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who knows hopefully this will age really badly but i wish americans understood that there could never be an irish reunification like. anywhere in our lifetime probably. and if there WAS it would most likely provoke a brutal civil war. and most importantly - due to said threat of civil war - most people who actually live in the north just want like. peace. equality. an end to sectarianism. and not to be cynical but irish reunification wouldn’t actually do much to address the issues faced there i.e poverty, sectarianism, lack of healthcare/womens & LGBT rights etc etc. which are issues with their roots in british occupation so you know it’s all delicately interconnected but its mildly frustrating to see the sopping wet kitten of europe like only ever being discussed as revolution fantasy material for irish americans 😐
#scottish independence vs irish reuinification is like#that meme of queen of disaster vs roman holiday#and im pro reunification im just also aware that if it happened in 2024 lots of innocent people would die#for like very limited benefit#also what the people themselves want is increasingly trending towards like 'we dont even fucking care anymore just stop setting shit on fire#i dont think its problematic to make the jokes or w/e to be clear#i just wish people sometimes cared abt NI for real
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Very rarely I'll (accidentally) find someone who's blocked me on pokemon tumblr, and realistically I know that they probably saw one of my posts too many times and just got sick of seeing it or I simply annoy them or whatever. But part of me really wants to believe that my pokemon anime opinions were just too much for someone. I want to believe that someone saw me say 'The absol scene needed better build-up to justify Drew talking to one of his pokemon like that, it goes against everything we've seen of him imo' or whatever and they just put a hand over their heart, wounded, and clicked the block button while cursing my family for several generations, past and future. I really want to think that I had a lukewarm enough drew opinion that someone blocked me about it
#another option is that I interacted with someone that we're all supposed to be mad at and I didn't know or care about it tbh.#I remember early on in my blog I got an anon that was like#'your mutual stole a fic idea from this other person' and it's like. hm. okay.#1.) too vague. You didn't tell me who it was on either side. just 'my mutual'. What do you expect me to do with this information?#2) this sounds like personal drama that I have no reason to know about. Why would I ostracize someone for something that doesn't involve me#3.) what do you mean by 'stealing'? because the nature of fanfiction centers around derivation.#every writer is stealing to some extent and I'm very big on benefit of the doubt when it comes to that kind of thing.#4.) you being on anon means you're not willing to put your reputation on the statement. so why should I take it seriously if you can't?#5.) I have like 200 mutuals. 75% chance this is about someone I've spoken to twice.#I don't really have a point I guess. just feels like a fun anecdote to share now that the statute of limitations has hopefully expired#my asks are usually great. I love you anons!!! but there have been a couple of ones that make for fun stories lol
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recent lounging babey images
#he's so floppy recently and I hope it's just the heat. I think wamr weather makes everyone floppy and loungy#a beauntifulle boye...#cats#STILL working on posting some drafts. finishing new poll adventure.. other things... It's just hard with the weather and other things going#on. I've had a few more doctors appointments and other things to do recently that have to be done in a time limit#so I hvae to use my extremely limited energy working on that instead of doing the things I'd really rather do. :T#Main focuses though are keeping up better with doing and posting costumes + sculptures as main creative things. at least finishing the#main poll adventure story. Reworking the game I kind of abandoned for a few years. keeping up with game videos and a few other side things.#Especially the game though. I've been in a really worldbuildy mood recently. I just wish that was easier to manifest into something. I've#now put the worldbuilding slideshow reading video on pause for a while because it's SOOO long to do#and I think I should prioritize making games and stuff instead. but still other things. IT's just kind of like.. I have a whole world and#everything very built and planned out but now.. what do I do with it? what's the best way to share that? factual slideshows just going over#the information like a dictionary? make it into a game? write short stories? do art attached to the world? etc. etc. ?? There are so many#potential avenues I end up kind of flip flopping between them a lot because none really seem more beneficial than the others and they all#seem equally enjoyable and also equally hard so. It's like?? I guess just do what the hell ever and hope I made the right choice in terms o#cost benefit and reward for my time lol. ANYWAY.. Also why I'm in my 'trying to make friends' era still because I think having other creat#ive friends can help you find direction like.. people will meet each other and then go 'hey lol just for fun lets start a project together!#and then like 5 years later it's genuinely become something. etc. having other people to help weed out ideas and start small creative teams#together and etc. I feel is a very beneficial part of networking or whatever but also I have the social capacity of a stale bread roll and#am also inherently unrelatable to seemingly a majority of people due to my hermit wizard swag (detachment from general society and hyper#focus on fantasy worlds in my head gjhghj) so trying to meet people as a grown adult with social issues is Very easy and fun (it is not)#even very basic things like my core communication style is so incompatible with a lot of people it's like.. hhhh... People in this modern#age have GOT to stop being afraid of phone calls and/or text that is longer than 6 paragraphs. Work with me here. I WANT to talk to you. bu#I do not know what your emojis mean and it's physically impossible for me to type less than 85 sentences. please.. hhjgjgb#AAANYWAY!! I am working on things when I can given the circumstances (SUMMER).. hopefully some costume pictures and stuff soon. :'3#I've not forgotten about my art and etc. - as usual I just am bad at social media and also functioning if it's above 65F lol
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every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space
i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !
