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marxistswiftieism · 3 months ago

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THE BEST PEOPLE IN LIFE ARE FREE!

#tumblr keeps fucking with the image quality so sorry about if this sucks!#wren talks too much #mine*#tsedit #tswiftedit #candy swift #taylor swift #taylorswiftdaily #tuserkatie #fun fact i dont actually like this at all but i worked on it for a while so i am choosing to post it anyway\#peep the bowie ref because whats more new romantics than the actual new romantics movement. i feel like the hair itself is kind of #giving depeche mode vibes

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blondeaxolotl-twstocs · 2 months ago

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Tbh I don't even know if Dellie can get flustered, it's either he can't or just never has been. I do not know, but there's a first for everything

I think if anyone/something were to somehow fluster him, you'd immediately notice because Dellie's face turns completely red/pink, he'd probably break character if he's caught off guard enough (actually no he IS breaking character or at least struggling to stay in character, especially if this is probably his first time experiencing being flustered)

Bonus lil doodles of Dellie tweaking

#I just wanted to draw Dellie embarrassed so this exists now #tbh I do not know what would fluster Dellie because he rarely gets embarrassed he has thick skin as tough as a rock #MAYBE FLIRTING? I don't think flirting would work on him either. maybe if it's by someone he “considers” a friend #the chances are still low #oh right fun fact Dellie had a gf before in his prev school but they broke up after Dellie moved to NRC #it wasn't anything genuine it was all a “status” thing like two popular ppl dating because of statuses and cause they were both dolphins #never actually gaf about eachother lmaoo #anyway yeah blushy/red faced Dellie you're welcome use your imagination to whats making him red cause I dont know #twisted wonderland #twst #twst oc #twisted wonderland oc #octavinelle oc #octavinelle #💜- dellie flipper #💜- monoduke's art

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sunn-mechanic · 2 months ago

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More wartime/SiB timeline sketches, this time with some Goats :D

Asmund and Gormflaith are my ocs! I'm a big fan of when ppl use Asgore's old design as a base for his dad, so, of course I had to as well, hehe. And then I wanted Toriel to have a cool maiden name so, Eldis :>

#edit: had to move the tags up and rearrange stuff cuz they weren't working lmao.#sunn art #sunn ocs #dont repost #undertale #sib timeline #toriel #asgore #oc: asmund dreemurr #oc: gormflaith dreemurr #fanart #artists on tumblr #undertale fanart #i have toriels hair grown out a bit cuz i like to think she started buzzing it after. yk. her kids died ._.#tbh not totally hyped abt gormflaith's design.. might redesign her later but. for now we have this #i think the parents are just stiff to me cuz i was so focused on getting the design out that I didn't do good with the pose #maybe if i do more drawings ill like it more. idk. anyway #went on a name rabbit hole trying to research old swedish/germanic/norse-origin names that could combine into “asgore”#Fun fact: asgore actually has a fairly close equivalent in Asger (germanic origin); derivative of ÁsgæiRR; which vaguely means “Spear god”!#interesting stuff. anyways #asmund is “Protector god” while Gormflaith is “Splendid sovereignty”. cool names And they can (kinda) combine into “asgore”#(had to compromise with “Gor” instead of “Gore” cuz i couldn't find anything with that specific spelling ToT)#Eldis means “flame goddess”. which i thought was fitting :)#all that to say: yall should go check out https://www.nordicnames.de/wiki/Main_Page ; its helpful :)#MOVING ON. TAGS [see edit]#almost hit the tag limit with this one boys

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d8tl55c · 8 months ago

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oh boy !! ! ! ! !!! ! thANK y0u all for the kind words on my last art posts. you all get it and i was/still am so happy about it

as promised, here's some close-ups of the comic for image quality's sake, and other screenshots i rescued from the community whiteboard (and something else)

first up another sketch of mystery gender-ambiguous being. (please send me more name ideas for them if you got one- i like to hear em! (reminder it's the side character that appeared for <10 seconds in AvM Ep. 30))

a few fav scenes

emotional support cwab

they weren't meant for this purpose exactly, but i do have countless "fluffy sticks" loose in my notes and homework sheets from the school years.

papery critter.

