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#went round to the SAME friend's house today and had the conversation i've been needing to have i think#feeling much better for it#the grief is still there but it's much less complicated i think? there was a layer of disappointment and hurt about old things that i was#only just starting to discover were there and had absolutely no idea what to do with#(i am pretty self-aware about what's actually happening for me but not always good at knowing what to do with that)#and she really helped me to name it and identify where to start moving forward#and also to move some of it out of my locus of control - i tend to think everything that happens is in some way my fault or if i was#different it wouldn't have happened#and she said actually it sounds like maybe x made a mistake which hurt you and you need to forgive her#and lots of things are coming free with that statement#so the grief is obviously still there. and the hurt's still there but it's cleaner somehow. easier to hold.#at last for the day#thank God for wise friends#(best friend's family/friends are everything happens for a reason people and i hate that tbh)#rowena adventures#feeling honestly much better for this
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Yknow what- you're so right...
#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#maria robotnik#2d animation#aura's art#seeing so many people like that silly doodle animation I did shocked me so much!#i've honestly been having such a rough time on my end- but seeing the support for this has helped me through it all so thank you everyone!#hopefully i will make more proper art and animations now that i'm starting to feel better!#for now- enjoy another doodle animation!
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♟️Let him believe that he's winning
#art#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#heavymedic#red octoberfest#medic makes heavy think hes winning and then just destroys him#he would never let heavy win (or anyone honestly)#sorry if i draw too much heavymedic its the only thing that makes me feel better :(
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this is the first time back at my computer since my back injury 3 months ago and i had a hankering for some isabela 💙🗡
#girl. im in so much pain#i hope this gets better with time. these last few months have taken such a mental and physical toll on me#honestly been not feeling good about my art too but im trying sooo hard to stay positive OTL#isabela my lovely save me!!!!!!#isabela#dragon age 2#dragon age#da2#my art#art
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Scholarly peak is catching up on recent literature
#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#svsss#sqq#lbh#my art#which is honestly just to say that i've finished the other two print books i was reading#and am now prepared to leap feet first into svsss bk4#i succeeded in holding off for an entire two weeks. i have the conviction of a wet paper towel.#lets see bk4 was described as - what? - an ''angst and smut pile''??#i am very much looking forward to this#i was promised a story with my snake boy#because i am very much not over zhuzhi-lang's fate so this had better be A REALLY NICE HAPPY ONE FOLKS#anyway have sqq and lbh cuddling and reading as i project on them#i like to assume that as time goes on sqq is able to relax his persona a bit more around lbh#i think he should get to cuddle and bitch about shitty novels#but man sqh is really the ONLY source of any books that have an even slightly modern cadence/style i have a feeling sqq would be very keen#though if i'm being honest i really wonder if sqh could ever bring himself to write fiction again#if you're A Writer it tends to be hard to RESIST you just get an itch to tell a story#but also like... the fear that all of this could happen again... or that the characters you're creating might be REAL and SUFFERING...#yeah... i honestly suspect he can't write anymore and that it honestly probably sucks a lot... but for the sake of this joke he is :P
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BILLDUMP TIME (with transparency, because I can). Don't mind me, I'm just yeeting my goofy art at some way more talented individuals out of nowhere and then hauling ass back to the security of being a weird silent lurker ahaha
@tesscourtes and @beccadrawsstuff, respectively! These two Bills make a little prism of sorts together because of their recent crossovers on Patreon~ :3c Speaking of which, I highly recommend supporting both these artists! They do fantastic work! (TessCourtes and Beccup)
@qoolk on the left, and @monobmp on the right! I am such a sucker for these outfits~ OuO Go and check these two out, their art is phenomenal!!! >u<
@1spooky2me The most difficult Bill of the lot for me to draw, ahaha... Their art is so incredibly consistent and dynamic, I am, a little envious <:,) A little envious, but mostly impressed, so go look at their amazing art, what are you waiting for
And finally, @ckret2, whose writing is sublimely in-character and just a delight to read - they're a great artist, as well! I simply Could Not resist drawing their Bill in this ridiculous incredible and very fashionable pink feather dress, even though he only briefly wears it in their fic, so I also did a little bonus doodle of him in his standard hoodie to make up for it. XD (Also, as far as I'm concerned, Bill and Mabel were both correct in that lime green accessories make the dress Much Better.)
