people see us together there's this weird kind of chemistry there but like... not in a romantic way#more in a “hey this dude knows all of my secrets & i know all of his as well” kind of way#idk can't explain i'm happy tho & kinda relieved at the same time cause i don't really like secrets#anyway yesterday was fuuuuun <3#i came back home around 5am i'm exhausted#please give me all the coffee in the world#but sincerely can you hear me?*
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i literally am in Love with your ocs <3333 do you have any random facts/lore about either jocelyn or laurie that have like. no actual impact but is something that you added just for funsies
also what are the goofies up to by the time the show starts??
OK SOOOO RANDOM FACTS !!!
when laurie was suuuper young, she was that one kid who spent all recess in the grass making mud potions and daisy chains and whatnot
yk that leather coat laurie has in this drawing i did of her? WELL ! that coat was actually her DAD'S !! she just saw it, thought it looked sick, stole it, and pretended like she had NO IDEA where it went
also at first i was like "haha bilingual french-canadian laurie" as a joke bcs i have french-canadian family and i thought it would be hilarious to see laurie absolutely DESTROY someone with quebecois swears, but it actually turned into something semi-important to her backstory sooo (that still counts though, right?)
as for jocelyn, i still feel like shes kinda undeveloped lore/character-wise compared to laurie, BUT i like to imagine she REALLY needed glasses as a child, but being raised the way she was (by rich parents who really cared about their presentation and aesthetics and keeping up that illusion of the "perfect american family" by the 60s standards yadda yadda yadda) SHE NEVER GOT ANY !! so as soon as she left for college she got herself some glasses (hooray!)
AS FOR WHAT THEYRE DOING BEFORE THE SHOW TAKES PLACE
i cant spoil TOO much because eventually i wanna turn some stuff into comics or drawings or smth
however
what i can say is that laurie is living alone on the outskirts of gravity falls, quietly living her life, while jocelyn seems to be completely out of the picture... i wonder what happened...
#laurie wood#jocelyn smith#gravity falls#asks#JOCELYNS NOT DEAD GUYS DONT WORRY#its just unfortunate circumstances have been put between her and laurie#gay people can never be happy smh#(its all my fault. i wrote them like this)#but i REALLY need to develop jocelyn more tbh#i mean i have her lore pretty much all figured out#shes just lacking the joyous whimsy laurie has#oc tag
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friendly reminder that yes actually it is hateful to call something that is a part of a person that they can not control a sin. don't let Christians gaslight you into thinking they don't mean any harm by saying you being gay is a sin.
#just saw a post saying they don't understand why people think they're being hateful when they call being gay a sin#when in the same post they talked about how you can never be fulfilled or happy in life if you're gay#and that sin is something you must fight and that this is something straight christians also do#but no it's not the same#fighting against something that's part of you is never a good idea you can't fight being gay#it doesn't work like that#and thinking it does is what actually leads to our suffering#so yes#you are hateful#homophobia
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gotta say i've been in quite a few fandoms but i don't think any of them are quite as unabashedly queer as the gomens fandom is. it's very comfy here
#marzi speaks#i mean it's bound to happen when the show's like the queerest love story of the fucking generation#but in a lot of fandoms i see a lot of like. arguing over tiny inconsequential things or a fear of being too weird#but here? none of that.#no fighting over what labels anyone would use because they aren't human! they don't need human labels!#nobody is weird about aziraphale being fat. he is drawn fat he is written fat and he is lusted after by a solid chunk of the fandom for it#people fuck around with pronouns for the characters all the time bc they can. that makes me happy#the fanfic is all so so queer. down to the kinks#no bullshit top/bottom discourse either. everyone just seems to live and let live#idk it's just very. refreshing#i've spent a lot of time in fandoms where arguing and queerbait (cough cough ACE ATTORNEY coughcoughcough) occur#and while i can handle that and have even learned to find it funny#it's. very nice. to see a space that focuses less on exactly how these two fictional characters are queer and are they Gay or Bisexual#or Do Not Sully My Cinnamon Roll Character With Your Smut They Would Never (note: they would)#but instead just. focusing on being queer#it makes me very very very happy
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I'm sorry but I think its good that tom is saying stuff that makes you all uncomfortable. I think everyone is a little too willing to make him the hurt innocent underdog
#not able to articulate it fully which is why its in the tags#but however downtrodden he may appear he's still one of the large club of white men governing the show#and the gay shadowing and his relationship with shiv made him oversympathetic to most of the audience watching#but this man is not a victim like whatsoever 💀 building on that post i reblogged today#the entitlement is something ever present in the way he interacts with shiv#and something interesting i notice is how its only ever with shiv and greg#who are people he can control in a romantic and professional sense#especially because greg is kind of a foil to shiv when it comes to tom#“i will not let go of what is mine” etc etc#and the subservience to shiv only lasts as long as she's his only way into the family#as soon as he has an in with logan (janitors of idaho id say?) most of that stops#even in s1 as soon as the ships scandal comes to his attention he's all too happy to hide it + the ravenhead issue#my point is he's never been a good person and idk why any of you are surprised. especially don't know why the shiv haters have been arguing#what is basically reverse sexism 💀💀#as if it wasn't abundantly clear from s3 that he exercises just as much & more control as her if he wants to#with the period tracking and the baby thing.#idk maybe i will make a better post clearly i have thoughts