even when i wasn't confident in fur or feathers, they helped me practice posing and create some satisfying gradients/flowing poses. (im a sucker for good tail poses) (oh yay! i found a good pic...)

and finally, little sneak peak for you for reading so far ;3

i realized that whiteboardfox is pretty great for my working needs. simple and to the point and all. feels nice with the mouse and the tablet.

so i started hashing out a big project idea just to see if it holds up and

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oh

oh man

it's a little bigger than i expected

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#--/ art #alan becker #animator vs animation #animation vs minecraft #Minecraft bed #ava the dark lord #ava the chosen one #me when the project that obviously wasn't going to be done in one night isn't done in one night: D: !?!?!?!?#kudos to whoever routed the Speedrun actual short because that one is so fun and clean and savvy #clever made up time-savers? includes orange's TNT shield-jump?? nonlethal dragon dispatch??? sweet #ithink you can see where i tried to head with this #turns out that turning up the complexity 98 notches higher makes things trickier to parse hmmmmmm?#in fact i might need some help with this one ;>v>' like a lot.#i had a bit of a story and route set up already i just... wanted to make sure everything was at least kinda there...................#we'll see #the pie joke. i was trying to categorize which foodstuffs chosen should be able to make on the fly. with their flame hands.#ex. cooking meats makes sense because flint and steel works for the same purpose (you can kill a burning animal to get cooked meats)#but baking bread or drying kelp seems way more involved or whatever -> needs a proper furnace environment #HOWEVER... i noticed that Steve can just summon pumpkin pies from his bare hands if he wants to without even a workbench. so. sure! lol.#this is scraping the surface of the minutiae i want to consider #(ALSO KUDOS to everyone who RUNS/works on all-advancements. of course. riding on your shoulders here)#final joke is that chosen didn't know how crazy this undertaking would be to learn #but dark is very literally programmable. so you could maybe just plug some TAS instructions into him and off he goes #or even more open-ended than that just give him the list of advancements + stipulations + the wiki and similar result #it'd get done but. i dont think he'd find that fun at all. prefers to write his own instructions if you see what i mean #i might be forgetting some context. it is rather late you see. please ask me questions about this! ;P #tco aa

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al-luviec · 9 months ago

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Morro design + a ton of notes.

#alek art #lego ninjago #ninjago #morro wu #lloyd garmadon #featured !#2024 #the colors are soooo not going to stay consistent. just because i dont really work with green... ever... not the most happy with these #i need to do a ton of redraws its actually really fun... might open rqs #i know he was 15-20 when he died and its said he was a little younger than the ninja when it happened . and during s5 i see them as #18-20 so i will put him at 19 just because he gives 19 year old vibes (???)#i think i talked about the wings before. they can flap!! he does have ears !!! dont ask how it works. ninjago doesnt make sense #i say this when im the one overthinking how all their powers work and robot schematics. oops #i finished s5 .. i think we'll watch s6 tonight (queueing this on the 14th for reference) so prepare for stuff from that #art was kicking my ass and then i drew morro and all was fixed. morro my new muse ? i cant wait for day of the departed special #FUN FACT ive never seen it. and i like morro so im like itching for it dude. hes so mal core isk

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catgirlkirigiri · 22 days ago

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Iris my love... gotta have the girly secondary fursona. For gender time. Actually think she's being demoted to fursona number 3 but idk we'll see about the pecking order when refs are all done. She was waaay overdue for a redesign oh shit I just realized I didn't put a color palette on here. Oh well ig too late for that now I am not rearranging that bg