This is just a small selection of the human Bill designs I enjoy. I may draw and post more later on, who knows! Feel free to reblog with some neat Bill designs, either your own or by other folks - if any of the designs particularly call to me, I'll add them to the little list I've got going~ :D (Alternatively, if you really like my stuff and want me to draw something specific, you could...mmm...perhaps, commission me...? OuO)
Also I'm tagging Billford because uhhhh yeah, sorry not sorry, every single one of these Bills is getting shipped with Ford by the artists in some way or another, lmao
#fanart#gravity falls#bill cipher#human bill cipher#human bill design#billford#bill is just so Gender#regardless of whether or not he's a triangle. just. such Gender. wow#honestly tempted to draw the OG twink!bill and the mangopablo save-the-town!bill just for funzies#i may also attempt to draw alex hirsch's “canon” human!bill but uhhhh who knows LOL#i kinda feel like he made the design extra ugly just to poke fun at the fandom#so the “canon” aspect of it is kinda up in the air for me personally LMAO#not sure if i drew goldilocks!bill thicc enough tbh#just. look. it's hard to draw a person who is as close to triangular as a human can possibly get. ok??? ok#I TRIED AND THAT'S WHAT'S IMPORTANT OnO#in other news why did these turn out so much better than the drawings of my own design??? wtf that's so rude#get it together ME this is fukken embarrassing#btw if i draw something for you and you respond to thank me only to have me say nothing back it's because i am very awkward and anxious lol#there is also the adhd which makes me forget that i failed to respond like a normal person would have ahahahaha o-o#but mostly it's the horrors of being perceived for more than the two seconds it takes to yeet an art at a person O-O#why am i like this? good question! maybe i'll have an answer someday when i can actually afford therapy XD#I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP FIVE HOURS AGO
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…Spearmaster learning what uppies are?
SM nearly had an entire spiral not understanding what the sluppy wanted but luckily the baby took things into their own grippers. SM definitely knows what to do next time when there's insistent grabbies in their face.
#artists on tumblr#rain world#rain world downpour#rain world slugcat#slugcat#slugpup#rain world spearmaster#spearmaster#SM honestly thought if they didn't figure it out the slup was going to leave them#which is why the spiral nearly got so bad#but having the slup just do the thing themself and then purr on them made them feel much better#They don't know how to feel about the Slup basically using their spine as a ladder though
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MONONOKE THE MOVIE: PHANTOM IN THE RAIN (2024) モノノ怪 唐傘 ⨳ dir. Kenji Nakamura
#trying to make gifs without watermark bc.... idk how i feel abt it#also without kmplayer! much better honestly#i think?#gifs#mine#animanga#movies#studio ghibli#animationedit#dailyanime#anisource#anime#animeedit#fyanimegifs#dailyanimatedgifs#mononoke#kusuriuri#mononoke kusuriuri#medicine seller#Kenji Nakamura#モノノ怪 唐傘
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I made Mob Psycho 100 motivational posters based on all the important lessons I took away from the series using official art
They're free for anyone to use I hope they help people feel good and motivated
#mp100#mob psycho#mob psycho 100#motivational poster#every time I get valuable life lessons from anime I feel like that have to be a lil mentally ill to get mentally well post#mob psycho really completely altered my brain but in a good way#originally I was gonna make them with lessons in mind with specific characters but honestly this is better#wish I had a color printer to print these out and hang them around my room#i don't understand how One has so much wisdom in him to make something as incredible as mob psycho#1k#3k
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okay just watched nimona and reread the novel this is the consensus:
if you want a feel good movie, more explicit gay and trans rep, and a more well realized high tech midieval world watch the nimona movie
if you want a darker tone and more morally gray characters, a really compelling twist/mystery, and a gay ass scientist side character read the nimona comic
#nimona#actually another selling point for the book: to all the monster girls#honestly as someone who loved the book so much when i was younger and someone who loves it so much now#i think i like them both equally#the movie has stronger worldbuilding and i think the plot flows better#but god. the slow horror that you feel as the nimona stuff dons on you in the book. oh my god
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practicing w vincerody cuzzzzzzzzzz
#digital art#my art#fanart#dead plate#dead plate game#dead plate art#dead plate fanart#and so.. rody broke vince's ribs#bc love is something :333#idk i find these two funny i like em#theyre so fucking dOOMED#dead plate rody#dead plate vincent#rody lamoree#vincent charbonneau#vincerody#but honestly.. i feel so much better the more i keep drawing these fellas#i like how they look in my style now n.n#still have to practice w vincent tho lol
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I start my new-old job on Wednesday selling beds. I’m antsy. It’s gonna be a new routine to get into and it’s gonna be an official pause on game jobs for a year unless I wanna burn this bridge to the ground.
I need to get some button ups today, pick plums because I promised my nana, ideally groceries would happen but like. Who knows. And I need to bust out story illustrations.
I’m already so tired.