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oh of course izaya is an oscar wilde fan. he would definitely use this as his bio for his private discord/twitter account
pulls out the importance of being earnest and the picture of dorian gray. time to analyze these from the psychological/literary perspective of izaya lets go baby (he has his own category)
edit check tags and rbs for some actual analysis stuff lmAOo
#izaya orihara#as a lit student and psych student izaya is literally ticking all of my boxes rn#bruh imagine if i made a dorian gray!izaya au. fucking imagine#every time he does something particularly sus he comes home and his image gets older and uglier#it fits too because izaya is like. young adult man. seducer of women. there's absolutely a theme of eternal youth in there#he wants to be young forever so that he can continue flipping through the streets and keep his mind sharp and keep being an informant#he never wants to gain enough wisdom to think 'man this sounds like a bad idea' or 'i'd be better off staying out of this'#im not sure how i would end the au though pff knowing me id just make it shizaya and have either a happy ending or stupidly tragic ending#happy ending: izaya grows a few braincells and starts to find contentment in growth rather than the thrill of stasis#tragic ending (spoilers for dorian gray. whoops): izaya goes insane from seeing his portrait so marred and stabs it and dies#good ending could be ketsu compliant and the picture reverts back to normal after he undergoes the Royal Ass-kicking#hm. ill workshop this more#meanwhile the whole thing with Earnest and the multiple names and stuff sounds like something izaya would to fuck with people#which would just be funny#plus the gay jokes are peak izaya#durarara#starts reading all of oscar wilde's works so i can write more entertaining izaya fanfiction#thats just how it goes babyyyy
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Man i watched the spongebob movie for the first time in ages the other day and god it’s like the most delightful movie ever made like it’s exactly what you want a movie adaptation of spongebob to be
#the klock keeps ticking#the way spongebob is written in it is like. damn he really was just so good at the time#very cute very funny and ocean man playing during the credits bit liiiiike#as a kid i never watched that part cuz i was a little shit who couldnt appreciate ocean man#but theres just like cute art of spongebob doing maintenance around the krusty krab 2 and hes just SO HAPPY#its the cutest thing in the entire world#and i was so close to just fucking sobbing at the scene where theyre in the gift shop frying under the lamp cuz they realize that this#is shell city and even though they wont survive and be able to get the crown back to bikini bottom#they were able to make it through all the dangers and get there THEY DID ALRIGHT FOR A COUPLE OF GOOFBALLS#but then my dad walked in and ruined the moment completely and i felt rage#oh and how can we forget the david hasselhoff scene literally the best scene ever written in cinema#how many people were turned gay by that scene i wonder#overall i felt so many emotions i am not okay i am so happy i am sobbing
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#this might be both oversharing and being too vague rn but it's 2am and i'm emotionally exhausted#i can't believe during one of the most traumatic moments i've had in the past year i was lucky enough to have scott as my biggest supporter#the entire time as i was going through it he was so supportive giving me space to process shit and always having my back#and yet there are some people in my life who are always going to villainize him for one comment he said during that time out of context#or even if they're not ''villainizing'' him i now feel like i have to begin every sentence about scott with#''yeah we don't agree on everything but we're still friends and isn't that amazing!''#which yeah that is true and i do genuinely enjoy when scott and i disagree and are respectful about it#BUT WHY DOES THAT HAVE TO BE THE FIRST THING I SAY ABOUT HIM????#and honestly that whole experience made me agree with scott on way more than i started out with#i'm proud of how i was able to grow as a person and for the fact that it brought me and scott much closer together#but that shit i went through at my college was still traumatic. and it did change me as a person#it completely changed my relationship to activism in a way i'm not happy about bc i want to be more of an activist#but when i had someone use social justice language to justify horrible things against me it's hard not to be wary#of how hollow and performative a lot of conversations can be#and like i'll even say it. like people might get mad at me for admitting it#but that whole traumatic situation has irrevocably changed my relationship to gender as well#or at least how i label myself and how i move through these conversations#and in some ways i'm grateful for it bc i do feel like i know myself more and like i don't have to worry about what others' think#or even what other people understand#but it shouldn't have had to go down like that. and as much as the time i got to spend with scott during that time was so much fun#and such a great experience and he was truly the perfect support system during that time#he shouldn't have had to deal with that and neither should i#and the fact that scott somehow got villainized in some people's minds while the person who actually caused that trauma#is instead treated like ''yeah he was a bit misguided and made a mistake but he was probably anxious about it!! he's just a person!!''#that's never going to stop being painful. especially the idea that with the importance people put on labels#i would supposedly have more ''community solidarity'' with that asshole than a cis gay man like scott#idk i think i'm past the timeframe of that traumatic experience bc it's not consuming every day like it used to a few weeks back#but something triggered it tonight so i just need to process it. anyway shoutout to scott for being there for me i really needed it