#i inserted [disabled person] because they used a fucking slur instead and i didn't want that in my post#like i feel like there should be room for disabled people like me whose lives literally entirely depend on accessing said >#> extremely limited benefits in conversations about whether voting in this election makes you complicit in genocide#which like! i do understand. i do. it's nauseating to think about what this shit ass country is doing. it's horrific. i do not blame anyone#> for not wanting to be a part of that. *and* i am also terrified for my own life because i remember the first time trump won it suddenly >#> became IMPOSSIBLE for ANYONE to get on benefits. EVER. and so many disabled ppl i know went to renew benefits theyd had for decades >#> just to be denied. one of whom was a below-the-neck paraplegic. he died because he lost those benefits!!! because trump won#i really do understand why people dont feel right voting for harris. or why they don't vote at all. i truly do. but holy shit i am so scare#and yes! i am aware that people in palestine and gaza are suffering so much worse. and i wish i could change that#but every single person in power in the US is pro-israel and eagerly drinking the anti-palestine kool-aid. no matter who wins >#> things will not change in that part of the world. and it is infuriating. when the revolution comes this will change. but it hasnt.#the revolution will not save me as a physically disabled person. it will not save any of us. we do not matter to leftists. i am sorry but >#> this is the one thing i have learned after being in leftist spaces for over 10 years. and posts like the one i mentioned prove it#so i am very sorry. i really am. for being physically disabled. but i cannot survive another 4 years relying on my parents for everything#if trump wins i will be killing myself. this is a promise. i cannot do that again#i know it makes me a bad person to be afraid that harris will lose. but people on the left already think i'm a bad person for being disable#i want the genocide to stop. i absolutely do. i also want to survive. i am terrified that the US leftists will sacrifice disabled people#like me so they can feel good about being put in a real life trolley situation#again. im sorry. im so fucking sorry. i wish i was a better person. i wish i was able to give more. i know that if i was just a good#person i would be able to have a job and give to every palestinian gofundme on my dash. i would be able to do more than my daily clicks >#> and reaching out and calling representatives that don't care. if i was a good person i would be able to convince my parents that z*onism>#is deeply fucking racist. and that israel is wildly racist and killing palestinians for fun. if i was a good person i would be able to make#>them leftists too. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry im not good enough. im sorry that im scared. im so scared and it's not right for me to be#when so much worse is going on because of this countrys bloodlust. im sorry that im benefiting from being born here i dont want to be#im sorry for not having any other options. if i was a good person i know i would have them. im sorry. god im sorry im so fucking sorry
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barnes and noble has been raising the prices of everything and further pushing for their premium membership option (which they raised the price of by 60 percent this year!) and then when they have big sales events, they're less than what they used to be.
last year at this time you could get one of their leather-bound book annex tomes for $12.50 (without a member discount) because of the 50 percent off all hardcover sales. but they raised the price of those tomes from 25 bucks to 30, and they decreased the sale from 50 percent off all hardcovers to 1/3rd off. so that same book that was $12.50 at last year's end-of-year sale is now 20 bucks. and that's supposed to be savings enough to induce me to walk into one of their stores this week?
i'm sorry but b&n has just gotten so greedy, even though their business has only been doing better and better in previous years. they do not have to be raising prices like they have been, and they can damn well afford to have the same savings events they used to. if you went to one of those hardcover sales a year or two ago, even if you lived in a less populated area like i do, you had never seen a b&n so busy in your life. things were flying off the shelves. they WERE making bank.
and as a company they've only been growing and growing (as much as the publishing industry has been, in recent years). but there are so many other ways to buy books. CHEAPER ways to buy books. MORE SUSTAINABLE ways to buy books. and since books and booksellers are doing really well right now, i don't see why barnes and noble is getting so greedy when they don't have to be. i dont like new shiny books that much. people buy books for the content, ultimately. sometimes we as consumers might make the choice that a new shiny book is worth paying a bit more for, but not that much. barnes and noble has just been demanding more and more of their customers' money for less and less benefit.
