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faint idea dump. alternative universe where both wukong and the destined one exist at the same time.
since destined one doesn't talk nearly as much, modern!reader during their journey to do something decided to start teaching him sign language to communicate if he doesn't feel like talking, and wukong doesn't enjoy it too much because it gives reader a reason to touch the destined one a lot
#reader has hearing loss after birth and uses a hearing aid that somehow survived during the universe jump#wukong seems like he doesn't like the idea of sign language and even ridicules it a little given that everyone present can actually talk#but actually pays close attention to the lessons and once when a monster made the hearing aid fall out#and it broke and reader can't hear very clearly thus causing major anxiety#wukong pulls them aside and started to sign choppy sentences to them to calm them down. reader laughs and fixes his signs.#first time their hands ever touched#.idea dump#black myth wukong#sun wukong x reader
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DAY 75: onehat
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#siffrin isat#isat act 6 spoilers#twohat spoilers#isat spoilers#yea im tagging the onehat post twohat spoilers. watch me#..do we know what time of day it is when siffrin goes to the favor tree?#i always imagined the evening for some reason.#um so anyways. hey do you guys ever think about onehat. do you think about it#do you ever think about how siffrin never learning about loop and never getting closure with them#is just as valid of an ending as twohats. you dont have to get twohats. loop getting some catharsis isnt necessary to siffrin's narrative.#they asked to be here. they were here to help siffrin. and they did. and it ended#that's it.#i've always wondered if loop saw siffrin perform the ritual for them#i wonder if it would comfort them or not. if you ask them if they're a ghost they say yes (and no) after all#the tree is their grave.#something something from main character to stage director to sponsor to corpse#and with how arcane the prereqs for twohats are. yes you can get them naturally on a first playthrough but it's definitely not the majority#experience especially playing blind.#to give loop an ending you have to reach back in with both hands and grasp at that connection#i dont rlly know how to articulate it but it makes me feel a kind of way tbh. you only learn the prereqs (w/o guidance) by talking to loop#very frequently and paying attention to the hints they drop to you about the coin. labor of love situation#self love. siffrin reaching back for loop. We Are Getting Out Together Bitch#Is this anything i dont know that it is#idk onehat fascinates me a lot and im not even gonna touch on the onehats playthroughs where u actually do get the prereqs#i think there is a slight tendency among some fans tocharacterize loop as. more vindictive than they are? i guess?#it's easy to stare down loop's big twohats breakdown and see them bare their fangs and look into their anger#but loop's willingness to fade into nothing and leave siffrin alone shouldnt be forgotten i dont think
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#David Tennant#DI Alec Hardy#Broadchurch#my gifs#Damn the tenderness! The kindness!#The way he tries to soften the irreversible blow by easing her into it#Asking her first what she was doing#in order to then ask if she saw Joe come to bed#and then coming to her side of the table#Alec Hardy is the kindest man Broadchurch will ever have the privilege of knowing#the way he scrambles up and rushes over to be there for her as she falls apart#the way he keeps a steadying comforting hand on her#the way he has his hand out ready to steady her even when he's not touching her!#the way he keeps his voice as non-threatening and non-challenging as possible every time she pleads & he has to shatter her hopes#oh also! also! the way he considers for a long time when she asks to see Joe#He KNOWS it's against procedure. He KNOWS she's unstable now. But he can't not give her the only thing she asked for that he can give.#I'm going to gif this scene over and over so if using the Broadchurch tag is abusing the tag pls someone let me know#and I'll make up my own tag for Broadchurch#I need to do a gifset that includes Ellie but it will have to be side by side#and I want to do another gifset with only the gifs that have the same angle because it's sth my autistic brain won't shut up abt#oh my heart those two! <3 <3 <3#These are seven gifs. Is that a long post? I don't know if I should tag this as long post#I'm very sorry to anyone who felt this was a long post and I didn't tag it. I hate that color of the sky post. it's unrelentingly long#I'm sincerely sorry if this is the same situation
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hisoillus first hug ever was prompted by illumi while he was asleep. hisoka was already close and a sleeping illumi just wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close and hisoka froze the fuck up because he has NOT hugged anyone in.... decades
i like to think illumi hugs a pillow as he sleeps so he just ends up hugging hisoka without knowing and hisoka sits there for a good hour without moving a muscle not sure what the hell to do
If illumi wakes up he will either notice he was hugging hisoka or wouldnt notice bcs he wouldnt open his eyes until he'd untangled himself from hisoka already so hed be like. huh. it felt like i was hugging something while sleeping i wonder what that was. if he did notice tho jdsbgjbdgjdhgsj
I also think itd be INSANELY funny if illumi thinks hisokas his pillow while eepy and he just. wants to turn to the other side and ends up lifting hisoka with his entire strength and flips him to the other side with him and hisokas like ?????????????????????????????