#oh i should pop some character related tag commentary to the top of the tags thatd be neat. so uhh fun facts. i think my sibling technically #made her first design waaaaay back cause they drew her before i ever did. i dont remember which of us actually came up with her tho lol. sh #has antlers but shes always been cis in my mind so just like. dont think about it too hard ig. also while she is in part named after the #flower cause hashtag girly things (this was before i too was named after a flower. hindsight am i right) she was primarily named after the #song. by the goo goo dolls. the song thats really transgender to me. hindsight am i right. whys my cis girl fursona got all the transness #oh yeah and that earring is supposed to look like an iris. they are not easy flowers to draw tho good lird #she used to be a whitetail/fennec cause i love my local deer but mule deers big ol ears have swayed me. i love a big deer ear #she also used to have paws and a nub tail but i realized i was missing the best part of fox. big fluffy tail. and then the paws made her #look too fox yknow. wanted her to really look like a hybrid instead of just 'fennec with antlers' lol. anyway now for less relevant tag tal #guys i fear i am fursuit brained rn i keep looking at her and thinking about how fun she'd be to make a suit of. im too broke for thissssss #im already working on a suitttt i cant start another one on the side i dont even know where to get foam.... cause joann fabrics is gone...#actually wait i gotta figure that out like. real soon. i need foam still for the head im working on. shoot. uh. guys where do i get foam #i fear finishing lichens tail and starting zoras head has made me realize fursuit making may be my passion. but i do not have the finances #for this. tbh might see if i can just work my ass off for a month in like idk june just to get it over with for a bit and have money. but i #know that will not be a good idea it kills me to work more than like 5 hour shifts for more than threeish days in a row #i should really just actually make a commission sheet and take comms. that would be ideal #anyway i will now shut up :) and also schedule this for a few hours from typing cause i just posted a different ref #zoracontent #zora arts #clovers characters #iris #furry #sfw furry #fursona

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wackywatchdotcom · 1 month ago

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being a big fan of pomni and gangle and zooble together is funny. cus i feel like the like... Component Ships arent even that rare (i think zooble ans pomni is pretty uncommon though but pomni and gangle isnt SUPER rare. and then abstragedy is popular and like thank god for that) but also before i posted abt it weeks ago id literally only ever seen it like twice but on ao3

ive seen three different names for it (not unusual idt esp for this show where ive seen so many diff names for every possible pairing) and all of them r fun in different ways but also like. ive only ever seen one of them get used. ive seen charmbracelet which has like 5 total posts (hell yeah), ive been told theatre props is one (i checked if itd been used and i genuinely struggled to find anything, but also its an actual tag outside of tadc so that prob didnt help), and i just found out abt abstragicomedy, which as far as i could find has not had a single post ever

ive also just checked like the 'pomni x zooble x gangle' tag but i imagine finding the same posts as the others is also an issue w there being multiple diff iterations of that too...

i assume ppl came up w these names somewhere in order for them to exist (ive only seen one post discussing this for charmbracelet) but the general lack of anything abt these three is funny. we are so brave

#im not really big on shipping but every time i do its either yuri or some uncommon pairing or both #so its funny this is in the both category #im honestly surprised its not as popular. prob on account of minimal zooble pomni interactions #but like hey they have. checks watch. like 2 interactions #once in ep 1 once in ep 4 #but also zooble talks abt her twice . once in ep 1 and once in ep 3 #and thats enough for me!! ive worked w less #if u ever saw me at 14 on one of my object blogs . You Saw This.#i dont do much shipping but whenever i do it has to be weird yuri #i have my own ideas for it too.....#i think abstragedy happens first #and then many months after pomnis been there the two r like. points #all three r there but gangles the one who actually asks <3 #fun fact that date night img was specifically supposed to be their first date :)#it ends disasterously but that doesnt have to do w their chemistry they keep it going after #the digital restaurant just catches on fire

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gosteon · 7 months ago

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TWO! OF! THEM!

#isat #isat spoilers #my art #isat siffrin #isat loop #human!loop #look i have not much to say about this #i WAS gonna draw bonnie today but i got like one shoe in before my brain decided human!loop time and how am i to argue with that #i wanna point out i didnt play the prologue? yet?#but i thought inverted color scheme would be fun #and yknow. all the little details to seperate them as people. because they are not the same. at least not anymore #maybe they were at some point maybe they were always different. who knows with all those time shenanigans #anyways! 5 days in a row!#....okay maybe i DID have much to say about this #also the third picture was an afterthought dont come at me with perspective and wether it makes sense #i know siffrin technically got his back to the mirror but also loop isnt an actual reflection #its more of a two sides of a portal thing i guess?#.....its halfway to one am and all the status conditions have hit me at once and i have work tomorrow so imma go eep #also yes i know the islands symbol is a 4 pointed star not 8 i am aware the 8 pointed ones are on purpose #i got an irregular one too #....yknow the 4 pointed ones on the pins for where they came from the irregular shaped one on the hat for who they became before #and the 8 pointed one to both show that they have grown beyond a homeland they dont remember and the fact that. yknow.#theres two of them kinda