#kaily and i shared a membership account for several years but she cancelled it over the summer#bc of them raising it from 25 dollars per year to 40. i'm sorry but we just were not spending enough to make that worth it#the benefits for a member used to be 10 percent off everything in-store and free shipping online.#now it's 10 percent off everything in-store AND online with free shipping. which sounds good enough#but not for a 60 percent pricehike. and a bunch of other supposed benefits no one would ask for#like a free tote (geez. thanks. yeah i really need a free tote every year) and like. a free treat at a cafe on your kids' birthday?#i dont have a kid.#between the two of us. we were not buying 400 dollars worth of stuff at b&n every year#oh and it's also 10 percent off the in-store starbucks. but im pretty sure that USED to be a benefit they had#years ago?? like i SWEAR ive gotten money off at the b&n starbucks so i guess they got RID of that at some point#and gave it BACK when they HIKED UP THE PRICE TO 40 BUCKS A YEAR#text post#barnes and noble#it's a shame bc where i live. barnes and noble is the only like fancy bookstore#and i live in an area that my barnes and noble... is like. what a boston barnes and noble eats for breakfast.#it's two floors. there are plenty of books that it doesn't have. plenty of sections that are very small#like the poetry section is just pathetic. i look at it every time i go and it just makes me sad.#i guess a lot of the book annex stuff contains poetry but still that's not really enough to entertain a rich interest in the genre for long#i outgrew the limited selection at my own local b&n poetry section by the time i was twenty. i was like i already know everything here.#which isn't to say i'm an expert in poetry. it's to say that the poetry section is barely bigger than a shelf#in fact ive never thought about it before but I OWN more poetry books than you'll find in the poetry section#at my local b&n. lol#i have a lot of nostalgia for b&n even though it is a big company that does not love me. i have very few books i bought new#that are not from barnes and noble. i got so many books that changed my life from them#i guess it's like a childhood/teenage attachment at this point bc ive had more mixed feelings abt the direction theyve been taking#for several years at this point.#and no i dont mean that theyve been expanding to selling more toys/games etc. theyve literally always done that in my lifetime. who cares.#they still have books#as an adult ive been more capable of seeing how limited their book selection is and how i have so many problems w that.#and it ultimately comes down to them being a big greedy company
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im thinkign about him
#'andrew never heals' if i could have taken nora's writing apparatus off her and set it on FIRE i would have#yeah let me just write this tormented character that has been traumatised by every single person in his life#including but not limited to people who were DIRECTLY in official positions designed to help him#and it's left him violent and cruel and possessive and i actively call him a monster and every single character views him badly#either consistently or at least for a little while and regularly dismisses him and his behaviour#and he never heals. he never learns to say i love you. is that not a good story haha?? am i crazy for that? i feel crazyyyy#like the courts there to pursue justice? forced him on mania-inducing drugs that completely altered his personality#the foster system? dont get me started#his family? nice try!#his teammates? getting warmer but we're still not there!#his very readers that supposedly have the benefit of omniscient narrative perspective? nope!#like WHAT FUCKING GIVES#what if i started killing. idc if there are hundresd THOUSANDS of you andrew-antis give me a knife and a vodka shot i will WIN#andrew minyard#aftg
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how ive been feeling lately
#my post#my grandmas fridge is probably as old as i am so it basically cant make ice#like. it can but it makes the most pathetic tiny slivers and they come out at a rate of like 1 an hour LOL#so we just use ice cube trays to make ice#and its literally a task that takes all of like 5 minutes tops and ive been doing it pretty much since we moved in over a year ago now#but man doing the same thing over and over again makes me feel so irritated after a while#what do you MEAN the ice cube tray is empty again i just filled it 😭#like a week or 2 ago my grandma popped into my room to say 'the ice cubes are empty can you pls refill them'#and i just straight up groaned. not at her but at the ice cube thing#adulthood is stupid why am i annoyed that i have to do a 5 minute task every few days that does nothing but benefit the household 😑#it does not hurt me it does not have a time limit its very easy and i can listen to a song or 2 while i do it. and yet#ignore me
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I'm probably never going to finish and post the specific fic I opened with this (that's intentional, it's a writing experiment), but one of my favorite exchanges I've ever written and also a fun meta vibe for me in general is:
KAEYA: How was your date with Lisa?