#the awkwardness of it all is just the cherry on top.#hisoka tries to move away but illumi clings tighter and at this point he just wants to not exist in the moment#theyd both be so insanely awkward about physical touch with each other at first bcs hisoka isnt used to it at all#but as time goes by... the moment they get comfy with it? its all theyre ever doing together when theyre all alone...#cuddles. lots of cuddles. lots of hand holding. its a love language. its THEIR love language. holding each other. knowing ur loved 1 is saf#right in between ur arms. its where u both belong. where u both feel the safest.#anyways ill take all of these big ass descriptions into my hisoillu fics instead lmao adios#hisoillu#hisoka x illumi#illumi#illumi zoldyck#hisoka#hisoka morow#hxh#hunter x hunter#my post#my hcs
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cuties (:
#I actually really like how this turned out.............#my art#temeraire#john granby#william laurence#tenzing tharkay#this picture is after a few drinks btw#I think Laurence secretly likes being touched but yk he's very stoic and he REFUSES to ask for it so everyone kind of assumes he doesn't??#but it. comes out a lil when he's drunk.#Tharkay is very unused to it but he's definitely not. opposed. to being touched. especially if its by Laurence...#Granby meanwhile does this all the time.#hes always falling asleep on people and clapping them on the shoulders and nudging them with his hip to get their attention#but it takes him like a bajillion years to hug Laurence for the first time cuz yk. Laurence is. Laurence.#and Laurence is also hesitant to initiate things like that bc he doesn't want to be weird (ITS NOT WEIRD TO HUG YOUR BEST FRIEND LAURENCE.)#tharkay meanwhile has never had very much desire to get close to someone physically or paid very much attention to it#and then he meets Laurence. who barely ever touches anyone. and suddenly whenever their hands brush tharkay is hyperaware of it#I have no idea what I'm saying#I've got a big fat cold and I deadass almost took my ADHD meds on accident instead of ibuprofen... it's 11pm.#that is to say. I'm a touch delirious#so I apologize sincerely if I completely mischaracterized them
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man the struggle of going back into my old art and trying to see if i've improved or not
#i've definitely gotten better at digital art but a lot of the traditional stuff in these old notebooks is pretty up to par#most of my stuff from when i was like fifteen would still pretty much be considered up to my standards except a couple stylistic difference#fun fact gravity falls was the first fandom i drew human people for#got jumpscared by tumblr sexyman my little pony alicorn bill cipher that is hands down the best thing i drew at that time#and then i didn't touch gravity falls for another eight years#hello me#omg i made a guardian falls oc#also i find it funny that the first couple pages in this notebook are writing like i tried to use these notebooks to write#and then immediately filled this + seven more notebooks with exclusively art and never creatively wrote for fun again except those two time#lmaooo i tried to draw dipper and mabel as cats and wings of fire dragons and gave up halfway through#there's some monster falls au art in there i don't think i ever drew for transcendence au#every fandom i touched i made a steven universe crossover out of#eggsistential speaks
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Hey y'all, weird question time again! Is there anyway to word "I appreciate how unintimidating and unthreatening you are being" as a compliment that does not sound at all like an insult? One of my doctors is the absolute best at it, and I genuinely think it must be a skill he's deliberately cultivated, but I cannot figure out how to word it in a way that doesn't sound slightly insulting. Like, it's a good thing! A very good thing, especially in a doctor! But I cannot figure out how to word it in a way that conveys that
#the person behind the yarn#tj asks weird questions#I have PTSD. It's mostly under control for me and not usually an issue anymore#but I do have a few PTSD triggers I have been unable to get rid of that do occasionally cause problems at doctors visits#primarily that people touching my throat makes me very very tense#I have gotten better! I no longer automatically forcefully remove the hand from touching me#and I can make myself sit still and let doctors check my neck when needed#but I haaaate it and am very very tense the whole time#except with this doc. he is so unthreatening that the very first time I saw him he was able to check my neck without me tensing at all#and I didn't even register it as weird until I'd left his office#(most of the time they are checking for thyroid issues I think? or lymph nodes)#anyway I too have put effort into being able to be nonthreatening and unintimidating#because I used to work with toddlers and I didn't want them to ever hesitate to come to me for help#but all that seems very weird to say to a dude that I have thus far been unable to even ask where he buys his flannel shirts#because dang he has cool flannel shirts. the color combos are unlikely and I would like to buy them as well#but every time I try to word that question I am also like...yeah no that's a weird way to say it I will just not ask#it does not help that the stress of doctor visits tends to mean my word issues flare up lol