#ramblies#I’ve had two beta reads of it and the back half is so much stronger than the front but I don’t have time to fix or deal with it#when I told my beloved how sad I was about the idea that some people might buy my story before it’s The Best and how I’d feel horrible#selling a better version later that had more editing they were like ‘do you have any idea how many times I bought lord of the rings?’#like directors cuts come out and people get it and it was honestly v comforting
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Combining the boys’ abilities (and I mean actual combining not just using them at the same time) because I was thinking about it and wow they’re kinda cracked actually-
[ cw: death mention / def not for them though 💀]
Raph & Mikey: infinite clones (aka unbeatable) + strength completely unparalleled + infinite cloned chains + the clones are very fast and can fly + potentially reverse any damage on main shield clones or even damage in general
Mikey & Donnie: constructs that also can last much longer than usual possibly forever + potential future vision + every single cable or wire or anything of that sort has the potential to be taken over akin to Mikey’s chains + full telekinesis
Donnie & Leo: pinpoint portal/teleportation themselves or constructs just by knowing where to aim (aka instadeath for any enemy if used right) + telepathy
Leo & Raph: teleporting clones who can grow or shrink at will (which can also be instadeath like above if used right) + said clones can also act as homing spots to switch places with + potentially swap damage taken to clones
Raph & Donnie: they literally can make Voltron, but more than one + basically impossible to destroy shields + constructs can also be cloned
Mikey & Leo: freezing time and being able to move during it + heat death of the universe + “oops hey it’s other alternate iterations of us???” + this is a time and space team up you’re not winning this-
Basically any combo is an instant “you win.” I wanna go further into these combos later and maybe even add or subtract as I think more on it because there’s so many I left out and I can always extrapolate on and explain these ones more, but this was fun and these boys have terrifying powers even without combining them all together.
Seriously, should each of them train these abilities to the best they can be, there is no beating them even if they’re alone.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#this is all very much off the top of my head#I swear I can justify all of these#and I will#eventually#I feel like I can do some of these better tho#there are infinite combinations you can do tbh these are just what I thought of lol#maybe one day I’ll do regular combo moves instead because that’s a different ballpark that’s not quite as world ending haha#mikey is the best mystic warrior not just bc his powers are ridiculously strong-#but because he’s CREATIVE#and creativity makes even the most mid appearing power turn op VERY QUICK#honestly all of their abilities could so easily be JUST strong#but we see in canon really cool ways they apply them#like Leo literally throwing his portals#I actually had this in the drafts for months#anyway I also think it’s interesting how both Donnie and Raph’s mystic abilities work as putting more of themselves INTO reality#whereas Mikey and Leo’s mystic abilities are more inviting reality into themselves#Donnie and Raph break the concept of equivalent exchange in someways and Mikey and Leo break the concept of space time haha
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Show Snotlout is just so vastly superior to movie Snotlout, and I KNOW i KNOW they had more time in the shows, but they didn't have to reduce him pretty much solely to comic relief in the movies (I adore movielout btw even though thw Snotlout was a total nightmare)
Bc like it would've been so easy to give him a moment w Hiccup where he's like we believe in you in the second movie to show his growth from the first, or to show him joking around WITH the gang as opposed to being the butt of the joke constantly and stuff idk
#httyd 2 snotlout is so good though and httyd 1 snotlout is hilarious#i just feel like the shows give him so much depth and it's a shame we don't see more of it in the movies#this goes for the whole gang honestly#fishlegs is SEVERELY underrepresented#mans deserves better#snotlout snotlout oi oi oi#snotlout jorgenson#snotlout#how to train your dragon#riders of berk#defenderes of berk#race to the edge#how to train your dragon 2#how to train your dragon 3#how to train your dragon: the hidden world#how to train your dragon thw#httyd#rob#dob#rtte#httyd 2#httyd 3#httyd the hidden world#httyd thw#thw salt#httyd salt#rosie's httyd brainrot
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a 2 act tragedy starring me: i’ve been making fruit smoothies in the morning for a few days which has been great because it’s getting me to actually eat fruit for once, only to go on the internet and be told that it apparently releases all the natural sugars so it's actually Not that great for you and i am devastated
#ramble#i thought i was doing myself SO many favours#i ENJOY FRUIT i just don’t eat it for some reason related to adhd#context i am a long term ED sufferer so this kind of thing upsets me#honestly i don't care that much because it feels like it's better than Zero Fruit#can any dieticians put my mind at ease#someone explain how ‘the natural sugars are released and become Bad Sugar’ makes sense. like it’s all just the FRUIT#chanting to myself ‘there are no bad foods there are no bad foods there are no bad foods’#like the Nutrients are still there and some of the fibre is still there#tw ed#on a lighter note current fave is pineapple+orange#also kiwi which i didn’t think would be good#edit: WAIT YOU’RE RIGHT WOULDN’T THE SUGARS BE RELEASED THE EXACT SAME WAY BY JUST CONSUMING THE FRUIT. WHAT THE FUCK
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A little life update:
Porthos has been back from the ICU for a couple days. The vet indicated there was nothing else they could do for him, and that we were pretty much bringing him home to have a last good day or two before saying goodbye.
Porthos has responded to all this with a resounding "fuck that" and has decided to get better. That, or he hated the vet so much he was willing to die about it.
Anyway he's like. He's fine. He currently grumbling at me because I wouldn't give him a cheese curd.
#it has been a fucking week#lmao one week ago I was posting how one week from then I'd be on a plane#PSYCH#or porthos hates greece so much he staged an incredibly successful and wildly expensive protest#honestly it was like the monty python sketch#with me sitting by my dog sobbing for 3 hours about how I was going to have to put him down#and him waking up and being like *yawn* what's up feeling much better is there food?
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