JEAN: What date?
KAEYA: Your weekly dinner?
JEAN: Those aren't dates!
KAEYA: ...does Lisa know that?
#oblivious lesbian jean will never stop bringing me joy#jean and kaeya run this city#(in jean's defense she and kaeya are literally cleaning up after sex#she has good reason to assume that lisa would consider her off-limits#meanwhile kaeya is very aro and would just like his bff-with-benefits to get the romantic enrichment she deserves)#(also he may have. told lisa she's available. without mentioning that to jean)
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at the risk of sounding butthurt for talking about not being butthurt: going through quals really prepared me for trawling through fandom meta and research while keeping my zen
#redglyphs#opinionated verm#i have not seen another fandom as salty and divisive as the dc one#all the interesting meta and summaries come with this implicit ''you illiterate idiot'' vibe (exhausting)#or the ''we do what we want and fuck canon'' mindset is taken to the extreme end (simplistic and lacking nuance)#personally the visual style of a lot of western comics grates at me so it's hard to get into#but i do like the wack and fucked up dynamics of canon + trying to imagine a world/chronology around that#i like calibrating what i write around canon -> thus those meta&summary posters are very valuable and interesting to keep up with#i just gotta do �� whenever they start to lambaste ''''fans'''' for not reading the comics/despised fanon reinterpretations of characters#''mmhmm yep. okay okay. i'm stupid. but let's get to why my blorbo is so fucked up bc of [whatever issue/run]''#like whatever they say they cannot roast me as hard as this one prof from my quals panel did#that prof is basically the successor of the academic lineage that established his discipline#and man utterly destroyed me during the exam#''you have no idea what you're talking about; you didn't even read taylor's hypothesis from 1941'' and i just let my soul evaporate lmao#anyways. i feel like fandom (all fandom and esp ones w sprawling canons) would benefit from two things:#1) willingness to learn (you gotta try to absorb some of the canon to transform it; ''know the rules to break them'')#2) willingness to accept limits (ppl are allowed to pick and choose; ''you gotta tolerate other ppl on the playground'')#and like. fucking chill out. we're all literally writing about some fictional dudes doing fictional things#rarely is a thing you dislike actually harmful rather than just distasteful (to you personally or broadly w/e)
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#my investment in the life series took one whole year to fully materialize#i remember this time last year i discovered joel’s vids and came across limited life#i also happened to be there when secret life started so i got to see it happen#with the benefit of getting multiple perspectives each week which was a joy#only now have i started to chip away at my backlogs#i’ve been watching grian’s perspectives—double life yesterday and 3rd life today ALL BC OF FANFICS I DESPERATELY N#*NEED TO DEVOUR#and can i just say that it isn’t scar’s first time going red so early in the series#like that man is a hazard and a menace to the series#everything just goes up in flames the second he turns red and i love it for him#anyway#i’ve seen the desert duo get hyped so much but i think we (me vs community) love them for very different reasons…#i’ve always adored their dynamic but there’s just some parts i don’t get abt the hype (?)#idk maybe the community has a tendency to exaggerate things 🤷🏻♀️#also i want to come up with a better tag system or else i’ll lose all my posts on them 🥲#toff.txt
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one of the very few videos from people i've seen that treats Riverdale like it's a show actually trying to say something and to be considered worthy of good-faith analysis instead of writing it off as trashy fun or as something stupid and it's so refreshing honestly like kind of restores a little bit of my faith in humanity. but yeah. anyway, this is a great fucking video and you should go watch it if you haven't.
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#james talks#Riverdale#so fun watching someone like actually try to give the show the benefit of the doubt and actually have like normal takes about it#like instead of 'oh this show has lost its mind' it's 'oh i've jumped into a random episode. maybe it's my fault'#don't let the title and thumbnail mislead you. the video is very much in good faith and makes a lot of fun points.#also just a lot of fun analysis in here and very much an understanding of the limitations of the format#the format of his video i mean and the format of the show too bc it's 22 episode seasons.#but seriously it's so fucking good and so healing to hear someone actually treat it as like a genuine piece of art#Youtube
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all americans benefit from American imperialism because you can use the united states dollar to mobilize the resources of other countries
#among other things#But like. It's not strictly about if the conditions you live in are good or bad#Although there's a lot of room for nuance in this because historically colonized people in the US are by far the poorest collective groups#In the country and thus have very limited ability to mobilize Any resource but like#When people say if you get a paycheck in usd you benefit from imperialism they meant it bc it's a globally viable sovereign currency#And not like bc you Can Buy Big Mac
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She had been physically abused so many times. Perhaps she had run away before, but she was hauled back by her hair. She suffered all these for a long time—long enough that the abuses started even before the war. What was Yan Junxun doing before the war? He forgot. But that did not matter. His memory was not worth mentioning. In any case, the murderer endured it for a very long time.