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The fact that I headcanon Lysandre to have the most amount of Internalized Homophobia™️ a human being can have, but then would actively call someone homophobic if it was to his advantage amuses me to no end
#this is because I wanna draw a comic where Gio has to address Team RR for bringing over guests#Gio ‘We can’t be bringing over any partners that aren’t apart of our organization. Especially ones that happen to be Professors.’#Lys when everyone else looks at him ‘Wow. I never took you as homophobic Giovanni.’#and then it would just turn into Gio trying to backtrack#will I ever draw it?#I wanna but who knows 😭#it’s been an idea in my head for awhile#anyway most of the time I think Lys is hiding his relationship with Gus sorry guys#can’t let them be too happy /hj#I like angst too much#his family was also probably like homophobic too#but like man 😭😭😭#I just like giving him more issues than he already clearly has#it’s like a fun game of how much worse I can make him /hj#also I need to keep the ‘Team Flare are the worst gay people you know’ thought going /lh#lysandre pokemon#team flare lysandre#rainbowpufflez rambles
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I open the naruto tag and see a really cute comic about someone colliding into naruto and him accidentally kissing sasuke, being very naruto and sasuke about it but then reaching out their hands again and kissing again. It's cute. I try to insert different characters into the design of the person colliding into naruto. it could be kiba or maybe that guy who collided into naruto the first time he accidentally kissed sasuke at the academy. i think maybe people in the comments have better ideas than me and open the notes. First one reads 'I did not cheat on my wife, someone collided into me and i accidentally kissed this man'. I remember why I am not in the great yaoi fandom of naruto.
#i think saddest part is i was so happy to see that victims of yaoi poll#and all of sakura's propaganda was about how sasuke is gay and she is a lesbian and why are people even threatened by her presence around#sasuke and shitting on her. and it's like that's just another facet of victims of yaoi!!! just saying she is a lesbian anyway is not the#'be normal about women' idea that you think it is#i'm so tired of this. this is why you only get fanart and 'funny lmao' posts on this blog now#naruto#naruto women i'm so sorry#why are you assuming that they are cheating on their wives or that they have wives if they like each other like ffs if you dont like#something in canon ending just fucking disregard it why twist it into disgusting things showcasing your misogyny#the idea that sasuke would marry sakura if he doesn't like her is SO BIZARRE to me. have you met sasuke?#do you really think he would do something out of pity or for social image or pressure or anything? you can NOT make sasuke do anything he#doesn't want to and it's not like they got married really early like right after the war? there was A LOT of time for BOTH of them to#consider their feelings for each other AND for other people#so i'm equally okay with sasuke doing his travels and arriving at the conclusion that he like sakura or naruto and wants to marry them#but what we would never do is marry someone and then cheat because he loves someone else#i personally don't even think that there's a possibility of sasuke and sakura getting married and realising much later that they dont like#each other as partners like they already have time to figure that out. i think it's canon they do spend a lot of time together travelling#and such before having sarada. oh i am not even going to talk about people saying sasuke is with sakura only because of sarada or something#the only other valid way of looking at it is that beautiful post about sakura sasuke and karin travelling together because that's just so#fucking good
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the annie / troy / abed friendship trio means more to me than words could ever describe
#this is an old draft but i’m still thinking about it#something about#a wholesome friendship between three very silly people#where each of them can express themselves so freely#because they all just Get each other#AND SOMETHING ABOUT#a sapphic with her two gay friends who are head over heels for each other#sometimes she thirdwheels but she doesn’t care cause she loves seeing them so happy#she’s their biggest supporter#and they are her biggest supporters!#and they were ROOMATES 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#annie probably got up early on sundays to make them breakfast#troy would probably drive them all to campus bc he knows annie gets stressed about parking#abed probably always volunteered to clean around the apartment#(mainly cause he had stuff in very specific places that he didn’t want moved)#(but also bc troy would never remember to clean and annie would clean even if she had more important things to do)#sorry i’m just feeling a lot about them rn#they’re just so lovely#like u can’t get better than that u can’t
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#how do people casually bring up that theyre gay at work hahahaha#asking for a friend and MAYBE because i find one of my coworkers cute and she is def of the sort of vibe where its like#i could see her being straight or gay both easily you know#anyways how do i just like float that without it being awks you know what i mean#im not one of those obvious lesbians people default to thinking im straight mostly#anyways!!! girl help i am SO BAD at showing interest and availability but#i feel like some groundwork needs to be laid before i flirt you know#and#im not interested in the game of 'oh you dont know what you are yet or youre probably straight but maybe i can change your mind' hahaha#im too old and tired for that now i just wanna meet someone#who knows for sure they like girls#not just like girls but you know... would be happy to spend the rest of their life with a girl#so i gotta find out#and we never really talk about stuff like dating or relationships so its hard to just casually mention it without it seeming forced#actually maybe this is why social media is useful sometimes you dont always have to find out by asking but#unfortunately i dont use it like at all except for shit like this anymore hmmm ooops#p
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