#feeling very not real atm.

[lovelaceisntdead]

Staring at my computer screen all day making patterns I want to throw this thing out the window this feels so wrong and unnatural I can't believe I wanted to be a graphic designer all that time. I was born for paper and ink and paint and pencil and thread and board and glue and fabric.

[skhardwarevers1]

if this post gets like…5000 notes I’ll actually start writing scripts/making storyboards for videos I’ve had ideas about for months

additionally if this gets to 10000 (which I highly doubt it will) I’ll actually work on my abandoned stories, book ideas, and poetry

[tvckerwash]

I'm convinced the chorus trilogy gaslighted people into forgetting how everyone was characterized prior to miles being the main writer, to the detriment of literally everybody lmao

[museenkuss]

loving and moving my body this week (15.04.-21.04.24)

Monday. ballet beautiful x train like an angel [30 mins]

Tuesday. Pilates & Yoga Inspired Flow [19 mins]

Wednesday. Gentle morning Pilates [15 mins]

Thursday. feel good full-body pilates for positive energy [30 mins]

Friday. yoga & stretching good morning routine [12 mins]

Saturday. feel good pilates [23 mins]

Sunday. twist shimmy belly dance workout [24 mins]

Exhale to splits: Day 26 [18 mins] // Day 27 [12 mins] // Day 28 [17 mins] // Day 29 [11 mins] // Day 30 [21 mins]

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This week marks a new beginning (new semester, new sports courses I'm excited to be taking) and an end - the exhale to splits series!! I'm extremely excited for both. Let's move, stretch, GROW this week!

In case the suggestion doesn't feel right for that day, here are some alternatives (12 minutes or less, can also be used as add-ons). No shame in taking it slow! Let's move according to our needs! :) nightime flexibility stretches // bedtime yoga stretch to release stress & tension // 8 min beginner's ballet flexibility. // 10 min | Beginner Belly Dance Workout | Slow & Smooth Tutorial // 15 min Gentle Pilates Workout For Beginners

[hyakunana]

Better late than never, here's my #artrecap2023 ✨ testing a different design because... yeah, felt like doing something new. Hope it still works well 👀💦

Happy 2k24!!! 🌠

[miraclegemz]

july is over I can finally draw shadow again

Did my own take on some shatter shadows, I have some thoughts abt each of them, but please know that they all have Issues

Also these were very much inspired by @/son1c and their Sonic Prime AU so go check them out

[there-will-be-a-way]

Still haven't processed that I was diagnosed with DID for a third time. Other people are out there struggling to get diagnosed and here I am, diagnosed three times and still can't believe it. (If my therapist would diagnose me too, maybe then I could believe it.)

[autism-disco]

aggressively searching for joy and love in every sad seeming crevice

[luneyverse]

what if my “dead” name became my name again it’s cute

[thats-a-lot-of-cortisol]

Using my brain like a metal detector to figure out what the FUCK it wants to do

[skitskatdacat63]

i know you are studying languages, how many do you speak/understand at like … i could get around here level fluency?

So, I've studied German, Russian, Latin and Japanese.

German is definitely my best, I started studying it probably about 8 years ago and have studied it for most of those years. I think it's just difficult to get fluent bcs it really depends on your teacher and environment. I think I could survive w it tho, I was pretty okay with it, and even improved, when I was in Austria and Germany. It's more of a confidence thing honestly. I think if I was there for more than a month, I'd definitely improve even more!

Russian is probably my second best, it's only been tho 2 years or so. I'm good at the basics, but I've not gotten any real world experience so :/ and my prof rn is so bad djkfkfl love her tho <3 I think I need to watch more Russian media like I do with German bcs that def helps. I think I'd be okay at getting around in a Russian speaking country, but mostly just basics.

I've forgotten most of my Japanese unfortunately ah :( but that was only like 2 years, and Latin is of course a dead language so there's not a lot of ways to apply it(but I'd like to get better with it)

[00queasy00]

x rambles in the tags about my art struggles, nothing new to see :0

[whatimdoing-here]

Help.

[princekirijo]

Honestly would love to try writing again but I don't think I would post it anywhere.

[pikslasrce]

im going to detach from reality very soon i can feel it.

[phagodyke]

ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.