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that-seems-stupid-lets-do-it · 11 months ago

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an !!! i haven't drawn her in a while. don't mind the pose because i didn't use a reference and also. where she is it's very cold and so she must wear both pants and then shorts to be stylish (I COMPLETELY FORGOT SHE ALREADY HAD SHORTS ON BUT I DID THE LINEART. SCREW IT ANYWAYS) extra versions + maaaaybe headcanons (?) under the cut :]

you can use my art for stuff like profile pictures also !! just credit me ok slight rambling time - I think an is way too good at window washing and cleaning (mainly from helping her dad out at weekend garage). she can get it done in like 5 seconds and it'll be the cleanest thing you've ever seen in your life - her headphones are just. fully broken. they're only there for style. they weren't even wireless at first. the wires just kind of detached and she keeps saying, "okay, i'm going to get a new pair of headphones. i'll do it tomorrow i swear" and it never happens ever because it isn't at the top of her priorities - still has the recorder from elementary school, brings it out occasionally uses it solely to annoy akito. the only songs she can play are hot cross buns, mary had a little lamb, and if we're stretching it maybe a twinkle twinkle little star

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months ago

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she’s so proud of herself…

#forgot all about this bonus till i rearranged my merch drawer earlier lmao #[sighs and adds to the chizuchan raws folder]#[pokes ani.mate] still no vol 2 bonuses yet…?#i hope there’s a wholesome and/or funny vol 2 bonus to offset chapters 6 and 7 (delusional)#i dont think i’ll tl the bonus manga (if there’s actually one) for vol 2 thoughhhh. im still soooooo far behind on idolsengen #in fact im so far behind that i organised my merch drawer as a means of procrastination… s i g h s #though it seems that i have more mona merch than i thought lmao.#kinda thinking of tling the volume summaries of idolsengen thoughhhh. it never crossed my mind to do it till now tbh #(the summary bits at the back of the volumes arent included with the ebook)#but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ani.mate bonus announcements w h e n #they’re p consistent with bonuses so…#all of the artist’s previous hw manga vols ([redacted] manga included) came with bonus manga so…#a n d all 5 of idolsengen’s vols came with a bonus shikishi (s o b s) sooooooooo #no clue about the dolce manga though… that ended eons ago…#but i gotta say… the dolce manga is kinda similar in vibes to the chizuchan manga #it’s all fun and games for a while then suddenly *the plot* hits you like a truck #especially with the fuuma-centric chapters at the end of each volume… the shirayuki siblings… man.#fuuma crossdressing to look like his sister to make her dream of becoming an idol come true (if only in appearance)…#shiina being so loved by everyone around her and *so* close to becoming an idol herself…#and fuuma having to face the reality that he may not get to help his sister live out her idol dreams in the way he wants to for much longer…#…yeah. i miss dolce…#…no clue where im going with this bc this was supposed to be about chizuchan manga bonuses but here’s where we’ve ended up ig #anyways read the dolce manga. it’s good for your skin (lies)#(jk but the *plot* part of the dolce manga plot is heartbreaking. everyone should read it)#chizuchan manga 🤝 idolsengen 🤝 dolce manga: hw idol series manga with a hard-hitting *plot* underneath the frills and ribbons and silliness #(though granted idolsengen is usually only silly in the bonus chapters. thank you moge for your hard work)#o k that’s enough thinking for 1 day; back to sobbing over the shirayuki sibs

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bmpmp3 · 1 year ago

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11 fish

#art #traditional art #watercolour #inspired by the fact that in my studio classes recently - i and every other student who does watercolor or ink based work #always inevitable has viewers more drawn to our swatch test pages instead of our actual work LOL #i dont mind it too much i get it but it is funny so i thought yknow i have this tiny pad of watercolour paper that i dont feel like using #for normal drawings (too small) so i drew a shitty fish on each page and used it as a tester page whenever i was doing my #for-fun cartoon drawings <3 not looking at it at all just putting down the colour to check the consistency of paint #i think its kinda fun. its an interesting conundrum because that pure spontaneous quality u get from my test swatches Cannot be emulated on #purpose. i can get close and loosen up. but inevitably unless i make all my normal drawings test swatches while colouring in other stuff #my normal drawings will never truly have this quality. which i dont mind! but i thought itd be funny to find a way to still make something #with this intangible test swatch quality since people like it a lot! and it does look neat #also each one was a specific painting session. some were smaller sessions with only a few colours used #and some were really long sessions! and of course u can see how much brown and black and beige i use #and u can spot the traces of rosie in the green and pink HJKSDAHJKDSl hes always here #very interesting thing to play around with! i'd like to do something like this again i think