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why has nobody literally thought of using disguise self to show astarion what he looks like-
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate astarion#astarion#HELLO???? IT'S RIGHT THERE#if i had the creative juices recently id SO fucking write this.#like#the tenderness#the trust that you won't lie and do some major alterations so it doesn't really look like him#the trust in general to be the first time he gets to see himself#the hesitation; the backpedalling; eventually just turning into him and grabbing him by the wrists#making himself look into those eyes you've spoken so highly about#seeing his own laugh lines crease as you smile at him#being able to see where the whisps of hair on his face fall#a hand slowly reaching up to his cheek; touching his cheekbone as he looks at himself for the first time ever#and he just looks at himself. for the first time ever.#he's always known how pale he is; known how white his hair is in comparion to his skin thanks to haircuts#but never how; after feeding from you for so long; it stands out more#how his face is fuller; a ligter albiet still incredibly pale pink#he has to stop himself from reaching out and touching your face because he knows it'll break the illusion#but he's just silently looking at himself this whole time#n yeah#idk drawings can only capture so much. disguise self is RIGHT there. as well as using it to show him cazador's 'poem' on his back
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i just caught up with the latest chapters and like. those dudes definitely made out right? like that's not even subtext? like horikoshi fully said one and two absolutely went hog wild upon each other like. in the text, right??????? I have other, more cool and normal thoughts, but what is really important to me right now is that. those dudes definitely canonically got nasty. right???????????????????
#other things to note: oh my god afo absolutely gave shigaraki his brothers hand. unbelievable#also: what happened with hawks? did he fully get absorbed into afo? why was he all the way in there like that. did i miss something#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#but really like what the fuck is this story about. all might starts off like yeah you gotta swallow my dna#NOT lets do some sort of. blood oath where we manfully exchange bodily fluids#thats soooo specific#like heroes rising? they touched bloody hands but this is NOT a syphilis situation this is a#katsuki had to have stuck his nasty little fingers in his mouth before they could start the fight. which is SO funny to imagine#and then im back to yoichi and how he must have given away his quirk the first time like#like. doesnt it sound like kudou was like i feel weird. better get a pregnancy test about it#right? right? am i insane here?#bruce says hm. youve got some weird little unformed thing in there#kudou replies: hm. its just as i expected. i knew ever since the time we made love under the moon something about me was different#right?#ugh a lifetime of trying not to read to much into shonen shit im truly like. grappling with this#they fucking. fucked. right?!!!????!!!
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I just. I love my dad so much guys
#MAN OF ALL TIME he's so fuckin rad#he came over to help me set up my desktop (got a pc btw) and funniest man in existence here he touched my desk saw it wobble and went ''NO'#came back with his tools and an office chair for me because he saw the chair I was gonna use and went :/#this man brought over an ENTIRE TOOLBOX just for me because I cannot for the life of me find where the old one went and just. fixed the des#that I had been struggling with for about eight months at this point. in like twenty minutes. and then set up my desktop for me#he also brought over a webcam and microphone without any sort of promoting just because he knows I do discord calls with my friends and gf#also I dug out the instructions for the desk and before I could even hand him the paper he was like ''so this is how we fix this''#and then fixed it and was like ''yeah you did that wrong but you were close''#and then was like ''dont buy furniture and stuff without letting me know first what you want I'll keep an eye out''#and I was laughing being like ''I didn't want to come to you every time I need something because I want you to see me as independent''#and he went ''you live by yourself of course I see you as independent'' and my bitches the way I almost cried right there#just. idk something something the way my families love languages have always been acts of service and gift giving#and my dad insisting I should rely on him more and giving me stuff I wanted but don't have without EVER TELLING HIM I wanted said things#just. my dad is so cool guys#sorry I saw my computer set up vibing on my desk and got completely overwhelmed#ignore me#not marvel related
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Drabble 84/366 - Doctor Who
This has never been a problem before, but then, the Doctor has never had a companion whose legs were so tiny.