—Chapt. 24: Clarity
What a beautiful piece of foreshadowing!
#human reads time limited hunt#time limited hunt#emphasis mine#i'm very glad to be picking up these clues#in a reread#stories like this always benefit from a revisit#what is this alluding to?#well you’ll just have to read it and see 😉
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Genuine answer tho kindaaaa because my entire point with the tim wealth thing is that even if the point about it not having much basis in canon was true (which. Lmao) it’s still gonna impact how he’s written by the writers and viewed by the fans; when it comes to writing stories a lot of people see middle class as the Relatable class which is precisely why I think those hardcore Tim Stans are pushing it so much
#im not gonna make it long bc like. if u get it u get it there’s not much u have to explain#but i am gonna say it’s very funny they don’t wanna say he’s broke#if his wealth doesn’t matter at all they could easily say he has nothing#but they’re too classist to say it#hard assumptions buuuuut im not giving plot points don’t impact character guy the benefit of the doubt#when it comes to monetary status there are implications that come with them#when it comes to the general public middle class has the most neutral implications#atp with so many convos on class consciousness and negative traits associated with the wealthy#it feels like they just don’t want Tim associated with that#imo that’s what makes him cool#the fact that he’s extremely intelligent but held back by limited world view which can cause him to fuck up his relationships (steph)#or be callous and cruel in his words (Jason when Tim was first starting as Robin)#i think him choosing to be Robin even tho he would’ve arguably been extremely successful otherwise#and choosing to have this worldview expanded in ways that he might not like (his arrogance biting him in the ass meeting ppl like Lonnie-#-learning to extend empathy and compassion in a way that might seem unnatural at first) is cooler than middle class kid picked up by#billionaire like the other 20#plus i think him being written as the opposite of Jason was so intentional that to ignore it is stupid. not even explaining like c’mon man#but i think the parallels this creates with Bruce -did NOT have to do that shit ur life is WORSE bc ur doing that shit- are fun#like in conclusion if u wanna ignore that Tim’s rich fine whatever#but ur so boring and I’d rather watch paint dry than hear whatever you have to say about him#there’s too many bad things associated with both lower class and higher class for them to be comfy with tim in either#so they’re pushing for neutral middle#just like tim isn’t arrogant and rude at times but he’s also not a complete pushover#so he’s smart but he forgets to take care of himself#he’s not Bruce’s favorite because Bruce is so mean but he can’t be Bruce’s least favorite so he does everything for him#just bland takes on bland takes bc God forbid the rich white boy has some spunk#which is a massive disservice to his character btw. like i hate on canon Tim a lot but he’s interesting to me#it’s why takes like this don’t even piss me off or anything it’s just. so boring#evil opposite to ‘Batman is the man Bruce is the mask’#ur so smart and profound I’d love to hear more. please tell me about how much tim loves coffee and worshipped Jason as Robin.
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now that the statute of limitations has expired, i can say that during the pandemic, my apartment complex at the time tried to change the laundry room hours to business hours, and i very calmly and quietly went down, took a cinderblock off the garden wall, and threw it through the glass door. and it stayed open til 9pm, and we never heard about changing hours again. sometimes you have to throw a cinderblock in a very businesslike manner, i'm saying. this is a negotiation, among stakeholders, and i would like to make clear that the cost/benefit balance sheet used to make the decision to change the hours was missing a variable
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re what I just reblogged - I absolutely suck at small talk, but I genuinely like it! It's perfect for me as a person who does need a certain level of social interaction, but also easily gets overwhelmed if I have too many close friends. and having the sense of community it gives is nice. like i don't really have any (close) uni friends, but because of small talk I don't feel alone in my classes and can ask people for help if need be.
#like i still have limits regarding it and will get overwhelmed with it too#but having a nice interaction when i'm out or at uni is very helpful#anyways this is just a post because i didn't want to ramble forever in the tags of that post#there isn't really a point to it haha#with time i'm also getting better at small talk#and i'm also trying to adapt it in a way that works for me so it doesn't drain as much#so i get even more benefit from it#anyways
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