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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

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fluxedbuds · 9 months ago

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*twirls hair* tell us about daylight owl

it's an old minecraft rp series that starts off as like, your classic 'i found herobrine!!! (REAL)' type thing, but then shifts to be fully in-game with little to no reference to it Being a game. theres npcs with dialogue, and i mean like fully npcs, theres no other players involved as far as I know

The main focus of the story is these two dipshits brothers accidentally unearth a demon and it immediately causes mass chaos. It's pretty high-fantasy lorewise, with elves and dwarves and such. Prophecies. Ghosts. yknow

actually getting into why im still kind of insane abt it would require spoiling. basically everything lmao. but a large part of it is there's some secondary characters I find really compelling, and the relation the brothers have to the world itself is surprisingly complicated. it DOES feature some very heavy 'good vs evil, black & white' type themes, but taking that apart is something I find fun to do, and it fits pretty naturally into the story itself (although I suspect that was on accident)

Fair warning though, the finale is. Bad. It's so bad that it made me rewrite the entire ending. Like, its kind of insulting how bad it tanks itself at the very last second. I admire the dedication to finishing it even after literal years of delay, but it also means I can't recommend the series in good faith without adding a disclaimer like this, so

#tdo #letters #and a fun fact! its called 'the daylight owl' because thats the name of the demon- and daytime owls are considered bad omens #i thought that was a cool origin for a name #i cant even mention one of my favorites by name bc their existence AS a character is a spoiler!!#maybe one day ill actually write that fanfic. probably not but i still have the notes #theres also a tdo discord but its dead and it has the creators there silently judging us and im like 500 levels removed from their vision #so it ends up being very uncomfortable even without trying to talk about my conspiracy theories #bc theyve largely moved on from the entire thing and dont seem to have much passion for it at all #so. maybe dont go there if you want to actually talk about it lmao #they unlisted all the videos and everything.. they dont love their work anymore. so i have to do it for them #someone else made a playlist thankfully so theyre not completely gone. i can link it if you cant find it #thank u for your service jimmy o7

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yanderespamton78 · 1 year ago

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the current state of the arg

sorry guys the art isnt arting D:

(btw if youre confused on why i drew turnip like that i was referencing the picrew he did ages ago bc idk it looked fun to draw anddd i dont like taking reference off real life images)

#i felt like just a lillll bit of a creep relistening to voice messages over and over to find a good quote but. yk what. it was worth it #i totally didnt take reference from the really cool face i used in that animation because im still really proud of it #idk if emi or TD have a sona but if they do im not aware of it and i didnt feel like asking so i just drew both of them as blank characters #im too stressed to scheme lol #maybe #just maybe #i need to stop drinking tea because the caffiene makes me anxious #...#naaaaahhhh #i dont really know what to do with myself atm because i dont want to work on the animation unless turnon is ok out of pure spite #this morning i was absolutely radiating stress #i have a friend who shows up so we can walk together to school and she could tell smth was off lol #i literally could not hide it at all even if i wanted too #i kept pulling my hat over my face thats the main way you can tell that im stressed #not that it really matters that you know that bc none of you are ever gonna witness that but. fun fact abt me ig #ugh #if turnon dies i am gonna cry so hard <333 #and i wont finish the animation <333333333 #(at this point just trying anything to get turnon back)#im gonna make a word doc #i make word docs when im stressed /hj #quick question turnip : is there a way to get turnon out of the situation he is in or is he just gonna die and theres nothing we can do #about it /gen #because i have a sneaky suspicion that we cant actually do anything about this #i swear to god #LETS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!#A DEFRAG MIGHT COME OUT TMR!!#its been 21 days and a defrag takes on average 20-25 days #ough #turnip and addon im gonna find where you live and i will burn your respective houses down