One moment, Amelia is on his heels. The next, he looks back to see her at the end of the hallway. His screwdriver is in one hand, unlocking the door, but she won’t make it.
The Doctor careens back down the hall, screwdriver between his teeth as he scoops her up, and runs.
A bolt of energy clips his ear. He tucks Amelia’s head down.
“You need longer limbs,” he tells her, “or heelys.” Amelia, safe and sound, laughs.
#spreading my amelia pond travels with the doctor agenda#she’s so tiny doctor!!! she can’t run as fast as you can!!!#writing this and i had to stop halfway theough to fully take in the image of the doctor carrying her like this#scooped up in a hurry so she’s not very well-balanced. screwdriver between his teeth. amelia’s arms around his neck holding on.#tucks her down with a hand on the back of her head so that any projectiles will hit his body and won’t touch her. getting burnt by some#using himself as a shield as he hauls ass to get her to safety.#amelia red-faced and panting from exertion and struggling to catch her breath because she’s laughing hard too from adrenaline and from the#doctor saving her. (moments that absolutely are definitely Not going to affect her worldview and perception of him forever and ever aksjfjf)#most important is the doctor looks back from where they came for just a moment. scary anger in his eyes because how *dare* they shoot at#amelia and don’t they know they’re lucky he doesn’t have *time* to deal with them. because amelia comes first.#u know. u know.#drabble-a-day#drabble-a-day 2024#fanfiction#doctor who#eleventh doctor#the doctor#also for best effect u gotta read his lines all muffled around him still having the fucking sonic in his mouth. <3#amelia pond au#amy pond
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The Philippine Revolution (with other documents of the Revolution), Apolinario Mabini, Vol. II (eng. translation of La Revolucion Filipina)
The Philippine Revolution, Apolinario Mabini (trans. Leon Ma. Guerrero)
The Court-Martial of Andres Bonifacio (trans. Paz Policarpio-Mendez)
Warfare by ‘Pulong’ Bonifacio, Aguinaldo, and the Philippine Revolution Against Spain, Glenn Anthony May
I'm currently assembling some kind of comparatives post about collective memory, trauma, and people whose death signifies a before/after in that memory, because the way that Bonifacio shows up in Mabini's writings reminds me a lot of how Crassus appears in Lucan's Pharsalia, in that: when there is a tragedy and you look back to see where it all went wrong, which mistake damned it all beyond repair, what moment signified the ultimate culmination of failure: if you look just a little bit further back from that point (the Battle of Pharsalus/the Battle of Tirad Pass), you can clearly see a body that continues to haunt the memory and has not been buried (Crassus/Bonifacio)
#there are TWO books i want to try and get my hands on (both about bonifacio) before i attempt to do this#ideally there's one more book on mabini i would also like to acquire but my god is it difficult#if i ever get a scanner the first thing im going to do is make archive pdfs of all of this#comparatives tag#shshdhd this essay is taking a long time to assemble either way. im not sure what the overlap between people who are#obsessed with the pharsalia and also bonifacio is but i want it to make sense even if you've never touched the pharsalia#or don't have 24/7 crassus brain rot and also a bonifacio obsession
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Both actually ^-^
She boosts Break, for extra damage basically, but Destruction and Preservation are also nifty ^-^
Qingque is a favourite of mine (and not just from the ship between her and Fu Xuan lol)
But anyways, Stelle and Vertin would probably have..some interesting topics to discuss lol
Mmm, very interesting (I have no idea what that means). Though she's probably strong from what I'm getting, and she's cute so yeah. Maybe I'll do it for her.
(who are Qingque and Fu Xuan???)
Oh yeah I bet Vertin and Stelle would get along fairly well. As far as I know Stelle is quite expressive while silent, and Vertin is also expressive while silent
Cut to Stelle and Vertin having a conversation through eye contact only where they're just standing, sometimes shaking hands.