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gibbearish · 8 months ago

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btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest

#fun fact there are currently multiple ongoing studies vis a vis the effectiveness of psilocybin on depression #both on its own and as a companion to ssris #psylocybin targets the 5ht2a serotonin receptors which wikipedia tells me are more numerous in the brains of those with depression #so like. if you spend most of your life feeling like your brain is an aquarium with a leak in it and serotonin is the water and your default #state is 'slightly damp gravel grinding painfully against itself' thats ummm not normal 👍#and on the flipside of that if you have depression that no other med has worked for and know a guy. its 1000% worth it #origibberish #also i say 'wikipedia tells me' as if i just looked it up but that all comes from a long night of spite filled research after i asked my #psychiatrist if we could use the fact that psylocybin worked for me as a basis to like. narrow down which legal antidepressant #might work instead of basically just throwing darts at a board every time #and after several minutes explaining to her that i was not just asking her to prescribe me shrooms but in a legal way she went #'ohhhh yeah no unfortunately theres been no research into that‚ yeah.... sorry......:)'#which. as far as 'lies you come up with on the spot to avoid having to say i dont know' go‚ that is. maybe the worst one to pick #like. 'no‚ thats not an option'? alright fine maybe theres some internal rules or something who knows #'theres no research' though just. immediately tanks any and all credibility 100% even on its own but considering the subject matter?#youre telling me. that humans. the famously curious species that researches fucking Everything. and also Loves playing with drugs. when #trying to figure out how to make drugs that make brains feel good. would not start with the drugs they already knew made brains feel good.#youre telling me that not one (1) singular scientist tried shrooms and went 'oh my god wait. i dont feel like im dying for the first time #ever. holy fuck i need to study this'#complete misplay. absolutely legendary fumble. there were so many ways to fuck it up and somehow you found the worst. congratulations #om the other hand though. really was an excellent setup for the punchline that is the voicemail i have from them saying she'd been fired LOL #they didnt say what for specifically but yknow. based on my own experiences i certainly have theories jebfksbfk #it was annoying in the moment but at the end of the day i have shrooms and she doesnt have the job so. whos laughing now emily KSBFKSBFKDN #this is what i mean though like. rn i feel fine. not on top of the world‚ not like a god #just. fine. i just dont feel like shit. i feel like i can do stuff if i want to‚ or chill peacefully and have it actually be. relaxing.#i dont feel like gravel right now‚ i feel like a person.#and god what a fucking relief it is #really i guess the moral overall is that if at any point you react to trying a new drug the same way an addict craving a hit for days would #then there maybe is something up with your brain chemistry because that means your default state of existence is comparable to that #of withdrawal. a famously shit experience

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marilinhazz · 1 month ago

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unrelated to f1 but sometimes I'm doing random things and I realize how I'm loving life much more now that I'm single. like how much whimsy and magic life can have when there's no man by your sight. or at your side. or in your house. or anywhere near your vicinity (and honestly that's such a relief to me).

#i have come to terms for a while now that i fall in love harder when the love is purely platonic #and its even better if the person doesn't even know and we just. talk sometimes. and i dont actually have to share my life with another.#i guess that after years of failed dating experiences i just realized that i dont like dating at all.#i flourish by myself and wither with others (romantically)#because like i love my friends very much they light up my life everyday #but the thought of being with anyone romantically right now gives me chills. i hate it and its agonizing to imagine.#i never felt lonely when im alone #in fact being alone (romantically) makes me feel whole like i never was when i was dating #and now all the love i have in me goes to my cats and my friends and my craft and my hobbies and i finally feel like im truly living #no love to my work though because i dont love my work lol it just pays the bills #anyway. i love being by myself and i dont want any man anywhere near me for the next 10 years i think.#maybe i can only truly love men platonically when they mainly exist in the realms of my mind and dont actually talk to me #because every man i ended up dating i just barely tolerated them after some time #and idk about women because i never dated one and i never felt attracted enough to one to like. iniciate something #romantic love is very fun in fanfiction and other media. for me not so much in real life #its more like....a pain in the ass #anyway

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