#reverse 1999#defining sanity#I can see Stelle very confusedly pulling out her hand from Vertin's graso the first time#then they're both like 🤝#Or just Vertin touching Stelle and Stelle being like “?”#headpats and all#when they both talk it's just the most awkward conversation ever#they're best of friends now
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"i like that but i dont want to hit it too hard... gotta protect barky at all costs" "i found one already, ill take this one too. im taking it to the locker room tomorrow to show barky" hmm
#txt#the sashaekkyforsy agenda ever grows#im thinking a lot of things and none of them are fit for the public#idk maybe it has to do with forsys first instinct being to show sasha to see his reaction#as if he hasnt already seen the barky ball that whole afternoon#maybe it has to do with the fact ekky cradles that little golfball like its the most precious gem hes been gifted#his fingers careful not to touch the printed face as if that would ruin it and thats the last thing he wants to do#they love sasha so much#i think about that time sasha so proudly proclaimed to media that theyve been calling forsy “gustav orsling”#and then immediately kinda crumbles a bit of having to admit to the pun but proud all the same#anyways the whole forsy wanting to show the ball off to sasha theres a fetch metaphor in there somewhere#i think taking a horse tranquiliser would be like more humane than thinking about all this#my mind is a prison that seeks to torture me with visions#NO IM STILL HERE FOLKS BACK TO THIS#do you think ekky and forsy put their golfballs together and ekky goes haha im fondling your balls sasha#and forsy both regrets letting him do this but he does think ekky is funny so he chortles about it#and sasha just sighs deeply as he goes “yes you are ekky” because its better not to egg him on but also if he keeps this up he'll-#(gets dragged offstage as the mic gets ripped from my hands and im pushed into a cop car)
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God . . . imagine thinking Laios is a bad person who doesn't care about people. actual insanity.
#yea this is about you know who's 'review' again. it's on my mind now that i'm trying to finish the series. sowwy. ;9#making this unrebloggable from the getgo this time so that drama obsessed freaks can't get their hands on my ramblings again. fuck off lmao#anyways imagine thinking that. IMAGINE THINKING THAT HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT HIS SISTER. GET WELL SOON OR FUCKING PERISH.#EDIT HEY I'M NOT QUITE DONE ACTUALLY:#i heard someone else say this and now that i finished the series i honestly gotta agree on some level#i think this specific YTer did genuinely try to give the series as a whole another shot (since she was only watching the anime at first)#but then when she went into the manga was so fucking mad at her viewers and fans straight up disagreeing with her personal interpretations#(which were wrong but she took them down the dumb as fuck and extremely wrong road of All of These Are Factual Actually Sorry)#that she only really skimmed the manga (or looked at footnotes/summaries) and took up a soapbox of I Know Everything About This Thing Now#and doubled down on her just completely wrong and honestly dumb opinions and interpretations being presented as fact out of pure spite#it legit sucks so fucking bad. cause like i know and have actually seen her audience who haven't ever touched the series#(or some that maybe started it and have some sort of beef with it for one reason or another and had those feelings validated by her)#parrot back these ideas as if they're true! i partly know it cause it happened with me and her talking about fucking ****** ********!#like legit i sometimes check like her channel or her blog on here every so often and i saw a post of hers on here#where someone in the replies just. blindly agreed with her! and called Laios a bad person probably without ever checking DM out themselves!#which is crazy cause this YTer used to call out like other YTers not taking hard stances#feeling they have to cloak whatever opinions or stances they have in a million This Is Just My Opinion disclaimers etc#which made me realize Oh Hey Yea They Do That like i used to like that about her!#but. you know. if her audience isn't forming their own opinions about a series and just parroting back her own to validate her being wrong.#then it's fine. i guess. epic echo chamber moments or what the fuck ever.#okay NOW i'm done i think. this time. i like to bitch and moan so i might vague post about her again probably. tee hee. :3
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was at a cafe with dad & sibsys and we were outside and i caught movement and there was just a really fat orb weaver spider on my upper arm chillin. she'd clearly been eating good bc she was Large. and yall 15 year old me would've flinched so hard and blew at her so she'd fall off but today me didn't even flinch, put out my finger for her to crawl on (even though she chose to Drop instead of Touching Human Skin) and caught her by the web and carried her over to a plant pot
and it's just like. i didn't even flinch. and she was a big spider! not like, wolf spider big, but pretty damn big for an orb weaver. proud of my comfortability with bugs that i just picked her up and moved her to a place she could build a web like no big deal
#sundrops#ive put in Work to get this comfortable with bugs that can bite or sting me but won't#yesterday or the day before i picked up a yellowjacket in my bare hands to get her out of a dog water bowl she was drowning in#that's the first time ive ever picked one up in my hands#and it's like!! im proud of me!!#and like. even though she's a yellowjacket there was a zero percent chance she'd sting me#bc they do that to make you Stop Touching Them and Back Off and she could fly away instead so she did#but first she needed out of the water and wasn't gonna sting me for touching her bc i saved her from drowning and she appreciates that#wasps are SMART yall
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